#IDFKKKKK

[swamp-cryptids]

to me this line is like, where harry reaches the closest thing to self actualization within the text of the game. he doesn't desire to be a different kind of animal anymore. its such a kind thing to say to himself about a quality that in his line of work could very much be perceived as a flaw. idk i just like it

#im probably gonna put something close to this in my video but i just. yeah #disco elysium spoilers #ANNIE AND FEARGHUS DON'T READ #but like the way the phasmid goes on to say that it empathizes with harry/humanity itself due to its sensitivity #to have that experience which is so accepted and brushed off in day to day life be heard and sympathized with #something something the way disco elysium presents humanity's unique consciousness as something that is often overwhelmig and horrifying #and forgives harry for being overwhelmed by that sensitivity and consciousness and congratulating him for even reaching this point #IDFKKKKK #the noid line thats like consciousness is new to the universe we all have our ways to ease the shock #literally been thinking about it for WEEKS #the way we interface with the world is unique and beautiful but it can also be terrifying and devastating so its ok to be scared #even if it feels like everyone else is fine #getting personal in the tumblr tags ummm #disco elysium #disco elysium meta #harry du bois #insulindian phasmid

[declanscunt]

#it’s a great play. jessica chastain. arian moayed. i am coincidentally in town for its run. just feels like a loss if i don’t see it ya know #i’m not gonna pretend that the biggest reason i wanna see this is to get the chance to see arian onstage. sorry women #but i would hate to go alone. would probably get my friends tix for her anyways. #idfkkkkk

[kuzoux]

Oc posts . Yay!!!

#oc #my art #idfkkkkk #sketch

[oso-nan]

ocs range on a scale of vice (chad evil-doer with no thoughts in mind) to narcisse (guy whose scared all the time and any form of social interaction kills him)

#i need to design him a partner so BADDDDD if he had his own ghoul itd b so cute i think id like the dynamic #esp for his hyperfix on fashion & a person’s tastes in any art forms #IDFKKKKK #ima stop my thoughts here tho bc ik u guys dgaf abt my rambling or even know about what im talking abt LMAOOOO

[2cute]

‹  ♡  ›     —     to  @oneyeclosed ​

          “     you’re the only person that ever understands me.     ”     whether this is true or not is neither here nor there. what matters is that in this particular moment they understand the prince (or are really good at faking).     “     have i outgrown my run-away-in-the-middle-of-the-night phase? i don’t care how poorly it will reflect on me at this point.     ”

#heres my silly little prince #oneyeclosed #⁽ ⠀ ♡ ⠀ ⁾ ⠀ ⠀ ENDER S. ⠀ ／ ⠀ * ⠀ exchange. #lmk if u wanna discuss anything or!? #arranged marriage plot but its arranged with someone Else and they simply dont like eachother ? #talking shit abt them to a friend ? #IDFKKKKK #orrrrr maybe... maybe... [thinking] some other thing thats causing Problems IDK. #-__- he has issues w Something #maybe its something menial.

[appsa]

Tbh i havent watched that ep of dunmeshi (havent watched since before the bath yuri episode) but jdgsjdj the fight between laois n the guy who likes falin seems especially painful to me

#i think partially cause i feel like i had that same fight w a friend ajsgdhfj #but i was the passive aggressive one and she was the one who 'thought we were best friends' #like its different cause i was mad at her for nearly outing me to classmates and. lots of other guilt trippy shit #but like. kshfjhdkd #idk if its a 'she never had close friends before so she never saw that we. werent that' kind of situation but like. #idfkkkkk its bad #but also maybe its kind of same cause im a more reserved person and i found her openness abt a lot of stuff grating #less cause she was open abt it more cause she was always trying to drag me into it without asking

[cynophagia]

Todays interview went rlly well i really liked the doctor and the practice aligned with a lot of my personal values but ngl the place is kind of a shitshow and i don't know if i want to take that on. especially if they only want to start me at 15/hr. @_@ i'm talking like, in the middle of transitioning from paper records to paperless apparently a bunch of ppl quit so that's just only halfway done and in a weird limbo, the one doc who works there ft has only been there 3 weeks, the equipment is 10 years older than i am, and there is no senior tech. in fact there are no registered techs even on the team. i would apparently be one of the most experienced ppl they have hired, and that is not saying much.

on the other hand, there would be like, 0 problems with poor utilization and no clinic politics stopping me from furthering my training... and it would be really cool to help rebuild a practice from the ground up, especially because the doctor and i really got along and have a lot of similar values, and the practice manager is very open to feedback. so.

#am i being too picky???????????? idfkkkkk #but i really really really don't want to be chewed up and spit out again #cynoposting #the lab interview went well too i'm sending a followup email i think it would be way less personally fulfilling but a lot easier to balance #with life and schoolwork

[sugaftrm]

like that was him wishing y’all a happy chuseok…….

#WHAT’S GONNA DROP DURING THE NEXT HOLIDAY??? #IT BETTER BE YOUR PANTS IDFKKKKK

[transinniter]

not delusional guy voice. guy who i maybe sort of like liked my birthday story Surely this is a good sign . (He has a girlfriend)

#crushes are weird for me #well obviously considering im probably aro #or at least on that spectrum #i never Expect anything to come from them #and at first it was solely insecurity like Can’t imagine them dating me (which . still true) but its more than that #its like people who i find funny and cute and enjoy talking to but when i think about Dating them? its a void #like i cant Imagine it . and its not even what i want like i want to Talk to them #so maybe i just want to be their friend? #but its a bit more like its clearly different than from other people i want to be friends with #its like i want to banter/bully them but. Not date them . does that make sense #in middle school when i fantasised about my crushes we didn’t go on dates we faced a zombie apocalypse together😭😭 #and even jusr dates and most romantic stuff doesnt feel appealing to me but . Having someone you can be intimate & sorta flirt with does #Basically what i want with these ‘crushes’ is like. a friend that i banter/flirt with and also bully #Man idfkkkkk this shits complicated #especially when you have absolutely 0 experience bc youre chronically undateable so theres not rly any reference grounds😭😭😭

[kittyelfs]

went to remake my nsft blog n google disabled the email n wont tell me why so lol appealing i guess

#maybe ill make another instead idfkkkkk how lame #killed my motivation 2 make it soooo #tbd

[neverendingford]

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#tag talk #thinking about ocs stopped being fun when I started being self aware and realizing the things about them that are self insert #like.. Oops this character has medical trauma and a strong fear of their father and uhhh babe we might have to look at a few personal things #I made a girl character as the diversity hire when I was in high school and now I think she's trans but also like.. #when she was a cis girl she had zero personality and I just ignored her. is that unexamined misogyny or just an inability to relate/project? #idk. things we have to work on internally I guess. funny that I made two characters trans. one mft and one ftm. #I think I'm still scared about doing ftm wrong though. which is funny because that's the binary trans group I know best. ironically #ironically because I'm literally mtf. though like. idk. masculinity is cool and I like having it but like. idfkkkkk #idk. things to figure out. do I just keep James cis? I don't think so. we just have to put in the leg work to make him real and stuff. #they've literally got magic powers we could take the cheap way out and make him shapeshift or do magic stuff but that feels like a cop-out #I guess it's time to learn about ftm bottom surgery now huh.

[ablogofagayass]

I want to hold her hands for hours to no end.

just to see how it feels.

I want to hug her and I wouldn't want it to end.

Just to see how it feels.

God, i sound like a creep..

I've looked at her lips many times, and. well, let's say. Thoughts came to me.

everytime she puts her hand near mine, or when she puts her arm around my shoulder, I sort of, well, freeze? but there's some form of reaction from inside of me.

sometimes I wish I could just lean my head on her shoulder and. idk, JUST exist

idfkkkkk

maybe I just want to feel special? maybe Its because she's one of my only friends? and not bc I'm actually crushing on her? Maybe it's just those "crazy hormones" older people keep talking about?

the thought of her kissing me on the cheek...

ok, I'll stop. sorry...

#in love with best friend #lesbian crush on friend #lesbian #homoromantic #lesbian crush #sapphic #wlw #in love

[cherrio-krispz]

Bit damnnnthta does kinda sound like another hirrorfarm name idfkkkkk

Yah

[lesbian-gnf-archive]

how can bitches be stupid right now when dnf are in la by themselves living in a gay utopia? 😭

Idfkkkkk man 😭😭😭😭😭😭

#kore.ask

[tombstone-ghost]

The mind electric demo 4 is absolutely amazing. I physically cannot stop listening to it. It’s just soooooo satisfying to hear it. IDFKKKKK ANYMORE AHHHHHH

#mind electric #miracle musical #I AM GOING INSANE

[mothbou]

Ok ill move to pin rn so i stop talking about how much i hate apps n phones n stuff n blah blah blah i just think that these fat men running this need to start walking or sitting down ur not running anything idk what i ws gona say idfkkkkk

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