#idfkkkkk its bad

[appsa]

Tbh i havent watched that ep of dunmeshi (havent watched since before the bath yuri episode) but jdgsjdj the fight between laois n the guy who likes falin seems especially painful to me

#i think partially cause i feel like i had that same fight w a friend ajsgdhfj #but i was the passive aggressive one and she was the one who 'thought we were best friends' #like its different cause i was mad at her for nearly outing me to classmates and. lots of other guilt trippy shit #but like. kshfjhdkd #idk if its a 'she never had close friends before so she never saw that we. werent that' kind of situation but like. #idfkkkkk its bad #but also maybe its kind of same cause im a more reserved person and i found her openness abt a lot of stuff grating #less cause she was open abt it more cause she was always trying to drag me into it without asking

[lunaereum]

life rn is............ actually okay

#like #life is so much fucking better when im over here away from my parents and boring fucking hometown #im around the most amazing people ive ever met rn and its so nice #SO NICE #im happy???? like... my life stressors dont seem as bad when im here #fuck man #its so hard for me to process these new feelings and environments but instead of being anxious about that #im excited instead? #hhhh idfkkkkk im just emo and stoned rn lmfao #i know that when i go home ill be really fucking sad #and im not looking forward to it #but its really nice to tune out my depression every couple of weeks and get fucked up with friends