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leannswritings · 5 months

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“Take it”

Warning : smut, age gap maybe iffy??

Summary: After being saved you start dating your savior, after being left after little to no attention you take things to your own hands (literally)

Pairing : Seok-Chan x Fem!Reader

A/N : sorry for the very late update I’ve been so busy y’all, hope y’all enjoy. (apologies for the ending I feel like it was slow)

It's been pretty rough so far since this apocalypse has started, I mean your family is gone and those you thought were there to help you left you for dead. Seok-chan was the soldier to find you in the rumble of your apartments when the platoon was out looking for supplies.

After learning more about you he felt sympathetic toward you, the fact that you were much younger than him made it worse for him to think about. You could have been going to college or hanging out with friends if this had never happened, but now look at you, you even struggled to talk to others.

Seok-chan was one of the people you could talk to, maybe it was the fact he was the one to save you or the sweet mature older guy troupe he gave off. Whatever it was that attracted you to him, wouldn't go away, leaving you with what you thought the only option was, to confess.

You overthought it many times because of the age gap between you two, I mean a 5 to 6-year age gap is quite much to think about, I mean what would the others think? You were quite young, would he even want to date someone so young? Many questions echoed in your mind before and during your short confession.

Your face during this confession was more awkward and nervous than usual, you couldn't even talk or confess like you would normally, but of course, seok-chan was still patient with you and listened to you. Seok-chan had this sweet soft look on his face, his eyes locked on you, giving off the soft warm candlelight feeling. He knew what you were attempting to confess yet he waited for you, instead of interjecting.

Looking back on that, if you were in his place you wouldn't have accepted the confession, but he did, and it has now been a couple of weeks since y'all started dating. Many times things got heated but it always came to a pause because he would have to run errands for the platoon. You knew he couldn't help it so you brushed it off, but the more it happened, the more you started to get bothered by it. I mean who would want to be left horny and alone? Your libido was at its highest peak, it's like the more you avoided it the more it chased after you.

Today must have been your breaking point because the actions you were doing were not on the calm and patient side of things. You found yourself wrapped up in his bedsheets while waiting for him to come back from a meeting. Desires must have been raining down on you heavily by the way your body reacted to just a simple nasty thought of him. The room began to be filled with the sounds of whimpers, moans, and wetness. You must have been going at it for a while because you never noticed that the door had opened and Seok-chan had walked in.

“Darling..”

Hell. Fucking hell. You stopped in your tracks due to the embarrassment of being caught doing something so dirty in a bed that's not even yours. You quickly sit up and grab the covers to cover yourself.

“I'm sorry..”

Seok-chan looked as if he couldn't care less what happened before or while he was walking in, but looked as if what he was about to do was life-changing, his face was so attractive at the moment that you couldn't take your eyes off of him.

“For what… looking Heavenly?”

He started to walk towards you as he unbuttoned his shirt, taking it off as he leaned in for a kiss. After taking off his shirt he grabbed your face to deepen the kiss, his knees hitting the top of the bed as he climbed onto it. He must have felt the same way that you have for the past few days as he had not questioned you and quickly decided to join you, he took no time with this make-out session, his tongue finding itself fighting with yours roughly as he placed you onto your back after letting go of your face. Leading this make-out session for a while, hovering over you, Your hand sinks back to where it previously was.

“You can't wait huh?”

His hands slowly followed the same path your hands took down your stomach, his hands being rougher and bigger than yours, making your body shudder. You've never been so jealous of a gun, hell that stupid gun got to feel his hands before you, but maybe that gun was the reason for his rough hands which you then felt somewhat grateful for. His thumb rubbed against your clit while you continued to use your fingers to thrust into yourself, Seok-chan kissed and licked your neck leaving marks.

The room was yet again filled with moans and other unholy sounds, making you thankful the walls were concrete so it was harder to hear through. His normally big and bright eyes were now looking half open, full of yearning and lustful. He continued to look back between your face and body to make sure you wouldn't be uncomfortable with anything or suddenly want to quit, LIKE hell you were going to ever think about stopping at this point, this is all you've been wanting for weeks on end, but the thought of him caring so much about your pleasure only made this knot in your stomach rise even quicker. The heat storm came before you noticed, making you cum without any prior notation that you would. Seok lifted his head from your stomach due to the noises that just left your mouth, also removing his thumb from your clit.

“Are you all done? We don't have to continue”

That had to be the sweetest yet dumbest shit you've heard, for one he was going through hell being held back by those pants, you could see print due to how tight it was against him. For two, there's no way in hell you would just let it end right there.

“Are you dumb”

You grab his face with both of your hands pulling him back into a kiss, one of your hands soon leaving his face and going to his pants, playing around with his belt, finally starting to unbuckle the belt and unzipping his pants. You stuck your hands into his pants, you’ve felt him during previous make-out sessions but it didn't even compare to what was in your grasp now. When you started to stroke him you could hear and feel his grunts against your skin, but all you thought about was how he would fit inside of you, the thought spread fear across your mind and body but the fear wasn't in a bad way if anything that fear was amazing to think about. He seemed as if he was about to prepare you for what was about to come but changed his mind as his hands that were going towards your lower half decided to just grab your legs, positioning them more towards his waist before putting his hands onto your hips. This gave you the signal of what he wanted, causing you to remove your hand. He lined himself up with you but you soon put your hand on his chest so he would stop for just a second

“That's not…”

You paused in the middle because you felt embarrassed to say it, I mean the cliche “it's not gonna fit” phrase who would want to say that aloud?

“It's ok, I'll go slow”

The look in his eyes couldn't have made you agree quicker, a man staring at you with care and compassion at this moment, you couldn't have nodded any quicker, not like you were going to say no anyway.

He slowly entered you, causing you to grip onto his shoulders like it was a blessing in disguise. Your walls gripped onto him tightly, driving him to grip your hips even harder, his grip was so hard you wouldn't be surprised if it left a mark.

You started to think this had to be another version of Cockwarming because it felt like an eternity with no movement though it had only been no more than a minute before he slowly started to move. You've never been thankful for such slow movements, sounds that sounded like honey to him started coming from your mouth.

“You're taking it well huh.. pretty girl…”

Fuck it man, this man is making you experience so many things that you've never felt, such a nickname caused you to tighten the wrap your legs had on him. Throwing all the soft and slow out the window you started to tap his shoulder to tell him to go faster, though he didn't need your tapping to tell due to the begging look in your eyes. He soon began to pick up his speed, this was so electrifying it sent you to cloud nine, your hands didn't know if you should grab his hands or shoulders at first but then you stuck to sinking your nails into his back and clawing away, your eyes rolling to the back of your head as your walls kept squeezing him, the knot in your stomach began uprising quickly. He seemed to have overstimulated your mind and body by the way you couldn't even say anything, your moans and cries were random jibberish, it wouldn't have even been surprising if you were drooling. He was hitting all the right spots, it didn't take long for you to hit your orgasm, your back arching. Seok-chan continued with his thrust, abusing your extra sensitivity at the moment. He soon pulled out to spill onto your stomach. You both stayed in the same spot trying to calm your mind and body, the room being full of heavy breathing. Time went by.

“You alright?”

Seok-Chan asked as he cleaned you up, you nodded as he got up from the bed to put the cloth away. It didn’t take long for you to fall asleep, that man tired you out, usually, you could last long but this time was different. When he had finally walked back towards the bed you were sound asleep, he climbed into the bed next to you making sure to cover you up, rubbing your back to make sure you slept comfortably.

#ao3 #fanfic #sweet home #sweet home x reader #seokchan x reader

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simpforchuchu · 11 months

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Yosuke Todoroki - General Dating Hcs

a/n: I just love my precious Todo so much and here you are ;)

Sorry for the grammer or spelling mistakes.English is not my main language so...

Thank you and love you 🥰

Warnings: none

• Todoroki generally has a calm character. Yes, he is never afraid to fight, but he manages to stay cool and calm.

• I don't think he trusts anyone.

• He didn't allow anyone to be around except Tsuji and Shibaman.They were the first to open his completely closed heart

• Considering he's a nerd who's been bullied for years, I think that's pretty normal.

• He got stronger, put an end to it and he changed

• Although we saw him as a power-hungry and ambitious person for a while, we know that he has matured quite a bit and now has "friends"

• I don't think Todoroki is the type to fall in love at first sight.He needs to know his partner well and spend time with her.

• I don't even think he was aware of his feelings for a long time.

• In time, he will realize his feelings.

• Maybe his friends will make him realize

• I think he will like someone ordinary

• He needs a calm and kind hearted person who is absolutely free from fights and gangs.

• I'm sure he fall in love with someone smart.

• No, when I said smart, I didn't mean just academically.

• Someone who has her own ideas, strong and mature.

• Her grades don't have to be great, he'll explain things she doesn't understand.

• Or she doesn't need to be physically strong, he will always be there for her

• I don't think he would want someone too childish, he is someone who feels cringe easily so he will definitely like someone mature

• But I don't think he would say no to someone funny, someone who can be herself with him will make him happy

• I'm sure he'll want her to protect herself. So even if she is weak to fight, he will show her little tricks.

• Also, this boy really likes to do exercises.He's muscular even though he looks pretty healthy and thin.

• So I think he will enjoy doing exercises with her.

• I think he'll have a hard time confessing it.He is confident but not very good with words. I think he'll try to show it instead of saying it

• If y/n is the first to say it, that's totally okay too

• I think he needs someone who trusts him, who truly loves him and who understands him.

• When he's away from all the chaos, he needs a safe place, a home.

• He's tall, so he likes to lie on his girlfriend's stomach, chest, or hug her from behind and rest his head on her shoulder.

• He really likes physical contact and that's how he shows his love

• I can't say that he has a problem with the PDA, but he will mostly hold her hand tightly or always have his hand on her waist or shoulder.

• Not much of a fan of long kisses in public, preferring small and short kisses..

• He is not talkative, he thinks that no one will understand him.That's why someone who listens quietly and makes him feel understood is very valuable to him.

• I don't think he will tell anyone for a long time, he doesn't hide it but he won't tell unless asked

• Tsuji and Shibaman are their biggest shipper and fan

• I believe his girlfriend will get along well with them.Todoroki trusts them

• He may be strong and scary, he may not smile a lot other than sarcasm but he definitely smiles when he's with you

• He shows his sweetest and funniest side to his girlfriend

• I don't think you fight a lot, these fights must be for a really serious reason

• He's not stubborn, he'll definitely apologize if he's wrong, but he expects the same from you.

• Like I said, he's not great with words, he's trying to show it more with his actions.

• He can cook for you, gift you new books to read together, and will strive to learn about your hobbies.

• He wants to know everything about you, you are very precious to him and he wants you to know that

• He may seem cold and scary on the outside, but I'm sure that he always looks at you with compassion and love.

• Dates are usually in quiet and peaceful places, maybe fishing or picnics by a lake.

• You are where he finds peace

• He definitely knows how to take care of sick people and is knowledgeable about your menstrual periods.

• He knows that he can be quite annoying at times too, so he will be considerate for you

• You can cry in front of him, he will not judge you or find you weak.

• He will hold you tight and play with your hair until you calm down.

• I don't think you'll ever see him cry but he's okay with that, he sees no problem opening up to you

• He knows the city is dangerous, so he is always worried. He always walks home with you and often wants to check that nothing is wrong.

• Sometimes he feels bad about it but he always tells you that he trusts you, that he's just afraid of his enemies hurting you.

• He's not one to get hurt easily, but I don't think he'll show you.He hates making you worry.

• He doesn't sleep much, when you sleep together he always sleeps after you and wakes up first.

• Definitely a big spoon.

• A slow-moving but well-founded relationship

• You are everyone's dream couple and Tsuji&Shiba are definitely acting like you adopted them...

HnL taglist : @straysugzhpe @tiddly-winx @satraninalane

#high and low #high&low #high and low fic #hnl #high and low the worst #high and low the worst x #oya high #oyakoh #oya high school #todoroki fanfic #todoroki yosuke #yosuke todoroki #todoroki #todoroki x reader #todoroki family #todoroki yosuke x reader #yosuke todoroki x reader #todoroki hcs

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juneviews · 10 months

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Hey!! As a writer I want to know what's your take on confession scenes. Like best to worst? And personal faves!

hi hi! ooooooh, that's a good question! I'm gonna be honest, I don't think I remember a particularly bad confession lol, I think usually they're either basic & forgettable OR beyond iconic! here's the iconic ones that I literally adore beyond words, though:

SEANWHITE'S ROOFTOP CONFESSION

who is surprised this is the first confession I need to talk about? okay, okay no need to all raise your hand :'))) so one very special thing about not me is that there is no "I love you" or "I like you" said, yet both seanwhite & danyok are the most loving, strongest couples I know. seanwhite are literally the most lovey-dovey couple in existence, 100% written as soulmates, yet their love isn't expressed in the way we usually expect. in that respect, sean's confession on the rooftop which barely feels like one, is literally the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. "this is the goal that keeps me alive. and you are too." BITCH, THIS AIN'T A LOVE CONFESSION, THIS IS SEAN TELLING WHITE HE KEEPS HIM MOTHERFUCKING ALIVE!!! this is it, bruh. no other love scene hits this deep. I'm crying again. bye.

TEH & OH-AEW'S NIGHTLY CONFESSION

oh no, what a surprise that my other all time favorite bl is here too 😲 we were talking about confessions that aren't really one, and this falls in that category too! I just love how effortlessly the scene goes by, without ever saying "I like you", and the way oh-aew confronts teh about him liking him too in a way that is not attacking him but also not ignoring the reality of the feelings that they possess. a beautiful, calming scene that is burned in my heart forever, just like the entire show!

JACKZI'S STAIRS CONFESSION

there are very few scenes that make me cry bc of how heartfelt they are, and this is one of them! the acting is top tier, the writing absolutely beautiful & I cannot imagine this scene being more perfect than it is! it's not even a classic confession bc there's no "I love you" exchanged (very much a pattern for me atp lol), but simply zao zi saying "don't leave" is enough to convey how much these characters care for each other! this scene is beautiful despite it being incredibly sad, in a way that HITS so much bc they essentially have their most innocent, happy go-lucky character completely break down after a betrayal. it's, in my honest opinion, the actual saddest scene of the show bc it's so unexpected & cuts so deep. truly one of my all time favorite bl scenes & an absolutely amazing way to see these characters confirm their feelings for each other.

UNTWO'S MULTIPLE CONFESSIONS

so everyone must know that I'm the untwo queen, and it's truly bc both untwo confessions scenes are literally some of my favorite scenes EVER. the first one is a cinematic masterpiece! un is holding a door as he works on the decor for the student play, and two is the one to confront him about his feelings. this scene feels super raw & uncomfortable bc it truly IS for both characters, and ultimately, un, who wanted to escape from the situation, ends up professing his love for two who interrupts him bc he can't take it. this scene is pure tension & pain, just like I love them lol, and the metaphorical (and physical) door between un & two is an amazing concept for the shot!

the second confession is EVEN MORE ICONIC, though! theory of love is such a good show bc it's literally the best homage to movies I've ever seen, and after breaking things off with both un & linn, two finds a copy of 'the perks of being a wallflower' (a very good movie I love which makes this scene even more powerful imo) which is a movie he lent to p'un and the movie that unites them. realizing he can't let p'un move abroad, in perfect romcom cliche, two rushes to the pier where the last boat to the mainland has left, only for p'un to have already come there to confront two one last time. the scene that ensues is beautifully written, and the sentence "you know the answer" IS MAIN COUPLE IN AN ICONIC ROMCOM WORTHY!!! it hits so hard & is exactly why, despite untwo being only a side ship, they were my favorite ship for 3 years before seanwhite showed up lol.

ALSO kudos to tangmolove's confession where the acting is really good & phunnoh's confession that's so heartfelt!!! lmao this is truly just a list of some of my favorite ships :')

xxx

#answers #seanwhite #not me #not me the series #teh x oh aew #I told sunset about you #jackzi #history3: trapped #untwo #theory of love #khaithird #tangmolove #great men academy #phunnoh #love sick #love sick the series #this is making me realize how forgettable shows truly are like... apart from not me & itsay that run rent free in my head 24/7 I had to -#- rack my brain for this bc many confession scenes are boring af #also I've watched too many shows so that's a me problem :')))

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beneathstarryskies · 2 years

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Hello my darling! May I please request headcanons for Nico, Nero, and Dante reacting to their female S/O being attacked by an intruder in her home and she manages to defend herself quite well?

warnings: mentions of home intrusion, light violence, overall it's pretty tame tbh

Dante

When you called Dante and told him someone broke in while you were home, his heart dropped. He assumed you must be hurt or shaken up.

He heads over to your house right away, determined to make sure he's there if you need anything.

The cops are already there, and he's surprised to see the perpetrator handcuffed in the back of an ambulance.

He is absolutely thrilled by how you handled everything.

Your house is a mess from the struggle. Dante comes right over to you and holds you close. Despite just being the victim of a break-in, you seemed rather calm about the whole thing. You gave him a kiss and found yourself having to comfort Dante. He keeps inspecting you for wounds considering the perpetrator's state but surprisingly doesn't find any.

"I'm fine, baby," you giggle as he does another once over of you.

"What did you do? How are you-" his words trail off as he keeps looking around in disbelief.

"Well, I hit him with a lamp," you confess before pointing to the shattered lamp on the floor. "My favorite one too."

Dante lets out the breath he's been holding ever since he left the shop. He laughs when he realizes that after all of this, your main concern is your lamp.

Nero

Nero is frantic when he gets home and you're sitting on the front porch icing your knuckles. There's a cop asking you some questions.

He'd only been gone for a few hours to work on a quick job. Everything had been fine when he left.

When you tell Nero what happened, he is very impressed by the whole thing. He always knew you were tough, but he never expected you to be that tough.

Despite you proving that you can handle yourself, he can't help feeling a little more protective than usual afterwards.

"You should've seen it," you tell him as you pour a cup of coffee. "I felt so badass."

The intruder had knocked on the door under the guise of being an insurance salesman. When you wouldn't let him in, he tried to force his way in. He even told you he had a gun. Your instincts had taken over in the form of a punch to the man's jaw then you slammed the door on his fingers. Unfortunately, he'd managed to take off when you went to call the police.

"Yeah, but if I'd been here you wouldn't have-"

"Nero, stop," you sit down on his lap and pepper soft kisses on his jaw. "You can't be here all the time, you know."

"I know," he concedes. "Were you scared?"

You shrug, "A little, but I reacted in time. It's all good, sweetheart."

He's proud of you, but he can't help holding you a little tighter when the two of you go to bed that night.

Nico

Nico doesn't panic at all when you tell her what happened. It's just not in her nature. You're alive, obviously, so she doesn't see a reason to get too uptight over it.

She has a habit of leaving some of her "projects" sitting around the house, which you've always nagged her about.

Since one of her newest inventions was your weapon of choice, she'll be smug.

Overall, she's super chill but also very proud of you over it.

"So you're telling me it actually worked?" she gushes as she holds the prototype in her hands and looks it over.

All the knives had been ejected, much to your dismay. You didn't even know what the damn thing did when you picked it up. The would-be intruder ended up with about a million stitches.

"Babe, can you focus on the fact that I had to deal with a home-intruder for like five seconds, please?" you plead.

"Okay, yes. That sucked," she takes a drag off her cigarette, "but look at you! You're such a little badass."

You sigh, "Yeah?"

"Fuck yeah! I'm proud of you, but also me! This piece of art actually works!"

You roll your eyes as she keeps fiddling with the prototype. For the rest of the day she makes jokes about Nero needing to hire you to help fight devils, although she doesn't really mean it. Despite her blaise attitude about the whole thing, when the lights go out she's giving you the softest kisses. She's never going to make it a habit of putting her projects out of your reach. It's her way of protecting you now.

#dante x reader #nero x reader #nico x reader #nico goldstein x reader #headcanons #devil may cry 5 #devil may cry headcanons #devil may cry fanfiction

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trashlie · 1 year

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hey, how are you doing? 💗 thanks for the link, that was a great read <3 and as usual, you make such great points! it does seem like yu jing's motivation is to stop yui before she harms any more people. i guess that makes sense, since that would also align (at least partly) with rand's goals. still, yu jing is not the type to sacrifice herself. she must have a way to protect herself somehow. given everything we know about the timeline of the story, we can assume the article won't take yui down completely but it WILL be impactful and yu jing will have to deal with the aftermath. and it's yui we're talking about, so i'm expecting the worst 😶 and yes nol's guilty plea changing her plans is very interesting and i have absolutely no clue why :/ there's so much we don't know about yu jing yet: her history with both the brothers, what rand did to help her, the details of her article… aah i can't wait to learn about all that.

what i also can't quite figure out yet is how alyssa plays into this. so she's exposed and her career is ruined. then what? does yui even need alyssa for something other than to control/torment nol? and helping a "problematic" (but also very talented) girl reach fame is probably the least evil thing yui has done, it happens in the entertainment industry all the time, so exposing that wouldn't do much damage to yui. i wouldn't even be surprised if yui immediately drops alyssa once she has no use for her anymore. but then… what would alyssa's role in the story be? idk it might be just me but i feel like there's still something missing here…

"her insistence on being there" that's the closest to what i had in mind, thank you! and i get what you mean. romance that is grand and untamed and consuming like a forest fire is beautiful in its own right. but for people like nolan and shinae, who have faced so much hardship and turbulence, a love that is soft and steady, that has a healing, illuminating glow feels much more monumental in a way. like a quiet, peaceful, comforting place in the middle of a raging storm. and yes i LOOOVE how they're so well-balanced in their mutual efforts and care and how they're naturally gravitate towards one another. and it's especially obvious when compared to alyssa, who only takes without giving back, or even kousuke, who so often disregards the perspective and needs of the other person. that's why i like re-reading the first half of the formal a lot, those dynamics really come to light <3

"all these little moments that could just as easily remain platonic, except they’re stirring something up" YES!!!! i'm glad we're on the same page on minhyuk and platonic gestures, yay! and btw if you ever write that post about shinae and nol, even though it would be a tangent, i'd actually be curious to know what you think dieter's role in all this is. personally i'm undecided if shinae is genuinely crushing on him because she's drawn to his peaceful, calm, drama-free lol nature and emotional maturity (and hands), or if she's only crushing on him because it's safe to explore the possibility of romance with him and he has reassured her that he genuinely likes her at a time when she was so suspicious about whether her friends even like her (she even questioned minhyuk for a moment 💔) (and the sexy hands might be some kind of projection idk). and if verbal reassurance is part of it, then well, we just had the mutual "you're special to me" confession...

RIGHT i wanted to bring up the girlfriend thing too. shinae has been so adamant about making sure things stay platonic, but now alyssa is basically out of the picture, and the lines she drew are getting blurred, so where does that leave her? tbh i'd be overwhelmed and even a little scared if i was her. everything is happening quite fast! she's been closed off for a long time, she met nol like 3 months ago, took a lot of time to warm up to him, they've established their friendship a couple of weeks ago, they've grown close so quickly, now suddenly there is all this, whatever this is? and i'm probably overanalyzing but i do find it interesting that, in the hospital room, she doesn't hug him back. she doesn't object or push him away either so she obviously doesn't mind, and this sort of inaction (?) does read to me like a physical reflection of what's going on with her internally. the feelings are sprouting, but she can't quite process what's happening, and doesn't know what to do with herself just yet. but she also doesn't dislike this so she is just kind of going with it. then again in the very last panel in 219 we can't see her other arm so maybe she IS embracing him this time. one of quim's little details to keep us wondering i guess 👀

and please i was DYING when shinae blurted out she thinks rand is hot in front of both his sons in front of NOL who is a physical carbon copy of rand except younger and orange like girl… LMAO. (and btw yes on that moment between kou and nol; there are a few rare moments where the brothers almost… get along? it's very refreshing but in a tragic way. like a glimpse into an alternate version of the story where all the toxic conditioning didn't happen 💔)

oh god this got sooo long again i apologize!! i will try to make my future asks more concise. for now, i'm leaving you with this quote i found that makes me think of nol and shinae, i'm sure you'll understand why and appreciate it as well: tumblr. com/slavicafire/714146132919500800 (can't link it properly on anon, hopefully this'll work)

alright. take care!! -lil anon 😼

Lil Anon!!!!!! <3

I was holding off on answer this for a little bit because frankly the last couple weeks were trash and I had noooo energy and didn't want to reply until I could do a good one! I'm glad I held off, though, because there's something I can respond to MUCH BETTER now! Of course, that means this has FP 222 spoilers, so hopefully you've read! (or at least you stop here if you haven't, haha!)

It's funny how a couple weeks ago, we were still trying to piece things together "it probably won't take Yui down completely" "is it worth it for Yujing to risk her career and life?" and episode 222 came in like a wrecking ball, oh my god! I said it in my commentary post, too, but I DID NOT anticipate how much this expose was covering! All along we've talked like this is about Yui and perhaps the Hiraharas in general, but it was largely centered on her. Now, we see it's so much bigger than we'd yet realized, that the nasty, gnarly roots go deeper.

I think it's also so much clearer now why Yujing is going after this story - what it means to her, and her quest for the truth. I imagine by the time she was in university, she already knew what she wanted to do, and was already pursuing that path, but I wonder how much what happened to Manli affected her future career? Or did it already exist before that? The school Sangchul attends that's mentioned in the article about the rampant sexual assault makes me wonder if it's the same school Nol attends, that Kousuke and Yujing attended. If that's the case, then Yujing probably knows of a number of girls she went to school with who were sexually assaulted and nothing came of it. Around half of the reports ended in an incident report when the victims couldn't be contacted or refused to speak about it - doesn't it sound like they were coerced into not speaking about their experiences, whether they were paid off or threatened.

So supposing Yujing went to a school with the elite uppercrust, the wealthy, the influential, the affluent, who committed these heinous acts and got away with it. She went to a school where she watched truth crumble beneath power and influence. Her friend was later in one of those same scary situations and it's very easy to assume that nothing came of it. That she, too, lives with the haunting nightmare of an experience out of control, that left her feeling unsafe. Suddenly it makes sense why Yujing is taking it on, it makes sense why she's willing to risk it all. Because now we see that the stakes are even higher than we thought before. This encompasses so much more than just Yui and the company. This is an attack on the Hiraharas and Kims, specifically, but also an attack on the affluent, those who use their privelege to prey on and hurt others for sport, those who get away with everything, because when it comes down to it, they are above the law. They control things. This is their world.

It's a much more risky expose than we'd really considered before, but it makes sense, why it's so important to her. Yujing is dedicated to digging up the the truth - the real truth, not just media play. She wants to reveal the dark and sinister underbelly of those who have money and influence. She wants to illuminate how many lives have been ruined, how many instances of depraved, deplorable behavior has gone unpunished.

I think this also gives insight into why Nol pleading guilty was such a benefit to her story. It didn't make sense at the time, but now that we are more aware of her angle, it's clearer. Nol is being charged for a crime he didn't commit, but one that Sangchul Kim did - Sangchul Kim whose own relative was removed from his role as CEO due to his own sexual misconduct allegations. She's airing the reality - that Nol was framed/charged for a crime he didn't commit. What did the investigation yield? There must have been one, right? I guess it never came to light because he pled guilty at the hearing? Either way, Nol pleading guilty can easily be seen as someone trying to minimize the damage. He knew that even if he pled innocent there was a likelihood that he'd still be charged as guilty and the sentencing would be worse. Although, maybe he wasn't even thinking of it that way. Maybe he simply just wanted to get away and jail was as good a way to do it. But even that is an angle to work with - that the Hiraharas were so unbearable, were so cruel, he was willing to plead guilty to someone else's crime to get away.

This might be where Alyssa comes into play, but I'm still a little leery of this part, and I'll try to get to that. But Shinae's story also reveals a similar scenario of a cruel act going unpunished. Alyssa walked away without any punishment and I imagine the girls who were part of that were never found out, because Shinae certainly didn't say anything and I'm sure Alyssa didn't, either. We know that I acknowledge Alyssa pushing Shinae was an accident, but the point still reasons that Shinae was being bullied and nothing came of it. Shinae got badly injured and it was just. Swept aside. Those teachers quit their jobs. And it seems very likely that Alyss'as parents paid off the school to keep quiet, to keep her out of trouble.

It's not fair, is it? Even though it was an accident, there was no closure for Shinae. Those girls went on living their lives and for all we know, they may never have even felt bad about it. And it's just yet another case of people with money or influence being able to pay people off, of never atoning for their behavior.

Yujing's story seems to be seeking out truth but also justice. She wants everyone to know how abhorrent they are. She wants to reveal the sinister inner circle of the affluent. Someone on reddit said they'd compared Yui and Gun Kim to Epstein and my god that's exactly what it is, and that's the story Yujing is risking it all for. She wants to air what they have been able to keep quiet.

But here's the thing about Alyssa and the yearbook. As far as we know, Nol has no indication that Yujing is working on this story. When he pled guilty, she mused that she was probably giving him too much credit, which sounds like she hasn't said anything to him about what she's working on. From his perspective, the interview she had with him had to do with his hearing, had to do with clearing his name, or at least offering something for the media besides trying to make him seem like a drug-touting rapist. So why did he give her that yearbook? Why did he steal it?

People suppose that maybe he saw something else in the yearbook but I don't think so? Quimchee is pretty good about how she draws the scenes and he didn't seem to really take notice or anything until he saw that math club photo with Shinae and Alyssa and pieced together their history. He didn't have a chance to go through it further because Shinae tried to take it back, so it feels like it must be about Alyssa. But I just don't get it? What does he stand to gain from taking the yearbook? Some people thought he was going to confront Alyssa but... I really don't think so. Is it possible he knows what Yujing is working on? I just... can't see how he'd know? I know he's perceptive and smart, but has he even seen anything enough to indicate it to her?

Was it more that he hoped that by giving her the yearbook she'd look through it and recognize Alyssa and look into it? Even that seems flimsy at best, so I'm still a little ??? about this. I'm sure there's something I'm missing, or just something that's yet to be revealed but I'm at a loss. Like, Shinae's story certainly plays right into what Yujing is writing about, but is that just a coincidence?

You bring up some really good points about Alyssa, too. It does feel like Yui's only use of her is to torment Nol, and that's not really working anymore now is, it it? He's only with her for their mutual benefit. At this point, if he wanted to end things for good, he could, because would he feel bad if she lost everything when she was no longer connected to him? Nol seems pretty done with her - he does not use light words when he talks about his resentment of how she acts and her admiration of Yui, and he's long-since given up on trying to sway her away. Does a part of him remember when they were really friends and he stays so she can have that? But I've also considered that maybe if he's "dating" Alyssa, she's the main target, the main one Yui tries to use against him? That feels flimsy, though, because Yui watches like a hawk and she is well aware of Shinae's affinity for Nol, and that he shares the same feelings, which is why he tried to keep that distance. But I don't know if staying with Alyssa is really protecting Shinae at all, so the questions remain.

Of course, like I said, I think Alyssa's involvement here may be more about her family, and the dirty hush money they may have paid. In that case, the hush money + Yui creating her career starts to look more questionable. But I think, and this is something that makes me feel sick if I think about too long, I worry there may be some... "sponsorship" involved. I desperately hope it's not the case, but I sometimes think about at the Kim formal when Alyssa danced with that old photographer man, because she needs to schmooze and she needs to appeal to the media. Have there been other scenarios where she's had to... rub elbows... with prominent media figures? Has she been forced into anything heinous as a "payment" for getting her name, her group out there? I REALLY hope not because no matter what Alyssa has done, that's too vile for me. But considering the material Yujing has collected, considering the number of cases of sexual misconduct that's been covered up (that's been ENABLED when you think about it), the idea of Yui taking a girl and pushing her into such disgusting situations doesn't seem at all outside the scope of what we're dealing with.

In an old curiouscat post, quimchee was asked which characters are virgins and which aren't, and for Alyssa she used the 😬 emoji. It just feels... hmmmm. Obviously at the time no one was thinking deeper about this and took it as maybe Alyssa has cheated on Nol but... I can't help but worry that this response is more because we'll see something far darker than people were thinking. I hope I'm wrong! But!

that's why i like re-reading the first half of the formal a lot, those dynamics really come to light <3

Oh my gosh, SAME!!!!! I honestly can't remember when I started feeling shippy feelings towards Nol and Shinae, but I think the formal really played a big role in at least creating that foundation. There was just something about the way Shinae found herself seeking security in him, and how he was able to anticipate her wants and needs when Kousuke was unable to, it was the hospital scene showing the way Shinae thinks of others when Alyssa puts herself first, and the way that quietly impacted Nol. It was just seeing the ways that they just suit each other and somewhere along the way it made me go "oh no" lol when I realized the shippy feelings were starting lol. I know I've said it before so it really doesn't need repeating but they just feature so much of what I enjoy in a good pairing, the way they meet those needs and compliment each other, the way Shinae learned friendship by emulating him and turns it around on him. I would love them regardless if there was never any romance, but I'm also a sucker for a pairing that grows out of friendship like this because in so many ways they are what the other one wants and needs.

But we all know what a sucker I am for parallels, so it was only natural I would start to feel so strongly about them lol, that I would delight in them getting these cute little moments together. You are so right that they both have just been through SO much they deserve so much soft, so much warmth. They've had enough stress and excitement lol they just deserve something healing. Clearly we are nowhere near that unfortunately, but I really hope that in time we'll get to see Shinae - and Dieter and Soushi! - become some kind of safe spaces for Nol. Romance is well and good, but more than anything I want to see Nol accept that they are a safe space for him. I just. I LIKE SEEING THEM HAPPY! I WANT TO SEE THEM COMFORTABLE! I know safe is a long way away for them, but god I want to see pockets of safe space, moments of safe space. I want to see them taking refuge in each other I want to see them becoming that pillar of support to each other! This is so far off tangent lol but I've just been thinking and talking about them so much today, and the development of their relationship, the roadbumps they still face, and I just! Want! Them to find safety and comfort in each other ;~; ROARS

i'd actually be curious to know what you think dieter's role in all this is.

GOD I do think about this a LOT and wonder about it. Like, it's impossible to like two different people at once, so I don't want to discount that it's very possible for her to be attracted to both in different ways, but it's also worth exploring because this is so very new to Shinae. She doesn't really seem to have had any experience with this and while it's easy for her to admit when she finds someone hot - like Rand LMAO - that doesn't mean you LIKE someone, you're ATTRACTED to them.

I think Dieter IS a safe space for her, both because he's such an unproblematic person who is very respectful of her boundaries and because he already likes her. This is something I struggled with a LOT when I was younger - how do you know when you like someone vs when you like that they like you? Shinae is very weak to Dieter's affection for her. The "date" at the amusement park revealed this, with the whole don't look at me like that lol. But I do think Shinae's crush has to do with safety, and why I think they could have been SUCH a wonderful pairing (and look if they date I do look forward to it! I may be a Stalkyoo shipper but I acknowledge the ways that Dieter could be a good relationship for her if that was what she wanted). A funny thing about Dieter and Nol is that both of them make her feel special in different ways, it's just that Dieter is actually more open about it. I think she seeks that comfort and safety because her own life has been so tumultuous and they last thing she wants is a tumultuous relationship. And right, he's been this stable pillar for her when she needs it. Everything about them is so fluffy and cute and warm! That's why I have no issue shipping them as well!

I do wonder where he fits into all of this because LMAO FIRST OFF my poor cinnamon roll is RIGHT THERE LMAO Would he ever have had the guts to dance with her like that? He's so aware of his "inadequacies" when compared to Nol (or rather, Yeonggi) who came off so personable and charming and has this easy chemistry with her, and we know he isn't blind, he's observant as hell and he sees it. Is he sleeping? Or is he awake confirming something he was aware of all along? I used to think that Shinae and Dieter would date first, and that maybe he'd go to school back home in Germany (because he's always homesick it just feels to me like he might do that) but I also didn't expect to see Shinae and Nol dancing around their feelings so soon so I have to rethink everything I thought lol. I thought Shinae might run away from her growing feelings towards Nol, especially because he has a girlfriend, but now she knows a. that relationship isn't really one and b. she is doing the exact opposite she has cleaved on to him.

And right, like you said, the I care about her confession is already out there. I was musing to.... someone... somewhere.... lol I've been talking about this a lot lately, aaahhhh! Here it is! That as much as Shinae is obviously more drawn to Nol now that he's not putting on his Yeonggi front, with all those sharp edges, the Nol he has presented to her unsoftened, I wonder how much of it also stems from what he said to Lil Buddy. Is it that his admission that she means just as much to him as he does to her has stirred something in her? Part of what she was struggling so much with was that lack of closure, and now she knows what was eating her up inside - is that part of why she reacts so shyly to his gaze? Because she knows, because they have shared something so vulnerable with each other, she has literally shared her scar with him!

And in that manner, how does this compare to or differ from how she reacts to Dieter's feelings? I think she is more drawn to Nol, but that could just because of the circumstances. I think, if given a choice, she'd want to pick something safe, but that doesn't mean it's where her heart would lean, right? I don't think Shinae is ready to process what she feels towards Nol, but if Dieter is awake, would there even be an opportunity for that? I've wondered if he would do something dumb, like date her even knowing her unprocessed feelings, but that feels rather dramatic for who he is, doesn't it? That feels like a very typical second lead cliche and I don't think that's the sort of thing quimchee would want to write.

Man, I really SHOULD write that post because I clearly have more to say about it than I thought lmao.

the feelings are sprouting, but she can't quite process what's happening, and doesn't know what to do with herself just yet.

Even before getting 222, I was already thinking that Shinae definitely didn't know how to respond at first. I think... like yes there's a lot of unprocessed feelings happening and this is the closest she's ever been with Nol, physically. I wonder if she'd still be like this if she didn't know that he doesn't have feelings for Alyssa, if she'd still be very caught up in all of this, because I don't think she's acknowledging the feelings at this point. If anything, I think there's more surprise about this, because he's always respected that line she drew. She was the one who tried holding his hands that time. When she tried to feel if he had a fever he batted her hand away. Now, suddenly, he's literally leaning on her. I think, too, it's the circumstances. He was the one who made her get up for the dance, but suddenly he's burying his head against her shoulder - she knows something is wrong, but she can only assume it's a result of his injury. Maybe she's already wondering if he was hiding something, like his pain (because I don't think she realized yet that it was his feelings he's hiding).

But yeah I think it's very much that they're in uncharted territory, it's all so new to her. I would lol really love to be in her head later, whenever she does find herself thinking about this. What IS running through her head? What does she think of her inability to hold his gaze, of the way she's flushing and getting so flustered? Is she going to chalk it up to the intensity? Is she going be able to face it? alfjkakfjkafjaf

I wonder lmao if she'll figure out the resemblance to Rand or not. Like, Idk that scene is eternally funny to me, Rand's carbon copy just there in front of her, spewing his drink all over her alfjkafkjafjkafj LMAO I... I wish we had more scenes between Nol and Kousuke like that but. Kousuke :/ never really allowed them huh lol. I get so sad thinking about what they could have been, had Kousuke not been manipulated, had he not been driven to compete for love and affection. :(

Tumblr did NOT want to show me that link btw and I am SAD! TUMBLR PLS LET PEOPLE SEND ME LINKS PROPERLY EVEN ON ANON I WANT TO SEEEEE ;A; But also haha as always no need to apologize for long messages! I... clearly... am not good at reigning myself in either LMAO but that's fine because I love these discussions!!!! Thank you for always giving me something interesting to think or talk about! <3

Edit to add that @amuraas was able to paste the link for me and ;~; Listen I am not kidding when I say this made me cry. It is so perfect, you are right! That absolutely sums up my own feelings about love lol but especially the love between Nol and Shinae. That he could see in her what she was unable to see herself, and just the same, she stays at his side even in this darkest of times to reflect back to him what he's unable to see past. It's absolutely beautiful! One of the things I talk about a lot re: Stalkyoo is the mirroring, and how they can see in each other what they're unable to see in themselves and god this quote just GETS THAT SO WELL. Love is someone who brings out the best in you, but it's also someone who can see the best when you're unable to and god I want to howl about this foreverrrrrrrr. Thank you for finding and sharing that! And thank you again to @amuraas for tracking it down for me when tumblr refused to!

#I Love Yoo #ILY Brainrot #ILY FP #ILY Spoilers #Lil Anon #Shinae Yoo #Nolan Oliver T. Lochlainn #Nol #Yujing #Yui Hirahara #Gun Kim #Sangchul Kim #Randulph Skuli Hirahara #Dieter Becker-Wulff #SOOOOOOOOO many thoughts as usual lmao sooooooo many words #we got 222 spoilers in here so be mindful of that!#otherwise we got a little bit of EVERYTHING lmao

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Melting ~

Mina x Male Reader

Part 3 of 3

Read Part 1 here.

Read Part 2 here.

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"I have never experienced this kind of ourburst before", Mina muttered to herself. Tears running down her face as she catches her breath. She ran as fast as she can and is now paying the price. She sat down on one of the benches facing the wide grandstand full of people for the last day of the festival. She dried her eyes of the tears she shed.

"(YN) must think I'm weird leaving him like that", talking to herself.

"Why does he have to be so unpredictable", she added.

She took a deep breath to calm herself and stood up.

"I guess my night is over".

She texted Jihyo apologizing that she will be going home earlier that everyone. She lied of having stomachaches and headed home after receiving a positive response from her sunbae. Mina lives not very far from the university. She occupies a single bedroom unit on one of the busy neighborhoods, a ten minute walk. The walk was usually peaceful but tonight she has some extra thoughts on her head. She crossed the last street and took the corner up a small hill to her apartment. She noticed someone is waiting outside. Her body tensed up knowing right away who is waiting.

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You thought that she would immediately run home after what happened, so you are quite surprised that she is not yet at her apartment. However you choose to stay, you will wait for her. She will be home sooner or later. Fortunately, it was sooner, as in just over 45 minutes, you noticed her coming up the hill. You could not be mistaken, it's a silhouette you know very well. She waddled like a penguin on her way up and you could not help but smile. She really has this effect on you. Her expression changed at the sight of you. She was wearing one of confusion as she continued to walk towards you.

"What are you doing here?", she said in a confused tone.

"I- uh, uhmm", you struggle to find your words.

"If it's about what happened earlier, I apologize (YN)", as she bowed her head.

You are stunned by the words you just heard. Why is she apologizing? Is this just a complete misunderstanding? You're overcome with emotions once more that you just stand there not saying anything.

"I have to go inside now if you don't have something to say. It's getting a bit cold.", she said to break the silence.

"I suggest you head home too. I don't want you to catch a cold."

As she took her first step towards her apartment, you reached out and hold her arms. Gentle but firm.

"Can we talk?", you asked.

"Do you have something to say?" she asked with a hint of irritation.

"Mina-ya, I like you!" There, you have said it.

It may not be the best thing to say amidst all the confusion and emotions running through your mind, but finally you have been able to utter those words in front of her. Three years' worth of emotions summed up to just three words. There's no backing down now. You do not know what's going to happen next, but you find it liberating to pour out the feelings that have been long overdue. You look at her and you can not tell how she feels. Mina just stood in front of you.

"It's quite freeing, you know, being able to confess", you said with a smile.

"I was just planning to ask you about what happened earlier, I got confused with the words you said. I know it's just a misunderstanding but I- uh I keep that small hope in me that I understood it to my liking."

"Well, guess what happened. It turned out to be a confession", you added a chuckle.

You have yet to receive any kind of reaction from her, implying that she is just giving you a listen out of respect for your courage. Yet surprisingly, you did not feel deflated. Maybe the confession freed you enough from the bottled emotions to keep you from feeling sad.

"You don't have to worry about it though, I know I'm reaching for a star and I am fully aware of my chanc-", you could not finish the sentence.

As you felt her arms wrapped around you, and her head resting on your shoulders, you decided to stop talking and let her talk.

"I hate you!", she said as she cried.

Those are not the words you wished to hear, but you listen regardless.

"Why do you have to be so unpredictable? One moment your eyes tell me everything, but the next day you act like you don't care. "

"Do you know how hard it is for me to watch Nayeon sunbae flirting with you?"

"Do you know how many times I look at you when Sehoon is talking to me, wishing you would take me away instead?"

"Do you know how much I want to be at the same table during lunch? How much I envy Tzuyu and Chaeyoung?"

She paused as she hit your back with a soft slap.

"I hate you", she said, as she lifted her head to face you.

"I ha-"

It's your turn to not let her finish her sentence as you lean down and kiss her lips. You knew that this was the right thing to do as she reciprocated the kiss after her initial shock. The kiss was passionate. It feels like both of your lips were perfectly made for kissing each other. You know, she is yours and you are hers.

After what feels like forever, you break the kiss for air, both giggling.

"Do you still hate me?", you asked in a playful tone.

"Yes! I hate you", she answered right away.

"I hate that I love you"

"I love you too", you responded.

You hugged her tight. You did not expect it to be this way. Mina liking you was just a fantasy 10 minutes earlier, but here she is hugging you back tightly as well. You expected to go home with the pride that you had finally been able to confess despite the sad result. Instead, you find out that she loves you. What a night it has been.

"Are we dating now?", you asked shyly. Of course, you want to be sure.

"What do you think?", she cutely asked you back.

"I would say yes", you replied.

"I don't see why not...boyfriend", as she tiptoed and kissed your lips.

You smile like a fool.

"Do you want to stay for a bit and have ramyun?", she invited you.

"I don't see why not.... girlfriend", you said with a huge grin drawn on your face.

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"Babe, stop staring! Do you want me to melt?", your beautiful girlfriend said with a blush.

"It's your fault, you know. Standing there looking gorgeous", you answered.

Wait! Deja vu! You have been in exactly the same moment before.

No!

Please don't tell me this is just another dream.

And true enough, you suddenly woke up. You felt a twist in your stomach out of fear that the things that recently unfolded were all just a dream as well.

But all those worries fade away when you say two beautiful eyes are watching you with concern.

"Babe, are you okay?", she asked.

"I am now. Damn I thought I was dreaming this whole time." you laughed as you felt relief.

She laughs hard, realizing what happened.

"It's all real, you silly", kissing your cheeks.

"I could get used to this you know..waking up beside you".

"Good morning!", she added.

"I guess I did not made it home last night", realizing you are on Mina's bed.

"You slept like a rock after we ate, you know", she answered while laughing.

Wrapped around each other. There's nothing that can erase the huge smile on your face.

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A/N: Thanks for reading all the way to the end. It's my first fic so i don't know how to rate this one. Let me say average for now. If any of you reach this post and would like to leave a feedback. Feel free to do so. Thanks again.

#fanfic #celebrities #love story #twice mina #twice #fluff #twice fluff #mina myoui

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lovingherrscher · 11 months

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Rebellion - 叛逆の物語

Warning: Contains spoilers of Madoka Magica the Movie: Rebellion, so read at your own risk!

Note: I was really lost that whether I should post this here or not, since this is a very, very old work of mine. I wrote this about 3 years ago I think? Well I did it anyway, please enjoy this! What was I thinking when I wrote this you may ask? I always wanted to make a scenario where I can take Dazai out and see my all-time favorite series, up till now it’s still got some pretty heavy impact on me, so I whipped this up randomly, I couldn’t recall how did I manage to go this far. Again, I’m sorry if there’s any grammar mistakes, or in some case did I make Dazai seems OOC.

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It's been a while since you two have a movie night, and since both of you got the day off tomorrow, Dazai decided that tonight will be movie night. He texted you to choose the movie on the way home and he'll prepare the popcorn and stuffs. It didn't take too long for you to answer, instead of popcorn, you told him to prepare some tissues and hot chocolate with marshmallows. Dazai was surprised, usually you'd be the one who ask for popcorn, but maybe you just want some change once in a while.

When you're back, everything is already set up. Dazai even place a few extra pillows around the sofa too, so you won't be sore even if you fell asleep. It's about 7pm, the perfect time to start. Yes, you two skipped dinner for movie night. You inserted the disk then went back to the sofa with Dazai.

Puella Magi Madoka Magica

"A magical girl anime? Now that's rare. Why did you choose this, (y/n)?"

"I just wanted to share some new things with you, Dazai. Is there anything wrong?"

"Nothing, let us get back to the movie, shall we?"

The first, then the second episode passed, everything seems normal, at least it was until the third episode. That part when Mami confessed that she wasn't all reliable and that she was only forcing herself to man up made you cry, even though it's the third or fourth time you seen it.

"I don't deserve anyone's admiration."

"I'm just forcing myself to man up."

Eventually, you two reached the eighth episode, where Sayaka lost herself and let the despair take her, so that she became a Witch. It took more than just a box of tissues and hot chocolate for you to calm.

"When wishing for someone's happiness, someone must be cursed in order to keep the balance."

"The balance between hope and despair remains at zero."

"That's how us Magical Girls work."

"I'm...such an idiot."

No matter how many times you seen this scene, it always manage to strike you right in the heart. You could say that you can understand the Holy Quintet's pain. To Mami, it was loneliness, to Sayaka, it was the feeling when you realized you've done everything for the man you love, but ended up didn't have the courage to tell him about how you feel, to Kyoko, it was the guilt when you did something you thought it'd be good but then fucked up. To Madoka, it was a bit lack of self-confident and sacrifice because of the wants to help everyone ends their suffering. Last, but not least, to Homura, it was the burning desire to protect the one you love, using every methods you have to, even if it was the cruelest thing you ever did.

Dazai stays silent as you two reached the next episode, when Kyoko took Madoka to fought against Oktavia, hoping they could get Sayaka back. There was that line Kyoko said, in the Witch's barrier that made Dazai remember his old days back in the Dark Era, when he was still a mafia executive.

"Only people who have been forced into a corner would do this kind of job that disregards their lives."

He, too, wasn't given a choice. Joining the Mafia was his only choice then. Mori took him under his wings and trained him to be an exact copy of him, so Dazai could one day took the position of being the Mafia Boss. He despise both that man, and himself, who would have become an another him if it wasn't for his friend's death.

Those who've been forced into a corner, huh? It's true that there are many people joined the Mafia almost being forced. For example, himself, Kyouka, Chuuya, and the Akutagawa siblings too. They do the kind of job that disregards their lives, knowing they could die any moment if their guard was left down. Well, again, if it wasn't for Odasaku's death, he wouldn't have left the Mafia and would probably be the Boss now.

"Hey Dazai? Are you alright? You have been staring into space for twenty minutes already.."

The sound of (y/n) calling for him pulled him back to the reality, where the movie was stopped and she was looking at him worried. Dazai just pat her head, saying that he's fine and reach for the remote to continue. It was getting late, but neither of you want to stop, so you wrapped the blanket around the both of you and leaned your head on his shoulder as you two continue watching Madoka.

"As long as you protect the one you want, to protect them to the very end is enough."

Why? They're just little girls, right? If that's the case why did they understand life that much as if they've been living for a really long time? Dazai didn't want to admit it, but he feels as if he is going to cry. Their words lingered in his head, reminding him of his past, those were the days that he wanted to forget for good. After Oda died, he went to Lupin almost everyday like a basis, drink until he's drop and then went back to his empty apartment, passed out on his bed before waking up middle of the night because of nightmares.

The tenth episode, which explain pretty much everything about Homura strikes both of them. That part when Homura fell into despair and began to imagine when she and Madoka became Witches, just right after when they battled Walpurgis Night.

"Hey.. How about the two of us become monsters like that, and ruin the entire world."

"Taking bad things, sad things, and wiping all of it clean."

"Destroy. Destroy. Destroy without end. Don't you think that's good too?"

She was desperate to the point that she had thought about becoming a Witch wouldn't be that bad. She can keep on destroying things, no matter it's good things, bad things, sad things, or happy things. Why did it have to become like this? They were so young and pure and filled with hope and dreams.. Just like him. At least before he tried committing suicide.

"I promise!"

"I'll definitely save you!"

"No matter how many times I go back! I'll always protect you!"

It risen a thought in his head, he wondered that if he was gifted with time-manipulation power, would he choosen the path like Homura did to save Odasaku? No matter how many times he have to go back, and probably see him die. Would he still be able to feel anything? Or would he became numb and eventually give in to the despair? No, the real question is, will he be strong enough to choose that path. Homura may looks fragile and weak, even a bit timid, but she was the strongest one. Normal people wouldn't be themselves after seeing their important person dies right in front of their eyes without being able to do anything once, left alone times after times.

"I don't want to be a Witch."

"Although I've seen terrible and bad things, there are still many things I want to protect in this world."

Strangely, this reminds him of his deceased friend. He was always the one looking on the bright side of the problem. Why did he have to die? He was in the Mafia, yet he refused to kill anyone. But everything changes when Mimic came. Because of them, Mori thought of a way to use him like a pawn to get the license, and ended up dragging the innocents in. He couldn't forget how he looks when the owner of the diner dies along with his adopted children. If it wasn't for him that founded out about Ango, then things probably wouldn't go this way, and Oda would still be alive by now.

"Madoka. If someone came to tempt you with miracles, never be manipulated by them!"

"There's no one to rely on anymore."

"There's no need for anyone to understand."

This.. Feels so familiar. He didn't need anyone to understand the circumstances he was going through. He can't rely on anyone as well. How can he possibly tell them? Would they understand anyway? So there's no need to do such a thing. It'll only be a waste of time.

"Return."

"No matter how many times, I will always choose to return. Repeating the same period of time over and over again, searching for the only exit. For you.. A path out of the destiny of despair."

Will there be a timeline, or a world out there where Oda is still alive, and was able to achieved his dream to become a writer and have his novel published? All of the sudden, he wanted to become a little girl and find that Incubator creature, so he can form a contract with him just to see his friend once again. To see him living the life he had always been wanting. A Mafia non-related life, staying in a house with his room that can see the sea clearly, even in days with bad weathers, writing novels, maybe having one or a few cats. But..

"Why does she fight and risk everything?"

"Because she's still pursuing hope."

"No matter how many times, she refuse to quit; therefore repeating this meaningless and endless cycle."

"To her, stopping is equivalent to giving up."

"As long as she believes there's still hope, she can't be saved?"

After the series ended, you two had a short break before continue with the third movie, Rebellion. You simply said that it was the best thing that ever happened in this entire series to Homura. Was that she finally reached Madoka and get to see her again? He can't know.

At the beginning, it makes Dazai wondered was this an alternative universe where they can all live happily. But things aren't that simple, when Homura's journey to find the truth begun. When she regained her memories about Witches, their barriers and her previous battle against them, even about Madoka becoming a God to save every magical girls and she, along with Tatsuya, are the only ones whose memories of Madoka remained.

Her battle with Mami reminds him of when Oda and Gide fought. No magic, no abilities, just pure skills and weapon. But in the end, Mami still have the upper hand. The way she used her ribbons to tie Homura reminds him of the third episode in the series, when she was about to go against Charlotte, Homura did offer to help her, since Mami was lack the experiences and aren't strong enough to deal with such a strong Witch. She ended up losing her head.

"Would you really be okay destroying this Mitakihara City? You should think hard on that before you decide. So you won't have any regrets."

That was what Sayaka asked her. Since she had became a Witch, she would know how it feels like when the despair swallow you whole, filled your veins and become the blood that flows inside your body. Regrets. Pain. Desperate. It feels like your body became the vessel for every single negative emotions out there.

"It really hurts me to see you suffering so much and being unable to do anything about it."

"You see, I had a really scary dream."

"In it, you had gone to a place so far away that I had no chance of seeing you again. And everyone else in the world forgot all about you. Only I could remember you in the whole wide world!"

"I was so lonely and sad. But no one could understand how I felt. Surrounded by that, I started thinking my memories of you were things I'd made up. And I began doubting myself."

It reminds him of when Oda died, almost no one remember or know who he is. To the outsiders, he's just an unknown man. To the members of the Mafia, he's just a low-level member that they don't need to care about. But to him, and maybe Ango too, he was a friend. An important friend who enlightened their paths and their souls. He was luckier, that he didn't doubt himself, because there was something that proves Oda really exist is always with him. The photo they took together for the last time in Lupin, just a day before the storm.

"But you see, I became a magical girl solely to save Madoka. And that holds truth until now."

"So this is a Witch. My emotions have all come back to haunt me."

"I can't remember anything but glimmers of light and regret."

"Ah.. So this is my despair."

He cried. Dazai cried for the first time watching it. He didn't notice tears were rolling down his cheeks until you pulled him in your arms, holding him tight, pecking his forehead and caress his cheeks in the gentlest way possible. You said that it's okay to cry and let it out like this. You wanted to show him this because Homura reminds you of him in many ways. He needn't to ask for the reason, since he had witnessed it already.

"Despite her appearance, she's the most hurt."

You told Dazai that, the first time you saw him, you didn't think he'd be broken this badly. The truth that everyone thinks that way. He seems to be a happy-go-lucky guy and knows how to irritated serious people, lazy and likes to play around. But inside, he suffered from many things. Ghosts of the past that reminds him of the days in the Mafia, his shadow which guilt-trip him over every single small things happened, his anxiety that caused him to fear for failure therefore he has to think of every single possible that can or may happen to deal with them. Yet people think he is the genius, back when he was in the Mafia, he was called "The Demon Prodigy" because all of his plans worked. But they know nothing about him and what he is suffering from.

"I have to die in this world."

Yes. He has to die. That's what he has been thinking ever since a long, long time before. He had countless suicide attempts, yet none of them succeed. They all failed. Why is that he can't die? Why is that the world is trying to prevent him from dying to atone for his sins?

"I had a sickening dream. A dream where you were dead."

"Because I actually do have one regret. The fact that I left you behind."

He cried again, did Odasaku has any regrets when he died? If he had, then what would it be? You turned to him, whispering that he wouldn't want you to die and his regrets probably was that he left him behind all alone back then.

"That's no good, Homura."

"I told you that you shouldn't go off by yourself."

"No matter what happens, you'll always be you, Homura. And I would never abandon you. So don't give up."

"I'm sorry.. I'm so spineless.. I wanted to see you one more time.. And if I had to go so far as to betray that wish.."

"That's right, I knew I could shoulder any sin. No matter what I became, I knew I'd be fine with it. As long as I could have you by my side."

This.. He only wanted to see his friend again.. But it's impossible. He almost screamed due to his emotional burst out.

"Why did such a good person have to die? Why didn't I the one who dies instead?"

You simply pat his head, pulling him closer and embraced him tightly.

"It's alright. I'll always be here for you. No matter what happens, you'll always be you, and I would never abandon you or stop loving you. I love you, Dazai. So please, don't let the ghosts from the past get to you.. No. I won't let them get to you. I swear that I, (y/n) will bring you happiness with my own hands! Even if I have to turn myself into a mere concept, I will still take all those despair from you, I will be your only God that brings happiness."

He was stunned. There hasn't been a single person who has said something like that to him. He was touched. Even though you two have been dating for quite a while already but he had never heard such a bold decision from you. Immediately, Dazai pulled you into a tight hug, his face buried in your neck.

"Thank you, (y/n).. I couldn't imagine how I'd become or what I'd become if you didn't come into my life. You don't have to go that far just to make me happy, all you have to do is stay by my side, that's more than enough already."

You kissed him before getting back on the ending of Rebellion. You knew what was coming, and you're sure Dazai would be surprise by it.

"It was not even curse that soiled my Soul Gem."

"It's the pinnacle of all human emotions. More passionate than hope, far deeper than despair. It's love."

"She was as sacred as a god, and I couldn't help but pull her from heaven and undermine her."

"A being that perform such threat could only be called a demon, I suppose?"

He smirked, paused the movie before turned to you, who was dumbfounded of what just happened.

"(Y/n), did you just say that you'll be my God?"

"Yes..? What's wrong with that, Dazai?"

"Oh, there is. Because I'm a demon that couldn't help but pull you down from heaven and make you mine, forever."

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To be continued...?

#yoha writes #bsd dazai #dazai x reader #dazai osamu x reader #bungo stray dogs dazai #Dazai Osamu #some old bsd and madoka brainrot #dazai x you #dazai x y/n #bsd x reader #bsd x you

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mouthpiece-simp · 1 year

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Bellringer x Prethinker Headcanons

Hooray I'm finally back to writing HCs! I kept having to delay coming back to these further and further because life kept happening. Now I can finally write my own dang request to myself... lol.

🔔🧠These two were unlikely friends for a while, and both of them realized they'd grown feelings for each other.

🔔🧠Brian would've just kept it to himself or gone into full panic mode trying to decide how to confess, but not Ben. He made the first move and was like, REALLY flirty throughout the entire confession.

🔔🧠Brian is SPEECHLESS... and very red. He tried to get himself to say some kind of nonsense about how intellectuals didn't let emotions sway them, but it came out as, "Uh... Ben, um... myself... uh... I... m-must be malfunctioning... I-"

🔔🧠Poor guy was so embarrassed that Ben had to help him calm down to actually articulate a response. And no, he wasn't malfunctioning.

🔔🧠After an uncomfortably long silence, Brian finally sheepishly admits that he likes Ben too.

🔔🧠And that's how they started dating...

🔔🧠Ben LOVES to pick up his boyfriend. It makes Brian get really embarrassed every time, but he actually really enjoys it.

🔔🧠He's also really flirty all the time because he thinks it's fun to embarrass Brian.

🔔🧠Brian will want Ben to be as happy as possible, so he will make entire spreadsheets, forumulas, ETC. trying to calculate and take note of the best things to say or do in every possible scenario he can think of. Ben keeps trying to tell him to just be himself and not try to impress him, but it doesn't seem to get through to him yet.

🔔🧠Ben's healing bell not only heals Cog HP, but it also has a calming effect on Cogs. He will use that to his advantage if Brian starts getting too stressed and anxious {which is often}.

🔔🧠When he's overhealed from Ben, Brian gets pretty overconfident in his ability to fight toons. This confidence can be easily shattered if one of the toons asks him why he's overhealed because he won't want to admit he got help from another Cog- especially to the toons!

🔔🧠Both of them are really good at cooking, but they absolutely CANNOT be in the kitchen together. Ben is more about "cooking with passion makes it taste better" while Brian is incredibly particular and scientific about his cooking. Also, Brian will point out every single health code violation that Ben made {even if it's as minor as hot holding food for 5 minutes at 160°F when it's about to go on the table at room temperature anyways}.

🔔🧠So they take turns cooking meals while the other does the dishes since it was the best compromise they could come to.

🔔🧠Surprisingly, Brian actually sometimes calls Ben pet names. Usually it's half sarcastically, but he does do it occasionally. By the way, most of the time the pet name is honey.

🔔🧠Instead of asking for help, if he needs to reach the top shelf he basically tries to do the typical standing on his tippy toes, jumping up and down, getting a stepping stool, or just outright climbing to get the thing he wants. If Ben notices this happening, he'll get the thing and tell him to just ask him for help next time {he won't}.

🔔🧠Ben will gossip about anyone and everyone, and Brian likes to listen to all of it. But he also likes to secretly get "equal revenge" on anyone Ben doesn't like, ranging from breaking into their house to replace all the batteries with dead/almost dead ones to just straight up doing whatever they did to Ben back to them.

🔔🧠Once he catches wind of this, he'll ask Brian to stop because it is hurtful even if it's funny. So instead they end up becoming that couple that gossips about EVERYBODY and just judge from a distance. Since talking poorly of people behind their backs is definitely not hurtful!

🔔🧠Ben is now really into [insert video game you think Brian would play here] because Brian forced him to play it.

🔔🧠Basically imagine an anxious nerd dating a really flirty guy who doesn't ever shut up and that's their relationship dynamic LOL.

#corporate clash #toontown cogs #toontown corporate clash #ttcc #bellringer #prethinker #bellringer x prethinker #benjamin biggs #i think their ship name is uhh #bellthinker #idk i dont really know ship names

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casspurrjoybell-28 · 6 months

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Alpha's Temptation - Chapter 36 - Part 1

*Warning Adult Content*

In the days that follow my reveal of everything, Daemon is very gentle with me.

He seems worried about even touching me sometimes.

He probably doesn't want to scare me again, especially after knowing what happened to me.

While I appreciate his concern it's really not necessary.

I trust him with everything I have.

And I sealed that trust in telling him my truth.

The past still haunts me. I still get nightmares and horrible flashbacks.

I still get anxious and sad and mad and all those negative feelings that have been pent up inside me for so long.

But I also feel a bit lighter.

I feel like a weight has come off my chest.

It was really nerve wracking, confessing my past to him.

Because I was afraid of judgment.

Afraid of it being real.

But all that mattered to Daemon was that I'd been hurt.

That's it.

He didn't think of me as disgusting or dirty or bad... all the things I thought of myself because of what happened to me.

He cared that I had been harmed and wanted revenge for my sake.

On the nights I wake up screaming, crying or fighting for my life, he's there.

He's there to wipe the tears away, to reassure me that it's only a nightmare, to hold and kiss me through my distress and show me that he's there to protect me.

When I used to sleep alone, waking up from a night terror was worse than being in it.

The gut-wrenching fear wouldn't fade for hours of insomnia, wheezing for air as I unsuccessfully tried to calm myself.

It was misery.

Time heals but I think time spent with him heals the most.

So when he tells me he can't stay over for a few days I'm a bit disappointed.

But he says he has to work late into the night and early morning, even.

I don't complain because he's done so much for me already.

As for Wren and Jay... that's a bit more complicated.

"Did you know Wren got fucking pregnant?" Lylah screeches into the cell-phone at me the day before spring break ends.

It didn't take long for the rumor mill at our school to get going.

I guess someone must have heard our fight in the hallway.

"I mean..." I trail off, not wanting to add to the drama.

"He always does this... doesn't tell anyone anything until it's too late..."

"So you didn't know about the baby?" I ask. "Was there a baby?"

Lylah sighs.

"I don't think so. He never showed... his stomach, I mean."

"Well I think Jay and him talked so there's that. Have you two talked, though?"

"No. He's been completely AWOL the entire break. I swear when I see him tomorrow he's getting it."

I can't say I'm looking forward to getting off break.

I wake up boiling hot, feeling restless after dreaming about Daemon doing unspeakable things to me.

I've been having a lot of steamy dreams like this lately, which is a nice break from my usual nightmares.

As I turn over in bed, moving my legs, I'm confused when I feel wetness between them.

I hastily yank down my pants, pulling off my underwear to see if I came.

But there's no white stains.

It just looks sticky and clear... I've never gotten wet without direct stimulation from Daemon before, so that's a little off.

Embarrassed, I pull off my soiled bottoms and throw them in the hamper.

Maybe it's just a normal thing for Omegas.

I'm still feeling really feverish when I get to school, dizzy with want for something to quench this feeling.

I must be super dehydrated.

On my second bottle of water in 2nd period, Jay glances at me strangely.

We haven't spoken about what went down with Wren the before the break, the air awkward and silent between us.

"Are you sick?" he asks suddenly. "Your face is flushed."

I take a few deep breaths, blinking at him.

"I d-don't think so..?"

If anything, I'm feeling super freaking horny.

But it's not like I can tell him that.

I clench my legs tightly, trying not to think about the way Daemon touched me in my dream.

It's not long before the familiar wetness between my legs comes back like this morning. Fuck.

"You sure seem like it. You also kinda... smell," Jay sniffs the air curiously.

"I smell?? Is it bad?" I ask, embarrassed.

"Not bad at all, no," Jay replies, leaning in, taking another whiff. "Did you put on some kind of perfume?"

I glance around and notice a couple of Alphas are looking at me, a strange light in their eyes.

"I don't know what you're talking about."

I turn away from him, pretending to concentrate on my work.

But all I can focus on is the pulsing in my crotch.

God, I need something.

I just don't know what yet.

By the time lunch rolls around I can barely think straight, so unbearably horny that I had to go to the bathroom to wipe myself off between third and fourth.

I'm approaching the lunch table where Lylah sits when I stumble, feeling faint.

Immediately Jay swoops in to catch me and I fall against him.

"Ash..."

Lylah rushes over.

"Ash,what's wrong?"

I clutch Jays shirt, trying to stand up.

"I'm so hot," I mumble, gasping for breath.

"Oh my God," Lylah says, observing me with wide eyes.

"What?" Jay asks.

"He's in heat."

"In heat? Why did he come to school?"

"You don't understand. He's never had it before," Lylah exclaims.

"He's attracting too much attention."

"Let's take him to my car. I can drive him home," Lylah says and then I'm being picked up into Jays arms, weak against his chest.

I just keep my eyes closed, resisting the urge to scream that I want sex and I want it now.

With a certain Alpha, of course.

Jay unloads me into the car and I mutter a faint goodbye to him, collapsing onto the seat.

"Ash I can't believe you. Walking into a school full of Alphas when you're in heat... you're so defenseless sometimes. Especially when Daemon's not there to protect you." Lylah chastises, turning the ignition.

"Daemy..." I giggle, curling up on the seat.

"Yeah yeah very cute. But imagine the heart attack you're gonna give Lucien."

Lylah shakes her head, turning onto the main road.

It's stiflingly hot in the back of her car and I get the urge to strip my clothes off and spread my legs, though she would definitely not appreciate that.

So instead I sit up, rolling down the window and sticking my face out.

The cool air whipping my face feels amazing and I smile, breathing it in.

I'm finally calming down when my nose scents traces of Daemon in the wind, and my eyes flash open.

"I have to get out," I suddenly declare.

"What? We're in the middle of the road."

"Now. I need to go to him, now."

"Ash no..."

We're stopped at a red light, thankfully but that doesn't stop Lylah from screaming as I transform into my wolf and jump out of the car window, bounding in between cars to get to the sidewalk.

A couple of people honk at me but I don't care.

I run down the sidewalk, taking a shortcut through a random alley to the woods.

I gallop through the trees, my white fur ruffling in the breeze.

He's near. I smell him.

And then I come upon a clearing where he stands, his back to me.

I realize this is where we first met.

Where I him from him but he found me anyway.

The second I approach he whips around, eyes finding mine immediately.

Mate.

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Dressed for battle

This is a small one shot I wrote to keep my mind of some fucked up things happening in my life right now. This is my take on how Bakugou managed to look like this:

Katsuki finishes buttoning up his shirt perfectly for once, and scowls at his reflection. He looks stiff and uncomfortable, and that's because he fucking is.

He sighs, bunching up the tie he holds in his hand, and marches out of his room. He glances briefly at Kirishima's door, and tosses aside the obvious option. Katsuki feels too much to deal with him at the moment.

He stomps his way to the room exactly above his, and punches the door until an inexpressive face meets his.

"Bakugou?" The only reaction he gets from Todoroki is a slight raise of eyebrows.

Katsuki checks the hallway for nosey fuckers, then plants a hand firmly on IcyHot's chest and pushes him back into the barely decorated space.

"Is there something wrong?" he asks, as Katsuki firmly closes the door behind.

Just everything about this situation, Katsuki thinks, mind traveling to a certain idiot with self sacrificial tendencies and a grip on Katsuki that he was never able to shake off. He no longer wants to, so he's glad for it, even if he wants to beat some sense into Deku's thick skull.

"Do my tie, dumbass," Katsuki holds up the red offending item in front of Todoroki's face. A direct command is the closest thing he can get to a request, to asking for a favor. Katsuki would rather avoid putting himself in any scenario where he is in a vulnerable position, but what they're about to do, ambush the Number One hero and demand help, requires him to be on his best behavior.

He's not doing this for him, this is for Deku.

Where Kirishima would have probably teared up and had a heart attack, IcyHot just gives him a slow blink.

"Oh, okay," Todoroki carefully takes the tie from him, handling it with ease, unlike Katsuki, who was holding it like it was a venomous snake. "I didn't think you owned one." His tone is even, calm, like Katsuki is not breaking some walls between them. IcyHot is so weird, he makes everything seem normal, and that's something Katsuki needs right now.

"Fuck off," he scoffs, lifting the collar of his shirt so Todoroki doesn't get any ideas of touching him more than what's strictly necessary. "It's Shitty Hair's spare one," he confesses for some reason. Katsuki scowls inwardly, but figures that he can be straight with IcyHot after all that has happened.

Again, Todoroki barely reacts and that makes Katsuki feel less on edge.

"I'm stepping closer," he warns him, acting as if Katsuki is a wild animal. He appreciates the gesture, even though he rolls his eyes.

Todoroki throws the tie behind his neck and lays the two ends across his chest. Katsuki tenses, but forces himself to relax, letting the idiot work through the process.

He's not paying attention to IcyHot, it's not like he'll start wearing his tie outside of this occasion, so Katsuki is looking at some point over his shoulder when Todoroki speaks up.

"Midoriya is going to be okay," he doesn't know whether he's trying to convince himself or Katsuki.

"I know that," he spats, frowning. "We just have to drag his stupid ass back here," he clenches his hands into fists, remembering the letter and how furious he felt as he read it. Deku has a lot of explaining to do. Katsuki hasn't stopped thinking about some parts, and that makes him get even angrier.

"He's not going to make it easy, is he?" Todoroki asks, undoing an almost finished knot, and starting over. Katsuki doesn't call him out on it, letting him say his piece is the least he can do.

"We can handle him, Half and half," Katsuki states, ignoring the bandages wrapped around his stomach, and how the shirt stretches over the ones on his left arm. With his half healed burns, Todoroki is not better than him. His evil and very not dead older brother was a second wind away from leaving him well done instead of medium rare. Still, Katsuki believes they are enough.

Deep down, he knows Deku is not someone they have to handle, he's someone they have to reach. The entire class is a good start, but Katsuki plans to finish everything himself.

Todoroki hums appeased, tightening the knot, and Katsuki bats his hands away. He can do this part alone. IcyHot steps back, lowering his mismatched eyes to his shoes.

With nothing else to say, Katsuki turns on his heels and opens the door.

"Bakugou?"

"What?" Katsuki glances at him over his shoulder.

"Thanks for rallying us," he's giving him that small smile that gets on his nerves. Though, less than before. Huh, he must be getting soft.

"Tch! Make sure to chew your old man a new one," Katsuki says, ignoring the misplaced gratitude. He has his own reasons to step in; he has never been one to stay put and let things happen. If the others want to join in, fine by him. "I'll take over when I see fit." He's about to leave, when he grips the tie and studies it. "This doesn't suck," he comments, trusting Todoroki not to be as dense as to misunderstand what he means, but can't say.

"Thank you," IcyHot says for him.

"See ya, Half and Half."

Katsuki walks back to his room, dressed for battle and prepared for victory, as usual.

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I just have so many feelings about that tie, guys, and those two being friends? Amazing ✨

#bnha 319 #mha 319 #bakugou katsuki #todoroki shouto #bakudeku #because i say so #i love todoroki and bakugou friendship #bnha spoilers #mha spoilers #my writing

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mandoalorian · 3 years

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Brown Eyes [Din Djarin x Reader]

!! SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 15, SEASON 2. !!

*Hi. The episode has been out for three hours. The devil works hard but I work harder. I hope you enjoy! xx*

Summary: Din has always wanted to confess his love to you— but with his devotion to the Creed and with the risk of losing you, he wonders if the revelation would really be worth it. Would you even consider being with him if he refused to remove his helmet? When Grogu is taken away from Din and in the fiendish hands of Moff Gideon, Din realises there isn't anything he won't do to get his son back.

Rating: PG-13

Warnings: descriptions of anxiety, *SPOILERS FOR Season 2 Episode 15: The Believer of The Mandalorian*

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"Din," you froze up, backing away from the Imperial who was sitting at a table drinking caf. "I- I can't do it."

Din's head snapped to face you, masked by the Imperial Shocktrooper helmet he was doting. "Why not?" His voice was firm, but the tone of his question dripped with concern. You bawled your fingers into a fist as you squeezed your eyes tight shut, beginning to anxiously pace around in circles.

"That's Valen Hess," you muttered, trying your hardest to regulate your nervous breathing. "He- I used to serve under him. I- can't… go in there. Din, he'll recognise me." the thoughts in your head were jumbled. Din placed two hands steady on your shoulders.

"I'll go, hand me the dataspike." Din told you calmly. You felt like putty under his touch. Usually, his firm grip would calm you down and ease any of your troubles away— but not this time. You felt completely nauseated.

Grogu was at stake. When you met the Mandalorian, it took him some time to find the confidence in introducing you to the child. You were Ex-Imperial after all. But he warmed up to you, seeing the way you cared so deeply for the children on Sorgan. When he introduced you to the little green bean, who did not yet have a name, you were enamoured. That's when Din knew he was in love with you. Ever since that day, he'd only fallen in love with you more and more. His feelings became stronger with every waking second he spent with you.

Of course, he never acted on his feelings. He wished he had, he wished he could say something. He knew that if something happened to you and you didn't know how he truly felt, he'd regret it for the rest of his life. There had been countless times where you and him brushed paths on the Razor Crest. Plenty of times to say something, plenty of times to mutter the three words that had consumed his mind, body and soul. ‘I love you’. The words were like a broken record in the back of his mind. He looked at you through his visor, seeing your distress and his heart aching and he wanted— no, he had to do something.

His son had been kidnapped and suddenly, Din was an unstoppable force. Nothing could hold him back— not his friends, not the Creed, nothing. The regret ate him up like flies on a corpse. If there was one thing he learned from Grogu's disappearance, is that you never know what is coming around the corner. Din began to treat everyday with you like it was your last because there was no way of telling what the future was holding. And that only stirred him on, the desire of telling you how much you meant to him.

"You can't go," you removed your finger from your lips where you had been anxiously biting your nails. "The security system is biometric facial recognition. There must be another way." you tried to rack your brain for a solution, but Din's mind was already made up.

You took a deep breath and closed your eyes in search for an answer. You steadied your breathing. "Din," you whispered. "What if we distract them? You go in there and speak to him so he's looking the other way and I'll use that moment to sneak past and access the terminal."

No answer. "Din?" you asked, cautiously opening your eyes. He was already gone. Your mouth began to open and close like a goldfish as you watched his approach the terminal. He paused, midway between two tables, shakily saluting Valen Hess. Din turned back to the terminal, held his head up high and carried on over to it.

Upon examining it, Din found it was no different to any other information point— whether it had been New Republic or Independent, Din was lucky enough to already know how to navigate the system. He clicked a few buttons on the keypad, bringing up the facial recognition scanner. He stood still, letting it roam down his face. He didn't have much faith, but it was worth a shot.

Din cursed under his breath as the scanner light lit up red, beeping ecstatically.

"Error. Error. Facial scanning incomplete. Ten seconds until system shutdown." An automated voice informed. Din felt a few gazes burn into his back, no doubt Valen Hess noticing the commotion. "Ten, nine, eight-"

You watched as the timer went down, your hand fingers curling around the blaster in your holster. You didn't know what Din was going to, but you knew if anything— he was a man with a plan.

And that was when he removed his helmet.

It hit you like a ton of bricks, it took the air from your lungs leaving you gasping in silence. You felt like a criminal, looking at him with your own eyes. No matter how hard you tried, you couldn't tear the gaze from the back of his head.

Brown hair. Dark brown hair, slightly messy from the helmet. Although you were some distance away, you noticed the little waves and the way it curled at the nape of his neck. The cut of the Imperial armour revealed just a sliver of his skin. It was golden tan— surprising to you.

"Facial scanning complete." The dataspike ejected from the terminal, a small light lit up in green, validating that the information had been processed and Din was now the owner of Moff Gideon’s co-ordinates. Just as he was about to put his helmet back on, a voice interrupted him.

Your heart sank when you saw that Valen Hess had approached Din.

"Trooper, where are you stationed?"

"Transportation."

"What?"

"My designation is transport— co-pilot."

"No son, what's your TK number?"

Din felt his throat dry up as he looked the man in the eyes. Valen Hess stared at Din right back, looking into the eyes that nobody had gazed into since Din had been sworn to the Creed. Din swallowed the lump in his throat, only for it to return immediately.

"He's with me." you announced, walking over to Din and Hess. A wash of relief shuttled through Din's body upon hearing your voice, but that was completely blown away when he realised you had seen him. It was true, you had seen his face— but there was no time to act up. Din had sacrificed everything for Grogu and you weren't going to let this go wrong. "This is my trooper, sir."

"Who is he and what's his TK number?" Valen Hess repeated, clicking his tongue between his teeth.

"This is my commanding officer TK-0402, and I'm TK-0322. I'm afraid he doesn't speak much. Ever since his vessel lost pressure on Tanaab." You explained with confidence, sighing apologetically and placing a hand on your hip.

Din found the courage to look at you, making brief yet bewildered glances between you and Valen Hess. He had a thousand questions but he knew he could trust you, and so, he smiled wearily, nodding his head in agreement to your little story.

"What's his name?" Hess inquired.

You took a deep breath, and turned to face Din. He looked at you too, his face softening as your eyes met for the very first time. You felt your heart rate slow down as you took in his appearance. You were nervous, and tensions were high, but as you looked into the Mandalorian's sparkling eyes, you felt a familiar sense of belonging. You felt complete.

"Brown eyes." you whispered, feeling the tears pool up as you tried to choke back a sob. Din smiled at you, just a small smile, but enough to make the corners of his eyes crinkle. It gave you the reassurance to know that this was all worth it.

"Well, brown eyes," Valen Hess adjusted his belt. "You troopers were both on the transport that brought in the valium, correct? The only surviving shocktroopers, might I add." he grinned, raising an eyebrow.

"Y-yeah, that was us." You answered hesitantly.

"Please, come join me for drinks. We must celebrate." Hess said, approaching the table he was originally sat at and ushering you over with an exaggerated gesture.

You and Din exchanged a look before walking over to the table and sinking down into the chair. Hess poured out two cups of caf and slid them over. Din stayed silent for most of the conversation, briefly making utterances of affirmation and nodding his head to suggest that he was indeed listening.

Although, he wasn't listening really. His mind was racing and he couldn't concentrate on anything. Although it wasn't necessarily true, he felt like every head in the room was looking at him. Staring at him. Judging him breaking his oath. Was he a failure? Was he a disgrace to the Creed? Dishonourable? A monster?

"I could blather on 'to health' or 'to success', but… tell me TK-0322, where do you come from?"

"Alderaan." you said without hesitation. Din looked at you with furrowed eyebrows, wondering why exactly you had given Hess the details of your real planet.

"Ah, I see…" Hess frowned. "Well, to Alderaan!" he grinned, raising his glass in the air.

"No." you deadpanned and Hess shot you a confused look.

"No?"

"No." you repeated. "Alderaan was a peaceful planet destroyed by the Empire."

"And those on the Death Star, those who aided in the destruction of Alderaan became heroes of the Empire. I was there." he said with pride.

Din watched your face harden as your cheeks burned up with rage. "Heroes?" you croaked out. "For attacking and murdering innocents? Hundreds of thousands of people died on Alderaan. I lost my family."

"Losing the ones we love is simply part of life," Hess revealed with a sigh— and Din felt his heart shatter at his words. He stiffened up, his gaze fixating on the concrete wall as his surroundings began to faze out.

"At what cost?" you whispered. "You know, every day I think about it. I wished there was something I could do to stop it. But no, I was here, fighting for the Empire. While the Empire was out killing my people." You gritted out as tears pricked your eyes. You felt Dins hand manouver under the table and take place on your thigh, as his gloved fingers rubbed comforting circles into the thin material that covered your skin. His hand was large, fitting around your leg perfectly. He held you down, stopping your anxious shaking and you immediately calmed down. Din wasn't going to stop you, but he did want you to not let your feelings intrude on what was really happening right now. Valen Hess, however, looked mortified. You picked up the glass and forced a smile. Din copied your movement and you clinked your glass with his. "To family." you toast, and Din smiles. He smiles so wide a dimple appears in his cheek.

"To family." he confirms, thinking about his son and how close he was to getting him back.

You put the glass of caf back down on the table and quickdrew your blaster, shooting Valen Hess in the chest.

Din knew better than to question you. He took out his own pistol and helped you take down the remaining troopers and Imps in the room before you both raced out of the base.

Of course, you knew that there'd be commotion. You heard the TIE fighter engines as soon as you stepped foot outside. Din grabbed your hand, pulling you along as you both sprinted into the depths of the forest. Once deep enough, you looked up. It was dark, strings of light beaming through the gaps in the trees. But it was enough to illuminate Din. You had envisioned what Din looked like beneath his beskar helmet every single day, and now, you had your answer.

Din took one look at you. He pulled off his leather gloves, dropping them to the ground and placed his hand on your cheek. Subconsciously, you leaned into the warmth of his palm as his fingers tucked the strands of hair behind your ear. You closed your eyes, humming in delight as his bodily warmth transferred to you.

"Din, when we return to the ship you can put your helmet back on. I never saw you." you promised, your voice barely above a whisper and your eyes remaining closed.

"Cyare," Din mumbled, his heart yearning. The pad of his thumb traced your face, following the height of your cheek bones and the arch of your eyebrows and down your nose. "Open your eyes." he requested. Cautiously, you obeyed, your eyes fluttering open as you drunk in his appearance once more.

Brown stubble with a patch of grey graced the lower portion of his face. You reached out, this time your own hand cupping his cheek. Din didn't let go of you, and he let you touch him. Your finger nervously brushed over the coarse hairs and you let out a small giggle as you remembered him telling you from the Fresher room on the Razor Crest that he was going to shave. He had, and now you could see for yourself that it had started growing back.

"Do… do you like what you see?" Din asked nervously, his gaze only temporarily lifting from yours.

You nodded your head. "I do," you admitted. "You're… so handsome."

Din felt his cheeks heat up as you watched the small blush creep upon his face. You were enthralled, seeing him like this. Seeing his humanity— his emotions and expressions. You knew you loved Din, with or without the helmet— but this confirmed everything.

"May I?" Din asked, leaning into you slowly and closing his eyes. The curve of his nose bumped against yours as and the softness of his lips touched you so delicately.

You mumbled a small 'yes' and as your lips parted, Din kissed you. Soft, sweet, but passionate and with heart. You tangled your hands in his hair, tugging at it and encouraging Din to kiss you deeper and further. He done so, willingly, a groan of pleasure escaping his mouth and vibrating through your body.

He pulled away eventually, breathless and his eyes dark and glazed. "I-I…" he was speechless, looking at you with the utmost adoration. "I love you." He sighed in defeat, knowing now was a better time than any to admit his true feelings. He had to do it one day, and it just so happened to be in the depths of a forest as you hid from Imperials.

"I love you too." you exhaled shakily, thrusting forward into his arms and letting him hold you tight to his chest. He pressed a kiss into your hair.

"I love you so much." Din sobbed, his grip around you tightening like he was afraid that if he let go, you'd vanish just like Grogu did. "Please, never leave me. Please."

"I'm not going anywhere Din," you promised. "Now c’mon, let's go get Grogu."

PART TWO

#the mandalorian season 2 spoilers #pedro pascal #pedro pascal x reader #the mandalorian x reader #din djarin #din djarin x reader #the mandalorian #the mandalorian season 2

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enhaudition · 2 years

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The first letter didn't get rejected.

pairing: GN!Reader x Daniel

genre: fluff, strangers to lovers (?)

warnings: none

ft: me as your bestfriend, daniel's cousin (>_<)

wc: 616

You are a popular person in school, many people love you, and your school day must have more than a dozen love letters in your locker. You have to decline all of them because you don't like to love your superiors and peers for some personal reason. You haven't thought about falling in love with someone younger than you.

There is a boy, although he's one year younger than you he's taller than you. Having a little crush when he got into this school, but he knows that you rejected every single love letter, so he didn't want to confess to you. Instead of that, he needs his cousin's help.

"Come on, please, i really like them..."

"She will reject you."

"She won't, please just help me."

Daniel begged, and Mizu finally nodded. "Okay fine, now stop begging." Daniel smiled wide open and hugged her. "You're my number one cousin."

"Can't believe Yn made people love them at first sight."

The school bell rings, signaling it's lunchtime, Mizu comes to your table while you pack your stuff. "Hey Yn, is it ok if my cousin seat with us?" You nodded "Is it Daniel, sure it's okay if he's not weird." You smiled. "Okay, let's go." You stand up and Mizu put her arm on your shoulder. You two go to the cafeteria, she scans around to find Daniel, and when her eyes locked on the target she screams "Daniel over here!"

"Hello" Daniel bowed, and you laughed "Aw don't bow, i'm Yn." You shake his hand, Daniel looks so happy when you hold his hand. "Okay okay let's eat i'm hungry." Mizu pulled the two to sit down.

While you are eating you also have a chat with Daniel, you find him very cute and nice, he's also funny when he shares Mizu embarrassing moments which make Mizu fight back "At least i'm not as dirty as you, every time i come to your room, it's so dirty." "YAH SHIMIZU!"

When your last class is over you go to your locker to put books and a few things in the locker you noticed a letter from Daniel.

- Can we hang out later?

-D☆

And this is the first letter you didn't reject.

Days later when you first hung out with Daniel you became closer, you had so much fun hanging out with him. Usually, Mizu will walk you home and now Daniel also wants to walk you home too! Just because they want to protect you and you like being with them.

Can we meet at the park today?

-D☆

You thought this was just a normal hang out so you still go there to meet Daniel, you see from afar he is already there, sitting on a bench, his hand holding a box, it looks like a chocolate box. You think that he has a crush on someone and asked you for advice. You happily run to him.

"Ooh, what's with that box? You have a crush on someone?"

"For a long time, yeah."

"So it's time to confess right?"

"Yes but i don't know what to say, they'll be here in a few minutes."

"Just say it calmly, like, 'I've been liked you for so long, will you be my lover?' If they know you though, if it's a stranger will be a problem."

"Well then, okay" Daniel calm himself, look at you.

"I've been liked you for so long, will you be my lover?"

You froze.

"A-are you serious?"

"..Yes, it's okay if you don't feel the same way, you can't still keep the choco-"

You laughed and pinched his cheeks "You're so cute, Daniel."

"I don't like you but i love you."

#ficscafe #iland #iland x reader #daniel iland #daniel x reader #kim daniel #kim dongkyu #dongkyu x you

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stray-kids-react · 3 years

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Shy s/o doesn't think they deserve them

Masterlist

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Bang Chan

° He loved your shy personality, he just wanted to cuddle and praise you all day long. Even though you are a naturally soft person, that also comes with a lot of insecurities.

° Your boyfriend is a hot aussie leader with a heart of gold who fans call daddy, you can't but feel that you don't deserve such a God like boyfriend. And he can see it bothers you.

° Chan is a sweet heart who will check in on you as often as he can even with his busy schedule, he knows having an idol boyfriend can be stressful and he wants to comfort you.

° Felix was baking brownies, which you usually helped him out with even if it is just to cheer him on as he does his thing. But both of the aussies noticed your missing presence.

° Chan waltzed up to his studio, where you often hung around when you were at the dorms. Once he walked inside he noticed your figure curled up in a chair.

° You were scrolling through some messages that were sent to you via Instagram. None of the messages were pleasant, and Chan's heart broke as he read the truly gruesome ones.

"Maybe they are right. Maybe I don't deserve you." you sighed, slumping back.

"Don't say that, you are a beautiful person inside and out who I couldn't survive without." He reassured, taking your phone away as he cuddled into you.

Lee Know

° Minho always liked you since you first met during the shoot of hellevator. He was pretty obvious with his fondness of you, but you never believed that he could like you.

° Later on once you began dating, he soon realized how low your self confidence truly was. So he made a promise to himself to try and increase it as much as he can.

° Many fans would threaten you for 'taking Minho away', but Minho would shred the letters before you could see how many there truly were. He knew it would hurt you.

° Minho is very affectionate towards you and likes to show you his love through touch. Whenever you seem down, he will cover your face in small pecks until you begin to smile.

° Has seen how come fans and staff treat you, pushing you around and telling you that you aren't worth his time. Minho took it into his own hands and protected you from them.

° He doesn't like seeing you upset or feel like a burden to him, especially since you are so special to him. Minho asked Chan and JYP if he could take at least a week off, they said yes.

"You didn't have to take a week off just for me, I am okay with your schedule." You explained, ruffling his hair.

"I know you're okay with it, but I needed to get away just for a while. And I miss you everytime you're not with me." He replied, gently placing a kiss to your head.

Changbin

° Will do anything to make you see for at least a second how important you truly are to him, he usually sends you hearts and does an adorable aegyo voice when talking to you.

° When you first began to hang out, you were very distant and almost never said a word. Changbin wanted to get to know you, so he constantly made efforts to befriend you.

° Once you opened up you Changbin, he noticed how self conscious and self critical you were of yourself. His confusion as to why you hate yourself only grew stronger.

° Every morning when you both get out of the shower, he will stand you in front of the mirror and poke every feature on your body saying that it is gorgeous and perfect.

° Likes knowing that you feel comfortable around him and that you have him to go to when you are feeling down. He wants to always be there for you and support you.

° Won't admit it to you, but he once teared up while you were asleep because he picked up a hate letter that was directed at you and he was worried that you read it.

"Your eyes, stunning. Your tummy, adorable. Your ears, cute. Your lips, kiss able. Your butt, squishy. Your shoulders, gorgeous..."

"Binnie you have five minutes before dance practice, you should really get going now."

Hyunjin

° Hyunjin is known to be a visual God in all of kpop, even though he is also VERY talented. Many people have a crush on Hyunjin, and you happened to be one of the many.

° His personality was addictive to be around, his looks were God like, and his talent was insane. Thus making it harder and harder for you to see how much he truly adored you.

° You saw yourself on totally different levels, you alwere at a ten while he was in the thousands. Your thoughts always doubting a scenario where you two would date.

° Assuming Hyunjin was just being nice to you, it became very hard for Hyunjin to clue you into that fact that he liked you. Everyone knew this except for you it seemed.

° Jisung, being a close friend to both Hyunjin and yourself. Took it upon himself to try and arrange a way for you to not be so self critical and completely oblivious.

° The next afternoon, you walked into the dance practice room which was now turned into a full on romantic dining area. Shocked as you saw Hyunjin with a rose in his hand.

"Is this for me? It can't be... There must be some sort of mistake or-"

"No mistakes, I've liked you for a while and thought I was being obvious enough. But Jisung told me that I should simply confess."

Han

° You and Jisung have been dating for a while, and you watched proudly as Stray Kids gained more and more popularity as they deserved, since they are talented kings.

° The hate comments sent towards you, and the jealous fans or occasionally staff members and idols. Those never used to bother you, but they became more frequent.

° This slowly picked away at your already small amount of confidence, over thinking everything you do or ever did. And Jisung began to notice your distressed state.

° After a performance he went up to you back stage and leaned in for a kiss, when you barely responded to it and looked around the room nervously, his heart twisted sadly.

° Jisung took you to an unoccupied dressing room, and locked the door behind you. He cupped your cheeks gently as he rested his head against yours. A small sigh escaping him.

° You felt all of the built up sadness and anger rise out of you, as tears slowly sprinkled down your cheeks. Your hands clinging onto his back as he embraced you.

"Shh shh shh, it's okay. Just let it all out, it'll be okay. I'm here for you, you know that."

"I'm sorry, I just felt like I don't deserve you and I shouldn't have been so distant, their words just really hurt."

Felix

° Felix knew it was going to be a bumpy ride seeing as he is under a huge company and his band is very popular, but he was willing to go through all of that with you.

° You and Felix were best friends before you started dating, he knew you were shy and quite distant when it came to people. He started to find it cute after a couple years.

° JYP himself has criticised you for interfering with his idols's lives. Even though you didn't interfere and honestly helped Felix calm down throughout the schedules.

° Felix was disappointed by some fo the fan's toxic behavior towards you, knowing that those types of comments will stick with you for quite sometime. You made him happy and he wished others would see that.

° The other members and artists under JYP saw you as part of the big jyp family, but even their support couldn't stop the sadness that brewed as more hate letters were sent.

° You didn't want to stress your already overworked boyfriend, so you tried to find a quiet spot to cry in. But Felix knew you too well, and knew where you would hide.

"I'm okay Lix, I don't want to stress you out since your already on a hectic schedule today. I'll be fine I swear."

"I won't leave until I know for a fact that you are okay, the practice can wait. You need me right now and I'm going to be here for you."

Seungmin

(He looks so cute! I couldn't help myself lol)

° You were also a beloved idol, and many eoopel actually found your relationship with Seungmin quite adorable. You felt lucky that there wasn't so much hate directed at you.

° Even though you both seemed to have it easy compared to other idol couples, you couldn't help but feel insecure when Seungmin treated you like a queen/king.

° Many fans of yours knew that off stage you are an adorable shy bean, but no one except for Seungmin knew why you would become so shy and distant towards others.

° Your shyness came from extreme anxiety and self image issues. You never had much confidence, and Seungmin made many goals to try and bring your confidence up.

° One day after a hard performance, you sat in front of your dressing room mirror and let your tears slide down your cheeks silently. Letting your anxiety take over everything.

° Seungmin walked in with a box of celebration cupcakes, only to have hsi smile fade once he saw the tears rushing down your features. He felt his heart sink.

"I'm sorry Seungmin. It's stupid really, but I just don't feel like I deserve you."

"Y/n, we are perfect for each other. I spoil you with love and affection because you always make me feel special and loved."

Jeongin

° You knew how beloved Jeongin was, by fans, members, idols, netizens, family... Everyone. This sent a large amount of pressure towards you once you began dating.

°Jeongin loved your quiet and calm personality, it was a nice break from the loud JYP building and Stray Kids dorms. Your shyness is what attracted him to you.

° He liked cuddling with you in your apartment, talking about nothing and everything as a random movie played in the background. It was his favorite place to be.

° You both were open with anything that was bothering you and never let something stir inside of you for too long. He wanted to be your safe haven for when you need one.

° One weekend when he was staying at your place, he noticed you seemed more quiet than usual and asked you what was bothering you. Since something clearly was.

° You snuggled into his chest as you clung onto him tighter, sighing in defeat knowing you will have to admit your feelings even though you think they seem silly.

" I feel like I don't deserve you. I mean, you are Yang Jeongin a literal angel."

"You deserve the universe and everything in it, I love you and only you. Don't put yourself down, remember how much I care about you."

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loousir · 3 years

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[Satyr} Insecurities

Soft Male Presenting NB Satyr x Male Reader

Dakota

Warnings: Dakota get comforted by you after a sudden breakup and you end up confessing, they realized they like you too, mentions of alcohol (tho not explicitly stated other than beer), two faced boyfriend (now ex)

Masterlist

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Currently, you are on your way to third wheel for your best friend, Dakota. This guy that Dakota was dating was one that you really did not like. He was all sweet and kind around Dakota but the second they turned their back, he was a complete jerk. You knew you should tell Dakota but they just looked so happy being with this guy that you didn't want to ruin this momentary happiness.

Anyhow, both of you were walking down the street to a small yet busy pub that he had asked Dakota to meet. Dakota had asked him if you could come and he said yes but you knew he would have said no if that didn't ruin his "perfect boyfriend" image. You developed feelings for Dakota years ago, long into your friendship with him but you never confessed. You knew they didn't feel the same so you decided to just try to be the very best friend you could be.

Dakota pointed out the place you two were going and you followed them up to the front door. You opened it for them and they almost instantly spot their boyfriend, going over to him and hugging him. You smiled a sad smile and looked at the two before joining them at their table. He had sent Dakota off to get drinks for the three of you. "How have you been (R/n)?" He looks over to you with a not glare for once. "I'm breaking up with him."

Your eyes widened slightly. "What?" He nods. "Yeah I got hit pretty hard in the face with reality after the last time we met." His whole demeanor had changed from what it was before. You tried to say something but Dakota came back with a beer bottle and two glasses. They set one of the glasses down in front of you and handed the bottle to their soon to be ex who's demeanor went back to perfect boyfriend mode.

You smiled at Dakotas smile before taking a drink of what they got you. "Ah, (R/n)! Did you see the new episode yesterday? It was so good!" Dakota said before going on to ramble about bits and pieces. (R/n) smiled and nodded, chatting about said episode with Dakota.

A few minutes had past with the three of you talking before (R/n) decided it was time to bring the bad news. "Dakota." They looked up to (R/n) who looked like he just accidentally kicked a puppy. Dakota noticed and went to grab his hands to ask what's wrong but he pulled away. You looked away out of courtesy but still listened in. "I'm sorry Dakota. I dont think we can be together anymore. Its really me, not you. You've been nothing but good to me and I want you to be happy but it can't be with me."

"Maybe we'll see each other around. Don't worry about paying for drinks, I'll cover it on the way out." He said standing up to leave. Dakota couldn't seem to process what what happening as they watched their now ex-boyfriend walk away. "Kota, let's go." You said standing and grabbing their hand.

They didn't move but instead started to shake slightly. "Dakota, please." You pulled them up and practically dragged them out of the pub and stopped when you were a block away from it. Dakota hadn't said a word but held on tightly to your hand. "Do you wanna go back to your house?" You asked, looking to them. They nodded softly, more hair moving to cover their usually covered eyes.

You squeezed their hand gently as the two of you walked back to Dakotas place. It wasn't too far from the pub so neither of you saw the point in taking the car. After a few minutes of walking, Dakota stopped, making you look back. "Im... S-so sorry... I... I cant..." They tried to say something but ended up almost collapsing, legs shaking like crazy. You caught them before they could and opted to carry them the rest of the way.

Dakota holds onto you and cries into your neck. You gently rub the back of their head and whisper reassuring words into their ears. After a few more minutes of walking, you make it to the house and carefully unlock the door and close it behind you before taking them upstairs to their bedroom. "I'll go grab some water. I'll be right back ok?"

You head back down stairs, lost in thought as you grabbed water from the fridge before heading back up. You didn't expect to see what you did though.

Your body stood ridgid with shock. Standing in front of you, staring back with wild and afraid eyes was your best friend of 5 years. They looked like they were wearing pants but they weren't. Their legs were covered in dark brown fur, same colour as their hair. Your eyes followed the soft digitigrade shape down to the cloven hooves in place of feet. A small tail to match laid tight against their body.

"Dakota..?"

You breathed out hesitantly. They seemed to snap out of whatever trance they were in for a moment and they started to shake. "Hey... Hey whats wrong?" You asked as you very slowly approached them, as if the wrong step could send them sprinting away. They didn't say a word and you eventually got to their side. You very carefully grabbed their hand but they pulled it away faster than you could blink.

They looked at you with such fear that you could barely even tell if it was your sweet Dakota anymore. A tense moment passed as you had seen his eyes for the first time. You gently took their hand again and pressed their palm against your chest. They could feel your heart pounding, theirs was probably just as fast. You and Dakota had this thing where if one of you were panicking, the other would place a hand on the heart of the one whos panicking. It usually ended with a hug but it was really just a comfort thing that Dakota had started with you when they had a panic attack in public. Once they had seemed to realized, some lever must have flipped as they pulled you into a tight hug.

"(Y/n)..."

You hugged them back, gently placing a hand on the back of their head to keep them close. A silent minute had past before you felt your shoulder getting wet again. "I'm so sorry." It was barely a whisper but you heard it. Neither of you said a word after that. Dakota pulled their head out from the crook of your neck and rested their forehead against your chest.

"I didn't want you to find out like this..." Their voice was small as they spoke, hands gripping tightly to the back of your shirt. You carefully set a hand on their cheek, coaxing them to look up to you. Their eyes were red and slightly puffy from crying. The bright green, almost yellow irises stood out against their pink-ish scleras. "Your eyes are so beautiful." You mumbled out without thinking.

Dakota blushed and looked away. "I know you probably don't wanna talk so let's sit down and I'll go first." You lead them over to the bed and both of you sat down. "Judging by your reaction you didn't want me knowing about the whole... Lower half thing." You paused to look at Dakota who nodded. "Sorry." You said, still processing everything. Dakota shook their head. "N-no... I..."

"I don't know what to say..." Dakota said with a heavy sigh. "It's ok. You don't have to say anything-" They cut you off before you could continue. "(Y/n) I've lied to you for 5 years about it! Of course I have to say something!" You looked away from them and sighed. "I would be lying if I said it didn't upset me that you never told me what you were." Without hesitation, you grabbed Dakotas hand again, staring at it as they let you intertwine your fingers. "But I always had a feeling you weren't exactly human anyways... Of course I wanted to know but I didn't want you to feel uncomfortable around me."

Dakota looked to your eyes, tears welling up in theirs again. You could see that they wanted to apologize for not saying anything but you just shook your head. "Kota, I could care less that your a Satyr. If anything I like you even more." You mumbled the last part but they still heard it anyway, signaled by the blush that rose to their cheeks yet again. Dakota placed their free hand on your cheek and made you look back to them.

"I love you so fucking much Kota. You don't even know. I'm sorry. This is probably a lot on top of me finding out about probably your biggest secret and the... Y'know." Dakota shook their head. "Its all been so overwhelming. I'm honestly surprised I haven't passed out yet." You let a small huff of a laugh pass as they pulled your face closer to theirs. "You seemed to have calmed down a lot." You mumbled out.

Dakota nodded. "Yeah. I guess I'm... Relieved... I've known you long enough that I know you when you aren't feigning truths." They pause for a moment. You took this moment to observe their tear stained face. "(Y/n). I dont ever want you to leave me." Their voice had been shaky since you found out about them being a Satyr but it was even worse when they said that. "I couldn't truly live if you weren't in my life Kota."

They looked at you with wide eyes. "Sorry, said something weird didnt-" You were cut off by a pair of soft lips against yours. You carefully kissed back, tangling your hand in their soft, fuffy hair. The second both of you pulled away, Dakota smiled and pulled you into a tight hug. "Kota-" "I think him breaking up with me was the best decision ever." You furrowed your brows, really confused.

"What? Why? I though you two were happy together." Dakota nodded. "I was happy. But I also saw how unhappy you were. A-and it made me realize... Just how much I wanted to make you happy because you make me happy." You couldn't say anything but just looked at them with surprise. "Can I... Can I kiss you?" You asked quietly. Dakota laughed and nodded, pulling you into a kiss.

Your hands decided to test the waters a bit and you gently ran a hand through the soft fur that coat their leg. They shivered and gripped onto your shirt, leaning into the kiss more. You pulled away and let your hand linger on their thigh. "Did... Did you really mean it when you said that you liked me more knowing I was a Satyr?" You blushed and laughed awkwardly while looking away. "Yeah... I didn't realize I said that out loud."

Dakota let out a gentle laugh and pulled you into a tight hug. "Let's take a nap, I'm tired after crying so much..." You nodded and kissed their neck softly as the two of you laid down.

"Please stay by my side."

I originally started this one shot at the paragraph that starts at "Your body stood ridgid with shock." so sorry if everything above it seemed weird-

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toilet bound hanako-kun

one-shot of you cuddling with hanako!

a/n: welcome to trash central (sorry for any mistakes!!)

tw/cw: hanako being a tease, a bit of sexual talk

Hanako gazed curiously upon your actions of tussling with something inside of your bag.

It has to be big, Hanako thought, beginning to think of the possibilities of what was hiding in that strawberry-colored bag you lugged around, and it causes a lot of friction.

He tilted his head to get a better view of the object just as you hopped up and spun around to face him.

With a big and determined smile on your face, Hanako was presented with a frankly large and fluffy blanket! He blinked a few times, but he couldn't figure out a reason of why you'd pulled one out (or more like he couldn't fathom how you fit that huge thing in your bag).

"I'm not cleaning the bathroom today, Hanako!" Despite this violating the routine Hanako forces you into, he was very curious on where your sudden confidence came from. It was a pretty rare sight, and he didn't want it to fade just yet.

However, this is still Hanako we're talking about.

"Awww," the amber-eyed ghost pouted, his head falling into his right palm, "my precious assistant is finally going to seduce me into submission." He pretended not to see your obviously shocked and flustered expression and looked at his hand to pick non-existent dirt out of his nails. "I mean, that must be what you brought the blanket for, right? Well, why I do appreciate the thought and would be quite ecstatic for you to take me right in this bathroom," His hand paused it's ministrations as his eyes snapped up to meet yours, "it's just that. . ."

"I can assure you I won't be the one in submission." Hanako's smirk was that of the Cheshire cat's, and his words were thick, sultry, and were surely no empty threat.

He watched with that same mischievous spark in eyes as you half-hid your face behind the blanket you were holding up. You looked away from his gaze as you were just a bit too flustered to look him in the eye.

"How cute~" Hanako continued to purr, finally getting on his feet from floating in the air and began to circle you predatorily, "If I didn't know any better, I would say maybe you wanted that?" His teasing words swirled around in your head, and good lord you didn't even know how to react.

"I didn't know my sweet assistant was so—"

"I just wanted to cuddle with you, Hanako!"

. . . pardon him, what?

Hanako stopped in his tracks and his face immediately went from "Honorable No. 7's a minx" to "Amane's embarrassed again."

His hat seemed to match his emotions as it tilted half off his head, and his choppy and uneven black hair making its star appearance beneath, accompanied by his violently blushing face.

While your cheeks were still hot from Hanako's relentless teasing, you continued to explain your true intentions of the blanket you had brought to school.

"I-I just— well, I mean, we usually just good around and stuff, a-and that's cool and all!! B-But I kind of just want to lay down and relax with you. . ." You weren't looking at him, somewhat embarrassed yourself from your heartfelt confession.

Calming down from the initial fluster, Hanako's face softened, and that warm smile that he seemed to only wear the most with you made its way to his lips. Walking over to you, he covered your hands in his slightly larger ones, the feeling replicating that of a plastic bag with ice slipping around inside.

When you looked up at him, he felt the tip of his ears heat up a bit again, and watched as you opened your mouth to speak.

With your initial confidence coming back in the most casual way possible, you nonchalantly grinned and leaned into Hanako, "So, won't you relax with me? Just for a bit, mkay?"

Suddenly, Hanako remembered how small he could feel with you. He couldn't even say some teasing remark as his stomach was all filled with warmness and butterflies. His warm smile turned into this big, obvious, dumb lovesick grin and he followed your movements like an infatuated puppy.

You layer the blanket out on the (albeit, clean) bathroom floor and rolled up the edge enough to make makeshift pillows. You flopped down on the fluffy fabric, face easily falling into the soft cotton making the material.

Noticing the lack of ghost boy next to you, you peeked up at the ghost boy of interest and took a good look at his expression.

Hanako anxiously tugged on his sleeve, cap still tilted on his head, with a red face and a wobbly smile. You honestly couldn't tell if he was nervous or happy. His thickened-honey irises glowed and were completely set on you and the blanket you laid on, yet he made no move to walk towards you. His head was cloudy, and you recognized it (because unfortunately, you've had to take him out of his head for his own good one too many times :().

Sitting up on your knees, you clasped Hanako's hand, making him snap out of whatever trance he was in and gaze down at you. The pretty, amber eyes he bared at you were met with a comforting look. You whispered a soft "c'mere" before gently tugging him down onto the blanket and next to you.

Falling onto the softer-than-it-looked blanket, Hanako felt all the tension almost immediately leave his body. It'd been a while since he felt something so soft and comforting.

Other than you, of course.

His cap lied somewhere else for the time being for him to be able to get cozy on the makeshift bed-of-sorts. Hanako rubbed his cheek into the rolled up part of the blanket, resting his head and seeking the most congenial position.

"Hanako," you whispered, and he looked over to you who was laying right across from him, a bit of a cheery look on your face. Hanako blinked at you curiously, his eyelashes gently grazing his high cheekbones.

You smiled at just how fast he had seemed to slip into this headspace of his. He seemed content, eyes even a bit glossy from possible nostalgia of when he was alive.

His eyes widened a bit as you opened your arms to him, gestures inviting him into your undoubtedly warm embrace.

Normally, Hanako would think again before becoming so vulnerable with someone— but, you were different. He really truly felt safe around you. He felt. . . He felt alive.

Hanako wasted now time you snuggle into your arms, his face nuzzling into your chest, no doubt inhaling your scent and getting snug in your bosom/chest. His arm unconsciously came up from its place at his side to rest on your waist as you began to rub circles into his spine.

Hanako knew he'd have to wake you up when it was time for you to head home. He knew that. So, he wasn't taking advantage of any time he had with you right now. No, not with the way you held him so securely, not with the way your hand massaged his nimble body, not with the way you kissed the top of his head so lovingly! No— he wouldn't take you for advantage.

He felt so small right now, and he enjoyed it.

Amane was finally able to let down his walls.

. . .

Finally, your hand ministrations stopped and your hand fell limp on his back and snores began to bounce off the wall of the empty, haunted bathroom.Your chest had a steady pattern, very calm and signaled that you had most likely fallen asleep.

Hanako looked up from your chest to see your eyes closed and mouth slightly agape to let out those snores. He snickered a bit at how loud they were, but hey, at least you were comfy, right?

He shamelessly reached his hand up (stealthily, as he didn't want to wake you up) and gently shut your lips. The snoring was much quieter now.

Hanako took that advantage to just lay and stare at your finally tenseness face. He was grateful to see you like this, he really was. You were always so tense, one way or another, so seeing you so easily slip into such a vulnerable state with him had his dead heart doing backflips and cartwheels galore.

Hanako, ghost boy, didn't really need to sleep, so he just took the time to relish in the feeling of intimacy in the moment.

He just. . . was so happy, in ways he couldn't even explain.

He felt his face begin to heat up, but he couldn't be bothered to care.

Amane was just so happy to be with you.

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a/n: self indulgence central y’all 😭

thanks for reading!

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