#I'm just gonna keep this post and reblog it whenever this happens

[thatrandombystander]

Was overcome by impulses and made a purchase again 😔

#I'm just gonna keep this post and reblog it whenever this happens #purchase impulse #'tis a blouse. ordered last night when i was. for some reason. SO tired #ramblings of a bystander

[joonsytip]

Lean On || Lee Seokmin

Pairings: Seokmin x Fem!Reader

Genre: Fluff, Hurt, Comfort, Established Relationship au

Synopsis: On rough days when you have nothing but tears to offer, Seokmin always provides his shoulders to lean on and it reminds you of everything his love language entails of.

Word Count: 2.5k

Warnings: nothing heavy, toxic workplace, reader is sad, mentions of migraine, THE ENDING IS CRACK.

This is an impromptu post because this 4 month old blog has hit 500+ followers. Thanks to all whom have showed loved, interacted, have been silently supporting me, I love y'all.

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The raindrops splatter against the window panes and Seokmin drawls out a restrained breath when his slumber stirs. He checks the time with teary eyes as his head still throbs, cursing himself out for not being able to pick you from work because of the killer headache which forced him to take early leave from office and return home.

He hears the doorknob making a sound and perks up in relief just because he'd be finally able to see you, feel your touch after spending hours apart because of work.

When you take slight longer than usual to cross the hallway and reach the couch where he's seated, Seokmin thinks he can't bear another moment of not seeing you. He rushes to the hallway and is about to call out your name but stills.

Your mind is anywhere and everywhere but to notice your boyfriend's presence. You know how easily he gets worried, so you take deep breaths in hopes that those tears would stop falling, hands frantically rubbing over eyes and cheeks to wipe off any hints of them. While your back still faced him, Seokmin knows you too well to catch onto your actions and even though his heart breaks he quietly goes back to take his previous position on the couch.

"Hey baby, did your headache...", it's happening again. Whenever you're upset your brain decides to stop giving out the words and you're always failing to complete the sentences or make any sense out of it for anyone. You pray that Seokmin doesn't notice, albeit of him being aware of this habit of yours.

"It's better.", Seokmin lies inspite of the way there's a rapid pounding in his head. He pats the space beside him and you're occupy it with hesitancy.

"I tried to...", you regret two things. One, meeting his gaze because your eyes are bloodshot and two, opening your mouth because the words won't come out, "I tried to..", your hands gesture inwards and Seokmin smiles.

"Work is busy, I know baby, it's not easy to leave at your will.", He responds as if he's cutting you off and pats on your head gently, "Go get changed, I'll make us something."

"No, I'm not letting you.", you protest sternly, "You're having headaches from....", you fist your hands determined to get out the word this time, "from... m-migraine", you sigh in relief and look around, "and by the way the only the dim lights are on, I can sense the intensity already. We're ordering take out."

The idea doesn't settle well with Seokmin, "Baby, it's raining outside. It's gonna be a bother to the delivery persons", his eyes go round in concern, "what if the delivery person gets into an accident just because they want to deliver in time, you know how bad the roads will be."

A smile grows on your lips, "Lee Seokmin, you got to worry about the whole world, don't you? And surely we won't be the only one ordering, there are lots of people who are, will gonna do that. But since you don't want to, let me freshen up and I'll make your favourite chicken soup."

"Okay, then I'll make your favourite mashed potato puffs.", he says and ceases every chance of protest from you by sending you into your shared bedroom.

Once you're into the bathroom, you ponder how Seokmin could make you forget about the world instantly when you're with him. But now that you're alone again, your mood sours. The hollowness returns as you shred your clothes and let the warm water wash you thorough.

Seokmin feels he could faint any moment because of the constant throbbing. It's one of those days where medicines does nothing to dull the pain. But he coaxes himself to get through because today you need him. He'd do anything to be your support, to be your anchor, to never let you go to bed upset.

He thanks heaven as he almost finishes making the puffs while waiting for you to join him. He counts sheeps, hums his favourite melodies, tries to think about something funny but nothing diverts him from the splitting headache which he feels keeps on increasing as moments pass by.

He prays he doesn't faint, he doesn't want you to worry more.

"Are you already done?", the smell floods your senses making you hungry instantly as soon as you step into the kitchen.

"Almost.", Seokmin tries to get up but tumbles on his steps and you run to hold him.

You eye him in concern as he seats on the chair. You hand him a glass of water asking, "How bad is it?"

You're met by silence and that's what you needed from him, an honest answer. Next you're running into your room to grab your scarf and purse.

"We're going to the hospital now.", you tell him, looking around for the car keys.

What Seokmin dreaded the most is happening, "Baby, it's not that bad. Plus it's raining outside, I won't let you drive, it's dangerous. I'll be okay in sometime."

You scoff as your angry gaze directs at him, "Your eyes are red, Min. You couldn't even stand properly."

Seokmin tries to open his mouth but you're cutting him off, "No more excuses. We're going to the hospital."

The temperature treatment and medicines did work some sort of magic because Seokmin feels a lot better and by the time you both are out of the hospital, the rain has also stopped.

Seokmin wants to drive, wants to tell you to take rest but with his current plight he wouldn't take the risk of doing so.

"Baby, could you please drive us to the riverside.", he asks and though you eye him questioningly, you don't say a word.

Throughout the ride his hand rests on your thigh, giving gentle caresses. It's oddly comforting you think. He hums soft melodies, adjusts the window glasses rolling them all up when he feels you shiver, rolling them down when it feels stuffy.

When you reach the riverside, Seokmin gets out urging you to stop the car at a spot and you decide to follow him after parking the car.

There's a designated bench for you two, it's your regular spot. You couldn't pinpoint why but that particular area beside the riverside had always enchanted you, during daytime it's filled with people and glee, at nighttime it's dimly lit. But today it's mostly dark maybe because of rain. That's the exact place where you met him for the first time, the memory is silly, it's beautiful and everything you'd be grateful for. Taking seat, while you wait for Seokmin your mind squares back to the incidents in the office and once again the tears start to pool in the corner of your eyes.

Those tears are now streaming down your face as you sob loudly. You don't care to hide it from your boyfriend because you know he already knows that something's off and it's a matter of time he asks you about it.

"Oh baby", you hear your boyfriend's voice and next you're being embraced by him while he sits beside you. You fist your hands on his jacket and some moments later he's loosening your grip on him just to make you look at him.

He wipes your tears and pecks on your forehead, "Wanna let it out?"

You nod like an eager child as if you were waiting for him to ask.

"I had told you about the...", It comes again, with waves of sadness, your brain not giving oult the words, "about the...", you whimper in frustration.

Seokmin knows it's something related to work so he turns the gear in his head and ask, "Project?"

You shake head.

"New team member?"

Again a no.

"Deadline?"

Still no.

He feels like ripping his hair apart and suddenly everything clicks, he thinks he knows what must have happened. With hesitancy he asks, "Promotion?"

You nod, your eyes becoming teary just at the mention, "I've been eyeing that position for a long time. My performance rating has been the best among the peer group so I was sure that I was gonna get promoted. But it was given to Jooseok, we all know he's a...", you look at him expectantly when you get stuck again.

Seokmin knowing in and outs about your workplace quickly adds, "He's a distant relative of the senior project manager."

You nod and continue, "And when I tried to talk to my manager he totally shut me out saying I shouldn't be petty about something I don't deserve in first place."

Seokmin feels unfair because he knows how diligent you are, he has seen how dedicated you are to your work. He remembers how your eyes glinted every time the topic of promotion was brought upon.

"Am I really being petty, Min?"

Vigorously shaking his head Seokmin answers, "Baby, I need you to know that you deserved it more than anyone else. I have known how many all nighters you've pulled to fill in for your incompetent teammates, to help new team members. You're so sincere and reliable, the type project leads would always want to have in their team."

Relief washes over you and you pour out more, "It's not even about the promotion, it's okay, opportunities would come more but what hurts the most is I never get credited for all the work I've put through. They always disregard everything and they're rude.", a pout settles on your lips.

"They need to be taught a lesson.", Seokmin quips because he already has ideas in his head, "Weren't you saying you had a meeting with the clients this week? When is that scheduled?"

"This Thursday.", you say unsuspectingly.

Seokmin grins big when he says, "When you go home you're gonna apply emergency leave for the remaining week. Let's see how things roll without you."

Your eyes go wide in shock, "I can't do that! Plus my manager won't approve it."

"They're called emergency leaves for a reason. And what's your manager gonna do about it? The most he can do is run his filthy mouth.", Seokmin reasons and you're laughing at how he's making questionable faces whenever your manager comes up in the conversation.

"Next you're gonna start applying for new jobs. Your workplace is toxic and sorry if I sound rude or demanding or controlling but I won't let you work somewhere where it costs you your mental health. You deserve to be appreciated for the efforts you're putting through, you deserve a better working environment."

You know what your boyfriend's suggesting is actually a real deal, not that you haven't pondered over this before. Having endured the dirty politics of the office for long actually fuels up in making up your mind.

"I think I'm gonna start applying for jobs.", you acknowledge and Seokmin hugs you in delight. When he does so you wonder where you'd belong if it's not to him.

"You don't even have to work through the notice period, you know I can provide for both of us unless you get another job.", he says and pinches the bridge of your nose, "But I also know your conscience won't allow you to do so, you won't leave that abruptly."

"Thanks Min. What would I do without you?",you whisper giving him a knowing smile. He pecks your lips before asking to wait as he runs off to somewhere.

Some moments later the area suddenly lights dimly in various colours making your eyes wonder in search of not anything in particular. Then falls a spotlight on the empty space to your front. You watch as your boyfriend walks in taking place into the circle of the light holding a what you assume to be a water bottle along with that a gas balloon, the thread tied on his wrist.

He looks at you, when your gazes meet his smiles ear to ear which turns out to be contagious because you're smiling wide too.

The characteristic goofy smile that he gives you tugs on your heart and when he's holding the bottle as a makeshift mic you're already laughing out loud.

"Silly", you call him out.

He points at you before he starts to sing.

And when he starts to sing, your eyes almost fall off the sockets because he's singing what you had never anticipated.

"Dogs goes woof, Cat goes meow...", he starts to sing so soulfully that if you didn't know the lyrics and the song you'd mistake it for some melody, "Bird goes tweet and mouse goes squeek…"

He's jumping around, hoping from one place to another, hitting notes effortlessly with such parodical expressions that you're sliding down the bench, holding your cheeks that are aching from all the laughing.

And when he goes quiet all of sudden, you squint eyes at him. He closes up to you and sings again, "But there's one sound, that no one knows......."

He hold the bottle to your mouth, urging you to continue and you're choking and bubbling out giggles when you manage to say, "What does the fox say?"

You are wrong to think this couldn't get funnier, your boyfriend couldn't get funnier. Because he's know holding the balloon and untying the thread. Next he's inhaling the gas which you're sure now that it's helium.

And that's it, that's what made you goner.

With his husky voice turning shrillest he winks at you and aggressively does the did, sings the catch part of the song.

"Ring-ding-ding-ding-dingeringeding!Gering-ding-ding-ding-dingeringeding!"

You're rolling on the ground, kicking legs in the air, clutching your stomach in case it bursts open from excessive laughing.

"M-Min, please stop or I'll really combust.", your strained voice is pleading, "This is ridiculous, what are you?"

Seokmin gets the scare of his life as he takes the literal meaning of your words and stops instantly. And you regret taking a look at his expression because it's so funny that you're laying down again just to laugh.

"Are you done?", Seokmin tugs on your sleeves, "This wasn't supposed to be that funny. Why are still laughing? Do I look funny?"

You know he's sulking and teasing simultaneously so you're grabbing his face and pulling him down so that you could kiss him and gleefully he obliges.

"Idiot", you mumble against his lips once they part, "You're inhaling Helium and doing all sorts of hyping with this massive headache. It's gonna be worse."

"Anything to make you feel better.", he pecks your lips once again and says, "I'm so proud of you, Y/N. Never doubt your worth. I love you."

"And you're the best thing that happened to me. You should also be knowing how your presence itself can heal anyone around you. Love you too baby, thanks for being mine, for being with me.", You confess, honestly, feeling his face, asserting assurance.

He gets up and helps you to do so, "We'll pick up dinner from that takeaway truck on our way home."

"Fine, since it's late. I'll make you chicken soup tomorrow.", You say, "Let's go, I need to apply for leave and prepare the seperation papers as well."

"Sounds like a plan, but first let's return the bottle to aunt, her stall is still open. She must be waiting for us and also, gotta tell her to switch off the lights."

Aunt has been integral part of your journey with Seokmin. She runs a stall by the riverside and you had met her through Seokmin, the old woman is quirky, funny and an absolute lovebug. She loves you both as her own and you both reciprocate the same.

As Seokmin skips all the way ahead of you, calling your name to show random things he sees on the ground, your heart swells in your chest. You thank heavens for letting you have Seokmin to lean on.

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[felysline]

CAMMY_CORNER.TXT 🧖🏻‍♀️💐

SOOOO. i just saw this enormous list of oc asks (thanks to da best @youredreamingofroo for the post shout-out slash reblog!) that are soooo interesting. i can't help but to think of putting camilla for it. so despite the fact that every question is supposedly answered through the ask-box, i'm gonna independently answer them one by one 💆🏻‍♀️

disclaimer: this is just me being a li'l too bored as a senior year foreign language student and a full-time shai g. a. simp, ‘kay 🦭

PEOPLE.

what colour are her eyes and is there anything special from her eyes?

her eyes are dark grey, but can be seen as light grey when exposed to lights! she has a pair of deer-y eyes that mostly makes her look like she's sleepy or not attentive when not smiling.

is she a good liar?

ABSOLUTE-FREAKING-LY. she's born to an actress mom, so acting like this and that never happened or this and that happened is one of her fortes. but, she only lies when necessary.

does she believe in ghosts?

she's never seen or beefed with one, but she believes and spares an interest in urban legends, especially since indonesia is cramped with them. like whenever there's a horror thread on twitter, you can catch her reading all that until it's adapted into a horror movie. doesn't mean she actually watches horror movies, though, aha

what emotion she has trouble dealing with?

inadequacy. asian families are pretty known for their strict generational standards. so, as a daughter from highly-educated parents, she struggles with the standards that they put on her. which is why now she studies abroad and tries to juggle every bit of her interests.

what makes her cry? does she cry easily?

again, inadequacy. she only cries once every six months, but that ‘once’ is mostly due to her built up inferior and inadequate feelings for herself, her parents, her family, and the people who care for her.

is she quick to violence?

not at all. but she boils her anger, omh.

what are some of her habits that will take some getting used to?

passive-aggressiveness! she's known as this happy-go-lucky sweetheart who can get along very well. but, she tends to hold grudges over icks that leads to her being passive-aggressive. it's not once or twice that she has dumped her exes by gaslighting them they're at fault for bla-bla-bla when she's actually in the wrong too, especially for keeping her anger without communicating the problems.

what is her family like?

the whitfield family is a four-souled family with a strict yet harmonious dynamic! lore-wise, cammy's father is a president director of an insurance company in indonesia, while her mother is a business-graduate actress in indonesia. so, strictness comes like a meteor shower day by day, hitting cammy until she's able to sculpt herself into the standards of her parents: independent, successful, and honorable. her mother is the strictest of all and she's actually more of a daddy's daughter. but, she's gained the luck to be constantly supported by her parents wherever she goes. “just remember, stick to the standards,” her mom always says.

when scared, does she "flight" or "fight"?

scared of something human? fight. scared of something that possibly brings her to a near-death experience? FLIGHT, MATE.

does she fall asleep easily? what helps her sleep?

will continue the asks later when i'm bored and not watching my man clutching 40 points in one game :3

sadly, no.. she's a night owl who can only sleep at two in the morning. she's only taken one nap for the past four months. but what helps her sleep, realistically, is adonis. aha.

FOOD & DRINKS. [SOON]

what is her go-to breakfast?

what is her favorite sweet treat?

does she prefer ordering or cooking food?

does she prefer hot or cold drinks and what is her favorite?

does she eat her fruits and veggies? what are her favorites?

what is her favorite cake flavor?

#lys_whitfield #itscamilla #fel.txt

[utahlive]

This ask isn't directly for Wilbur or the blog, but rather the person who runs this. A bit of an ooc ask about world building and expanding this universe since I'm invested

Are we as the audience perceived as people in this universe watching this show/documentary about Utah at our homes, sending in questions via telephone. Or are we just random people that show up in the gas station and keep coming back one by one at random times to talk about the "Dabi cosplayer". (I'd like the imagine the second one; just a but of faceless people pressed up against the glass outside asking the weirdest questions. Fits the vibe)

Do you, the owner of this blog, have a part to play in the universe? Are you the director to the show, a main camera man, or something else.

The fanart that's made for this blog, I'd like to imagine it's—again—just faceless people running up and slapping drawings they make on the convince store windows and running off, leaving the producers and Wilbur with it. Stuff like that :]

Im gonna be honest I said I was gonna do author q&a today specifically so I could answer this ask because I feel weird just answering it willy-nilly

I tend to be... pretty bad at storytelling. I always get wayyy too into my own head, and things get so complicated to a degree where only I can understand whats going on, which is something im obviously trying very hard to avoid. However I don't wanna sacrifice the story I want to tell, so I'm just doing my best here.

One of the biggest limitations right now is that I'm just struggling to explain exactly how the world works/the translation between "Utah" and irl/us. The biggest ones are time and what exactly is being aired, because obviously it doesn't take one whole day to answer two questions, but I don't have the energy to answer more than two q's per day. And of course the 'film crew' arent actually filming Wilbur while he's sleeping or anything like that, but it's hard to tell the story I want to tell without having scenes like that. Im hoping that things will get smoother as we go, but for now I've just been making it so that episodes that dont have 'transcript's in them aren't filmed (or have "artist rendition" notes), and lets say that even though its been over a month of answering questions for us, it's only been two or three weeks for wilbur.

As for what you guys are, you're viewers who are calling in from home! Kinda like a radio show. No one is physically showing up to the store or his house (that would be really funny though). I did have some scrapped ideas that I may bring back later about the film crew, but for now "they" dont have any deeper place in the story. I'm the camera man, I guess! I've been imagining it as just some guy with a camera in one hand, a headset to listen to calls, and a little paper pad to write down answers.

There are 886 asks in the inbox right now! Not all of them are asks, some of them are just comments about whats happening (which I love, I <3 hearing what you guys think) but unfortunately I can't answer all of them. I have a general outline so whenever I do pick story/plot asks, its ones that fit that outline, and every other time I just try to be funny.

nor/mal (jk. he/they/xe)

I was typing out the whole story and reasoning behind the pictures I chose but it was getting way too long (because I ended up going down a rabbit hole). Basically I found an old blog from 2010 where a girl had posted a picture of her room, it was a very positive post so I didn't think it would be offensive to use it (also there's a comment from 2016 on the blog post asking if the image can be used as reference, no reply, the author of the blog has not logged in for years). The bathroom was made in the Sims 4/I used pictures of my own dorm bathroom

smoked a blunt in the woods and thought about cwilbur's character arc a little too hard

im shy 👉👈

fucks me up that people continue to think about this blog after liking/reblogging

#utahlive #4th wall break #drugs #cw drugs

[papakhan]

Lol why would someone even say that. Like... idk im transmasc im personally mortified of the idea of getting pregnant but... its none of my business if another man wants to be pregnant why would there be any judgement there 😭😭😭 plus the post was very funny people need to stop projecting over a sillay little post. Have a good night king the haters dont get it

the thing is I totally understand trans guys being uncomfortable with the concept of (trans) men getting pregnant. In our society its a very gendered concept, it gets fetishised by weirdos online all the time and to a lot of (especially queer) afab people its strongly associated with control and abuse. I totally get it. That was me not so long ago but after a lot of research I became more comfortable with it because I want to have children one day. I shouldn't have to expose this part of myself as a defence against people calling me transphobic when I am literally trans and half the fight for trans people is "my body my choice"

what gets me is that the tumblr fallout community gets in this fucking argument allll the fucking time over whether the fallout universe should be "dark and gritty and ~realistic~" in regards to Everyone being transphobic Or if the wasteland should be some kind of trans haven without the binds of society. I personally lean on the latter and get a lot of comfort out of the idea that the Great Khans specifically are a bastion of trans joy and experience and to them women having dicks and men giving birth is just. normal.

the end goal for trans people should be to de-gender concepts like pregnancy and penis but we're never gonna fucking get anywhere if trans people project their dysphoria onto each other and start self-flagellating themselves whenever someone steps out of line or makes a stupid joke.

And yeah this is an overreaction to someone critising a stupid post of mine but I'm more mad at the wider culture of the fallout community (and tumblr) regarding this topic because like I said shit like this keeps happening. part of my job is about educating people about trans bodies and saying shit like "don't assume who can and can't get pregnant" and trying to help fellow trans people find comfort in a country that's actively trying to get them all murdered. To then log onto tumblr dot com and get called transphobic because I said I love headcanoning Papa as trans and him being able to deflect the Legion's misogyny because of his transness is like a slap to the face. you guys are meant to be the transgender love website what the fuck are you talking about?? Also Saying that I'm enabling transphobia by allowing people who arent trans men to reblog my post is also stupid and for the record most people in my notes right now are either trans people who are genuinely agreeing that Papa is trans or ghost fans who think I'm talking about their band (but are still trans and still agreeing).

sure maybe I should have put a trigger warning on the post or something because it might trigger someone's dyphoria, but just say that. Don't act like I'm the problem and that I'm too stupid to recognise internalised transphobia and calling me "too comfortable with joking about trans bodies" when 1. I wasn't joking About trans bodies and 2. ITS MY FUCKING BODY

My joke was about how Caesar cant handle Papa being trans. it was a joke about how society cant handle trans people who they can't clock. it was also a joke about how Papa comes from a society where transness is so normalised that he wrongfully assumes that its something everyone can do. At no point was I "nasty about trans bodies" like this person claims I was. In fact I think that pretending that I was says more about how they view trans bodies than it does about how I do, That I can mention trans pregnancy and they automatically assume I'm fetishing or being disrespectful.

anyway. that's a lot of shit. thanks for letting me ramble and tucking me into bed so sweetly <3

#ask to tag #txt

[milk-ducts]

You're really out here thinking u don't have a relevant internet presence?? lmao please, ur like one of the best invincible blogs i follow and ur art is just beyond stunning. i LIVE for the rare moments u post those gorgeous drawings, u capture these characters in a way no one else does and have such a way with color picking and rendering AHHHH. And don't even get me started on your character analyses, like the way u pick apart immortal and cecil just makes me see them in an entirely different way and anytime you post i know im in for a treat

you're a gem in this fandom and we're so lucky to have u, i just wish u were more active but i get it, life happens. i'm always happy whenever i see u post SOMETHING, even if it's just you reblogging other artists. point is, we love u, i love u, and u better know how much u mean to ur followers

i love u so much u funky little creature keep doing u and being the light of my dash. merry christmas, here's to another year of me thirsting after your art and yelling into the void abt how much i adore u. <333

WTF…,…. IM LITERALLY GONNA KILL MYSELF WJAT./.,… /J i seriously have such a hard time seeing any sort of value and or relevance in the things i post but msgs like this remind me there r actually ppl out there who do enjoy and look forward to my rambles n doodles,, and i am just,, so grateful……………. !!!!!

LIKE U DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME AAAAHHH THANK U THANK U THANK U.. IM ON MY KNEES. i feel so blessed to have followers like u who stick around even when i disappear for months on end.,, just know that anytime i do post, it's literally only becuz of sweethearts such as urself motivating me from the shadows <3 i appreciate every single one of u more than words can describe,, i wish yall would get more active here as well !! (INVINCIBLE TUMBLR FEED),, its such a great fandom filled w sm wonderful and talented ppl on here !!!

ALSO ANON U BETTER KNOW I LOVE U TOO U PRECIOUS ANGEL!!!!! LIKE IF I COULD REACH THRU THIS SCREEN N SMOOCH U I WOULD!!! AWAGHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGjHGGUIOIUFYG i hope the rest of ur holidays are as bright and cheerful as u made mine today. ur the best bb now if u'll excuse me imma go cry myself 2 sleep bc i can't handle this kind of stuf….. (also.. it is lat,e,, for me .. < 3 gn everyone)

#milky.txt #milkyasks

[therealpizzaheadiswear]

HAHAHAHA! HELLO! HI!

Welcome to my blog! I'm Pizzahead, and we're gonna have fun here, haha!

This site is gonna be one of my first interactions with the world outside of my tower, but haha, i'll manage!

(psst, hey! i'm the person who runs this thing. this is also my first time doing anything like this, so sorry if it's bad.)

(anyways, i'm gonna speak in these parenthesis just because i want people to know the difference in tags about whether Pizzahead or i am saying a thing.)

(so here are some rules btw-)

1: I could be a bit slow with asks sometimes. Sorry, but i got a life, and i can't control that. Just dont get angry or demand asks be turned on or answered or smth

2: I'm a minor, and i have friends that dislike NSFW! At their worst, keep asks mildly suggestive please! Otherwise they will be deleted

3: Basic DNI stuff (racist, homophobic, transphobic, etc.)

4: Don't be mean in general, unless its for RP reasons

(and if you want to refer to me, you can just call me RandMod. Okay now some other info...)

I think that one blue square on my blog is usually called "asks" by others or somethin? Well, haha, either way, mine are...

Open! Go ahead, don't be shy, ha! say whatever!

Closed! Sorry, heh, ya gotta come back later!

Hrm... Think that's about enough for now, ha! Bye!

(And also, here's my explanation on some of the tags ill use. I'm using them all on this post mostly to check if they don't exist yet...)

("Just silly pizza thoughts" will be used whenever Pizzahead is just saying things)

("Just sad pizza thoughts" will be used for AAAAAANGST!!! which apparently happens a lot ig)

("the RandMod speaks!" will be used whenever i make a post that's just me talking to you directly, or if i'm in a post)

("Pizzahead's art gallery" will be used when art is reblogged on this blog, which will be rare unless its direct fanart for this blog)

(And of course i will use the basic tags of "Pizzahead" and "Pizza Tower" for each post)

(Oh, and you can do just about whatever with the stuff from this blog as long as u credit it, and it abides to the rules from earlier)

(Alright then, uh... bye. Hope you have some sort of fun with this...)

#(im trying my best okay?) #Just silly pizza thoughts #the RandMod speaks! #Pizzahead's art gallery #Just sad pizza thoughts #pizza tower #pizzahead

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

Questioning NPD culture is only checking your notes on desktop because you need to see the Graph of Popularity every time before you read the individual notes like it's the morning paper and whenever the graph says you have less notes today than yesterday you get offended even when you know the reason is that you just woke up and haven't posted anything to get notes yet and notes haven't had time to roll in, but if you're still low by the end of the day you have to figure out how you could flop like that (90% of the time it's not having time to post a lot that day, the rest of the time I jump to "tumblr put everyone on the non-chronological dash again so none of the good stuff reaches its audience"). But when the graph goes up instead it's like heck yeah we are so back and I'm gonna keep that guy going UP... while knowing full well that ups and downs are never trends cuz you have studied them for ten years and meaningful lasting change in daily notes happens slowly and is only visible on the graph when you get an extra viral post in addition to your current stable note income popular posts (which are your beloved children)... But how dare people not reblog more of your original stuff so it can go viral do they not understand that unlike them you do not fear tumblr fame you have been seeking it since day one and come far but not nearly far enough. You're not gonna stop until this wretched site crumbles* beneath your feet. - King👑

*it will either crumble from the weight of my success or it will crumble on its own the day the annual "tumblr is dying" panic actually holds merit

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#npd culture is #questioning npd culture is #npd #actually narcissistic #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b #-king👑

[kheprriverse]

You have to stop making such amazing art. Tumblr is so restricting I can’t possibly reblog it enough /lh But alas. Words also have meaning, right?

Be warned: I may not make any sense because I’m tired <3

Your art is literally so. Inspiring though. Your style is so beautiful and pretty and it’s just somehow— It makes me want to create? Honestly. I’d love to have a style like yours, but also I’m happy with mine! So instead, the inly valid thing to do is EAT YOUR ART AND REBLOG SO MANY TIMES!!! I’m keeping my own style, and building off it: While you and other artists do the same with what you do!

That being said. Your art just makes my day sometimes. Seeing you post gives me such joy and anytime I see the stupid silly (Cedar /Affec) it’s an instant giggling and kicking my feet like a feral child. So much stimming happens, and I literally love every design and thing you come up with. It’s just. Woah <3

My want to eat art is always at a 10/10: Let me consume the heckin heckles out of everything. Like. shredding the entire walls up. Such zoomies from art. Everything about your art most times just feels. Soft and cozy. Makes it feel like home sometimes and probably tastes like. Fluff. (That’s not a taste but whatever. It counts in my brain?) Maybe even like some sweet candy or dish, idek. Tastes aren’t tasting but damn art does arting?

Not only are you a cool and amazing talented artist, you’re also such a cool person beyond that and just so sweet I would just like to hug, yknow? Strangely I feel like I should be like. Somewhat intimidated because COOL PERSON ARTIST WOAH YOU INTERACT WITH ME??!? But also, I’m not… Really that intimidated? I don’t know, feel welcoming, just like the feeling yoir art brings and its just. Comforting?

You and your silly goody personality is so amazing and you’re so talented, I’m gonna flee now back into the ground: Hopefully this made somewhat sense— And that you have a lovely week/day/month— Just time in general!

*descends away*

~ Z

No I won't stop! Only pretty designs and silly guys ✨! (I am also very tired so its all okay. Also apologies if you wanted this answered privately.)

Also I'm gonna cry abkvjadbvjkkdvbad /pos This means so much! I'm very bad with explaining how I feel but I'm gonna try my bets lmao. It makes me so happy to hear that people really like my stuff, AND think I'm a cool person! I want my space to be kinda chill, friendly, etc and I'm very glad that so far I've been doing a pretty good job :'D

tysm again! I'm very glad u like my stuff (and think I'm cool). I woke up a few hours ago with a headache, dizziness, and was just generally feeling kinda bad and couldn't go back to sleep. But seeing this ask has so far made my day 100 times better! I hope the space I provide continues to bring joy (or just general silliness) to you and others <3

(also I'm glad you like my art too. Ive been having weird issues looking @ my own art since December, which I've never had before, so it makes me become a little silly whenever I get a comment on it. Really improves my motivation and lot and helps me continue what I love most: drawing funny guys and beasties :>)

#anon #z anon #kheprriask #tysm for like the millionth time #also maybe almost started crying this morning?? its good dw #just makes me rly happy to hear this <3

[rosietrace]

Heyo Elosie 😊

Can I request interaction of Mitch with anyone or Felicitas? Thank u pookieee😊😊

PLS ELOSIE.... But of course, pookie 😈

Much like with Jas' ask, I'll be making a separate post for Felicitas!

Camilla Marigold — Thoughts on Mitch Reiss

Character Featured: Camilla Marigold

Mentioned: Mitch Reiss, Neige LeBlanche

Pairing: Camilla Marigold x Mitch Reiss

Warning(s): Cami /j, she just can't admit that she's attracted to him gdi, Mitch having to put up with her shenanigans, I'll finish their oneshot… Eventually /j, potentially ooc

[ Apologies for any out of character moments ]

[ Reblogs > Likes ]

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“He’s attractive, I'll give him that…. What?? You'd say the same thing if you saw him! Ugh, shut up, I'm not attracted to him, and I'm not desperate!! Now- Uhh- Have you seen him anywhere, I haven't seen him since before lunch-”

— Camilla Marigold

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Non-verbal Thoughts

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「 General Thoughts 」

˚₊· ͟͟͞➳❥ She's so intrigued by him, it's not even funny. Like, it can get fucking concerning how intrigued she is by this guy, like damn girl, what did he do-?

➜ Camilla's probably that one walking annoyance in Mitch's life /j, too bad he can't get rid of her!

➜ He doesn't really approve of her gossiping tendencies, but unfortunately, it's a part of Camilla that he can't really change. So, really, all Mitch has to do is to put up with it.

➜ It honestly surprised Camilla that he's (eventually) so protective over her well-being! She reminds him that she's capable of taking care of herself, but apparently, Mitch isn't easily swayed by her words.

➜ No matter how good Cami is at concealing how she really feels about Mitch, her serpents can't. They're practically nagging at her to talk to Mitch whenever he's within a 5-mile radius, and it annoys the hell out of her.

↳ It definitely doesn't help that some of them openly show affection towards Mitch.

➜ She's never gonna admit it to his face, but Cami envies Neige for having Mitch as a bodyguard. Like damn, leave some for the rest of us, Neige 💀

➜ Mitch tended to keep Camilla at arm's length when Neige was with him, at least at first. It annoyed Cami to no end, and it still does.

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「 Interactions 」

❐ They probably met when Mitch found Neige talking with Cami, and immediately figuring out that something was off. Specifically, about how…. Persistent Camilla was being with Neige.

➜ A rough start to their relationship! Mitch learned the hard way that Cami won't be easily persuaded to stop herself from doing what she does. And vice versa.

➜ Neige is thankfully oblivious to Cami's antics, and apparently, ships the two of them together without them knowing /hj

➜ Mitch doesn’t fear Camilla…. At least, not in the way he expected to fear her. And by that, I mean that Cami uses him as her personal target whenever she wants to put some new ‘babies’ (read: guns) to the test. Mitch just has to deal with it, ig.

➜ Much like Cami to him, Mitch isn't gonna admit that he finds her attractive. He doesn't know why, but he can't shake off an unusual feeling he gets when Camilla is close by.

➜ Hates her singing voice. And I can't blame him.

➜ Mitch is willing to give her the benefit of the doubt once they grow closer, but…. As mentioned before, he already knows he shouldn't expect much results from that.

➜ He wants to observe more of her, see what she's actually like behind that overly confident and manipulative mask of hers. To see how truly vulnerable she is, before he regrets things he'll never be able to change.

➜ …. It'll take a while for that to happen, though. Much like how it'll take just as — if not longer — for Camilla to confess to him.

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#twisted wonderland oc #twst oc #mutuals <3 #twst ocs #mutuals ask #mutuals asks #mitch reiss #camilla marigold #『 camilla 🐍 』 #「🌹」 oc interactions #oc asks! #asks!

[darkphoenix07]

Conflating Arousal

[An office love story] <enemies to lovers au>

Paring : Yunho x Johwa

Genre : Office Romance, Fluff, Angst, Smut, Kdrama vibe

Warning : Mention of blood, Child abuse, Sexual Assault, Self harm, Toxic relationship, Mature content.

Synopsis : What happens when the man you hate become your CEO?

"If you have problem with me, Ms. Im, you can give your resignation letter and leave, we don't need employees like you in here."

- Jeong Yunho

[ If you want me to add you in the taglist, just comment below. And reblog my post ( ͡°ᴥ ͡° ʋ). (I'm kinda comfortable with writing with names, not y/n as I was a Wattpad writer. So bear with me ♡) ]

Prologue

This asshole is never going to hold me, I'm doomed. I'm getting fired. I hope I die falling from the ladder. God, I am such a dumb.

Johwa's prayer goes in vein when she realizes being into someone's arms. As she opens her eyes, she sees her Ceo staring at her with both annoyed and disgusted face.

Making her stand on her feet, he steps away from her and she bows, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have..."

"Are you multilingual?" His sudden question makes Johwa look at him. Why should he care about her being multilingual?

"Yes...I love learning languages," she says.

"You are fluent in English and Spanish? What about Japanese?" He asks again.

"Yes, Japanese too...But why d-" she asks but gets cut off by him, "Because You're gonna be my part-time secretary from now."

"What? Why would I? You have a secretary," Johwa tells him forgetting what happened a while ago.

"You do not question me after what you did. You sign this contract and Mr. Choi gets to do double jobs or you don't sign this contract and lose this job. Valid," Yunho says taking out the file he brought for her when he entered looking for her.

Johwa looks down not being able to decide what to do.

What a cunning roach he is! I can't even decline the contract, fucking hell.

"I-I'll sign it," she takes the file in her hand and starts reading.

"After signing it, fix the room in front of your cabinets by 5 p.m. for me. I'll be working there from now on," he says making Johwa more surprised.

"And also keep it as clean as possible. If I see a little amount of dirt there, I'm gonna sue you for all these mess you've created. Keep this file on my new office after cleaning it, I'll send rest of my things," he says and leaves without even hearing her say 'yes sir or no sir' .

"What does he think he is? Why would he annoy me so much? What's with the secretary thing? What is going on, ugh!!!!" Johwa kicks the file cabinet and gets hurt, "Fuck my life!!!"

3 p.m.

"Isn't it too much? She has been working since the morning," Seonghwa says coming out from his room staring at Johwa ordering people coming with furniture.

Wooyoung is on his laptop working without breaks or else he might burst out badly. Everyone was quite after Johwa told them what she had to do because Jeong Yunho is in power now. He can do anything with them either spinning them like a puppet or taking their mental peace away, its his choice and they can do nothing about it for now.

"Wooy-" San tries to talk to him but, "Don't say a word, I might punch you. Let me work," Wooyoung says and San sits back on his chair. He doesn't even know what to do. Yunho hasn't done a good thing, he is being too harsh. Just because he wants to give Mingi breaks, doesn't mean he have to choose Johwa as his another secretary. He could have hired one but why he is after her?

Time keeps passing by as Johwa keeps working without breaks making rest of them worried about her. She doesn't want to shit talk about her CEO anymore because it's like whenever she talks shit about him, he appears around him out of nowhere which is why she is a few steps away from losing her dear job.

"Ms. Im, have you finished?" As soon as Johwa looks at her watch and sees it's 5 a.m. Jeong Yunho appears at the door. She looks at him in disbelief, How annoyingly punctual he is!

"Yes, sir. I have finished working. Your room is ready," Johwa says with a sarcastic smile and Yunho enters in the room judging the whole area.

"There are some changes in the interior, I didn't want these plants," he says looking at the plants kept at a corner in a white vase.

"I added them because I thought it might look nice," Johwa says trying to read his expression if he is mad about it or not.

"Not bad," Yunho says and turns around, "You're dismissed for today. You can do your job now."

"Thank you, sir," Johwa bows and leaves the room as fast as she can because she can't stand that tallroach for another second.

As she sees her colleagues, she drops on her knees, "Guys, I'm gonna die." San goes running towards her, "Hey, what's up. What did he say?"

"That I can do my own job now as I've finished his, ugh. He is still there so don't ask me anything. I can't say a single good thing about him," Johwa says and San helps her stand.

Wooyoung just looks at her once then start working again. He understood that Johwa remembers about the night and now she is embarrassed, avoiding Wooyoung whenever she can. She didn't hug Wooyoung and is being very weird which tells Wooyoung she didn't want it to happen. It was merely a mistake for her which wasn't for him. He wanted that, he was in half sense and he remembers every little detail. How soft her lips were, how she called his name and trailed her fingers on his neck.

I shouldn't blame her for not wanting this. What am I even thinking?

"Hey, where are you lost?" San's voice breaks Wooyoung's thoughts. He almost forgot that he came to San's house after work after Johwa ditched him for the thousand times.

"Nothing, I'm just..."

"Thinking about the kiss?" San finishes his line making him surprised.

"How did you know?" Wooyoung asks.

San smirks handing him the beer, "I know everything, my friend."

"She told you about it?" Wooyoung asks and San nods, "Maybe."

"What did she say? Was she disgusted? Did it remind her of those bad memo-"

"Wooyoung, calm down. Let me tell you what happened. You don't even let me drink my beer peacefully."

"Wooyoung is mad because he doesn't have a good history with Yunho. It ended badly with them," San tells Johwa but suddenly sees Johwa's eyes getting big for the 100th time.

"What happened to you?" San asks.

"Speaking of Wooyoung, I feel like I have kissed him last night," Johwa says as a flashback comes in her mind.

"WHAT? You did what?" San asks her again because it's unbelievable for him to believe too.

"I pulled him on for the kiss for sure but why would I do that? He must have swayed by me. How am I supposed to face him?" Johwa asks San showing horror in her face.

San sighs trying to adjust the atmosphere, "Maybe he wanted to kiss you too," he says trying to learn about her feelings so he can ease his best friend later.

"Did he? I mean, why would he? I'm just his best friend..." Johwa says looking down, slapping her lips twice, "Stupid Johwa," calling herself things.

San slaps his forehead understanding she has got no idea about Wooyoung's feelings, maybe she never wanted to face it because she is scared, "You never know. Sometimes best friends can be more than best friends."

"I don't think that's the case for us. We literally hit each other twice a day," Johwa says taking out her phone, "We are like siblings. He even bought sanitary pads for me thrice."

"So, he is a like a brother to you?" San asks trying to make sure what she said.

"No, he is not but we are the same and we are weird. I don't even know. Hell, I gotta work or else I will have to overwork," Johwa gets up but turns around, "Don't tell anyone about it. I'll die of embarrassment."

"I won't," he says but it wasn't a promise, so he can tell Wooyoung, right?

"So, what are you trying to imply, Choi San?" Wooyoung asks him turning the tv on.

"I am trying to say that you should make a move for the fuck's sake or else you might lose the chance," San says sipping his beer.

Wooyoung sighs and faces San, "Listen, I need time, okay? I need time to understand my feelings too. My whole life I haven't been in a serious relationship and I have hurt girls. She is my best friend and I can't risk our relationship for my feelings. I gotta differ between love and... wanting to... whatever, let me watch the movie."

"So, you're only sexually attracted to her, that's it?" San asks narrowing his eyes earning slaps from Wooyoung, "I am not saying that, I am just unsure. I don't want to make her my fling. She will get hurt."

"So, you agree you've inappropriate thoughts being around her?"

"San, I swear I'm gonna strangle you. It's more than that," Wooyoung gets more mad.

"See, you love her. You are overprotective around her, you're so obsessive too," San says trying to prove a point but Wooyoung looks away drinking his whole beer.

"Listen buddy,if you don't try to make a move, someone else will steal her away. Don't come to me crying then. Why do I sound like those typical female best friends?" San says seeing Wooyoung not caring about it.

"You'll end up being the sad second lead this way," San again warns him and he just gives San a death glare.

"I won't let it happen. I won't let anyone be around her. I'll tell her before that," Wooyoung says focusing on the movie.

I hope, you can do that soon, San thinks staring at him.

Weeks later

"Johwa, are you not coming here?" Wooyoung asks her calling as they are having a party at Hongjong's house.

Johwa seems tired, "I am still working. I can't come yet. I don't think I can come. You guys conti-" suddenly she feels her phone taken away from Yunho. She looks at him, her eyes poking out. "No phone while working, Ms. Im," he says handing another file to her.

She grits her teeth staring at him and he cuts the call, throws her phone on the table then goes back to his room where he can see Johwa sitting there clearly.

She sees Wooyoung calling her again but Yunho nods staring at her so she doesn't pick it up. Johwa declines the call and starts working with her computer again.

10:30 p.m.

"I've mailed you all of the files, Mr. Jeong," Johwa says standing in front of his room.

"You can leave now," Yunho says standing up with his coat, "Good work," he leaves after switching the lights off.

Johwa takes her bag and leaves for the elevator but sees it closing. So, she starts taking the stairs. But suddenly she hears the elevator opening again, "You can come in if you want to."

Johwa looks at him, "I am fine, you can leave."

Most importantly, I have no wish to go down with you.

"It's 14th floor," he says.

Johwa smirks, "I thought you know I can climb down 14th floor, Mr. Jeong."

"That was a punishment for being rude. It's dark down there, you might fall too," he says still holding the button.

Why am I even insisting?

Johwa looks down and realizes her body aching so bad. It won't be a good idea if she doesn't get inside the elevator. So, she walks into the elevator.

The elevator closes and they seem calm now. Johwa looking at her phone calling Wooyoung but he isn't picking up.

They might have left the house.

She thinks not caring about Yunho being beside her. As the elevator opens, she leaves the office.

"I won't even get any taxi now," She tells herself looking around.

Suddenly Yunho's car appears in front of her, "You can hop in if you want to."

Why is he being so good with me?

"No, thanks. I will find a taxi," she declines the offer looking away. But suddenly it starts thundering which makes her look into his car.

"I don't think I'll fine one before it rains," she says and opens Yunho's car door sitting inside.

As she tells her direction, Yunho starts driving.

"Why would you help me after making me work all day?" She asks.

"Don't you think you talk so informally?" Yunho asks.

"I'm sorry," Johwa says looking outside the window.

"It was getting late," Yunho answers focusing on his driving.

Suddenly Johwa's phone start ringing. She gets happy picking it up, "Woo."

"Where are you? It is going to rain heavily, it can get dangerous" Wooyoung asks.

"I'm coming home. Are you home?" Johwa asks.

"We all are inside of your house, I mean San, Yeosang and me. Come safely," Wooyoung says.

"Don't worry, Mr. Jeong is dropping me," Johwa says.

Wooyoung's heart clenches a bit hearing the name. Why would he?

"Alright, be safe," Wooyoung says and cuts the call feeling unwell with the matter.

It starts raining heavily as soon as she cuts the call. Johwa's eyes start sparkling as she looks outside, "What a day! Wow," she smiles as some drops of water touches her face, the smell healing all the tensions of her body.

How can she think it's a good day after I ruined her whole day?

Yunho wonders seeing her so happy with raining. "Ms. Im, my car is getting wet."

"Oh, I'm sorry," she locks the window wiping off her face with her hand for removing the water drops.

That's the last sentence was spoken in the car. It gets so quite inside as they don't know how to continue any conversation.

These weeks were so hard for Johwa but she tried remaining as calm as she can being happy with the fact that San is working as both Marketing manager and literary agent. But this man is more workaholic than Hongjong so she is turning into another which is very annoying. She has always thought that overworking is very unhealthy but there's no way she can escape it, so accepting it is the best choice.

"That's it, you can drop me here," Johwa says and realizes, the rain has gotten bad. It's impossible to see clearly at this point.

Yunho stops the car and looks around. He might crash his car if he drives now.

What am I supposed to do? He looks at his watch and it's already 11. There isn't any hotel nearby either.

"Mr. Jeong, you can come over. We were planning on staying up all night anyway," Johwa says.

She doesn't want to leave him here where he helped her a while ago or else she wouldn't be able to reach home.

But he left you and your best friend to die.

A voice faints inside her but she tries to neglect it.

I can't do what he did to me.

"It's fine, I'll just wait here until the rain calms down," Yunho says not understanding what she meant by them.

"Please Mr. Jeong, I'm returning a favor," she says not realizing her own voice.

"I don't think you'll be able to go home in an hour or two," Johwa says and Yunho nods, "Alright, let's go."

"You can park your car inside, I'm waiting here, in the garage," she says and opens the car door to hurry inside the apartment but someone pulls her in his arms as soon as she peaks outside.

She gets startled and then notice, the owner of the hands on her arm is Wooyoung who is holding an umbrella above her, "Oh my God," she hits him, "I almost died."

Wooyoung chuckles staring at her, "You're such a pain in my ass."

"You have one?" She asks leaving Wooyoung flustered.

"Want me to show you? Let's head inside first," he says, "Oh, wait."

He looks at Yunho and, "Thanks for dropping her," then holds her into his arms walking inside.

Yunho keeps looking at them as they faded inside. They're always sticking together, which hurts. It brings back the hold wounds, it's like stabbing the same place again and again, it's never ending pain.

He doesn't belong there anymore, no more.

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As they gets inside the garage corridor, Wooyoung closes the umbrella.

"Wooyoung, you go upstairs, I'm waiting for Mr. Jeong," she says making Wooyoung look at her with a question.

"I told him to come over because it's pouring so bad," Johwa says rubbing the back of her neck.

Wooyoung sighs rolling his eyes, "Why would you do that?"

"He helped me, so I'm just," she says looking into his eyes.

"Don't do that eye thing. That's your house, your wish," Wooyoung says.

Johwa stands on tiptoes, "What eye thing?"

And their head fills with the night they kissed filling them with embarrassment. Wooyoung gulps staring at Johwa. All of his hidden desires poking in his stomach giving him flashbacks of her smile, her hands around him. Oh this girl controls him so well!

Yunho's clearing throat brings them back to the earth, "Let's get inside," Johwa says running in front of the elevator.

Wooyoung mentally thanks Yunho for coming in time or he might have lost it.

As they reach inside her apartment, San throws a controller at Johwa, "Save me this once, I'll treat you."

Johwa catches it and Yeosang gets mad, "San, you're such a cheater, you're not sup-" Yeosang stops as he notices Yunho with them.

San starts jumping as Yeosang's player loses, "You lost, you freaki-" he notices Yunho behind Johwa too.

Ahnjong comes out from the kitchen with the box of finished pizza and realizes the tension inside here.

"Welcome home, Mr. Jeong," she tries to break the tension and San looks around the mess they have created. Yeosang starts arranging the sofa and snacks.

"Mr. Jeong, you may sit here for now. Well, guys, It was raining heavily outside so I told him not to drive," Johwa says but Yunho doesn't seem so comfortable with the fact that everyone is around him, staring at him, glaring at him like they are about to savor him. This is beating him up, it's like someone is strangling him but he is unable to fight it.

"Mr. Jeong, you may sit there," Johwa says and he realizes that he was lost in thoughts.

"Alright," he and sits on the sofa as it's clear now.

"Where is Eunseo?" Johwa asks as she doesn't seem anywhere.

"She is asleep in her apartment, maybe she was too tired," Yeosang replies and Johwa nods.

She grabs Ahnjong's hand and drags her in her room closing her door, "Can you keep up conversations with the tallroach? These boys can't, I'm sure."

"For their history with him?" Ahnjong asks and Johwa nods, "Probably and I can't even force them."

"Alright, it's upon me. You don't need to worry. Go change into something comfortable and join us," Ahnjong says.

"Okie, bubba," Johwa hugs her smiling.

Some people in her life, really makes her feel so grateful and Ahnjong is one of them. Life would suck if she wouldn't be here with her. Things would be more difficult for her than now. She should be grateful now, shouldn't she?

Johwa comes back after some moments and see Yunho is not there. Only three of them standing there, taking Ahnjong's glare at them.

"What happened? Where is Mr. Jeong?" Johwa asks.

"I don't know man, I can't handle these kids anymore. I'm done," Ahnjong says falling on a sofa.

Johwa opens the door and starts leaving but Wooyoung grabs her hand, "He doesn't deserve your kindness, Johwa."

"When a man cares about a girl's safety, I will care about his safety and you know why," Johwa says turning at him.

He leaves her hand, "He is such a manipulator, you know nothing about that person."

"I will know myself if I have to," Johwa says and leaves running as she takes the elevator.

She shouldn't argue with her best friend for someone she doesn't like. But his care for her safety moved her in another way which is why she thinks, San was right. He is not that bad. Something happened with him, maybe.

She reaches in the basement and searches for his car. Finding it nowhere, her heart starts getting heavy. She invited him home but she couldn't treat him right. This wasn't right. She did unfair with him.

As she is about to lose hope, she realizes seeing him in his car. As she sneaks inside wanting to call him, she sees Yunho crying thumping on the car, pulling his hair. Like it's hurting so much inside, it's bothering a lot.

What did they do up there? She wonders.

Suddenly Yunho notices her and looks at her.

"Mr. Jeong..." She gulps as he comes out from his car furiously.

He stands in front of her, "Why are you here?" His tone is harsh like he is about to tear her apart.

"I-I didn't want you to go," she says retreating as he is walking towards her.

"You did it on purpose, didn't you? You humiliated me on purpose. You took revenge on me," he rasped with angry tears in his eyes making Johwa more scared of him.

"No, Mr. Jeong you're wr-"

"I AM NOT WRONG, I NEVER WAS," Yunho says and Johwa realizes, she is stuck in front of a car.

He is terrifying her, her heart is beating so fast that it's making her knees weak. She shouldn't have come, it's bad. She might lose it right now as her breathing gets heavier.

"Why would you do that?" Yunho asks looking into her eyes. She is looking everywhere but at him, "Answer me, what have I done to you?" As he growled, Johwa's eyes get teary flinching.

"I-I am...I..." her lips trembling, tears dropping down her cheeks.

"Get out," Yunho says but Johwa still trembling underneath him.

"I said LEAVE," Johwa again flinches getting stuck there. Her legs don't want to move neither her lips.

"How dare you?" Suddenly Wooyoung comes dragging Yunho's shoulder, punching him on the face startling Johwa more.

Yunho looks at him wiping off the blood in the corner of his lips.

"Jo, are you okay? Jo, look at me. Jo, everything is fine. You're fine. Hey," Wooyoung tries to make her look at him holding her cold hands.

"I-I can't mo-," she can't even finish her word, Wooyoung takes her in his arms and shoots Yunho another glare then leaves the basement.

As he takes her home, everyone starts asking what happened but Wooyoung straight takes her into her room and places her on the bed, "Won't you have food?"

She nods curling into her bed not being able to stop crying.

"Try to sleep, I'm here," Wooyoung says holding her hands, giving him as much surety as she needs.

It had been years since what she went through but some wounds cut so deep that it takes time to heal those. Anything, anytime brings back those horror which is happening to her.

I hope he feels as terrible as you right now.

Wooyoung thinks caressing her cheeks, wiping her tears, "You're safe, no one is gonna hurt you," when I am with you...

Weekends passes by as normal as before. Even after weekend, Yunho is as harsh as he can with Johwa making her work so much. Rain has become as stubborn as Jeong Yunho which Johwa thinks. It doesn't want to stop all day, all night.

But at least rain is better than him.

Johwa tried to make Wooyoung understand that Yunho became furious because she saw him crying but Wooyoung didn't want to listen a thing. In the end, their relation with each other has ruined more than before.

As for rain, it brought fever and cold in Johwa's life that she had to take leave. But her CEO didn't seem to believe her words.

"Sir, I swear I am not feeling well," Johwa says on the phone rubbing her nose with the last tissue.

"I need you in front of Zephyr in half an hour," Yunho orders her through the phone making her want to punch him this time.

"But si-"

"No, but. You're coming," he says and cuts the call.

"How inhuman he can be!" Johwa falls on her bed kicking in the air a few times then slaps herself so she can get ready as there is no other choice.

And when she looks at the place, Jeong Yunho brought her today, her desire to murder him starts waking up again.

"You called me because you want me to help you shopping?" Johwa asks him in disbelief, how disgusting a person can be?

"Yes, now get inside," he says and walks in.

Johwa starts laughing like a crazy woman and then fake cries as Yunho calls him again.

Today is your last day on the earth tallroach, l'll wipe off your peace today.

She runs after him getting inside the mall, "Why won't he wait for me?"

Suddenly she sees Yunho stopping and looking behind, "Ms. Im, can you walk faster?"

No I can't, I am sick. I have fever, I'm dying.

She stands in front of him breathing heavily, "I've come."

"I have come here to buy some gifts for my girlfriend, I thought you could help me suggesting," Yunho says staring at his phone.

He has searched a thousand of things to gift his girlfriend but none was satisfying him. None was enough for the love of his life.

"Your girlfriend..." Johwa starts thinking, "It depends on who she is."

"Moon Iseul," Yunho says showing her picture, "You should know h-"

"Oh my God, SHE IS YOUR GIRLFRIEND. HOW COULD SHE?" Johwa's sudden excitement amuses Yunho, "Why can't she be my girlfriend...?"

"I mean...I am a biiiiiiiiig fan. She is so pretty and se-I mean nice," Johwa slaps herself again, I've thirst posts about her on my Instagram archive.

"That's normal, she is an actress after all," Yunho says staring at her picture, Indeed the most beautiful woman.

"How did you meet her? What is she like? Oh my God, I can't believe," She keeps asking questions one by one but Yunho just glares at her, "You are here for work, Ms. Im."

"I'm sorry, sir," Johwa sometimes forgets being formal which she thinks a toxic trait of her. But can't even change it because of being so whimsical and stupid which is also her thought.

"However, you can plan a surprise. Like what couples do for each other. A surprise birthday night with various of gifts," Johwa says showing her sparkling eyes at him.

"But she has everything. I don't know what to give her," Yunho says.

"It doesn't matter when you love someone. You gift someone something and she will love those if she loves you back. It doesn't matter how many things she have, your one will always be her favorite ones," Johwa says smiling and feeling a little dizzy.

She is freezing even it's not snowing anywhere, maybe it's my fever but I'm glad when it's about the girl I have whipped for.

"Alright then, let's buy some things she likes," Yunho says starting walk again and Johwa starts running to keep up with him.

He should understand how tiny I am beside him, why would he walk so fast?

As they start shopping, he starts giving all the bags to Johwa which feels so inappropriate to her.

How can she date someone like him, she thinks as everything about him disgusts her.

"Ms. Im faster," Yunho orders her not stopping his shopping.

After mall, it's flowers, cake, diamonds and all the precious things someone can buy for someone they love.

On the other hand, Johwa is almost passing out from moving here to there without any rest. So, from evening to 10:50 they keep shopping and finally he reaches in front of her house. But it's raining again so they are waiting inside the car planning what to do next.

"You can just go inside and spend the time with her now. You've bought enough as far I think if my opinion matters," Johwa says feeling her temperature rising up.

And please let me go home, I wanna sleep.

"Alright, brings these inside then," Yunho says taking the bouquet only.

"Mr. Jeong, shouldn't you take all these b-"

"You don't order me. You do what I say," Yunho says not letting her finish her words.

How can he not stop bothering me, what have I done to him?

"I'm coming," she says and he leaves the car running inside.

There is no time to park his car and wait for the rain to stop, it's never ending. Though he gets wait, he runs inside to open the door.

Johwa follows him with the bags in her hands. As for her, she can't run. Her feet knees are trembling, her runny nose bothering her more, dizziness, nausea everything is making her sick that she gave up on running from the rain. Instead, she gets wet in the rain and follows Yunho as he unlocks the door.

The big corridor start making her feel like a never ending road while she gets mesmerized by the interior inside. It's like a dream to come inside her favorite actress's house but she had to come like this.

"You can take my car and go home. Give me the bags," Yunho says smiling and showing her the keys.

"Thanks but I don't need your car. I'll just call someone to pick me," she says with her tired eyes, I have no strength to drive right now.

"Oka-"

"On the couch? Really?" Suddenly they both hear Iseul's voice echoing in the living room.

As Yunho look and Johwa both look inside, Yunho's eyes fill with terror.

His girl underneath someone else, smiling like she smiles underneath him, giggling having kissed on her neck by someone else, melting in someone else's arms like she is his.

The bouquet he bought out of love for her is dropped on the ground making Iseul look at him.

"Oh my... Yunho, what are you doing here now," she fixes her half opened shirt which is surely the other man's. She looks terrified so as the man beside her.

"Mr. Jeong," but suddenly Johwa calls Yunho dropping all the gifts from her hands, starting to fall on the ground.

Yunho looks at her and catches her in his arms, "Ms. Im...", feeling her burning skin though she got wet in the rain.

What have I done to her?

Sometimes in life we get over something by getting into more difficult moments. But we should always thank ourselves for moving on because both things were difficult in different times. But we keep blaming ourselves, don't we all?

Will he focus on his heartbreak or fix the problem he created?

I'm happy that I wrote it :( I've been wanting to finish it for so long but ( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀) I couldn't. So, here I am with a new chapter. I'm sorry if there's any mistake, I didn't revise it.

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[littleseasalt]

Hi, y'all

At this point I'm sure everyone who followed me due to QSMP knows why I'm positing/what I'm about to talk about, so I'll spare y'all of the yada yada.

I'm sure some of you probably noticed the changes on my now deleted pinned and header. The reason I didn't post anything about it until now is that, as someone who wasn't necessary a victim (I'm not sure about two cases specifically), but did had a lot of close calls as I've been active in the internet ever since I was 7 years old, whenever I even thought about anything that I was happening I'd literally feel things phisically, so I avoided even thinking about the topic and even avoided seeing most of the stuff. I think the reason I can now post this is that, luckily, me and my brother had a dentist appointment with our recent graduated cousin and immediately afterwards I went to a friend's birthday party, which greatly improved my mood. Had that not been the case, I'm pretty sure I would have lost my sanity today, considering everything I've heard that happened today.

I wanted to say that I don't know if I'll continue to be in the QSMP fandom or continue to keep up with it. Maybe I'll stay for fitpac date on Tuesday but after that is a mystery to me. I also don't know what will happen to this blog, but most likely it's gonna become what it was before I joined the fandom- a blog I'd be active only once in a while to reblog some stuff from other fandoms (sonic, kingdom hearts, fall out boy, zelda, etc.). I don't know if I'll delete my posts about him and his character- I posted a lot about it so I would have LOTS of posts to delete and some might not even show up by searching, and after my mood comes to normal since I'm still in the post party good mood, I might not even have the stomach to look at that stuff to delete it.

Besides that, I want to ask y'all to please stay safe and do anything you need to keep your mental health about this subject. Delete Tumblr and twitter apps if you need to, accept any hang out invite you get from friends, do anything to distract yourself if the topic is too draining to you, specially if you're a victim or someone like me who had very close calls previously.

I only really dmd kia here, but if you thought I was cool and at some point wanted to dm me but never found the courage, or wanted to befriend me, I'm open to receiving friend requests on my discord! just dm me on Tumblr asking for my discord user (doing this so just I stay safe and don't end up accepting the wrong people as friends there).

This will be my pinned post, at least for a while

#simon says #idk if i should tag this as anything else but if i should please warn me and I'll add the tag once I wake up since im heading to bed rn

[egg-emperor]

Julian I'll never understand why so many anon's come out of nowhere to harass you. You seem like a chill guy and you always tag all your posts appropriately, especially if they contain potentially graphic/violent/offensive content. If these people are genuinely offended by your posts/headcanons , they would block those tags

yeah me neither :((( I wish people didn't become so toxic and violent over stuff like this, I don't understand why they think their real life toxicity and violence is justified over someone who just wrote it into a story. they think it's matched but it's not the same. they don't have to like it but that doesn't mean they should punish me and try to shut me down and ruin my passion and reputation over it.

I do always make sure to tag things appropriately when I remember. I have tags for violence and abuse etc themes in this series that I analyze and discuss and create involving these things and people can search them up on my blog to see that I do indeed do that. whenever I can remember, I make sure to add all the needed tags for people to filter

there are times I can admittedly forget because I have so many tags and it's hard to keep track, and of absolutely all the themes included in my posts but I try my best. for the times I've slipped up and gotten backlash, I always make sure to fix the tagging as soon as I realize but people still say I messed up on purpose and did it to hurt people and that's upsetting to me

I'm only human, there's gonna be times I mess up and don't remember everything but I should be sensibly corrected and asked to tag it, not harshly punished over it. people who are against me and tried to make me look bad have proof in DMs that I'm considerate of their comfort, as I asked them to tell me whenever they want something tagged if needed.

but just because I slip up or fail to consider everyone in the world could possibly react to my post and every single possible theme and tag should be applied, doesn't mean there's malicious intentions behind it. yet they assume it despite all my behaviour and even words said to them directly saying otherwise. then some have problem with me creating it at all, as if I should hide it and repress it

I mean there's even cases where I don't realize that the concepts I'm discussing are inherently abusive themes until people reblog it and tag as "abuse tw" and I'm like oh shit then immediately add that tag to my og post. it's because of my trauma and personal experience of receiving that behavior as the norm in my life and forgetting that not everyone goes through that and that it's even considered abusive

but yeah, I may slip up at times but I ALWAYS fix it ASAP if I realize or I'm requested to, no matter what it is. I'll always do things for people's comfort on here so they can filter it out. all they have to do is ask me if I've failed to do it first. it hurts when I'm accused of bad intentions or told that I should keep my creations to myself just because they aren't all wholesome and pure

they shouldn't accuse me of being a horrible person and warning others about me as if I'm a genuine threat before they even talk it out with me and ask me to tag what's making them uncomfortable. yet that's all that seems to happen as they never sensibly talk it through with me in private first before they make me an enemy and add me to block lists

anyway,- I'm very grateful to all of you that see my true heart and stick by me, it means a lot along with all of your feet sweet support. I'm very happy that I come off as the chill guy that I hope to to you and that I can bring posts that you enjoy! 😊💜

#asks

[shaineybainey]

I posted 128 times in 2022

17 posts created (13%)

111 posts reblogged (87%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@lacetulle

@transmarcus

@shaineybainey

@silvershewolf247

@neshabeingchildish

I tagged 111 of my posts in 2022

Only 13% of my posts had no tags

#lab rats - 48 posts

#fashion - 32 posts

#random fandom stuff - 31 posts

#gowns - 24 posts

#leo dooley - 16 posts

#mighty med - 13 posts

#adam davenport - 6 posts

#skylar storm - 6 posts

#ss22 - 6 posts

#random fandom thoughts - 6 posts

Longest Tag: 118 characters

#it was the only scene in all the shows i've watched in disney xd where my heart broke and i was actually near to tears

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Someone please kindly yell at me to finish this multi-chapter romantic AU I've been working on for months. It features Skylar + Leo across the multiverse.

Some of the AUs include:

• Power Ranger AU, with Skylar as the red ranger and Leo as the blue ranger - both of them children of the original rangers

• Assassin/Mark AU, where Skylar has been sent to eliminate American journalist Leo Dooley; and

• the Parallel Universe AU, where Skylar and Jordan are the doctors in Mighty Med, Kaz is the superhero from another planet, Bridget is the hospital's Chief of Staff...and Leo is the only bionic human in the world

Super excited about it, as you can see, but sadly I do lack the motivation to just finish it.

If someone can kindly hype me to do just that, I will appreciate it, thanks 😊

14 notes - Posted February 4, 2022

#4

Since no one seems to have mentioned it: Pair of Kings has one of THE most talented cast in all of Disney XD's shows so far.

15 notes - Posted July 4, 2022

#3

Haven't gotten very far with The Villains of Valley View (just about three, four episodes in), but I wonder: does this take place in a different universe than Lab Rats/Lab Rats: Elite Force?

Because if it does... I'm totally gonna have it as an hc that this takes place in the parallel universe where Leo's the only bionic human on earth.

He's one of the heroes the "Maddens" have gone against 😊

26 notes - Posted October 12, 2022

#2

Someone has already mentioned this, but

can you imagine how much cooler Lab Rats and Mighty Med would have been like if the cast members were allowed to wear their hair like normal teenagers do??!

'cause look... 😭😭💕

See the full post

53 notes - Posted July 4, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Random Lab Rats family headcanon:

* mostly includes Leo *

* will add more as I think of them *

* tw: some mental health discussion *

* will add Oliver, Kaz, and Skylar here later *

• whenever Bree would get up to try to get something, and she says, "I'll be quick," Leo would always reply with "Not too quick." He used to say it when they're around people who aren't family members, but then he kept the tradition even when the world already knows about her abilities.

It annoyed her to no end in the beginning, but as they get older, it becomes their inside joke.

• Adam once sold his car to a guy at the park in exchange of the St. Bernard puppies he was selling. Donald and Tasha, of course, were mortified and had to go out to bargain with the park guy to get the car back.

Meanwhile, Adam had Bree, Chase, and Leo help him bathe the puppies. He named them that night: Twinky, Snoball, Donut, Zinger, and Cupcake.

Chase frowned as Adam gave him Zinger to dry off. "You named them after Hostess cakes?"

"Yeah?"

"Why?" Bree asked, chuckling.

Adam shrugged. "'Cause I'm hungry."

• Sadly, Adam couldn't keep the puppies, even after telling his parents that he got them to give to his younger siblings. He was extremely down about it, so Tasha talked Donald into letting Adam help them find good homes for the pups.

To Tasha's surprise, her mom and dad decided to adopt one, namely, Cupcake. This made Adam happy, knowing that he can play with and walk Cupcake whenever they visit the Dooleys.

• while the three of them were hanging out, chatting and drinking one night, Tasha happened to mention a coworker who's going through a divorce. "If you guys ever divorce, who's getting the kids?" Douglas asked Tasha and Donald.

The two only stared at him.

"I mean, hypothetically," Douglas insisted.

No one says anything for a while, but when it was obvious Douglas was truly curious and wouldn't drop it, Donald replied with, "I don't know. Adam's almost 19, and Bree's turning 18 next month. We don't have to contest for the two of them. Chase will probably end up with me, and Leo will be with Tasha."

"Why are we even talking about this?" Tasha asked. "Donald and I have no plans of divorcing. At all."

"What happens to me?" Douglas asked Donald.

Donald shot him a baffled look. "Me. You're staying with me," he said. That should have been obvious. "You're my brother."

"Oh." Douglas sat on that information as he picked up some fries. Before washing it down with beer, he muttered, "That's sad."

Donald frowned at him.

"Can I still visit Leo?" Douglas asked Tasha with all seriousness.

Tasha blinked. "Sure?" She laughed, finding this all amusing. "Douglas. Your brother and I aren't divorced. We're not planning to. We're all staying together."

"So I can keep the kids."

"No, Donald and I keep the kids. You get to watch over them and make sure they're happy and safe."

"Like a third parent."

"Exactly."

See the full post

69 notes - Posted October 8, 2022

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[enden-k]

hi youn you don't really know me but i just wanted to say your tags on that most recent reblog of the "reblog art posts you like" post are so real and i really appreciate you taking the time to write all of that. i'm a hobbyist content creator myself (i do it for myself + my close friends) but i've never really posted anything online because i worry about basically exactly that kind of thing. especially with my ocs. i don't think i'm capable of making myself not look at the notes, the one time i made a text post it somehow got like 60 likes and 5 reblogs and from that other post you reblogged that looks actually pretty generous which is horrifying to me.

anyway um thank you. as someone who regularly puts effort into running their mouth in the tags of art+writing posts (and has gotten multiple dms thanking me for doing so, actually!) and is too afraid to post on this site, i really really agree that reblogs and especially heartfelt tags make such a difference, and the situation here on tumblr is really discouraging to active creators and to new/silent creators as well. like current creators getting fed up and leaving is a big concern obviously but there is also already content being missed before it's even posted. and i would be really surprised if that weren't the case for many other young creators that just decided to keep their ideas to themselves because of all this.

i know personally when I see this happening to artists (including writers) that i really look up to what it really feels like is just that fandom is dying. like it's just a small handful of content creators here holding each other up (the majority of that handful of reblogs) and everyone else is probably on some kind of a mindless content scroll. likes to me are like a little hand wave, like a "hey I saw this thing!" marker, but reblogs are like taking a picture of it, going "hey I like this!" or "i want to see this again!" and it feels kind of weird to see swarms of people just kind of giving a little thumbs up/wave/brief nod to something they theoretically like.

sorry this got so long!!! i just really appreciated your post and i had a few thoughts and then i wrote a whole wall.. (also no pressure to post this (though it's also ok if you do)! mostly wanted to let you know that post meant a lot to me)

hi, dont apologise or worry about the length of this message! its all fine!

i forgot to mention it in the rb tags and my post earlier but YES. yes exactly, reblogs esp with tags on it, ppl gushing or talking about the creation they rb is always the best thing for a creator. this can literally make our days, i have messages and tags saved for whenever i feel unhappy about my stuff so i can look them up again! it really means a lot, so not only do you show your love and support to the creator and their work by rb, it can also make us so so happy to see you talk about it

and yes, its really really hard for new/starting creators to post here, bc of this issue. as well as for OCs!!! thats mostly why i also keep my OCs away and just do fanart bc honestly, i think this would actually sadden me so i dont want that. and knowing that many people do that too is very sad bc theres so much stuff people wanna show but dont dare bc they feel like no ones gonna look anw. so much creativity and wonderful works, kept hidden/unposted or not appreciated enough, its really saddening

anw, same thoughts honestly. thanks sm for the message!

lets keep creations, no matter if art or writing, fanwork or OCs, alive by actually reblogging it instead of just mindlessly liking it; lets give new/starting people a chance to show their work

#myountalk #reply #long post

[apocalypta-secundus]

Basic Rules:

DNI if you didn’t read the rules or are a personal without a roleplay sideblog. Pretty simple rule.

Selective, private, mutuals only. I dunno who it's okay to rp with if you don't follow back! This is sort of a comfort thing? I'm worried I'll bother people is all!

No God Modding. The usual rule!

OCS ARE VERY WELCOME HERE. Give. GIVE ME THEM.

Oh gosh. I'm crossover friendly this wasn't posted in my rules before I'm sorry but yes! YES! I do crossovers as long as I know the media your character is from or can snoop a wiki for info.

DO NOT LIE YOUR AGE. Dear god please don't pretend you're 18 dear young ones! If I hear of it from anyone I'll block you so fast.

Reblog memes from the source! Reblog memes from the source! Reblog memes from the source! Reblog memes from the source!

Please please please tell me who you’re sending at me if you’re a multi!

Please also tell me who you wanna rp with since I’m a multi lol

If you wanna soft block me, please HARD BLOCK ME. Thank you! It's so I don't accidentally refollow you, that's all.

I’m not in high school, please keep your OOC drama off my dash. :) I'm 32. I'm here for fun.

IC drama is very much appreciated and loved.

I do post OOC and memes often but I’m trying to cut back and delete my OOC posts pertaining to real life after 24 hours. I'm bad at this and I am sorry.

Shipping Rules:

Ahem. I love crack ships that evolve into real ships

I also love one off crack ships that don’t go anywhere.

One sided love is fun

I also like angst shipping.

Most OC characters are 18 and older, except for the following: Lillian Wilder - 16 Luna Atomais - 14 Haruna - 15 Depending on the time period roleplayed: Most Naruto characters except for Lyn who is over 18 in all time periods. Any character in the MHA verse, except for Rei and Fuyumi. Yukimi Kazahana/Todoroki - 15 - 21

Ayoo Update to the smut rule: I'm not writing it at all. Makes me uncomfortable.

Please no Loki and Mira romantic relationships please. (Please realize I do rp Mira/Narvi as Loki's child in some verses.)

About Mun Rules:

I'm available on PC Tumblr between 9 PM - 12 AM EST most days, all other times excluding whenever sleep happens I'll be on mobile Tumblr/Discord. You can ask for my Discord if we're mutuals.

Mun is not muse. Mun is a soft baked potato.

I do suffer from anxiety but I do my best to reach out, but sometimes I don’t. I do like to send in memes as ice breakers. I'm shitty at talking to people... Have multiple mental illnesses plus physical ones but... yeah I'm a socially awkward turd for brains. I'm sorry if I don't reach out first or anything. Keep an eye out! Sometimes I become DM friendly. :)

Plotting isn’t my thing but if you’d like to plot something please ask. I have numerous opens. Oh just cause I have anxiety and the like doesn’t mean I don’t wanna rp btw. I just feel like I’m gonna be awful and yeah.

Triggers:

Trigger warnings are tagged like this: TW: or CW:

There WILL be dark themes on this blog. Nayeli is the child of Sabretooth and is prone to outbursts of violence. Lyn and Raze are both played here and both violent little shits.

I will tag them the best I can so you can avoid them.

I am doing my best to tag triggers, if I mess up and miss one let me know and I will rectify that immediately.

I also tag holidays as triggers. Valentine’s, Father’s and Mother’s day, Christmas. If I need to tag anymore holidays I will if asked!

My triggers are as follows: “papa”, MLP, Father’s day.

(I have reasons and I’m not even sure they’re even valid. I can explain if asked.)

If you are a multi with MLP characters please tag your rps, thanks. (It also doesn’t mean I won’t rp with you cause you have those characters :) )

If you’re rping with an MLP character, please tag the roleplay.

#again; ignore this I'm just moving things off of my carrd. #ooc: {i'm just so tired}