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hunny-k · 1 year

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Thing about me is that I can write and I enjoy it. But I am also soso tired

#I'm gonna work on stuff today i said #on my day off #but I'm literally about to take a nap lmal #lmao*#i did nothing today. nothing! but i feel like i ran a marathon #shutting downnn

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master-k0hga · 18 days

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| T A M I R A |

[ Category: The Promised Land ]

| This is Tamira, or Tammy for short before I actually gave her a full on name lmao- She's the partner of the chieftain of the Frostclaw Traders tribe, Takeshi. Tammy runs a Pharmacy with Andy as her assistant (a previous boy I introduced like a while ago); She is very good when it comes to medical diagnostics and even making her own healing and medicinal remedies too! Which are a very recommended source of keeping yourself safe from sickness and injuries in the harshest bone chilling winter of the Glacier Mountains Resort (and just in the cold mountains in general, it can get really ruthless out there!)

... Hoping I'll ever be able to actually draw the landscapes of this land someday cuz poorly putting it into words does it no justice and writing and describing environments is definitely NOT my strong suit whatsoever.. I draw for a fcking reason, words don't bode well for my struggling brain

... Fun fact, she is my second trans female OC that I have.... I'mean it's not rly a fun fact since nobody gives a damn but I love her very much and I really enjoy her design quite a lot here! Ofc like all my other OCs who are part of the Frostclaw, she was also a Yiga roughly during the time BotW first came out.. Still was trans then as she is now but just part of a personal project for me now-

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Name: Tamira Species: Ice Elf General Personality: Shy, timid, supportive, easy going, hardworking, friendly, empathetic Height: 7ft "2" Relationship Status: In a relationship

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Works and is in charge of the Pharmacy along with anything relating to medical and hospitality within the small town; And her staff mainly consist of not only average healthy lifestyles, but also those who have had history or a rough past of health complications or addictions

She's also a part time therapist and assistant for the leader of the town, who is also her partner; Takeshi. She files and deals with important phone calls and paperwork whilst he is better and more vocal with meetings with other outside leaders and such

She loves to sew in her free time, it soothes her and definitely helps with her stresses of life and her job, which is the burden of carrying everyone's problems and health; Which she believes she has to deal with herself, to which she really doesn't and has been told several times by her protective boyfriend. It's also thanks to Tammy for the productive and comfortable design and advantage the clothing that the Frostclaw wear

Her mother died from an illness when she was young and her father had eventually succumbed to his dementia when he got older, she never got the chance to tell her parents of her coming out as trans years ago. Not caring whether they would've accepted her or not since she would have Takeshi to support her, she personally believes there is now unfinished business with her parents

Enjoys hot baths, however needs to bathe by herself as she is still self conscious about her body

Has gotten angry, like full on angry on a couple of occasions; One time getting mad at her assistant at the Pharmacy she runs (Andy) for being rather discriminatory about one of her then clients at the time, safe to say he kept his mouth shut about judging others and overtime started being influenced by Tammy's empathic nature.. Even though he's still a dick

Is a vegetarian, she used to eat meat from time to time as a kid however became very off put by it one day when she was in her teens after accidentally witnessing someone from the outside walls disrespectfully mutilate a lamb. She has not eaten meat since and has gone for more animal free alternatives to most products like butter, milk and cheese

Her grandparents owned a farm just outside the town that she sometimes manages along with a couple other volunteers; She has at least two of some animals likes pigs, cows, sheep, chickens and goats along with a few other critters that are not known nor exist in our worlds. Her grandparents passed the rights to the farm to her in their will before they died.

Despite not doing it directly to hurt something or someone but in case she is in need of defending herself; She's actually rather skilled with a bow, even going so far as to shoot three arrows at a time. Only times she's ever "used" it however was to ward off potential trespassers or poachers trying to get close to her grandparent's farm; Especially as said farm is now under the protection of the Golden Palace

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I think that's all I have for her right now, I didn't really have all that much for Tammy when I started re-purposing my former Yiga OCs back on DA, I was pretty much starting out on trying to figure out what I wanted to do for them at the time so... Pretty much this is her new purpose now, I think it kinda fits for someone such as her... She's free, but she also has morals that more people definitely need in this world..

Now I just need to finish off her boyfriend Takeshi since his re-design sketch has been sitting collecting dust in my files for literal months.. I think I made him before Tammy as well so like?? Weird tbh??

But he's just his stoic and kinda scary, while also being a very kind self so... Yeah Idk..

. Tamira, Art © Me . DON’T RE-POST .

#MASTER-K0HGA #Ary / Kohga Chronicles #Ary / Kohga OCs and Works #Tammy #Tamira #OC #transfemale #trans #Ice Elf #Frosclaw #Frostclaw Traders #The Promised Land #Original Character #My OC #My Character #My Art #Fandomless #Just realized I don't rly need to use the re-post tags anymore cuz now I'm actually getting to new stuff now or new versions of my OC #drawings that I'm posting on this blog here.. So from here on out even if you recognize an OC of mine somewhat... I'm most likely re-drawin #them anyways cuz some old designs are kinda not good.... Like at all in my opinion so Idk... oh well don't matter #I feel like I'm actually almost close to done when it specifically comes to the Frostclaw tribe #Cuz as I said all of them were Yiga OCs one time before I decided to re-purpose them officially and stuff back on DA..#But I believe I just have the odd few to get on with then they'll be all done for now til I've completely finish off all my OC refs and stu #Then I can get on with proper like world building. lore and all that sorts afterwards!#Which I'm kinda looking forward to but also dreading at the same time cuz I am not rly good with stuff other than OCs and #Humanoid like designs and characters.... And tbh I'm doing this all by myself. I have no one helping me here so I know it's gonna be like..#Wonky... In some areas and whatnot... But anyways that's enough from me for tonight- I'm already tired and I just got on my laptop today #.... Not like this won't already be over a week or a month since the last art spam anyways.. And nobody looked at any of it last time...!#So... Yeah... Whatever... Not like I have anybody to speak to anyways so whatever who cares...-

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hyuuukais · 5 months

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now that i've been home for abt 45 minutes checking notifications LOL its time to READ!!! (and do laundry)

#lakes thoughts #i was only supposed to work till 11 today but i mentioned to my manager i was gonna go on my break and if she wanted me to put the stuff i #was working on away first or leave it there for now and she was like “..don't you get a 45 ??” and i was like um no i'm only here till 11 #then she asked if i wanted to stay and i couldn't hold back my expression of absolutely not 🧍‍♂️ but i said yes #she did ask tho if i was sure bc i worked 7-3 the past 2 days as well #but tmrw if i get asked i have to say no even if i do want to bc i'm going to my bffs this weekend

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oikasugayama · 7 months

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fic update in the tags ;p

#i previously said that i wrote a 2k smut scene #i actually had only done the actual penetration to end part #i'm currently writing the date and the foreplay and stuff #it's gonna be a long ass scene and i'm gonna have to work it into the plot before things get INTENSE #but i was NOTTTT leaving this chapter without at least one sex scene #honestly i'd prefer to put in three but idk where i can squeeze in the others rn #anyway thanks byeeeee #i've written over 1k today

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seventh-district · 8 months

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oh nice! the Matt fic posted itself at the correct time

#Seven.txt #writing stuff #🧷 Matt 🔨#i usually wait around for whatever time i want my finished and ready-to-go drafted posts to go up so i can do it manually #but then it occurred to me that i could like. make use of the scheduling feature and just set it and forget it #but i was actually keeping an eye on that one to see if it went up at the right time cause i scheduled it for today #but then it said it was set for Sunday at 7 and not Saturday. so i was like okay i'll just. wait and see what it does #but it went up when i wanted it to! (still don't know why it said Sunday in the queue tho...)#anyways this is a lot of worrying and rambling abt a post that no one will read anyways bc No One knows who Matt is and that fic is Dark #(even tho the numbers for it on Ao3 are Tiny the kudos to hits ratio is good though!!)#(so hopefully that means that those who do read it seemed to enjoy it. or appreciate it? it's a weird fucking fic man idk)#(the kudos are Greatly appreciated nonetheless)#but that's okey i just wanted to get it out of my drafts and posted anyways. and also kinda use it to test the scheduling feature #but bc i'm a control freak who needs to Do Everything Myself anyways i'll probably keep doing stuff manually #or schedule posts and then sit around and wait for them to go up anyways just to make sure nothing goes wrong lmao #okay rambling over. back to work #well actually i'm gonna go grab dinner. i haven't. ate yet today. and then back to work!

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drewsaturday · 11 months

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love love love yellowjackets but sometimes they're on thinner ice than javi with their mental health representation

#yellowjackets tag #postcard for next ep uses a straitjacket.......#and i kinda....#am constantly getting rubbed the wrong way by how tai's fugue state is handled #i know tawny said in an interview recently it's not supposed to be DID #and i've heard there's an REM disorder it could be instead #it's not... explicitly badly done!#some of it just feels like if they take one half step in the wrong direction it's gonna be really bad looking back #same with lottie's probable schizophrenia #from the wording on some things it just feels a bit like they're trying to avoid having to do the work to #make the possible mental health implications be done carefully bc 'oh well we dont intend for it to be x!1!1!' or #they dont explicitly mention it in canon etc #and i could be very wrong #like i said there's nothing too concretely bad yet #it's just. future stuff could make current stuff look awful in retrospect lol so im constantly very wary #also i do know it's a dark show so u cannot expect Super Positive Representation UwU #i'm not rly talking about positive rep i'm talking about accurate rep which is important if they want #to stay grounded in the conversation of 'is it supernatural or is it their warped perceptions/trauma/mental illness/etc'#but i also dont personally have anything tai or lottie probably have so who knows!#the straitjacket thing just rly brought the possible sensationalism issues to the forefront of my brain today #and therefore the possibilities (key word being possibilities) of them ditching accuracy in favor of telling an exciting story #again i love the show and bc i love it i do not want them to do this badly im just haha a bit scared bc of the #seeming lack of education on these matters #and that's where this stems from - not 'i expect perfection in my teevee shows and so i'm going to get mad about #every little thing that's literally just up for interpretation actually but i'm accusing them of being ableist etc'#it's 'i really love this show and i really want to have more faith in them to handle these things but they're very close #to letting me down very bad'

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yououghtaknow · 1 year

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google search how to stop feeling guilty for getting help

#i feel like i'm dying both emotionally and physically so i called my mum for help #and she immediately said she'd gonna come up and help me as soon as she can #and i just. feel So Bad. because i can't think of a single other person i know whose mum would do that for them #but also i can't ask anyone but her for help right now because none of my safe people are safe atm #due to the awful way My Brain Works. i am experiencing delusions and the like.#going to Attempt to do some hygiene stuff before she comes in like 2 and a half hours #i'm not being brave about this At All i feel like s4 rory gilmore having her mom stay in her dorm #and i had to cancel plans today because of The Horrors and i feel so bad about it but i can hear monsters outside my room so i can't leave #i just feel. so hopeless. but i will get help soon and then it will be better.#times like these i just want to check into a hospital but i know that would make me a lot worse #we stay balling though. we stay asking for help (but only from people who are Obligated to help us)#ANYWAYS this has been another vent post from [name redacted] apologies for being a downer #but making these posts actually helps with my Memory Issues so we stay coping

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vasattope · 1 year

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#tw suicide mention #it's just a joke cause I'm a millenial so I joke about wanting to kill myself constantly #but I tag it just in case!#so!#sometimes at work I have meetings with directors of NGOs and stuff #and I met a hospital's director today #(notice this was the first time in my life I saw and talked to this person)#the meeting went well until it went bad lol #(not his or my fault at all)#so when we were saying our goodbyes I told him 'I swear I'm gonna shoot myself in the head today'#he stared at me and then just laughed and said 'we can share guns if you want cause I'll do the same eventually'#lmao #don't know what his first impression of me was but I bet he thinks I'm a mess #(he would be absolutely right)#i hope he thinks I'm funny as well #i thought he was anyway #lol #personal

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pirateboy · 1 year

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everything is shit i feel like shit, hatred in my heart and soul

#sorry to vent but also i'm gonna do a vent fuck you #i've been feeling so blehhh this past week #and like. yesterday afternoon and today i felt like things were getting better #and the something like. rlly minor happened and like. it's entirely thrown me off again and i hate it!!#i don't know. *how* to make things better cos it's almost entirely like my mental state fucking up #rather than like. actual events i can focus on #i've just been so. ://////////////////#and like. yes there was probably an event that kind of. made things worse #but it shouldn't have been that big of a deal #also i'm so fucking tired all the time!! if you know me you know i don't get up past like 11 each morning #so i'm fucking getting enough sleep. why am i like this #i just. feel like shit. even going on fun little walks isnt helping anymore #i dunno. like i said things were getting a bit better. i finally managed to get myself to go to the gym which i hadn't for over a week #that helped a bit. and work acc went well today and yesterday #i'm just. ehhh i hate that something so minor can throw off again and now i hate everything and i want to scream #sorry as well that ik i'm leaving a few people hanging when it comes to replying to messages #i'll try to get round to it just like. no energy. feel like shit. you know #just. i hate that i'm feeling like this i want to be productive i want to do stuff cos ik that's gonna help #and i actually was starting to build up good habits but it's just all fallen down recently :((#i dunno. maybe i've got fucking reverse seasonal depression or something (not actually this is called a joke)#cos my winter was rlly good #or that's just. the way of life. if things are good for a while they then have to be bad again for balance #which i understand but don't like >:((#anyways. yh. shit sucks. i hate that i am being like this. screaming crying throwing up etc.#bear with me a while till i can find my feet again #marchibald's

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ambiguousgrass · 2 years

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I'm reading transcripts of the exile streams and just. Wow. C!dream was a fucking asshole. Like I've watched these streams before but sweet jesus I forgot the extent of his bullshit.