#on my day off

[littlestellababy27]

I’ll do what it takes, I don’t have to like it. You can tell me I’m brave, you know I’ll still fight it. Naked in your eyes, naked in your arms.

#this is the ‘everyday’ Stella #on my day off #in my comfy t-shirt #Stella’s Q #Stella Shows #Stella Says

[blitzy-blitzwing]

Your puppy is super cute!! 😭

I got my yorki at a shelter. He was the smallest of the litter and the last one to be adopted. Now he has two years and he is a spoiled agent of chaos with just two brain cells, but I love him so much. Just wanted to show him to someone that likes yorkies.

Aaaaaaaa, so cute!!!! 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

#fizz woke me up at seven #on my day off #🥲

[moreeeeweedddd]

bong rips of wedding pie 😶‍🌫️🎂🥧

#hits from the bong #bong rips #on my day off #weed girls #weed life #weed #mine

[devondespresso]

tumblr has properly ruined my brain now, but at least im at peace

(picture description thing forgive me I've never done these before)

meme made from a screenshot of SpongeBob where SpongeBob and Patrick are dragging squidward down a passage way. the sign above the passage is labeled "stranger things", squidward is labeled "me still clinging to unfinished fnaf projects", and SpongeBob and Patrick are labeled "Steve Harrington" and "Robin Buckley" respectively.

#the hyperfixation controls me #this morning alone i have spent 4 hours watching stranger things clips on youtube #4 hours #on my day off #i was going to make some proof of concepts for a fnaf project #i still have half the day left but still #im deranged #stranger things #robin buckley #steve harrington #help girl im hyperfixating #fnaf #rip my fnaf projects hopefully you won't turn into stranger things projects

[misty-missdee]

Q is now bursting from the seams. good stuff in there.

#tbh im enjoying #going back through likes from the week #on my day off #(today) #and choosing the things i feel really fit my blogs aesthetic #and identity #that feels good #50 things in there #so we good for a minute

[alexbkrieger13]

#proud of myself i woke up 5 minutes before this started airing #on my day off #Youtube

[subatomicskud]

Osiris give me strength for I must do paperwork and taxes

#dr document stuff #emails #and a tax thing #on my day off #unbelievable #the actual gall

[hunny-k]

Thing about me is that I can write and I enjoy it. But I am also soso tired

#I'm gonna work on stuff today i said #on my day off #but I'm literally about to take a nap lmal #lmao* #i did nothing today. nothing! but i feel like i ran a marathon #shutting downnn

[whereistheonepiece]

It just occurred to me that if I finish a chapter early, I can just work on another WIP. I could also work on the next chapter of the fic, but that would entail even more waiting, and I hate waiting.

#this makes me think i can't be the kind of author who writes the entire fic beforehand #i mean not that i was doing that beforehand #anyway #i'm going to work on the next chapter of the wip i'm currently focusing on tomorrow #on my day off #hm i think the reason why it hasn't occurred to me to work on another wip until now #is sometimes i'll just focus all of my attention on just one wip #also my other two wips have been giving me trouble so that's another reason #but i can always try #i've had more luck with this current wip because i forced my way through the writer's block until i started getting ideas #personal

[theclockworkjudas]

I'm really loathing the fact that I'm so tired from work that all I can do on my day off is lie down.

#work #i have stuff to do #but too tired #burnout #also my boss contacted me to check on something work related #on my day off #and im like nope

[binch-i-might-be]

the pain of thinking "haha maybe I can write a bit once I get home :)" and immediately realising that no. you shall not write. you won't do ANYTHING actually because you have to get up at four am for the horrible job that leeches your life force so you have to very quickly have two drinks so you'll be able to fall asleep and go to BED

#i truly hate it here #they also said i would probably have the next three weeks late shift! #because we're getting a new hire and apparently they have to be trained for three weeks so they need morning shift #bitch i had three DAYS of training what the fuck???? #so I won't be able to go grocery shopping in those weeks. because i absolutely refuse to set FOOT in this barren wasteland of hope #on my day off #can't go after work because the store will be closed #and my brother just doesn't do grocery shopping. so i guess we'll have No Food <3 #rayrambles

[starbuck]

i say i like tragedies and everyone’s all like ‘why do you like sad stories? are you depressed?’ and never ‘how was the catharsis? was the catharsis fun?’

#i don’t know how to explain this to normal people 😭😭 #for the record my coworkers didn’t directly question me on this #but i think i have vastly overestimated the amount of the population who is aware of like. Films. #NOT claiming that i have seen a lot - but i’ve mentioned three *REALLY* well-known films in the past four days #and got blank stares each time #the one of them was a REALLY good reference too… someday my top-notch association skills will be recognized #my first act as Mansion Acquaintance of the [redacted] Director will be to force everyone to watch a 40s romcom i didn’t even like #i’m getting off the point #the POINT is that It’s About The Catharsis

[moreeeeweedddd]

off to a family party 🫠 wish me luck

#on my day off #family #wish me luck #weedsociety #weed #mine

[keymintt]

a comic/zine about coyotes

#art #comic #coyotes #comics #my art #digital #zine #idk what else to tag this if anything #i just think coyotes are so fucking cool and excellent queer symbolism. if you think about it #< he has thought about it so fucking much #shoutout to the handful of ppl who kept me company on stream last night too hehe #sorry if you get a version with typos they should all be corrected by now. i unfortunately have adhd and made this in two days #busted out all the illustrations for this in...one night for phx zine fest lmaO #our group found out two days before we were tabling that we got taken off the waitlist. had fun today tho #greatest hits

[inkskinned]

you're in the habit of denying yourself things.

if someone asked you directly, you would say that you love a little treat. you like iced coffee and getting the cookie. you drink juice out of a fancy cup sometimes, and often do use your candles until they gutter out helplessly.

but you hesitate about buying the 20 dollar hand mixer because, like. you could just use your arms. you weren't raised rich. you don't get to just spend the 20 dollars (remember when that could cover lunch?), at least - you don't spend that without agonizing over it first, trying to figure out the cost-benefits like you are defending yourself in front of a jury. yes, this rice cooker could seriously help you. but you do know how to make stovetop rice and it really isn't that hard. how many pies or brownies would you actually make, in order to make that hand mixer worthwhile?

what's wild is that if the money was for a friend, it would already be spent. you'd fork over 40 without blinking an eye, just to make them happy. the difference is that it's for you, so you need to justify it.

and it sneaks in. you ration yourself without meaning to - you don't finish the pint of ice cream, even though you want to. the next time you go to the store, you say ah, i really shouldn't, and then you walk away. you save little bits of your precious things - just in case. sometimes you even go so far as putting that one thing in your shopping cart. and then just leaving it there, because maybe-one-day, but not right now, there's other stuff going on.

you do self-care, of course. but you don't do it more than like, 3 days in a row. after that it just feels a little bit over-the-edge. like. you can't live in decadence, the economy is so bad right now, kid.

so you don't buy the rice cooker. you can-and-will spend the time over the stove. you can withstand the little sorrows. denial and discipline are practically synonyms. and you're not spoiled.

it's just - it's not always a rice cooker. sometimes it is a person or a job or a hug. sometimes it is asking for help. sometimes it is the summer and your college degree. sometimes it is looking down at scabbed knees and feeling a strange kind of falling, like you can't even recognize the girl you used to be. sometimes it is your handprint looking unsteady.

sometimes it is tuesday, and you didn't get fired, and you want to celebrate. but what is it you like, even? you search around your little heart and come up empty. you're so used to denying that all your desires draw a blank.

oh fuck. see, this is the perfect opportunity. if you had a mixer, you'd make a cake.

#warm up #this isn't good #writeblr #this is complicated by the fact i can't stand up too long or i fuckken pass out and <3 hit my damn head <3 #but i did take a deep breath and buy myself the stupid rice cooker #and!!! a very cheap sushi kit!!! i have been wanting to try making sushi for literally YEARS #the kit was only like 15 dollars!!!! and i haven't purchased it bc?!!??!?!?!?!!? #..... i didn't get the mixer tho that felt. like a lot. like too much. #on my list is a kitchenaid. one day when i get a check and i have paid off my student debt #and medical debt #i will put that first little bit of cash #into a kitchenaid 5qt stand mixer (with attachments) #i really do just go into their refurbished section and stare lustily at each option #but yeah i feel guilty about the rice cooker even tho i know for a fact this damn thing is gonna be a lifesaver #oh shit also fuck i forgot to mention . poached eggs

[nuevayorker]

should of completed this in the summer

#on my day off #slight work stress