I firmly believe 95 line would all fake their deaths but for wildly different purposes:
seungcheol: creates an itemized list of who reacts emotionally and determine how to further continue relationships (aka who is getting written out of the will)
jeonghan: an accident that he takes advantage of, just to be dramatic (feels bad when people cry)
joshua: no actual purpose, just chaos (sits in the coffin for five hours just to rise during the showing and scare the shit out of everyone)
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on the lukas dead dad thread: lukas only being able to open up about his dad memories for the first time to roman when he’s really fucked up and roman trying his best to be comforting while also freaking out internally because it brings up his unresolved dad feelings. i just love the image of a sad, sloppy lukas laying his head in roman’s lap and venting while roman cautiously pets his hair, a little afraid to open up himself
See, I have this HC that unlike Roman, Lukas has loads of memories of his dad doing stuff with him when he was a kid. Teaching him how to swim, how to ride a bike, taking him on hikes and camping trips, buying Lukas his first computer, telling him that it’s ok that he finds it difficult to make friends. In all the pictures Lukas has of them together his dad is beaming away at the camera. He looks happy, content. And then one day he killed himself knowing that Lukas was upstairs in his bedroom and would be the one to find his body. It leaves Lukas feeling like his childhood was some sort of weird simulation and that his relationship with his dad was never really real. Because unlike Logan, his dad always seemed like a nice, kind man who liked to do things with his kid on the weekend.
Then one day Lukas realises he’s now older than his dad ever got to be and his brain just..breaks. Going to a rave strung out on as much acid he can get his hands on sounds like a good idea, except it’s not and Oskar has to round him up, drag him back to his apartment and hose him him down with cold water until he sobers up.
Roman doesn’t know what to do because Lukas is supposed to be the strong one in the relationship, the one who will ditch a meeting to collect him from a therapy appointment when he can’t stop crying and taught him how to make coffee and do his own grocery shopping. Lukas never really talks about his dad and Roman feels like an arsehole for never asking but if he does ask, it makes him think about his own dad which is a whole mess within itself. But now Lukas is really crying and Roman has to be the brave one and look after him. He doesn’t think he’s doing a very good job but then Lukas plonks his head in his lap and starts to calm down when Roman starts to stroke his hair.
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loustat iwtv playlist
here's my iwtv loustat playlist in chronological order if anyone's interested. it's basically just a bunch of gratuitous vampire references and too much will wood but hey.
explanation for each song choice under the cut
Do It All The Time - Lestat pov in beginning interactions (we're taking over the world/a little victimless crime/then i'm taking your innocence/i'll be corrupting your mind)
Lay All Your Love On Me - Lestat pov during this time (don't waste your emotion/lay all of your blood on me)
Me and Mr. Wolf - the courting/hunting thing (if i taste you will we know/if love kills or makes you whole/tears you open/brings you home)
Eat You - The Turning
Vampire References in Minor Key - lestat and louis first day vampiring
Psycho Killer - louis various murder sprees
Butch 4 Butch - ep. 3 loustat specifically (my sweetheart's piano is rat-filled/and mine is invested with bugs)
Skeleton Appreciation Day - loustat being weird (bones, bones, bones/let me see your bones)
Yes, To Err Is To Be Human, So Don't Be One - buildup and ep. 5 dv scene (i could suck your blood till your lips turn blue/drain you of your love if you want me to)
Come To Me - literally the same placement as come to me in the show
The Haunted Phonograph - about the record, also just a neat relationship study (so play me on your phonograph and swear that I'll Be yours/though your heart and voice can nevermore be one)
Twist The Knife - crazy gay hate sex (got love and hate confused/can't separate the two/oh my love, how i've hated you)
Your Body, My Temple - crazy gay hate sex part 2
Choke - Acoustic - louis and claudia murder plot (so shut your dirty mouth/if i could burn this town i wouldn't hesitate/to smile while you suffocate)
Diggin' Up Hatchets - ahahah nooo don't falsely believe you're removing yourself from a toxic situation even as the abuser's hold goes deeper you're so sexy ahahah (we're ripping all the wires from our heads/we're pumping out the poison from our veins/and scrubbing out these wicked stains)
House of the Rising Sun - introspective louis
As The World Caves In - the balcony + ballroom scene (and here it is/our final night alive)
Control - when louis tries to feed lestat the twin (i've grown familiar with villains that live in my head/they beg me to write them so i never die when i'm dead)
Villainous Thing - Lestat pov of the murder plot, basically him calling Louis a big meanie (oh, dear let's remove those pretty clothes/cause you're a villainous thing/and i don't think anyone knows)
My Body Is a Cage - the actual murder (we take what we're given/just because we forgot doesn't mean we're forgiven)
Bloodsucker - lestat pov of him rotting in that coffin + redemption/pity party
Sympathy For the Devil - ripped straight from the 1994 movie, lestat returns
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Use Your Words
I was tagged by @littlefeatherr
A phrase/quote/word you find funny: “Oh, look at that. I’ve been impaled.”��-Olaf (Frozen) This is exactly how I respond to injury.
Some of your favorite SFW words: Catawampus, Tiddlywinks, Whippersnappers, Shenanigans, Pollywogs, Helter-skelter
Favorite cusses, NSFW or otherwise: Outside of writing, I don't usually curse, but my go to is Fuck or Cunt or "Fuck you in the cunt you bitch ass motherfucking dumb whore". Usually if I'm to the point of swearing, most of what I'm going to say is curses, usually growling under my breath because I'm in public trying to fix a machine. 😅
What language do you speak? English, French, ASL, some German, Russian, Chinese, and Japanese, Latin, and Arabic.
Favorite words in language(s) other than your first: Blitzkrieg, IDK, really, it's all about how the words sound to me. Etoile, mourir, humanitas, 森林, etc.
Movies with subtitles on or off? On. Side note: it grinds my gears when whoever translated the script for subtitles translates incorrectly. I can't tell you how many times I've watched a French tv show or movie and the English subtitles are completely wrong. 😬 Like, sir, you've just changed a major plot point that messes up the entire story!!! Also, censorship. If the character says a curse in their language, use the curse in the subtitles. Goddamn.
Books you've read/listened to the most times: 魔道祖师 (I may have hyper-fixated on all her books).
Do you listen to songs in other languages?
Remember, we are all brothers.
Hakkerskaldyr.Translation
Galgaldr.Translation
Norupo.Translation
Vivre à en crever
Latin cover of Green Day
LOL Mando'a counts right?
Do you express yourself better with words, images or something else? I don't believe I'm good at expressing myself. I'm vague, and the truth is often implied because I always think of something else/more information after the fact.
Do you talk more or less when you're nervous? Mute.
How do you pronounce February? Feb-u-ary. When I'm trying to write it I have to say to myself "feb-rew-ary".
What kind of accent do you have? To make it easier for you to picture, it's a Boston accent, but around here we resent being lumped together with people from away. The more angry I am, or if I'm not at work, the more obvious it gets LOL. Most of the time, my accent is neutral (sometimes called Broadcast English, like you hear some newscasters using). But if you make me mad 😂 oh boy.
Here, this is what I sound like when I'm angry/at home/with friends. This is what I try to intentionally sound like professionally. You can even see a bit of the difference in the first video of the lobsterman vs. the interviewer. (Also, warning for the first video if lobster death upsets you.)
If you literally had to eat your words, what would they taste like? I don't know. Cinnamon rolls?
Tagging anyone who wants to do this. I'm avoiding Tumblr a bit today to avoid TBB spoilers. HAHA
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probably time for this story i guess but when i was a kid there was a summer that my brother was really into making smoothies and milkshakes. part of this was that we didn't have AC and couldn't afford to run fans all day so it was kind of important to get good at making Cool Down Concoctions.
we also had a patch of mint, and he had two impressionable little sisters who had the attitude of "fuck it, might as well."
at one point, for fun, this 16 year old boy with a dream in his eye and scientific fervor in heart just wanted to see how far one could push the idea of "vanilla mint smoothie". how much vanilla extract and how much mint can go into a blender before it truly is inedible.
the answer is 3 cups of vanilla extract, 1/2 cup milk alternative, and about 50 sprigs (not leaves, whole spring) of mint. add ice and the courage of a child. idk, it was summer and we were bored.
the word i would use to describe the feeling of drinking it would maybe be "violent" or perhaps, like. "triangular." my nose felt pristine. inhaling following the first sip was like trying to sculpt a new face. i was ensconced in a mesh of horror. it was something beyond taste. for years after, i assumed those commercials that said "this is how it feels to chew five gum" were referencing the exact experience of this singular viscous smoothie.
what's worse is that we knew our mother would hate that we wasted so much vanilla extract. so we had to make it worth it. we had to actually finish the drink. it wasn't "wasting" it if we actually drank it, right? we huddled around outside in the blistering sun, gagging and passing around a single green potion, shivering with disgust. each sip was transcendent, but in a sort of non-euclidean way. i think this is where i lost my binary gender. it eroded certain parts of me in an acidic gut ecology collapse.
here's the thing about love and trust: the next day my brother made a different shake, and i drank it without complaint. it's been like 15 years. he's now a genuinely skilled cook. sometimes one of the three of us will fuck up in the kitchen or find something horrible or make a terrible smoothie mistake and then we pass it to each other, single potion bottle, and we say try it it's delicious. it always smells disgusting. and then, cerimonious, we drink it together. because that's what family does.
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asking and receiving (bonus below readmore)
[ID: A black and white, digital Trigun comic of Vash and Wolfwood. In the first panel is a close up of Wolfwood's mouth as he says, "Vash". Accompanying it is a close up shot of Vash's eye, widen and cheeks flushed. Wolfwood presses a knee against the open space between Vash's legs and says, "Tell me everything you want from me." Wolfwood's face is equally as flushed. He continues to say, "I'll give it to you. Everything." As he talks, a wide shot shows the both of them in white space. Vash is sitting, leaning a little back with both hands pressed against the surface he's sitting on. Wolfwood is in his white dress shirt, stripped of the blazer. He's still leaning in with one knee in between Vash's spread legs, his right hand touching Vash's lips and his left hand behind his back.
The shot closes in on Vash's mouth and Wolfwood's hand against it, pressing down on the lower lip as he says, "You have to ask though. Go on." His hand moves down to Vash's chin, gently holding it. With a shy and uncertain expression, Vash hesitantly asks, "Um... K... Kiss... Please?" Wolfwood, without wasting a second, leans in and kisses him and indulges by pressing deeper, eliciting a small noise of surprise from Vash.
Wolfwood moves away from Vash first and with a smile, asks, "What else?" Vash tugs on Wolfwood's left sleeve, wordlessly budging Wolfwood to give him his hand that was still behind his back. In the next panel, Vash utters, "Hold me..?" He's holding Wolfwood's left hand with his own while his right hand is reaching for his waist. Wolfwood complies, moving his left hand to Vash's shoulder and his right hand continues to touch Vash's cheek. Wolfwood asks again, "What else?"
More comfortable now, Vash leans in to kiss Wolfwood. Wolfwood catches him immediately, pressing his thumb against Vash's lips to stop him before demanding, "Hey. Ask." Vash looks back in surprise and Wolfwood meets his eye with a quiet, insistent look. They're quiet for a moment before Vash leans in again and curtly requests, "Kiss. Me." Wolfwood says "Good", smiling as he lifts his hand away, and meets Vash's lips. In the next shot, Wolfwood had adjusted his position, sitting on Vash's thigh. The hand that was once on Vash's cheek has moved its way to Vash's nape, pushing away the collar of his jacket with his pinky. His other hand continues to grip on Vash's shoulder. Still kissing, Wolfwood asks again, "What else?"
In the next shot, Vash is starting to turn, moving Wolfwood with him. Vash asks, "Let me on top of you?" Wolfwood says, "Mhm" before asking again, "What else?" The next panel shows a close look of Vash's face. He's looking down, flushed and shy just as he had been at the beginning, but now, more decisive. Vash asks, "Wolfwood... Let me have you..?" A panel of Wolfwood taking Vash's hand into his, pulling it towards his chest. The next panel shows Wolfwood lying down where Vash had laid him. Vash's hand is on Wolfwood's chest, covering the cross of his rosary while Wolfwood's hand lingers against his, loosely pressing Vash's hand in place. He looks up at Vash with a shy smile of his own, flushed cheeks. He says, "All yours."
A panel shows a close up of Vash's tender gaze before he leans down to be closer to Wolfwood. The final shot is a front view of their positions, Vash's face turned away from the viewer; Vash is leaning over Wolfwood who's lying down with his right leg draped over Vash's legs. Wolfwood's left hand holds onto Vash's left arm. With finality, Vash says, "...Mine." End ID]
[ID: A follow up bonus comic in a looser, sketchier style. They're laying comfortably in bed when Vash asks, "What was that earlier?" referecing to the start of the previous comic. Wolfwood glances away and says, "To get you used to it. Asking. And getting what you ask for. Since you're alwasy hesitant about it." Vash's eyes widen, tight lipped. Wolfwood continues, "Knowing you, it'll be a tough habit to break..." When he says this, Vash can't help but laugh, unable to deny it. Wolfwood slowly brings a hand to Vash's cheek and continues to say, "So I'll keep trying -- whatever ways I can... to get it through your thick skull." Vash takes Wolfwood's hand with his, kissing the the palm gently. Wolfwood's eyes soften and holding onto Vash's cheek, he leans in to try for a kiss. Vash says, "Hey..." before stopping Wolfwood's lips with the back of his hand, a smug look on his face, "Ask." Wolfwood's embarrassed and with little irritation, asks, "Really?" Vash smiles, saying, "You're in need of practice too." They pause for a moment, Wolfwood looking contemplatively, before he's leaning in again, asking, "May I please kiss you?" Vash looks him in the eyes and says, "Yes." The comic ends with a "chu", indicating an off-panel kiss. End ID]
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