#I said I’m tired 😭

[chrollohearttags]

I'm sorry but how can you imagine that white man with grills😭 not tryna be mean or anything but I just don't see Eren looking good with grills

god forbid a girl have dreams and ambitions..

#idk y’all #I just thought he looked cute with them #I said I’m tired 😭 #don’t pay attention to me #cherry’s asks 🍒 #nonnies 🍒🌹 #y’all so strict round here

[peachdues]

I’ll probably delete this later, because I genuinely not trying to start anything. I just want to drop a gentle reminder that authors put a lot of time and effort into their works — from plot, to dialogue, to themes, it takes a lot of brain power and planning and dedication to create and put your work out into the ethos.

I have more to say on this but tbh it’s all based on a series of anons and comments I’ve received over the last few weeks, and I’m not going to subject you all to my whining. But please remember to be patient — whether it’s for waiting for the next installment or getting confirmation whether certain things will/wont happen — the wait is half the experience. I know instant gratification is the norm, but it’s really disheartening to see people write off your hard work before it’s even out because they’re convinced something is going to happen one way or another.

In other words, please recognize the time and effort it takes creators to put out content.

#I could go on but honestly I’m about to cry because I’m just so tired #and this makes no sense so I’m sorry #but it’s really hard to find the motivation to keep writing when people are like ‘sorry you said it might be sad so I can’t read!’ #like bestie it’s not out yet 😭 how do you know 😭

[taylorswiftdebut]

swifties’ beef with people who have supposedly wronged taylor is so funny to me cause it’s like on one end of the spectrum one dude stole her entire body of work and one dude emotionally manipulated her and their relationship when she was 19 and on the other end of the spectrum there’s her boyfriend of 6 years she parted amicably with and a girl who can’t even legally drink alcohol in the united states like it’s all so unserious be so fucking real

#BUT ITS ALL TREATED WITH THE SAME SEVERITY #and i think it’s different when people are like yeah it seems they might have beef or this is interesting #but people literally put situations like the one with olivia rodrigo at the same level of that with scooter like it’s all so silly and rid #*ridiculous’ #*! #me and my keyboard are struggling #also i can’t base my perception of a person based off of something i THINK my favorite artist (who i don’t know) might THINK about them #if olivia rodrigo had been like actually i don’t even know what she could’ve been like to make me hate her the way eveeyone seems to #(even though taylor has talked at length how traumatizing that experience can be at such a young age but whatever) #and people always bring up the conan grey not listening to midnights but he was literally touring at the time 😭 #and almost every single person i’ve ever talked to who tours or works on a touring crew has said #it’s incredibly difficult to listen to new music especially new albums while touring #and especially if it’s an artist they love they want to give it consideration but like i said this whole situation #is so silly! oh you’re not gonna listen to her album because of taylor??? respectfully grow up! #i’m just so tired of seeing this discourse everywhereeeeeeeeeeee #anyway alkakakakakdkd #eris: text

[flowercrowngods]

the absolute mortification of crying in front of your volleyball group because you twisted your knee (fucking figures) and everyone keeps asking if you’re okay because you can’t stop crying but there’s no way of saying “the knee is fine, it’s the person attached to it who’s not” 🫠

#blah #seriously all i did today was cry. i’m so tired of crying all the time #and i’m so mortified that everyone just. had to see my ugly cry face. and my ugly post-cry face #but also everyone was so kind 🥺 my friend’s father took real good care of me and gave me his brace and. he was in full dad mode 🥺 #and my brother and his wife took me to their place and we had comfort food and his kitty was cuddly so it’s all better now #i even showered. but man 😭 i couldn’t keep playing volleyball bc the father said no (he’s a trained PE teacher) #and volleyball practice was the one (1) thing i looked forward to this week. and then that made me cry more #because objectively everything sucks and everything goes wrong and and i’m not getting any wins #anyway welcome to my pity party 🫶 #pathetic boy hours

[sparfloxacin]

I’ve been thinking about doing a list of something like ”olli/allu things I can’t believe have actually happened” but there are so many things it almost feels too overwhelming to do 😂😭

#I’d add there things like: #Aleksi’s spooky stream and him texting Olli in the middle of the night and him answering immediately 😭 #and then Olli helping Aleksi to find spooky stories/things and ending up sending him a horror trailer of Disney’s frozen 😭😭😭😭 #I’d also add there Aleksi reading a comment which said he is straight and him stopping reading it immediately when he realized what it said #because I haven’t stopped thinking about that #and ALL the Aleksi’s little and not-so-little Olli smiles and Olli’s Allu smiles 🥺 #and Aleksi staying and posting a pic from Olli’s place 👀 #oh and the Posse shower thing because they were clingy as hell and looked like an actual couple #and when Olli picked Aleksi up and he automaticly wrapped his legs around him (of course) because what the fuck was that 😭😭😭 #AND!! Niko talking about them on Twitter and saying he’d get banned if he told what Aleksi did to make Olli room with him 🤨🤨 #(or something like that) #I could continue this forever #so yeah! as I said there are way too many things and apparently we get more all the time 😭 (not complaining though) #please ignore all the typos I’m so tired lol

[bimiio]

<3

#ran into dat girl i lost my virginity 2 tonight >:3 #we hung out 4 da night n she was soooo flirty n when we were making out she kept pulling my hair n grabbing my throat😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #she also was lowkey tryna fuck me in front of everyone at da club😭😭 #she ended up not taking me home cuz she was exhausted (can’t blame her it was 6am) but :( #she told me she was tired n wanted 2 go home while i was in her lap n then she was like ‘why’re you pouting?’ #n i was like ‘no shh it doesn’t matter i don’t wanna sound like i’m tryna sway you’ #but then i straight up just said ‘i wanna fuck :(‘ #n she laughed n apologized 4 bein too tired but it’s ok #idk maybe i’ll see her again #m1n3 #nsft #0ut

[cheekyquokka]

Red Lights Binnie, it's what I deserve. (for the love of god pls someone post a hq video I'm fighting for my life out here.)

#Seo Changbin #Changbin #staysource #staycompany #3rachasource #jypartists #kpopco #userlau #usersa #hellomal #userbeepls #Stray Kids #skz #my tings #the story about this is I found a decent Hanji red lights #made me wanna do a half hanji half binnie red lights set #the universe said the post would be too powerful- I'm not allowed to have hq red lights Binnie #This is the best I could find- it was on twitter- so I was trying to work with it #ended up grainy af after coloring but I put in the work so I'm posting it #might start on the jisung one but probably won’t finish it tonight because now I’m tired and disappointed 😭

[baconcolacan]

Nah same with the tomtord, I've seen alot of people hate on it and seen some VERY mentally ill fanfics, but I usually just take a step back, remind myself that, I will never harass the creators, I like the show even without the ships, I will never write some messed up shit like (kid x adult of the characters),,,

And it's not annoying Dan! You're just sharing something your passionate about and we are all here for that and for you, 🫂

#asks #anonymous #GEHSJF THANKS MENG 😭😭😭 #I’m just…really tired of being associated with certain people #Its rlly tough wanting to play around with them to explore different takes of their relationship #Regimen is really big about this it’s supposed to be the WORST and UNWANTED version of their relationship #Like I said a lot of fics at the time I wrote it dont portray it the way I thought it should be portrayed #I just dont want people thinking I LIKE that version of their relationship #I REALLY dont but I wanted to explore and portray it in a ‘safe’ way #through fanfiction #though ‘safe’ is subjective bc as you know #I had to take a hiatus cause it impacted my mental health lmao

[kidovna]

Hi bahvna! Im sorry if this might sound rude, but you recently posted sketches on your insta stories, and in one of them you mentioned you no longer want hp art on your page. Its easy to guess why and i dont blame you at all for not wanting anything to do with a transphobe and/or her work, but i was curious to know whether or not you regret the previous hp art you have done? I always thought it was lovely, but your stories made me think that maybe it is something you wish you hadnt involved yourself in. Either way, lots of love! <3

Hello! Not rude, don’t worry. So many people reached out to me to ask about this. I drew hp art during a time when that lore brought me lots of comfort (during my thesis/beginning of the quarantine) so I don’t particularly regret my art from then. I also met some good friends i still talk to in the fandom and so many people told me the art i made during that period brought them joy. It felt great for a while to say “fuck canon” and make hp queer as hell.

Although, there’s a point you reach where you realise that it’s just not worth supporting it when the lives of trans people are at stake because of the kind of bullshit JKR has been spouting. separating the art from the artist isn’t enough. she still makes money off of it and you’re still creating buzz around the books/movies. I also had moments in the fandom when i felt very uncomfortable and had to take a step back but that is still nothing compared to what trans people have to endure on a daily basis.

I know so many friends I made in that fandom who are dropping it one by one and I stand with all of them on this decision. The only way you’ll see me interact with hp now is if you see me compliment a friend’s artwork if it pops up in my radar. otherwise I really don’t want to interact with that universe anymore.

#i just had to put it out #i don’t even feel comfortable doing hogwarts AUs anymore #but that’s just my stance on it #anonymous #hp #harry potter #i hope what i said made sense? it so late and i’m tired 😭

[milesworld96]

It’s not a want it’s a NEED

#sorry the editing is so shitty but I’m tired #😭😭😭 #anyways I need this to be reality #like I NEED it #I would say Bianca bc of Montez but idk #Bianca as heel don’t sit right w me bc she has been face for the longest of time now :(( #tho it would be pretty cool #IDK I JUST REALLY WANT JADE #the new hurt business #they need a name #also I know that it’s said that Jade is to be on Raw but I am delusional and I like to think that never happened #<- more reason that Bianca might join instead💀💀 #bobby lashley #montez ford #angelo dawkins #street profits #trick williams #carmelo hayes #trick-melo gang #jade cargill #wwe #wwe smackdown #wwe raw

[dreamerlynx]

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#sigh. puts up the barricades please I do not want to see d.nf on my dash #and again I do have it super filtered #I’m just soooo tired every little thing being HARD LAUNCH HARD LAUNCH until the next thing bc of course that didn’t happen #and life went on as usual #look I get it I’m the minority I’m aroace and easily exhausted by shipping esp real ppl shipping #but it’s times like this I miss the lore fandom bc man the complete focus on platonic dynamics and relationships was so nice #look if they ever actually say they’re dating I guess I’ll eat my words but so far I am not getting the sense that that will ever happen #and so it is extremely annoying to want to follow drm fans and get 90% of One Single Ship #and no sap except as third wheel for said ship #sorry I’m the only one who seems to not care abt George 😭😭 not in a bad way just. he’s fine and funny sometimes I guess but #I Just Don’t Care. and also another thing I need to get off my chest #why do ppl act like George is really shady and passive aggressive and ‘oh he should interact w X person who wronged drm he’d ROAST THEM!’ #like huh #George is one of the most Don’t talk about anything be vague be private ppl ever #I’m not saying he hasn’t had his moments of public support for drm but I just don’t get it #(it’s probably because he’s so vague and noncommittal that fans can just project their own feelings onto him) #sigh anyway I’m done that makes me feel better a bit #no tags just venting #<- it’s funny that became my venting tag now that I only vent in tags #bc some things such as this I am afraid to even put under read more lol

[chrollohearttags]

rule #1: never take ashwagandha and get wine drunk 🧍🏾‍♀️

#cw sex talk #look away #don’t ask me why #cherry chats 🍒 #just don’t #all imma say is…my sexually active folks be weary #cause this shit not for the weak #bout to get tmi but we family here #like I knew they said it was supposed to help w sex drive and stuff #what I didn’t expect was my whoremones to be wilin like this #my libido is already through the roof so it just made me worse #if I was in a relationship #the only thing my man could do is get tf out my face right now #I think real dick would only pmo atp 😭 #I’ve never had it but I know it’d br useless #now I’m randomly thinking abt that woman who beat up her man for nutting after one round djdjfh #it feel good ngl but like imma be tired as hell #got a rose with a switch and everything this is crazy

[mymelodyisme]

😔 unrelated but related my sister (same as the last post) said I was bossy

#🥺 she specifically said to me that i was just going to be bossy again like i always am #my mom then also proceeded to say my sister told her I was being bossy and she lowkey agreed 😭 #she swears it wasn’t in a bad way but that i even nods her around #and yesterday?? my mom 😭 commented on my clothes and yes I know I didn’t look too nice I was sweaty and tired #but i don’t have pretty clothes or style as sister once pointed out so like 🥹 just let me be #i thought I was cute and now I’m a lil insecure about them #😔 okay that’s enough it was just stuff that bothered me #actually this is completely unrelated but i always wanna participate in those #‘show me your oc and I’ll draw it for this themed thing’ posts my friends do #but 😭 i don’t wanna inconvenience them so I never participate #it makes me a little sad that my life is an inconvenience to others in my head #okay That’s it hope you’re well if you read all that

[unnerving-presence]

Albert Wesker should like instead of using pillows should use me

he totally would if he knew you reciprocated those feelings. he’s super good at hiding his emotions so you likely never know he‘s into you unless you catch him with a hard-on before he can hide it

he would go to town on whatever hole you desire that man probably has so much pent up lust. would let you take a few days off work because you will be practically crippled by the time he’s done with you

also random but don’t put a black light on his desk. or those photos of you. just don’t

#i’m tired of ppl making men silent #MAKE THEM MOAN 🗣️ #WESKER MOANS #I SAID IT #HE GROWLSSS #LIKE ALL THE TIME IN GAME 😭😭 #HE MAKES NOISE HE AINT NO SILENT BITCH ??

[akkivee]

A MOONLIGHT KING

#this is vee speaking #the bottom one lol kr said this is for the ones who wanted jyushi with a silver eye #i liked the way the some of the lyrics artistically had vines and stuff added to them like it was really gothic font but kanji 😭😭😭 #i woke up early for this so i’m very tired lol see y’all when ichi bday hits and so does the bbmtr➕ chapter lol 😴😴😴

[buggyandthebartoclub]

Sorry I won’t be on here for like 2 days I got a fat stack of voiceover scripts to get through (80 pages !!!)

And it started with over 100 that my child then came very close to breaking my laptop and managed to delete the massive chunk I already had done and could not salvage for some reason (no idea what he did while I was out of the room ugh) so I had to start over lol

If you need to reach me before I’m back try discord (same username buggyandthebartoclub) - tho I may not answer immediately I will be swamped in editing and recording

Gonna pop in some anime battle music in my headphones and hit the ground running I really want my next pay to be approved and processing before the end of the week lol

#lord help me bc kiddo wiped my progress I had to cave and ask my boss for an extra 1-2 days because I only got like 40-50 scripts done #and I am soooooo nervous I feel like I could throw up #he said it was fine if I needed some extra time before he assigned the milestone anyway #but like #please let me keep this job I really like it and wanna keep it and need the pay lol #Hbnnugghhh gonna throw up #anxiety anxiety anxiety #I’m so tired #I never wanna think about the word Kubernetes ever again 😭😭😭😭😭 #I would do this over and over and over again tho if it means keeping my foot in the door for voice acting #this is my dream I won’t let it go!!! #luffy would tell me to give it my all so I will…. #taking a leap when this job is fully done and applying for some video game rolls… #anyway #bye I’m gonna throw up for real form anxiety then get back to work before I take a Power Nap and keep working