#I need to get back to work

[november-rising]

I attempted to read a Carmy x Reader fic. I barely made it a paragraph before I felt dirty.

I felt like the other woman.

I was pissed that Carmy dare cheat on Sydney with me.

The absolute gall that I showed thinking I could read a Carmy x Reader fic. I've never been so bold in my life! LOL!

#I honestly feel terrible right now #this is insane lmao #it's fanfic and they aren't a canon couple (yet) but my absolute devotion to sydcarmy is unreal #i will never know the joy of carmy making me food #sydney adamu #carmen berzatto #sydcarmy #I'm sure there are great Carmy or Syd and reader fics out in the world that I will never experience #i need to get back to work #the bear fx #the bear #the bear hulu #i guess i'm really posting this...hmm

[len-art]

Wip of Hermes cus even if I have a deadline in 3 days the HadesBrainworms™ are big

#hermes #hades ii #hades ii spoilers #hades 2 spoilers #hades 2 #hermes hades #I need him #he went from best boi to husband #i love him so much #aighhhhh #i need to get back to work #but once deadline is over #I am coloring everything #my art

[genderflouiid]

speaking my truth

#james potter #barty crouch jr #jfp #bcj #james x barty #jarty #jarty croucher #you know you love it #i need to get back to work #i feel a brain rot coming on for them…

[veliseraptor]

on saturday night i had an excruciatingly realistic dream that i had taken the car to the mechanic to get it checked out but we'd shown up at 13 minutes to closing so we got a quote for a range of services and i scheduled an appointment. then i was just sort of living with this in the back of my brain as a thing that had actually happened in real life until monday morning when something clicked and i went "wait a minute"

this happens to me on a semi-regular basis. i will spend several days living in a world where a dream i had actually happened before realizing it didn't. there are probably also things that i genuinely believe happened and didn't, but the click of "wait that wasn't real" was just never there. probably i will never know, since 90% of the dreams like this are incredibly mundane and about normal things.

i don't have sleep deprivation hallucinations anymore but i'm not completely sure this is an improvement

#once i apologized to a friend because i'd dreamed we were in a fight #another time i walked around for two days thinking i'd found fifty bucks in my wallet #before i realized that i hadn't in fact done that #this is my real life #important text posts #i need to get back to work

[astral-from-afar]

Dont know if there is a tobari version but here ft. The ibuprofen I buy from the store

#nabari no ou #I’ve seen a raikou version #i need to get back to work #oh well

[suashii]

stop my boyfie sent flowers and strawberries to my work 🥺

#💭 manon’s mind #we both agreed that we would limit our celebrations to the weekend #bc i was at home then #little liar that guy #(i am too bc i’m having something delivered to him later :3) #hehe but he’s so cute #and in for a bunch of kisses in a few weeks #okay sappy sua is gone #i need to get back to work #but i will answer asks once i’m off! #love you bye ! !

[that--unusual-person]

guess i have a good reason to take stabs at sfm again now

#starscream rips on an old man #lmao #i need to get back to work #sfm #transformers #maccadam #starscream #megatron #wip #digital art

[xannerz]

gonna ramble but-- infinite painter ($10) and artstudio pro ($10/yr or $40 for life) are so much better than procreate (~$13). if their UIs were as intuitive as procreate's, im p sure they'd be more popular. that's honestly the only thing procreate has on the other 2 - it's not feature-rich, but v/ lightweight and easy to pick up. idk, it's kind of a shame.

i've always struggled with procreate - no matter how i mess with the settings, no matter what brushes i try out, the brush engine still feels incredibly stiff. but when i doodle in ip or artstudio it almost feels like i'm back on my desktop with csp, where i'm most comfortable. it's sad, man. procreate makes everything so crunchy when you resize it. it has restrictive layer limitations depending on your canvas size. i was doing a 3kx3k in IIRC IP the other day and the layer cap was like 100+ LMFAO. idk! i have immense respect for procreate and how it's made art more accessible to tons of artists (--once you buy an ipad ☝🤓), but if you can, give the other apps a shot. idr but im p sure they have free demos. artstudio pro's UI isn't the most mobile-friendly but i enjoy drawing on it wayy wayya ywyaywyYWYAYYY more.

#i need to get back to work #idk if this matters but im using a a 5th gen ipad pro #like for years people have asked for a better way to organize your brushes. and i see 0 movement on a feature like that. its v basic. #its been years. people buy ipads for procreate. i did lol. and its like. how can you not re-prioritize something like that up your list #im not trying to dis procreate either again i super admire what theyve managed to do w it lmao #but its treated as the go-to standard/default and i Strawngly Disahgree #like in inf painter like are you going to need 185 layers yeah no but alsoooo liiiiiike #xangoeswah

[goldkirk]

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#also I had a stalker on vacation but my parents only made me get out of the water #told me about it and pointed the guy ou #and then did nothing about it while we were all in the same cruise ship for a few more days #I put my clothes back on and tried to be a scarecrow the whole rest of the day #I don’t think they reported it to anyone or talked to the guys family or anything #but I saw him on and off for the rest of the week and just had to make sure I was never alone #anyway #I need to get back to work #this has turned into traumadumping and that’s not healthy for me or you #I’ll leave this up bc I clearly had a reason to write it but I’m stopping it here #no more trauma posting today katie #shh katie #(I should mention he was around before the water time it’s just that’s when he was trying to make a move and I didn’t notice bc I was #obviously playing around in the water lol)

[mintiestcrystal]

I'm supposed to be working but I wanted to share something with the people who live in my phone (all y'all).

I was working on some stuff that needed me to do some math, and i grabbed the first pen I saw. I realized after a second that this was The Good Pen™. Y'know, the one pen that writes like butter and gives those crisp lines?

Well, I never really use it. I tell myself that I want to save it for a special occasion. It's been a few years now and that special occasion hasn't come. And it just sat there in my pen holder, not doing it's job.

So I thought for a second, and used The Good Pen™ for my scratch work. It was pointless, and i knew the paper would be shoved somewhere in wait for the next time I need to jot down an equation.

It was WONDERFUL. I was all oooooooo pen, so smooth, so crisp, so dark and bold. I took immense joy in using The Good Pen™.

So fellow Tumblr users, go use The Good Pen™. Or use that nice soap you got. Use the fancy thing that you're constantly saving for a special occasion, because it feels just as good writing with a nice pen while writing scratch math as it does writing something important.

Go use The Good Pen™.

#long post #minty's crystals #i need to get back to work #but i wanted to share this with all yall #life is short #use the good pen #or nice soap #or fancy chocolate #self love #self care #mental health #pens #i know this wont break containment like my science post but might as well yknow

[dxllhcuse]

/ / Inosuke 🤝 Ichimatsu

About to kill this man cause they had enough

#akakdnciw #I can’t 😭 #I need to get back to work #🎎 out of the dollhouse || ooc

[taeminnomuyeppeo]

2 baddies 1 porch could actually be a remake of that movie about two grandpas who hate each other. except this time they live together. and it's enemies to lovers.

#i need to get back to work #i really do #me meme

[bonesandthebees]

one of the most infuriating things about becoming an adult is when you realize that it actually is 10x easier to solve problems by making a phone call vs literally any other communication method

#I was forced to get over my hatred of making phone calls bc of this #one 15 minute phone call is the equivalent of 5 back and forth emails #also if you don't know exactly what you need help with you can just ask and you can get real help #instead of just desperately clawing at faqs on websites #it's infuriating that it works so well #ramblings

[ammorfati]

by Meg Lemieur

#little fox #silly little guy #motivation but make it baby animals #words to live by #i need to get back to work

[hpdgirlfriend]

no one gives a fuck abt me man except for my mom right now actially shoutout to my mom

#i need to get back to work

[skuroken]

Godzilla minus one really is so good. I need to rant so sorry for the long post im gonna go off.

Godzilla minus one is what guilt and anxiety feel like, how it grows and throws everything into chaos around you. While watching it you just sit there and experience it all happen and you really get the sense that there's not much you can do in face of godzilla, because it is a natual disaster walking, you cant stop it, you cant do anything in the face of it, how do the people even dare to hope there's anything you can do? Giving up feels easier but the impact on you is too large to ignore, you cant live your life normally when there's a monster destroying everything.

I love godzilla as a character but the movie made me genuinely terrified at times because you cant defeat godzilla, the plan at the end gives you a feeling of hope only because it's a group effort, because they're doing it together and there's nothing else to put your hope in. You have to try or perish.

Humans need a community to survive. We need love and hope and support and time to heal and grow as well as time to accept all of those things. And somethings cant be healed completely and that's okay. But Godzilla is the opposite and really just the end of humanity, the opposite of love and care and nurture. He's sharp and monstrous and difficult to look at without freezing in fear and awe; Godzilla is hurtful, nothing can truly hurt it, and it just grows back. Everytime. Like trauma, guilt, anxiety and loss it will always be there, under the surface

The movie was so good. I'm stating the obvious things here but still. I need to write my thoughts out better this is just my heart talking

#personal #i need to get back to work