#I need an assignment if sorts

[nogenderonlychair]

Im not BUSY I need to be BUSY I need something to DO um pretend your a darn teacher or something give me ASSIGNMENT I need to not be doing time wasting things like failing miserably at crocheting I need to be BUSY

#give me something to do #I need an assignment if sorts #I need work #GIVE ME AN ESSAY TO WRITE #DOES ANYONE NEED AN ESSAY TO BE WRITTEN??? #HELP

[cowboysmp3]

it is always under appreciated how secretive phoenix is like he’s very breezy and hard to nail down. i feel like it’s bc he’s often seen in the context of his relationship with edgeworth but like. edgeworth isn’t cagey. if anything he’s somewhat willing to share a moderate level of personal details if he’s able to, he’s just awkward and very formal and task oriented. phoenix is snarky and impersonal but everyone allows it cause he gets deemed as harmless and goofy. kind of a slay

#hes the kind of guy who won’t tell you when his birthday is #or you’d ask him what he ate for dinner and he’d be like oh you know :) #like you know ZERO things about him unless they’re 1. in relation to edgeworth or 2. relevant to a case #it’s just so interesting people tend to characterise him as quite open and goofy #but he’s kinda catty and won’t tell you anything #i think like maya and edgeworth would wear him down eventually #and probably trucy and eventually apollo #but i think edgeworth would like Fix Himself and Go To Therapy and would eventually be like #phoenix u need to. sort out this aloofness you’ve developed #Edgeworth Assigned Therapy #ace attorney #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #narumitsu #wrightworth

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Anyone else have near-perfect executive function at work; but at home, have literally no energy or motivation to do anything except lie in a dark room, with something in or on your ears for several hours?

#It’s got to be the schedule keeping me on task at work #I love microdosing strict routines (not having an actual routine for the day; but having routines for small tasks #which piss me off if I can’t carry them out precisely the way I planned) #For instance: If I’m asked to paperclip a bunch of stuff together with multicolored paperclips of various sizes #I cannot just indiscriminately pick paperclips from the container because that is WRONG and ILLEGAL #The colors must fit the theme of the assignments; and the colors must alternate in a specific order #and the paperclips must all be the same size #If I’m asked to dump out and clean containers of writing utensils I am going to sort them by type and color #whether you like it or not #Black permanent markers have their own container in a different section from the blue permanent markers #Dry-erase markers are not to be mixed with permanent markers because they are easily confused and it is WRONG and ILLEGAL #Do not fuck with the system. It’s the only organizational skill I have and by fucking GOD I’m going to use it in EXCESS #I stuff and fill out envelopes the exact same way every time because if I do it any other way it is WRONG and ILLEGAL #The stamp always goes on last to minimize monetary waste if there is a mistake #Now you’d think my room is squeaky clean and organized because of how particular I am about these small tasks #Right? Right? #NO IT IS NOT. It looks like a bomb went off. Cleaning the room is a big task which cannot be accomplished within two hours #therefore I have discarded it as anything I need a routine for because it would take too long to come up with #and it is very hard for me to do things like that without instructions or a sense of consistency #So I simply don’t #“After five years the dust doesn’t get any worse” correct; but the mold certainly does #I am convinced half my problems with organization as a kid would have been solved if I just had a hamper #“We have a clothes chute; you don’t need a hamper” Maybe you don’t but I DO #I want one now; but I’m going to use it as incentive to get an apartment #because that’s another thing I need to smuggle and I have too much already

[todays-an-adventure]

When I was falling behind in school, the only thing that helped me was writing out each task I needed to complete on a sticky note and taking it down when I finished the assignment. Writing it out in a notebook or a planner didn't help; I needed that visual reward of removing that note and seeing the list decrease as I finished each assignment.

I also assigned a color to each class to keep track of them (I was very behind in my English class at the time of this photo).

Another thing that may have helped is assigning a color to a class, assigning a color to urgency instead - for example, red is late, yellow is tomorrow, blue is a week, and green is two weeks or more.

#I need some sort of reward to complete tasks #it encourages me to do well #plus it helped me keep track of each assignment and not lose track of any of them #productivity #academic success #academic weapon #academic validation #study motivation #studyblr #study blog #college student #student life

[wr0ngwarp]

um. uh. hi every body. something evil and malevolent happened in my brain this month.

this is. um. a Jet Set Radio/Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Death joke AU, spawned out of a in-joke that started in a pokepasta discord. my apologies to both the pokepasta and jsr fandoms

the entire basis is the idea that Corn in Future retconned og JSR Beat as leader/founder of the GGs (is beat being leader in the og even CANON?) so Corn and Beat are the Myras. no it's not a joke funny enough to justify how many hours i sunk into drawing these. no attempt was made to change the setting, assign most of the other cast, or otherwise make this au hold up to ANY amount of scrutiny. if i tried to make this actually work somehow then i'd REALLY end up too far gone. also i keep calling myrtle!beat "Meat".

MEANWHILE, IN A BETTER UNIVERSE:,

#jet set radio #pokepasta #creepypasta #jsr #explorers of death #pokemon #crossover #gore #body horror #blood #ask to tag #long post #jsr eod #also i said ''i didnt assign almost anyone else'' but thats not entirely true. #i did assign dj professor k as wigglytuff. but i decided i needed to draw a line in the sand somewhere #and drawing dj k as eod!wigglytuff is simply too much. some mental images really DONT need to be inflicted on others #i also thought about who would be grovyle and ended up leaning towards combo #i sort of think of him as having protagonist swag about him bc of chapter 2 in teh first game. #also i have a running joke w my sibling about combo being meta-aware bc of a jp-only line he has in future #where he tells roboy he wants to save. #i swear to god i had more reasoning than this but my mind is drawing a blank rn. sad #also i guess this would imply that cube and coin would be celebi and dusknoir but theyre not even in explorers of death so RIP #i did also briefly consider clutch as grovyle bc 1. stealing things lol and 2. joke about him being future-exclusive #and grovyle is FROM DA FUTURE... but frankly clutch does not feel like he could pull off being grovyle. in my opinion. #also i guess sitting here now i suppose it wouldnt even make sense in the context of the eod au cuz everyone but the main trio is og jsr #on that note. i had no idea what to do for gum's design so i chose the most awkward route possible i guess. im sorry gum. #in general gum kinda got the short end of the stick here due to being consistently the Second-in-Command meaning she's shadow #I'M SORRY WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #well at least she's better off than yoyo. me n my sibling just automatically were like ''he's bidoof'' ''yeah he's bidoof'' #also like last note. but. the jet set radio fandom is SEVERELY lacking cliche edgy over the top evil creepypasta versions of the cast

[aroaceleovaldez]

What cabin are you in? (If you are a demigod, and Greek)

I usually say Athena for what I'm sure you can fathom are obvious reasons [gestures to entire blog], though one could probably equally argue Apollo and I would accept that.

I do also rarely as a joke say Trivia (Hecate's Roman "equivalent") purely because in a discord server I'm in that has godly parent roles we used to do Riordanverse trivia nights and I just kept winning.

Now which group (CHB, CJ, rogues [Hunters, Amazons, misc], Magicians, Einherjar, Valkyries, etc etc) I would be affiliated with is a different question, and a very good one that I feel is very underappreciated, but I will save that silliness for another time.

#riordanverse #pjo #ask #totallynots8tan #''equivalent'' in quotations because as i have already spoken to the historical translation of deities across cultures is not one-to-one #and is more conflation usually than a direct translation/adoption #but that is perhaps over-complicating things for this question i just find it a fascinating topic of discussion because i am a nerd #ergo: see my responses ^ #i do cabin ''vibe checks''/assignments sometimes for friends/friends of friends on occasion so this is actually a topic i find fascinating #i still need to figure out a good way to make a quiz version of that which doesn't involve manual sorting #but i'd need to find a branching quiz format for it to work because i verily overcomplicate it #and without the manual sorting i'd probably need like 20 more pages of questions to appropriately parse data through those branches

[cephalonheadquarters]

I need to ramble about my ocs unprompted *doesn't*

#In my creative writing class today we asked questions abt each others characters so we can get to know our own characters more #and. Well talking a lot about melo & others has been on my mind SO MUCH now #I started thinking about sharlotte and hecatia more too #especially sharlotte i got sort of a story for her wow #Still need to work on hecatia i need to give her real band mates LOL. I hate drawing though #Ahhhhhhhhhh #I gotta write at least 400 words about chamelo for an assignment i am so excited. i am so excited #i will do a billion words

[friendofthecrows]

Just cited the Magnus Archives for an assignment where I discussed archives as part of an answer to a question purely to see if the professor would notice. I suspect they don't actually look to closely at the references and I want to see if they know what the magnus archives are. (Sims, 2016) don't fail me now.

#the magnus archives #tma #the assignment was sort of stupid and not worth many points so i don't really care if i lose some for this #it is also a discussion question so it's entirely possible one of my classmates will notice and go 'did you just cite the Magnus Archives' #i figure citing the Magnus Archives for archiving is approximately the equivalent of citing House for medical stuff #that is to say not very good #i love jarchivist but he does not have a library science degree #neither do i. but maintaining an archive is part of my current job which is why i just kind of took the information from my brain for that #and then was like 'fuck. i need a source. ...you know what would be funny?'

[transgaysex]

sewing hard

#wind howls #i need to finish my wizard robe for tuesday bc it will be a costume prop for my film production class final #'ez arent you on week 7 out of 15. how come youre starting your final now' the teacher wants us to kill ourselves. hope this helps ! #i shouldve finished it way earlier anyway. i started this a bit before halloween. and couldnt finish it then bc i got covid. devastating. #but i just had to go run my mouth and tell my team that i have a robe cape of sorts that could serve as a shady witch's robe. aurgh !!! #what ever. i have a bunch of trims to do (one of the front trims is done but the other isnt. and then the sleeves. and then the bottom) #and the final line connecting the sleeves and whatnot and then its dobe #done* #i can likely finish it tonight. and really i should. because i have to dedicate my weekend to my accessory modelization assignment #worst comes to worst and i dont finish the robe tonight i can speedrun it on monday night but i would rather die than do that #so. wish me strength and luck. sewing is a lonely art

[fiendishartist2]

couldnt figure out if i liked coloured or uncoloured better so have both <33

#so bored and stressed today bc i have an assignment i need to work on but my prof hasnt really showed us how so im just. sitting here #i did all my chores and then just played papas bakeria to pass the time lol #i went window shopping for summer clothes #i cant wait for summerrrr i need to chill but i need smth to do and i need money so im gonna get a job #my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #my face sort of #tw eyestrain

[arowrath]

shout out to my fourth and fifth grade teachers . i had genuinely lifechanging experiences with both of them

#text #i told my fourth grade teacher this bc my sister was in her class and i was like. Hey can u deliver a letter for me #cuz she was the person who inspired me to start writing #waughghh. man. #and my fifth grade teacher was i think literally the only person to realize i was definitely going thru something way more stressful #than a fifth grader should have to endure on their own And he couldnt fix it especially bc he didnt know what was going on but he let #me choose my seat on the assigned seating chart even though no one else got to choose. And i needed that at the time it was sort of #like being revived from the brink of death in terms of lifechanging events at the time #anyway i dont know whyi amsharming this. been really into anecdotes recently i guess

[twilightarcade]

If these "other people using my computer" didn't want to lose their saved work maybe they should've reconsidered using my computer

#wordstag #other people is me btw #anyway we are on a ROLL! unfortunately we have the Middle Schoolers tomorrow and I did NOT do my homework . #'remember your homework assignment' i . I forgor. Wwhat are we even doing #it's ok SPEEDRUN !!!!!! #anywya we just rewrote our outline timelinw for like the 5th time because i forgot i already had one saved on google #and quite frankly i didn't CARE !!! OHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #been a huge fan of standing around as of late. Ur telling me I can just stand in my house with no clear purpose or intent? #TONIGHT we're gonna do asks n everything. I prommy. #NEED a to do list app of sorts. ttime to see how that old notion is doing lol #also erm!! Locked out of one of my organization accounts ever since they killed and remade me. Need to get on that #also 💭💭💭💭 i sstarted a drawing r u proud of me like a good one. Not ms paint moment. #idk tonight's our night guys im kinda like on the moon over the moon even. Maybe I am the moon. #as much as i hate that guy but ermmm i'm going to learn a completely new thang instead of finishing my old thangs #it's only natural

[satanfemme]

being both gnc and trans is so hard sometimes. it's like, I'll face adversity for being gnc/trans/whatever-strangers-read-me-as, and in addition to the normal base-level difficultly and pain and fear of these experiences, I'll also feel on some level like it's "my own fault" too because this is what I purposefully decided to be.

I often dress/act like a girl but have a deep voice/facial hair/flat chest -- and I opted in for all of those. I spent more money than I can conceptualize in order to medically transition in those ways. while, in theory, I could've saved the money, not transitioned, continued dressing/acting the same way as I do now, and the problem would no longer exist... in theory. ofc logically I know that's not at all how it works. if I hadn't transitioned I would feel even worse. and the way I'd experience & express gender would still be intrinsically different from "cis girl" -- that's true regardless of how my body looks or sounds. which should all go without saying, because I very obviously don't conform to my CAGAB either. if I did I wouldn't be in this mess!! u know?

...but the self-blame is still there, because for better or for worse I did go out of my way to become myself. <- feels like a truism.

#the other big self doubt-y issue I've been experiencing lately re: being gnc and trans #is feeling like I'm ''faking'' something. to sooo many people I've just come out as a femme/nonbinary man #with no mentions of my cagab cause that's not something I like to share around irl lol #and then I complain ofc about how I'm treated for being feminine. and everyone gives me sympathy which is nice #but it's hard to fully accept cause I wonder how many of them are assuming I was shunned the same way growing up. #when in reality I was punished for not being feminine *enough*. #and ik it shouldn't/doesn't matter in this context. I still struggled then and I still struggle now; they don't cancel out #but it almost feels like I ''tricked'' my way into a marginalization that I don't ''actually'' belong in. idk #like as if I'm ''secretly'' a girl and just pretending my normal girlhood is subversive for attention #or like I should have just been content with the relative safety of my assigned social role #(hm... where have I heard ''why can't you just be ok with being a girl?'' and ''they're just doing it for attention'' before 🤔) #it's def leaps of logic & self-directed transphobia all around but it's hard to shake #and there's a real fear somewhere mixed into it all too of ''what if someone finds out my cagab and decides I'm not actually trans/a man - #- by *their* transphobic logic. even if they previous supported me''. #anyway I hope no one minds the long vent-y post. I needed to sort out my emotions here lol #I have an old ''omg I love being confusing and ambiguous XD'' post gaining notes rn for some reason and #seeing it again while mentally working thru the above just made me feel ill and confused and guilty. feeling better now <3 #and I do love being trans & I love being a femme & I love being a man with a broad and fluid gender #it's just hard too sometimes

[mxdotpng]

best part abt having an ff14 oc is creating side content for ur wol's character development, completely unrelated to the msq going on

#.text #lately ive been thinking about how the 'traitor' nonsense in stormblood never gets addressed. #like how the garleans found rhalgr's reach and zenos can just waltz in. #so i used that to finally FINALLY fit in something ive been trying to put into the story for YEARS #upon walking into rhalgr's reach for the first time. the undercover traitor. a scientist who works for garlemald. like instantly #recognizes adaline. because he was one of the scientists who helped create her - and one of the ones eventually punished for her escape. #so he took it upon himself to complete his assigned task And bring their wayward expiriment back. #originally in one of addie's very very first drafts. when i first played the game. and when she was like still a human and not #some sort of fleshy robot clone thing. lol #she had a brother named beau. i think im going to bring him back as sir scientist here #he gets caught for recognizing her and thinks quickly. he could use this. so he pretends to be her long lost brother #(a lie) who has been searching for her ever since she disappeared (the truth). and since addie doesnt have any memories #nor does she even know she was Created rather than born. not yet. its not like she can say hes lying. #even if she knows something is wrong... #need this. so a) there are Seeds there for his 'i was created' event and b) so he finally has a reason and an ending to her sudden #'who was i' thoughts. like lately shes been wondering what his life was like Before the amnesia. and this is like #a very sudden and very convenient thing for her to happen. so shes suspicious. and honestly is a little too willing to let it happen #even if his default nature is distrusting. #but it also gives an easy out for trying to figure out When the twins find out addie is a weapon. bc i was never sure where to put that #but here is good. here is good #im literally a genius. smartest writer ever. ok maybe not but also yes #adaline rozovy

[mads-is-tired]

Mads, quick question, is your OC a ghost or is that a person in a sheet??

they'd prefer not to answer :)

#genuine answer is sort of neither? #like they're a ghost but they're also Not #they have ghost 'properties' and behaves like one #and if you were to lift the sheet you'd just see the legs end where the sheet starts as if they were invisible (they're not) #and if they need arms they exsist in the same material of the sheet if that makes sense #i have an old drawing of that somewhere #also the eyes and mouth aren't holes its drawn on #and also expressive #i'd just been thinking about making a 'hi this is my OC' post once i'm done with my assignment and then i saw this ahaha! #i'm a fan of characters that are just a Being #nothing too much too them but because of that: what the fuck are they #i'm now realising thats also what kirby is. whoah. #anyway thank you for the ask!!!

[lingeringscars]

the goal (the dream, the hope, the plan) is to finish reading for all my classes tonight and write my final paper for methods and final exam for wcc this weekend wish me luck yell at me if u see me

#i WILL finish the readings tonight i only have 2 left #then tomorrow i'll write my last journal entry for one of my classes #and then i think sat i'm gonna write my wcc paper and sunday my methods one #bc i have the methods presentation on tuesday. so i can write up and present on that. and then correct it tuesday / wednesday with whatever #needs to be fixed based off the feedback from the presentation #and then submit that #i have 3 meetings on monday so that's. fun. #but hopefully i get my dataset approved for the proficiency paper #sobs softly #ooc. #tbd. #anyway busy buzz buzz but freeing up? sort of? #next week is the last week of classes but i will be in stats hell yet again #my last assignment is due on the 20th so i will be working on that mon tues wed and thurs probably #and then my final is the 25th #which if things pan out will be the ONLY thing i have that week #and then i drive home #no getting trapped in chicago this time #me: then i have a month off #the reality: will be doing data collection full time (aka 40 hours a week)