#I know I’m basically just rambling

[artsywitchling]

I think Im entering my phase of saving art I love again, just to stare at it for hours, like I did when I was 12 years old, rather than drawing myself. (I did draw stuff back then still, but I wasn’t expecting me creating masterpieces, I just did it to fulfill a need that rn I don’t really have anymore).

I know my unhappiness and my art block and everything is all connected. And I think I might just need to sit back or do something else that inspires me. I don’t want to envy other artists, like I do now. I want to aspire to be like them in a positive way.

Because I still love art. I can feel how much it touches me, how it tucks on my heartstrings. I feel it so very deeply.

Maybe that’s all I need to do right now. Just sitting back and taking everything in. Giving it the attention it deserves.

#artsy talks #I know I’m basically just rambling #these are things I tell myself #I just need to write it down so I wont forget about it #because life is so busy and I’m so low on energy that I forget this and then I’m unhappy again

[turtleblogatlast]

Love when people play with the idea that one of Leo’s katana could have accidentally been left in the Prison Dimension and furthermore I love when that idea has Consequences™️.

Oh a chunk of your soul is in a place nothing can escape unless by means of ripping a hole through dimensions? Good luck with that.

Imagine Leo doesn’t realize it at first, and just assumes that this off, empty feeling is just “depression kicking it up a notch haha.” Later, he thinks it’s “probably just the ✨trauma✨, that’s what Mikey’s pamphlet said, I guess.”

And then, his body heals, and the brothers go out on the first mission they’d had in a while.

Leo goes to teleport and-

He’d never known what the in-between state of teleportation felt like until then. Seeing the world in a state of everything and nothing, simultaneously. To witness reality as a mass of molecules, just an infinite well of things put together to make a whole, and he, too, is broken into pieces yet he feels it all. He doesn’t know what’s happening, and it doesn’t really hurt but it’s-

In a blink, he’s at his katana, his teleport successful.

He’d been in the inbetween for ten minutes.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rottmnt headcanons #rise leo #listen I love the prison dimension I love Leo’s teleportation and portal abilities and I love when two cool concepts overlap soooo #idk it’s late and I wanted to ramble #Basically take Leo’s abilities but add a bit of ~delay~ to them #I know now that both swords fall out the portal I’m p sure but CONSIDER #could have so easily had one not go through the portal on time or just barely miss out on falling though

[whereismyhat5678]

HOLY. SHIT.

I don’t even wanna separate these?? TAKE THE WHOLE SHEET I’M SO PROUD OF IT WHAT????

I was playing around with expressions and OMG, I think I unlocked something???

It was mostly from yesterday’s post, I liked the way I drew Pizza Head so I decided to try drawing him again (since it’s been a while) AND GOD I LOVE THESE‼️‼️‼️ Seriously started out rough but then I just kind rolled with it! I like it! I like it a lot‼️ 😆😆

Also since I drew Brick yesterday as well, I decided to change the way I draw him, just a bit 🤏

Today was so fun AAAHHH!!!! 💞💞💞💞💞💞

#Pizza Tower #Looking at these so proud 😌😌 #I was on the coach for what- 3 hours? It was worth it- 💀 #I think the way I’ll draw Brick for now on is what he looks like in game but the legs look just a TINY bit like baggy pants #Like have you ever seen animated animals have those legs that look baggy and the feet underneath #I’ve seen it somewhere I know I have but I don’t have a good example…Still I tried to make it look sorta like that- #And I like it! I think he’s looks adorable!! 😄😄💕💕 #For Pizza Head I wanted to give more life in his expressions and poses #I think I did it well enough before hand but I want to express MORE of it #Like the better parts of it- Him looking smug him looking angry him looking annoyed etc #I like the one I colored and the one where he’s singing to himself- THAT one I had fun with he looks great 😂 #I also like the one where he’s doing a raspberry #I did that one without a sketch!! #I’m basically trying to focus more on the expressions I think. I had the most fun with them and that’s the thing that made me realize I #need to put more life into him. He needs to be flexible #Sorry if I rambled to much- 😅 Just spilling my ideas. Hope you don’t mind 😂 #Doodles #Pizza Head #Brick #Gustavo #Gustavo and Brick

[pretentiouswreckingball]

I need pathetic Regulus so bad you guys, I want him pining after James, writing in his silly little diary how good he looks today, I want him daydreaming about their wedding and drawing hearts at the margins of his notebooks with Regulus Arcturus Potter over and over again

#do you see my vision? I know Regulus can be portrait as this cold distant guy who lets nothing show in his face but I’m #i want regulus being so obvious about his devotion. I want him to salivate at the sigh of James and be after him like a sick puppy #i want him to try to play it cool and fail spectacularly #basically just Regulus having and embarrassing big-ass crush on his brother’s best friend #who in my mind is also Regulus’ in some degree #and then i want James being a bit oblivious about it until one day the light catches Regulus in a certain way and…. that’s all it takes. #he’s doomed. #a lot of rambling tonight so sorry #loops blabbers

[foldingfittedsheets]

So I’ve been singing Alto in choir for school (cause it was the only 1 credit course I could take for my art degree). It’s been fun, we’re singing nerdy songs and there’s no homework.

Today, after five weeks of choir classes, I was singing in the car. I reached for a high note I could never hit before and found that with better breath control I hit it. And I was suddenly just so happy. Like. It turns out when you practice and get feedback on stuff you can improve! Who knew!

#ramblies #for those who like me did not know the music classifications alto is on the higher end up not as high as sopranos who are basically sirens #like I know I’m gay but when the treble section (both alto and sopranos together) sing alone it is extremely bewitching #just top tier good sounds #singing

[creative-robot]

Honestly I think one of the funniest things you can do with a hermitcraft/life series Naruto au is to NOT make Etho Kakashi, but still not really change his outfit. The tied-for-second funniest things you can do with it being making Joel Sakura and/or making Grian be Gaara

#I don’t even know much about Naruto it’s not one I ever got into but I know the basics #seriously though point 1. I know besides the outfit Etho does actually remind a lot of ppl of Kakashi but it’s so much funnier if he’s just #like. a fanboy #Joel THINKS hes Sasuke. he’s not #and i’m not explaining Grian I think it’s self-explanatory enough lol #hermitcraft #life series #Gem is so a highly skilled and apt Naruto to me btw instead of a 9 tailed Kitsune she has like. a 9-eyed kraken or something ocean related #robot rambles

[nerves-nebula]

DO NOT DEFEND THAT MAN WITHIN MY SIGHT ON A POST ABOUT DIGGING INTO SOMEONES HISTORY TO FIND A HALF BAKED REASON TO HATE THEM I SWEAR TO GOD.

I hate that man because of his CASUAL RACISM, proliferation of BIGOTED CONSPIRACY THEORIES and his idiotic opinions!!! You do not have to look for a flimsy reason to hate him because his videos are chock full of perfectly reasonable ones!

#nnstuff #rambling #also. his name. #you really don’t have to dig into his past or anything to know that he’s a shit head #he is named wendigoon and has defended this by basically pretending native peoples cultures are dead #and he as a white man has to continue then lest they die out #ok. asshole #btw person who reblogged this I’m not mad at you #I just go into a rage when I see that guys awful name

[sonic-adventure-3]

dude i phrased that sonic v shadow post so wrong. in my head “more skilled” meant shadow relies on more specific skills like gunplay and chaos energy manipulation, and more theoretical knowledge, not that he’s generally more proficient. “raw power” is wholly undescriptive and invokes an image of brute force, which isn’t what i meant. sonic has significantly more actual experience and more honed movement. sonic is a very quick learner, and has dexterity and stamina off the charts. he’s most certainly not unskilled, not in general nor compared to shadow, so i supremely failed if i implied that.

in my head at least, shadow would’ve learned to fight in a controlled environment, if he had physical training at all. i imagine he’d be book smart, had a formal education and shit. either he learned and trained on the ark, or when gerald messed with his memories he implanted fighting knowledge too, baymax style, or something i guess. sonic learned to fight through actual experience, so sonic would be the one with far better battle sense and instincts, it’s like second nature to him rather than a studious pursuit. dude’s graceful as hell, makes everything look easy; no way in hell is he unskilled or less skilled than shadow. shadow’s skill is like, classical, whereas sonic’s is pure schmovement. but idk i’m just thinking aloud.

#rambles #shadow v sonic is more like. top of the class hard worker vs genius prodigy #they get similar scores but if the genius wanted to really apply himself he could be curing cancer or whatever #or something idk. my thoughts are hard for me to understand #more skilled was definitely misspoken. there’s a really narrow definition that i didn’t explain well enough where that rings true #in most other senses sonic is more skilled than shadow yeah #gah i hate realizing i’ve badly miscommunicated an idea i find fun #i need a disclaimer for every post i make like: #(THIS IS A FUN LINE OF THOUGHT I FIND INTERESTING. IT IS NOT ANALYSIS NOR DO I BELIEVE IT. IM PLAYING DOLLS) #dude i miss my old pinned post i’m just saying words recreationally #i don’t believe this post either i say shadow fights classically #but like i don’t know of any teachings that primarily involve kicking people in the back of the head and teleporting #it’s an interesting line of thought that provides an interesting contrast. regardless of if it’s literally true #i’m full of shit basically. i know that. i really don’t want to claim anything else #SORRY.

[lee-of-games]

So. Was in a server and talking about headcanon stuff, fic ideas, AUs, etc etc

And while discussing an AU with @pyarini , the idea of using Heba as a name for a reincarnation came up, to which I made some comment about how cute it would be for Atem to recognize it’s Yuugi, because they both mean game. To which she pointed out that it didn’t, and that Heba actually means “gift.”

Which made me think two things:

One: I seem to have been completely misled by the fandom to believe Heba meant game. (To be fair I had tried to look it up before, but could never find a concrete meaning, and figured I just missed something since everyone else was saying it did.)

And two: Oh…Why do we use that name in the first place?

I did some light digging and it seems there is nothing showing Heba means game, and within fandom, there’s nothing concrete showing where it originated from, though highly suspected to be a name someone liked and used in an RP for an Egyptian Yugi counterpart, which just got spread and used by the fandom. (The ONLY info I could find for it’s origins was Fandom Wiki, so if anyone knows any different please let me know!)

So here’s my thought process now: If it was randomly chosen by someone cuz they liked the name, I think I’ll just pick my own name for “Heba” and use that instead!

This was developed by Kanmani by saying “Maybe it should be Senet” To which I had the idea of using the name Sen, short for Senet.

Now, I know this seems silly as a name, but I think it’s fitting seeing how Yuugi literally just means “Game” in Japanese, and his Grandfather is named Sugoroku, after a form of Japanese Board Games. As a counterpart, to reflect it’s a version of Yugi just in a different time/place, I think it works well! (Plus Sen is a name already, with a few meanings, one of which is a thousand in Japanese, if people wanted to use it for a modern reincarnation as well!)

I’m not a newbie, but comparing my two years here to how long this fandom has been around, I know it would be silly to ask to completely change the name around or anything like that. I don’t wanna make it seem like I’m saying you shouldn’t or can’t use the name anymore! It’s a cute name, and I understand it’s got history in the fandom! I mainly wanna use this as my own nickname for a counterpart and explain where I got it from.

Buuuuut…I do invite anyone who likes the name idea to use it in your projects: whether it’s labeling art, comics, fics, etc!

I would love to see people joining in calling an AE Yuugi counterpart Senet/ Sen, and I know I’ll be using it myself for my projects :] ✨ It’s already been cemented in my mind, even if it doesn’t catch on haha.

#ygo dm #yugi moto #yuugi mutou #yugi mutou #which. which tag is the proper one to use here 😭 #Heba #much easier for that one lol #my art #uh! basically just my ramblings but like #once I found out Heba didn’t mean game I was like I need a new name immediately #there’s no actual name in Egyptian/ Arabic that would mean Game to my knowledge? #if so someone let me know #but I thought this idea with Senet and Sen for short was so cute #that I just had to use it #anyways please feel free to use the name Sen/Senet for your Ancient Egypt AUs and so on #it would actually make me very happy if others pick up the name too;; #for tagging purposes I’m using Heba for this post tho lol #AND. LET ME KNOW IF YOU DO USE IT! I would love to see!!! #this is basically one big headcanon I’m hoping catches on 😭

[kirnet]

#hi Dani just saw u mention shiva and. shiva my best friend shiva my everything shiva #man there’s a lot of races huh. a lot of my moots beloved exiles are mirialan but I’m not sure I’ve seen any other races??? #where’s my Rodian exile #kotor 2 #Jedi exile #polls #kirnet would stay human. basic I know but she’s so slay #ramblings

[no1ryomafan]

So I finished mazinkaiser awhile ago after months of procrastination on it and for one reason or another I’m not gonna give my solid thoughts on it but there is one specific thing I wanna point out, not as a critique but more so a confusion. That being: I find it weird how Mazinkaiser isn’t the turning point for Mazinger where they finally go “hey the robot is sentient” because it’s not yet near the end literally EVERYONE talks to Venus A as if shes actually a person:

I’m not saying this as a criticism for the reason of my already biased to vaguely sentient robots-because as much as I prefer this angle with mecha, I understand not every and all mecha can approach this because sometimes the robot is JUST a narrative tool and not a character, which is fine-however I’m confused with Mazinger of all things didn’t take this approach when there’s already so much emphasis on Mazinger being tied to gods. I mean, apart from the fact the robots are based off Greek Mythology and there is a constant message of “will it become God or Devil” which feels like it warrants this enough, it would start to make sense if the robot grew sentient because Mazinkaiser is treated as the ULTIMATE Mazinger. (And where have we heard a case where the “ultimate” form of a robot starts to be the one that displays more self awareness *cough* GETTAH🗿)

Especially also within this ova- it seems to do stuff on its own accord to PROTECT Koji, like going on auto pilot as he’s knocked out and somehow keeping him safe from being burned alive in magma, but I cannot tell if this IS a indicator Mazinkaiser is actually sentient or if it’s just all auto pilot. Oh and it’s a more minor thing but also just- the human poses Kaiser and Venus take during the beach episode… I cannot tell if that’s something they wanted or if their pilots just posed them comfortably because lines seem to blur with the robots just being treated as the extensive of the pilots. (Venus is literally based off of Sayakas appearance after all)

It’s just weird Nagai never went this route and just stuck to metaphorical stuff, when it feels like SOMETHING he would do given the nature of his stories and yet the only fully sentient Mazinger media I know is Zero. Of course I still have such a limited window on Mazinger so if this is me actually being wrong please feel free to correct me, but I still will never not find it weird Mazinkaiser lacks this aspect asides from maybe vague allusions to it that may or may not be implying it. Maybe if I ever rewatch it or find more Mazinkaiser content specifically I’ll be able to piece things together a bit more.

#meg text #mazinkaiser #mecha rambles #also before any asks I have also seen SKL and let me tell ya despite how off the rails it already is it makes Kaiser even WEIRDER #SKL!Kaiser is like- supposed to metaphorically be fucking satan and your telling me that robot ISN’T sentient? #the manga straight up implies it drives its pilots INSANE which just proves Kaido and Magami are that off their rockers to handle it #oh and just the fact Kaiser pops out the ground for them whenever… that’s either a very specific auto pilot or its sentient #granted the fact I know mazinkaiser originated from SRW from it being “born from getter rays” does not make my ordeal any less conflicting #obviously they retcon that out but like- #your gonna have a mazinger be born from a getter- SHIN GETTER no less and NOT be sentient? #and again I’m not even mad it’s not the getter approach bc not all mecha’s need to become cosmic horrors (even if it be sexy ngl I mean) #but it’s weird go fucking nagai never once considered in his crazy ass mecha already to make his robot LITERALLY sentient #and there being consequences for that on top of all the dangers Koji has to face being in this damn robot #again maybe I’m just a idiot and some of this is true bc I’m not the most knowledgeable on mazinger aside from the basics and it’s impact #but sure as hell never seen anyone mention this and I doubt it’s just a factor of “it’s niche” when it’s fucking mazinger

[dol-dee]

Hm I would love to continue Dee's dol journey and play it more but I feel like I’m starting to run out of stuff

#atm I’m mostly thinking about it and not really playing it much anymore #i know there’s still a lot I haven’t done but I hadn’t expected that the content for the LIs would run out so quickly #now tbf I still have Kylar to explore but I’m just not that I to them so their whole.. thing (gestures vaguely) will happen when it happens #actually I’m being unfair I only mean Sydney when I say that #..and Avery #cause I know you can basically romance everyone without consequences but: #i ​wont ever romance Robin bc I’d like to uphold that personal moral for Dee #Kylar will happen when it happens but I unfortunately didn’t click with them as much as I had hoped #Eden didn’t do much for me < also unfortunately and unexpectedly #im kinda working on Alex but imma be honest the whole farm/wren thing is really tedious #although I’m slowly working on it #and then Whitney…. I’m tempted but also my petty ass doesn’t want to let them win #plus i feel like it would be somewhat ooc for Dee #yeh she doesn’t hate him as much anymore bc there’s bigger fish to deal with now but he hasn’t really changed his behavior at all #again I would be on Whitney if I could retaliate and not let myself be dragged around like a chew toy #dol rambles #ah i forgor the woods and the hawk. so I’ve tried the wolves in one run it was okay but the ongoing 10+ wolf sex encounters tire me out #<not like that

[thelyingjoke]

finallyyyyy finished the thing!!! v3 but it’s the hit children’s book series all the wrong questions by lemony snicket which 10 people have read

this was supposed to include the entire cast but i got Tired and this thing would take even longer so here is just these three. they’re the only ones i have 100% solid roles for anyway the others keep shifting in my mind

#i’m going to make more of this au probably #i know not many people have read these books so #if anyone wants me to describe it please ask!!! #any reason to ramble abt this series or au is awesome to me :) #this is just a Basic thing to get the idea out #in other posts i’ll probably think more on Outfits and Shapes #danganronpa #ndrv3 #kokichi ouma #kaede akamatsu #shuichi saihara #atwq au #art

[jeanmoreaux]

just had to read the words “I’ve been told that there actually ARE aftg folks on tumblr I just haven’t found them yet.” with my own eyes and it took a decade off my life. are we a joke to you??? like bestie WDYM WE TUMBLRINAS ARE THE OG AFTG FOLK

#i’m so sorry for you random person on the internet you would have loved 2016 litblr #you’ll never know how wild and alive the fandom was back then. #the jorts discourse and the jortsventure vid. #((you don’t understand. kevIN is kevOUT still lives in the crevices of my brain.)) #the demisexual neil discourse. #the fucking WHY ARE YOU BUYING CLOTHES AT THE SOUP STORE?!??!!! vid #andrew gummyard (rip). #i DIDNT go through all that to be treated like this 😭😭😭 #the twitter fandom was basically non existent at that point in time #also just to have it said but in the yearly tumblr wraps aftg still places quite high considering when it came out! #((it’s genuinely so funny to me that some people don’t think aftg is a thing on here like sfhjdsgjjgfcackling what)) #mish rambles

[robots-are-kinda-hot]

what is with reader inserts having arachnophobia? why can’t I have a freaky (read: cool) reader with like. a bunch of pet tarantulas or fancy rats or pythons

#this is coming from someone who ADORES spiders snakes rats sharks pidgeons etc etc #so im sorry if this sounds insensitive! I know phobias are uncontrollable. I used to be scared of spiders until I basically forced myself #to interact with them because!! spiders are cool and I didn’t want to be scared of them #now it’s just the two dangerously venomous ones in my state that I’m still scared of lol #blank’s rabid ramblings #omg what if there was a reader insert whO TOOK CARE OF ALLIGATORS??!?! OR CROCODILES!? AUGH I WOULD LOVE THAT #AFSHBRNSJFBF dammit I wish I had enough time to actually gather the motivation to write something…

[fwuffletail]

I did nothing but draw all of this within today

#imagine sitting in kinda a rut with drawing but one fine morning just- #first image appears;;; immediately knows what I must do #and the flow just continued up until this very moment #I love my ocs sm I truly do;;;; I just haven’t been drawing much mostly bc like #I love my art and I do draw for me; but I’m getting burnt out of drawing for me if that makes sense; #i could go a whole lot more but hrnsjggr oops I rambled once again; basically oops I haven’t drawn #fwuffletail #eve #jake #elder #Endriken #Rowan #Melody #Rheyna