#I have to go back to school on tuesday

[jaxxxxyyy]

none of y'all understand mitski like I do 🫶

#I fucking love mitski #somebody sedate me #I have to go back to school on tuesday #anyways I love mitski #I am literally the song last words of a shooting star

[simgerale]

me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

#hi everyone #I’m going around hugging you all #okay now that we are gathered here today #i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best #i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time #and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol #but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine #literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything #I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake…. #I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour #then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it #and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again #I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do #so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour. #I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday #y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts #I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story #I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my #own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing? #y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents #.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire #but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself #I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump #I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions #I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well #I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day. #but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it #I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing #I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!! #I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time

[nebuladreamz]

#shitpost #i have. no experience with writing or making music #nor can i read sheet music/notes #but goddammit that isn't gonna stop me from trying #i've used fl studio before (still am) but Hot Damn i never used it to make. og songs(??) #going off of less than stellar sleep schedule #school starting back up on tuesday #and toby fox's words on just. going for it when it comes to music #fuck around and find out i goddamn will #it'll turn out shit at first but i know if i keep practicing i'll get better #and that's ok bc practice doesn't make perfect it makes better quality #thumbs up we're balling #nebula rambles

[anonymouspuzzler]

by the way STREAMS ARE BACK THIS WEEK and by STREAMS i mean ONE AND MAYBE I DRAW IF I HAVE TIME

check it out and PLEASE TUNE IN !!

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Possible art stream | If and/or When I Feel Like It, Stay Tuned WED 5/17 | Splatoon 3 BONUS STAGE | 5:30pm to 8:30pm PST FRI 5/19 | Yakuza 0 | 4:00pm PST @ twitch.tv/hollow_tones SAT 5/20 | SLARPG | 3:00pm PST @ twitch.tv/hollow_tones SUN 5/21 | Professor Layton | 3:00pm PST @ twitch.tv/hollow_tones

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#anonymous puzzler streams #anonymous puzzler talks #i have been VERY EXCITED to get back to streaming so YAHOO HERE WE GO!!! #tentatively going to be tuesday mornings/wednesday evenings for the summer as my schedule allows #with breaks for stuff like gdq and my upcoming school travel

[padfoot-lupin77]

I spent so long around my friend group that drains my energy and unintentionally makes me feel terrible that I forgot how nice it feels to be around true friends that love you and make you feel nice

#in my healing era (until Tuesday comes and I have to go back to school)

[hiimcanadia]

I FINALLY FUCKING GRADUATED LETS GO!!!!!

#it feels SO weird just walking out of th school at 1:40pm on a Tuesday #and even weirder knowing that i never have to go back now #absolutely surreal #2pm in the morning

[madamescarlette]

You ever have to be like, "no babe you're not bone-breakingly heart-rendingly sad, you just had less than five hours of sleep"? Yeah.

#lack of light november really doing a number on me this year! #this is not a worry-for-me post btw. it's like that comic of the raccoon advising you to shower to eat or to sleep when upset #it's my last full week of being a student going about doing student activities and i keep doing things going what if that's the LAST time?? #which i've been actively trying to avoid doing because when i left my old school i overdid it and i was actively mourning leaving my place #there for the last six months like someone constantly picking at a wound #and while it was the most beautiful time of my life and it might always be i really regret having spent so much #of my final moments there being sorry that it was final because i just grieved it! twice! #i grieved it afterwards and i grieved it beforehand and i kind of wasted my precious time grieving it beforehand #so this time i've been TRYING to practice restraint and not spend my time brooding and just be here instead! #and not say goodbye to every doorway and every leaf and every brick in the pathway until i'm actually saying goodbye #but it suddenly burst into proper fiery colors on all our foliage over the break and i came back and suddenly it was ablaze #with perfect color and i'm walking around this week with my hand on my heart going oh!!! i love you so much #thank you for sending me off like this!!! i loved being here with you!! #so. tis hard not to mourn. but till then there are papers to write and chapters to be read and then girl has to scurry #and write her daily poem before sleep #so it will be alright it will be alright <3 this i believe! #i may delete these tags later because they might be overshare-y or too despondent and not need to be said #but i figure where else can i pour out my heart into a lovingly enfolding void like this <3 #happy Tuesday tumblr i love you all dearly! #thank you for all your tags today btw I will come back and reply to them tomorrow when i'm a bit clearer-minded #thinking out loud

[ereborne]

Work is on fire, so close to finishing the current work and now the old work has broken, however: I get to work with the old boss again.  Fuck but I missed her

She comes in, tells me the horrible news, I start cussing, she starts laughing, and then we both get to work, immediately and without needing to discuss what we’re doing, while both continuing to cuss and laugh.  Fuck but I missed her

#yapping tag #IT is working away diligently at the requests I've made and the data structure stuff is at a good holding point #so of course it's time for the old ESL institute to need me back again! in December we hired in a new lady to replace me there #and now she is /hospitalized from the stress of the position/ thank you I will be screaming now #not even two months! the school was closed for Winter Break for half that time! #/hospitalized from the stress of the position/ I am going to eat my own feet I am going to peel my own face I am going to /cry/ #she didn't make it through one graduation! she didn't do any of the scheduling for the new session! she didn't even get trained on /how/ #HOSpitalized from the STRESS of the poSITION I am going to screeeeeeeeeam #anyway it's Tuesday and I have until 9:00am Friday to do everything this woman was supposed to have done since last Thursday #and oh yes of course also I /still have my own new job to do in the meantime/ I am going to BITE SOMEONE #(not her not her I'm angry but I'm not angry /at her/ I'm not going to take it out on her it's not her fault the job is a nightmare #I will continue to repeat this to myself until I remember it /I am not angry at her/ aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh) #good news though I have been confirmed a plot at the community garden so the Good Boss and I can talk about gardening while we #you know. put out unlimited unceasing and overlapping fires

[formula-fun]

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#would like to finish my fucking fic but i need to just rant about how insane architecture school is #there are 50 people in my year and we're making this book thing together #have to present the book thing today #theres 8 groups and each person made a handful of pages #each group handles 1 topic #and then theres a formatting team which is a representative from each team #so that we can all coordinate on the formatting and hten go back to our groups to tell them like what fonts to use and give them layouts #shit like that #i am on that team #which means i have to nitpick my team and make sure their pages look the same as the other people's pages and compile them #we have ?? 30 something pages of diagrams and drawings? 8 teams so the book is probably 250ish pages long atm #thats due today and after were done presenting were getting a second study to do which is due on monday (same length) #we have to present that one too #and then we have an essay due tuesday (3 pages) a site analysis due thursday (that ones short #another due next tuesday (again 3 pages for theory (gag)) #and were getting our studio assignment after mondays presentation #where we have to design a building and we have a few months to do it #and this weekend i have a networking event and a site visit so i have like 1 day to work and 1 day to do those things #oh and we have readings in the midst of all this #not sure the word count on that but we have usually 4 a week and theyre usually each 20 ish pages long which isnt that bad but you know #oh shit i also have to go to mr theory mans office hours on monday bcause i NEED that 4.0 man i need it #anyway if i am not writing i promise you i PROMISE you i am thinking about how much i want to and what i will do next #there is just ?????? so much shit to do #also my structures class is during the quali today so im just gonna. watch it in there. multitask. priorities #tldr dont study architecture #all these f1 drivers who wanted to be architects? would they have survived is my question. the answer may shock you #td

[justinefrischmanngf]

i’m the sleepiest girl in the world

#what if i cancelled my plans for tonight and went back to sleep and then i’d have all afternoon and all evening to do the study i need to do #and then tomorrow i will hopefully be enough of a person to meet a friend and have a beautiful time #and then monday i will survive a job interview and school #and tuesday i will also survive uni #and then wednesday i will go to [redacted] which will be good but exhausting again #and then thursday i get on a plane to see my family…………..

[scrimbum]

need to draw stuff... but that means i have to get out of bed :(

#being sick all week and doing butt fuck nothing is. not fun to me #i have to go back to school on tuesday too... evil #jimmyjammies

[linharrdt]

I got my graduation tassel in the mail yayayayy I decided not to go to the graduation ceremony bc I don���t know anyone there really and I don’t really have many ppl that would go but my school was super nice and sent me this anyways 🥹

#i’ll deff go to my graduation when i get the next degree surely i’ll know more ppl by then lol #but like i was never close to any teachers and i never made friends at my school so 🤷‍♀️ #plus I barely have any family and i know none if my work friends would go so eh #anyways glad to have it!! #i gotta go back over there to my school and talk to a counselor abt transfer help bc im clueless! #ive been meaning to go but ive been busy on all my days off w chores and waiting for maintenance ughhhh #and the days I wasn’t busy they weren’t open for dropins #ah well i can go see them Tuesday probably

[dumbass-bisexual]

I got my lesson plans for next week done and it’s not the 11th hour extremely proud of myself

#school starts Tuesday so I’m glad I didn’t wait until Monday to do these #also bc the pharmacy doesn’t have my adhd meds in stock I took them today but wont take them all weekend #so I have enough to start the school year #but anyway I’m still very glad I got that done #and now I can enjoy my weekend aka be high most of it and then go back to school #personal #julianne speaks

[iamthescalesofjustice]

i get why people have shifted away from the term 'peggy sue' but honestly its less cumbersome than 'time travel fix-it' or, as i occasionally see spread across multiple tags " 'time travel' 'not a fix-it tho' 'not a break it worse either' " like cmon it wasnt even actually related to the 'x sue' stuff that people (rightfully) dropped it was a covergent evolution.

#anyway tangentially related but if i got sent back to my high school self it would not even ping on anyones radar possibly including my own #bc that was the blender era. i was experiencing levels and types of psychosis that have just never peaked like that before or since #despite the fact that there were and have been worse eras of my life. every one a different torment nexus domt get me wrong #but if my teenage self suddenly said to their friends 'hey i think i just travelled back in time or something bc i have no memory of any of #your names or faces and no idea what classes i have or where they are and also here are the various horrible tidings from the future' #that would be a normal tuesday. that wasnt me being chuuni or whatever i genuinely just experienced life that way #i would introduce death grips and hozier and the mechanisms to my tyrannous dj lineup thats all that would immediately change #my cousin wouldnt go into the medical field bc she wouldnt have gotten into her college bc i wouldnt be able to recreate the admission essa #i was coerced into writing for her. my other cousin would have gotten a heads up about the facility. my dad would not gets a heads up. #i would have posted to tumblr complaining about how long it would take for atn to come out now #anyway. scenario vented

[milo-is-rambling]

Omg Levi carryhatchet meet up on Thursday what that’s insane

#sleeping in the car tomorrow. campground Wednesday. see Levi then sleep at Millie’s place thursday #then drive to my brothers school and pack the car Friday then my brothers graduation Saturday then mothers day/graduation party Sunday then #resting Monday then leave again and go home Tuesday. insane. #going to be so busy and doing so much driving #THEN I COME BACK HOME AND HAVE A COUPLE DAYS TO CHILL THEN I START TRAINING AT MY NEW JOB #AHHHH SO BUSY #⭐️

[hey-op-just-kill-me]

The desire to drop out of college and never go back is so fucking strong… but I can’t quit something without feeling bad about it for a decade later so I really don’t know what to do

#shh shut the fuck up ollie #sorry my brain is just fuzzy and fucked up rn #I have a break coming up soon but like I have three research papers due by the end of the semester and I really just don’t wanna do this #it’s like the impending feeling of dread and doom yk #and like I know I should go back to therapy bc I’ve been feeling like this since idk August I think?? maybe April of last year?? #I genuinely think I’ve felt like this since high school consistently and that fucking sucks #because I love that I’m going to college where I am and I got friends but like I’m only here for the fucking film program not all the extra #so I just have to suck it up and get it over with but like I just wanna edit silly little movies not discuss Alexander the Great or #the concept of garbage in society or fucking Scottish imperialism #like I went to college for film not everything else and I just can’t get myself to give a shit anymore #and I’m just sitting in this spiral of shit where I can’t claw myself out of no matter how much I try I’m just in this bottomless pit #and I can’t escape it and my mom just keeps giving me an attitude for not being this cheerful bitch but I just don’t have the energy anymore #and I keep leaving school early because I have such a long break on Tuesday and Thursday so what’s the point but I can’t do that #because I have to pass and to pass I have to go #but I just always feel like shit it’s like an underlying feeling and every time I try and talk to my parents about it #it’s like stfu what do you have to be sad about you’re going to college getting to experience going into the city everyday but I just can’t #I can’t pull myself out of it and talking about it with my parents just feels weird but I can’t talk to anyone else either so I’m just #sitting here waiting for SOMETHING but I have no clue what that something is ykk