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sweetandglovelyart · 2 months
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Might be showing my age a little bit here, but did any of you guys also play Super Princess Peach on the DS when you were kids? It was one of my favorite DS games when I was younger, and the impending release of Princess Peach Showtime has gotten me thinking about it again. I still have my cartridge for it, and I also still have the original case and instruction booklet that came with it.
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Even after all these years it still works too! Can’t believe that this game is almost twenty years old!
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keegansgf · 1 year
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“logan walker headcanons”
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pairing: Logan Walker x reader
tags: Domestic bliss, fluff
A/N: Okay logan girlies here's your meal sorry this took so long I was busy making birthday plans </3
I don't think he has social anxiety per se– he's just introverted. The only people at your house would be his close family. (His father, Hesh, hell– even Riley if you didn't take him before moving in.) His ideal home would be in a relatively small community with forest areas. I don't think he'd stray too far from what his old house was like in San Diego.
I think he's the guy who knows how to do everything house-related. If you ever tell him the pipes are clogged, the walls require a repaint, or the sink is leaking– don't you dare call anyone for that. He'll even teach you how to do a few repairs yourself!
Looking more into your house interior, it's very cozy. You have a lot of warm-toned lights, comfy pillows, and fluffy blankets. You also have a few game consoles sitting around. Whenever Hesh is over to have time with his brother, you'll run into both of them playing something in the living room. You also play a lot with Logan. I think he's a cozy game enjoyer, so expect to have a shared animal crossing island.
He sucks at opening up sometimes. Usually, it's because he feels he's burdening whoever hears about his emotional mess.
Following up, he's pretty sensitive– even to animals or works of fiction. He doesn't express things the same way as everybody else, so instead of talking out loud, he does a lot of mental analysis' of movies you watch together. (again, he bottles everything up.) You can always tell when he's breaking down the plotline or characters; he always squints and furrows his eyebrows while you're watching something he's interested in.
 He's a big fan of long drives to the middle of nowhere. If you're up late at night with him, he'll ask if you want to go for a ride. He'll even pack blankets, warm drinks, and snacks when you get to some random field or forest to chill and talk– Points if you can see downtown San Diego from where you are.
Poor guy has no idea how to initiate physical contact. He loves cuddling, but he doesn't know how to tell you he wants to. He usually saves it for when you both go to bed.
Logan has some pretty warm hands but he also has cold fingertips. He isn't the touchiest guy in the world, but when he does hold your hand or arm, he always makes sure to go in palm first.
He talks about you to his brother and father, like, a lot. You do a whole lot together, so of course, you're one of his main talking points.
He smiles while thinking about the cute memories you share. They usually pop up while he's doing dishes or just laying down. You're even his lock screen :)
 He probably had some embarrassing photos with Hesh when he was little. His dad showed you a few pictures when you and Logan first got together. As embarrassed as he was, he was happy to see you laugh.
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emeritus-fuckers · 1 year
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Okay but, thinking about Copia copying (lol) your hobbies, what about someone who wants to learn more about his? For any of the Papa's, really, but I would listen Copia to tell me about old video games for hours - Nick
Papas when their s/o wants to learn more about their hobbies
Primo
He's gonna be really happy when you say you'd like to learn how to garden!
He assigns a little plot in the Ministry gardens to you and picks out a few plants that are easy to take care of so you have an easy start.
He's a naturally good teacher, so you learn really quickly.
He's very proud of you, lots of praises and kisses. He's an affectionate old man.
Over time he lets you help out with more plants.
He supervises you and gives you tips.
You end up being the one to take over the garden after his death because it's the place that holds so many precious memories of him.
(Kay's gonna yell at me for this angsty bit)
Secondo
Secondo may not be an expert, but he enjoys to paint. He loves art in general.
So when you come to him and say you want to paint with him, he organized that for you.
Soon enough you would both spend your free time painting.
You're a bit clumsy with it and while he's no Bob Ross, he doesn't get mad at you and helps you cover up anything you're not happy with.
He tells you it's fine, but if you still feel bad for not being too good at it, he's gonna take one for the team and mess up his work "accidentally". Your giggle is worth it, no matter how good the painting was.
He would love for you both to paint something together!
No matter how messy or silly it might be, he's gonna hang it above his bed and that's final. Don't even argue with him.
Terzo
Oh, so you wish to learn about the Kazoo of Destiny™?
Terzo's hobbies are literally just the weirdest instruments known to man.
They don't even have to be actual instruments.
You know those obnoxiously loud rubber chickens?
Yeah. That's the kind of instruments he plays.
He's made a secret album of Ghost songs played with just the Kazoo of Destiny™ and the chickens.
He's delighted to teach you.
You end up having a headache, but it was worth it to see him so giddy.
Copia
Genuinely shocked. Cue a compilation of Copia noises.
He's just?? So happy?? You've asked??
He mumbles and stims a lot, our excited baby.
He talks all about his favorite games, and you notice they're all really old.
Which isn't surprising, he's got a really old console.
You get start collecting money and buy him a Nintendo Switch for his birthday.
He's just so excited and insists you play together when he realizes that's an option.
Falls in love with you all over again.
Old Nihil
Aside from simping, the only hobby he seems to have is thinking about how great he was as a performer.
Indulge him. Let him talk about his time on the stage.
Just try not to cringe when he talks about hooking up with fans. He's clueless.
Let him try to perform again!
Let him play his sick saxophone solos!
Let him sing!
Let him boogie!
He's gonna be thrilled to perform again!
Just... Make sure you're the only person in the audience. Just in case.
Young Nihil
This bitch will keep his hobbies hidden as long as possible.
Claims his only passion is passionate sex with you.
Keep pressing him and he reveals he's learning mixology.
And so you wanna learn with him!
He's not a pro, but he's showing you what he knows and teaching you a few tricks you picked up.
If you keep pressing even more, he might finally cave in and say he enjoys movies.
Wouldn't say it before because he thought you'd think he's... Whatever the 1960s equivalent of cringe was.
Watch movies with him! He's gonna love it, even if he refuses to admit it.
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wonderinglullaby · 1 year
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🥣 BABY REGRESSOR! TIM ( hanging w/ his big brothers! )
• Jason & Dick are both flips, so they’re pretty used to taking care of either Tim or Steph when Bruce needs them to. Dick is more then willing, and Jason grew to enjoy taking care of regressors more and more. But these two? Absolutely adore baby Tim, I swear you’ll never see two buff men drop down to the floor and talk baby talk SO FAST
• They tend to act like it’s a competition on who loves their little brother more. They don’t do unintentionally… but it happens. Timmy just sits there as they argue and laugh - he doesn’t fully understand what’s going on, but he knows it’s funny!
• Tim just absorbs it like a sponge, he gets so giddy that these two would give him all their attention. This baby is definitely loved, and he knows it! He also takes advantage of it, he’ll just chew on Jason’s shirt and he would let him. Or Tim will give Dick a bunch of random stuff and he just holds it all.
• Jason: Why are you holding five cups?
Dick: Timmy gave them to me, I can’t put them down unless he grabs one
Jason: alright, your loss, I’ll just get to hold him longer
Dick: WAIT NO ITS MY TURN
• Though both take on a fantastic caregiving role, Jason usually leans towards wanting to play and goof around, while Dick leans more to caring and protecting, being a bit more cautious. Both these sides make a good balance between them. When it comes to taking care of their regressed siblings solely, they work much better together.
• Baby Tim is basically attached to Bruce’s hip, his big brothers are the only two I’d willingly be with alone. He’ll let people like Clark or Diana play with him or hold him, but Bruce would have to be near, else he’ll start sobbing. But he’ll practically scramble to get to his brothers - especially when Bruce isn’t around or has to do something.
• Tim will often just babble and babble, like he’s having a conversation. Dick will respond and act like he knows what he’s saying. It often ends with “oh yeah that thing? I’ll get it for you.” And this drives Jason crazy. He will constantly pester Dick on how he understands the baby noises, but he never tells! In reality, Dick has no clue either. Tim just gets happy when he gives him literally anything, and it’s fun to mess with Jason.
• When both Jason and Tim are regressed, they usually play video games - or, more like Tim watches on Jason’s lap. This still applies when Jason is taking on a caregiver role that day. To the point where Tim will make him. He often steals his games and consoles (yes, watch him steal the whole PlayStation) to drag it over, climb into Jason’s lap and hands it to him.
• Tim’s favorite spot to “be held” is often hanging off Jason’s legs or hanging off of Dick’s shoulders. Especially when they start walking around with him, he immediately start giggling and squealing. They are very careful of course, Tim would never fall… but Bruce is extremely cautious, and doesn’t really prefer them doing this… so and they often have to sneak this activity.
• Another thing they unintentionally began fighting about it to snacks. So many options in front of him that both his brothers gave, each going “no, he likes this one more.” In the end, Tim rather eat his fingers
• Took Dick some time to pick up on Tim slipping like Bruce could. But eventually, it was easy to notice the little tells that Tim was starting to regress. Which is good, since Tim needs a lot of care, and it’s good that someone else knows when Bruce isn’t around. Jason can’t do as well, but of course he’s willing to stop to check on him whenever Tim feels off.
• This family is just pretty big on using age regression to cope and create memories they weren’t able to experience before. Dick and Jason’s interactions with regressed Tim do have a big play with this in mind. They never got to truly experience being an older sibling to a baby, these moments just means so much to them. Jason won’t admit that as much as Dick does, but it’s still true.
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hiya!! Can i get sfw alphabet for Junko Enoshima?
thank u and have a great day! ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა
Sure thing, I can't wait to see this will turn out!
❤꧁ღ⊱♥ Junko Enoshima sfw alphabet ♥⊱ღ꧂❤
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A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?
SHOPPING! Junko loveees to shop with you. And it's a whole experience to shop with her, like buying the most expensive designer stuff and brands, also, you both might have to wear disguises to avoid the paparazzi and rabid fans. They can be crazy, yknow?
B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?
If you were to ask her what she likes about you, she'd pick everything! She thinks her S/O is so amazing and loves them to no end, why do you think she's always calling you cute or sweet nicknames like honey or sweetie?
C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?
If you were feeling down, or upset, she'd probably buy you a whole lot of stuff from stress about your wellbeing, but if you were having a panic attack, she's actually yalk to you and try to calm you down and get to the bottom of what caused it. If it's because of a memory, she console you about it and offer to go shopping with you. If it's because of another person, she'd cancel them on everything, they'd probably be called in public too. Sorry not sorry.
D reams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?
She doesn't really have anything in particular planned. But for now, she's perfectly happy with just loving you.
E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?
I'd have to pick dominant, she probably is the one speaking the most and being more bold, to be honest.
F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?
She probably be the type of person to be in a super heated argument one moment, them act like it never happened the next. Also, after arguing with you, if she hurt your feelings, she'd buy you an expensive gift as an apology.
G ratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?
I don't really know about this one, she'd probably be able to pull everyone she wants but out of all those people, she'd still choose you, so in a way she's grateful for you.
H onesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?
I feel like she's a brutally honest person, especially when it makes said person upset, like if you were to pick an outfit and it's looks bad, she'll tell you exactly that. But when it comes to random people who hurt you, she'll lie to them on purpose to make them upset by telling them things that aren't even true ,though, but when it comes to you she'll most likely tell the truth.
I nspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?
They made Junko try more things, instead of going on a shopping spree (although she'll most likely do that) or lying around on her expensive sofa when bored, she'll actually suggest playing a board game or talk to S/O.
J ealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?
She doesn't get jealous, more so needy. If you were doing something and she wanted your attention she'll whine and complain till she gets her way. Junko Enoshima never gets ignored!
K iss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?
Junko is an amazing kisser, though she is random, sometimes she won't kiss you at all in one day (though that's highly unlikely) or she'll kiss you all throughout the day. Though one things for certain, she'll gives you very bold kisses, she won't even hold back. As for your first kiss, she'll be passionate and bold.
L ove Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?
Obviously a huge and extravagant ceremony, with paparazzi hiding around the corner, balloons everywhere, it's like a movie. When you walk into the room everybody yells 'SUPRIZE!!'before Junko walks up to you and says
"S/O. I know this seems strange, but you are a babe, and I'd want nothing more than for you to be my S/O, I love you!" And then kiss you idk-
But overall, even though bold, the surprise would be very sweet, only the best for her S/O.
M arriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?
I feel like she'd want to get married eventually, and the marriage would obviously be absolutely spectacular, and I'd feel like she'd want you to propose but if she did it, if would be random, obviously at a pretty or popular place but you wouldn't expect it, and the public would eat it up, hundreds and hundreds of articles on it, she wound definitely make it known.
N icknames - What do they call their s/o?
Babe, honey, scrumptious, snack, sweetie, my dear. Sweet but spicy nicknames like that.
O n Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?.
I feel like she wouldn't be obvious, she'd be obviously treat you kinder but everyone would think she wants something from you or just favors you for some reason, but for people like mukuro or something, really notice how much better she treats you than other people.
And she'd probably take you shopping and compliment you more, maybe to get a reaction out of you.
P DA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to etc. when others are watching?
Yes, yes, no, no. This field will do anything to show that your hers so be ready for paparazzi surrounding you and her dumping a LOT of affection on you, though she might tone it down a bit if you get too uncomfortable.
Q uirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.
Her being rich and famous because she can get you basically anything you want.
R omance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?
Obviously cliché af, like, everything she does for you is so extravagant and over the top that you don't know what's even happening, though she is very romantic and that's what counts, right?
S upport - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?
SUPPORTIVE AF! If her s/o does it, she supports it! And if amybody else disagrees, it won't be pretty (WEAVE SNATCHED.).
T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?
Shes open to anything new! Weather it be shopping or horse riding, she always so unpredictabl and always keep the suprizes coming! He'll, she might even buy a farice wheel because she was bored.
U nderstanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?
This one's a toughie, she loves her s/o, but on the other hand, the despair- yknow what? I'll just say that she understands you a LOT. Sometimes she'll be a little cruel if she truly feels like it, but she still loves you.
V alue - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?
Honestly before you rolled in she didn't really see anything with that much value, so believe that your one of the most important people in the world, besides her, of course.
W ild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.
She got you a fluffy dog and you both treat it like your child-
X OXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?
Absolutely, girlie has absolutely no shame and is basically the most affectionate person in world.
Y earning - How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?
Most of the time she doesn't have to miss you because she's usually with you, but she'll call and text you when she has somewhere to be.
Z eal - Are they willing to go to great lenghts for the relationship? If so, what kind of?
Ending mankind She'll do about almost anything for you, i mean she technically could do just about anything.
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I hope you liked this! Sorry if it ended a little short, I'm kinda tired rn.
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howlingday · 7 months
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Neptune: Oh, uh, one more thing, sir! You told me you couldn't have possibly have been at the crime scene at that time because on account of your alibi, that being you were at home playing your Dustation 3. Now, forgive me, but if that's true, I gotta ask, because I'm not too savvy with technology, but I thought the Dustation 3 had no games to play? How could you have been playing it then?
Jacques: Why, Junior Detective, don't you know? The Dustation 3 has many games to play, considering it's backwards compatible with the Dustation 2. I was simply playing one of my favorite DS2 games at the time of the murder. Surely, Junior Detective, you are at least somewhat familiar with a little game called Kingdom of Hearts? Why, I'd be all too happy to show you my save file if it would put your mind at ease.
Neptune: Oh, yeah, Kingdom of Hearts! Ah, now that one's a classic. My buddy, Sun, is really into that little Sora guy. No, no, you are absolutely right, sir. I should've thought of that. Well, I'll get outta yer hair then.
Neptune: -Oh! One more thing! I just remembered something Sun told me that you might find interesting. See, the DS3 is backwards compatible, but only with the DS1, or the original Dustation. Or at least, the top-loading ones like what you showed me. But Kingdom of Hearts wasn't on the DS1, was it, Mr. Schnee?
Jacques: ...No. No, it isn't. How... How very... observant of you, Junior Detective. I, er, must have been mistaken. My memory of that dreadful night has... It has my mind all in a jumble. It must have been one of my other games in my DS1 library. Pyro, maybe, or- Aha! Now I remember! Terminal Magic 7! Thunderhead, the character of that game is in both TM7 AND Kingdom of Hearts! Utterly foolish of me to get my wires crossed like that.
Neptune: Ah, alright then. That explains it. Well, you have a good night then.
Neptune: ...Oh, uh... I oughtta let you know, we did find data on your memory card for DS1 games, but no TM7. It's probably a glitch, so, uh... You might want to get that checked out.
Jacques: Now see here, Vasilius; perhaps if you spent less time prying into my gaming history and more time searching for real clues, you would have caught the real killer by now! (Huffs) If you have anything more to say to me, you can speak through my lawyer! I have a live stream soon and I DON'T intend to keep my followers waiting. Good! Day! Sir!
Neptune: Understandable, sir! Certainly! I'll just get right out of your way.
Neptune: Oh, gee! Gosh, I am so sorry about this, but I forgot to mention, we DID find a clue linked to the murder. We determined from Mr. Taurus' autopsy that we repeatedly beaten in the back of the head with a small, blunt object. It was about six inch longways. Likely a, uh... analog gamepad of some kind.
Neptune: DuelStock. That's what the lab girls told me. Do you know what console this goes to? I only ask, since you know a lot about these sorta things, since, well...
Neptune: You are a gamer, after all.
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momentomori24 · 8 months
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zero escape fan here:
if you want to play it yourself, i recommend playing 999 first on an emulator and using the ds version. 999 has a remaster that is sold with vlr and cant be bought seperately, so i like to think of it as a sort of "test run", and then you can get vlr on steam or whatever.
additionally, in the remaster they screw with the writing a bit? like, they change it from 2 screens at once to 2 screens you have to toggle. a LOT of letsplayers play on adventure mode, which ONLY has them talking and none of the important details present, so they have to make characters point out the obvious and it just sorta ruins the flow. if they play novel mode [which has both dialouge and the narration], it comes off as just constantly repeating itself. the worst part is that youll most likely have to look for playthroughs that are almost a decade old if you want to watch the original ds version as a playthrough— so i think its best to play that one yourself.
vlr and ztd dont have these issues, however, so feel free to watch those as playthroughs :) im new to your blog, so i dont know where you stand on the "ill only buy a game if i REALLY wanna play it and ill usually just watch a playthrough" to "if im interested in a game, ill buy it myself and play it and use letsplayers for recommendations" scale, but it seems like youre on the "only buy if necessary" end from what ive seen so far. im just trying to give advice :)
[and if youre iffy about emulating or dont want to "pirate" a game, nintendo has stopped production of this game and the consoles it plays on, so this is the only way to play this game unless you want to shell out at least 800 bucks for a new ds/3ds and a legit cartridge. the remaster takes 999 from what id call a masterpiece to just a good game, and ive played through both versions of the game 100% and the remaster got me LAUGHING in serious situations just because of the writing. the ds version is definitely the way to go for a first playthrough, at least in my opinion.]
anyways, from one zero escape fan to hopefully another one in the future, i hope you enjoy! play/watch a letsplay however you want, this is just one stranger's suggestion. having fun is the important part, and if you want any clarification tell me and ill send in another ask 👍
Thanks very much for the advice! And yeah, you've absolutely hit the nail on the head with the ''only buy if necessary'' XD I don't exactly come from a place with the income buy video games or the consoles needed to play them myself so easily, so Let's Plays it is! Which isn't too bad since I really like reacting to the game along with others, so I guess there's a silver lining there. Although I did hear about some issues with 999. Something about being sorta lost in translation too? NicoB's videos are exactly a decade old and the original ds version if memory serves, so I should be in clear with most of these issues. Good to know that the other two games are free to watch without difficulty at least.
I'm currently at the point where Akane and Junpei are investigating door 4 (with Lotus and Santa) and it's definitely super engaging at the moment. The investigation style really reminds me of DRA2 chapter 4's one, which was my absolute favourite investigation in the entire series (along with V3 chapter 4), so I'm super excited to see more of it! I love how the characters bounce off each other so well. I LIVE for Snake's snark and Akane's nerdiness, they're so lovely. And Nico's commentary during the more serious situations had me CACKLING so bad, especially how dirty he does the 9th dude every time it's amazing.
Stranger's suggestion or not, I very much appreciate the sentiment! I definitely feel like this will be a game I'll be stuck with for a while, but if it's already this fun now I think I'll be happy to stay ^-^ I'll be sure to keep this in mind! From one potential Zero Escape Fan to an already one, thanks and take care 👍
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greenlikethesea · 2 years
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2 and Jargyle for the writing prompt (cause they’re both the chill I wanna see where you might take it)
2. "Wait a minute. Are you jealous?"
For reasons that will be revealed in the next part of the jargyle, I'm taking this a different route. I'm gonna write a little Fair Ithilien snippet! This is set in fall of 2005 -- Jamie Wheeler (Mike and El's kid) is 3.
When Jamie was first born, Jonathan had it all covered. Muscle memory from helping Joyce with Will as a baby, Jonathan was good at covering basic needs. He flew out to Wilmette for the first two months of Jamie's life to make sure El and Mike, you know, actually slept. (He keeps such weird hours anyway, so it isn't as though he'd be harming his health any more than it already.) When Mike drove him to O'Hare in those last days of August, he admitted that they wouldn't have survived those first two months without his help.
But the toddler years are upon them, and this is squarely Argyle's territory.
In almost every way, Jamie Wheeler is Mike. She's got sharp features, a prominent nose and hair so dark it's almost black. But her eyes are all El's, and they stare up at Argyle, wide and glittering, as he makes a cat's cradle with his nimble fingers. She doesn't have a whole lot of words yet, but El and Mike are not worried -- they figure she'll catch up once she's in school.
"How'd you do that?" she squeaks.
"Watch and learn, little lady," Argyle says.
Jonathan's fine. He is. He's so happy that Argyle is truly integrated into his weird, blended family. There's a part of him that wishes Hop was still around to see this truly comical interaction -- the world's tiniest child and a very large, long haired man, both playing a game that Hop himself likely played as a child. Jonathan's content to watch them, make sure that Argyle doesn't get too enthused and forget that she's small. But still, it hurts a little that he's not the fun uncle. He's never been fun. Super serious Jonathan.
"I have to go potty!" Jamie bellows suddenly, and hops off her chair to toddle toward the bathroom. There's a pause where they both make sure she makes it in okay; her shout of "I'M OKAY!" is their cue to not pay as much hawk-eyed attention.
"She's a hoot," Argyle says.
"Sure is," Jonathan says. He isn't sure if she's said three words to him today.
"Wait a minute. Are you jealous?"
There's a mischievous glint in his eye, which makes Jonathan feel more embarrassed that yes, he is jealous. Argyle's widening grin means he's found out, too, so Jonathan just sighs. "Happens with every kid eventually."
"Nah, I'm just the fun uncle," Argyle says. Jonathan's stomach flips, a happy swoop. Even though they've been on the same page, finally, for a while, it still makes him feel gooey whenever Argyle is acknowledged as Jonathan's partner for life, whether by himself or others.
"Kids love a fun uncle," Jonathan says.
"Yeah, they do, but they also love a serious uncle," Argyle says. "She goes to you for the stuff she needs help with."
Jonathan doesn't necessarily feel consoled. He shrugs. "She doesn't really need my help nowadays."
Almost as if on cue, Jamie's little voice wafts into the room. "Uncle Jonathan?"
"She doesn't need your help?" Argyle says, grinning.
Jonathan gives him a kiss on the corner of his mouth. "Shut up." A little louder: "What's up Jamie baby?"
"Help me wash my hands." she says, a bit too loudly -- she's still mastering indoor voice. Then, as an afterthought: "Pleeeeeeease." Still learning manners, too.
"Notice how she's not asking me to help her with that," Argyle says. "She trusts you."
Jonathan sighs. "We're not done talking about this." But he's smiling as he walks toward the bathroom. "I'm coming, I'm coming..."
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thegamecollection · 2 years
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FRONTEARS OF HAPPINESS!
Perhaps it’s just me getting sentimental in my old age, but today’s gameplay of Sonic Frontiers has brought back a lot of memories of my childhood. The relationship that I had with my Dreamcast was a special one after all. It was the first SEGA console that I owned. I discount my Uncle’s SEGA Master System II that he gave to me. I’m talking actually MINE.
I still remember the feeling of opening it on Christmas Day, followed closely by Sonic Adventure. What came next were a few years of chaos emerald obsession as I made my way through both the original and its sequel, Sonic Adventure 2. These games meant so much to so many and some might argue that SEGA has not reached the same heights with this spiky speed-freak since. That is, until now? Let’s get this out of the way. You might have guessed it already but I LOVED what I played of Sonic Frontiers yesterday afternoon.
Speaking with a very passionate Sonic fan in the queue for the game, he said to me how he was trying his best to not get too hopeful after being so let down in recent years... I couldn’t disagree too much. But after waiting for an hour and walking towards the station to get hands on, I might have thrown that “playing it cool” persona out of the window.
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So where shall we start? Let’s go for the beginning where Sonic awakens face down, clearly disorientated but aware he’s in a place he doesn’t recognise. A voice from the sky brings him up to speed (get it?) but is not in the mood to answer any of his questions. We know from the premise of Sonic Frontiers that after falling through a wormhole and separating from his friends, he must explore the mysterious Starfall Islands to collect the Chaos Emeralds once again... And this is where my playthrough got me in the nostalgic feels.
Luscious green terrain surrounded me as I made my way speedily across the plains, each blade of grass contributing to the beauty. You’ve seen this from the trailers but when you’re actually in control, it’s a whole different hedgehog. As always I got distracted by the opportunity to collect rings (this is why I eventually ran out of time) and could be found bouncing around off springs, hitting platform after platform, grinding the long, winding bars around the cliffs and just, well, jumping around having fun.
I was pleased with how smooth Sonic’s movement felt around the map and controlling the camera with the right analog stick always meant I had a chance to prepare my next point of exploration. Tutorials played as I hit certain points that allowed me to unlock attacks with experience points, teach me defense/counter attacks and discover the best way to effectively destroy enemies. Homing attacks have always been a little predictable in Sonic games but in Frontiers, that certainly changes. Enemies have health bars that you joyfully see fade with multiple hits, but don’t get too greedy! Staying in there punching away for too long saw me lose my rings on numerous occasions. I shamefully played on ‘Easy’ mode so I can’t say how forgiving it would be otherwise, but I managed to get out of these battles alive. Enemies are all machine-like and can be pretty nasty buggers. Counter attacking became not only a way to keep my stash of rings (after I’d perfected), but a very satisfactory affair. All of this was prepping me for a boss fight that I never actually got to face (note to self, don’t spend so much time jumping around on a timed playthrough at Gamescom) but you bet your last gold ring that come release on 8th November, I’ll do exactly the same thing. There’s just so much to see.
The amount of mysteries across Starfall Islands are apparent even from the mood that is set. Sonic is alone here, with no cool quips to say to anyone and no catchy soundtrack that stays in your head for years. No ‘Escape From The City’ or ‘Live And Learn’ equivalent? “Awwwwwwww no” I hear you say, and if I was reading this then I’d be saying it too. Soundtracks have been a huge part of Sonic games over the years, and yet the naturally mysterious sounds of the world around you in Frontiers only add to the ambiance.
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Defeating mini bosses provided me with portal gears that, yep, you guessed it... Opened portals. These doorways to linear stages of Sonic’s memories resemble iconic locations like Green Hill Zone, only they’re floating in the air! It’s a nod to Sonic fans of old in a next-gen setting and showcases in a short period the level of depth and layers to Frontiers. This is the closest thing I’ve played to Sonic Adventure 1 + 2 and I don’t say it lightly. Be excited for this game.
I can honestly say I was saddened when I saw the words “Thank you for playing” appear on my screen as I prepped for the giant machine boss that had appeared from a portal in the sky. I was ready. So were the queue of 200 people behind me waiting for their turn. *sigh*
We’re back at Gamescom today and whilst I have other things that I should be covering, I might just need to make a lightspeed dash back over to the Sonic Frontiers booth for another run... I might even make that boss fight!
You can pre-order Sonic Frontiers with us right here at The Game Collection!
-Jack
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Warning: Not-Memories of an Abusive Marriage, Not-Memories of Nova's Death, Mention to Third Doctor, One Mention of the word "Dandy" (not sure if that could be seen as offensive but it's literally what William Hartnell's Doctor called the Third Doctor in the ten-year anniversary "Three Doctors" and I don't intend it in an offensive way but in a way of the Third Doctor had much more light in him than he does as the Ninth Doctor)
Backpfeifengesicht — German — A face that is asking to be slapped or punched.
"Never underestimate the power of my intuition. I recognize your game even before you play it."
“Arrogance is the great nullifier of intelligence, rendering, even, the cleverest of men, a fool. — Nick Adigu Burke
“The cleverest of all, in my opinion, is the man who calls himself a fool at least once a month” — Fyodor Dostoevsky
“Any intelligent fool can makes things bigger and more complex… it takes a touch of genius… and a lot of courage to move in the opposite direction.” — Albert Einstein.
“A fool is someone whose arrogance is only surpassed by his ignorance.” — Orrin Woodward
2012
Lillie and Rose had been traveling with the Doctor for about two and a half months now. It never stopped to perplex Lillie how fascinated the Doctor was in with her and Rose, as if they were the most interesting people he had ever met when he had the bigger-on-the-inside spaceship whose console he was practically dancing around.
When they first met the Doctor, he had been weighed down by a terrible tragedy, the death of his planet, Gallifrey, the death of his people—Time Lords, the death of Elder, a neighboring planet of Gallifrey, which had been inhabited by an alien species older than the Time Lords but a much more compassionate and progressive lot, and what seemed to hurt him the most at times, the death of his best friend, the girl he had loved since he was eight years old, not that he had verbally specified his love but it was clear he had some kind of love for her… Princess Supernova of Elder. He didn’t talk about her a lot but from what they gathered was that she was a fireball… literally. She had been a living embodiment of a star… a supernova and she had been capable of immortality, the Doctor confessed that sometimes he had wondered if she were older than the universe itself… yet she hadn’t been big on responsibilities yet she, being a princess, was required to learn about politics of the universe… planets and their inhabitants, the Shadow Proclamations, etc. he hadn’t explicitly told them that but Lillie had gathered from context.
All of these tragedies were caused by something called the “Time War”, a war he had fought in between his people and the Elders against some third party he seemed to deem too painful to tell them about so they never pushed. He would tell them in time. He had been the only survivor, he had admitted that after losing… he never specified which lose but the sisters had the feeling that the death of Nova had broken both his hearts, after losing… he had lost the will to care about the universe because the universe didn’t care but he never said what had brought that will back. Because of them.
But the girls didn’t dare think that they were responsible for his change of heart but they couldn’t deny that they might have helped in some way. They didn’t think they could be that important to him… but they were. Nova was right… as she always was. Saving them led the events of him bumping into them twice more before he let them be his companion for that adventure… and as he ran with them… he felt happiness like he hadn’t since before the Time War, the same but happiness, nonetheless.
There were moments of his that worried the sisters, feeling that he was trying too hard to be happy, trying to push something away. Rose had always gotten the feeling from her own sister, as if she were always trying to push something away but she couldn’t ever tell what it could possibly be.
 He was rambling about some planet for pleasure and how that seemed like a challenge…
When an earsplitting sound entered throughout the Tardis, making the sisters clutch their own ears.
“What is that!?” Rose shouted.
“Distress signal! Sent out on every wavelength. It’s extraordinary.”
“It’s deafening!” Lillie shouted.
The Tardis appeared in a dimly lit room of the Van Statten Museum and the trio exited.
"So what is it? What's wrong?" Rose asked as Lillie went to wander, exploring the artifacts nearby.
"Don't know. Some kind of signal drawing the Tardis off course." He said.
"Where are we?"
"Earth. Utah, North America. About half a mile underground."
"And when are we?" Lillie asked.
"Two thousand and twelve." He said.
"God, that's so close. So I should be twenty-six."
"Dear god, that would mean that I should be twenty-five." Lillie cringed, "Oh, god, that's so old!"
The Doctor rolled his eyes and flipped a switch, lighting up the corridor.
"Blimey. It's a great big museum." Rose said.
"An alien museum. Someone's got a hobby. They must have spent a fortune on this. Chunks of meteorite, moon dust. That's the milometer from the Roswell spaceship." The Doctor observed, pointing out the different bits of evidence of extraterrestrial life.
"That's a bit of Slitheen! That's a Slitheen's arm. It's been stuffed." Rose exclaimed, looking at an alien arm.
Lillie caught sight of a robotic head, as she looked at it, she got a rising feeling of rage, rage like she had never felt before, not even for Jimmy Stone who she had apparently gone into a dissociative fugue out of revenge for. The kind of rage she had gotten the feeling that the Doctor and Nova were capable of. A personal rage, that could make her lose all sense of logic and sense of morality momentarily, the kind that could control her and the kind that would break her heart when she realized what she had done. The kind of rage that scared her.
Then she saw flashes of a… she couldn’t quite make it out… was it a woman, but she was surrounded like multicolored lights that made her eyes burn like she was seeing more than she should. Then it was gone, and she was left with a fading light in her eyes like you get if you’re in the dark and then suddenly it’s bright, once the light faded her headache seemed to disappear completely.
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"Oh, look at you." The Doctor said, joining her.
"What is it?"
"An old friend of mine. Well, enemy.”
Lillie saw flashes of robots similar to the robotic head in front of her  but they seemed more elegant… more sleek… more advanced… and it brought back the anger but even worse now but when the Doctor continued to speak she was brought back to reality, the images and anger gone again, “The stuff of nightmares reduced to an exhibit. I'm getting old."
“Yeah, you’re nine hundred.” Lillie muttered.
“I’ve known people who were older.” The Doctor said, defensively.
"Is that where the signal's coming from?" Rose wondered.
"No, it's stone dead. The signal's alive. Something's reaching out, calling for help." The Doctor said and he brought his hand up to touch the glass when Lillie grabbed his wrist, stopping him.
His blue eyes meet her darker blue ones that were full of concern for not only her sister but for him.
“Doctor… if someone has enough money to have the milometer from one of the most well-known alien spaceships in the world and a stuffed Slitheen arm…  they’ll have money for alarms and if they’re collecting aliens, that’ll make you Exhibit A.” She let go on his arm but kept explaining her analysis of the owner of the museum, “And if they deem aliens as things.” Her tone briefly switched from concern to disgust at the sense of morals she had deduced, “to just observe at behind a glass… I can’t imagine they’ll be gentle once they find out you’re an alien. All this stuff is either inanimate or dead and the signal was alive and distressed.”
The Doctor nodded, that made sense and turned to the girls, their safety being his top priority. “Right, we should tread carefully for here on out.”
They heard the sound again, now louder and more desperate, further proving Lillie right as it was clear, it wasn’t just a distress call but a cry of pain.
Rose noticed a few seconds later that both the Doctor and Lillie were running towards the sound.
“Come on, Rose.” Lillie shouted and nearly knocked into a mannequin dressed in a suit and glasses, next to a plastic display about the “Men in Black” with a photo of the supposed sighting of the Men in Black and later with one of a handsome man with dark hair and a military jacket with sunglasses on although the man in the picture had intentionally let the owner of the museum pay too much money for a picture he had intentionally de-qualitied.
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Rose caught up with her sister and she struggled to keep up with the Doctor, thinking, this is treading carefully?
They ran down a corridor and got to a heavy metal door and the Doctor banged on it before taking out his sonic screwdriver to unlock the door and when it opened, it was revealed that it had been muffling the already deafening sound.
The two guards in the room were so surprised by their sudden appearance that it took them a few seconds to point their guns at them.
Lillie, out of habit of running during one of her troublemaking acts of rebellion, ran off but it was clear she wasn’t trying to get away from the guards, but get under their skin as she didn’t head back to the Tardis, she ran through corridors until she circled back as if she knew the layout and then once she got another guard’s attention she went back and opened a door, heading inside, just in time for the guards to ram into one another at the corner.
The guards, with their faces burning with embarrassment and their helmet skew brought Lillie back to a restrained Rose and the Doctor. Then she heard their comms turn on as a man spoke.
“Attention all personnel. Bad Wolf One descending. Bad Wolf One descending.”
Lillie and Rose exchanged looks. That had been what Gwyneth had called Rose.
It was a normal day for Henry Van Statten.
He walked down his Utah base corridor with his assistant and series of other people he had paid an absurd amount of money for even though he deemed them utterly expendable.
His assistant, a nervous man named Polkowski said, “On behalf of all of us, I want to wish you a very happy birthday, sir. And the President called to convey his personal best wishes.”
“The President is ten points down. I want him replaced.” Van Statten stated.
This was something he thought he had power to do, there were a lot of things he thought he had the power to do but actually didn’t. If it was, a certain bigoted future president would’ve been instead of the first female president and wouldn’t been allowed to run again.
Polkowski made the mistake of voicing his opinion; “I don't think that's very wise, sir.”
“Thank you so much for your opinion. You're fired.” Van Statten declared and jabbed a thumb over his shoulder, “Get rid of him.”
“What?” Polkowski gasped when two armed guards grabbed him and pushed him through the crowd of people to two more armed guards who dragged him away.
“Wipe his memory, put him on the road someplace. Memphis, Minneapolis. Somewhere beginning with M.” Van Statten ordered. A woman with frizzy strawberry blonde hair pulled back into a ponytail took Polkowski’s place, “So, the next President. What do you think? Republican or Democrat?”
“Democrat, sir.” She said, not actually sure which was preferable to a man like this.
“For what reason?”
“They're just so funny, sir?” She asked, now even more unsure. This man cared nothing about politics unless it could do something for him.
Then Van Statten stopped and the woman stiffened, but kept her posture.
“What is your name?” Van Statten asked.
“Goddard, sir.” She said and turned to look him in the eye, “Diana Goddard.”
“I like you, Diana Goddard.” He said and she breathed in relief but her posture didn’t sink… she used to be a guard there. They continued walking. “So, where's the English kid?”
“Sir! Sir!” A twenty-year-old man whose name was not actually “The English Kid” as shocking as that news would be to Van Statten if you told him otherwise in passing, said rushing forwards. “I bought ten more artefacts at auction, Mister Van Statten.”
“Bring 'em on, let me see 'em.” Van Statten said.
“Sir, with respect, there's something more urgent. We arrested three intruders fifty-three floors down. We don't know how they got in.” Goddard said and she chose her words carefully so it wouldn’t result in her memory being erased or the guards that Lillie had humiliated. “They… they demanded to see you.”
Henry Van Statten had convinced himself he wasn’t alarmed when he heard he had intruders so far into his base, and “allowed” himself to be amused when he heard they “demanded” to see him.
They hadn’t demanded. The guards, still bright red with embarrassment and fear of what Van Statten would do to them if he found out that this tiny girl run circles around them, had barked that they were taking them to Henry Van blah-blah-blah—Lillie was already bored as she made obvious through a loud yawn that covered the man’s name.
“Well, if you insist.” She had retorted like they were annoying her.
“I'll tell you how they got in. In-tru-da window.” Van Statten said; a joke that would make the Doctor cringe… and that was saying something. No one laughed. “In-tru-da window. That was funny!”
This was followed by obedient laughter by people who didn’t find the joke particularly funny.
“Bring 'em in. Let's see 'em. And tell Simmons I want to visit my little pet. Get to it!” He shouted and then went through a doorway as Goddard touched her headset.
“Simmons? You'd better give me good news. Is it talking?”
Simmons, a man who has been a sociopath since he was a child when he had a different name, he used to be plagued with migraines that couldn’t ever be helped by Doctors, only by inflicting pain upon someone else, answered Goddard, “Not exactly talking, no.”
“Then what’s it doing?”
“Screaming.” Simmons said, what else was the creature supposed to do when you’re drilling into their flesh, “Is that any good.”
He saved Goddard from replying by continuing to drill and she disconnected as soon as she heard the screams continued, hiding her disgust from showing on her face.
A middle-aged balding man who positively reeked of arrogance entered, refusing to look at them in that egotistical way narcissists did, always looking through people, never giving them a second thought. Lillie already didn’t like him but she had gathered that from his office. He was followed by a woman and a young man around Rose’s age.
When he saw the intruders in his office, waiting for him, Van Statten became nervous in ways he hadn’t felt for a long time and ways he never had before, not only did the Doctor worry her but one of the girls did as she was loudly declaring how easy it had been to outrun both of the guards and all the flaws she had spotted so far in Van Statten’s security detail. She was a troublemaker and Van Statten didn’t like troublemakers. They tended to think for themselves.
He decided that he would ignore them at first, as if them appearing fifty-three floors of his highly secured base, despite what Lillie had to say, hadn’t unnerved him at all.
He dared a glance at the intruders, being long accustomed to not paying attention to those around him, just seeing colored blurs.
One was a man, he was of interest, casually dressed in a leather jacket and a big grin that exuded a confidence that Van Statten felt he had no right to have.
The other two of them were girls, Van Statten prepared discounted them as once, however, the brunette girl had immediately turned and made eye contact as if she could sense the very second, he would take to look at her. She didn't break it, she didn't blink, she tilted her head to the side and slightly down, the lightness of her eyes made it even more intense yet it wasn’t particularly focused... until Van Statten broke it. It unnerved him. Just as she suspected. She could see through all of his manipulation and intimidation tactics at once, she wanted to see how he would react to her own.
“These are the intruders, sir.”
The intruders didn't seem worried, in fact, the brunette girl seemed bored, despite the fact that she had run off when she saw them and nearly escaped them. Van Statten didn't like her, she unnerved him in the way he hoped he would unnerve others. And she looked barely legal.
Her appearance infuriated him. It wasn't intimidating at all like his did that he had worked so hard on. She was wearing a black star-studded leather jacket over a black cold shoulder top with a Stargazer Lily silhouette showing a black starry night sky with a black and white plaid skirt with white stars on it, black skinny jeans with stars, and black and white high-knee plaid boots with buckles.
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“They can wait.” Van Statten said, looking back at the girl who was playing with a ring on her finger… a spinner ring… he didn’t like her.
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Van Statten let the “English Kid” show his artefacts.
"And this is the last. Paid eight hundred thousand dollars for it." The young man said, showing what he had bought, he spoke in a British accent unlike everyone else who spoke with an American accent as they were in America.
"What does it do?" The older man asked.
"Well, you see the tubes on the side? It must be to channel something. I think maybe fuel." He theorized. Lillie tilted her head, that didn't sound right but she wasn't sure how she knew that.
"I really wouldn't hold it like that." The Doctor said.
"Shut it." The frizzy-haired woman said.
"Really, though, that's wrong." The Doctor said.
"Is it dangerous?" The younger man asked.
"No, it just looks silly." He went to reach for the object and the guards cocked their guns around him but the older man gestured for them to stand down as he went to hand it the Doctor the object, but Lillie instead took it and played it like she was an expert player of... whatever it was. Like she had been doing it for years.
"You just need to be... delicate." The Doctor raised his eyebrows at the girl as she played a familiar solemn tune he thought he would never hear again. Elder singing filled his ears. Her soft voice singing, rivaling the beauty the sounds of the Tardis. The notes played in a beautiful order that gave everyone an odd sense of inner warmth, like a giant hug, a feeling that was completely alien to Van Statten. As alien as the object she played.
"It's a musical instrument." The man observed.
"And it's a long way from home." The Doctor said, taking it from Lillie gently as she blinked her eyes as if a fog had settled back in her head.
"Here, let me." The man snatched the instrument from the Doctor, his touch was harsher, and the notes weren't as lovely.
"I did say delicate. It reacts to the smallest fingerprint. It needs precision." The Doctor said and the man softened his touch, emitting the more beautiful notes. "Very good. Quite the expert."
"As are you." The man said and then tossed it aside onto the floor, not so delicately, he enjoyed the disappointment that flashed across the Doctor’s face but the brunette didn’t show any emotion at this action which infuriated him, before asking the Doctor, "Who exactly are you?"
"I'm the Doctor. And who are you?"
"Like you don't know. We're hidden away with the most valuable collection of extraterrestrial artifacts in the world,”
“Uh, I’m pretty sure I saw what looked like crumbled tinfoil with grease on it down there.” Lillie deadpanned but was ignored.
“...And you just stumbled in by mistake."
"Pretty much sums me up, yeah." The Doctor grinned.
He chose a tactic that never failed to cow his subordinates into submission—changing to booming rage, “TELL ME HOW YOU GOT IN!”
“Well, we have a British police box from the sixties that’s secretly a spaceship with a pocket dimension inside so it’s bigger on the inside that doesn’t actually travel by flying but more like materialize and dematerialize like the apparate and disapparate spell, and with it, we can travel through time and appear in buildings miles under the surface.” Lillie stated the truth with a tone of utter sarcasm… so no one took her seriously.
She could see the worry in Van Statten’s face, he was worried everyone would start laughing at him.
"The question is, how did you get in? Fifty-three floors down, with your little cat burglar accomplices. You're quite a collector yourself, they're rather pretty."
"She's going to smack you if you keep calling her and her sister she." Rose snapped.
"Then I'll punch your teeth in." Lillie added, glaring at him with a sickly-sweet smile.
"They're English too! Hey, little Lord Fauntleroy. Got you a girlfriend. Your pick." He said to the younger man. “I do so love the English, they sound so commanding without actually having any power.”
Lillie glared at the arrogant man a look that gave him the impression that she could kill him before he could even attempt to plead for his life.
“‘Arrogance is the great nullifier of intelligence, rendering, even, the cleverest of men, a fool.’” Lillie quoted, “And you are far from the cleverest of men.”
"This is Mister Henry Van Statten." The man said.
"And who's he when he's at home?" Rose asked.
"Or more accurately his mother's basement." Lillie snarked in a pitying tone, smiling at the man, showing no fear of him, something that was new to him.
"Mister Van Statten owns the internet."
Still the girls were not impressed.
"Don't be stupid. No one owns the internet." Rose scoffed.
Van Statten was obviously mimicking his pose in the painting. He opened his eyes and smirked.
"And let's just keep the whole world thinking that way, right kids?"
The brunette girl looked at Van Statten and then at the portrait, she made a subtle face of dislike at it before continuing to look between the two. Then she gave him a look a deep and condescending pity like he was so pathetic that it was painful. And they didn’t care for that at all.
"Overcompensation and mirroring." She said in a deadpan voice, she wasn't from America, somewhere in Britan, Van Statten didn't know, his job was essentially spend money and try to make everyone afraid of him, did you expect him to study British accents or have any discernible skills.
"What?"
"You're intimidated, so you're appearing to not be by imitating that painting's pose." She said, casually.
"You, brunette.”
“Lillie.” Lillie and Rose said.
“Whatever, what makes you think you know me?"
"I studied human behavior, I can read body languages."
"Behavioral science... that's..." He laughed at it.
"You're a misogynist. You dismiss women and think they can never hold more power over you. But you lack a lot of things, most of all the cunning and wit of a woman. You try to induce intimidation into those who see that... if you could call that a painting, by the implication that you had paid an artist, a pretty damn good one, I’ll bet world-renowned, to give up their integrity to paint that painting, it shows off your money and shows your lack of morals and you fear that it’s more impressive than you. You’re right.”
Van Statten opened his mouth but Lillie kept talking.
“Your dad never loved you, couldn't even remember your birthday. Had his assistant buy you presents and claim they were from him...” Her eyes darted to the toy telescope in realization, “oh... you got his assistant fired... he bought you a telescope I bet and your dad didn't approve of that, fired him on the spot, never saw him again. The only person to ever show you kindness. Maybe if he hadn't you'd have some semblance of kindness but you are your father's son. You overcompensate your power because you grew up feeling powerless. Apple doesn’t fall far from the tree in some cases, huh?”
Van Statten had the feeling that he couldn’t treat this girl like he could others. If he tried to have her memory erased, the Doctor and the blonde wouldn’t let that happen without a fight. They mysteriously appeared fifty-three floors into his base… Van Statten didn’t like mysteries; it implied that he didn’t know something.
“I’d be careful. I met their mother. This is Rose Tyler and Lillie Tyler.” The Doctor warned, impressed by the brunette’s observations but didn’t want her to get shot. Jackie would have his head.
“Goodard. Did we ever have eyes on her?”
“What?” Lillie asked.
“Uh, Delilah Tyler. She was a prodigy, took complicated college classes since she was twelve. But in 2005, she dropped out of high school.”
“Right. She was that troublemaker.” Van Statten said, “I don’t like troublemakers.”
“I only make trouble when there’s people like you. I don’t rebel because I can, I rebel to do the right thing.” Lillie said.
“Yet you dropped out of high school. Full ride to Cambridge.” Van Statten tried to demean her but she wasn’t taking it.
“I got a better offer.” Lillie said, holding her head high and the Doctor beamed. "Do you know the word 'Backpfeifengesicht'." Lillie said with perfect pronunciation. He didn't answer so she took that for a "no". "It's German and it means 'a face that is asking to be slapped or punched'. Now that sums you up." She said this with a completely straight face and then pressed her tongue to the roof of her mouth in a cocky demeanor, and Rose snickered.
So you're just about an expert in everything except the things in your museum. Anything you don't understand, you lock up." The Doctor summed up,
"And you claim greater knowledge?" Van Statten asked as if he doubted it.
"I don't need to make claims, I know how good I am." He said.
"And yet, I captured you." He said, smugly.
"For now." Lillie said.
"Right next to the Cage. What were you doing down there?" Van Statten said, ignoring her.
"You tell me."
"The cage contains my one living specimen."
"And what's that?"
"Like you don't know."
"Show me."
"You want to see it?"
"Blimey, you can smell the testosterone." Rose snarked and the guards laughed, shocking Van Statten. They dare laugh without permission?
"Men." Lillie agreed.
"Goddard, inform the Cage we're heading down. You, English. Look after the girls. Go and canoodle or spoon or whatever it is you British do. Let’s see if Delilah is smarter than you, maybe she’ll get your job!” Van Statten
“My name is Lillie and no money could convince me to work for you.” Lillie spat.
“And you, Doctor with no name, come and see my pet."
“What the hell is canoodling?” Rose asked Lillie.
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The Doctor was rather glad that the girls were away from Van Statten, he knew this sort of man, Lillie had been right, his lack of love and kindness in childhood formed him to be the apathetic man he was today.
Van Statten explained to the Doctor once they reached the Cage, “Whenever I have a bad day, all I need to do is pop down and visit him. He’s done more for me than three wives and fifteen therapists or that little stunt your little accomplice did.”
Shocker. Van Statten, being a, misogynist who viewed women as less powerful and intelligent than him and a control freak who thought he was the always the smartest person in the room and seemed to use power to help his possible superiority complex.
“But what is it?” The Doctor asked, ignoring this.
“We do keep asking but the thing is that it just doesn’t want to tell us.” Van Statten said. “We've tried everything. The creature has shielded itself but there's definite signs of life inside.”
“Inside? Inside what?”
A man in an orange protective suit came out of the Cage’s heavy metal door.
“This is Simmons, his job is to encourage it to stop sulking.” Van Statten said, lightly.
Translation: Torture it. That was the highest possibility in the Doctor’s head.
Simmons, a former criminal by the name of Aaron Denton, who had been plagued by constant headaches, until he realized as a child as inflicting pain upon others relieved it, didn’t acknowledge the Doctor but seemed polite to his boss. Why shouldn’t he? He’s being paid an absurd amount of money to torture a creature to relieve his pain instead of prolonging or even continuing his prison sentence.
“Welcome back, sir. I've had to take the power down. The Metaltron is resting.” Simmons said, he may be a sociopath but he was perfectly capable of manners.
“Metaltron?” The Doctor asked, knowing if Nova were still there she’d snark something like, “I can only assume one person here has so few brain cells to come up with that.”
“Thought of it myself.” Van Statten said. Well that explained it. “Good, isn't it?” No. “Although I'd much to prefer to find out its real name. And see which name I prefer.”
“Here, you'd better put these on.” Simmon advised, referring to some rather ordinary rubber protective gauntlets, further illustrating how little Van Statten cared for his staff. “The last guy that touched it burst into flames.” Simmons had a remorseful glint in his eyes, like it almost fascinated him.
“I won't touch it then.” The Doctor said.
“Go ahead, Doctor. Impress me.” Van Statten challenged.
The Doctor just stepped through the heavy door and Van Statten gave Simmons an order, “Don't open that door until we get a result.” Then he and Goddard went to a nearby desk with monitors on it.
The door closed behind the Doctor, but he got a glimpse of a drill… and he didn’t think it was being used for maintenance work. There was the smell of hot metal and a sizzling sound, he knew that must’ve been the flesh burning behind the metal.
The Doctor knew what being tortured felt like. His mind flashed to various moments in his adventures where Nova had willingly let herself be tortured just so others wouldn’t. She had always dismissed it while implying it was nothing compared to the torture her heightened emotions and worst memories inflicted on her, constantly of everyday.
He turned to the creature, it was still too dark to see but all he could make out was a dim blue light about the size of an eye. Metal and a blue light weren’t enough to narrow it down.
“Look, I'm sorry about this. Mister Van Statten might think he's clever, but never mind him but I’ve nothing to do with him. I've come to help. I'm the Doctor.” The Doctor introduced himself with sympathy in his voice that would quickly disappear once he realized what it was.
“Doc… Tor…” The creature said in a rusty metallic voice, with two white lights blinking just above the dim blue light with each syllable. The creature said the name slowly as if trying it out… no… as if recalling an old memory.
Fear struck the Doctor, fear of creature he only saw in his nightmares that ever since the Time War, made him wake up in a cold sweat, gasping for air.
“The Doctor!?” The creature shouted, now with the rage that was the only trait its species were known to have, especially for the Doctor, the creature remembered who the Doctor was even without its memory files.
The Doctor felt denial raging in his head even before the lights turned on, revealing various other torture tools—saws, more drills, an electric generator—but he paid no attention to that but there was no denying it once he could see it. Granted, this was one of the most battered ones, he had ever seen but it was still there, alive, breathing, living—while all the Time Lords and all the Elders—while Nova died.
Its gun stick still jerked, ready to shoot its old enemy down. , the Dalek screamed it’s catchphrase but with more than just hatred this time… a hysterical fury… one may describe it as “frothing at the mouth” if Daleks had mouths that is. “EXTERMINATE!” Insane. The Dalek was genuinely insane as one would be from decades of torture. “EXTERMINATE!”
TheDoctor hammered on the door in terror, memories of Nova’s death crashing over him in waves.
“Let me out!” The Doctor pleaded.
“Exterminate!”
Outside the Cage, Goddard panicked for the Doctor’s safety, pleading to Van Statten while he and Simmons only remained fascinated, “Sir, it's going to kill him!”
“It's talking!” Van Statten said, not caring about the Doctor’s life at all.
Orrin Woodward did once say, “a fool is someone whose arrogance is only surpassed by his ignorance.”
In the cage, the Doctor was still hammering on the door to no avail and he knew that.
“You are an enemy of the Daleks! You must be destroyed!” The Dalek raged and the Doctor shrank away, staring in horror, he wouldn’t let the Time Lords die with him trying to run away when there was no hope. He would look it in the eye. Die with some dignity.
The Dalek’s gun arm twitched but nothing happened. No beam of death. No Dalek gunshot noise.
For once, the Doctor was thankful for what Van Statten had done, if it wasn’t already broken, then him having it continuously tortured at rendered it nothing more than a bad-tempered pepper pot whose only weapon was it’s voice giving you a headache.
He laughed in relief, “It's not working.”
The Doctor laughed with more malevolence this time… not just as the Dalek looked at its useless weapon, the tables had turned and now the Dalek was at the mercy of the Doctor.
The Doctor didn’t realize how much savagery Nova’s death had caused him, perhaps his two regenerations since witnessing it had only enhanced it, caused it to grow like a festering wound. He had said it back with much more lightness, when he had much more light inside of him. Back when he was, as his first self-called him when the Time Lords have to break the First Law of Time (not that it was a reoccurring situation, say, oh, every ten years or so), a Dandy when they had to sacrifice Two’s precious recorder in a world of antimatter in a black hole, due to his clothing and hair back then.
Imagine if he still dressed that way now with Nine?
“Fantastic! Oh, fantastic! Powerless! Look at you. The great space dustbin. How does it feel?”
He remembered the last time he ran into powerless Daleks on the planet Exxilon during his first trip to the future with Sarah Jane Smith.
The Doctor stormed towards it, not to cause it harm but just to see what its reaction would be. It tried to roll away but it only allowed it to move a couple of inches, the rusty chains groaning as they held it back.
“Keep back!” It pleaded.
The Doctor continued until it was inches away, staring straight into its glowing blue eyepiece.
“What for? What're you going to do to me?” The Doctor shouted and it didn’t respond. He circled around the Dalek, glowering with the rage of being the last of his kind, “If you can't kill, then what are you good for, Dalek? What's the point of you? You're nothing!” He had completely circled around the Dalek and returned to his original spot when he spat, “What the hell are you here for?”
“I am waiting for orders.” The Dalek answered.
“What does that mean?”
“I am a soldier. I was bred to receive orders.” It clarified as if the Doctor didn’t know that.
“Well you're never going to get any. Not ever.” The Doctor said.
“I demand orders!” The Dalek cried.
“They're never going to come! Your race is dead! You all burnt, all of you. Ten million ships on fire. The entire Dalek race wiped out in one second.” The Doctor spat.
“You lie!” The Dalek accused him.
“I watched it happen. I made it happen!” The Doctor shouted.
“You destroyed us?” The Dalek asked.
The Doctor’s rage was overcome with sadness as he recalled the decision he had to make that wiped out the Daleks, the Time Lords, and a good amount of the Elders. He turned away, taking a few steps.
“I had no choice.”
“And what of the Time Lords?” The Dalek asked.
“Dead. They burnt with you.”
"What of... the Elders..." The Dalek asked and the Doctor's eyes blazed, his anger growing but the self-loathing part of him let the Dalek finish, "What of... Princess... Supernova..."
The Doctor closed his eyes as heartache beat against his chest, he saw flashes of Supernova behind his eyes.
"She... she left Elder... to find me on Gallifrey... she was killed by a Dalek... died in my arms... soon after the war with no more Elders... Elder froze."  The Doctor said; a planet of living embodiments of stars was no longer given the same amount of heat with so fewer Elders… and she froze, freezing any Elders that may have survived. “The end of the last great Time War. Everyone lost.”
“And the coward survived.” The Dalek called him what he was considered to be by his own people. The one who ran away.
“Oh, and I caught your little signal. ‘Help me.’ Poor little thing. Pathetic. The Dalek race would be ashamed!” The Doctor mocked, “But there's no one else coming 'cause there's no one else left.” The Doctor gathered enough sense to feel shame himself… “Look at me.” His voice was soft and filled with self-loathing, “Look at the sort of man you turned me into.”
“I am alone in the universe.” The Dalek realized.
“Yep.” The Doctor popped the ‘p’ but his tone still retained his hatred.
“So are you.” The Doctor’s angry smile faded and his eye twitched with fury. “We are the same.”
This jolted the Doctor back into booming rage, causing him to snap, he turned back to the Dalek, storming at it, “We're not the same! I'm not…” He paused as a thought occurred to him, the last guy who touched it burst into flames, he pulled himself back, he didn’t need to touch it to destroy it, and he allowed his need for revenge, a gleeful savage need. “No, wait. Maybe we are. You're right. Yeah, okay. You've got a point. 'Cause I know what to do. I know what should happen. I know what you deserve.” He grinned as the Dalek remained silent; its plan having gone wrong. “Exterminate.”
The Doctor took out his sonic screwdriver and aimed it at the electric generator, powering it up higher than it had been designed and he pulled the lever, lighting up the Dalek with electricity, making the Dalek scream in pain!
“AHHH! HAVE PITY!” The Dalek cried.
“Why should I? You never did!” The Doctor shouted back. “You killed my family! You killed her! Most brilliant woman in the whole universe and you killed her like she was nothing!”
He would only realize later that he must be going through something Nova did. When she first ran into the Cybermen, she had dealt with some on another world—a world where they were created by a dying man who didn’t realize living without emotions was worst than living with them until they forced him to convert—she fought them in the future of that world and they tortured her… she often changed the length of time from thousands to millions to a billion years—until her companion found and saved her… and met their death… it had broken Nova… her parents and older Time Lords described her as once being a happy, optimistic girl but when he first met her, she was broken… she had gotten better but when she met the Cybermen… she had literally frothed at the mouth with rage, she had had some glee in her savagery towards them… just like he did towards the Daleks.
Outside the Cage, realizing the Doctor had the intention to kill his prized collection, Van Statten turned to his guards and ordered softly, “Get him out.”
The guards entered and the Dalek screamed out, “HELP ME!”
Bywater, one of two secret undercover FBI agents, pulled the Doctor away from the electricity generator before he could quickly rise its level to kill it, Bywater grabbed him and the other guard held her gun to his head but he didn’t care, all that he needed to do was kill the Dalek.
Van Statten didn’t even bother to acknowledge the Doctor or give the Dalek time to recover from the torture before he was shouting at the Dalek to recognize him as Simmons turned off the voltage.
“I saved your life. Now talk to me. Goddamn it, talk to me!” Van Statten shouted.
“You've got to destroy it!” The Doctor was shouting as he was dragged out of the room.
Van Statten still deemed power through sheer arrogance and ignorance as he looked into its eyestalk, “The last in the universe. And now I know your name. Dalek. Speak to me, Dalek.” The Dalek didn’t speak. “I am Henry van Statten, now recognize me!” Like that was going to impress it. Van Statten looked at Simmons, “Make it talk again, Simmons. Whatever it takes.”
Simmons looked pleased at his project.
Adam Mitchell, as they learned his name was, took the girls to his workshop, apologizing for Van Statten's attitude. He was much nicer than Van Statten but that wasn't exactly a high bar to reach. A toddler could reach it.
Adam seemed to be nervous but Rose was used to boys being nervous around her and her sister. Ever since Rose was thirteen and despite her sister’s boyish clothing and personality, she had always been very, very pretty and was completely oblivious to both her looks and how boys acted different around her; only Mickey had been immune and that was because he saw her as a younger sister.
But Lillie could tell it was because of Van Statten. He viewed people as disposable. Either he had those he fired killed, imprisoned, or had their memories wiped.
"Sorry about the mess. Mister Van Statten sort of lets me do my own thing, so long as I deliver the goods.”
“Are you okay?” Lillie asked, making Adam look at her oddly. “He threatened to replace me with you just to make you squirm and something tells me he doesn’t just fire people.”
“As long as I can manage creative enough stories for these. I’m fine.” Adam said, trying not to worry them. “What do you think that is?" Adam handed Lillie an inch-thick piece of metal.
"A lump of metal? " She said, slowly, she wasn’t really trying to guess, she wanted to reassure Adam she had no interest in his job.
"Yeah. Yeah, but I think, well, I'm almost certain, it's from the hull of a spacecraft. I’ve found others like it. You put them together, these things that look like nothing and they start to having meaning.”
“Like a puzzle. A puzzle from the stars.” Lillie said, unaware that she was subconsciously mentally doing the same to various objects around the room.
“Exactly. I mean, it all seems like junk at first but if you can find the right context. The thing is, it's all true. Everything the United Nations tries to keep quiet, spacecraft, aliens, visitors to Earth. They really exist." Adam said, glee mingling in his eyes, grinning at the girls.
"That's amazing." Lillie said, feigning ignorance. which seemed to come naturally to her for some reason.
"I know it sounds incredible, but I honestly believe the whole universe is just teeming with life." He confessed.
"I'm gobsmacked, yeah." Rose agreed, also feigning ignorance, "And you do what, sit here and catalog it?" Rose asked.
"Truly we're étonné, stupéfait!" Lillie exclaimed with a smile. Rose gave her a look. "It's French."
"Best job in the world."
"Imagine if you could get out there. Travel amongst the stars and see it for real." Rose said as Lillie spotted something, it was a regal ring with a beautiful opal.
She felt a sort of connection to it and when Adam wasn’t looking, she pocketed it. She wasn’t usually a… well, she guessed some would say a “kleptomaniac”, but she didn’t feel like it was stealing but more like taking something that had once belonged to her but she just… forgot about it.
"Yeah, I'd give anything. I don't think it's ever going to happen. Not in our lifetimes." Adam said, unaware of the knowing looks the sisters exchanged.
"Oh, you never know. What about all those people who say they've been inside of spaceships and things and talked to aliens?" Lillie asked.
"I think they're nutters."
"Yeah, me too." Rose said.
"Most of them," Lillie agreed, "So, how'd you end up here? Why do you do this?”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, why do you want to live like this?” Lillie asked, “With a boss like that.”
"Van Statten has agents all over the world looking for geniuses to recruit."
"Oh, right. You're a genius." Lillie asked.
"Sorry, but yeah. I can't help it. I was born clever."
"So was this one." Rose wrapped an arm around her blushing sister. "She was going to go to Cambridge before we met the Doctor. Top of her class since she entered school. Took complicated university classes since she was twelve.”
"Rose." Lillie blushed.
"When I was eight, I logged onto the US Defense System. Nearly caused World War Three." Adam told them.
"Yeah, I never did that." Lillie laughed. She did however create a variety of odd gadgets that either made things easier, like the gadgets made by the dad in Gremlins, only they actually worked, or they didn’t work because she just didn’t have the right tools, or they just didn’t make sense to Jackie and Rose.
"What, and that's funny, is it?"
"Well, you should've been there just to see them running about. Fantastic!"
"You sound like the Doctor." Rose said.
"Are you and him..."
"No, we're just friends."
"Good."
"Why is it good?" Rose asked.
"It just is."
“Uh, so, what’s your job here then?”
“I’m in charge of the ‘inanimates’. Anything alien that hasn’t got a pulse.”
“So these agents were watching my sister?” Rose asked, feeling a little scared that she hadn’t noticed.
“Yeah, uh, Delilah, right.” Adam asked.
“I prefer Lillie.” Lillie said, making a face.
“Yeah, yeah,” Adam looked around and lowered his voice, “Don’t tell anyone but I’ve hacked into the list just to see who’s there. You were high on the list.” Lillie seemed a little abashed at this. “You were very impressive to him, they might’ve actually spoken to you a few times but… Van Statten likes… obedience in his employees.”
“I do not.” Lillie said. “I also don’t enjoy the idea of working for a misogynistic power-hungry snake who deems everyone but him as worth less.”
“Yeah, and then in 2005… you just kind of… dropped off the face of the Earth.” Adam said.
“Something like that.” Lillie said.
Rose changed the subject before it came around to the Doctor and his means of travel. She didn’t think Adam would just go blabbing but a guy like Van Statten… who knows who was listening. "So, wouldn't you rather be downstairs? I mean, you've got these bits of metal and stuff, but Mister Van Statten's got a living creature down there."
"Yeah. Yeah, well, I did ask, but he keeps it to himself. I did meet it once but… only the once.”
“And?” Lillie asked.
Adam shook his head, like Lillie did when she got those migraines, like he was shaking away a bad memory. “And… nothing. It… it doesn’t do much. Van Statten wants it to talk but it rarely ever does.”
“Can we see?” Lillie asked, tilting her head with curiosity.
“It’s off limits. Although, if you're a genius, it doesn't take long to patch through on the comm. System."
"Oh, you can hack. Me too."
"She got arrested for it." Rose gave her sister a disapproving look but Lillie just rolled her eyes.
"Technically, that and trespassing and breaking and entering." Lillie said. Adam looked down; Lillie could see he was one to be cowed easily, that must be the kind of staff Van Statten wanted. She wasn't one, she must've been deemed too rebellious for his liking. Not that she had any problem with that. She turned back to Adam, "Well, genius, let's have a look, then."
"It doesn't do much, the alien. It's weird. It's kind of useless. It's just like this great big pepper pot."
Lillie couldn't see it very well on the tiny screen but the overwhelming urge to destroy it shot through her body. She recognized it but couldn't quite place it.
They saw the creature screaming as a guard drilled into its casing.
"It's being tortured! Where's the Doctor?" Rose asked, panicked.
"I don't know." Adam said, genuinely confused and horrified by this.
"Take us down there. Now." Rose demanded and she took her sister’s hand.
The Doctor, Goddard, Van Statten, and guards reentered the elevator as the Doctor explained, “The metal's just battle armour. The real Dalek creature's inside.”
“What does it look like?” Van Statten asked out of curiosity, somehow still not grasping how dire this situation was and that it was far more important than his petty childhood fascination.
“A nightmare. It's a mutation. The Dalek race was genetically engineered. Every single emotion was removed except hate.”
“Genetically engineered.” Van Statten repeated out of fascination as the Doctor rolled his eyes at the stupidity of this “self-proclaimed” genius. “By whom?”
“By a genius, Van Statten. By a man who was king of his own little world. You'd like him.” The Doctor spat.
“It's been on Earth for over fifty years. Sold at a private auction, moving from one collection to another. Why would it be a threat now?” Goddard had more of an understanding of the situation than Van Statten did.
“Because I'm here. How did it get to Earth? Does anyone know?” The Doctor asked.
“The records say it came from the sky like a meteorite. It fell to Earth on the Ascension Islands. Burnt in its crater for three days before anybody could get near it and all that time it was screaming. It must have gone insane.”
“It must have fallen through time. The only survivor.” The Doctor correctly theorized.
“You talked about a war?” Goddard explained.
“The Time War. The final battle between my people and Elders against the Dalek race.”
“But you survived, too.” Van Statten said, still not worried.
“Not by choice.” The Doctor’s voice became dark.
“This means that the Dalek isn't the only alien on Earth. Doctor, there's you. The only one of your kind in existence.” Van Statten said, that being his top priority.
The Doctor been stripped on his jacket and shirt and was chained with his arms above his head with a scanner pointed at him as Van Statten lightly said, “now, smile!”
Van Statten mishandled the laser scan, making it painful as it scanned down the Doctor’s body, revealing two hearts.
“Two hearts! Binary vascular system. Oh, I am so going to patent this.” Van Statten said, excitedly.
It was already patented by Unit… by decades. Turns out he wasn’t as much as an expert as he thought he was.
The Doctor knew if Nova were with them, she would’ve burned him and haunted him with the memories of his sins, not that he could’ve physically gotten her to the cage due to her ability to manipulate gravity.
“So that's your secret. You don't just collect this stuff, you scavenge it.” The Doctor spat.
“This technology has been falling to Earth for centuries. All it took was the right mind to use it properly.” It does but it wasn’t being used by the right mind. Not by a long shot. “Oh, the advances I've made from alien junk. You have no idea, Doctor. Broadband? Roswell. Just last year my scientists cultivated bacteria from the Russian crater, and do you know what we found? The cure for the common cold. Kept it strictly within the laboratory of course. No need to get people excited. Why sell one cure when I can sell a thousand palliatives?”
The Doctor still wasn’t impressed with him.
“Do you know what a Dalek is, Van Statten? A Dalek is honest. It does what it was born to do for the survival of its species. That creature in your dungeon is better than you.
“In that case, I will be true to myself and continue.” Van Statten said, casually.
“Listen to me! That thing downstairs is going to kill every last one of us!
“Nothing can escape the Cage.” Van Statten scoffed, “Maybe you underestimate my genius.”
The Doctor laughed, coldly.
“Your genius? Look around you! All you do is feed off of others’ skills. A sociopath to torture the creature with cheap protection. Guards who’s names you don’t remember. A belief that everyone is beneath you. You’re a thief!” The Doctor spat.
Van Statten just blasted the Doctor with the laser again, in an attempt to shut him up.
“But it's woken up. It knows I'm here. It's going to get out. Van Statten, I swear, no one on this base is safe. No one on this planet!” The Doctor cried but Van Statten just ran the laser scan again, just to hear him scream.
--
Adam brought the girls down to the cage.
"Hold it right there." A soldier, Bywater said.
When Simmons made eye contact with Lillie, the headache faded and so did his rage and for the first time since he was a young child... he felt genuine guilt... he seemed to be paralyzed in it and simultaneously he felt like he was going to be sick from it. He couldn’t move. Was this what the real Danny Simmons felt like when he beat him until he needed to be hospitalized or when Danny Simmons realized that Aaron Denton had somehow gotten out of prison and was at his front door. But the thoughts and emotions were brief.
"Level three access. Special clearance from Mister Van Statten." Adam said, showing the guards his clearance card.
The three entered the cage and the girls approached the creature and the thoughts and emotions left Simmons, back to normal.
Another migraine hit Lillie, followed by a wave of fear as a sort of memory came back to her.
"Record indicate that you will show mercy!" She heard a robotic voice say.
Nova smirked a malevolently mischievous smirk. "Don't you know who I am? I'm the Elder Princess Supernova. Killer of the creator of Daleks, Davros."
"Mercy! Mercy! Mercy!"
"Say it again."
"Mercy! Mercy!"
"Again!" She demanded.
"Mercy! Mercy!"
"Sorry. Wrong protector of the universe." She smirked, shaking her head, and held up her sword and cut straight through its metal.
Lillie suddenly felt herself grabbing Rose’s hand and pulling her back, slowly approaching herself.
"Don't get too close." Adam warned.
Lillie stared at the creature in horror but her eyes fell to the chains and the obvious signs of torture.
A not-memory came of her first-person view of her being chained up in a room, there were those silver robotic creatures again and the rage came back but it wasn't the rage she felt in the not-memory... in the not-memory she felt more contempt but relief... relief that someone was safe...  the rage was an aftermath emotion... Lillie had a feeling that that someone... wasn't relieved and fought like hell to get back to whoever's memory this was... the robots restrained her against an electricity unit and they turned it on, she couldn't feel the pain but she could hear the grunts of pain, refusing to give them the satisfaction of her screams, and the lights caused by the electricity, the colors were dark, like they were made out of dark light that entrapped her.
“What use are emotions if you allow them to destroy you.” A robotic voice asked.
"Makes me.... stronger than you..." She gritted out.
"Hello, are you in pain?" Rose asked, snapping Lillie of the not-memory.
"M-my name is Lillie Tyler and this is my sister, Rose." Lillie stammered, ignoring the urge to destroy it, choosing to see the best in it despite all of her screaming to do the opposite, "we've got a friend... he can help. He's called the Doctor. What's your name?"
The Dalek realized that these two must be the Doctor’s companions. Naïve to what it truly was.
"Yes." The voice was metallic and it sent shivers down her back.
"What?" Lillie asked.
"I am in pain. They torture me, but still they fear me. Do you fear me?"
"No." Rose said but Lillie remained quiet. She didn't fear it, but she feared for Rose; she just wanted to kill it and she felt horrible for feeling that way.
"I am dying." It said.
"No, we can—we can help." Lillie stammered.
"I welcome death. But I am glad that before I die, I have met humans who was not afraid."
"Isn't there anything we can do?" Rose asked.
"My race is dead, and I shall die alone."
Rose reached for the Dalek's metal head to place it there for comfort.
"Rose, no!" Lillie shouted, lurching at Rose, pulling her hand back but accidently touching it herself.
When Lillie's hand made contact, her eyes flared purple and her compass glowed, forming an energy around her that was invisible to anyone who couldn't see in multiple dimensions at once and the Dalek absorbed her long-suppressed biology.
The King of Elder and Nova’s abusive arranged husband, Narcissus grabbed Nova's arm aggressively, pulling her back as she tried to go and fight in the Time War.
"Narcissus! Let me go!" She pleaded.
"Get back here! It's not your job to fight!" He growled.
"Yes, it is! I'm the Queen and this is my planet! Now let me go!" She screamed.
"Does it give you please to humiliate me like that!?" He demanded, loudly, because apparently that’s all he thought of her actions. That she only wanted to humiliate him when their people were dying.
"What the hell are you talking about?" Nova cried.
"What will people think when they see the Queen fighting instead of the King?"
"You're worried about what people will think more than saving our planet!" She asked, incredulously, continuing to fight back.
"STOP FIGHTING!" He roared and backhanded her, sending her to the ground, painfully.
She opened her eyes with her bruised body on her side and she spotted the ring the Doctor had given her. Her mother’s engagement ring. The one she had left on the Tardis because she wasn’t going to let her family heirloom bind this sham of a marriage. It laid hidden but purposely placed there by that genius Time Lord she had befriended long ago… but not the one you may be thinking about.
She sat up, glaring daggers at him, "You know the only reason I stay with you is not because I love you. I don't even like you. I only stay with you because if I don't you and your psycho bitch sister will take control!" She shouted, getting to her feet. "I will never stop fighting! I stayed with you for my people but now they’re dying and my Doctor needs my help.”
He went to hit her again when she punched him in the face, knocking him over, she stood over him, glaring daggers at him. “You can stay here and die but I’m not going to die a selfish dirty coward. I am the Rebel Princess of Elder and I am a fighter and a protector.”
Then she turned and started off.
“IF YOU GO AFTER THE DOCTOR, YOU’LL DIE!” He yelled.
Nova turned to her sorry excuse for a husband and glared, "I don't care. As long as he's safe, I'm happy. But as long as I still live, he will never have to make that choice."
Then she ran out of her castle. "I'm coming, Doctor." She whispered, fully intending to end the war to save the Doctor from taking the burden upon himself... she wouldn't make it.
She pulled her hand back only when Rose pulled her back. There was a glowing silver handprint where Lillie's hand had been but it quickly faded.
The creature started to become more animated. "Genetic material extrapolated. Initiate cellular reconstruction!" It broke the chains as one of the guards came in.
"What the hell have you done?" Simmons shouted at Lillie like she was supposed to know what would've happened even though he was the one who allowed them in.
"Well, what were you doing!?" Lillie snapped at him.
He was carrying the drill he had been using on it earlier, hoping to use it some more. The creature raised its plunger thing.
"What are you going to do? Sucker me to death?" He scoffed sarcastically.
The sucker covered his face and mouth as it did just that, sucking in his face, collapsing his skull.
Simmons must’ve somehow made eye contact with Lillie again as he died, his headache increased tenfold as she kept eye contact, there was a mercilessness in her eyes... and he could hear her voice in his head saying, "This is what the real Danny Simmons felt as you killed him." This increased his fear as if he were dying both his death and the real Danny Simmons' death and feeling the fear of both, he wanted to cry but he couldn't and then he was dead.
Lillie felt Rose pulling her out of the cage. "It's killing him! Do something!" Rose screamed as they ran out of the cage.
"Condition red! Condition red!" Bywater said, pushing a button, "I repeat, this is not a drill."
In the Doctor’s Cage, Van Statten was taken aback when the Condition Red warning sounded and he looked at the Doctor.
“Release me if you want to live.” The Doctor said, softly and this time Van Statten obeyed.
On a screen in the room, the girls saw the Doctor run up to it, saying in an urgent voice, "You've got to keep it in that cell."
Then he realized that Lillie and Rose were there. Why the hell were they there!? And this was followed by, well, of course, it would be them of everyone here!
"Doctor, it's all my fault," Lillie apologized.
"No, she was trying to stop me." Rose said.
"I've sealed the compartment. It can't get out, that lock's got a billion combinations." Bywater guard said as Rose comforted her sister.
"A Dalek's a genius. It can calculate a thousand billion combinations in one second flat." The Doctor informed them.
That word. Dalek. It echoed in Lillie's head.
"I will never betray the Doctor. You know what that is? Loyalty. Something Daleks are incapable of." Nova spat, bitterly.
"That is correct, Elder Princess."
They watched the door with bated breath and when the doors opened and guard yelled, "Open fire!"
"Don't shoot it! I want it unharmed." Van Statten shouted at them but they didn’t listen.
"Van Statten, with all due disrespect, shut your trap before I smack it off your face!" Lillie snapped.
"Rose, Lillie, get out of there!" The Doctor cried.
The bullets had no effect on the Dalek, in fact, it was ignoring them until it caught sight of the video screen where the Doctor’s face was.
Then it brought its sucker up to the screen and plunged it through it, electricity crackled on the casing and Lillie saw that it was healing itself even further than with her touch. Lillie noticed that the lights were flickering. It was draining the power, using it to heal itself.
Bywater, again, the secret agent, knew it was time to withdraw, he turned to his partner, a female guard. "De Maggio, take the civilians and get them out alive. That is your job, got that"
"You three, with me." She ordered and the four ran for their lives.
As they ran through the halls, Rose refused to let go of her sister's hand. They came across a group of guards who were going to try and destroy the Dalek.
"Civilians! Let them through!" De Maggio shouted as they ran through the phalanx.
The gunfire soon started up behind them.
“Tell them to stop shooting at it.” Van Statten ordered.
“But it's killing them!” Goddard shouted at him.
“They're dispensable.” Van Statten said and spoke to his soldiers. “That Dalek is unique. I don't want a scratch on its bodywork, do you hear me?” No answer. “Do you hear me?”
The gunfire slowly died out, and Van Statten seemed to only now realize the full terror of the situation. All those men couldn’t stop it and now it was going to kill him.
Goddard brought up the schematics of the base.
“That's us, right below the surface.” It zoomed to the bottom of the screen and she pointed to a blue mass, “That's the cage,” Then to a moving bright light on the map, “and that's the Dalek.”
“This museum of yours. Have you got any alien weapons?” The Doctor asked.
“Lots of them, but the trouble is the Dalek's between us and them.” Goddard replied.
“We've got to keep that thing alive.” Van Statten was still keeping his interests in mind. “We could just seal the entire vault, trap it down there.”
“Leaving everyone trapped with it. Lillie and Rose are down there. I won't let that happen. Have you got that?” The Doctor said, authoritatively. Van Statten didn’t reply but thought the Doctor was being unreasonable. “It's got to go through this area. What's that?”
“Weapons testing.” Goddard replied.
“Give guns to the technicians, the lawyers, anyone. Everyone. Only then have you got a chance of killing it.” The Doctor advised.
De Maggio, was a mother but she had very little to do with her son’s childhood because in order to make sure he grew up in a house with money, she worked for Van Statten, the last time she had seen her child, he had furious at her, because it had been the first time she had seen him that he understood who she was supposed to be and that she wasn’t there for him. She tried to make him cooperate but instead he swore at her and he refused the “naughty step”. She had told him that if he didn’t she would have the punish him further but he still refused. It was then she realized that this job had affected her because she had developed the belief that soldiers had to follow through or their threats or they look weak. So she slapped him and her son, a gentle one, nonetheless but his face was still red with anger at her, sat on the naughty step longer than he should’ve and refused to speak to her. She was initially wanted to refuse coming back but the offers kept on getting bigger and bigger and she did what she believed was best for her child. When being there would’ve been enough.
She understood the job she was given to protect the younger civilians. That’s what a mother did. They protected the young. As the four ran through the corridors with the Dalek in pursuit, she kept the rear of the group; even though they weren’t trained for action as she was.
Adam had only had this job for less than two years and he was never given guard duty. Rose had only been traveling with the Doctor for two and a half months.
De Maggio, could tell that Rose and Adam weren't trained for duty, but Lillie seemed to be. Like she was trained once, even though the memo she had been sent showed she only trained in advanced science theories and rebellion. She had quick reflexes and could run quickly but she stayed slow for Rose.
De Maggio, kept strangely happy, perhaps because she felt like this was making up for her poor parenting skills last time she had seen her son. She was protecting the sisters of a single mother and the son of a couple. The three were still very much children, only one out of their teens.
Rose, Adam, Lillie, and De Maggio came across a staircase.
"Stairs! That's more like it. It hasn't got legs. It's stuck!" Rose gasped.
"I wouldn't get your hopes up yet." Lillie warned her sister.
De Maggio looked back, seeing the Dalek approaching. "It's coming! Get up!" De Maggio shouted and they all ran up a flight of stairs. They looked down as the Dalek rolled into the room. Its eyestalk moved to them and zeroed in on Lillie.
"Great big alien death machine defeated by a flight of stairs." Adam taunted.
“Don’t taunt him!” Lillie snapped at him, elbowing him in the ribs hard.
"Now listen to me. I demand that you return to your cage. If you want to negotiate, then I can guarantee that Mister van Statten will be willing to talk. I accept that we imprisoned you and maybe that was wrong, but people have died, and that stops right now. The killing stops. Have you got that? I demand that you surrender. Is that clear?" De Maggio demanded.
No answer.
"Elevate." It said. Oh no.
The Dalek started to levitate up the stairs towards them but still it kept its eyestalk on Lillie.
"Oh my God." Rose gasped.
"Adam, get them out of here." De Maggio ordered.
"No, you have to come with us. You can't stop it." Lillie pleaded. "Nothing can stop it!"
De Maggio noted that Lillie was concerned for her. That was kind. So was her sister. She almost forgot what kind people were like.
"Someone's got to try. Now get out! Don't look back. Just run." She ordered; Adam was already running; he was gone. De Maggio didn’t blame him but the girls hesitated. “Go!” Rose pulled her sister’s hand, forcing her to run and they followed Adam as De Maggio started to shoot.
As they ran down a hallway, Lillie stopped when she heard her scream and then silence before Rose pulled her along.
Van Statten was still being difficult. The Doctor was frankly starting to wonder which one was more difficult the Dalek or Van Statten.
“I thought you were the great expert, Doctor. If you're so impressive, then why not just reason with this Dalek? It must be willing to negotiate. There must be something it needs. Everything needs something.”
What a human way of thinking. So simple. Still him trying to get the power back.
“What's the nearest town?” The Doctor suddenly asked.
“Salt Lake City.” Van Statten replied.
“Population?”
“One million.”
“All dead.” The Doctor said and finally looked up at him. “If the Dalek gets out, it'll murder every living creature. That's all it needs.”
“But why would it do that?” Van Statten shouted, at the realization that this was one person he couldn’t buy out.
“Because it honestly believes they should die. Human beings are different, and anything different is wrong. It's the ultimate in racial cleansing and you, Van Statten, you've let it loose! The Dalek's surrounded by a force field. The bullets are melting before they even hit home, but it's not indestructible.” The Doctor explained. He went to the comms and warned all the spare staff, “If you concentrate your fire, you might get through. Aim for the dome, the head, the eyepiece. That's the weak spot.”
One arrogant or idiotic man answered with, “Thank you, Doctor but I think I know how to fight one single tin robot.”
On the forty-sixth floor, the staircases opened up to a corridor that led to a reception area.
“The main stairwell picks up from along here.” Adam explained to the sisters, panting from running up seven flights of stairs.
Rose was grateful that Lillie had insisted that she’d wear running shoes before they left the Tardis.
The trio rounded a corner and ran onto the loading bay but they were blinded by a light, well, Adam and Rose were. Lillie stopped when they stopped as she tried to think what to do next. Scream at the soldiers for blinding them, warn them of the Dalek, or shout at Rose and Adam to keep running.
Then one of the commanders shouted at them, “Hold your fire! You three, what the hell are you doing!? Get the hell out of there!" One of the commanders shouted while Lillie leaned back to see the Dalek closer than she thought.
“You’re the one blinding us!” Lillie shouted back at him while giving him a rude gesture with her free hand that Rose wasn’t cutting the blood flow in as they ran past the guards. “It’s coming!”
The Dalek entered, it turned and zoomed in on Lillie again.
“Come on. Don’t stop! Why have you stopped!?” Adam shouted.
But Lillie didn’t know why; it wasn’t exhaustion. She didn’t exactly feel exhausted, her blood was coursing with adrenaline, her legs hurt a little and she had had a continuous migraine since she touched the Dalek but she wasn’t exhausted. But she couldn’t move. She just couldn’t.
The Dalek was examining Lillie, it may have been fifty-some years since it was in the Time War but it remembered what Princess Supernova looked like. She had been the one his creator credited for making him the way he was. Bitter. Untrusting. Evil. He didn't use exactly those words but that was the gist.
Its weapons were broken but its scanner and memory files still worked and it scanned her.
Species Diagnosis... Loading... Loading... Loading... Human.
The Dalek scanned her body temperature, it was a normal temperature for a human, perhaps a bit overheated but they were underground and she had been running.
She couldn’t be Supernova, it was impossible. She couldn’t change her body temperature. She’d die.
“Lillie!” Rose was shouting, hugging her hand but Lillie wasn’t even budging. She felt like this unseen energy had ensnared around her, rendering her paralyzed. "LILLIE, MOVE!" Rose screamed.
Lillie wanted to turn to her and shout at her to get off her and leave them alone... leave them both alone but when she turned and saw the true genuine fear in Rose's dark green eyes... the feeling in her legs came back, she was her own again.
“Please, I don’t want to leave either of you!” Adam cried.
"Come on!" Rose shouted, taking her hand and they ran, Lillie's legs started to work again and the three of them ran off the bay.
"It was looking at me." Lillie told them.
"Yeah, it wants to slaughter us." Adam dismissed.
"I know, but it was looking right at me." Lillie said.
"So? It's just a sort of metal eye thing. It's looking all around." Rose said.
"I don't know. It's like there's something inside, looking at me, like, like it knows me." Lillie said.
"Come on." Rose said, pulling her sister as they broke into a run again.
As she ran, she could feel humming in her head and she could hear the Dalek, loud and clear in her head.
"Next time I see you... I shall kill you."
To the Dalek's surprise, he heard Lillie's voice but with an Australian tinge, "Bring it, Space Nazi."
The Dalek allowed Goddard, the Doctor, and Van Statten to watch as all the soldiers, the lawyers, the accountants and whoever else shot at the Dalek on the screen. The bullets had no effect and soon the Dalek started to elevate in the air. The Dalek shot the fire alarm, triggering the sprinklers in the loading bay area and shot the water, electrocuting all of the men on the floor level.
The commander shouted at the surviving men to retreat but they didn’t have time, another shot had them all electrocuted too.
Lillie staggered, falling to her hands and knees briefly as her head was suddenly filled with the screams of the men and women and the sound of electricity crackling.
“Come on!” Rose shouted, heaving her sister back to her feet.
The Dalek stared right at the video screen, staring right at the Doctor… showing its power and then let the video screens turn off, the office was left in a stunned silence.
Van Statten was even more terrified now, there was nothing he could do to stop it and he had witnessed first-hand how powerful it was, more powerful than he could ever be. It just let eighty-nine men and women shoot at it but it hadn’t even budged. Then with two shots it killed eighty-nine people with absolutely no effort.
“Perhaps it's time for a new strategy.” Van Statten said, quietly. Ya think? “Maybe we should consider abandoning this place.”
“Except there's no power to the helipad, sir. We can't get out.” Goddard spat, coldly.
“Then I shall go there myself, operate it manually.” He decided.
“There isn’t even enough power for the elevator, you can’t get to the surface.” She reminded him.
Van Statten started to pace the room, “No. No. No. No. We’re all going to die. You were right, Doctor.” Acknowledging the Doctor seemed to trigger an idea and he pulled a gun from his desk and pointed it at the Doctor. “The Dalek wants you dead, yes? Maybe if I were to give you to the Dalek…”
The Doctor’s look was reminiscent to Lillie’s earlier looks of condescending pity and he snarkily said, “I’m sure it would thank you very nicely… just before it exterminated you.”
“It’s still a chance.”
“No, Van Statten! The only chance you’ve got is me!” The Doctor spat, “I am the only person who can possibly stop it!”
“Put the gun down!” Goddard shouted but Van Statten ignored her, still oblivious that both she and the Doctor had taken more charge since the Dalek had begun its killing spree while they remained in the office. He had been useless, not even his soldiers had listened to him.
“And exactly how are you going to stop it, Doctor. Please, convince me. I am a reasonable man. You can see I am being a reasonable man.” That had to be bigger lie than the Dalek’s manipulation tactics.
“I don’t know yet.”
“No, not good enough.” Van Statten said after a moment of consideration.
The Doctor remembered Nova’s observations of those who held guns. Van Statten’s hands were shaking. But fear…    it showed who people really were and it wasn’t like Van Statten was hiding his ego.
“I said, put the gun down!” Goddard repeated.
When Van Statten and the Doctor looked at her, they saw that she too had drawn a gun on Van Statten.
“What is this?” Van Statten said, weakly, not only did two aliens in his alien museum easily take power over him but a woman did too; it seemed only know the Van Statten realized that she had taken charge.
“I am a federal agent with the FBI, put down your weapon, you have the right to remain silent.” She revealed.
Van Statten laughed, perhaps to try to take power back from her, “You’re choosing this moment to arrest me!?”
Goddard didn’t waver, she just got closer and pressed the gun against his head, “Or maybe we just give you to the Dalek.” She said with a tone that said she had no qualms about doing this, “let’s see what it does with you.”
“Enough of this!” The Doctor shouted but he had to admit he didn’t see that coming.
He strode to Van Statten and took the gun from him and tossed it aside just like Van Statten did with the musical instrument earlier.
“I know you’re both scared, but this is pathetic. If you want to survive, either of you, then you have to do better than this!”
Goddard looked at the Doctor and sighed, lowering her gun before turning to Van Statten, “If we make it through this, you’re still under arrest. Bywater was a secret agent too and you got him killed.”
“You said we could seal the vault.” The Doctor said before Van Statten could respond.
Van Statten moved to the computer at his desk, “It was designed to be a bunker in the event of nuclear war. Steel bulkheads”
Goddard shook her head, “There's not enough power, those bulkheads are massive.”
“We've got emergency power.” The Doctor explained, “We can re-route that to the bulkhead doors.”
“We’d have to bypass the security codes.” Goddard protested, “That would take a computer genius.”
“Good thing you've got me, then.” Van Statten boasted, even though in that entire building, he was the fifth best with computers at best. After the Doctor, the Dalek, Lillie, and then Adam.
“You want to help?” The Doctor asked.
“I don't want to die, Doctor. Simple as that.” Well as long as he was reassuring them of his selfishness. “And nobody knows this software better than me.”
“Doctor, Sir.” Goddard suddenly said and nodded to the video screen that the Doctor hadn’t noticed had turned back on.
“I shall speak only to the Doctor.” The Dalek demanded, still hovering over the corpses.
The Doctor was quiet for a moment, getting over his shock and as usual sassed the Dalek, “You're going to get rusty.”
“I fed off the DNA of Lillie Tyler.” The Dalek told the Doctor and he narrowed his eyes at the implication that the Dalek had touched Lillie; the idea of this monstrosity touching someone as pure, as kind, as brilliant as Lillie as if it had attempted to sully her. “She carries the energy from within your Tardis that allows the Time Lords to regenerate. Now I too am reborn!”
Ah, it wasn’t trying to coax him into touching its casing to kill the Doctor but to take some of his left-over regeneration energy to heal itself.  
“Extrapolating the biomass of a time traveler regenerated me.” It continued to gloat.
“What's your next trick?” The Doctor asked.
“I have been searching for the Daleks.” The Dalek told him.
“Yeah, I saw. Downloading the internet. What did you find other than a lot of ‘bare bodies’ and petitions for the revival of Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Destial Supernatural fanfics.”
“All irrelevance has been disposed of!” The Dalek said, bluntly as if offended that it would keep that information. “I scanned your satellites and radio telescopes, searching for any signal for the Dalek race.”
“And?”
“Nothing.” The Dalek feel silent, coming to terms that the Doctor had been telling the truth, there were no more Daleks. At least, to their knowledge.
If Nova had been there she would question what made the Dalek think the other Daleks would waste their planning time just to rescue one Dalek that had gone mad. They had no sense of loyalty or comradery. For the most powerful empath in the whole universe, she understood species who despised emotions quite well.
Then the Dalek cried out, plaintively, “Where shall I get my orders now?”
“You're just a soldier without commands.” The Doctor said.
The Dalek was silent for a few seconds before speaking with fresh defiance. “Then I shall follow the Primary Order, the Dalek instinct to destroy, to conquer.”
Odd, Daleks weren’t known for expressing defiance, the Doctor briefly considered this but had more pressing concerns, like his companions the Dalek was hunting, the longer he spoke with the Doctor the more distance the girls put between themselves and the Dalek.
“What for? What's the point?” The Doctor cried out but the Dalek didn’t reply. “Don't you see it's all gone? Everything you were, everything you stood for.”
“Yes. It is all over.” The Dalek said, softly.
“So let it end. Just let it end. There is no point any more, not to any of this.” The Doctor pleaded. The Doctor felt dirty and small; embarrassed that he, the Doctor, who killed nearly all the Daleks (and the Time Lords and an unknown amount of Elders), the Oncoming Storm was pleading with a Dalek. But it was all for the survival of Lillie and Rose… and the rest of humanity. “You’re the last. There is no point to you.”
“Princess Supernova of Elder is dead.”
“Yes. I know that.”The Doctor gritted.
“There is no point to you either.”
“Yeah. Yeah, and maybe that’s true too but she was worth honoring.” The Doctor said, “More than any Dalek. More than your master.”
The Dalek seemed to consider this, as if considering if the Dalek’s purpose was worth honoring now that it seemed that there were no more.
“Then what should I do?” The Dalek said with what the Doctor would almost consider, solemn. “If I have to give myself orders, what orders must I give?”
“You want me to help you?” The Doctor asked, disgusted with the proposition.
“You are the only one left that knows the Daleks. Tell me what I must do.” The Dalek reasoned.
“All right, then. If you want orders, follow this one. Kill yourself.” The Doctor said, coldly.
“The Daleks must survive!” The Dalek cried out.
“The Daleks have failed! Why don't you finish the job and make the Daleks extinct. Rid the Universe of your filth. WHY DON'T YOU JUST DIE!?” The Doctor suddenly realized he was shouting… no, more than that, he was raging, screaming straight at the video screen, he was letting himself be too emotional.
The Dalek stared at the camera and stared right at the Doctor. There was no judgement in the Dalek’s response, but there was certainty in the Dalek’s mind, “You would make a good Dalek.”
The screens went blank, letting the darkness of the screen reflect the Doctor’s horrified look on his face. He had seen that face before, Nova would occasionally get it when she lost herself in her rage or remembered some particularly bad memories.
Nova’s archenemy had been the Cybermen, she was the complete opposite. A power empath who had the ability to turn off her emotions but refused to even though it would be so much less painful. She had allowed her emotions to be numbed due to being overwhelmed but wouldn’t turn them off. Yet because of this, she was the perfect example of the Cybermen’s argument that emotions destroy you. Her emotions had sometimes led her to lose herself and do terrible things. So she had to not be so emotional to think straight. Just like a Cyberman.
The Doctor now realized his own utter loathing for the Daleks were similar to the hatred that all Daleks possessed.
Goddard and Van Statten were silent behind the Doctor until he broke the silence, “Seal the Vault.”
Van Statten started typing away on one keyboard and the Doctor on another as the Dalek started after Lillie, Rose, and Adam again. “I can leech power off the ground defenses, feed it to the bulkheads. God, it's been years since I had to work this fast.”
The Doctor paused and glared at Van Statten. “Are you enjoying this?”
Goddard was looking at the schematics, bringing up life signatures, there was the three of them in the office, the bright light that was the Dalek and three slowly moving up the staircases, not too far away from the Daleks but still behind the bulkhead door.
“Doctor, Lillie and Rose are still down there.”
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"Exterminate!" The Dalek about to shoot the Doctor said before, "Ahh..." Then a sword was thrusted through the Dalek's metal before retracting and the Dalek was shoved to the side, revealing an blue-haired woman.
"Doctor!" Nova screamed when she saw him. He turned and she leaped into his arms despite a war going on around them. She let out a soft giggle of relief and disbelief into his ear, making him feel all warm and fuzzy inside as his hearts thumped at an irregular beat. "I found you. I will always find you."
He pulled back, smiling down at her, "I know you will and I will always find you."
She hesitated before leaning up on her toes and pecking his cheek, just at the corner of his lips. Not exactly a kiss but close enough.
"We have a war to win." She said and put on her game face.
The trio were running up a seemingly never-ending staircase when Lillie's phone rang, Lillie wasn't running as fast as she could, she could run faster than Adam but she stayed near Rose, she would protect her by any means possible. Yet she was so dazed with a hurting migraine and images she couldn’t comprehend because they were either too bright for her to see, or there were so many colors she couldn’t process them or noises she didn’t understand, that she actually answered her phone.
WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING!? NOT NOW! KEEP RUNNING! GET ROSE TO SAFETY! Her brain screamed.
"Yeah, this isn't the best time." She answered.
"Where are you?" The Doctor asked.
"Level forty-three." She replied.
"You've got to keep moving."
"What do you think we're doing? Having a picnic!" She shouted back at him
"The vault's being sealed off up at level forty. If you don’t get through, you’ll die.”
"Oh, really!?” She huffed and asked, “Can't you stop them closing?"
"I'm the one who's closing them. I can't wait and I can't help you. Now for God's sake, run."
"Fantastic." She muttered, sarcastically before relaying the message to Rose and Adam.
“I’ve done it. We’ve got power to the bulkheads.” Van Statten said.
“Just a couple of more minutes. Give them as much time as we can.” The Doctor said.
“No, we don’t have any more time. The power is already fluctuating, I won’t be able to keep hold of it!” Van Statten argued.
“They’re just a few floors away.” The Doctor protested.
“So is the Dalek, it’s right behind them.” Goddard said, following the Dalek’s progress.
“We’re nearly there. Just give us two seconds.” Lillie’s voice shouted through the phone but they all knew there wasn’t enough time.The Doctor saw one of the life signatures slow down to another and Lillie’s voice distantly said through the phone, “Come on, Rose!”
“If you don’t lower them, I’ll do it myself!” Van Statten said but he went quiet when the Doctor gave him a glare.
“No. It has to be me.” He said, quietly.
Just one tap of the “Enter” key and the bulkheads would start to lower.
He had sacrificed his own race. He let the Elders die. He’d sacrificed everything he thought he was, what made him the Doctor. His own conscience… the love of his life. It would all be for nothing if he couldn’t sacrifice his best friends. Just two sisters. Two human sisters. Just two human girls. Lillie and Rose Tyler.
Do it, Doctor. Damn yourself completely. The voice wasn’t any of his or Nova’s… but the monster’s creator.
Perhaps, this was who he was. He couldn’t escape it after all. Maybe he was a destroyer of lives, maybe he was just like the Dalek. A killer.
“I’m sorry.” He said and pressed “enter.”
They had reached the fortieth floor when the bulkhead doors started to close and Lillie knew not all of them would be able to make it through. But Lillie still slowed down for Rose, pushing the small of her back so she’d run faster. She knew the Dalek was close, she could feel it in her mind, prickling, trying to get in but unlike before it couldn’t. Something wasn’t allowing the Dalek to get in despite it’s efforts and she knew… she just knew that if it wasn’t for her determination to save Rose, that maybe the Dalek could get through.
"Come on!" Adam shouted at them and then he was through. He was safe. But Rose and Lillie weren’t. Not yet. Less than a hundred meters.
She heard screams in her head… it sounded like her scream, overlapping with one another, like a montage someone makes of a character to illustrate that character’s pain and therefore their strength, the voices were back to back but she couldn’t make out what they were saying. The only thing she did know was that they were full of strength, determination, bravery, and resilience.
She saw Adam through the bulkhead door, he had stopped now that he was safe. His face was aghast, he also realized that they both may not make it through if either of them. She could sense Rose starting to slow down even if that wasn't a conscious choice.
No. No! Rose. ROSE!
Then the screams got louder, they were screams of effort, screams that one does when fighting back.
“NO!” Lillie screamed, she may have been doing a scream too, she couldn’t tell since all of her thoughts seemed to be screaming but she was solely focused on getting Rose through. Then it was as if a white hotness shot over her mind, her eyes blazed purple and her compass glowed and she pushed Rose with all her might, Rose didn’t realize what was happening, suddenly she was going faster and then a force seemed to pushed her so she slid under the bulkhead door… leaving Lillie behind.
Lillie’s empty hand hit the bulkhead door and she closed her eyes. She was going to die.
“The vault is sealed.” Van Statten said.
The Doctor didn’t bother with the map. He brought a hand to the comm in his ear, maybe they got through. They were brilliant. They were extraordinary…
Lillie was breathing heavily yet steadily as she rested her head against the bulkhead door. Lillie could hear Rose’s muffled sounds of initial confusion. Where’s Lillie? Where did Lillie go?
She couldn’t tell if Adam was answering but Rose’s voice got louder with failing attempts of denial.
No! No! She got through! She must have!
Then another muffled voice came from the phone in Lillie’s hand.
"Lillie? Rose? Where are you? Did you make it?"
Lillie breathed heavily as she brought the phone to her ear as Rose’s voice started to rise to screams of hysteria.
On the other side of the metal door, Lillie could hear her sister screaming and wailing as she banged her open hands against the door.
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"LILLIE!" She screamed. "LILLIE! OPEN THEM BACK UP! PLEASE, OPEN THEM UP!"
At least, Rose was safe.
"I'm sorry, Doctor. I was a bit slow." Lillie turned to see the Dalek approaching her, it was closer than she thought it would be. "See you then, Doctor. It wasn't your fault. Remember that, okay? It wasn't your fault.” She knew he was blaming himself and he had to know that it wasn’t. She didn’t blame him. She wasn’t worth the world. But he did blame himself. “And you know what? I wouldn't have missed it for the world. Tell my mum… Tell my Mum I love her or have Rose tell her so she doesn’t kill you.” She attempted a laugh but it was weak. “Take care of Rose for me, won't you?"
“Lillie.”
“Promise me.”
“Lillie…”
“Promise me! Promise me that you’ll take care of Rose!” She shouted, the Dalek seemed to be rather respectful for her last words. It just stood there, examining her. “Promise me! Let me have that! Promise me she’ll be safe!”
“I… I…” He couldn’t deprive her of that. Her dying wish. “I promise…”
She hung up the phone and called to Rose on the other side, "I love you, Rosie. Never forget that. Rose Tyler… I love you." Rose pressed her ear against her side of the wall as Lillie turned to face the Dalek, she wouldn’t cry. She would be brave. She knew it would be painful. Everyone else had died screaming but it was worth it. Rose and everyone else was safe.
"Exterminate." The Dalek said.
She saw flashes behind her eyes, "Exterminate."
The Doctor didn’t see it but Nova did. “DOCTOR!” She screamed, pushing him out of the way and the Dalek hit her in the chest, her skeleton glowed before she fell as Dalek Caan then made his escape.
“Nova, no!” He cried, distraught, he fell to his knees and pulled her into his lap. “Nova!”
“M’ Sorry.” She breathed, her words slightly slurring from the pain; he could see her hand veins already starting to glow the color of a supernova as she lifted them to look at them, “Fuck, he got me good.”
“Why? Why would you do that?” He sobbed as she lowered them.
“Because I-I…” Her body began to glow like an aura. “Doctor, I…” She let out a bitter chuckle, “you know why. Because…” She broke off, gasping in pain as the glow in her veins reached her cheeks.
“Shh, don’t talk.” He hushed her, stroking her hair, ignoring that it was burning his hands.
“No, this is my last chance to say it.” Her voice broke.
"No, you’re going to be okay. You’re always okay.”
“No, I’m not. Elder is dying… and there’ll be no more children to be born for me to be reborn as. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Doc.” Her purple eyes looked into his blue ones as her eyes started to glow. She uttered out his true name before her body let out an explosion, cutting her confession short that shot the Doctor a few feet away, when he got up, his body now dying from her blast, her body was gone, leaving nothing but a scorch mark in the shape of a star.
On the other side of the bulkhead doors, Rose let out a gut-wrenching scream as she fell to her knees and pressed her head against the bulkhead door.
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The heartbroken girl turned around as Adam eased her away.
--
When the Doctor heard the Dalek over the system, he tore the comm headset off of his head.
"It killed her." The Doctor said, having flashbacks to... her.
"I'm sorry." Van Statten said.
"I said I'd protect her. She was only here because of me, and you're sorry? I could've killed that Dalek in its cell, but you stopped me." The Doctor spat, bitterly. He kept having flashbacks of her brilliant smile.
"It was the prize of my collection!" Van Statten defended.
"Your collection? But was it worth it? Worth all those men's deaths? Worth Lillie?” Saying her name brought back the pain that she was dead and he only blamed himself and he swept all the junk off Van Statten’s desk, all the artefacts, all the toys, all the junk. All junk compared to Lillie. “Let me tell you something, Van Statten. Mankind goes into space to explore, to be part of something greater."
"Exactly! I wanted to touch the stars!"
"No, Lillie did. You? You just want to drag the stars down and stick them underground, underneath tons of sand and dirt, and label them. You're about as far from the stars as you can get…” The Doctor shouted and then his voice became quiet. “And you took her down with you. She was eighteen years old."
His mind flashed to Nova's dying moments. He got them both killed.
Adam stood there as Rose continued to wail and scream in anguish.
A thought popped in his head. Safe now. She can’t take your job now.
He felt a wave of grief and guilt at the thought. He hadn’t thought about that since they were in his workshop. But had there been a part of him that had still worried about it? He looked up at Rose who was still sobbing, weakly beating her hands against the bulkhead door. Maybe Lillie had been right, if he had developed this way of thinking in his time of working with Van Statten was it really worth all that money he was offered.
--
The Dalek had only hit the bulkhead. Lillie opened her blue eyes that she had closed from instinct when she heard the laser but she didn’t feel pain other than the migraine and the pain from running thirteen flights and corridors. It hadn’t killed her.
Lillie opened her blue eyes to find that she was still alive, the Dalek had hit the bulkhead doors, it hadn't killed her.
"Go on then, kill me." Lillie demanded but it didn't move. She heard Adam through the bulkhead door, pulling Rose away. "Why're you doing this?"
“I gave myself orders.”
“Oh, did you?” She scoffed, “And did you enjoy them? Enjoy killing all those people. They had lives. People they loved. They had no say in what happened to you. I bet the majority of them didn’t even know what was happening to you!”
"I am armed. I will kill. It is my purpose." The Dalek said.
"They're all dead because of you." She said, bitterly.
"They are dead because of us." It corrected.
All she ever wanted was to help people. "And now what? What're you waiting for?" She demanded, her voice shaking, not from fear of it but from rage at what it had done.
"I feel… I can feel your fear." It said.
"What do you expect?" She snapped.
“I feel everyone’s fear. I can see your emotions. Daleks do not fear. Must not fear." It said and then it shot at either side of the bulkhead door.
The Dalek assumed it had healed itself through Lillie's exposure from the Tardis, taking the ability of regeneration, the Time Lords were so skilled at having but that wasn't true.
It had nothing to do with the Tardis. It was simply from who Nova once was. She once had the ability of resurrection before her companion’s death and her rampage of revenge which had downgraded her ability to reincarnation. Whether she wasn’t deemed worthy enough for it or self-actualization. And before the climax of the Time War, she had resurrected someone which had nearly deprived her of all her strength but she did it for her people and for Gallifrey. She had also possessed an enhanced form of healing, via stellar, cosmos, and universal energies. That was what the Dalek had tapped into but what it didn't know was how much of the combination of Lillie and Nova it had absorbed. Right now, it was still simply Dalek but with one thing: it found Lillie Tyler utterly fascinating. And it disgusted it.
"You gave me life. What else have you given me? I am contaminated."
"What do you mean? Contaminated?" She asked. “There’s more to life than hatred!”
The Dalek had formed a memory file on Lillie, continuously filling it out through the day as it chased her down. Even keeping information it had gained from the internet about her.
Name: Delilah "Lillie" Tyler Gender: Female Subject Age: Eighteen and five months and thirty days Species: Human Nationality: English; London Appearance: Five foot three, curly brunette hair, blue eyes, pale skin Notes: High intelligence, High Empathy, ADHD, Cares for Rose Tyler above all else, Trusted assistant to the Doctor, Strongly resembles Princess Supernova, Her touch revived the Daleks!!!!!!!!
"You remind me of someone." It said suddenly.
"What?"
"An enemy long ago. She was killed."
"Who?"
"Princess Supernova of Elder."
“So what?”
“I AM SUPPOSED TO HATE PRINCESS SUPERNOVA! SHE IS THE PREDATOR OF THE DALEKS!” It started to tantrum.
Lillie waited until it stopped before she said, "It's called empathy. What you’re feeling.”
"DALEKS DO NOT FEEL EMPATHY!" It bellowed.
"You fed off my DNA. Empathy is a genetic trait that is inherent more than taught. You thought you were just feeding off of the time energy from me but you did more than that—you fed off of me." Lillie said, getting closer so she was staring into its eyestalk.
--
Adam and Rose entered the office, Rose's hair was a mess, her face was streaked with tears from crying at the apparent loss of her only sister. Her baby sister. The one she swore she would take care of.
"Doctor, it killed her." She sobbed, running to him, "It killed Lillie!" The nineteen-year-old's whole body racked with sobs which broke the Doctor's hearts.
He glared at Adam, accusingly, "YOU WERE QUICK ON YOUR FEET, LEAVING LILLIE BEHIND!"
"I'm not the one who sealed the vault!" Adam shouted back.
Then the screen turned on, revealing the Dalek and a very alive Lillie Tyler. Rose turned around, still crying.
"Open the bulkhead or Lillie Tyler dies."
It was true. Lillie was alive. Standing in front of the Dalek to the side so the gun arm jabbed her in the lower back. Rose let out a tearful gasp of disbelief yet relief, "you're alive."
"Can't get rid of me that easily, Rosie." Lillie said with a light chuckle.
"I thought you were dead." Rose said.
The Doctor’s smile faded when he realized this meant he’d have to sacrifice her all over again. And this time, the Dalek would force him and Rose to watch. Rose may not but he would watch.
“Lillie…” The Doctor called out, helplessly. He couldn’t help it.
Was Lillie crying? Tears weren’t falling but her body language said she wanted to. “I’m so sorry.” She said. He closed the door on her with the killing machine, a creature that would rearrange her internal organs, painfully, and she was sorry.
"Open the bulkhead!"
"Don't do it!" Lillie told them. “He’s bluffing. He can’t kill me!”
He? The Doctor thought.
The Dalek pressed its sucker on the side of Lillie's face, it put pressure as it half covered her face.
Rose cried out in fear, “NO!”
Lillie still resisted as she swore into the sucker, she fought.
"What use are emotions if you will not save the woman you love?"
The Doctor paused, momentarily being lost in memories. "I killed her once." His words were carried more weight than they thought, "I can't do it again." The Doctor said, no one stopped him. He pushed the button and the bulkhead opened.
The Dalek let Lillie go who recoiled with anger and few creative expletives and the Dalek… was the Dalek hanging its eyestalk in shame… what was the Doctor looking at and then the screen cut off.
"What do we do now, you bleeding heart!" Van Statten shouted, "What the hell do we do?"
"Kill it when it gets here." Adam suggested and Rose looked at him like, what do think they've been doing?
"All the guns are useless, and the alien weapons are in the vault." Goddard said.
"Only the catalogued ones." Adam said and Van Statten looked at him like, excuse me?
--
The Dalek forced Lillie to walk through, jabbing her in the back with the gun arm, towards the elevator.
"I saw the love in your thoughts." The Dalek said, "that need."
"You can't tell me you don't need."
"The Doctor... would you die for him?"
Yes.
"I don't know." She refused to admit that she would willingly give up so much for someone who she had known for so little time but she would. She would risk for life to give someone she hated another chance. And she far from hated the Doctor.
"You do know. I have seen the answer. You would die. You would die for the rest of eternity for him."
“Then why ask?”
“There are things I would die for. We are not so different.”
She spun around, furious. “WE ARE NOTHING ALIKE!” She shouted, “YOU ARE DETERMINED TO FIGHT A DYING CAUSE!”
“You save lives with the Doctor. They will one day die.”
“They mean more than your cause!” She spat.
. I was bred to kill and then to die. And I was not afraid. Death was part of my function. But you revived me. By giving me life, you gave me choice.”
"Of course, I did."
"I was never intended to have choice."
"What kind of existence is that?"
"The Dalek way."
“Please…” Lillie said and the Dalek didn’t want to listen but still it did. “You don’t have to kill any more.”
“There are nothing but choices. I see that now. How can you endure it? There is a world inside you. I thought you were small but you are like Time Lord science. All of your thoughts, beliefs, ideas, how do you not drown?"
“How can you endure nothing but hatred?” She countered, “I’ve gone my whole life with choices. I do drown. They overwhelm me sometimes but I’d rather be overwhelmed with emotions than have none at all.”
“Who are you, Lillie Tyler? Who is the Bad Wolf?”
“What?” Lillie asked.
“And why do you look so much like Princess Supernova and why are you so much like her?”
Lillie didn’t know how to respond.
“Do not leave me, Lillie Tyler.”
“I won’t.” She said. Even after all this, she still had the capacity to have mercy for him. And the Dalek knew that it was all because of Rose. And they entered the elevator.
Adam and Rose stood in Adam's workshop as the Doctor shifted through the guns, acknowledging them for what they really were and tossing them on the ground. "Broken. Broken. Hairdryer."
"Mister Van Statten tends to dispose of his staff, and when he does he wipes their memory." Adam explained, "I kept this stuff in case I needed to fight my way out one day."
"What, you in a fight? I'd like to see that." The Doctor scoffed.
"I could do." Adam said, indignantly.
"What're you going to do, throw your A-Levels at 'em?" The Doctor asked, sarcastically when he found an actual functioning weapon, "Oh, yes. Lock and load."
The Doctor stopped and noticed a series of scattered objects. Jewlery. That he recognized from a nieghboring planet.
"What are these?" He asked, angrily.
"What?" Adam asked, "Just... alien jewelery. I don't know."
"Yeah, Elder jewlery. These belonged to Elder."
“Doctor!” Rose exclaimed, giving him a pleading look and he nodded. That could wait. He needed to save Lillie.
--
The brunette and the Dalek were in the elevator as Lillie pleaded with it.
"I'm begging you, don't kill them. You didn't kill me." Lillie begged.
"But why not?" It asked, turning its eyestalk to her, nearly smacking her in the head with it, "Why are you alive? My function is to kill. What am I? What am I?
"Something more. Something with compassion and acceptance."
"You are describing Elders! Daleks hate Elders!" The Dalek shouted at her.
The doors opened, revealing Van Statten and Diana Goddard but not Adam, Rose, or the Doctor, they were safe at least. "Don't move. Don't do anything. It's beginning to question itself." She warned.
The Dalek moved towards the terrified Van Statten. "Van Statten.” For so long all, he had wanted was for the Dalek to say his name but the name he had felt carried the power of the world was spat out in that metallic turning voice like an insult. “You tortured me. Why?"
"I wanted to help you. I just, I don't know. I was trying to help. You’re a survivor.” Correct. “We’re both survivors.” Incorrect. “If you could guess at things I’ve had to do.” Everyone in the room—Goddard, Lillie, the Dalek, and even Van Statten were disgusted by his words, but it disgusted Van Statten in a different way. He was proving he wasn’t the smooth negotiator he seemed to think his portrait conveyed, he was a blubbering child, in the rare moments, he wasn’t having a tantrum when he didn’t get what he wanted. But he couldn’t stop blubbering. “I thought if we could get through to you, if we could mend you. I wanted you better. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry! I swear, I just wanted you to talk!" Van Statten stammered, tearfully and fearfully as he was backed up against the wall.
He apparently wasn't expendable, but all those people were. The dark part of Lillie thought that he deserved it more than anyone below that had died because of his greed and arrogance. Because of a childhood fancy.
“What would you have had me say?” The Dalek asked.
That had genuinely never occurred to Van Statten. He had no answer.
"Then hear me talk now. Exterminate! Exterminate! Exterminate!"
But she needed to be merciful. It’s what Rose would do.
"Don't do it! Don't kill him!" It turned and looked Lillie straight in the face, Van Statten was impressed that she was able to make the Dalek listen to her, she looked at it, unafraid. She was proof personified that there was power in being kind, not that Van Statten could ever understand that. "You don't have to do this anymore. There must be something else, not just killing. What else is there? What do you want?" Lillie pleaded.
"I want freedom." It said.
"Then come and I'll show you freedom," She said.
“Wait.” The Dalek turned back to Van Statten, making him back against the wall. “Touch me.”
Van Statten remembered the man who had burst into flames when he touched the Dalek’s casing.
“I can’t. I-I’ll die.”
“No. You have nothing I wish to extrapolate from you. There is nothing in you I could want.”
Van Statten obeyed and he didn’t die… he felt… honored… he would only later realize that it wasn’t an honor, it was a curse, growing nightmares where Van Statten himself was the Dalek, killing everyone he had ever known but he had too much pride in the immediate aftermath to erase his memory.
--
Lillie and the Dalek walked down the corridor a little until the Dalek stopped. It determined that the wall was at its weakest just below the helipad and it told Lillie this who nodded in understanding.
“So you did it. You’re free.” She said and then she frowned. Another similarity with the Doctor, the Dalek didn’t like it when Lillie frowned. The Dalek felt confusion in its mind that it didn’t like either. “So why don’t you do it, then? Isn’t this what you wanted?”
It the closest thing to an order that it figured it would get from her, so it fired and blasted a hole in the roof, rubble fell but Lillie didn’t flinch, she just coughed, waving the dust away, a beam of beautiful sunlight streamed down on them.
"You're out. You made it.” She raised her hand into the light, feeling the sun and she moved into the light to it beamed on her face, “I never thought I'd feel the sunlight again."
"How does it feel?"
“Didn’t they have a sun on your planet?” She asked. No answer. Oh. He had never felt the sun before. “Can’t you…” Her voice trailed off.
The idea of opening the Dalek casing has never occurred to the Dalek. But it was now… along with so many more ideas.
Lillie moved to look at the front of the Dalek, but not blocking the sunlight, she could hear the machinery whirring and creaking.
The casing of the Dalek opened, revealing a deeply pale—paler than Lillie—one-eyed mutant alien with tendrils for limbs, there were grooves in his skin that resembled the ones of a brain, there were thick webs of some kind of mucus or slime and Lillie had the feeling the tech was wired into the Dalek’s skin.
The Dalek felt like Lillie truly knew him. He thought he would sense her revolution or disgust, there was a twinge of disgust but that had been there since the killing spree, but the Dalek could feel her understanding of who he was, what he was. There was sympathy but not pity.
She noticed old and new burns from the torture, burnt flesh, and sores where metal had or still was pierced into the skin——some of the Dalek oozed on to the floor, she wondered if she should fetch a mop but she wouldn’t think using a broom to swept up someone’s ashes would be proper so a mop wouldn’t be either. She wasn’t disgusted and she wouldn’t allow herself to be fascinated. She chose to accept the Dalek for who he was. She wondered if this was what Daleks were originally or if they had devolved over time in order to survive in that metal prison it called casing, but felt it rude to ask.
The Dalek reached one of the tendrils out into the sunlight, for years, the Dalek had only felt painful physical heat as it was burned to appease an egotistical man’s childhood fancy but now it felt a different warmth. A similar warmth it got from Lillie’s kindness but this warmth didn’t make it’s Dalek philosophy scream in shame.
Lillie gave the Dalek a small smile, it didn’t contain any genuine joy per se but more of a sympathetic happiness for the Dalek, that it finally got some semblance of life… of freedom… or choice… or life.
"Get out of the way.” The Doctor shouted, she turned to see the Doctor with a huge gun pointed at them with Rose behind him who didn't seem to approve of what he was doing but was willing to do whatever it took to save her sister. “Lillie, get out of the way now!"
"No. I won't let you do this." Lillie said.
"That thing killed hundreds of people." The Doctor argued.
"It's not the one pointing the gun at me." Lillie pointed out, darkly and the Doctor flinched as if Lillie had been the second Tyler to slap him.
"I've got to do this. I've got to end it. The Daleks destroyed my home, my people. Nova and her people. I've got nothing left."
"Look at it." She said, looking at the alien, showing him the Dalek’s open casing.
The Doctor was confused, Daleks usually never voluntarily opened their armor, much like Ice Warriors.
"What's it doing?" Rose asked.
"It's the sunlight, that's all it wants." Lillie said.
"But it can't." The Doctor said, Daleks didn’t want anything but to destroy.
"It couldn't kill Van Statten, it couldn't kill me. It said it took the time energy from me. I think it took more from me. Empathy is a genetic trait. It-It's changing. What about you, Doctor? What the hell are you changing into?" Lillie spat.
The Doctor lowered the gun as if it suddenly became too heavy for him, holding it limply at his side. He looked away from the Dalek and straight into Lillie’s eyes. "I couldn't...” He choked on his words and looked back at the Dalek. “I wasn't...” He stopped again, looking at the Dalek, at its eye, the only sign of what it once was. Then he looked back at Lillie. “Oh, Lillie. They're all dead."
Rose couldn't keep herself back anymore, she ran to her sister, pulling her in for a hug, crying tears of joy as she nearly squeezed the life out of her younger sister.
"Rose." She groaned.
“I thought I lost you…”
"Why do we survive?" The Dalek asked.
"I don't know."
"I am the last of the Daleks." The Dalek said.
"You're not even that. Lillie did more than regenerate you. You've absorbed her DNA. You're mutating."
"Into what?" The Dalek asked.
"Something new. I'm sorry."
"Isn't that better?" Rose asked.
"Not for a Dalek."
"I can feel so many ideas. So much darkness. So much of your darkness, Lillie. Like… like a dark star. Lillie, give me orders. Order me to die." It told her.
"No, I can't do that." She refused, shaking her head. “Please, don’t make me.”
"This is not life. This is sickness. I shall not be like you. Order my destruction! Obey! Obey! Obey!"
Lillie closed her eyes as a tear fell, "Do it." She whispered.
And the Dalek could feel her sorrow, overwhelming, so much that it felt like physical pain.
"Are you frightened, Lillie Tyler?"
"Yeah." She said.
"So am I. Exterminate." The Dalek said, it closed its eye as the sisters retreated towards the Doctor. The armor closed up and rose into the air. The balls on its lower body spread out around it creating a forcefield, then it imploded safely.
Lillie buried her face into her sister's shoulder and she started to cry.
“It’s my fault. I did all this.” She cried, nearly buckling, she was so exhausted she couldn’t even rely on her usual coping mechanism of smiling.
--
Lillie had soon gathered herself as Diana Goddard arrested Van Statten, which Lillie openly applauded as Goddard listed the various crimes, Van Statten had committed including in being responsible for the death of fellow FBI agent, Owen Bywater.
The Doctor had gone back to Adam's workshop and got a box and gathered all of the Elder artifacts he could find. Nova deserved that. She may not have survived but this way, some of Elder still survived and he would keep watch over them in the Tardis. A lot of them were jewelry, Elder had been known for their galaxy-colored gems, the royals being Nova and Queen Kassandra had them but they distributed them to the Elder public, they had always believed that they weren't above their people but it was deemed too risky to distribute them across the universe, their gems were rumored to have energy. Actual energy. On Earth, gems were believed to have emotional energies but on Elder they actually worked. Some of them her basic tools, nothing too dangerous. Some medical tools, some tools that were used to help young Elders become used to their powers, some just everyday tools used for things such as agriculture, architecture, astronomy, science, cooking, gem mining, and other everyday jobs and activities. It was funny how many had ended up on Earth, nonetheless in this very workshop, but Elder technology had been known for its efficiency so the royal family would be generous with giving their tools to other planets.
Back in the museum where the Tardis was.
"A little piece of home. Better than nothing." The Doctor said, hand on his ship, affectionately.
"Is that the end of it, the Time War?" Rose asked.
"I'm the only one left. I win. How about that?" The Doctor said, bitterly.
"The Dalek survived. Maybe some of your people did too." Lillie suggested.
"I'd know. In here." He said, tapping his temple, "feels like there's no one."
"Well then, good thing we're not going anywhere." Lillie said.
"Yeah."
Adam approached them, "We'd better get out. Van Statten's disappeared. They're closing down the base. Goddard says they're going to fill it full of cement, like it never existed."
"About time." Rose scoffed.
"I'll have to go back home." He said.
"Better hurry up then. Next flight to Heathrow leaves at fifteen hundred hours."
"Adam was saying that all his life he wanted to see the stars." Rose told the Doctor.
"Tell him to go and stand outside, then." The Doctor sassed.
"He's all on his own, Doctor, and he did help." Lillie said.
"He left you down there." He argued.
"So did you." She reminded him.
"What're you talking about? We've got to leave." Adam said, confused.
"Plus, he's a bit pretty." The Doctor commented.
"I hadn't noticed." Rose shrugged.
"On your own head." He said and then unlocked the Tardis.
"What're you doing? She said cement. She wasn't joking. We're going to get sealed in." Adam said but was ignored by the trio as they entered the Tardis. "Doctor? What're you doing standing inside a box?” He heard the engines starting up and his curiosity got the better of him. “Rose? Lillie?" Adam crept inside and the Tardis dematerialized.
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Am I okay?
The absences in my current life from the past life are glaring. But it’s the path I’ve taken to move on.
I tend to look back less since good memories don’t flood back. Good feelings do. Even though I don’t feel them enough.
Being negative does have its perks. Being self-centered as well. Funnily, they both are a match made in heaven. I’d like to think I was like that or else what have I changed in myself? What’s this project I’m working on? What are these thoughts that I note mentally?
When I look inward what do I see? Missed opportunities, regrets, anger. Yes, I see them every time. I see them every day.
When I look outward what do I see? Doubts, trust issues, hate, war. Yes, I see them every time. I see them every day.
I travel quite a bit because of darts. But that’s it. Can’t remember the last time I took a vacation. I have grown tired of it. The travel and the darts but it’s what I do. You gotta do what you gotta do they say.
There is this small flame inside that refuses to die. It keeps my priorities in check. I’ve thought so hard and for so long if I can get back to basketball again. I think I should. Yes, darts is a large part of my life and injuries and severed friendships were a reason to not go back. But right now, my mental psyche plays a larger part than darts.
Many things have happened that have contributed to me losing trust completely in Indian Darts. And weirdly, I’m just being proven right again and again. By inaction on the part of authorities, on performance and just the current state and the refusal to improve. So, I’ve given up – but I’m fucking self-centered. I’m not going to throw away 25+years of time dedicated to the sport.
I talk only about the time dedicated and not the effort. Not the money. Not the support.
I’m guilty at times of not putting enough effort into practicing. I’m guilty of it right now. The money is part and parcel of the game – if you get into it for the money, I’m sorry – you’d rather get a normal desk job. You’re going to earn a more stable income there. Support, is a funny thing. I’ve learned this the hard way. We’ve seen the first labeled villains in movies. Bad people, snakes, whatever you call them. I can’t believe I’m guilty of such people supporting me only to plot their own way to slither by. But yes, I will not sound fair since I do get a lot of emotional and physical support from many people. Family, the few friends that I have, strangers. It feels great and I am lucky and humbled by it.
It's funny when you say stuff like – I’ve walked through the fire, burnt myself and came out stronger. Nope, I’ve gotten out weaker and yes, I’ve burnt myself but I think I’m in this false reality where I think I’ve come out. But I haven’t. There is still a long way to go.
I was reading up on depression and what effects it has on the mental health. I can say that yes, I am depressed but I know how to pull myself out of it. I have a few people who can snap me out of it, who remind me of the important things in life. We all need people like that in our lives.
What makes me feel better? Feel good? Well, I am your average guy so you can imagine what makes me happy. Or whatever that fleeting emotion of satisfaction is called. But do I do things selflessly? Like wanting to help people for nothing in return? Nope. Because that’s flawed. I help people and whatever satisfaction comes from it makes me feel better. So, I do get a return. I am self-centered. And you all are too. It’s totally fine and this is what I say to console myself. It’s the only thing I can say too.
So mental health – Check. I’ll survive.
How do I comprehend the physical spectrum when I look like Cannonbolt from Ben-10?!?! Google it.
So yes, this is why basketball is back. It’s something I never imagined myself doing again ever.
So physical health – Check. I’ll survive. Precautionary measures have been taken.
But still, why do I still feel uneasy? It’s this feeling in my gut that is unnerving. Have you ever felt happy but in the back of your mind know that this feeling of happiness wont last? Something is coming – will you get through it?
I’m writing after a long time because someone asked me to. I’ve always written a sentence, deleted it and then carried on with my day. I honestly don’t know what I’ve written, why I’ve written it or for whom it is.
I think it’s just for me. Something that reminds me of how life is and how I’m supposed to be.
Am I okay?
I'll survive...
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tokiro07 · 8 months
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Is the anonymous opinion thing for real? Sure here’s mine:
- Very pedantic and get sidetracked way too often in any paragraph longer than 20 lines.
- Friendly and savvy to the point where your rants feel both like side-story conversations and unorganized amateur reviews from someone who keeps enough distance from fiction to enjoy but not entirely imitate.
- Should be hailed as a Western “protector of the weak” for WSJ. Seriously, I’ve never seen someone who would go to such lengths to analyze Jump’s history and its forgotten and unpopular IPs, while also acknowledging their flaws in reviews and pointing out problematic ones. It takes dedication to not be drowned out by the cynicism of the WSJ landscape and toxicity from some childish fanbases to keep on analyzing I bet.
- I used to watch Tsun and Dere, and the entire crew was fun to watch, but also it makes me wonder: what were some of your childhood games and did those actually influence your taste in games since I saw some peculiar game choices other than the obviously popular ones.
Tsun and Dere?! God damn, you've been following me for a while. Still hoping we'll be able to get back to it someday, but I'm sadly not holding my breath
"Pedantic" and "[easily] sidetracked" are painfully accurate, to the point that I wonder if I sleep-walked to my computer to send this to myself
I do try to give off a friendly vibe both online and in real life, I feel like life is better when the people around me are happy with me rather than upset, so I'm glad to know I'm succeeding at that!
My reviews take a lot of inspiration from video essayists like TotallyNotMark or MrMorj while still trying to keep my own voice, so based on that comment, I'm going to say that it probably shows. I've always wanted to try my hand at making videos like those, I'm just trying to build up the confidence to now
I think there's already a youtube channel called Shonen Flop dedicated to talking about canceld Jump properties, but I would love to be able to take a look back at a number of them in that style myself. It's not the main thing I want to focus on if I become a video essayist, but it's definitely something I'd like to touch on
I first started playing video games when I would visit my aunt who had an old NES with the basics like Super Marios 1 and 3, the OG Mario Bros, Duck Hunt, Zelda 1, and the notoriously difficult Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. Of course they were all hard for me, I was a little baby boy with no dexterity or capacity to understand game mechanics, but I didn't care, I was just having fun. That was definitely what led to me liking Nintendo more than all of the other options, since it guaranteed I'd always be excited by the prospect of a new Mario or Zelda
I think it was the GameBoy Color and GBA that really got me, though, since those were the first consoles I actually owned for myself. I have tons of formative memories playing those, but to actually answer your specific question, I have exactly one core memory where I noticed my preferences actually forming
My mom was taking my brother and me on a road trip and let us rent a few games each from Blockbuster; I chose Wario Lands 3 and 4, and while playing them, I noticed that while 4 let you have your full skillset from the beginning, 3 needed you to unlock it as you went. I found the concept somewhat confusing at first, but once I realized what was going on, it made sense that it was a way to motivate the player to keep going and to revisit areas. It taught me going forward that just because you can't do something in a game now, it doesn't mean you won't be able to later
I thought the concept was interesting and saw the appeal, but I didn't really like it in the moment. I made the decision right there "I prefer games where you have all of your abilities from the beginning." That feeling still persists, but it's much more complicated now that I've played so many more games and games themselves are so much more complex
Not every game can communicate its mechanics quickly and concisely, so drip-feeding them is a great way to get someone acquainted to a complex system, but at the same time that feeling of limitation in the beginning can prove detrimental to the experience if not balanced correctly
Aside from that, my taste in games never used to be based on brand or anything, it was just whatever was the most fun, which led to me playing a lot of weird esoteric games. I've been thinking about them all day, so here's a quick, non-exhaustive list of my favorite childhood games
Dokapon: Monster Hunter (GBA)
Planet Monsters (GBA)
Magi Nation (GBC)
Kirby: Tilt n Tumble (GBC)
Game and Watch Gallery 4
Hamtaro: Ham-Ham Heartbreak (GBA)
Frogger's Adventures: Temple of the Frog (GBA)
Sonic Advance (GBA)
Shaman King: Master of Spirits (GBA)
Megaman Xtreme 2 (GBC)
And of course, the ones that still persist as my all time favorite, Legend of Zelda: Oracles of Ages and Seasons
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tmarshconnors · 1 year
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 My Apple Story. 
One of the biggest problems for any kind of blogger is “What should I blog about next?” Well, I never said in my first blog but I am a big fan of the company Apple Inc. That being said. I shall make this blog about “My Apple Story”.
Early Years (2006-2009)
It all started back in 2006. I was on holiday with my Grandparents when they bought me an iPod Nano second generation.  I won't lie I never used the device. It stayed in the cupboard for years. Admittedly I wasn't really into anything like that back then. Was far more into my gaming console the PlayStation 2 from Sony. As a passionate gamer (which I still am) the iPod wasn't even on my radar.
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Years 2008-2009
As 2008 came around. For Christmas that year I was gifted an iPod Touch 8GB. Now back in 2008 that 8GB was a lot of memory for such a small device. No matter this time round I gave it more attention. So I went about learning all about how it worked and I took notes, watched YouTube videos and played many iOS games. All around. I fell in love with the device.
A year later in 2009, I got my very first MacBook Pro 13-inch It was also the same year I got my very first iPhone. The iPhone 3Gs. Both were equally insanely great.
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Years 2010-2011
 During the year 2010, I must have spent hours reading articles and watching videos just to know more about the company and their leader. In the year 2010, I got my very first iPad first generation. What a device! We take it for granted now but iPad but back then it was something truly different. It was like no other experience to that current date apart from my small iPod and iPhone. So as time went on there I was quite happy with my iPod Touch and iPhone and MacBook and iPad. I was quite literally on top of the world. 
Then suddenly in 2011 in the early hours of October 5th 2011 after the Apple October event on the 4th, I was in bed reading the Wall Street Journal on my iPad about everyone's thoughts on the event under the new CEO Tim Cook and it came onto the news that the founder Steve Jobs had died of pancreatic cancer. I won't lie. I looked up to him for so much inspiration and now he was gone. Forever. A hero of mine.
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 I just started tearing up. Sad when you think as his products got stronger he got weaker. It felt like a friend of mine or a family member just died. Here is the odd thing up to that point I never felt loss like that before. I digress...
Years 2012-2015
So 2011 came and went and that following year I got the iPhone 4s then a year later I got the iPhone 5 both were very capable phones. My love for Apple didn't die with Steve Jobs if anything it got much MUCH stronger.
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I carried loyally on watching the Apple events. In the year 2012 also I got an upgrade to both my old iPod Touch and my old iPad. I got the iPod Touch (Product Red) 32GB fifth generation. Looking back I won't lie I didn't even need that iPod, I simply just wanted it. The iPad I got was the new slim iPad Air in white. 
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By the year 2013 came around. I was visiting the US I got an iPod Classic with 160GB the last of its kind. As a year later in September 2014. Apple decided to discontinue making them along with all the other iPods apart from the iPod Touch. 
In 2014 I only got one device and that was the iPhone 6. During 2014 I did like in years gone by I watched every Apple event so I was fully up to date in every aspect of Apple. You could have asked me any question regarding price or specs and I would have known the correct answer. Once again my apologies. I digress...
Years 2015-2019
So 2015 came about and I had hardware issues with my 2009 MacBook Pro. It was the battery. I mean let us face facts. I was on it every day since I got the device no wonder the battery was failing. That being said instead of getting a replacement. I got the new MacBook Pro 13-inch 2015. It was the first MacBook I got with the legendary retina display. 
When I was visiting the US again in 2017, I got myself the Apple Watch series one. Now here’s the interesting previously I never wore a watch in my life. So I guess just a turn of a switch of a light. I became a watch user.
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So as the years went on I didn't by surprise upgrade my iPhone until the mic decided not to work and once again instead of getting it fixed, I got the new iPhone 7 as it was a lot cheaper than the current new iPhone 8 at the time in 2017. 
Years 2019-2023
So when the MacBook Pro (15-inch, 2019) was announced I figured it was a good time to upgrade my old MacBook 13-inch and bite the bullet and get a new 15-inch with the all-new touch bar while I was at it upgraded my iPhone 7 to the iPhone 11 and got myself the Apple Watch Series Three. All of them were simply wonderful I mean I was seriously overwhelmed by how great they were. So much so I even got myself an old 2011 15-inch MacBook Pro from a man on Facebook. That was the start of my love of the bigger screens on Macs.
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Skipping onto 2021 came about and as you can imagine once again I felt that urge to upgrade one of my devices. As I looked around my room I wondered what could upgrade and there it was my old very dated by this point iPad Air so that being said. I traded in my old iPad Air and got the phenomenal 12.9 iPad Pro with 256GB and an M1 chip it is a powerhouse in its own right. Then while I was at that too I decided to upgrade my Apple Watch Series 3 to an Apple Watch Series Six. 
Oh and I almost forgot I got the AirPod Pro second generation. They are great. I wouldn't be without them. I used them every day since I bought them.
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In January 2022 I traded in my old MacBook Pro for the brand new MacBook Pro with yet another bigger screen yes by one whole inch it's now 16 inches but it is much more than that it was massively redesigned inside and out and while I was at it I got traded in my old iPhone 11 for the iPhone 13 Mini.
2023. Now and this January I just traded in my old AppleWatch S6 and got myself the AppleWatch S8. I am hoping Apple come out with an iPhone 14 Mini. That is my next target but we shall see.
So I guess that wraps up my Apple story. Here is a list below of all the Apple products I have owned over the years. 
 iPod Nano second generation (Black)
iPod touch second Generation Black)
iPod classic sixth Generation (Black)
 iPod Touch fifth generation (Product Red)
MacBook Pro 13-inch (Silver)
MacBook Pro 13-inch (Silver)
MacBook Pro 15-inch (Space Grey)
MacBook Pro 15-inch (Silver)
MacBook Pro 16-inch (Space Grey)
MacBook Pro 16-inch (Space Black)
AirPods Pro First Gen (White)
iPhone 3Gs (Black)
iPhone 4s (Black)
iPhone 6 (White)
iPhone 7 (Black)
iPhone 11 (Product Red)
iPhone 13 Mini (Blue)
iPhone 14 Pro Max (Deep Purple)
iPad First Generation (Black)
iPad Air First Generation (White)
iPad Pro 5th Gen (Black)
iPad Pro 6th Gen (Black)
 Apple Watch Series One (Black)
 Apple Watch Series Three. (Black)
 Apple Watch Series Six (Blue)
Apple Watch Series Eight (Black)
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levi-supreme · 1 year
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You always manage to make me feel emotional with your kind words! You don't know how happy I am to see that my asks have the same effect on you that yours have on me ❤️
Even though we've known each other for over a year, I consider you one of my closest and precious friends. You were with me when I needed help with your sweet and reassuring words, despite the fact you had to face challenges too. Thank you once again! If I made it, it's especially thanks to you and all your support and for that I'm eternally grateful! I'm trying to take better care of myself both physically and mentally. Sometimes I still fell victim of doubts and self-loathing thoughts, but now I know I'm not alone like I thought before 😊
So happy to hear you treasure and cherish our bond! I feel the same and I hope our friendship will keep flourishing during this new year. Omg! it melts my hear to know you read our old conversations from time to time!! I do the same thing and it never fails to bring a smile on my face ❤️🥺
I Know how you feel, I know only two people who play acnh and I see them a few days a year. So I don't really have someone to talk to about the game either and I'm so happy I can share my thoughts with you! I found the first part of the game, where you still have to buy the house and collect the branches, really tiring. I stupidly chose an area of the Island with very few branches so I had to wait a lot to craft something 😭 On YouTube I found a lot of ways to earn more money, some of them are really creative and ingenious. I don't know if this apply to acnh too but some years ago I used to play the previous animal crossing game "new leaf". I often changed the date of my console in order to switch from one season to another to collect rare animals and then sell them at the museum. I made a lot of money this way! Unfortunately, I've never tried to see if it works on acnh, I haven't played the game for a while. When I'll get my hands on my switch again I'll definitely give it a try. So glad to see you're enjoying the game! I agree with you, it's such a calming experience. I love to interact with the various citizens and I get really attached to them so you can imagine the betrayal I feel when one of them moves away. I'm like "we created lots of memories together but I don't think I'll ever forgive you. What did I do wrong? I thought you were happy here" HAHA
Oh god, I can relate! On cities skylines it didn't matter what you did, citizens were always unsatisfied and it was so unnerving! 🙄
Mh I've never been really informed about the Pokémon franchise. When I was a kid I used to watch some films with my brother who was a big fan, but I didn't really understand much. I borrowed a Pokémon game years ago. However, I never finished it, but it was an enjoyable experience and I wouldn't mind to play a Pokémon game again. I'm pretty sure at home I still have some albums full of cards lol
Oh I can't wait to see what you have in store for us this year for Levi's birthday, you always have interesting ideas so whatever you have in mind I already know it'll be great. But don't feel pressured, do what makes you feel good and happy! 💕
I'm happy to know I wasn't the only shy follower here on Tumblr haha I think I've overcome my fears thanks to kind and sweet people like you who never judged us for our mistakes in English. I used to feel really insecure at first but talking with you has helped me to improve my writing skills in this language! Yes, you're right! We’ve come a long way together ❤️
I'm rooting for you! I'm sure your new semester will be great. Your motivation and efforts are admirable! Haha yes, that's something Levi would say, he may be blunt but he's such a wise and rational person. I love see you talking about the Reivi ship, in my opinion you two complete each other! You have different personalities and thanks to that you know what the other needs 🥰
If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! ♡
I hope you're doing well and that you're taking of yourself properly! I love see you on my dash and in my notifs sunshine hehe 💖 ~[🧸]
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Hello there dearest 🧸!! I'm sorry I took a while to reply!! I was busy spring cleaning and spending time with my bf haha. Not sure if you saw it, but SNK The Final Season Part 3 is airing in March and it falls on my birthday!!!! I'm so excited for it 😭💕
Hehe. I know I keep repeating this, but I'm really glad to have you here on my blog!! Your words brought so much comfort when I needed it as well, and I'm I was able to bring you comfort and support when you needed it too. I'm glad to have you as a dear friend on my blog 😌💖 I hope you're recovering well after your surgery too!! No doubt the road back to recovery isn't easy, and I'm sure there will be many difficulties along the way too. It's also not wrong to have negative thoughts sometimes because we're all human, but I hope you'll have the courage to continue moving forward!! I'll always be here when you need someone to talk to 🤗
Hehe I finally opened up Nook's Cranny, I made the furniture for all three new neighbours, and now I'm just waiting for the last person to move in!!! Also, I planted lots of flowers to try and get a hybrid, and I got my first pink windflower!! It's so annoying because different guides and YouTube videos will talk about different ways to get hybrid flowers, but I just stuck with the standard 2x1 block and yay to having my first hybrid flower!!! Oh, I used to play animal crossing pocket camp on my phone too!!! But I didn't like it after a while and deleted it 😂 and haha about that method you said about changing the date!! I see people doing that on acnh for breeding hybrid flowers, so I'm sure if will work for you when you try it hehe.
Oh wait, you mean the villagers can move out...???? O.o oh no I would dread that day so much though.... hahaha but I'm still pretty far from end game anyway so I don't have to worry too much for now 🤭
I haven't touched cities skylines since Christmas lol!!! Partly because I'm playing with the switch most of the time now hehe. Plus, my bf and I also got the ps5 around the same time we got out switch too, so now we just alternate between these two lol!!! He plays God of War Ragnarok on p5 and I'm on the switch. If I'm playing the ps5 I'm playing crisis core reunion and he's on the switch playing GTA HAHAHAHAH. I kept trying to convince him to buy Cooking Mama Cookstar on the switch and he judged me so badly for it, but now he enjoys playing Cooking Mama more than me 😂😂
Hahaha I actually never played any pokemon games before lol!!! I only watched the anime when I was young, and my knowledge of pokemon stops at the first 151 pokemon from the Kanto region lol. I'm actually more of a Digimon fan than a Pokemon fan!!! I but then I have those Pokemon toys that used to come with McDonald's Happy Meal, and I remember having pokemon cards too haha, but I have no idea where those cards are now :(
Yes indeed I have a new idea for Levi's birthday this year!!! I think having the 'adventure calendar' countdown idea might be a little repetitive for the third year, so I'm thinking of something interesting for this year!! I can't wait to share that idea with everyone when the time is ripe hehe.
Haha, we all are shy beings ultimately, but there are so many nice people over here that make us feel comfortable too!! I was like you, so I totally understand how it feels to talk to someone you really admire and look up to hehe. We've really come a long way together, and I'm thankful to have you and your supoort!! <33
Levi is indeed blunt and direct lol, but that's a contrast to me as well because sometimes I talk too much, and I may sugarcoat my words because I don't want to hurt the feelings of others too. I love talking about Reivi so much haha, because in my head I honestly think Levi and I would be perfect for each other 🥺😭 I wrote so many things about Reivi and why I love my selfship, and it makes me really happy to see people like you who validate and support my selfship fantasies 😭💕 I used to be a little reserved when I started to talk about self-shipping here because I was worried that no one agreed with me, or enjoy seeing things like that on a supposed Levi writing blog. But I'm thankful to have the support of you and many others who enjoy reading my selfship content, and thank you for enabling the Reivi ship to continue to sail over here 🥰
I'm sending this lovely message back to you as well because you make me happy!!
If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! ♡
I appreciate you sending me all these lovely asks all the time, and for chatting with me too. Thank you for everything and I hope you're taking good care of yourself too! I also love seeing you in my notifs ✨️
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chicagolive · 1 year
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Hi, Doly! I hope you’re having a wonderful weekend!
It’s definitely my longest save! I’ve not played it in awhile though! But I do love my house in it from what I can remember. As you said, cheers to shit memory, I truly forget things so often and easily. It can be a bit frustrating. I love a lot of games! I tend to really like story based games but usually I’ve not played them but watched creators play them because I don’t/didn’t have the consoles to play them! Like I really enjoyed watching people play Firewatch, it’s such a beautiful game and I liked the story. I also like games like Until Dawn and The Quarry! I think decision based games like that are very fun especially when you have to make quick decisions and it effects your story. I have a switch lite so I tend to play just stardew, Minecraft and animal crossing because I feel like a lot of the games I’ve listed aren’t great to play on switch annnd I’ve got pretty bad drift. Other games I’ve watched people play that I enjoyed were: It Takes Two, A Way Out, Twelve Minutes also a classic The Last Of Us and so many more I just can’t remember them rn! What games do you tend to enjoy?
You definitely have to show me when we get the chance, I’d love to see! I don’t think I have a collection of like one singular character or anything like that. I think I just collect weird knickknacks and vinyl honestly! But I do want to collect more things, I almost started collecting carebear memorabilia earlier this year!
I’m very excited for Niall’s new album and I’m also very excited for his friend Lewis Capaldi’s new album next year!
I hope it’s feeling like the holidays where you are, unfortunately for me the weather makes it hard to feel like it’s even winter! It was 81F today!!! That’s outrageous for December! But I did recently help decorate the house for Christmas which was very nice, it’s the first time my family has put up a tree in like six years! I have my own mini one but it’s nice having a big one. Have you decorated for the Christmas holiday if you celebrate?
Okay, speed round!!!
What does your dream home look like? I think mine would be like a house from the 70s I just loved the aesthetics. I would kill to have some kind of conversation pit in my home and I’d have a whole area for my record player set up and I lose my mind when I see houses that have atriums!! How cool is that?! I think it would be filled with posters, knickknacks, rugs, blankets and just weird stuff! Also mid century is very good too if done right, I hate when people flip older homes, they get rid of the character and style and turn it into a boring all white like chic farmhouse and it’s just awful to me.
Do you think different types/brands of water taste different? I definitely think they do!!
What’s your favorite snack? I tend to like any kind of hot chips and I’m not the biggest sweets kinda person I think? I like very specific sweet stuff! I’m more of a spicy/salty snack person than a sweets one.
What’s a weird side of YouTube you think you’re on sometimes? For me, my dad and I fell down this weird hole of this guy exploring abandoned homes in Canada? It’s truly amazing to me because some are what he calls time capsules where people have just left everything behind and others are very expensive homes left behind and a lot of the time I think what happened? Why did they up and leave? But most of the time I’m just in awe of some of the houses and the stuff left behind like family photos in some! Also I just enjoy seeing weird/extravagant homes completely empty.
Are you the kind of person that needs something on to fall asleep, or nothing at all on ooorrr can you do both? I think I always need something on. My go to sleep aid sound is harsh rain on a window, I swear I could sleep through a hurricane the way I sleep though the rain. I tend to fall asleep with something on the tv.
I’ll cut it there for today, I hope you’re doing well and having a relaxing weekend! Sending lots of love and happy times your way! Talk to ya tomorrow! ❤️
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Hello, lovely!! Hope your weekend is treating you very well!! ✨sending all the positive vibes back to you, hun!! 💕
We are literally the same person when it comes to video games and idk how to take that lol. Love that for us!! I tend to watch other “let’s players” play the really well know games on pc/console cause I just don’t have the skill/patience to learn such skill to play them!! Plus, I find it more enjoyably to just sit back and watch them go through the struggles of the game rather myself raging through it 😅. I remember back when Markiplier played firewatch and I was just in utter awe of the aesthetic/story of the game!! I have to rewatch him play it sometime! Some of the games I’ve watched that I absolutely loved have to be God of War, Resident Evil franchise, The Last Guardian, Papers Please, Cuphead, Little Nightmares, Undertale, The Last of Us, the list truly goes on!! Decision-based/fast-paced games are my bread and butter!! I feel strongly on the “early pc strategy/time-management games (dinner dash or equivalent) to farming games” pipeline to be very strong lol. If it has any of those premises, I’m all in 100%!! I’m also a huge fan of the Pokémon franchise and their games, so I’d say I fall into that as well. I’m open to all games within that particular category.
I used to be obsessed with Care Bears!! That’s so valid!!
81°F?!?? Oh my! The highest in my area today had to have been maybe ~50°F. Because I live in the northeast, I find that to be relatively warm in comparison to what I’m used to for the colder months. Hopefully you’re finding ways to stay cool in the heat! And yes, I did decorate for Christmas!! Not as much as years prior cause my parents and I are headed down to Puerto Rico for the holidays!! I do celebrate Christmas, but not necessarily in a religious way. We do participate in the gift-giving aspect and getting together and all that, but that’s relatively it.
Speed Round Answer!! Dream home? For as long as I can remember, I’ve lived within the city! And while I have a love/hate relationship with that, I would love to be able to live in a rural area and, just, have my own space. I don’t have any particular look that I’m looking for in a house, just as long as I have a room that I can convert into an art studio!! I would also love to have a proper vinyl setup where I can play/display my records comfortably!! And maybe a decent sized yard for the pets to run around and enjoy themselves!! Does water taste different? Oh, absolutely 100%!! I am a Dasani hater lol. Dasani tastes like sink water!! Smart water, in my opinion, is the best!! But in all reality, water tastes like water. I tend to buy the generic store-brand bottles of water and I don’t have any complaints about it lol. I would just rather drink sink water than Dasani!! Fav. snack? I tend to lean more to sweets when it comes to snacks, but also depends on the mood I’m in!! I really enjoy those Chex Mix bags that are cookies and cream flavored that you can get at gas stations or wawa/sheetz (idk what the equivalent would be in your area if you don’t have either of these franchises lol). I don’t get them often, but I would say that!! In terms of salty snacks, I’m a basic person and either pick up a bag of Cheetos Puffs or Ruffles Cheddar and Sour Cream chips 😬. Weird side of YouTube? Hmmmm.. lately, I’ve fallen on the side of YouTube where people explain the complexities/obscurities of very niche topics. Like, the other day, I found this YouTuber who talked about the lore of Martha Speaks/Word Girl. Another one was the rise/downfall of club penguin and rating very obscure movies/books they’ve read. It’s great, honestly! I recommend it lol. Sleep Habits? I feel like I can fall asleep relatively quickly, but I can’t sleep without the fan being on or else I feel like my body is static. Sleeping in utter silence is my villain origin story!! It also has to be almost completely dark! I used to be able to sleep with the tv on, but even that has to be off. Someone can be calling my name and I won’t budge, but once the sunlight or anything like that brightens the room, I’m up!! 🎄✨
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dloya74 · 2 years
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Video Games
Video games have always been hated in the news due to the gore that comes with playing them. However, not every game is like that. Video games have made drastic changes in how you play them, perceive them and even being able to express ideas and or concerns. Universities across the nation have begun introducing scholarships to students in order for the students to “commit” or attend their university. Video games to me have always been a way out of the real world, from releasing stress and even just having a fun time with friends.
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As I speak about getting out of the real world while playing video games, I feel that most if not all video game users can agree to that. Growing up I would hurry home and hop on the game and pretend I was a quarterback for the University of Michigan in the old NCAA video games. It allowed me to live out a dream that never happened, yet I was still having a great time every time I would turn the console on. It allowed me to escape all the pressure I was receiving from school and family, it allowed myself to be emerged in a virtual world where I had “offers” to go to universities across the United States, the dream of any football player that wants to go to the next level.
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I had so many favorite games growing up, from traveling across the universe as Master chief in the halo series to shooting the game winning three pointers to win the NBA championship as myself in the NBA 2K videogames. However, my favorite video game of all time was Roblox. It didn’t have all the crazy graphics or the coolest weapons or anything like that; It allowed me to grow as a big brother. My younger brother always wanted to find something where we could both enjoy, by playing Roblox I was able to experience all different kind of emotions just by playing a simplistic game like that with my brother. As he grew older and no longer enjoyed the game, I would remember all the memories we would make and all the different worlds we would explore. But I had no idea someone was watching us play this game.
My little sister was watching everything. She would watch us play that game almost everyday and once my brother stopped playing, it just so happened that she was dying to enjoy what he and I was enjoying for years. She became my new teammate, my new partner in crime, my new video game junkie. I got to experience everything I had before with my brother but somehow playing the game with her felt more emotional because it came full circle. I got to see her love of just watching us play for hours turn into her love of playing the game with me.
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Video games have done a lot for me, which may sound silly to say. However, I know there’s other people in the world, the nation, even the same neighborhood that have felt the same as I have. Being able to experience a roller coaster of emotions, being able to play with friends, being able to play with family. But I believe nothing beats the memories of playing video games and realizing how happy a simple game can make you.
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