#I don’t really have an explanation for this lol

[what-even-is-thiss]

Hi roman. I know this is very weird, but i've seen you give some life advice to other people, so i thought i could give it a try too. Don't answer if you don't want to. Anyway

Do you have any advice/tips for a 15 y/o who thinks they just have no control over their life? Like, my concentration is dog shit, i think my grades are slipping. My executive dysfunction so bad and i think i'm disappointing a lot of people. I have no idea how to handle anything in my life. I can't force myself to do the things i need to (not that that'd be any good, i'll immediately cry lol). I just, don't fucking know how i could make things better for myself. And i can't really talk to adults about it, they'll repeat the stuff i already know, and i am the worst person to put their feelings into words, so they'll prob never understand. Not in the edgy way.

Yeah so sorry for half venting into your ask box. Thank you in advance if you'll answer it, if it's too weird and you don't want to do that for whatever reason, that's ok. Peace and love <3

Dude, you’re unfortunately suffering from being 15. And possibly a learning disorder. Godspeed to you.

And I don’t say that to belittle your problems. In many ways as a teenager you don’t have control over a lot of things. You’re still under the control of your parents, you’re still learning how to deal with adult level emotions and ideas. A lot is expected of you and a lot of things are made to seem more important than they are. It’s hard to tell what’s actually important and what’s just adults blowing things out of proportion. It sucks and it’s frustrating!

If you can, you might want to talk to a counselor. If your parents or guardians are anti-counseling you might try to talk to someone at your school like a teacher or administrator or school nurse about the possibility of getting counseling without your parents knowing. Some schools have programs like that.

The adults closest to you might not understand but if you keep looking you’ll eventually find someone who remembers what it’s like to be in your shoes.

And I remember fully feeling like I’d never get control over anything. The end goal of life was graduation from high school and god only knows if I keep existing after that. But the thing is, you do! You keep existing and you figure a lot of stuff out. Wisdom does come with time, it turns out. And legally and practically you end up getting a lot more autonomy as time goes on.

And I know hearing things like this might not feel comforting. When you’re stuck, you’re stuck and no matter how much you logically know it’ll get better right now it sucks.

Just find ways to keep going. And try asking for help sometimes. If your family won’t listen, find someone who will. Take the time to write down your problems and how you feel if you can’t come up with explanations of what’s going on. Or find a friend to talk it out with so you can practice explaining yourself.

If there’s one thing I can promise you, when you’re a couple years into adulthood all of the problems from your teenage years start to feel small. At the time they were big and important though. And that’s what you’re going through right now. And a lot of adults forget about that. Hang in there, and when all of this is behind you, remember how hard it was and maybe someday you can help someone like you.

I’m sorry if all that wasn’t helpful. I don’t know too much about your individual situation. But ask for help when you can. Someone out there understands. You’ll find them.

[gratiae-mirabilia]

I saw your post talking about chewing on the Eucharist and I am still confused by it because I thought it was okay to chew it a little so if I was receiving the Blood that I wouldn't have the Eucharist all over my tongue, but it would be swallowed. So is using your teeth whatsoever bad?

hi this is a good question and I’m not entirely sure if it has an answer lol. obviously all of us should be consuming the Eucharist in a reverent way. if you choose to chew, just make sure you chew reverently (ie, not with your mouth open or making loud chewing noises or anything like that lol). my post was mostly a joke though, don’t take me too seriously :)

#more rambling/explanations in the tags #now traditionally the laity do not receive from the chalice so what you’re describing is not really part of it for ‘trads’ #i generally find it more reverent to let the Host sort of dissolve on your tongue #when I was preparing for my First Communion as a lil kid in a more ‘liberal’ parish #we were explicitly taught to NOT chew Jesus. lest any part of the Host get stuck in your teeth or something #so I have literally never chewed a Host lol #however. and this is the last thing I’ll say. I don’t think chewing is necessarily always BAD. it can be done reverently #and may be necessary/helpful in certain Communions #ok that’s all lol #file under caroline

[quinn-pop]

genuinely i could not sleep until i drew this. sewing jokes ft a very confused kirby

at first i thought this idea was silly but i mean. it probably would be a big deal for the prince of patchland to be made of synthetic fibers, so uh

bonus doodle of me when i actually am sewing lol (sorry for the anatomically incorrect iron)

#yeah it’s anatomically incorrect (like everything i draw) because i really didnt feel like getting a reference #okay here’s your explanations #singer and brother are both sewing machine brands lol #inter facing makes stuff stiff #smth not cut on the bias won’t stretch as well (basically he’s saying they’re not flexible. i didn’t mean literally but ig you could #interpret it that way. idk whatever) #tulle is a light and airy fabric yea but it’s also a bit stiff and scratchy so…don’t tell kirby that i guess #anyway these made me giggle and i lost sleep because!!! #I kept thinking about them for so long #and now ive had awful insomnia all week and have hardly slept lol so hoping posting this will help (I wish) #but i have more ideas so i might do more later #kirbyposting #kirby #prince fluff #king dedede #also fluff just looks angry a lot i promise he isn’t #can interpret as kirfluff #btw i suck at sewing so feel free to correct me

[brainrotdotorg]

The reason I don’t make a lot of very insightful posts about studying characters and the world they’re in is because I don’t know enough about jean everything I have to say about Harry and Kim has already been said I feel like I don’t have as much to say about the student communists because I am a bad communist who hasn’t done any of the required reading (lmao) my only thoughts on the RCM as an institution arent very well-developed (and also are through an American bias of what police are like rather than how they exist in Elysium) and I don’t know fucking. ANYTHING about the innocentic system.

But I sure can tell you a lot about the skills and piss/fuck. Which isn’t actually a lot but boy I can tell you

#also I am afraid of. expressing opinions sometimes lmao…… #tbh I don’t think I’m smart enough to do deep character dives into their pasts and motivations and whatnot #i feel like my own biases cloud who the haracters actually are too much #i have to learn how to not let me headcanons influence who these guys actually are #because I’m really bad about that lol #i also just feel like I don’t know enough and everyone else knows a lot more than I do!! #like people are saying shit that happened in the game and I’m like. what I never saw that #symptom of being a fan of suuuuuuch a massive game #anyway this isn’t about me talking down on myself or anything #just like. an explanation as to why I don’t get way deep into lord stuff #i find it very interesting and love reading other peoples posts #but I don’t think I should make big grand sweeping statements about things I feel like I’m just pulling out of my ass. yanno #in case you were ever curious about why I never make those kinds of posts #you probably weren’t. but #lol

[elizabeth-dicewielder]

Big fan of when stories provide no justification/explanation for why main characters have unique, insanely powerful abilities. The writer(s) really just said “Well of course they can do that, they’re my specialist little character. It makes perfect sense.” And they’re right

#okay i made this in a joke form because i do find it funny #but like i unoronically think this is a good writing technique #like. sometimes people are just uniquely special for no reason #people with perfect pitch #people who can do insanely complicated math in their head #i know someone who can perfectly cut a card deck in half or thirds just by feel #sometimes things just don’t need an explanation! #and having your main character have this special ability for no apparent reason #really makes it clear WHY they’re the main character #like of course they’re the main character. they’re the only one who can do that. who else could the story possibly be about? #and it allows them to be obviously the main character without any kind of prophecy or clear-cut chosen one #there are definitely some cases where this does not work #like it works when the world has magic but only the main character can do a specific kind of magic #but it doesn’t work if they’re the only one in the world who has any magic #like. if you’re not gonna provide any explanation it has to be within reason imo #anyway #i wrote this about echo from dollhouse lol #but obviously it works for a lot of other characters too #nimona is a good example of this

[dimitrscu]

I've been in enough fandoms to know that this whole "radahn was beating malenia" thing is going to be one of those "fandom delusions" that will keep going on and on no matter what. It will not die. If the discourse comes up again on Elden Ring's anniversary, the same people will bring it up once more. Just fandoms being fucking exhausting, like clockwork.

Oh yeah for sure I don’t expect this to ever go away or anything. The whole “this vs that” has been a thing in quite a few fandoms for me too. I still remember the witcher fandom back in the day with whole Yen vs Triss thing and oh boy was that exhausting.

It’s funny how all this died down and then all it took was the game award hype to bring it back up again. Mainly the discussion surrounding the game being nominated for best narrative. You wait it’ll win goty then it’ll all come up again

#anonymous #answered #i guess the only thing that might make some people shut up is if they release some other content #either dlc or comics (not including the gag manga they’re currently working on) or maybe books or something #could go either way though #it could be that it was froms intention all along to have malenia be hated lol #they made her fight like… well that #they had her fight the big hero guy that they must have know everyone would love #and then being a fromsoft game there’s like zero explanation for her motives for that fight #overall she comes across as unsympathetic to a lot of people despite her situation #people just don’t care about what's going on with her and her brother #in regards to their curses i mean #and with the lore being so vague most people only see what they want to see and don’t really bother looking that hard into it #or thinking that hard about it for that matter #the majority of this fandom looks at this game through a black and white lens #anyway i’m just thinking out loud now don’t mind me

[letterstotheflre]

i love being told that i’m not really bisexual bc of how i dress/look 😃

#i went out on friday with two girls from one of my classes n the topic of our sexualities came up #and they both said they were bi n they looked at me and said ‘you are staright right?’ #n i said ‘no lol i’m bi’ #n they said that there’s no way that i’m bi bc i dress like a straight girl n have the vibe~~ of a straight girl #that i must be bi-curious not actually bi n i was like 🧍🏻‍♀️ #sorry do u want my sex life history?? like i don’t owe u some explanation as to why i’m actually bi.. but also like i went to catholic #school.. all of my friends are straight and i didn’t feel comfortable telling them i’m bi until senior year.. my parents don’t know i’m bi #so i had/still have to act a certain way so they don’t Figure It Out #do i have to walk around with a big sign on my forehead that says ‘ACTUALLY I’M BISEXUAL I JUST LIKE DRESSING THIS WAY’?? #idk it was just really invalidating n it made me sad and uncomfortable in myself :(( #sorry i needed to get this off my chest #keeping up with tina

[me-william]

so as we all know, you cannot sleep in the nether. you place your bed down, and it explodes.

why, though? why does specifically sleeping in a bed in the nether cause it to explode? not in terms of raw game mechanics, I mean why as in “give me your best narrative explanation.”

for example, I think the question of sleeping in the nether is often circumvented by an explanation like, “sleeping in the nether in general is a bad idea due to the dangerous conditions,” wherein a bed in a more secure location, say a cleared-out nether fortress, no longer poses a problem. no explodey. but in reality (or. the game, obviously), you’d still explode.

i think the next easiest explanation to go to would be something like, “notch specifically cursed beds to be dysfunctional in the nether,” which works, but isn’t as fuuun.

this brings up questions like, “well, what actually counts as a ‘bed’ in the nether?” and “what actually counts as sleeping?” i have some half-baked thoughts, likely with glaring holes, but i am as usual curious to see how other people might work around/think about this game-mechanic in a narrative way =v=

thanks @goldenblackhole for the worms I really appreciate it

#another day another pondering game mechanics/magic that don’t need an explanation #like to be clear. to be really clear bc idk some people get weird about these things for some reason #this is all in good fun for me personally LOL #i don’t intend to like…be meanly um whats it called #nitpicky about these kinds of details. i don’t really care #this isn’t me being like ‘ur not allowed to have unexplained things EVER’ #or thinking that somehow this detracts from minecraft as a whole or smth… #if that were the case we’d have much bigger fish to fry than beds exploding. #it is just genuinely fun for me. to think about how these things would work in a ‘practical’ sense #as practical as…beds exploding in an alternate hell-like dimension as one can get anyway #minecraft #text #will.chat

[doolallymagpie]

Using Sabine’s helmet as a way to remind myself Bobbie needs a damn face ASAP (gotta get dyes and more confident painting these things; bought some dollar tree knockoffs to experiment on), but…Mando!Bobbie, fun to think about

Also, she doesn’t have hands right now; the Curvy MTM body seems to have a weird problem with ‘em where instead of coming off without much of a fight, the little hinge in the wrist snaps and you’ve gotta pull the peg out with a pair of pliers, and now we’re waiting on the broken Rey to get here as a donor

#really hope the cheap dolls don’t just…melt #custom figure #custom barbie #custom doll #Aran Mereel is Mando!Bobbie lol. but also Jedi!Bobbie? complicated. #I mean my silly little OC is like…Post Order 66/Siege of Mandalore Diaspora!Bobbie? #also at that point could she really be that similar? #and there I go with the most detailed explanation of her ever #but Project Barbie Draper is going on. gonna have me a 1/6 scale Bobbie with mostly off-the-shelf parts Soon. SOON!

[annarubys]

the kinsey scale is like a brother to me because we are allllll over the place like i’m bi but the single shred of evidence is a crush i had in MIDDLE SCHOOL and who knows if that’s even reliable because it was a decade ago. but also i don’t think it was comphet because i was obsessed with this kid to an embarrassing degree. but you would think there would have been maybe one other person post puberty. so then i was like okay i can be a lesbian i guess since at 13 i probably wasn’t a reliable narrator but then the boys aired and. well. there were five minutes where i did think jackles was maybe hot (an experience which i hated). anyway i am thinking about all of this because i am watching something with sebastian stan who i did routinely used to say was hot but he is really giving me nothing right now so maybe i was being a liar. the thing is i can’t remember

#worst thing i ever did was start treating my tumblr account as a diary #and the worst thing staff ever did was letting me turn off reblogs to enable me further <3 #i just!!!! would really like to know if i am actually attracted to men lol #like for all intents and purposes it does not matter but it just feels like one of those things you should Know #with women i do have a more recent concrete example i can point to that was like okay Yeah. that was definitely Real #but with men that is just not the case 😔 but part of me is like oh well i just don’t know that many!! #which is true but idk how much weight that holds as an explanation #if anyone actually read all this ily <3 #a.txt #okay sure i’ll publish some of the deeply personal drafts too why not!!

[buzzerdome]

Wasn’t the Fast and Furious franchise just about street racing at one point? Why is Tyrese Gibson in space? The Rock straight flexes his full arm casts off in at one point!?!?

And who names the movies and why is there no consistency in the titles??

I’m probably overthinking this 🤣

#don’t get me wrong #these movies are super entertaining #but I guess you really can’t think about them too much #lmao #it feels like the plot got away from them and they just started having fun making super action car movies #fast and furious #fast x #but seriously who’s in charge of naming these movies 🤣 #actually I feel like they had a different person everytime #only explanation lol

[starlightswait]

lolol okay!!!!

#personal #vent // #you don’t ‘have’ to cancel #you got a better offer!!! #actually i didn’t even offer today. this friend reached out and asked if i wanted to hang tonight #and then just texted to say that someone they have a crush on said they could hang out tonight #and it’s like on some level i get it. #but i also consider it really rude to initiate plans with someone and then cancel for different plans with different people lol #like i’d get it if it was just oh I’m not feeling up to it anymore or feeling sidk or whatever #like disappointed but whatever #but to very specifically know that it’s bc they would rather hang out with someone else!!! unfortunately rubs up on a very ugly insecurity #for me!! #and iknow it’s kinda pathetic but i’d literally rather not know that lmao #like in their head it’s like ‘oh see I have a valid explanation’ meanwhile this is the primary explanation that makes me feel like shit lol #like just lie! or say you’re not feeling up to it anymore! #i know that’s ridiculous BUT ALSO #anyway. #tbc i have zero romantic feelings for this person and our orientations do not really align lmao it is a platonic frustration #also if you are reading this there is zero percent chance it’s about you bc they don’t have my tumblr url #i’ll get over it but. shit hurts lol #edit: i’m also annoyed bc i already got ready so now my brain’s just In That Mode lol #anyway they said they were sorry but clearly not sorry enoygh to not do it so! #edit: also the text they sent me cancelling said ‘i hate to do this’ no you don’t!!! #if you hated doing it you wouldn’t lol #i’m mostly not that mad anymore bc it’s been like 3 hours and i need to Move On with my life #but. hh!

[alloutshirt]

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#you can’t read this #I just need to ramble and it’s too embarrassing to put on paper in my diary #how does one find someone’s socials with just a first name #i’ve done it before #like not to sound like we’re in you but im usually so good at finding anything #but nothing #only explanation is that this guy doesn’t have socials in which case damn just got more interesting/ed #so embarrassing to think abt a crush you were over because you crossed them once lol #wouldn’t even call it that #like yea he’s cute but #i don’t even want any type of relationship #i just like learning about new people #and when i can’t i get even more curious #god this really sound sociopathy rippp #i promise it’s not what it sounds like

[jentlemahae]

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#im so frustrated i started crying i hate that man #he had a problem with me using ergo how dare he #and hes not giving me s bongs point for independence and creativity when im the only one in class who picked an original topic and i havent #shown up to class in months #he’s gonna give it to one of those imbeciles tho bcs of course #i’m so annoyed i hope he falls off the bed tonight #and he wants me to find academic papers that don’t even exist like #i cant make stuff up cause that’s not okay either so what does he expect me to do #my god i should have studied marketing fr #he was like ‘what’s the psychological explanation for this’ sir idgaf ? #😐 #anw he said it’s good so that’s good and also that’s true lol but im really peeved rn

[seddair]

9-1-1 is great and all (would argue definitely less “great” and more just “good” over the last couple seasons but w/e), but Buck’s storylines ever since the shooting at the end of season 4 have been all over the place and shoddy tbh.

#idek what they’re trying to do with him anymore #it’s like they’ve realized he’s essentially the ‘main character’ of the show #and they’ve been scrambling trying to find a compelling storyline and romantic arc for him ever since #his whole relationship with taylor in season 5 was just… awful #and drug on for way way wayyyyy too long #yk usually with most romantic arcs they try to show the compelling and good parts of the relationship at the beginning #but they just… never really did that? #they had that one scene in 5x01 where they were happy sort of but even that got interrupted by taylor’s work #they started planting the seeds of their relationship being problematic just way too early #and proceeded to make the audience suffer through it the entire season lmao #and then the shit with lucy which was just really confusing? #like idk what the whole point of that was #i think she was supposed to make buck let loose but outside of 5x11 that just… didn’t happen? #and then of course there was the sperm donor storyline where they sl early decided to change gears randomly mid-season without explanation #and with natalia they seem to be just wasting a golden opportunity to really explore buck’s relationship with death but they abandoned+ #all that in the last ep for whatever reason??? #so i don’t think they have a fucking clue what they want to do with him #and it’s pretty infuriating to watch them trying and failing to figure it out in real time #ngl i think i’m ready to be done with this show after monday lol #i’ll probably continue to follow it from a distance during s7 maybe? #but with buddie essentially being dead and the writing getting more and more spotty over time #i just don’t think i have it in me to care anymore #plus based on what i understand about the actors’ contracts it’s hard to imagine they’re going to get anymore than 7 seasons so! #i’m ready to jump off this sinking ship methinks! #anyway

[luveline]

I love your writings about the marauders, and I recently had a thought about the boys first coming in contact with a vibrator or any sex toy really. Not even a like smut thing but just then walking into a muggle sex shop or they made a friend with a muggle girl and they stumble upon in some way lol idk, just a funny thought that’s been making me giggle a bit. If you have any thoughts I guess?? Hope you have a good day :)

this isn’t smut but it is explicit - mdni please! fem, 1k

“What is that?” Sirius asks.

You get yanked back. “God, sorry,” James says, letting go of your hand. You’d been in a weird fugue state of joy with his fingers twined in yours; it’s the first time he’s held your hand. You can’t tell if it’s platonic or romantic, you can never tell with the boys. “Wait, what is that?” 

“What’s what?” you ask, trying to follow their gaze. You’re on a crowded high street divided by a two way road. It’s so loud you can’t hear yourself think, and stopping as you have has diverted foot traffic around you poorly. 

“There’s a cock in the window.” 

Remus yelps a laugh. You smile, befuzzled, as he takes your shoulders into his hand and turns you bodily to the right shop window. “Oh,” you say. “Oh! There really is.” 

There is a vast array of the aforementioned appendage in the window, and in a variety of sizes and colours. A mannequin in dark lingerie holds a fifty percent off sign to the left, while a poster brags a multitude of ‘stimulating pleasures’ to be found inside. 

“What am I looking at?” Sirius asks.

You forget sometimes how sheltered they all are. They’d gone to a rather elite boarding school, and they all lived in rural England and Wales for their summers. This is as city as they’ve ever been, and you’d thought they’d seen everything there is to see by now, but apparently not. 

How are you supposed to explain a sex shop? Better, why is fate making you? They all turn to you for an explanation. 

“Remus, you’re twenty three,” you say hopelessly. 

“We’ve only recently relocated,” Remus argues. 

“You’ve known me for six months. You’ve lived here for eight.” 

“And yet we’ve never seen that,” James says, pointing at the lingerie. “You’re such perverts in the city. Why are there rainbow cocks in the window?” 

“Can we stop saying that?” you ask. 

“Sorry,” James says quickly. “Lovely girl, why are the dicks in the window?” 

“They’re toys,” you say, feeling a little part of yourself shrivel away in shyness, their eyes like heat from your face and neck. 

“For kids?” Sirius asks, disgusted. 

“No! God, no, they’re for grown ups.” You shake your head uselessly. “Are you messing with me? You’ve really never seen them?” 

“We’ve seen some rather tasteful underwear in our time,” Sirius says, to James’ delight and Remus’ derision. 

“Stop,” Remus says. 

“We have to go in. I must understand these toys,” Sirius says, ignoring him with ease. There’s something to his usually nice smile you don’t know, some burning excitement that will likely end in innuendos and teasings galore for you. 

You make your way into the sex shop, shoes dragging, cheeks hot. James and Sirius seem as though they could burst into laughter at any second, but Remus is more understanding. He offers you his hand when he realises you’re behind them. You don’t have the strength to refuse him. 

They’re the weirdest friends you’ve ever had, but also the best ones. They love holding hands and crossing legs and laying half on top of each other when they come around to watch a film. You’re pretty sure you saw James and Remus kissing a few weeks ago, but they’ve yet to say anything about it to you, so what do you know? You’d been jealous, but each boy has continued to love on you just a little too much considering the parameters of your ‘friendship’. 

This lies firmly outside of your parameters, you decide. 

Sure, you’ve thought about them sometimes as more than friends, but they don’t know that. Can you be blamed? They’re all so handsome in awful ways —Remus classic, Sirius Grecian, and James devilish. James. You shake your head in an attempt to dispel thoughts of their good looks while in close proximity to lacy knickers, turning your attention to the ridiculous gasps of awe the two idiots are letting out. 

“What is that?” Sirius asks delightedly, knuckling at a row of plastic sex toys, all with different functions. 

“That’s a…” You blow a breath up your face in an attempt to cool down. “Read the label, Siri.” 

“Most of this stuff is for girls?” James asks you. 

“I guess so.” You poke at the pink packaging of a glass massage wand. “I mean, not always. I think anybody can use all this stuff too. Or most of it.”

“What about that?” 

James points at a vibrator in clear blister packaging. “A vibrator? What’s that do?” He turns to you with a surprisingly innocent curiosity. 

“It vibrates.” You don’t want to say anything else, but they’re your friends. They’re nice to you, and they respect you, so it’s not like you think telling them these things will put you in an uncomfortable position. “You know how girls have a harder time finishing sometimes?” 

If they’re surprised to hear you say it aloud, they don’t show it. “Not in my experience,” Sirius jokes. 

“So the vibration helps?” 

“It’s very intense. It makes the… climax come much quicker,” you say. 

Remus seems very grateful for the energy your explanation takes, giving you a caring smile. He’s about to say something when Sirius interrupts, and asks, “Do you have one?”

“You don’t have to answer that,” Remus says, hitting Sirius in the arm. “She doesn’t have to answer that, don’t ask her stuff like that, it’s private.” 

Sirius’ eyes go wide. “I’m sorry,” he says to you, all joking gone from his face. “I didn’t mean it in a bad way. Just forget sometimes that you have boundaries we don’t have.” 

You’re not expecting such a genuine and sudden apology, because maybe Sirius shouldn’t ask, but you totally understand what he means. You feel like you’ve known them all your life. “It’s okay, don’t worry. I know what you’re like.” 

“So it’s a good time, hypothetically,” James says. 

“What do you reckon that feels like?” Sirius asks, already moving on. 

“Sirius,” Remus pleads. 

“Sweetheart, can I ask you, hypothetically,” —Sirius taps his converse to yours, grinning— “what do you mean, it’s quicker? How does that even work?” 

You frown, “You don’t know how it works?” 

Remus and James laugh like bellows beside you. They laugh so much the woman behind the counter glares at you all, undoubtedly tired of people coming in here for a laugh. 

“Awful girl,” Sirius says, frowning. 

You smile back. “It just stimulates the nerves, Sirius. I don’t know how to explain it. I guess it’s kinda like magic or something.” 

“Magic can’t do that,” James says. Remus elbows him hard, and you’ve no idea why. 

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