#I don’t even want to post there anymore tbh

[capitalisticveins]

What do you think would happen if david died in the car crash instead of gabe?

mass suicide/j

Warning: LOOOONG post

If David died a new beta would have to be chosen, and tbh I feel like Gabe WOULD also pick Asher bc 1. He was the closest to David and 2. Asher canonically is great at the security biz so his potential is immense. In no universe would Pissy Chrissy be Beta

Also the funeral…imagine the funeral

It’s said that the security business was never serious to Gabe so that wouldn’t go anywhere. they probably woulsn’t be picked for the E&E Games so you could only imagine what the security crew did during the Inversion, whether they protected people, ran away, shut the ward, or died out during the Inversion is subjective

Asher and Baabe met after Gabe died, and he met them while delivering paperwork for the security business. Idk if he’d be employed in the business if David died, so whether he ever meets Baabe in this timeline is also subjective

Angel was together with Michael for a little while after the accident, they’d still break up, but it’s much less than likely that they’d EVER meet anyone from the Shaw Pack in this timeline, and downright impossible that Caelum would interact with them and their surroundings since they’re not one of his charges. He might’ve picked up Gabe as one of his charges tho since he’d David’s dad and would obviously be grieving the loss of his only son

Milo and SH would probably be around the same as they are in the Omega timeline. Grieved for a while, mayne Milo would’ve grieved longer since David is a childhood friend, buuut overall almost everything would be the same

Here’s where I draw a blank.

In the Omega timeline, David is ride-or-die for Tank. He did all this detective work to find out that they’re not in Washington anymore, damn near hunted down Sam, scolded them, and helped them find Quinn and bring him to justice

Would Gabe do the same?

I doubt he’d do all the detective work David did, and he’d probably buy into what Tank told him (being in washington, quinn already being arrested, etc etc). He’d maybe brush over Fred and Bright Eyes being new members of the Solaire Clan, and would focus more on the pack

If my assumptions are right, Tank would send up with Sam being their only support system, Sam never taking to David, and Tank might, MAYBE, go off on their own to hunt Quinn, since they didn’t really listen to Sam all that much until they got together

Also, I don’t really even THINK they’d get together in this timeline. Sam and Tank became a couple bc Tank called Sam over after DAVID scolded them, because they wanted to apologize and believed Sam thought less of them after he learned about their backstory, and Sam wanted them to know he didn’t and told them his backstory and they spent the night together

They wouldn’t have spent the night together if David wasnt there to scold them, which wouldn’t have led to the confession in the morning, and if Sam didn’t confess later on, they would never have became mates 🙅🏽‍♀️

If this is a case there’s a chance Tank may have ended up dead in this timeline too

Back to the E&E Games, there’s a chance the security team chosen for the games wouldn’t have shut down the ward, which would end in WAY more lives being lost than just the 1.5k in the arena

If the ward DID get shut, there’s a chance FL and Gavin would have died since the pack were the ones defending Gavin’s mini-ward, and they’re not there defending it now

Also if the ward did shut, way more people would’ve died, since Milo was the one to bring down the ward, and was the one to convince Lasko to bring the people in DAMN to kill the Shades

Amanda and Christian might be together since Amanda only moved away bc of the Inversion kinda traumatizing her…but in the event that the security crew didn’t drop the ward…she’d still move away.

I think that’s it…maybe…

TLDR: Asher still beta, Inversion would’ve been WAYYY worse, Asher and Baabe would probably not be a thing, Angel is lonely. Gabe is lonely, Milo X SH is the only couple left, Sam and Tank is non existent as a couple, Tank might die, FL and Gavin might’ve died, Christian might still get laid

maybe

#why can i never write this much in class #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted david

[daistea]

Do you think Mithrun (even if much later on down the line, and also by extension Marcille too i guess?) ever return to a point where he'd be able to develop new desires at an easier rate like he might have in the past, or would he be permanently affected by having lost his previous desires in the first place?

Honestly, I think this is who he is now. I mean, if you think about it, he spent only 140-ish years as his old self and now has several hundred years left. This is now the majority of his future, and while I do think he’ll live well and continue to adapt and experience all the things he deserves, he’s still irrevocably changed.

(I’m making an effort to think about people who have been changed by trauma/accidents/disabilities and I wanna note that those changes arent necessarily bad. Despite everything, it’s still you 🎉 But at the same time I don’t want to ignore/be all sunshine and rainbows/toxic positivity about the difficulties and challenges they face. Sooooo basically, it’s a nuanced kinda thing)

On the developing desires subject, the details are fuzzy tbh. I wish we got more post canon stuff about him. I like to think that he’d make the choice with his desires. He’d choose which ones to cultivate, but even then it’s a struggle. He makes the conscious choice to live everyday. I, personally, don’t think he’d ever return to what one might consider ‘a normal person/life’

That’s not exactly what you’re asking tho, I know. But the subject is so twisty turny and complex that I honestly think his ability to develop new desires would change day by day.

Um if you want my Other opinion, the opinion that’s not affected by rose tinted shipping glasses; he doesn’t spontaneously develop new desires. A lot of them are gone, and he would make the decision to spend the rest of his life with someone simply because he’s comfortable with them, or likes their company, or they make a good team. He’s not unfeeling ofc, but that desire simply isn’t there anymore and he learns to adapt his lifestyle around that fact. There’s nothing bad about that, it just is. I think that’s a lovely thought! But this is just another way to interpret his character ofc and what you choose to believe is up to you.

puts my romance goggles back on

Yeah if you wanna headcanon that he develops new desires and that it gets easier as it goes on, then you go right ahead! That’s also a lovely thought 💕

I personally headcanon that it doesn’t get easier, but he makes the choice to keep going and to live all while developing the odd desire here and there(after a lot of work, which would make it all the more satisfying for him in the end anyway)

There’s good days and bad days! And there’s ants on him.

We’re all just playing dolls tbh, and while we wanna respect all that Mithrun’s canon character represents and stands for… If you wanna imagine him developing new desires at a faster/easier rate, then go for it lol

#I know this answer is probably way longer and way more vague than what you were looking for but #mithrun is complicated #love him so much I have so much love for him #mithrun #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #asks #mithrun x reader #sorta #dungeon meshi headcanons

[wint3rnightt]

I think Paige and Azzi are just different tbh. Azzi liked to do tiktok and stuff when she was younger but I feel like she kinda grew up and doesn’t care to be on social media anymore (even more after what they just went through). I obvi don’t know her but if I had to guess I would say Azzi doesn’t want any part of Paige’s social media fame. Paige has been blowing up but there’s a lot of negativity that can be a consequence of that, like people lift you up then try to take you down. I’m kinda superstitious so I wouldn’t want post my girlfriend or family to my 2 million followers because of evil eye lol.

ate down

#pazzi #uconn wbb #azzi fudd #paige bueckers

[kidovna]

This is the third tiktok video of mine that has unfairly gone under review and can no longer be accessed. I’ve tried reaching out to the team innumerable times with no replies at all. So much for being a content creator friendly website.

#the amount of love and effort I put into these pieces only for tiktok to baselessly take it down #and I always follow the guidelines #use the right music #don’t include sensitive topics #tag it properly #use only my art #tiktok simply hates me #I don’t even want to post there anymore tbh #fuck this 😭 #thoughts #honestly at this point I’m convinced that anti byler people are just reporting it

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

I know it’s been talked about ad nauseam, but I think one of the things that got lost in the discourse about TTPD and the muses and whatnot is how one of, if not the core trigger points of the album is the yearning for commitment and perhaps even more poignantly, motherhood.

The reason she was so susceptible to falling for the “conman’s get love quick schemes” is because she was grieving that imagined life with the person she had long assumed would be the one to give her that. What has been beyond clear in several albums, let alone interviews etc, is that those plans for building a family were very much real and top of mind for years, and she kept holding on and shifting her world in service of making that happen. And when whatever happened happened that pulled that rug out from under her, it left her bereft not just for the relationship that had once been her world but also the imagined family she had been hoping for and sticking out the hard times for.

And that’s likely why she was swayed by and trusting of the promises of someone who knew her history and knew how unmooring that loss was to her. It may have been partially about the person himself or lust or whatever, but the core issue was the pain of giving up the dream, and sublimating that dream into this new opportunity in front of her, because she was so desperate to hold onto the last scraps of that imagined life she wanted so badly. (And I don’t mean desperate as in pathetic or negative, I mean as in fighting within the last ounce of energy and hope she had.) It wasn’t rational and it wasn’t love, it was grief, not just for a relationship but even more so for the family it represented.

So to me the core issue of TTPD isn’t just the Joe vs. Matty or whoever of it all: it’s Taylor and her yearning. She wanted a family badly and a life that was theirs and was processing losing that in all kinds of ways. It’s all over the album in overt and subtle lyrics. It may not have been grieving a literal death but I’d bet it felt pretty darn close.

And I’d also bet that’s why we’re seeing… what we’re seeing now.

(I have so many more thoughts about womanhood and motherhood on TTPD but that is another post being worked on piecemeal in my drafts… this is just a little Saturday morning post-zoomies reflection)

#I’m trying to be delicate about all this on main #if you catch my drift #obviously I don’t know any of these people #I’m just using my ears with the music and my eyeballs on the screen #honestly think she’d almost gotten to the point where she would have given up almost anything #(including marriage) #if it meant having kids and a commitment #let alone all the career stuff she was willing to let slide #but in the end none of that mattered #writing letters addressed to the fire #the tortured poets department #and like.. #this is also why she was so clear minded about what she wanted in a partner when she started dating killa #and not as in opportunist but as in she knew what she wouldn’t compromise on anymore #and luckily for her he was on the same page #and tbh why this isn’t all that fast #ugh I wish my brain would let me finish the other post I was working on #like I know we’ve kind of been dancing around this in recent years in discussion #even if we all had our own assumptions #but she kind of ripped the bandaid off in ttpd #and with ~everything~ now happening #I think it’s ok to talk about? respectfully? lol

[mysicklove]

just found out that one of my followers that was HEAVILY interacting with my account and even dming me is 12 years old! 12 FUCKING YEARS OLD! kill me 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗☺️☺️

#🔪 - mello talks too much #i’m disgusted. #i don’t want to be mean bc she is a child #BUT WHAT THE TUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU #WHEN I WAS 12 I WAS SMARTER TAHN THIS SHIT #she made up a fake story on why she had to block me so i went on my secret account and looked up her account #and her navigation post says she is 12 #i can’t even explain to u guys how i feel #(i had a feeling she was lying tbh so i tried not to interact with her too heavily) #but what the fuck. #she made up a whole story about her life #the internet is a scary place #i don’t trust anyone on tumblr anymore 😭😭😭😭 #i can’t explain to u guys how traumatized i am

[p-p-panda]

Random art vent lol

I get tired of constantly pouring my heart out when asked about my stuff only for it to fall flat. Like why did they even ask me to begin with??? Just to tease me??? 😭 bruh

#this is very different than what I usually post #I don’t really like doing it but tbh this has been bothering me for the past couple of months in different places I’m active in #and it’s starting to become annoying #i listen to everyone’s lore and ocs or whatever the convo is only to end up with like one reply and they die on me. AND IT KEEPS HAPPENING #IN DIFFERENT Group chats #man I’m just so tired of even lore dumping all the time at this point 💀 #it seems like when I actually have the motivation to finally open up that’s when I get ignored the most :/ #I’m probably being a sensitive baby rn so I might delete this later. only wanted to get it off my chest #i can listen to other people talk for hours then the second I speak it feels like bore everyone 😔 #i only have like 1 or 2 people that actually listen to me when it’s my turn but most of the time I’m always listening. which isn’t bad but #man #it hurts and kinda makes me wanna cry lmao #and it makes me just half ass shit at this point when people ask about my ocs/lore since I don’t know if they want a tiny bit of info or #if they’re actually intrigued :/ I just give up now #ok I’m done this is way too long ahaha #vent #it’s not that I constantly want atteion because I don’t and I love listening to other people and sometimes when I ask they don’t talk to me #but will to someone els even when I’m super invested so idk at this point #😞 #i admit I have times when I’m shy but it mostly due to not wanting to wast peoples time anymore #ok I will shut to the up #gn #it’s like 1am for me #and I really don’t want people to ask only because of this post. trust me that’s not what I’m trying to do i swear. only getting out feels

[mossflower]

loki season two has me screaming crying throwing up trying not to get dragged back into the mcu trenches

#i am stronger than this. i am better than this!! #by the trenches i mean consuming fanfiction at an unhealthy rate. fourteen year old me was insane i think i was on ao3 more than i slept #that’s not exaggeration. i was getting four hours of sleep on school nights and frequently went to bed at 5am on weekends #it is ONE good story. one. literally not worth it. i don’t even care about ninety percent of the mcu characters #i will ignore the little voice in my head reminding of the sheer amount of fanfiction. this was my pre-tumblr days #so my fandom interaction was like. youtube and ao3. maybe instagram posts sometimes. it was so much fun like. zero drama zero discourse #i was honestly living my best life. got less interested when i joined tumblr and went full doctor who mode #and after endgame i watched i think wandavision and loki and that was it. just didnt care anymore lol #i know exactly why this is happening tho. currently the thing i am insane about is my own damn project. which i am in the process of writin #for obvious reasons no fandom there. bc it lives in my mind twenty four fucking seven #i do wonder if i’m kind of growing away from fandom anyway? the closest i’ve got since toh ended was homestuck tbh #i want to feel obsessed with something again!! everything i’m into now - tma tlt and the like - i love them #but it doesnt hit like it used to. i don’t know it’s hard to explain #like video essays that i would have loved a few years ago!! the hour long ones about representation and queer media #they just irritate me now! i got halfway through one last week and had to bail i just could not care less #how did 2020 social media have me convinced that x character being gay was super important politically economically socially etc #ofc the answer is that i was a baby lesbian getting even less social interaction than normal #like representation is important obviously but also. sometimes it was not that deep #i don’t know if i’m making sense tbh but you get my drift #morganposting

[god-u]

genuinely feel like i need to clean up my entire blog and make any of the posts with white characters non rebloggable

#why is a random cate stan going through all my cate posts now like?? i just blocked them i’m not doing this shit anymore #you people cannot be normal about white characters ever #and it’s extremely frightening that white the boys fans keep proving themselves to be racists #the show is clearly satire and you idiots still think stanning nazis is actually sensible #i’m back on my 2018 tumblr shit tbh i don’t even want white ppl following me anymore because a literal white supremacist just LIED to me #pretending you mean well while openly hating Black women and thinking liking andre and sam wilson doesn’t make you a racist ☠️☠️ #misogynoiristic piece of shit like i just feel really ill i’m not kidding #i feel stupid for trusting this bitch even though i know it’s not my fault

[kuiinncedes]

c:

#i went thru like my entire google drive folder for fic stuff #last night and read/skimmed all of it lmao 😭 #there’s some unposted stuff that i kinda want to post except like idk LOL #like i probably wouldn’t do anything else w it so i could just post it for shits and giggles #i haven’t written anything in so long ;-; #i don’t love my writing tbh but it was fun c: #would be fun to do again #bro how was i so motivated to write during remote college freshman yr lol 🤪 #literally got on campus and couldn’t write shit anymore lmao #not even in the summer #well actually i think i did write a little #but was struggling lmao and then gave up 🤩 #anyway lol #i’m gonna look for some more jason g/race fanfic even tho i’ve like exhausted all the tags i wanted to look thru c: #i want more hoo tartarus AUs that involve jason falling #bc i’m insane #maybe i reread the j/asico one that is INCREDIBLE #anyway c: #jeanne talks #i’ve been on tumblr so fucking much today like i haven’t done anything lol 😭 #my entire dash is hung/er games and p/jo lol it’s kinda fun #i like Barely don’t go there for both but i’m too unbothered to filter anything :P #i rly do just be talking idk what the point of this is lol

[foxgloveinspace]

Hulloooo! I just restarted my island last week! It's my personal nightmare currently but it'll get there. How have you been?

I’ve been pretty good! This weeks been a bit of a time cause I had cold that just completely zapped all my energy, but other then that, I’ve been doin pretty ok. Nothing to stressful or crazy and nothing too like.. exciting to talk about I guess, lol.

Hmmm, I think the most exciting thing that has happened is that I drove home from ‘the big city’ and I even drove in it, so like…. That was a bit crazy! Slowly getting there on the driving thing lmao.

I’m both really excited about starting over my ac island and like. Nervous lmao. I never really got very far in decorating it tho, so I’m looking forward to a completely fresh slate with it!

How about you? Anything cool, or just acnh (nothing wrong with that if it’s the answer tho 🥰).

#other then that.. my life has been taken over by sleep token (so please just blacklist them if you don’t like them cause I swear it’s all I #even post about anymore😭😭😭😭 I’m still confused about how I got here tbh.) and I’ve been knitting more again. and crocheting way more. #so that’s been my life oof #hihi!!! #kirishiimis #milo🖤 #idk if this is.. like I just wanna be reassuring here but like I want you to know that.. like I still think of you very dearly as a friend #and I know you’ve been very busy with The Baby💛 but like I want you to know no matter the breaks you take I’m still here! #I hope that’s coming across the right way tho #I’m trying very hard to unmask my adhd and anxiety and just tell people things so I’m sorry if what I’m saying isn’t even making since oof #oh!!! idk if I told you this or not (oh well) my mom got a job so now I’m just. #constantly home alone which is cool lol. it’s been pretty good for my mental health tbh #hmmmmm. idk I feel like when people ask me for updates it’s just my hobbies cause nothing happens in my life anymore😂😂😂😂😂😂 #edit: I did absolutely tell you about my mom getting a job… I think…… hmmmmmmm #eh doesn’t matter lol. I told you again🤷🏼🤷🏼🤷🏼

[userastarion]

reached out to the friend who ditched me for her new fucking boyfriend again bc i’m a grown adult who is trying desperately not to be as petty as i feel and just wait for her to come to me but… she told me she was gonna make plans for us over a month ago and then she never followed through. and she never goddamn reaches out to me. so i’m last-ditch-efforting this shit bc i’m tired of waiting around and wondering if she thinks or cares about me anymore.

#idk if i posted about it here. tbh i can’t remember #but basically her life is going great and with this great life she apparently doesn’t want to talk to me #whether to hang out or even so much as update me #it may be a trauma response from being ghosted by people i really cared about #but i genuinely. just. DO NOT have it in me to wait for people anymore. #there are so few people in my life i don’t fear abandoning me #she used to be one of them #now i feel like i’ve already been left behind 🥲 #anyway i don’t miss my shitty ex but i do miss my old best friend #and i need to connect to more people bc i really do need them #b:personal #text post

[vaugarde]

Was about to go “Hm I should make proper family headcanons for my PMD canon partners” But remembered that two of them have established history in canon already and the third is my Shinx partner who I default to “They were part of the Luxio Tribe” for. So really Chip is the only one I can just make up a family for djfjfjfng

#tbh tho explorers partner just always gave me the vibe that they are not in contact with their parents #idk why theres not exactly w ton of evidence towards that but its what ive stuck to #even when vulpix was my assigned canon partner i still put her on bad terms with her family and still gave her conflicting feelings at home #anyways. chip just lives back home with his mom and brothers #his dad is off being a famous explorer and not acknowledging that he has kids anymore. sorry chip #… why is it that despite being the youngest child that i keep giving eldest child syndrome to my characters #echoed voice #pmd posting #i dont know if ill properly design elliotts parents but obviously they were a samurott and a swoobat #dont have anything in mind for them except for maybe a postgame idea where xey meet one of them finally? #and theyve maybe improved as a person and now that their kid is an adult they want to have some kind of relationship #and elliott. gives them a chance because xey dont want to hold grudges or anything but xey don’t acknowledge them as a parent #at best they just become a shopkeeper at paradise. emolga and virizion are the ones who hold the grudge #maybe eris too but hes also just tired at that point and acknowledges that its an attempt to be better #so hes definitely more civil #psmd partner. could have had bio parents that abandoned them ig bc reincarnation but i always imagined they just spawned into existence #like already hatched and curled in the scarves #and she has carracosta so idc much abt bio parents. the important bit is that he is pops #maybe if i decide to go with a totally different team for explorers ill do something different but idk djfjfjf #im half tempted to use the new starter rom i downloaded and use sprigatito and popplio tbh djdjfjfjfjf #but i also like playing it physically on my 3ds #and idk how to put romhacks on a physicsl cartridge #physical

[katvazamo]

the try guys don’t deserve this ….:…………….

#the try guys #snl #???? what the duck was that #i wanted to make this post as an outlet to vent #they have already tirelessly said time n time again that this experience drained them #they’re entire brand was destroyed because of ned #they said that they hate the attention #zach literally said he wants to part in this anymore #??????? #they handled the situation completely fine #i don’t think they overreacted at all #not to mention allegations that ned has a bud at *** #we don’t know if that’s true but ……. big yikes …. huge #just leave the boys alone n let them make the stuff they want to make in peace n move pass this #not to mention that they got dragged into this mess because of some people’s selfish actions and then approached this matter appropriately #and what they get for it ? mockery ? #i just don’t get it *** can choke no one watches that shit anymore it hasn’t been funny in like 10 years guys pack it up #like i always say this if you want to make incendiary content at least make it funny #that skit wasn’t even funny #it was embarrassing tbh #especially the person that played eygene #it was so cringe #just wanted a place to clear my thoughts #*

[nuoc7mia]

i finished the new chapter like it was my first meal in days.

#moon talks #it went in a totally different direction but i’m glad she deviated from my expectations bc i did not want him to explode #and tbh shima isn’t the type of person to have a massive outburst anyway? i was prob just projecting on him 💀 i think it’s sweet how #perceptive mitsumi can be even if she isn’t culturally super savvy / like i was abt yo cry a bit when she said those kind words to shima #i will say tho this cleaned itself up a lot neater than i expected? i don’t feel like this is entirely over until shima is able to address #his feelings avt the roles he plays in ppl’s lives (and while mitsumi helps him realize that there is a reality where he doesn’t have to fit #a role i think it ultimately has to be him that changes smthing / also i feel like egashira wojld help him acknowledge it? since they always #felt like opposite sides of the same coin to me + their prev dynamic) #shima’s just like me tho fr #i do not have the words rn bc my midterm is tmrw but i love how he is characterized bc he’s allowed to be complicated and contradictory #edit: waitt i just read a theory abt him being jealous and i lowkey kind of agree! just for different reasons :3 i think this scene would #solidify a desire on shima’s end to hold onto mitsumi as the first person who liked him without pretences and bc his act doesn’t work anymor #the insecurities sprout faster + combine that w her other growing friendship w the vice pres and you could *potentially* get smthing uglier #not saying that i’m wishing for him to be vindictive or want jealousy in regards to romance i just think thaf it’s a v normal response esp #for someone like shima who grounds a lot of his self worth in how he can appease others #and smthing this manga does RLY well is establish the fact that bad/negative behaviors and emotions do not go away easily—that it takes time #adn effort to be able to change for the better #ppl here on tumblr are so big brained sometimes LOL i didn’t rlly think abt jealousy arc until i saw the post / just that there needs to be #a bigger catalyst for things yo change bc this isn’t rlly new w mitsumi

[hoeterra]

I know this is controversial but

#I didn’t hate an algorithm because with one I actually got interactions with my followers and made friends #here it kinda just feels like a diary #I don’t think/want tumblr to become an algorithm laden capitalism wasteland of ads #but on twitter I interacted with my followers and made local friends that I actually met up with and hooked up with lol #without even needing to ask for it #and with a tenth the number of followers I have here #here even asking for it gets nothing cause it just gets buried in reblogs immediately #I miss people interacting with me and my stupid little tweets and occasionally #the interactions went on and became a small something #without being on twitter I don’t really have a source of that anymore and I miss it #there really isn’t a social media for that is there #that’s rhetorical don’t come on here telling me to randomly message people on tumblr #that’s not how it worked for me #tbh like idk the point of tumblr lol #like don’t get me wrong I enjoy getting on here and reblogging my cute little posts #and occasionally contributing #but like I can’t figure out how to be a ‘creator’ of content here #or a ‘contributor’ to a culture or subculture here #or how to find people and get interactions and such #again reblogging stuff and occasionally making stuff is fine but without a feedback loop it gets old fast #even my least favorite capitalistic hellscape Instagram has a feedback loop that works #I’m very aware that likes are meaningless #but I have photos with hundreds of likes #I have photos liked by manufacturers of film #I have photos liked by semi relevant photographers #the number is meaningless but the feedback makes me feel like I’m contributing to the culture of photography at least a little #if I can’t use tumblr to give me a feedback loop like this and I can’t use it to make friends or meet people what use is it? #really it’s just a mobile game to pass the time and occasionally a source of less-than-trustworthy info #honestly it feels the same as tik tok for me but with extra steps #personal