#I DIDNT CHOOSE THIS LIFE OKAY

[imsociallyanxiousgetoverit]

absolutely fucking bizarre thought: Eddie develops a special interest in Cars 2 when it comes out. Complete accident and boy do the others wanna rag him for it because they all (who’ve watched it) think it’s a bad movie but they know by now that teasing Eddie’s interests doesn’t end well so they dont. They think about it so much but they dont.

#projecting? mayhaps #yes I love cars 2 and am very sensitive about it please be nice or say nothing at all #I DIDNT CHOOSE THIS LIFE OKAY #IT CHOSE ME #I tend to just avoid social spaces when I fall back onto that movie because people are assholes ): #autistic eddie munson #pro cars 2 #also yes I am aware that Eddie would be around 45 when the film comes out #he likely saw the first one on a dare with the kids with his kids or maybe some other random thing like being invited cuz he’s famous and #its a pixar/disney film meaning ya know lets invite rich people or whatever #it could happen is what im saying

[6-2-aestheticsofhate]

Having a really in depth conversation about bandits and their lore and I just remembered why I liked this god forsaken series.

#sorry i #GOD #THEYRE SO INTERESTING AND TRAGIC AND NO ONE FUCKING TALKS ABT IT #just abt how they should be exterminated #okay yeah the people left behind by corporations on a death planet with little to no resources deserve death for resorting to violence to #survive. what have bandits done that h/yperion hasnt either secretly or openly done en masse? #how can you look at a people who were literally described as in game as being either 1. former prisoners #2. former family men and scientists who were left behind as well by d/ahl who had to turn to this to survive? #t/annis stresses their humanity in one of her missions in 2 by beinging that 2nd one up #and we're shown time and time again that some bandits were forced into and raised in bandit clans #and are mistreated just the same as non bandits #biggest example being moxxi and ellie and being forced into or almost forced into being the clan wifes respectively #they didnt choose this #they were victims #they left as soon as they could #how do you know there are not other victims like them still in bandit clans? #do they not deserve comflrt? do they not deserve life? #no. not only do you think they should die you think even non bandits should be killed as long as j*ck deems them bandits #just so what. j*ck can profit off the new population he brings to p*ndora??? #GOD.

[davidtennantpussytulpa]

one minute youre having the time of your life laughing at silly early 2000s effects like the tiny nasty gollum doctor and david tennant hovering around in an energy cloud and the next youre sobbing your eyes out watching the most harrowing sequence of personal loss ever put to screen

#so much of 10s arc this season has been about the loneliness of being the last time lord #and how he will never have a normal life. his companions will always be lost or leave or grow too old and die #and he finally finds the master. and no matter what now he has someone who can stay with him forever. but he chooses to die instead #he literally says. now i have someone to care for. LITERALLY THE WORST CASE OF I CAN FIX HIM EVER MR DOCTOR 😖💔 #and then jack. literally unkillable. will live (mostly) forever. come with me…… and he says no too. #then martha. he was in denial about losing rose and used her to distract himself but now she is leaving too and he has to face it. ALONE. #and on TOP OF THAT! her saying shes leaving because she loves him. ohhhhhh. fucka you. basard. (rtd) #because he loves people too much and they love him too much and it literally destroys them….. #him as john smith. saying the doctor didnt even think falling in love was an option? LITERALLY FUCK MY WHOLE LIFE!!!! #he literally does everything he does out of such deep love for earth and humanity but he thinks he can never have it in return #AND THE WORLD KEEPS PROVING HIM RIGHT. EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKED. ITS SO OVER #UGH. OKAY. literally 16 year old angst but idgaf its literally so incredibly devastating. #dw

[oscill4te]

"Shame on those who reject their families" ok but. literally who cares what strangers are doing to make their own life bearable. go focus on your own family if family really is that important to you.

#dumb post i saw yesterday twice. that wasnt the exact wording but it was implied it was bad to reject your family :/ #its ur life man! follow ur gut. you didnt ask to be born right? (im aware im toxic abt this stuff idc tho) #txt #im right here with family rejectors lol #its not like its a super easy decision #ppl always be implying that its selfish too like... okay... no.. as an adult u can choose who u keep in ur life its not selfish #assuming u r supporting urself what do u owe them

[uten4]

The way that the Akuma no Riddle anime never explicitly talks about being gay but only works because it's gay... If Tokaku were a boy then it would be so much easier for her to be like "okay, I'm protecting Haru because I'm in love with her" and to accept that, or Haru would face her feelings more and suggest the idea that they're in love. But because they are both girls, it's not considered a given that they would be in love. Many gay people have these doubts in the back of their mind, especially when they've only recently started realizing they're gay-- "Am I really attracted to this person, or is it just [insert deflection of choice]?"

And Tokaku is forced to think, "Do I really care about her, or has she just been using psychological powers to manipulate me this whole time? Why do I feel so strongly about this girl?" And attraction or love don't appear to be a satisfying enough reason or excuse. And of course it wouldn't! They're both girls! 😱

#i considered tokaku being a boy hypothetically and not haru because #although haru being a boy would make it easier for them to realize their feelings #imo tokaku being a boy would make it SIGNIFICANTLY easier because she's already in the protective role #''i love a girl. i must protect her. as a boy would do.'' yknow? #op #akuma no riddle #also slightly unrelated but i love how haru's side of this internal conflict is portrayed #it's not just the GUILT of possibly manipulating tokaku into risking her life over and over #it's the idea that SHE WAS NEVER LOVED #that tokaku didnt do any of it because she LOVED haru. that she didnt CHOOSE to prioritize haru in this way #oh and even worse... the whole reason haru lives on. the idea that her family loved her enough to die protecting her. #and thats called into question too!! #okay i kinda told that backwards because you realize this is how she feels abt tokaku from how she talks about her mom #but you get it 👍 its really good

[birdybellicose]

OMG IM A FUCKING IDIOT

My friend-- who isn't even THAT into dndads-- had to be the one to tell me that Nick took on Morgan's last name instead of Jodie or Glenn's!!

OF COURSE he would "choose" his mom over them!! Yeah no I'm changing all my tags he's "Nicky Freeman" from now on and I need to lay down in my kitchen and stare at the ceiling for awhile about it.

#dungeons and daddies #dndads #Nicky freeman #I WAS SO FOCUSED ON LARK THIS WHOLE TIME I DIDNT-- #I WASNT!! #--HE FELL OFF MY RADAR OKAY #I was WONDERING where Freeman came from #Yeah im an idiot #you may throw your tomatoes now #he mustve been so proud taking on his moms last name and choosing the life HE wants to live instead of the universe deciding for him again

[dogboots]

blog that makes me happy vs nobody will ever take me seriously here as long as I post the way I do

#mousetalk #im aware that a lot of my biggest interests are for children. thats why this main blog looks like a seven year old designed everything #im also aware of how silly i tend to look to anybody who isnt myself. 'adult who likes things for children“ isnt really something you Want #to be known as because this makes you look stupid to folks who do not have or understand the childish stuff #which is pretty understandable. i do look silly taking cartoon dogs seriously and being converned over toy rabbits feelings and whatnot #im not so oblivous as to pretend that i dont lol #i just wish i could enjoy these things and still be taken seriously! im not angry at people for deciding they wont or deciding they dont #like me or deciding im some sort of strange freak who will never grow up. its valid when you consider the everything else about me. #just wish it didnt have to mean that any and all footholds i have in adult spaces werent null and void you know #itd be nice if the two things could coexist. #im really only rambling in the tags like this because having this childish blog as my main ends with me being blocked a Lot #which again! im not mad about! people can choose to interact with who they like and form whatever opinions they want #im just a little sad is all. i have plenty of (mature even!) interests outside of things like stickers or stuffed animals but i cant really #interact with these things here without somebody inevitably looking my way and going oh. another immature person. goodbye #or just assuming that im a child trying to wiggle my way into adult spaces by claiming i am one. according to 1 ask i recieved a while back #i dont know. this really isnt much of a complaint is it. 'people dont take my stuffed animals seriously' is about as stupid of a problem as #it gets haha #maybe someday ill suck it up and rebrand and stop talking about baby animals on my main blog #so i could finally follow a blog for something like a horror game franchise without being blocked on sight #or greeted reluctantly and with an eyeroll haha #TLDR; if this blog stops being happy funtimes it is nobodys fault but my own for being spineless about my own interests lol #i doubt anybody is reading this wall of text (hello if you are) but dont take anything i said in here personally #enjoy what you want to enjoy. dont let me or anybody else dictate that when your life on earth is so short #this is more just me with my own trivial issues that dont matter in the grand scheme of things #okay goodnight everybody thats it for the time being

[wayward-wren]

Never going to be over how ready Jo Grant is to sacrifice her life

#wren rambles #doctor who #classic doctor who #jo grant #the dæmons: is willing to sacrfice herself for the Doctor #the time monster: hits the death button when the doctor wavers and then is PERFECTLY OKAY at the idea of being dead #three doctors: once again is PERFECTLY OKAY with the idea of being dead #ugughghg #shes just. so full of love and care for others #but sometimes i think theres an argument to be made that shes not used to others caring for HER #she didnt seemed phased when the doctor CLEARLY didnt qant her around at first #she doesnt seem bothered when people sideline her #she doesnt seem to care others might worry when she rushes off into danger #i just- aufushfbs #holding her SO CAREFULLY #i think thats why her and cliff having a long life together means so much to me #because she found someone who WANTS HER #the doctor learned to but cliff choose to #i need to rewatch green death but i dont wanna say goodbye to her again 😭 #shes so dear to me #she like has an underlying belief that her life is unimportant but everyone elses life is so valuble #and maybe thats why i relate to her so mucb #much*

[narutomaki]

re: that last reblog

I'm still. like I have... nothing yknow? which isn't like. unfamiliar to other mixed indigenous kids from parents born in the '60s but it's also like. I don't even have anything concrete from my white parentage. I have vague clues and ideas but. I'm 3rd generation here from that side of my family at least irt my grandfather, who's parents fled ??? during a war with him. and I know nothing abt my matertnal grandmother's family other than most of her close relatives are abusers/sex offenders/sided with the prev 2 options and I never got more info than that.

and if I don't know anything abt my dad and how he grew up. the most I know is he's Indigenous he was born in/around the 60s and if she is his bio mother my paternal grandmother was institutionalized. that's it! that's all I get! and it was second hand and gruff clipped answers on a car ride when i tried to confirm.

#i ask him and he says yeah my (direct blood relatives) are but the (surname)s have been English and Scottish as far back as i can tell! #and im like. okay. ok. cool. thanks. thats not what i asked? and then he ghosts me for months or years at a time. lol. lmao. #uuggghhhh #to do the work of connecting i have to actually branch out and speak to community and elders. i know this. #comma. however. i worked as a cashier for almost 2 years and didnt make a single friend there. so. like. thats how bad my SAD/GAD is. #screaming into a sink full of water. #i am capable of being so normal about this. #i dont blame him. i cant blame him #its not like its his FAULT its just. its his right how he chooses to self identify. it is. it is. but. #he. i mean its not like he was really in my life as a child. (thanks mum). so i also. hes not obligated to answer me past what hes already #told me. and its just. okay youre blood related to indigenous people. tell me more. please. (radio silence for a year.) #goofy floating in a fountain dot gif

[tianhai03]

speaking of trans devil may cry the original concept of V was gonna be a girl so it wouldve just been vergil “turning” into a girl since thats apart of his humanity and how his feelings are and his demon is his power so wouldnt have it been just transfem vergil?

I have actually thought about this awhile ago!!! I'm struggling to put my thoughts into words, but y'know how V is Vergil throwing out everything he didn't want and thought was useless? I'd like to think that Vergil always struggled with how he saw himself; he thought he didn't want to be feminine anymore, so he removed that from himself when he separated into V and Urizen. But of course, in the end, he accepted himself for who he is :)

I think there's a lot of different ways to see it, and this is just my personal interpretation of it.

#this is why my headcanon for vergil isnt a transmasc guy like dante is and instead hes nonbinary #bc yknow. its okay if you dont feel like one or the other! you can be both at the same time or neither of them! #its all up to you to choose and thats what vergil did #he finally got to choose who he wants to be for the first time in his life :) #ask #allyanswers #anonymous #hope my thoughts made sense this took me over 10 minutes to write bc i didnt know how to word it lol

[revelmaven]

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#im fucking tired of having to be a perfect example all the time #having to be perfectly behaved and pleasant and kind and reasonable #while everyone else is permitted to do anythign they want to me #im so angry #i am SO angry that im not allowed to show that i'm autistic and i'm not allowed to need accomodations and i dont get to be taken seriously #but entitled rude people can come to my place of work and scream in my face and tell me im worthless and get away with it #ESPECIALLY when they claim to be neurodivergent and so that should excuse it #nothing excuses you being an asshole. you CHOOSE how you act. your conduct is YOUR responsibility not something you can palm off #and accept no responsibility for #sorry man ive been autistic my whole life and it's never caused me to tell someone to fuck themselves bc i didnt want to use manners #ive been autistic my whole life and never demanded to be allowed to do whatever i want with no restrictions because im special #like fun fact its almost like being neurodivergent isnt a catch-all free card to be an abusive asshole #crazy that #im genuinely so angry about this i hate it #i hate that im the only one who has to behave #that i DO that i CAN control myself even to the point where i dont even Raise My Fucking Voice at these assholes #and somehow it's still my fault when they don't want to be told what to do #i can't take people's entitled aggressive dangerous fucking attidues anymore im going to fucking snap #and i swear to god i seem to be the only person in the immediate situation who thinks it's remotely serious #i am NOT okay #im fucking terrified for my safety and im furious and im going to fucking snap #i can't take it anymore #i can't take these customers lying through their fucking teeth and humiliating me for fun #this is fucking insane how is anyone supposed to live with this? #anyway if u know me irl etc etc #trauma files #vent #ignore

[dykedragons]

guess who got verbally assaulted on the bus today bc i wore my lesbian pin wahoo

#me. #im fine he got off at the next stop. but that was one of the scariest moments of my life <3 #like YELLING and swearing from ACROSS the bus and btw nobody said anything <3 cool! #i sat with this highschooler after they asked if i was okay. that was really nice. they gave me a pride pin #i hope they know that ill remember them forever #ramblies #but yeah one of the scariest minutes of my life. i was afraid hed assault me. cool. now im afraid ill run into him again on my way back #from school. next time ill just make sure to bus with my classmate i guess... i dont know #yknow part of me feels like the fates aligned for this person to be able to be with me on the bus. they said they didnt usually go to this #part of the city and that they missed their bus earlier. weird how that stuff lines up huh #even in my unluckiest moment in a while there was still a shining beacon of love to carry me through it afterward #i choose to make that moment about them and the solidarity that we had together.

[hecksupremechips]

Persona 3 reload should not entice me with those damn shiny bells and whistles!!!

#persona #the klock keeps ticking #yall already know lol #like first off its fucking 70 bucks??? what the hell????? #so unfortunately its gonna be a minute before i can possibly play it unless idk i have more money on my ps4 than i remember #but also yeah just that one big thing the shinjiro thing just has me so aaghh #like ive already said my deal with all that many times so you know how it is im very torn up about choices to keep the original story #and not have the coma route just cuz like i think it fucking sucks and its pretty like triggering honestly #but godddd why does the game have to be so pretty and cool looking aaaghhh #and shinji is there too and he will be all shiny and pretty as well so its like grrrr #im just saurrr conflicted idk man okay i wish my brain was normal and i could stop being such a goddamn asshole like hnnghh #girl why did i have to get so attached and relate so hard to the tragic suicidal character whose purpose is just to die lol #its a horrible comfort character to choose when youre also suicidal and going through a life crisis #its like oh boy you know what would make me feel really happy amidst all this depression? #playing the really good looking game from my favorite series with my favorite characters! #ahaha oh god whats going on with shinjiro why is there a gun ahaha 🌝 #you think id learn my lesson after p4 but alas i didnt #and im aware the game is a tragedy about life and death and its ✨dark✨ or whatever #so expecting a character like shinji to miraculously get a happy ending is all ooooh against the point or whatever #but i think thats just stupid and idk suicidal characters should be written better 👍 #and either way whats important here is that it bothers me and thats whats conflicting #cuz i so desperately wanna play and enjoy this game cuz i really did have a great time with portable #but im just not sure if i can fucking deal with this aspect i just really really hate it so bad #maybe i should just play the game and stop on 10/3 lol #or maybe ill just bang my head against the wall until it splatters everywhere and i can finally stop being so annoying about stupid shit #and ruining a stupid video game for everyone because i have to be soooo ✨triggered✨ by everything like a damn sjw fuckwad #also if anyone actually reads this lemme know if you have the same problem with shinjis death as me or if im just being weird #cuz i genuinely dont know anymore 🤔

[ohabeeeeeee]

...

#okay just learned the last body i had before i got here has been natually mummified in a suit of armor??? and people are just letting it sit #there???? just sitting on a mountain??? #waht??? #is my last body a giant good luck charm??? #looks sick as hell though so i cant complain #also i have a limiter without it or something????? #and thats why i cant do anything on earth??? #because before the death that sent me here i was an awful person???? #and they didnt want me to wreak havoc on earth???? #kinda conflicted but like if your kid gets to 1.5k year old and theyre still a brat well yeah fair #but still! #no warning?? #i got isekai'd without my permission?? #i mean i still love dad and dad and mom and im a better person than i was in life one but still #it was so confusing and scary! #being on earth is horrifying! #its hard #like yeah choose the planet that belongs to the guy you hate im sure it will go great #okay then again it would be an even worse idea to put a confused god with no memories in the body of a teen with emotional issues on a plan #t WITH magic #i would also get back before learning my leson or something #and to be fair this is a very fair punishment #.5% of my true power nerf still sucks though #ignore my rambling #not a vent

[hauntedrain]

For Years! | Max Verstappen x Reader |

Social media AU Summary: Max and reader get criticism over the status of their relationship.

✮▹ A/N: So sorry for not posting for so long. Life has been BUSY. but hopefully i can post more and write more! Love you guys <3

✰▹Warnings/Notices: Not edited. nothing really. reader mentioned to write music

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@Y/N: Lovely time lately.

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user1: LMFAO MAX.

user2: Y/N you'll always been iconic

user3: sometimes I forget Max Verstappen is dating THE Y/N L/N.

↪ user4: SO TRUE. It completely passes my mind that they've been together before he even got to F1.

↪ user5: THEY'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 9 YEARS?

↪ user6: YEA ITS WILD.

↪ user7: wait but they haven't gotten married or anything?

↪ user8: Yea no. They also avoid the questions around it. Kind of weird to me.

↪ user9: But hasn't Y/N written songs about marriage and getting married? Why haven't they?

↪ user10: Maybe they just don't want to. Or max doesn't.

MaxVerstappen: Why did you choose that photo of me.

↪ Y/N: You want me to post the photo from yesterday?

↪ MaxVerstappen: NO.

↪ user11: LMFAO. PARENTS.

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@MaxVerstappen: Great race and great win! Getting ready for next week. And thank you to @Y/N for making me but those glasses, best purchase.

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Y/N: I told you they were a good investment

↪ MaxVerstappen: I don't know if you would call it an investment.

↪ Y/N: I'll post that picture.

↪MaxVerstappen: It was a great investment! better than a house!

↪ user12: better than a ring?

↪ user13: STOP. but no fr, wheres the ring Max?

user14: Okay nice win but when yall getting married?

user15: everyone needs to mind their business, maybe they're just not ready to get married and that okay.

↪ user16: But its been 9 YEARS. NINE YEARS. Its a red flag.

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@F1GOSSIP: Max Verstappen and Y/N L/N have been criticized over the status of their relationship. The couple has been together for over 9 years however many fans have realized that there's been no movement in the relationship, family and marriage vise. Thought?

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user17: I mean its their life but 9 years?

user18: Idk guys don't hate me but sometimes max doesn't seem interested in Y/N. Like all of the Monaco GP? seem happy around her.

↪ user19: Bro look at the pictures in the post. Does he seem unhappy in them? No he seems very happy.

↪ user20: Okay but lets be honest. Both only seem that happy in front of a camera.

User21: I mean for some of their relationship they were fairly young. Maybe they just wanna enjoy it little by little.

↪ user22: I think in 9 years you can enjoy a lot.

user23: I wouldn't marry her either. Max knows what's best which is why he hasn't done it.

Y/N has posted to their story!

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@MaxVerstappen: happy 3 year anniversary @Y/N. love you much and cant wait for years to come. Also, people said I hated her? How could I?

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Y/N: Guys my husband is kinda cool.

↪ MaxVerstappen: Kinda?

↪ Y/N: yea cuz im cooler than you.

↪ MaxVerstappen: Okay love.

user24: WTF 3 YEARS?

user25: max said hold my 3x WDC titles while I make everyone shut up about my relationship.

↪ Y/N: He just wins everything doesn't he?

↪ CharlesLeclerc: Yea its kinda annoying. you should distract him Y/N

↪ MaxVerstappen: Dont tell my wife to distract me, I'll lose.

↪ CharlesLeclerc: thats the point.

↪ LandoNorris: I just wanna win.

↪ user26: LMFAO WHAT IS HAPPENING

↪ Y/N: Im collecting them all

User27: And people said max didnt wanna marry her.

user28: Bro just keeps winning doesnt he. Y/N GIVE ME A CHANCE.

user29: if you look closely you can see me getting run over by an F1 car.

⭒❃.✮:▹A/N: I hope you guys like it! I need to post more but ive gotten so busy and haven't had the time. But I'll try to post more often. Love you guys! hope you enjoyed.

#f1 #f1 fandom #f1 fanfic #f1 imagine #formula 1 #formula one fanfiction #charles leclerc #f1 x reader #max verstappen x reader #max verstappen #max verstappen f1 #max verstappen imagine #max verstappen fanfic #max verstappen x you #formula one x you #formula one #formula one x reader #one shot #my fic #fic rec #charles and max #lando norris #oneshot

[lunarr-stuff]

allies or enemies by crane wives is a song i wish i was sent...but never will be

#an apology can go a long way people #if uve ever done someone wrong. please apologize to that person #even if that person does not choose to forgive u #lulu rambles #if anyone who sees this whise hurt someone #this is your sign to say that sorry adn make things right XDD #life is hard and u can make mistakes #but if u care about the person please at least leave them with the feeling that u didnt mean it #that u didnt intentionally hurt them #if u love each other things will end up okay #and if it was never meant to be #then please accept that okay? #i for one will always try to make things right as long as im the person who hurt the other person #my conscince is clear #heheh #im projecting #but #if this helps someone do whats needed #im happy