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#Highway Superstar
strangerhythms · 2 years
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caramelmochacrow · 2 months
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listening to the gekijouban ost while i write yukaqueso. it will not affect my actions whatsoever.
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wynnyfryd · 2 months
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Trailer park Steve AU part 54 (12.1)
part 1 | part 53 | ao3
cw: angst
Chapter 12
Steve drives to Chicago.
He wakes up to an empty bed and a sticky note by the kitchen phone, words scribbled over so the only legible thing left is the word sorry underlined in jagged black, and his breath sticks in his chest and he can't be here anymore. Epiphany ringing like a gong, sending ripples through his marrow, because the walls are closing in and Eddie decorated those walls — splattered himself over every inch of this place, and now he's just the newest haunt in a line of ghosts that Steve can't shake. He thought he’d gotten rid of them, but now he hears them louder than ever. In the hiss of the faucet, in the buzz of the fridge; they’re moaning in his bad ear and rattling his bones, and he can't be here alone with them he can't be here he can't—
So he drives.
Gets in his car with nothing but a spare jacket and a crumpled pack of cigs. If ever there was a time to pick the habit up in earnest. Eddie’s van is gone, and Steve’s heart is bruised; it's bleeding out inside him, pumping fresh hurt with every beat, so he lights a cigarette with shaking hands and heads north. Takes the back roads to the on-ramp of I-65, drives for hours; drives for years, speeding down empty stretches of highway with nothing but roadkill for company.
At some point he rolls the windows down until the icy wind makes his cheeks burn, but he can't really feel them. Can't feel his face, or his fingers, or his heart.
All the world is snow and asphalt, and Steve Harrington is alone.
He tries to drown it out with music. The radio mocks him with swooning quartets love songs — 'put your head on my shoulder' and 'life could be a dream' — and all the tapes he can reach belong to Eddie, so he pulls over on the narrow shoulder of an overpass bridge and screams and screams and screams while he chucks the cassettes over the edge.
Fuck Eddie.
Fuck him.
"FUCK YOU!!" he shouts to the foggy nothingness.
The words dig in sharp; pocket knife twisting in the space below his kidneys.
The fog doesn't respond.
Back in the car, his thoughts turn to his mom. Because he's driving to her, he knows — knew it in his splintering bones and haunted blood the moment he left town. He's driving back to his first ghost, as if confronting the original will somehow exorcise the rest.
Miles pass in silence, and Steve paints over the canvas of what-ifs again and again, oily streaks in the underpainting as he tries to set the scenes just right: quiet, tearful confrontations in his aunt's formal living room, graceless screaming matches out on the front lawn. In one version he never makes it past the guard at the front gate, and in another he just eggs the stupid lion statues leading up to the house while his mom silently weeps from the top of the stairs.
He doesn't know if his mom would laugh at that.
He doesn't know her much at all.
And that fucking hurts; that sits like acid in his lungs, because his mom was his first friend. When he was little — before the housekeepers and nannies, before his mom started tailing his dad on business trips like a trained dog on a leash — they spent so much time together. Trips to the playground, to the library, to the pool. He'd perch himself on her vanity when she got ready in the mornings, use her hairbrush as a microphone to sing along to 50s doo-wop, and she'd giggle and call him her little superstar, so he'd come up with stupid dance moves just to make her smile more.
He misses that. The script, the routine. How he'd spin around in his socks on the slippery bathroom tile and look up at her with her big hair full of rollers and her big eyes full of stars, and he'd say, "Hey! How come your eyes are all twinkly?"
And she'd grin and pinch his cheek and give the same answer every time: "Because you're the light of my life."
"I wish I knew what you'd say now," he whispers to the empty car.
For a moment he envisions that she's sitting there with him, that she's filling the blank space where the boy who broke his heart should be, but he can't remember her cadence well enough to mimic it; can't put words in her mouth when he no longer knows her lines, and with something a bit like horror and a lot like despair it occurs to him that he can't remember what she looks like. There's an apparition in his blind spot, but it's formless and unstable. The shade of its hair keeps changing; the texture, the length.
When he tries to make it speak, it shrugs and dissipates.
part 55
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neomel · 2 months
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Alrighty fellow insane sonic fans i have something very cool for you today: a WORLDBUILDING theory!! this is something that's been kicking around in my head for so long that i forget it isn't something I've shared with many others yet lol
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[ This post primarily covers stuff from Sonic Adventure, Sonic Adventure 2 and Sonic Advance, and ignores Sonic Chronicles and Sonic Pocket Adventure as they have been struck from canon (see: Encyclo-speed-ia) ]
[ It should also be noted that this theory is built on the idea that "the world" as depicted in Sonic Forces is not accurately depicting the entire globe, but rather depicting Eggman's takeover of just the island archipelago where the animal cast lives (South Island, West Side Island, Mirage Island, Northstar Islands, Angel Island) as to explain its geography and lack of human characters ]
Right! So, a big theme in the environmental design of the original Sonic Adventure was having the Sonic cast sort of "cross over" into the human world more - the wording on this was initially nebulous, but with updated translations and clearer official word recently, we now know that it means that the "human world" is moreso like a mainland populated by humans that exists separately from the animal-inhabited island archipelago of Sonic 1, 2, CD, 3&K and Superstars (see: Sonic Origins). My immediate first point of comparison - of all things - is something like the first Madagascar movie, where the lemurs are able to be a fully functioning society in a region completely isolated from humans.
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Except it's not quite like that movie, is it? We see in Sonic Adventure (and further in Unleashed, 06) that animal characters like Sonic and c.o are able to exist just fine within the human world, to where Amy has flat-out moved into Station Square. Big and Tails, too, have settled down by the Mystic Ruins close to where Angel Island (sometimes) crashes down by, Rouge owns a club in Sonic Battle - you get the gist. Animal characters, the majority population of the islands as we see in Forces and the IDW series, are able to migrate into the "mainland" human societies, but it appears to still be a rarity, likely not even something everyone has the opportunity to do (Big might've been born on Angel Island, Tails and/or Sonic can fly any of Sonic's friends to wherever they want to go, etc.). The most contact humans have with the animal world is through the Mystic Ruins site, or Eggman using his excessive wealth to fly in and try and effectively colonize the islands as we see in Sonic 1, 2, Superstars, CD, 4.1 and 4.2 (for note: CD, 4.1 and 4.2 take place on the same island of Mirage Island)
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Sonic Adventure 2's level select is obviously to be taken with a grain of salt as a stylized take on a world map, but it seems to infer the same thing that Origins' main menu and Angel Island's close proximity to the Mystic Ruins both corroborate - the island archipelago inhabited by the animal characters seems to be quite close to the mainland "United Nations" landmass, most evidently close to Rouge's Route 280 level. And given how often Eggman lays his sights on the islands as a primary target for his schemes (Heroes may well also be taking place on the islands, as Seaside Hill is confirmed to be near/on South Island), it would make sense from the United Nations' POV to try and make access to the islands more accessible. For example, to enable easier import and export of goods, help citizens evacuate from possible disaster (eg. how the Metal Virus in IDW described how it was impossible to evacuate to anywhere else but Angel Island), and so on - a way to connect the two societies more smoothly only makes sense.
With ALL that context and preamble out of the way, this is my theory, and where Sonic Advance finally comes into the picture:
Radical Highway in Sonic Adventure 2, and later Neo Green Hill Zone from Sonic Advance, were together depicting a brief attempt to connect South Island to the United Nations mainland.
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You may think this is a bit of a nutty conclusion to draw given how little of a story Sonic Advance actually has, but I think there's a lot we can glean from just the environmental design of Neo Green Hill Zone alone. Compared to the original Green Hill Zone, and most of the levels in the Classic Sonic games that aren't just flat-out urban cities/facilities seemingly built under Eggman's control (Star Light, Spring Yard, Chemical Plant), Neo Green Hill Zone's touches of human infrastructure are far more...friendly, for a lack of a better word. There's parasols and wooden scaffolding, a grind rail or two along paved sidewalks, yet the natural beauty of the area is left entirely in tact. Nothing about it appears like Eggman's work, yet it is quite evidently structured for human interests, for tourism and walking/biking rather than all the funky ways in which Sonic's animal cast are comfortable moving around. Then there's of course the name: NEO Green Hill Zone, as if it's reinvigorating the idea for a fresh new facelift, re-marketing it!
But how does all that connect to Radical Highway?
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Radical Highway (and Mission Street by extension) have a quirk unique to them when compared to almost all other urban city levels in the series - as you can see in the image above, they're themed around still being under construction. Compared to a level like Lethal Highway from Shadow the Hedgehog (or the aforementioned Route 280 from SA2) the holes and gaps in Radical Highway are presented as being specifically because the winding roads are still under construction. You can see this on the level map above too - Route 280 and Route 101 appear to be part of a long, linear, already-finished stretch of road, wheras the area of Radical Highway and Mission Street is filled with gaps, inlets and breaks in the road. Route 101/Route 280 already appear to fill the function of letting people cross between the two city areas depicted on Adventure 2's world map...so then, what exactly is the construction and general wobblyness of Radical Highway for?
Well, let's look at Sonic Advance again: Specifically, the end of the Neo Green Hill Zone stage, and the way the game progresses immediately thereafter:
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The natural beach environment of Neo Green Hill Zone Act 2 suddenly bows out before the Eggman boss fight to give way to something quite interesting: A red bridge extending out from the island's coast. The bridge's architecture doesn't quite match that of Radical Highway, most notably using tall suspension wires hooked up to some off-screen upper portion of the construction, but I think the idea alone is fascinating enough: This is drastically more modern architecture compared to the rickety wooden bridges otherwise seen in Green Hill Zone. We're still a bit unsure of if Advance 1 takes place before or after Sonic Adventure 2, but if it's before - it may also be possible that the work on this bridge began on the South Island end of things *before* the mainland Radical Highway-end were finished with their work, with the idea of joining the two bridges somewhere in the middle.
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Let's again also consider where this bridge takes our characters in Advance - to Secret Base Zone, a shockingly urban facility which we still don't really know the location of. Sonic and c.o need to zip-line into its entrance, with a background that only features light and buildings far off into the distance - is it possible that the Secret Base exists sort of like an oil rig in the middle of the ocean, inbetween South Island and the mainland, as some sort of production facility for the UN? Regardless, it serves as a pit-stop in the Advance campaign - after it, we can pretty cleanly chart a roadmap for where the cast travels. Casino Paradise's ocean background seemingly depicts it as being part of the coastline (bottom left of the SA2 map), Ice Mountain is pretty clearly meant to be another area of Ice Cap Zone given how it leads to the Angel Island Zone - which is, in reality, a dilapidated Sky Sanctuary. Effectively, the campaign seems to go from South Island, to the bridge connecting South Island to the mainland, to a coastside Vegas-like casino wonderland built by Eggman, which is near the Mystic Ruins and thus near Angel Island by extension (it may be connected to Night Carnival from Sonic Rush?). And all of it connected thanks to the works of a bridge, seemingly set up in Adventure 2 with Radical Highway being under construction, possibly with the goals to connect the two core parts of Sonic's world.
Whew! That's pretty much all the words I have, and I've now reached the max cap of images per posts. I truly don't know how many Sonic fans care about these granular details and concepts about the environment of Sonics world in games from 20+ years ago, but I hope it got some gears turning - and if there is some merit to this, it may further get you wondering as to why the path connecting the two was seemingly cut off in the end? Given the cityscapes we see in Forces and IDW, it's possible that this mutual relation between the two worlds lasted for a fair while - what could've possibly led to that bond being broken? Maybe Unleashed breaking the world apart had something to do with it...
Thanks for reading this far if you did - and feel free to add your own ideas or things I might've missed in all of this!
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misskattylashes · 7 months
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Okay, people have been asking me about Alex singing Star Treatment to Miles in Dublin night 2. So I thought I would do a breakdown of the Milex related lyrics:
I Just wanted to be one of The Strokes
Now look at the mess you made me make
Hitchhiking with a monogrammed suitcase
This is Alex lamenting on how he is wanted to form a band to play Strokes songs, but somehow he has ended up a superstar who is a bit lost
Miles away from any half-useful imaginary highway
There is a debate around this, like if he means he is far from reality, or indeed Miles is away from him now
I’m a big name in deep space
Ask your mates but golden boy’s in bad shape
I found out the hard way
That here ain’t no place for dolls like you and me
He’s famous but in a bad way because reality has made him realise it is impossible for him and Miles to be as they were (Dolls = Puppets) – proof of this is when he gestures to himself and Miles in Dublin.
Maybe I was a little too wild in the 70s
Rocket-ship grease down the cracks of my knuckles
EYCTE had a 70s vibe about it with a lot of references to Bowie etc. And indeed Alex was extremely wild!
Rocket-ship grease....ahem interpret as you wish. But let’s not forget a rocket is phallic shaped!
Love came in a bottle with a twist off cap
Let’s all have a swig and do a hot lap
This could be lube ..poppers...booze all three. Hot lap can mean something very NSFW but it is also associated with racing and alludes to how quickly everything happened during EYCTE.
But it’s alright ‘cause you love me
And you recognize that it ain’t how it should be
Alex is sure that Miles loves him and understands that their situation is shit.
Jukebox in the corner
Long hot summer
They’ve got a film up on the wall, and it’s dark enough to dance
They listened to Long Hot Summer by the Style Council during the writing of EYCTE.
Why does it need to be dark to dance? Alex has previously used dance as a metaphor for sex, so.....
Back down to earth with a lounge singer shimmer
Elevator down to my make believe residency
From the honeymoon suite
Once again, back to earth after EYCTE. Make believe residency can allude to the fact that the majority of his AM images have been him pretending to be someone else.
Honeymoon suite. Him and Miles were so happy during EYCTE it was like a honeymoon period.
So in a nutshell, Star Treatment is about the fact that real life means the little bubble him and Miles lived in during EYCTE isn’t compatible with real life. But he is sure of Miles’ love and that he appreciates it can’t be how he wants it.
Let’s not forget in the Mexico Tour video from 2019, the turtle segment has the original version of One Point Perspective with Alex singing ‘one more year I’ll call it quits’. Was that the original plan? One album then out? But for some reason things changed ...
Hope this clarifies things a bit. One day I would love to analyse the whole TBHC album.
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TAYLOR SWIFT performing “Highway Don’t Care” with Tim McGraw and Keith Urban at The ACM Presents: Tim McGraw’s Superstar Summer Night in 2013
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scarisd3ad · 3 months
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‘Scarisd3ad’s Masterlist
Decided to make a new one because I don’t know if all the links in my old one work anymore. As you can see I got rid of a bunch of old fic (mainly Steve’s because a lot of the things 13 y/o me wrote for him were god awful) because A I reread them and cringed my ass off while doing so, so decided to scrub any evidence of it off the internet or B the link doesn’t work in the og masterlist and I’ve lost the fic. I also got rid of a couple fandoms I write for because I either don’t get requests for them or I’m not interested in being associated with the fandom anymore.
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all requests are open as of February 8th, 2024.
Key fluff - ☁️ angst - 🌧️ finished fic - ☑️ ongoing fic - ✅
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stranger things
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found you 🌧️☁️ (series discontinued)
red 🌧️☁️ (series discontinued)
Jump then fall 🌧️☁️ (series) ✅
fake dating ☁️🌧️ pt2
first day jitters 🌧️
sober🌧️☁️
begin again🌧️☁️
promptober day 4 - decorating your apartment☁️
promtober day 18 - going to the pumpkin patch☁️
promptober day 29 - handing out candy to trick or treaters ☁️
promptmas day 6 - secret Santa ☁️
In a world of boys, he’s a gentle man ☁️
Robin Buckley
you like me? ☁️
horror movie marathon ☁️
Billy Hargrove
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Jonathan byers
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Lucas Sinclair
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max Mayfield
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Dustin Henderson
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scream
Billy Loomis
Trouble ☁️ (series) ✅
Stu macher
promptober day 6 - movie night ☁️
promptober day 10 - "are you scared?" 🌧️
promptober day 31 - Halloween party ☁️
Trouble ☁️ (series) ✅
Sidney Prescott
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Tatum riley
promptober day 5 - shopping for Halloween costumes☁️
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Jason dean (heathers)
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Joel miller
superstar☁️🌧️(series) ✅
highway don't care 🌧️☁️
promptober day 16 -trick or treating with him and Sarah ☁️
promptmas day 3 - baby its cold outside ☁️
promptmas day 7 - decorating the tree. ☁️
promptmas day 10 - writing Christmas letters with Sarah ☁️
promptmas day 12 - Christmas day ☁️
Too sweet 🌧️
Ellie Williams
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The black phone
Vance hopper
grabbed🌧️
the grabbed🌧️(series) ☑️
wearing his vest (blurb)☁️
matching costumes☁️🌧️
braids☁️
Promptober day 8 - “I don’t dance”☁️
Promptober day 13 - “take them all”☁️
Promptober day 30 - Halloween sleepover☁️
Bruce Yamada
Promptober Day 12 - dancing in the rain☁️
Promptober day 24 - going to the carnival ☁️
Promptmas day 9 - snowball fight☁️
robin Arellano
Robin standing up for chubby!girlfriend!reader🌧️☁️
Finney Blake
Trick or treating ☁️
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the walking dead
Daryl Dixon
to the end and back (series)🌧️☁️✅
promptober day 2 -"its cold" ☁️
promptober day 19 - "i dont do cotumes" (pre apocalypse! daryl)☁️
promptmas day 2 - first christmas after the world ends ☁️
Carl Grimes
Promptober day 7 - “do you think it’s Halloween yet?”☁️
Promptober day 22 - cuddles ☁️
Promptober day 25 - telling scary stories☁️
Promptmas day 8 - reminiscing on past Christmases☁️
Rick Grimes
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Glenn Rhee
August - betty - cardigan (mini series)🌧️☁️✅
Promptober day one - drunk after a bonfire ☁️
Promptober day 11 - stealing their sweaters ☁️
Promptober day 17 - the power going out (pre apocalypse Glenn) ☁️
Promptober day 21 - injuries 🌧️☁️
Promptober day 23 - “do you miss Halloween?” ☁️
Maggie Greene/Rhee
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Five Nights At Freddy
Promptober day 15 - Sneaking into the pizzaria🌧️
Promptober day 26 - comforting cc after mike scares him 🌧️
Micheal Afton/Schmitt
Promptober day 3 - trick or treating with cc, Elizabeth, and Mike ☁️
Promptober day 14 - Halloween party ☁️
Promptober day 27 - “I hate Halloween” 🌧️
Promptmas day 1 - baking cookies with him and Abby☁️
Promptmas day 11 - the night before Christmas ☁️
William Afton
Freddy fazbear (any variant)
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Chica(any variant)
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Foxy (any variant)
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Promptober day 28 - Sneaking out of the pizzaplex to trick or treat☁️
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Talk to me
Hayley
Promptober day 20 Having an encounter with the hand 🌧️
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letsgetrowdy43 · 1 year
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🌱 hii could i please request a friends to lovers luca or rutger x reader where the reader is a musician and The Boy finds out her new song is about him 🤭🤭
𝐇𝐞'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐆𝐮𝐲 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭
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I was too lazy to make a song so I used Lizzy McAlpine's "Pancakes for Dinner" go listen to it!!
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ynoffical might have a lil smthg in the works 🤫
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adamfantilli the song better be abt me 😏
ynofficial ah yes Adamo! bbg! you’re my muse 😫
user64 my fav artist to gatekeep 🫶🏻🫶🏻
user83 is it a happy song, or a song I need to mentally prepare for babes??
rutgermcgroarty can’t wait!!
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ynofficial “Pancakes for Dinner” out on all platforms!!!
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user38 scream crying to it rn
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Markestapa IM CONNECTING THE DOTS RN YN YOU GENIUS
owenpower_ K IM NOT THE ONLY ONE
user59 hopeless romantic type??
lhughes_06 you have Duker screaming crying this in the kitchen rn
ynofficial atleast someone appreciates my art
dylanduke25 HAND IN MARRIAGE RN 💍
rutgermcgroarty I’m so lost rn, it slays tho
ynofficial when are you not 🤨
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rutgermcgroarty i wanna get stuck in your head
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user49 this is sounding like a slight confession 🧐
ynofficial supporting the new single I see :)
rutgermcgroarty smthg like that
Dylanduke25 NO I WONT HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING, YOULL SAY IT INSTEAD
edwards.73 get into it 🕴🏻
umichhockey literary genius
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ynofficial first live preformance 🌷
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user49 I’m obsessed with you
lucafantilli I think I’m in love with you 😼
ynofficial fan behaviour
jdrusk53 I think the term SLUT is more fitting
rutgermcgroarty you did amazing superstar 💛
brendan.brisson Ms. Ln you did not just write the most beautiful song I’ve ever heard abt a hockey boy did you?
ynofficial I would never do that 😀
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rutgermcgroarty what was that song abt?
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ynofficial pancakes??
rutgermcgroarty I don’t think so
dyalnduke25 it’s abt me
lhughes_06 keep dreaming kiddo
user38 🤨
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ynofficial I’ll try to hide the way I feel, but I’ll just want to shout
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jackhughes I can’t keep up with the drama
mackie.samo ☕️
user74 the highway is looking really comfy rn
adamfantilli get this shit off my timeline 🙄
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ynofficial he’s the type of guy you write songs abt
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luca.fantilli boys we lost her 😿
ynofficial you’re just jealous
rutgermcgroarty aren’t we just cute
ynofficial the cutest 🫶🏻
user60 pancake boy??
edwards.73 OH WE GOTTA CALL HIM THAT FROM NOW ON
seamuscasey26 🥹
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rutgermcgroarty she writes songs abt me 😊
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edwards.73 I just know he is giggling a kicking his feet rn
g.brindle4 he so is
user38 better always be happy songs 😤
nolan_moyle I second that statement
rutgermcgroarty thanks guys ❤️
user39 ig he’s cute…
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newretrowave · 7 months
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It's OFFICIAL! The FPS: First Person Shooter Documentary Soundtrack is OUT NOW on digital and physical formats. https://NRWRecords.lnk.to/FPS_Soundtrack
Featuring: Wice, Waveshaper Official, Neon Nox, Highway Superstar, Turbo Knight, Earmake, LukHash & Fixions.
Artwork by Atomcyber
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gwydionmisha · 7 months
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Personal: For Profit Healthcare and Me
So remember how Peacehealth drove all the independent offices in four specialties out of business, thus forcing everyone to use their clinic, then closed those clinics to force everyone to go to their central clinic two counties to the south? And remember how both the Doctors who were running that clinic made a deal to operate out of a clinic a regional medical conglomerate was opening near the hospital? so instead of me spending all day on a sixty mile each way trek for my treatment I was using the last three months of skeleton crew treatment at old clinic which ended the last Thursday in September? Remember how they said we could all follow our doctors there?
Yeah, about that.
I've been dutifully calling ever two weeks to see if they were letting people schedule appointments yet. They sent out a letter saying they were open. I stayed up Tuesday to get in sorted. it was a whole drama because the automated maze to get to the scheduler was as much of a hassle as Peacehealth's and prone to dropping calls, forcing one to start from scratch each time. so that was frustrating and tine consuming.
Apparently they have no access to our health records, so it was a start from scratch situation. Me, mentally: Shit! This is going to be HOURS. Only it wasn't for all the wrong reasons. They take Medicare, but not Medicare Advantage. So if I want it covered I have to lose most of my benefits including having Medicaid pay my big Medicare copay. O.o. Or I can pay for expensive treatments myself as uninsured.
I was upset, but I remembered superstar medical social worker lady personally calling around town to talk dentists into taking medicare dental coverage for me thus opening up my small city so that medicare patients can now get root canals and crowns instead of learning to live without chewing.
So I still thought it was salvageable. Problem is she's gone and the woman replacing her is a busy supervisor who likes to call me two hours into my sleep cycle without warning and then gets angry at me for not being charming. Previous lady asked when was best to call and would schedule calls in advance for a time when I was able to be awake and functional. it is a lot easier for me to be charming when I wasn't just ripped out of REM sleep and am now being interrogated about something.
New lady is a supervisor and super busy with supervisor things and is made of no and is snippy. I can not make her understand that not only is a 120 mile round trip over mountain passes dealing with the traffic mess along the highway in the major metropolitan area where I once got caught in a four hour traffic jam and couldn't get off to pee, is an entire exhausting day for me and that plus a treatment would not only mean i could do anything useful that day, but the next day to. She can't grasp how much pain is involved in long car trips or how much treatments take out of me. She keeps hard selling me on this and then calling me resistant and recalcitrant like I'm the one being unreasonable for considering this basically insurmountable at my level of disability.
She did not fight the in town clinic for me. She did not try to argue them around.
Her, repeating a suggestion she has made over and over since the closing announcement: You should just get your GP to do it.
Me, explaining for at least the third time because we have this conversation every time we talk: I asked my GP last spring like you asked. They can't do it. It can't be administered by a GP. They'd need to hire a specialist and build new facilities for compounding and for special storage of medication.
Her: Well just ask you GP to give you a different treatment.
Me: There are no other treatments. I have medications to manage symptoms. These treatments are the cure. There is only one cure.
Her: You are being recalcitrant!
Me: There is literally only one cure. No new ones have been invented since last February. The cure is working. I'm getting better. i will get worse again with only symptom management.
But she kept arguing with me because I was being stubborn about facts being facts. My GP can't pull an entire brand new treatment regimen out of her ass. She would not let it go or let me go and I was exhausted because it was hours past when I would normally be asleep at this point and also what was the point of her hard selling me on demanding the imaginary alternative treatment or the 120 mile trip. I ended up giving and and saying something like, "I have to go now," which I know is rude, but we spent this entire conversation with her neither listing not understanding and basically acting like I was the asshole here.
So I'm fucked and I'm frustrated and angry. I was literally at the point where I was going to get better really quickly if I kept doing treatments, but if we stop now I'll be back to square one with it all to do again if another clinic opens.
And it's all like this because Obama and Biden didn't have the balls to stick to their universal free healthy care guns and decided to adopt the capitalist give away Republican health plan in pursuit of bipartisan buy in they did not get, which anyone paying attention told them they could not get, which Mitch McConnell vowed they'd never get as part of the project to make Obama a one term president at all costs. They burned all their political capital on a bullshit give away to insurance companies when they could have taken the same or less of a hit just giving up a developed country level health care system. No fucked up website needed for sign ups. No red tape or copays or catch 22 shit like I'm dealing with now.
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Tracklist : 1. Skee Mask - Daytime Gamer (Version) 2. PERTURBATOR - Femme Fatale (Feat. Highway Superstar) 3. Samuli A - Drag me through Kempele 4. Cabaret Voltaire - Golden Halos 5. Negativland - Attractive Target (Newcastle) 6. Pinch - Street Light 7. Kentaro Hayashi - Basilica 8. Estebahn - Global Insecurity 9. Galaxian - Fields of Meaning 10. jjjacob - Exiting Summer 11. Sonic - Accidental Junglist 12. The Fear Ratio - Death Switch 13. Grup Ses Beats - Mimar 14. Second Storey - The Cusp 15. Dj Akoza - Make A Move feat. Apoc Krysis 16. Tommy Holohan - Remaining Rogerstown 17. Hadone - Grief That Has No Voice 18. Negativland - The Pulse (London 1) 19. Hyph11e - Barnacles 20. Flume - Sirens (feat. Caroline Polachek) [Coco Bryce Remix] 21. Perila - Can We Just Be Real 22. Objekt - Dazzle Anew 23. Jan Loup - Defusing Ego Plans 24. Golce Dabanna - Nirvana 25. Hans Zimmer - Ripples in the Sand 26. Thugwidow - The Holy Ghost Zone 27. John Cage - Rozart Mix
Mixed by me: @hyprfnk Originally played 2023 - 02 - 16 @ Blunderdome : turntable.fm/blunderdome
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binchansbiceps · 1 year
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I Have Been Playing With A Superstar
Chapter 1
You huffed as your character died again ignoring the comments of how bad of a player you were from your team in the bottom left corner, Instead looking through the store and buying new items to upgrade your weapons. One comment did manage to catch your eye though, a guy you had been paying with for over a year now had tried telling the others to leave you alone as you were a much lower level than everyone else. ALYFT was his user. 
You for the most part just called him A.. You had met in a game of TFT, and the two of you had ended up being the final two before he won. You ended up playing a few more rounds together before he sent you a friend request. And started to invite you to play more with him in all modes. It was after a few weeks that you sent a message saying hi that you finally started talking, then another few weeks before the two of you started messaging on discord and playing other games. You each got the other into new games and more than just on pc, after you mentioned you were playing mario kart with your family he wanted to exchange friend codes and ended up playing games there. Over a year of friendship and you still had yet to voice chat or even send photos of yourselves to the other, not that you hadn't asked but A had said he was a private person and maybe one day after you'll have known each other for longer and were both comfortable he would. One thing you two had in common was that both of your friends knew that you were friends and both groups agreed that you had no idea who could be on the other end of the screen, and that you could be crazy killers and or stalkers. Which you both laughed at and questioned if you had the same friends.
You told him it was fine and you weren't really listening to the useless comments. After some more deaths on your part your team finally won. A, sent you the friendly team bonus and you sent him the mvp one. You got up and went to grab a snack and some water and when you came back A had sent you a message on discord asking if you wanted to play something else. you knew he was upset because the other people we were playing with were treating you but that's what you get for playing on his level which is well above yours. You sent him back a reply asking him what game, while at the same time one of your friends just asked you if you wanted to go out. You were about to say not right now but A came back with an apology saying he just got called into work and had to go. Telling him to have fun you said yes to your friend and went to get ready to go out. 
Closing the car door and giving a quick hi to Mini you buckle your seat belt. After giving you a hi back Mini turns the music up blaring Cheese by stray kids and you both start to sing and car dance to the song. Driving down the highway blaring kpop mostly stray kids as you head into the city. Mini turned down the music “so NCT just released a new album” she said 
“And now we have to go to the store so you can buy all the versions of it?” you laugh. Instead of responding she just turns the music back up and you both go back to jamming out. 
After going to the k-pop store and Mini Getting the new albums she wanted and you grabbed a stray kids album you were missing, the two of you went to the big city mall for food and window shopping. It was when you were in EB Games looking at the new Mario party that Mini brought up her thoughts on A “so any idea on when you're gonna like facetime the guy?”
 “not yet no” you replied 
“ you really should know more about this guy especially when you are getting as close as you are to a rando on the internet” she said a little annoyed 
“i get it i do but you know i have my gut feelings and my gut tells me he’s trustworthy and good for his word”
 “you and your gut feeling and empathic tendency thoughts are not always going to be right you know! One day it’s going to be wrong and I don't want you to get hurt when it does” Mini stated her concern. 
You know how she was hesitant to believe in your gift. You had a hard time explaining them to yourself let alone to others but it’s something you trusted and so far it has yet to let you down. You just nod knowing now is not the time to try to argue your point of view. Continuing the day you guys had fun and walked around, by the time it was late and back home you let A know you were back if he wanted to talk before you went to bed. It was about an hour later that you got a message back from him, “hey Y/U/N im still at work but some news just dropped on us here we have to travel around for some business, and i think i'm coming to Y/C/N for a few days, and i was wondering if maybe we could meet up in person while i'm there?” he had sent. You reread the message about 10 times before replying back “omg thats sooo cool i can’t wait, i am sooo excited to meet you, i can’t believe your business trip is coming out here that’s sooo cool!”. Sending back and forth more texts of excitement to finally be meeting your best online friend in person in a few months, and wanting to see if you could make some kind of a plan for where and when to meet up and what you will do, A had to go back to work and you had to get some sleep for your shift tomorrow especially now that you had to book off a few days to meet up A. with a bright smile on your face and a good feeling in your gut that this was only going to lead to good things in your future, you hit play on your sleep playlist and closed you eye’s for sleep.
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https://www.codesports.com.au/football/matildas/matildas-star-caitlin-foord-and-newcastle-knights-recruit-jackson-hastings-share-enduring-bond-after-brady-bunch-meeting/news-story/154e1fc632552b2289813e227db527fc
Could you please send this
Matildas star Caitlin Foord and Newcastle Knights recruit Jackson Hastings share enduring bond after “Brady Bunch” meeting
Jackson Hastings isn’t afraid to admit it. Caitlin Foord, a central member of the Matildas’ golden generation, is not to be messed with.
“We used to always go play beach footy one-on-one and Caitlin was always faster than me,” Hastings recalls. “More talented, too. She was as tough as anything.”
Foord and Hastings grew up together in Warilla, a working class beachside hamlet 90 minutes south of Sydney. Both showed immense talent early: Foord with a football, Hastings with a footy. Occasionally, the two would cross over.
“When we used to play footy together I used to beat him pretty easily,” Foord says. “I remind him of that pretty frequently. You can follow that up with him but he’s lying if he says otherwise.” No arguments from Hastings.
“She used to make me cry a few times,” he responds. “I’m surprised she didn’t chuck that in there!”
Hastings and Foord have been friends for over 20 years thanks to a short-term Brady Bunch situation.
Jackson’s dad Kevin dated Caitlin’s mum Simone for a while. While Kevin and Simone ultimately went their separate ways, Jackson and Caitlin, plus Foord’s older sister Jamie, stayed close, hanging out at school and in their spare time together.
“Jamie and Caitlin were like the two older sisters I never had,” Hastings says. “The friendship is a lot deeper than going to school together, which I’m really grateful for.
“If [Caitlin] wanted to play rugby league and didn’t go down the path of playing football, and NRLW had come around sooner, no doubt in my mind she would have brained it. She’s tough, fast, skilful, athletic and mentally strong, too.”
Those traits have not been wasted. Foord has blazed a path from Warilla to Wembley.
When Foord was eight, longtime junior coach Mick Southwell invited the youngster along to a training program with other talented girls.
“Everything I’d heard about her, playing against boys, running rings around them, very athletic and mobile, was there,” Southwell recalls.
“And when she got out there with us, she just wanted to learn. That’s what stood out. Light on her feet, prepared to try things and run at players. Knock the ball past them and run.
“Rugby League would have helped develop that.” Football benefited.
A mere eight years after Southwell first saw her, Foord, just 16, skipped school for a month to play in the 2011 World Cup. She was named the best young player at the tournament.
Foord remains the only Australian player, male or female, to win a major award at a FIFA World Cup.
Hastings still marvels at Foord’s commitment to her craft in her formative years: a two-hour drive up the highway to Sydney every afternoon for elite training, followed by a drive home late at night. Bus to school. Repeat.
Foord credits the influence of Hastings, then a rising star in the rugby league ranks, for helping to hone her steely resolve.
“I think being able to work towards the same goals made us super focused,” Foord says. “And wanting to succeed meant we were determined in the same way.”
Hastings is like a proud little brother.
“I’ve seen her play for Warilla, Shellharbour, local teams,” Hastings says.
“Now she’s a superstar. “It’s incredible to see how far she’s gone in the sport.”
Foord has further to go. She has returned to Australia for this week’s Cup of Nations games against Czech Republic, Spain and Jamaica in dynamic form. A much-needed break last June has done wonders after an 18 month period which left Foord, and a number of other first-choice Matildas, on the verge of burning out.
Covid-19 wiped away most fixtures in 2020 but, after international football resumed in April the following year, the Matildas played 22 games, including the Olympics and Asian Cup.
In addition to increasing club commitments, like Foord has at Arsenal, the top players were fried and were granted leave for games last June against Spain and Portugal.
In the short-term, the move backfired. The Matildas were battered 7-1 by Spain and manager Tony Gustavsson’s future was once again called into question.
The decision, though, could prove to be a long-term masterstroke. Foord, in particular, has hit peak form for Arsenal and scored five goals in three games for the Matildas late last year.
“I think my goal scoring is a confidence thing,” Foord says. “I’m a confidence player. When I feel good, that reflects well on the field.” More importantly, the fearless and free version of Foord, first noticed as an eight-year-old in Wollongong, is back, terrorising defenders with her customary direct running.
Foord started this season outside Arsenal’s first XI, but forced her way in. And with key injuries to Gunners stars Beth Mead and Vivianne Miedema, she has stepped up with seven goals, plus involvement in countless others, in all competitions.
“I’ve always wanted to carry over to the national team what I can do at club,” Foord says. “That’s been my focus, when I come in, to be able to bring the same standard and level to each game and it will be the same this year as well.“
Hastings, now with the Newcastle Knights, will get to witness this first hand next week when the Matildas play Jamaica at his home-ground, McDonald Jones Stadium.
It will provide further confirmation of what he knew 20 years ago. “It’s awesome to see what she’s done for the women’s game,” Hastings says, before adding something more valuable about their relationship. “And she knows if I ever needed anything, I’d be there. And I know that would be vice versa.”
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Hi franky! I was wondering if you had any headcanons or anything about the WBP or any of the other one piece characters doing karaoke? <3
-slams hand down on desk- this is good for my mental health and I want to hold you. Lots under the cut! If anyone wants other chars please hit me up <3
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Ace
He acts all shy at first but get a drink in him and he won’t shut up.
He will drag you on stage and do a duet.
Has no concept of holding a note, just belts it out.
The drunker he gets the worse he gets.
Unironically loves Backstreet Boys.
Went as one of them for Halloween, don’t you know.
Also tries to do the screaming parts of alt music.
Video him taking off his shirt and swinging it around to highway to hell and humble him every time he gets sassy at you.
Marco
Likes the atmosphere of going to karaoke but doesn’t partake so much.
Is happy to sit with your things and watch you, makes eye contact the entire time with a smile on his face, being your biggest fan and supporter.
You can coax him up, depending on what sound you dangle under his nose.
Cheesy 80s songs or alt music tends to be his jam.
Would be 100% that bitch who’d lose it to Pretty fly for a white guy and make everyone stare at him, wondering where that energy came from. 
Thatch
Loves it, lives for it, and will make everyone join in.
Was probably the one with the idea to go.
Loves to sing all sorts and will belt out Elvis one second, Bonnie Tyler the next, and Lady Gaga the next. Just loves to sing, and will do all the parts himself, male and female roles. He’s a one-man show.
But he likes to get his friends on stage to do any song. 
He drinks gets excited and gets everyone pumped.
He’s just everyone's hype man including himself.
Just living his best life.
Watch him sing total eclipse of the heart and love it.
Izou
You dare bring him to your silly sing-song hall?
He’ll not be happy.
Will sulk.
However, is not above recording people making fools of themselves for future blackmail or amusement.
Though Izou is not immune to the charms of booze.
Get Izou drunk and he will be screeching the classics.
Will even do a headbang and whirl around his hair.
A drunk Izou is a great Izou.
Deuce
Every time he is dragged up on stage you can tell he is longing for the person who did that to him to get eaten by the floor [Ace]
Will mumble into the microphone.
Hates it, even drunk he will more than likely have an inward meltdown at the entire thing.
Ace can sometimes get a duet out of him.
Will throw a mic at the first heckler, however.
Will be the first person to tell you what you did wrong.
Sassy.
Vista
Sings the mic like it’s a lover.
If you are on stage with him he will accidentally smack you in the face with his dramatic arm movements.
Could sing opera.
And does.
Ever heard every song ever turned into an opera version? No? Then, boy, you are in for a treat.
Loves to be solo as well as a group.
The only one who is able to not mangle other language songs.
Is loud, hell, doesn’t even need a mic.
Jozu
He’s very shy and will prob just sit at the table and have a good time eating, snacking, and watching everyone else get on stage.
Kinda hides behind Marco [despite being so much bigger than him] when he’s asked to join anyone.
The only reason you can even hear him is the fact he has a deep voice.
Just kinda shyly stands there and sings and taps his foot.
There, he did it once, please just let him hide.
Haruta
Loud, over-the-top, drama kid.
He loves it, he has to be the loudest.
Picks all the really annoying songs that get in your head for the rest of the night.
Nags people who don’t really want to get on stage.
He hits the high notes well at least.
Will sing the really, really, fast songs.
“Come on guys! Just one more!” until he dragged off the stage.
Whitey Bay
Voice of an angel.
Looks like a superstar as she stands there with her flowing hair and flawless poses.
The proceeds to roar to death metal and scares everyone in the area, maybe not Ace or Marco but they are still surprised a woman that petite is capable of making the table shake.
Solo only - you will only cramp her style.
You might manage to get her to sing something that you can hear the lyrics of through loud screaming vocals.
Does have a nice voice.
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I’ve seen some people talking about the surprise songs for the international tour dates and while I stand by my opinion that she’s probably going to reshuffle the deck once she starts the international tour, I thought I would share the songs that she hasn’t performed yet as of July, 30, 2023.
Possible Surprise Songs Left (by album):
Debut (4):
The Outside
Stay Beautiful
Mary’s Song (Oh My My My)
A Perfectly Good Heart
Fearless (10):
Tell Me Why
The Way I Loved You
Change
Untouchable
Come In With The Rain
Superstar
We Were Happy
That’s When
Don’t You
Bye Bye Baby
Speak Now (6):
Better Than Revenge
Innocent
Superman
Electric Touch
I Can See You
Foolish One
Red (7)*:
Girl at Home
Babe
Forever Winter
Run
The Very First Night
Eyes Open
Safe & Sound
1989 (3):
I Know Places
You Are In Love
New Romantics
Reputation (7):
End Game
I Did Something Bad
So It Goes
King Of My Heart
Dancing With Our Hands Tied
Dress
New Year’s Day
Lover (7):
I Forgot That You Existed
Cornelia Street
London Boy
Soon You’ll Get Better
Afterglow
ME!
It’s Nice To Have A Friend
folklore (4):
exile
epiphany
peace
hoax
evermore (4):
happiness
long story short
closure
it’s time to go
Midnights (7):
Labyrinth
Sweet Nothing
Bigger Than The Whole Sky
Paris
Glitch
Dear Reader
You’re Losing Me
Wild Cards**:
The Alcott
Beautiful Eyes
Beautiful Ghosts
Birch
Both of Us
Carolina
Crazier
Gasoline
Highway Don’t Care
I Heart ?
The Joker and the Queen
Only The Young
Renegade
Sweeter Than Fiction
Two Is Better Than One
I’d Lie
Let’s Go (Battle)
*i did not include Ronan on this list because if she didn’t perform it when Ronan’s mom was at the show then I think there’s basically zero chance of her performing it at all on this tour
**this is not a complete list of every song taylor swift has ever written or collaborated on that isn’t on an album, only the ones that i think there is at least a small chance she might play. I’ve left all holiday themed ones and all extremely unknown songs off because I think it’s unlikely she will play a song that she doesn’t think at least a good portion of the crowd knows (this is why it made sense that she played I Don’t Wanna Live Forever). Even with all that, I don’t really see her playing most of the songs I included in this category.
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