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He finally gets free from the rounds and checks his phone.
There a a couple of missed calls from Alec, which alerts him instantly. He dials the contact and puts his phone on his ears.
“Hello?” Alec’s voice comes through the phone.
“Alec?” He replies, confused.
“Magnus, you picked up.”
He frowns.
They haven’t talked in days so it’s a little out of the blue.
“Is everything okay?” He asks.
There’s a lot of disturbance on the other side before Alec replies. “Magnus, I—“
He makes his way towards the on call room and sits on the bed.
“Alec?”
“Magnus, I know—I know you don’t,” Alec says, his voice all choked.
“Alec, what’s going on?”
“I know you don’t like me very much right now but,” the man’s voice breaks again, “But can you please stay on the call.”
He straightens up at the voice.
“Alec,” he says carefully, “Are you drunk?”
Alec chuckles but it’s ugly. “I don’t know. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have called but—but I had no one else to call. I need you to stay on the—on the phone with me.”
“Alec, where are you?”
“Magnus, we can pretend like this call never happened but—” Alec speaks, his voice breaking. “But I miss you. I miss you so much. I miss you all the damn time.”
“Alec—” he mumbles, not knowing what else to say. Not knowing what to do with the pain in the other man’s voice.
“Please. Please don’t say anything. You don’t have to reply,” Alec breathes. “I just needed to say it today.”
“What’s today?” He asks.
“I think I’m dying, Magnus.”
A small noise leaves Magnus’s voice.
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for everything. I just miss you. It’s not fair,” Alec says harshly. “This isn’t fucking fair, okay?”
“Alec—“
“Don’t call me Alec.”
“That’s your name.”
“It’s not,” Alec all but yells this time. “It is but,” his voice chokes, “you don’t call me Alec. I’m not just Alec to you. I’m Alexander.”
—-from the deepest hells AKA HIADT Vault.
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it’s your birthday?? hi hello hey hi hello. Hi. Hi. Happy happy happy birthday anh. You absolute menace, thank you for always keeping things interesting here you little demon. Have the bestest birthday babygirl, also, you’re a September baby??? Born a day before the one and only Alec Lightwood??? you are superior
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii thank you so much hehe, in fact me and alec being born so near each other is indication of him and i virgo twinsie therefore my words = his = world peace
#ask#eeshu#glad i can bring chaos to your timeline#with my monthly hiadt magnus number one hater post
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for your reading pleasure chapter 6 of hope is a dangerous thing (for a woman like me to have) is now up and running. enjoy (and sorry again for the wait, if you’ve been waiting.)
#hinny#ginny weasley#HIADT#fanfiction#harry potter fanfiction#harry potter#7th year fic#deathly hallows ginny pov#ginny weasley pov#ginny pov#deathly hallows#fanfic
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✗ madison & buffy & jackie.
#𝘉𝘈𝘋𝘋𝘌𝘚𝘛 𝘞𝘐𝘛𝘊𝘏 𝘐𝘕 𝘛𝘖𝘞𝘕 ✧ ( madison )#𝘔𝘌𝘌𝘛 𝘔𝘌 𝘐𝘕 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘎𝘙𝘈𝘝𝘌𝘠𝘈𝘙𝘋 ✧ ( buffy )#𝗦𝗠𝗘𝗟𝗟𝗦 𝗟𝗜𝗞𝗘 𝗧𝗘𝗘𝗡 𝗦𝗣𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗧 / ᵇ.ˢ. ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ *:·ﾟ✧ ( slts. verse )#𝗛𝗢𝗣𝗘 𝗜𝗦 𝗔 𝗗𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗘𝗥𝗢𝗨𝗦 𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚 / ᵇ.ˢ. ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ *:·ﾟ✧ ( hiadt. verse )#𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗚𝗢𝗢𝗗 𝗚𝗜𝗥𝗟𝗦 𝗚𝗢 𝗧𝗢 𝗛𝗘𝗟𝗟 / ᵇ.ˢ. ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ *:·ﾟ✧ ( atgggth. verse )#𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗧-𝗦𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗘𝗗 𝗕𝗢𝗫 / ᵇ.ˢ. ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ *:·ﾟ✧ ( hsb. verse )#𝗛𝗔𝗭𝗬 𝗦𝗛𝗔𝗗𝗘 𝗢𝗙 𝗪𝗜𝗡𝗧𝗘𝗥 / ᵇ.ˢ. ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ *:·ﾟ✧ ( hsow. verse )#𝗚𝗟𝗢𝗥𝗬 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗚𝗢𝗥𝗘 / ᵇ.ˢ. ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ *:·ﾟ✧ ( gag bs. verse )#𝘛𝘖𝘖 𝘊𝘜𝘛𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙 𝘠𝘖𝘜 ✧ ( jackie )#𝗬𝗢𝗨'𝗥𝗘 𝗦𝗢 𝗩𝗔𝗜𝗡 / ʲ.ᵇ. ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ *:·ﾟ✧ ( ysv. verse )#𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗘 / ʲ.ᵇ. ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ *:·ﾟ✧ ( cm. verse )#𝗗𝗢𝗟𝗟 𝗣𝗔𝗥𝗧𝗦 / ʲ.ᵇ. ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ *:·ﾟ✧ ( dp. verse )
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Stoned at the Nail Salon lowkey sounds like a song Lana would make (gives me HIADT…vibes) and my Sad Girl worlds are colliding and I love it
#new#music#lorde#ella fitzgerald#lizzy grant#lana del rey#stoned at the nail salon#hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have but i have it
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Magnus looked up, his forlorn eyes, a sad smile marring his beautiful face.
Alec bent down and cupped his cheeks.
“What’s going on, baby?”
“I’m a doctor.”
He frowned. “I know.”
“I love dressing up but I can’t dress up as much as I want to because I’m a stupid doctor and have to wear boring scrubs for 90% of my time,” Magnus said seriously.
It had been the most ridiculous thing in the world Alec had ever heard but in that very moment he’d realised how impossibly gone he was for the other man because somehow, he’d felt bad for him. That he didn’t get to dress up as much as he wanted to.
He couldn’t imagine it being anything but unconditional, desperate and stupid love.
“You can dress up at home,” he said, kissing his boyfriend’s cheeks. “And during dates. And on your ride to the hospital. There are so many opportunities, baby.”
Magnus sniffled, nodding. “Okay. What if I become a stripper though? Would you still love me?”
|| They say that lovers create a language of their own- a language that no one but them is privy to. But what happens when one of them has forgotten that language? Is the love forgotten too? ||
|| Dr. Magnus Lightwood-Bane and Alec Lightwood-Bane have been together for six years when Magnus meets with an accident and loses the past six years of his life. Amongst a few crucial things, Magnus loses the memory of how he acquired Edom Hospital, his success as an acclaimed Neurosurgeon across the country and most importantly—his husband and the love of his life, Alec Lightwood-Bane. ||
|| Magnus wakes up in 2016 with no memory of Alec Lightwood but complete memory of his ex-girlfriend, who he’s supposed to be in love with at the time.
||Yet another amnesia au filled with angst and angst and angst because there can never be too many of them.||
Chapter III of Hope Is A Dangerous Thing
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“How fucking dare you?” Magnus seethes. “Why would you do that?” He screams as he stops Alec and turns him around.
Alec’s face is devoid of any emotion. Anything other than rage that is.
It’s the one emotion that Magnus had not witnessed on the other man’s face in all the time he’s known him. Or this version of him knows him.
“Why would I do that?” Alec snaps back. “You have the audacity the ask me that?”
“What the fuck does that mean?”
“The accident and amnesia weren’t your fault but you think you can cheat on me. Parade your new girlfriend around the world. Take every single thing from me and I wouldn’t do anything?”
Magnus throws his hands up in the air. He had asked Alec time and again. And all Alec had ever replied was with a smile.
“You said you were okay with it.”
Alec scoffs indignantly. “Of course I’m not okay with it. We’re fucking married.”
“Not anymore,” Magnus points out. “Not after what you just did.”
“This marriage was over the second you woke up.”
It doesn’t seem real. The words. This person. Alec’s not known Alec for long but this doesn’t seem real.
But Magnus has a habit of judging people wrong when he’s desperate for love. He assumes his past self did the same with this man.
Magnus might be horrible judge of character but he’s pretty fucking amazing at hurting someone with words.
“I am glad I forgot you, Alexander Gideon Lightwood,” his voice is stern, and he’s stating at Alec, pointing every word at his chest. “I do not want to remember the version of myself who could ever fall in love with someone as vicious as you.”
Alec doesn’t seem fazed as he replies, “I want you to clear out my house by the end of the week.”
Magnus blinks in astonishment.
“The loft is mine.”
“You should have thought of that before putting that in the pre-nup.”
Magnus chuckles dryly, but a sob comes out. “Why are you doing this to me?”
“I’m not doing anything to you, Magnus. You did this to me,” Alec swallows. “This is what you get.”
“I want you to know that I’ll be going back home to someone I love. While, you will be alone. So, you can take all of this from me. But you can never take the rest.”
Alec chuckles.
He loves when Alec smiles. When there’s a grin on his face. Even when Alec Lightwood says the most hurtful things, he looks absolutely stunning.
Magnus hates that.
“You think a marriage with you wasn’t lonely, Magnus?”
-the day I write this HIADT scene, it’s over for you bitches
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“Shit,” Clary curses. “I’m being paged. Right when Magnus woke up?” She says dejectedly.
“He will wake up again,” Simon assures her.
“I can hear you,” Magnus grumbles.
Clary pushes herself up from the couch and steps closer to Magnus. She places a gentle kiss on his cheek before she leaves. “Bye Magnus. I’ll be back soon.”
Magnus blinks, almost in surprise when Clary leaves. He opens his mouth a few times before he speaks, offhandedly. “Who was that?”
A breathless peal of laughter leaves Alec’s mouth then. He’s not sure why it happens as something so minuscule but maybe it’s the fact that after months of pain and longing and terror, he sees Magnus act like Magnus.
Magnus’s ears perk up at the sound and he lifts his head to look at Alec.
Confusion appears on his face, and it quickly turns into a frown.
“I thought you did the whole ‘I don’t remember your name thing’ just to me,” Simon sighs despondently. He feigns hurt, a hand on his chest. “I thought I was special.”
“That’s on you, then,” both Alec and Magnus mumble at the same time.
Chapter IV of Hope Is A Dangerous Thing
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“I’d rather be dead than stay in a coma,” Aline said thoughtfully. “Coma’s bit of a downer.”
“Same here. I’m out too,” Alec chimed in, taking another bite of his apple.
“Not allowed.”
Alec raised his head to find Magnus at the door.
His hair looks a bit out of place, which is a bit weird since he’s Magnus and he always, always has perfect hair. And yet, he looked fucking gorgeous for someone who just pulled a 24-hour shift.
Alec tried not to swoon too publicly and averted his gaze, which was quite hard to do.
“What’s not allowed?”
“You dying.”
A smirk appeared on Jace’s face—actually, smirks never left Jace’s face.
“Are you talking to someone specific?”
Magnus grinned mischievously and stole the coffee from Jace’s hand, who whined in response.
“Thank you, blondie. And no, I’m talking to all of you.”
“We aren’t allowed to die?” Aline raised an eyebrow.
Chapter II of Hope Is A Dangerous Thing
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#im back yall and im never going back again#hope is a dangerous thing#magnus bane#alec lightwood#malec#hiadt#my writing
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snip from the next hiadt chapter please 🥹 i just scared for my babies 🥺
“Alec, please,” Izzy pleads. “It’s okay to be heartbroken about this.”
Alec scoffs because no one knows how much heartbroken he had been.
He had been warned of Magnus waking up with severe issues—illness that could last him for a lifetime. The type of lingering pain his husband might never be able to recover from.
This—all of this, is the best case scenario.
Because Magnus is alive and talking.
Alec would trade an entire lifetime of pain for this again.
“Iz, i was preparing myself for a world where Magnus would no longer be there,” he chokes. “You have no idea how incredibly happy I am.”
Izzy takes his hand in his and gives him a heartbreaking smile. “I know, Alec. It’s okay to be happy and sad at the same time.”
Alec sighed.
Izzy didn’t get it.
None of them did.
Alec wasn’t heartbroken or anything. He was fucking ecstatic that Magnus was talking
A simple thing like memory loss doesn’t scare him.
“Have you talked to him?” He asks, changing the subject. “He remembers you, right?”
She nods her head. Magnus had met Izzy long before Alec. He remembers her.
“He does. It’s been nice.” She admits. “I missed him.”
Alec kisses her head, because he knows how much everyone else loved and missed Magnus.
“Are you going to tell him?”
“Tell him what?”
“That you guys are married.”
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My only kinda spoiler (maybe) question is Prince ex when 😬
(and maybe tiny snippet if you’re feeling it please)
Prince Nikolai isn’t going to make an entry in the first 10 chapters for sure.
A small snippet for my fave babygirl
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“I’m sorry I don’t recognise you,” Magnus says.
“It’s okay,” Alec breathes, even though the words rips something out of him. “It’s not your fault.”
Magnus hums before he speaks again. “Were we good friends before,” he waves his hand across the room, “Before all of this.”
A choke threatens to break out but Alec manages to contain it. “Yeah. Friends.”
“Hmmm.”
“Are you okay?” He winces at his own question, knowing how he must sound.
Of course Magnus isn’t okay. Who could possibly be.
“Never been better,” Magnus swallows.
All Alec wants is to close the distance and hug his husband but he knows he can’t do that right now—or maybe ever again.
“It just seems like everyone is hiding something from me.”
Alec swallows heavily, “you just woke up after three months. They just don’t want to overwhelm you with information.”
Magnus huffs lightly, “This is my life. I deserve to know what’s going on in it.” He waves a hand then, “it’s fine. I’m sure you have better things to do than listening to me whining, Dr. Lightwood.”
“You can call me Alec,” he breathes.
Or Alexander.
“I don’t know. Something feels off about that name.”
Alec chuckles then. It’s the first in many days. Months maybe. “With my name?”
“Yeah. There has to be something better than Alec. Maybe I should come up with a pet name,” Magnus says, a small grin appearing on his face.
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WELCOME TO THE AMNESIA AU
MEET THE STAFF AT EDOM
and the chaos demons
Posting from 2nd June, 2023.
#tis gonna be a hella gay pride month#couldn’t come up with a summary so spent 3 hours doing this lol#hiadt#magnus bane#alec lightwood#malec#malec fics#see u in a few hours
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angstiest hiadt scene? which chapter is it likely to happen?
There are a lot. I don’t have a definitive answer right now. But some of the angstiest scenes are in the following chapters.
1. Chapter 5: Y’all can take a guess snsnsjsj
2. Chapter 8: Magnus does something shitty.
3. Chapter 10 has two. One in the present and one in the past.
4. Chapter 14 is purely just pain. In both present and flashback scenes.
5. Chapter 17-20 are difficult. Extremely difficult.
6. Chapter 23: Someone horrible does something horrible
7. Chapter 25 : All secrets shall be revealed.
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soft hiadt snip?
Mornings are pretty meh for him. He’s not a fan. He’s not a hater either. Morning have always been just mornings.
Until, mornings start becoming the best part of his day.
It’s difficult not to like mornings when you wake up next to the most gorgeous person in the world.
Alec’s mornings always go something like this.
He wakes up in strong arms that feel like the safest place in the world. He pushes his body closer to Magnus’s, not that it’s possible to get any closer and hums in contentment.
A yawn escapes his mouth as he turns in his husband’s arms, smiling at the peaceful expression on his face.
He raises his hand closer to Magnus’s face and traces over his eyebrows before he plants a soft kiss on his forehead. Then he brings his lips against Magnus’s and kisses him, barely a touch but the man hums in return and Alec smiles.
He extracts himself from Magnus’s arms, trying not to wake him because his husband loathes morning, and he loathes them even more when there isn’t coffee ready for him.
Alec’s not even sure how the man survived before he met him because since the past six years, Alec’s been waking the man up with coffee in his hands.
One of the earliest fights they had in the relationship was when Alec had woken him up without coffee.
Alec puts on a pair of trousers, foregoing a tshirt as it gets Magnus all hot and bothered. It’s quite easy to get his husband all hot and bothered, not that Alec’s any different. He tucks the duvet properly around Magnus as the man always, always runs cold.
He hums a song while he brews coffee for the two of them. Magnus is an actual coffee snob—one of those annoying ones who judges the coffee orders of others.
He pours the coffee in their cups and makes his way towards his room.
Magnus still lies, deep in slumber but his body had shifted closer to Alec’s side of the bed, his arms stretched in his direction.
Alec smiles softly as he puts the mugs on the table next to his side. He slides back next to his husband, laying his head on Magnus’s chest.
Mornings feel nice now.
Mornings feels like Alec’s personal slice of heaven.
And the best part of mornings is when Alec finally gets to annoy Magnus into waking up. Every morning, without fail, Alec finds one way or the other to wake up the other man.
He grins as he pokes Magnus’s cheek with his fingers, the man whining in return but Alec continues to annoy him.
“Go away,” Magnus complains.
“Morning, baby,” Alec whispers as he raises his head and pecks the man.
“No morning. Go away,” Magnus repeats.
“You want me to go away?” Alec asks.
Magnus turns to the other side and yawns. “Yes.”
Alec thinks for a second before he replies, “Okay.” He gets up from the bed, picks up the two mugs of coffee and leaves.
“I’m taking the coffee too. Bye, baby.”
He throws himself on the couch, legs stretching on the table placed in front of the couch. Alec doesn’t like to mindlessly scroll through his Instagram early in the morning but it’ll barely be a minute or two before he’s going to be interrupted by someone so he unlocks his phone and scrolls through it.
Alec’s algorithm’s been fucked for years, it’s always a mix between photos of random animals, some new invention in the medical world or men with belly chains.
The first sip of the coffee has the perfect effect on him and he feels himself waking up a little bit more. He all but inhales the cookie that he took out of the container, glad that Magnus isn’t around to see him or he’s going to get another lecture on his sweet tooth.
A loud groan erupts from the bedroom and Alec grins. It’s barely a few seconds before loud, angry yet petulant steps makes their way towards him—and yes, steps can be petulant too.
“You are so insufferable.” Alec lifts his head up to find his husband, all six feet four inches of him covered in a fluffy white blanket, and he looks like an actual angel.
A very, very pouty angel.
“You want something?”
Magnus huffs and throws himself over Alec, pulling a grunt out of him. Alec’s arms come around to hold him better as the man snuggles against his chest, both of them tangled in the sheets.
The other man groans as he realises how far he’s trapped in the sheets and Alec laughs softly, relieving Magnus from his misery as he shifts them slightly to untangle them. He brushes Magnus’s hair away from his face and kisses him, lingering there for a second.
“Hi, baby.”
“I hate mornings.”
“I love mornings,” he replies.
“What’s there to love about mornings?” Magnus groans.
Alec doesn’t hesitate before replying, “you.”
Magnus rolls his eyes fondly, “You’re so sappy in the morning, Alexander.”
He doesn’t argue.
“You’re sappy during the night time. We’re even.”
Magnus hums before he beams, “Coffee?”
“I threw yours down the drain when you refused me morning cuddles.”
Magnus straightens up at that, “Alec, my love, the light of my life. I know you’re kidding but if there’s even a percent truth to your words then I’m filing for divorce.”
Alec grins, his eyes crinkling at the corners as he replies, “Suit yourself. We have an iron clad prenup and I’m about to become thousand times richer.”
Magnus rolls his eyes, “You don’t even know half the things that are in the pre-nup. You signed them like an idiot.”
“That’s what you think.”
“Alec,” Magnus whines.
“Yes, baby?”
“Give me my coffee?”
He almost wants to drag this but it’s already seven thirty five and they both need to leave. And Alec knows Magnus is petty enough to withhold shower sex if Alec’s being too annoying so he relents.
He bends backwards to pick up the mug he hid behind the couch and passes it to the man, who automatically preens like Alec just handed him the secrets of the universe.
“You thirsty hoe. I know you were thinking of shower sex.”
Alec smiles and kisses Magnus’s jaw. “I’m always thinking of that. And you.“
“Stop being cute in the morning.”
“I’m always cute. Remember? I’m the cute one in the relationship. You’re the hot one. Know your role babe.”
Magnus shoves his lightly, “don’t call me babe.”
“What’s wrong with ‘babe’?”
“Six years, Alexander. You have known me for six years. You know deserve to be called ‘beloved’ and ‘my love’ or ‘dearest’. None of this ‘babe’ shit.”
“I’ve been calling you ‘baby’ for years,” he points out.
Magnus hums, nuzzling his face against Alec’s neck, “That’s different.”
“Okay, baby,” Alec says sweetly.
Magnus pokes his cheeks before falling on his chest again. “Now, let me get my fifteen minutes of interrupted cuddle time.”
“We’re running late to work,” Alec sighs.
His husband grumbles, lifting his head on Alec’s chest. “We deserve a break. Let’s not go to work.”
The answer is easy. “Okay. My boss is kind of a dick though.”
Magnus rolls his eyes. “It’s fine. I’ll talk to him. I’ll send naked pictures of you, he’ll understand my dilemma.”
Alec chuckles softly, “Hmmm. Let the city go to purge.”
“Exactly.”
They sit with that thought for a second. Alec doesn’t want to go to work today either.
But then as every single horrible morning, he remembers what he does. “You have that craniotomy scheduled for today.”
Magnus hums. “You have that case with that kid with holes in his heart.”
“Other people can handle it, I’m sure,” Alec jokes.
“Exactly. Edom has some great neurosurgeons.”
Alec hums as he rakes his fingers through Magnus’s hair.
The two of them sit in silence for a second before Magnus breathes, “We should get ready.”
“Yep,” Alec jumps.
“Shower sex?”
And how can Alec ever not love mornings after something like that.
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finished with the next HIADT chapter. Shall post by tonight. Need to do seventeen rounds of proof reading first.
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prompt: hiadt alec & chairman ☺️
“I’m tired. This isn’t fucking fair,” he exhales, running a hand through his face.
“Finally,” Jace mutters.
Alec raises his head. “What?”
“You’re finally admitting that this isn’t fair.”
“Of course this isn’t fair. Did you think I was having the time of my life or what?”
“We didn’t,” Izzy sighs and brushes his hair off of his face, smiling sadly. “But this is the first you’re acknowledging that this whole thing is fucked.”
He sighs tiredly.
Of course this isn’t fair.
Not of a single fucking this about this is okay. He knows that. He’s angry about it too. He just doesn’t know who he’s supposed to be angry at.
Magnus? No.
God? Possibly.
It’s been a horrible day, it always is this time of the year but today, without Magnus by his side, the pain is boiling like a hot lava. It thrums under his veins, his every cell, every breath he takes.
Alec just needs today to end.
Just then, his doorbell rings.
“I’m not moving,” he groans.
Jace goes up to open the door and there are a few hushed hushed voices before something crawls up his feet. Alec looks down and his eyes widen as they land on Chairman.
“Chairman?” Alec says, surprise evident on his face as he picks up the cat and brings it against his chest. “What are you doing here?”
Alec lifts his head up at Jace questioning.
“Magnus came.”
“He’s here?”
“Yeah. Outside.”
Magnus stands in the hallway, a sheepish expression on his face. “Hey.”
“Hi.”
“You don’t have to say anything. I know you were having a bad day. I don’t know the reason for it but I guessed that you’d like having Chairman for a while,” Magnus explains, breathlessly.
Oh.
That’s the Magnus Alec knows and loves.
Not the version that’s been acting like Alec’s existence is causing him an inconvenience.
This.
This is his Magnus.
“You’ll be okay without Chairman?” He asks.
“I’ll survive,” he replies. Magnus turns to leave but then he stops again. “Are you okay?”
“No.”
Magnus exhales. “Is there anything I can do?”
You forgot the most important thing in the world. There’s nothing you can do to help me now.
“Chairman helps. Thank you.”
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