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icantdothistodaybruh · 15 days

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oh, are you familiar with the BoM side story? where arthur dreams of different characters in different fairy tales? i’ve become so! obsessed! with the snow queen versions of sebaciel. ciels outfit is so pretty on him!! but i love a ciel that left everything behind to stay with sebastian.. and sebastian, he’s been so lonely for so long that when he gets a pretty boy he can’t let him go. when someone tries to save him they not only get a “no” but get forcefully snow-blasted right out the door. they understand each other because no one sees the beauty in desolation like they do… so of course they stay isolated in a castle together.

there’s the panel where sebastian’s wrapping his coat around ciels whole body… sebastian acting so smugly to ciels rescuers… the line where ciel says he belongs to the devil… i could live here forever… please consider this cold angle of sebaciel

I AM! AND IT'S ONE OF MY FAVE EXTRAS OUT THERE!!

The implication that the whole dream was of Sebastian's doing (which he is very capable of judging by GWA) brings out such an interesting twist to it - we can see a glimpse of Sebastian's actual opinion on other characters! But I'm of course going to talk a little about Ciel solely for today hehe

I might be wrong since I only have ru and eng translation at hand, but the way Ciel talks about his heart being frozen and eye belonging to the devil makes me think of these acts as essentially same thing, especially given that he "adapted beautifully to the world of Ice" by Sebastian's words. I mean that his heart being frozen doesn't equal to death or inability to feel, but rather just that, adaptation and belonging.

Now I know it sounded far-fetched, but the reason It caught my attention in the first place was the mentioning of the heart at all. It's a dream made by Sebastian, the 'emotionless' and 'unfeeling' demon, with clear analogy to the contract built on power, revenge, and hunger for one's soul, or at least that is how it always was portrayed before. So why would his made up dream-Ciel suddenly bring a heart into equation?

You should've seen my face when I got to the chapter were Elizabeth escapes to rCiel. Call me delulu but it suddenly made so much sense when Sebastian started talking how "human hearts are mysterious, complex things" and "no matter if you are demon or god it is truly and utterly impossible to shackle another's heart." Before that I wouldn't even think he'd have any opinion on the matters of the heart, let alone it be a stated fact to him that he can't have it in a way he can own souls or bodies.

And so that man, in his made up dream, with a made up Ciel, made that Ciel say that not only his soul (eye) belongs to the devil, but heart too. Knowing for a fact it can't belong to him in reality. I'm speechless.

Also when I got your ask yesterday I thought I should make a fanart or a redraw of that scene, and once again, you should've seen my face when I found the page:

and if you don't know why I was so surprised I'll gladly explain with two more pics:

My head exploded.

Three pieces. Representing their change of masks and roles. Yet each is the same in it's core. And one of them is character's fantasy while other two his reality. I'm so done with this show.

...could it be that Arthur's dream made by Sebastian is yet another lie becoming truth?...

#thank you for coming to my ted talk #sorry if it doesn't make sense I did my best #Writing such long posts is kinda new to me so for all the errors that are bound to be present sorry again #English isn't my first language be nice to me🥲#sebaciel #kuroshitsuji #black butler #ciel phantomhive #sebastian michaelis #text

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froglovemushroom · 10 months

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This Ariel is a Headutt-er!

Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x alien!fem!reader (Mantis and Peter Quill's younger sibling)(reader is the same species as Mantis)

Warnings : A wee bit of violence

Summary: Instead of Prince Eric, it was Ariel herself who swept you off your feet.

Aurhor's note: everyone is alive in all my fics, except if a specific setting or timeline is mentioned

This is a fic requested by @fayhar ! I'm so sorry it took me so long to finish this, I got too caught up with classes. But it's summer break now and I can finally write again! Hope you like this fic! English isn't my first language so please point out the mistakes nicely, I'll fix it 🥲

It all started when Yondu handed Peter a DVD that he had obtained from Earth.

The cover of the DVD box read 'The Little Mermaid' with a picture of what looked like a girl who is half Terran and half fish with bright red hair.

It was the first time the gang ever watched an animated movie during movie night and everyone had different reactions. Drax made silly comments, Rocket complained about certain scenes, Peter would place a kiss on the crown of Gamora's head during the more romantic scenes, and she would cuddle closer to him, Mantis and Groot were gushing about the little details and Nebula, surprisingly, seemed to enjoy the movie.

And you? You were enchanted by the whole thing, from the dinner scene, to the little fair date and boat ride. From all catchy songs and romantic lines to the heartbreaking conflicts ang the heroic fights.

You laughed, you cried, and you were undeniably HOOKED.

And let's just say with a little bit of begging (and using your big black puppy eyes), you managed to convince your brother to get Yondu to find more of these wonderful films.

You would consume every single thing that Yondu could get his hands on in a crazy short amount of time. Mantis would find you huddled up into a little ball on the couch in the middle of the night, eyes gleaming like a little child as you watched whatever new DVD that Yondu had gotten his hands on.

From old Disney movies like Cinderella and Beauty and the Beast, to the more modern ones like Tangled and Frozen, you had seen them all.

But alas, 'The Little mermaid' is the one that holds your heart.

And as result of all the Disney that you've been slurping up, you eventually found yourself wondering if you're going to get your happy ending.

When is a prince Eric coming to sweep you off your feet? Take you on carriage rides and dancing at carnivals? Are you even going to get a happy ending?

Your brother told you there is someone for everyone in the galaxy.

"And when you meet them.....You'll know it."

He'd said, as he looked at Gamora with a warm loving gaze.

You found it hard to believe.

You'll know it when you meet them? How???

You were skeptical.

Until one day when the Guardians got invited to a party by Tony Stark himself, did you find yourself staring at a certain woman.

It was nearly midnight, the music was still blaring loudly and you found yourself getting a little too overwhelmed, so you decided to flee the scene to catch some fresh air.

You stepped outside, eyes closed as you feel the cool wind gently brush against your skin. You had expected that the party was going to be a little too much for you, but what you hadn't expected was for there to be someone else at the balcony.

This 'someone else' was a woman, and beautiful one at that. She was wearing a black cocktail dress, the fabric hugging her body in all the right places. Her fiery red mane was curled to perfection, the luscious tendrils framed her face like puzzle pieces that fell perfectly into place.

Ariel.

That was the first word that came to your mind.

Her eyes were closed, lengthy eyelashes fluttered in the wind, and she huffed out a deep sigh, seemingly bothered by whatever it is that's on her mind.

You reached out to place a hand on her shoulder, aiming to calm her down and maybe make her feel a little more at ease with the help of your powers.

But the slight brush of your fingertips against her skin was enough to make you end up on the cold ground. With your wrists pinned to the hard surface nonetheless.

Your antennaes tensed, the gears in your head were running miles per hour, one second you were reaching out and the next thing you know you had been headbutted onto the floor into a vulnerable position.

With your mind still spiralling, you spat out the first thing in your mind.

"H-hello! A-are you Ariel?"

What?

It looked like your question had taken the woman aback, her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. Did this bitch with antennaes just ask her if she was a Disney character?

"Am- Am I who??"

"A-ariel?"

You had no idea what's going on, but you were somehow very, very intrigued by the woman on top of you.

The woman looked at you up and down at your attire.

Party wear.

It took her a second before she realized that you were just one of the people invited tonight, and she quickly apologized.

"Sorry about that, my fight or flight reflexes just kicked in. And to answer your question, no, I am not Ariel. "

She chuckled in amusement when she saw you slightly deflate.

"Aw... Bummer"

You had mumbled to yourself, earning another chuckle from the redhead beside you.

You both stayed silent for a while after that, blocking out the muffled music playing inside and relishing in the peaceful night atmosphere outside.

"So...You're really not Ariel?"

Her head turned to look you, elbow on the balcony railing with her chin resting on ther palm.

"Sorry to dissapoint you, but no, I'm not."

The small pout that appeared on your lips made her smile.

The both of you started to pick on some random topics to talk about. Your jobs, hobbies, crime cases, outer space, everything you could possibly imagine.

Natasha could feel the click and so could you, the both of you felt a lot more settled than expected.

"So...Are you going to tell me your name"

You paused, you had completely forgotten to tell her your name. She let out a breathy laugh as you come to the realization.

"My name's Y/n, I'm one of the Guardians."

you shyly mumbled, hand fiddling with an antennae, a sign that you're embarassed, it's a little habit you've had ever since you were a young bug.

"Y/n huh? I like that."

The way your name rolled off her lips made you slightly dizzy, it sounded good, way too good, enchanting even.

"Don't you want to know my actual name?"

Your ears perked up at that.

"It's Natasha, Natasha Romanoff."

"Wow..."

It was even prettier than you expected it to be, and it fits her a lot. Her voice kept repeating in your mind, and it won't go away.

The echo of her beautiful name.

Natasha Romanoff, Natasha Romanoff, Natasha Romanoff....

"Do you like my name that much?"

"Huh?"

"You've been saying my name in repeat for a while now."

yikes.

"And your face is all red"

double yikes.

Your antennaes drooped as you fidget in place, eyes looking anywhere but at her. Your mind was spinning, everything was going at full speed in there, you didn't know what to think, what to say, what to do, it was all so fast to the point where everything was a blur.

Seeing you panicking like this made her chuckle. Sure she knew she's got an effect on people, and she never really cared about them.

But what you're failing to see here is that you had just as much of an effect on her. The way you looked so attentively at her whenever she speaks, as if absorbing every single word with such care and warmth, the way your eyes gleam when you asked if she's Ariel, down to the way you're panicking at her teasing right now, everything about you made her feel all warm. Comfortable even.

You're odd, but it only made her want to get to know you more.

Her slender fingers reached out, gently lifting your chin to make you look at her.

"Do you know that you're very strange?"

The sensors on your head drooped even further at that, is it because you're not a Terran? Is it because you look weird and have antennaes?

"I'm sorry I'm not a terran..."

Her eyebrows furrowed.

"What?"

"I'm not like you Natasha, I'm not terran..."

You felt her hands move to cup your face, and oh how you wish you could lean on them forever.

"Y/n, you've misunderstood, I meant it in a good way, and you're strange because,well, you're you. You're unique. And it has nothing to do with having antennaes or not. Though they do add to your scale of cuteness."

She laughed as your face started to flush once more, releasing your face to lean on the railing.

You don't know if you wanna slap that cheeky grin off her lips or kiss her it off instead, but your mind was once again all hazy.

Gosh, you're down bad.

Leaning onto the railing, you closed your eyes to calm yourself down, focusing on the cool night wind blowing at your face.

It felt nice and calming. What time is it? It's probably way past midnight, and with the soft wind cradling you, your mind was starting to slowly fall into rest.

Unbeknownst to you, Natasha had her eyes on you this whole time, and your dipping head landed onto her waiting palm, stopping you from headbanging onto the railing.

She carried you as your knees started to buckle, carefully placing you on the couch in the living room. She watched over you until the guardians decided that it was time to leave, they thanked her and walked out into the night with you still fast asleep on Gamora's back.

The twinge of jealousy that appeared was something unexpected.

Why is she jealous? Was it the fact that you seem so comfortable the zenwhoberian? Was it because she wanted to be the one you snuggle into? The one you're most comfortable with?

Whatever it is, she knew she must meet you again.

You woke up in a daze the next morning. How'd you end up back in your room? Weren't you talking with Natasha?

Where's Natasha?

The sound of the door creaking open put your thoughts to a pause.

"Y/n! Breakfast is ready!"

Peter walked in with a glass of water in his hand, handing it over for you to drink.

"What's on your mind? I can see the gears in your head turning you know?"

You placed the glass down on the nightstand before turning to face you brother.

"PETER!"

"Wha- why the shout?!"

"What did you do before you married Mora?"

A blink.

Another blink.

"Oh, I proposed."

"What's proposed?"

And that's how Peter ended up telling you the whole story of him going ring shopping.

"I wanna buy a ring!"

Peter choked on his own spit. Whom for?? When did you find a lover?

"I wanna propose to Natasha!"

And the next thing he knew, he was already dragged out of the door.

The day somehow ended with you bouncing on your feet outside the avengers compound, a panting Peter Quill right behind you.

You had requested to meet Natasha, and was currently waiting for her to come down the multiple floors of the tower.

Peter was still trying to catch his breath after running around non-stop for the whole day.

"Y/n *pant* you can't just-"

He was cut off by the sound of the elevator door opening, revealing the gorgeous red-headed woman of your dreams.

"Hey Y/n, what's up-"

"Marry me!"

The whole floor went silent. Until Peter awkwardly spoke up,

"Sorry, I really tried to stop her, but she wouldn't listen."

When the redhead heard that you had come to give her a visit, she was much more excited than she would admit, her heart was pounding and she was in the elevator merely seconds after she heard the information, wanting to know why you were here again.

But a proposal from you was not something that she had expected.

"Marry me please Natasha?"

She looked at you standing there with puppy eyes, your hands presenting a red gemmed ring pop to her. This was certainly not something she gets to see everyday.

A hearty chuckle escaped her lips, and you deflated a bit, thinking that maybe she was mocking you. But your thoughts were dismissed when you feel a pair of soft lips pressed against your cheek.

"You're adorable you know that?"

You were frozen in place, did she just kiss you on the cheek?

What does this mean?

"As cute as this whole proposal was, I think I'll have to refuse it."

Your antennaes drooped in disappointment. You just got rejected.

"But instead..."

She placed her fingers on your chin.

"Let me take you out on a few dates first hm?"

Your mouth open and closed in wordless confusion.

"Date?"

"Yes date, we can go anywhere you'd like, how about that?"

Your eyes gleamed.

"Can we watch The Little Mermaid?"

She threw her head back laughing. Oh, could you be any cuter than you already are? But of course, she nodded and pulled you with her into the elevator. Leaving poor Peter to go back to the ship by himself.

Though he didn't mind, because seeing his sister so happy was worth it.

Maybe you'd have your happy ending after all, not with Prince Eric, but with beautiful badass Ariel instead.

And that's more than enough for you ❤️

Oh, and Thor asked for the ring pop, and you gave it to him. Thor is happy. Good job!

MASTERLIST

Tbh I deleted the whole thing halfway through cause it was a mess and I hated it, and so I had to rewrite it again😂

#natasha x fem!reader #natasha romanoff x fem!reader #callicreations #natty fics <3

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chaoticdelinqueerwithglitter · 4 months

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Let me tell you now, you're the lucky one

(Enemies to Enemies Who Fuck)

(HaruKaku in Bonten timeline)

(some past-MuSan and past-KakuIza with a subtle RanOmi bc why not, it's my fic and I don't have self-restrain when it comes to multishipping)

(link to ao3 in case some one preferes to read it there)

Warnings: Dead Dove: Do Not Eat!

All of them. Bonten is their own warning. Substance abuse. Really unhealthy coping mechanisms. Depression. Mental health problems. Suicide. Major character death. (it's Bonten, they all want to kill themselves and some of them succeed, okay?) Mentions of unsafe sex, but there is no smut or graphic depiction of it.

I tried to not be too graphic with any of this topics, the focus is mostly on what the characters are thinking/feeling. But it's hard anyway, tbh the last scene was actually difficult and painful for me to write. So please, don't take the CW lightly and prioritize your mental health!

Angst and Hurt/No Comfort.

MANGA SPOILERS!!!!

Notes: HaruKaku came as an hilarious idea. Because they are hilarious, let's be real. Soulmates archnemesis, doomed to hate each other in every timeline. But then Bonten happened and of course, I ended up writing some angsty shit instead of focusing in all the other moments when they are hilarious. Kudos for me, yey! 🥲

This is canon complicit (again, is Bonten, beware!)

It alternates from Kakucho's POV to Sanzu's POV. I did that thing again of using "Haruchiyo" when he's in his most vulnerable state because for some reason I like playing with his name like this.

(English is not my first language, be nice please 🙈)

(the art is from @just-sp-in-inginthevoid who is in part responsible for the archnemesis brain riot, but mostly the hilarious part, tbh)

Is not that Kakucho enjoys Sanzu's company. Or that the pinkette gradually started to grow on him. Quite the opposite, to be honest. He hates him a little bit more every day, every shared mission, every time they had to spent hours together.

But with Sanzu, he feels. He feels intensely, he feels with passion. Even if it's twisted, at least he's not empty anymore. The void that threatens to devour him seems to disappear when he's around the other man. Sometimes, Kakucho wants to murder him, but he knows he can't. Others, he wonders what would happen to him if he also loses the only person that it's still able to provoke an intense emotion on him.

Hate is better than apathy, isn't it?

They hate each other passionately. Sanzu finds his reactions too funny for stopping it, always willing to go a little further, to push Kakucho to the edge. It's too easy to pick on him, making him forget about his allegedly righteous patience.

It's disgusting, how Kakucho thinks of himself like he was better than the rest of them. So Sanzu enjoys to proves him wrong, to show him that they are the same (even if he can't stand that fact either, seeing that burning rage in those heterochromatic eyes makes it worth it).

Now that he thinks about it, it was probably a matter of time, considering that his king denied them the right to kill each other, they needed to find a way of releasing all that build up anger. That's probably why isn't that surprising when it finally happens.

It looked like a regular night. Sanzu was high as a kite, trying to forget every one of his lives. Kakucho just seemed to be there, he can't recall exactly why, some type of report, but he didn't pay any attention to it at the moment, too intoxicated for actually caring for something that could wait until tomorrow.

“Why are you still here? You like me that much or what?”

The pinkette man says, slurring his words.

“Are you that high? You know I hate you.”

Is the harsh answer that he earns. It's brutal, but real. Kakucho's honesty has something that grounds him to the present. It's sickening. It's exactly what he wants right now.

“I hate you too, don't worry.” He laughs, finding his own words amusing. “Think about it, me and you. Just us, hating each other all night long.”

“You're crazy.”

“And you didn't say no.”

(If he was more honest with himself, he would admit that he was trying to find another way of punishing his broken mind and his body. But he's not.)

And oh, it actually feels good. Kakucho fucks him with the same brutality that talks to him. He couldn't bear any type of gentle touch (specially not from someone that it's so linked to Mucho, but he isn't thinking in that, he promised himself to forget his old captain a long time ago).

There isn't any type of care between them, only spite. Both men are too broken for having the ability to love someone again. Indeed, this was precisely what he needed. This is perfect.

The next day, Kakucho feels nauseated. How couldn't he? Sanzu was high as fuck, too intoxicated to give proper consent to do anything. So even if he was also a little drunk, even if it wasn't his idea, Kakucho feels guilty for what happened.

Until Sanzu just laughs at his poorly attempt of apologizing, mocking his morals once more. He was about to punch him in the face, but the lingering guilt doesn't allow him to do it. Not that one more bruise would make a difference, actually.

Both are covered in so many marks that more than sex, it looks like they tried to kill each other. Yeah, maybe he should stop feeling sorry for Sanzu, considering this. Maybe that was the best way to get rid of that not-so-pent-up hate.

And it works. At least for a while, it works. Until it happens again. And again.

Is not that they are lovers (Kakucho wants to puke with that idea). They just fuck from time to time. That's all. They hate each other, they wish they could kill the other. But they can't. So, sometimes, they fuck.

Their relationship is not pretty. At all. Or better. If Kakucho had to use only one word for describing it, he would say “real”. They don't lie to each other, what would be the point? Both are too able of seeing between the lies, they are too similar in so many ways. But that raw honesty only makes it worse.

Kakucho knows it's a mistake, that he shouldn't care about Sanzu's fate (he brought it on himself and he doesn't seem to have any complains). But Mikey is worse every day, the king is falling and his loyal dog is falling with him. Kakucho needs to do something, because the uneasiness he feels every time he sees them is now living rent-free in his mind.

That's why, one day, Kakucho tries. He's trying to find his clothes, dressing quickly, wanting to get out of this room that only makes him feel sick. Then, he looks at Sanzu, his pink hair scattered on the pillows, a lazy and satisfied smile than only appears after sex (and never lasts). There is some twisted vulnerability in how content the other man is while lighting up a joint, as if seeing these new swelling (all this pain) on his skin was something he wanted.

(Kakucho can't shake the feeling that Sanzu is using him as another way of hurting himself and that infuriates him so fucking much... Maybe that's the real reason why he decides against his best judgment and opens his big mouth.)

“Is not worth it.”

“Uh?”

Sanzu looks at the other, not sure if he actually heard something. He just wants to smoke and relax, to feel the post-orgasmic satisfaction while it lasts, to enjoy the pain in his body (one more of his little punishments).

“I said is not worth it. Dying with Mikey.”

If it had been anyone else, Sanzu would shoot him in the face just for saying this. Thinking like that, talking like that about his king is treason. It should be. But it's difficult to pretend Kakucho's isn't right about this when, unfortunately, it's the only one Sanzu trusts with Mikey's well-being (It's the one he calls every time Mikey is being suicidal again).

“You wish you could be me, you wish you had died with Izana.”

Sanzu spits his words, burning with all the rage he feels every time he has to acknowledge the reality of how is Mikey.

“That's not what this is about-”

Kakucho is unable to finish his sentence, turning pale in anger when Sanzu cuts him. 'Good'.

“You're a selfish bastard, aren't you? You want me to be like you, stuck here with no purpose, jerking yourself with the memory of a ghost. Pretend it's because of your high morals, that you're worried about me or some other bullshit. But you're just another selfish bastard. And you envy me.”

If it had been anyone else, Sanzu would shoot him in the face. But he can't (he wants to, oh, he wants it so much, but he can't disobey Mikey's orders). So, instead of bullets, he uses his words.

“At least Izana cared about me.”

Is the last thing he hears before Kakucho slams the door. Sanzu laughs maniacally, throwing the first shit he can find to the place the other man was a few seconds a go. He's momentary satisfaction long forgotten, replaced only by hate (and pain, but one that he refuses to see).

The worst part is that in a sickening way, he trusts Kakucho. They don't lie to each other, that makes it so much worse, because both of them know that what the other said is true. He hates him, he hates him with every fiber of his body. He doesn't want this words to be true, he can't accept that. He needs to keep living in this denial, to pretend Mikey is fine (to pretend he doesn't keep mixing this Mikey with that in his nightmares, to pretend they don't look so alike).

It's been three days. Three whole days since Mikey's death was splattered on the news (no one seems to care about Takemichi's death, even with all that footage of how the hero tried to save the most dangerous man in Japan). Kakucho cares, but he knows damn well that he wouldn't be welcomed within the hero's friends, so he would have to say goodbye in his own way (again).

During this days, Kakucho learned some things, like the fact that apparently everyone had some kind of contingency plan in case this happened (no, for when this happened, all of them could see that Mikey was more on the edge every day). But nobody spoke to him about it, keeping him in the darkness, the only idiot that didn't prepare himself for the end. Well, not the only, he knows that, of course he knows that.

(Sanzu would have killed them in the blink of an eye. Anyone who dared to imply that Bonten needed to be prepared to function without a king.)

Kakucho understands the need for secrets, of course he does. The idea of Mikey falling would be considered treason a few days ago, it was taboo to think like that. At the same time, none of them wanted to acknowledge it, like saying it out loud would make it more real. He can't even be mad when the Haitanis (obviously) thought about him on their own schemes, making sure Kakucho was also safe. Or as safe as any of them could be now that Bonten was crumbleling.

It's been three days. Bonten is crumbleling. Mikey is dead. And Sanzu disappeared the same day. Everyone knows he's dead, but they don't say it. Not in front of Takeomi, who's still desperately looking, going out in the rain for hours. Trying to find something, some clue that leads him to his little brother. Clinging to the hope that he's still alive somewhere. That he's going to find him, high as fuck, but alive (Kakucho thinks being able to find Sanzu's body at all would already be a miracle).

Only Ran is able to convince Takeomi to rest a little bit, promising that he and Rindou will help with the search as long as the older man gets a few hours of sleep. Takeomi just nods, mumbling “Today is his birthday, Ran. Is his fucking birthday and he's out there alone.” while Ran drags him softly, a concerned look plastered in those violet eyes.

Kakucho hates it, hates having to see all this sorrow around him (again). He doesn't lament the loss of Mikey and Sanzu, he's incapable of doing it. Grief took his heart for hostage a long time ago, there is nothing more for him to mourn.

More than anything, Kakucho hates himself, because he's jealous of Sanzu. He knows he shouldn't, but he hates that the pinkette man was right about him. He envies Sanzu, who had the privilege of dying with Mikey, of dying with his king.

Kakucho hates the Mad Dog even more right now. But he's aware that once this hate fades away, he would feel empty again. So he clings onto this feeling, he needs this rage as a motor to keep moving.

It doesn't matter if this energy is fulled with rage, he needs it. He can't fail his friends, what's left of his family. Kakucho has to keep living even if he can't remember how being alive felt anymore. Even if he's more dead inside every day.

So, over and over... Kakucho would keep living.

The rain keeps pouring down without truce, Haruchiyo shrinks inside the leather jacket that was always too big for him. Now the only thing that makes him feel protected from that annoying rain (from the world). To be honest, he isn't completely aware how he managed to recover it from his penthouse, but it seemed important in that moment.

The jacket and the old picture that he's still clutching in his pocket, the only two things he cared enough to take. He doesn't even need to look at it to see the four happy smiles stained with watermelon juice. Two pink haired kids that could be confused by twins, one with a shy smile, the other with a cheerful one, happy to be included with his brother friends. Next, a fierce smile showing two small fangs, already a force of nature at his young age. In the middle, a blond kid with the most radiant smile Haruchiyo ever saw, capable of making everything shine just with his presence. Full of life, of dreams. Full of potential. Brighter than the sun, a true leader.

But that was a long time ago and, once again, Sanzu is the only one who remembers. The man staggering in the rain is now the only survivor from that photo. Only him, alone in this fuck up world where nothing and no one matters anymore. Not without Mikey. Even Bonten can burn from what he cares.

He keeps walking (it feels more like floating for him, floating in a cloud of pain and numbness at the same time). Until he finally reaches his destination, an abandoned bowling alley. Sanzu enters in some kind of trance, not sure if he's dissociating or too intoxicated. He doesn't care.

He sits down exactly in the same place his king sat down. How many days had passed since that moment? One? Two? Ages. It certainly feels like ages for him. Haruchiyo hugs himself, trying to make space for his legs inside the big comforting jacket. Completely curled up. And he cries, he cries like he hasn't allowed himself to do so in the last ten years.

He's starting to sober up, he can feel it. Because the flashbacks are coming back. Shinichiro jumping from that bridge. Mikey jumping from this exact building. Mikey falling from the stairs, that awful “clonk”. Mikey jumping again from this building.

Haruchiyo screams, holding his head with both hands, begging the images to stop, unable to continue reliving those memories. He needs everything to stop, to be quiet, his shattered mind can't take it anymore.

He takes out a small box from his pocket, looking at the content. Everything he needs is here, he knows how to do it, how to make sure he's not going to wake up from this trip. His stupid hands are shaking while he gets the syringe ready.

For some reason, he suddenly remembers Kakucho's words a few months ago. He hates it, he hates thinking in that fucker when he's about to die. But the other man was right, wasn't he? Mikey never cared about Sanzu, he spent years of his life trying to keep his king alive and it was all for nothing. Everything blew up in one night.

A manic laugh escapes between his whimpers. Of course is that, he's fucking jealous. Sanzu is fucking jealous because at least Kakucho got to held Izana's hand when he died, he got to comfort his king in his last moments. Sanzu didn't had that, Hanagaki was the one holding Mikey's hand. Always that cockroach, never him.

What did he expect anyway? Haruchiyo is just a failure. He never deserved to be the one making his king last moments less painful. Of course, he should had known. He failed everyone. He failed Shinichiro, unable to protect Mikey, to be the friend he promised he would be. He failed Mikey, watching him falling into the darkness, becoming the same empty shell he already saw in a past that never happened, and doing nothing about it.

Sanzu doesn't have anything left. He also killed his own chance of happiness a long time ago (he also failed his captain, didn't he?). The only thing left for him is to disappear, to follow his king. He's going with him, because he's being following Mikey for so long, that he doesn't see any other choice. He's going with him, because he doesn't deserve to keep living when he couldn't save Mikey.

But it's fine, the drug is already kicking in, his body feels more relaxed. Even his mind seems to be quiet, almost in peace. He looks at the old photo one last time, before drifting out of consciousness, looking for safety in the inner part of the leather, pretending it smells like cheesecake.

It's fine, because at the end of the day... Haruchiyo was just a failure.

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imagine--if · 1 year

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This might be an oddly specific request, so I apologize in advance (also English isn't my first language so there are gonna be some mistakes, sorry for that too). So we all know that Ed's life in orphanage sucked, he had no friends, was invisible etc. But what if that's not entirely true? Let's say that Ed did have one friend in orphanage, and they were super close, she was only one who understood him and even protected him from bullies. Then one day she got adopted into a nice family and Ed was devastated cause he was sure he would never see her again! Then one day, now adult Ed accidentaly bumps into her and immediately recognizes her! Of course, how wouldn't he?! He never forgot those kind eyes and smile. He decides right then and there, he'll do anything not to lose her ever again! (Headcanons or small scenario, whatever you think works best.)

This reminds me of the Orphan Angel imagine I did months ago 🥲

I feel like Edward would definitely trust you so much, since you've been with him since day one and saw him at his weakest and lowest as a child growing up. Even when he was younger, Ed kind of distanced himself from his peers and never received any warm attention from people around him, so having someone like you that's smiley and confident and hopeful helped him to carry on 🥰️

He'd be so outrightly protective as a kid, I can just imagine him sabotaging the bullies' work and possessions after they make a shot at you or something, but if it's a cruel word said about him, he couldn't care less 😂

If and when Eddie sees you again as that same beacon of hope from old those cold years ago, there's no chance in hell he's letting you go again 😤 you're his little angel, and meeting you again like this just tells him that he has to look out for you like you looked out for him

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wizardfrog69 · 1 year

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୨⎯ "dates with the Moriarty the patriot characters" ⎯୧

Omg my creativity hit its peek with the title

I still need to pick something for the pictures I have here so if someone has any ideas that will be great, thanks!

Feat. William, Louis, Albert, Sherlock, Hudson, James, Sebastian, Mycroft

William James Moriarty:

Library dates

Or just sitting together drinking tea and enjoying each others company

He would have more classy dates than spontaneous one's

He prefers to have planned dates than ones out of the blue

Louis James Moriarty:

I think he would be the type to have a nice picnic or to go to a park date

Idk why something to do with outside

He would like to be somewhere private, calm, relaxing

Somewhere where he can just enjoy the company of his lover in peace away from the chaos which surrounds his life

Albert James Moriarty:

He would like to show you off more

Even if you are a guy (being gay was illegal back then) he would still like to show you off somehow

(For the sake of this being magically is legal now)

He enjoys dinner dates in fancy restaurants or cafes

He wants you to enjoy yourself

Sherlock Holmes:

A crime scene date 😍

Time to solve a murder! 🥰

But in all seriousness

What am I talking about! I'm never serious

Anyway

He would enjoy midnight walks

And just blabbering to his s/o about whatever is on his mind

Miss Hudson:

Counting up the debt Holmes has built up for not paying his rent

Eemmmm.....

Idk she gives off like cafe or bar vibes

They don't really talk about her enough for me to know enough about her

And I don't have enough time to watch the sherlock Holmes movies or read the books

I rather read the books first then watch the movies tho

James Bond:

Would like to do things together

Anything really

If its spending time with you then it's the best he's been on

Sebastian Moran:

Bar dates

Just I'm running out of ideas

There are only like 5 characters here tho 🥲

Nvm I'm writing 8 this time

Mycroft Holmes:

Something safisticated

I was trying to spell sophisticated but it's the wrong word anyway

Listening to classical music while smoking and reading the news paper or something

I have 2 candles lit in my room and I think that they'll set fire to the house soon

Can you guys tell that English isn't my first language? Just wandering

It's midnight and I should sleep

Well ig that's enough for my random ass rant

Good night/day

#william james moriarty #louis james moriarty #albert james moriarty #sherlock holmes mtp #miss hudson #james bond #sebastian moran #mycroft holmes #yuukoku no moriarty #moriarty the patriot #mtp x reader #mtp #moriarty brothers #holmes brothers #ynm sherlock #ynm #yuukokunomoriarty #yuukuko no moriarty #ynm x reader

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prokrastinartiya · 3 months

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I keep seeing your art and meant to follow you but when I tried to search your name, I'm too dyslexic and couldn't spell it 🥲!! Finally, you showed up on my timeline again 💛 I love your art so much, it's so full of warmth!!

(I know you said English isn't your first language, no need to reply💕)

RAAAHHH??!! but i want to reply!!!

omg, i liked your sketches recently and thought “daamn they’re pretty good!!” and then you FOLLOW ME AND WROTE THIS??? woah!!! you’re so nice thank you sooo much!!🥺🥺🥺

sorry if i made too many mistakes, my grammar sucks, but i’m trying my best!!

#ask

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nikethestatue · 1 year

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I'm so sorry this will be long but I have to get rid of this to someone who understands me, your last post brought it all back up 🤧 (I apologize for any grammatical errors, english is not my native language)

Acosf got so much missing potential, I don't even know where to start... There are so many things that could have be done better

Nessian:

Where is the chemistry they already had in acowar? Where is the build up they already had? Why start at zero and make it all about s€x at the beginning. This one scene at the beginning where Cassian should bring Nesta to the river house and when Nesta then opens the door he first noticed her skinny appearance but then is stuck with her tatas like excuse me sir but your priorities are wrong right now 🤨. They had their cute, bonding and hot moments but it could be done better, there could be more. I think there is a reason many simping for Nesta × Eris when one dance had more sparkle than nearly half of the book.

Cassian himself:

That something i noticed only at my secound read because Acheron sisters >> bat boys so I focus more on them but yeah what about Cassian?? We learn nothing new about him and now this is a bit fronty but he sometimes gave me Wattpad Bodybuilder/Trainer vibes 😑 like where is our 500 years old Illyrian warrior, the general of the NC?

The plot (what plot?)

Do I have to say much about the pregnancy plot? like *🥲* You have already written a post or rebloggt i don't remember for sure which summarized it well. But you know what bothers me it could have been good. It was maybe a little fast because feyre has first said in acomaf she wanted to take her time but then came acofas where we have seen her wish for children (we are not talking about Rhys breeding kink💀😂). But why the fish was Feyre's pragnancy in Nessian pov?? I really like Feysand bonus chapter. Rhys crying from joy, they thinking about names and so going on. Cute moments between a couple becoming parents. Why make the pregnancy about Nesta? Why not showing us the joy and sorrow from Feysand's pov?

The blood rite was not better, ngl it was nice to read but glad that so many agree that it was unrealistic that they won. Would they have suvived, sure but win? No. The valkyries won against Illyrian who trained since childhood for the blood rite. Like okay how unrealistic you want to be?

The rest of the plot was basically training and fu€king so yeah 🤷‍♀️. The only aspect i found kinda interesting was the whole plot about the troves.

And when we at the plot,

Illyrian and the illyrian culture:

Two words: MISSED POTENTIAL. (and your post which is the reason i am writing this essay 😂💃) It is not like that we got a love interest who is Illyrian himself. Who suffered under the Illyrian but still wants to reform them, didn't give the hope up on them. Like we didn't get a woman as a friend of the MC who suffered under the Illyrian, who got her wings cut and was degrationed by them. Emerie my love don't get enough resignation. Like we didn't had Nesta training with the priestesses, why limit it only to them why not involve Illyrian women, why only train at HoW? Even why it was just the valkyries they could have made a statement while training in front of the Illyrian woman similar as Nesta did it at the libary to encourage the priestesses (and then they are not the Griel stans saying Az and G will reform the Illyrian like 😭 You know Az who hates the Illyrian and G who isn't quiet ready yet to leave the libary *me taking a breath* )

Nesta's healing jounary:

It was good but again it could have been better. Really i cried at the scene with Nesta and Cass at the lake, where she had her breakdown but there are some points i didn't quiet get. This are just my reading experiences but at the end it was not like she got to control her inner anger but it kind of just vanished like 20 years of rage just puff. Her healing jounary was at some points a bit fast in my eyes but to be fair Feyre had 3 books and Nesta only one.

The relationship between the Acheron sisters:

This is one point that makes me sad but it was disappointing how little bonding time between the sisters we got. Of course Nesta's monologe while saving Feyre was heartbreaking sweet and the end scene where Nesta is running towards her sisters with Nyx sleeping in Elain’s arms is lovely.(Both are one of my favourite scenes) But I wanted more. Where was the dialoge between the sisters? Where was the convertation why Nesta and Elain didn't help Feyre in the first book? Why was Nesta so nasty fowards Feyre?

And lean on that the the friendship between the Valkyries:

I really like their friendship, they all helped each other to heal.

But there's one little thing bothering me and i completly understand if someone disagree on that. This is again my reading experience. The Acheron sisters have a communication problem. I like the friendship between the three but it feels a bit like Emerie and Gwyn are replacement for Feyre and Elain. But to be fair i have kinda the same feeling when it comes to Feyre and the IC. Their found familes are somewhere replacements for their sisters because sisters are not able to talk slove their issues 🙈

(and now also your point that Nessian wouldn't work in canon. They are a modern AU couple and make no sense in canon. 😂🥲 But i still love them 😌)

I am sorry i jnow this was long but i have no one to talk about acotar in my friendgroup, lonely bookwurm here ☕️ plus in the acotar-fandom you need be careful where you criticise Acosf for many is this book the secound bible 💀😂.

If you made it this far, I just wanted to say I love your blog. You were one of the first Acotar blogs I followed back then. Love your posts and fics 💓✨️

Thank you and I pretty much agree with you on every point.

The complete decimation of Cassian as a character, the lack of any meaningful movement and change in the sisters' relationships, everyone communicates terribly, Rhys is an asshole, the IC are failures in just about everything, Amren should've been dead, the 'it's just sex' thing is dumb, NO ONE will ever convince me that Nesta is the kind of person who'd use sex as a coping mechanism.

Honestly, my expectation of a good Elain book, of Elain's character not being foolishly destroyed, is almost at zero. Unfortunately, I expect it to be horrible. Which is sad. Because SJM can write good books.

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spideyskrunkly · 1 year

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Hello !

User @spideyskrunkly (main) and/or @playcraze (alternative) here ! I probably should have done this a long time ago, but here are some things about my acc !

What about me ?

I use any pronouns

I'm a young adult !! (18)

I am mixed Latin Afro American (🇸🇻) so if you see my hands, don't ask, this happened before (plus my Spanish isn't the best since my first language is English, so if I say anything wrong lmk please !)

I am a traditional artist (practicing digital)

I do not do DMs but comments and reblogs are perfectly fine !

I put tws or anything if I believe what I'm gonna post is sensitive ! (And I mostly draw suggestive stuff for laughs and giggles. No nsfw art tho !)

I'm bisexual/agender !

I happen to be autistic !

Full on accident prone here 🥲🥲🥲

Do I have alternative accounts outside of Tumblr ? Yes I do !

Instagram - 1rt_ba3

Ao3 - Greenberry_Spice

What I love:

You guys ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Drawing, making little skits or comics

Spicy food

Mint ice cream

Many different aesthetics

Large graphic t-shirts

Halloween

Winter

Sex jokes (please don't make any towards me though ! )

Dark humor

Talking ! I'm trying to get out of my introvert phase 😌✌️

Black, green and red

Cartoons, sometimes anime

Snacks

Cats

Brent Faiyaz or any R&B music

What I dislike:

Jalapeños (don't ask 😑)

Loud unnecessary noises

Homework 😮‍💨

Weirdos in a bad way (I'm a weirdo but I have limits)

Running out of paper

Hot weather

Dogs (I don't hate them, I'm just not a fan

Getting yelled at

Am I in fandoms ? Yes I am !

Criminal Case (Preferably Season 1)

Don't Hug Me I'm Scared

Spiderverse

Bojack Horseman

Breaking Bad

The Walking Dead Game

The Owl House

Morel Orel

The Stanley Parable

Bob's Burgers

She Ra

Arcane (Kinda)

Helluva Boss

Bungou Stray Dogs

Sk8 The Infinity

Super Mario (Kinda)

Spy x Family

Saga (Comics)

Kotaro Lives Alone

Encanto

Millionaire Detective

Any artist fandoms cus they're so fun

DNI (You will be blocked or asked to leave):

Homophobia (unless it's a joke), Racism, Misogyny, anti-religon or against anyone's religion, proshippers, T*RFs

P3d0philes, M@Ps, Dr3@msexuals, Z×0sexuals or creepy people in general

If you're here to talk shit or harass me or anyone that interacts with this acc

Are gonna use slurs idc if you're this that allowed to say whatever word, we don't do that here (replace with either a lighter swear or buddy if you do)

Pro C//a (She-ra)

Pro St//tz (Helluva Boss)

Pro Ra//ri (RatLD)

Attack me if I don't even fw you or if I'm not familiar of you

Just gonna be an asshole in general

Choose to sexualize me (I'll warn you once but then I won't be as nice if you keep going)

I might update this, but this is all I could think of. I hope you all enjoy your time here !

#all about the artist #artist bio

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zhuhongs · 1 year

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i'm thinking of moving to taiwan after college, how has it been treating you? a lot of people i know who did move to taiwan only talk about how hard the language is (even if they're taiwanese 🥲) but i wanna now how like, your everyday life is!

oooo, that sounds so exciting, wherever you end up i hope you enjoy it! But yea, so I live just outside of Taipei in New Taipei but New Taipei is actually huge and there are many parts of New taipei that are like super far from Taipei proper and are pretty hard to live in without a having a scooter or car. I'm assuming you've been to taiwan before if you think you want to move there but ya never know! I tbh knew very little abt taiwan before coming here but yea. Just giving you an idea of where I live and that i can't speak for all of Taiwan, just my area thats just outside of taipei but still served by their metro system (which is honestly super dope, shout out to the MRT).

So like I overall love living here sm, I'd love to live here someday for work or smth and not just studying abroad. The transportation is amazing, the nature is. so lovely. Like tbh no matter where I am in the city I am no more than 10 km away from the river or the mountains and everything is so green and nice. However in order to be so green all the time, taipei is very rainy and very humid. Legit my hair was such a nightmare when i got here, if you are from a dry climate, you will notice so many changes. Like my skin is rlly nice bc of the moisture, but my hair was unmanageable so i chopped it off. But I also have was less allergies now. If youre originally from a humid climate it should be nbd.

My daily life is honestly pretty easy. I live in a dorm so I didn't have to deal with things like speaking to a landlord or finding someone who would rent to me, or having to deal with utility bills, or dealing with the semi confusing garbage disposal system. But, I do know ppl that did have to do these things and speak way less chinese than I do and were just fine. Honestly, ppl say that you can live in the Taipei area without speaking chinese and be just fine bc most ppl speak english. Tbh idk how anyone does that, I rarely speak to anyone in english here but I think thats bc I always try speaking chinese first. Most people can speak a decent amount but unless you speak to them in english first theyll speak in chinese. I feel like most things you can learn just by living your daily life and learning high frequency words and when all else fails use google translate. But honestly, my life is very easy and pleasant. If I'm hungry I can easily go to a food stall or grocery store or convenience store near where I live. If I really don't want to leave the house, I can order food with a reasonable delivery fee (well reasonable to me, ik food prices are going up here).

Personally, I find that making friends here is pretty hard, but I'm not a very social person and find it hard to start conversations with ppl idk, and most taiwanese people don't talk to you if you don't talk to them, so this might be hard. But I feel like everyone is very friendly for the most part its just kinda finding the chances to make friends is rare if you aren't working or going to classes or know someone here already.

But overall yea no taiwan is a great place to live, there's a lot of things I'm gonna miss abt taiwan when i go home but somethings in my home country are hard to find here. Some of the traditional taiwanese food isn't bad, but not like my cup of tea, but you can find a lot here. It's just that most like foreign cuisine is more expensive or geared towards the locals so its not very authentic. I def miss hispanic food and some foods are hard to recreate here bc of lack of ingredients but taiwanese food is also very nice. Some dishes may look boring but are actually very good. I hope you like living in taiwan if you end up living here!

#this got rlly long so imma do a tldr of the things abt taiwan i'm gonna miss when i get home #1. the nature. the riverside parks... dude.... riding a bike by the river is like a hundred percent must do pasttime... i'm gonna miss it #so bad.#2. the beverages... are so good and so cheap... to get a decent fruit tea in the US is like 5 dollars. here it is 2 dollars and tastes #better.... like... omg... gonnamiss the beverages #3. convenience stores... esp the onigiri. and the hot tea... you cant get decent hot tea anywhere in the us!! you can't #its always iced and sugary or if it is hot its overseeped and disgusting #4. food stands. the convenience of it all. also like. no one sells diguaqiu near me in the us... imma miss those. and the #scallion pancake stall near my house. and oa tsian/hezi jian #5. the transportation... i hate car dominated communites... everything needs to be walkable...#asks #anon

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oh-katsuki · 1 year

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Hiiiiiii Cal! I really like the way you write so that's why I'm asking you this, but don't feel pressured to answer if you don't know or just don't wanna.

Note: English isn't my first language.

I studied Latin a few years ago and I want to translate this lil quote thingy from Pompeii that roughly translates to "lovers and bees live sweet lives. I wish I could, too".

Now here's the question: could I say honeyed instead of sweet? Because the literal translation from Latin would be sweet like honey but I don't wanna use a whole bunch of words for it because it's just one word in Latin. When I googled it said honeyed is just about food and I don't want to accidentally use a food-word when it's supposed to be all ✨serious✨ so that's why I'm asking 🥲

Annnnnd the reason I'm asking a RaNdOm FiC wRiTeR and not my professor is because he would wonder why I'm asking and I cannot lie for the life of me and I don't want to tell him it's for angsty, sexually explicit fan fiction about a 2D man so. Yah

And yes I also could just google what the ✨official translation✨ to English is but I'm a stubborn bitch and I want to do it myself so I'm not gonna 🤪

Sorry if this is long 🥲

hiiiii!!!!

i'm actually so flattered that you came to me with this!! idk why i just am!! and thank you, im glad u like my writing <333

first of all, that's a REALLY nice quote. like so poetic and meaningful.

anyway, i think you definitely COULD substitute "sweet" for "honeyed". a lot of the times, when you look up english phrases like that, it will come up with really literal definitions despite the fact that they aren't always used that way (cultural context and whatnot). like with the word "honeyed" specifically.. yeah it usually applies to food (ie; honeyed ham), but there's also a phrase in English—"honeyed words"—that basically refers to something someone says that is sweet/kind/hopeful. similar to the way the phrase "sugarcoated" is used when referring to negative news/lies delivered in a way to not hurt feelings.

i use "honeyed" as a descriptor for things other than food in my writing all the time and while i don't think it would be exactly correct, i do think it applies really well to the specific quote you're using. it's honestly probably a closer translation in general since you said the original latin says "sweet like honey". also, the term "honeyed" in that context implies that it's coated in honey, not made of it, which i think suits the quote a lot if im interpreting it right.

if im being fr... i like using "honeyed" in that quote better than sweet. not sure why. sweet feels like there's very little longevity/weight to it (idk if that makes sense), whereas honeyed is a very sensory word to use. like idk it conjures up images and feelings and flavors. ya know?

anyway, im not really at all qualified to give a definitive answer on what's correct and incorrect (english is my first language but i literally never know what's going on with grammar or like... correct use of vocab. we go based on vibes alone). but for what it's worth, i think honeyed would work great there and that it's a good idea to use it. like it would def make sense. fuck it, we ball mentality.

(sometimes googling doesn't do much good bc google is SO wrong a lot of the time. AND translating things from latin and greek always has a MILLION different translations that all imply different things. i understand and support ur stubbornness. plus you can always look it up after ya know???)

#[ 🏩 – chatting ]#im sorry if this sounds PREACHY i do not mean for it to come across that way #that's just my two cents and like... reasoning on it ya know?#BUT i do think that it's a good word there #honestly im a little in awe you even thought to use that word bc it feels really perfect for the quote #i LOOVEE it #anyway hope ur doing well <333

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ficsforeren · 2 years

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HELLOOOO HI! Kana<3

Congratulationss on your pregnancyy!!<3<3

I'm so excited for you♡♡♡♡

Soo anyway I've been following you for like almost a year now(i thinkk?) This is the first time I interact with someone on this app akdjbdjdjdb

I dont know how anons and asks work🥲 English is not my first language so please excuse me if my sentences are weird. I found your blog through the secrets between us and Let me tell youuu that fic was one of the the most wonderful things in my life.I was so amazed by your writing.It is truly a masterpiece !<3

I was scared to talk to you (*ﾉωﾉ) but ik you're really sweet by just reading your asks with other people.I wasnt able to forget about the sbu until now and sometimes daydream about that fic tooo XD I think knight!eren is my fav out of all your erens (dont get me wrong I also love himbo!eren and rockstar!eren but-) he is really adorable<3 I just wanna say thank you very much for giving us a chance to experience this amazing world that you've created🥺 You never failed to amaze me with your work♡

Sorry if I'm rambling too much its pretty late here rn annddd i just finished reading TLS ch 16 and I think im scared to continue reading it kanaaa give me strength (>﹏<) at first i was really happy cuz of the proposal and all but im really scared rn because i saw major character death💀ALSO Did i mention you're my FAV author on this app???and like your blog is my safeplace<3

You can call me May :D and is it okay if I send asks to your blog from now on?

MAYYYYY OMG HELLO DARLING NICE TO MEET YOU!!!!

First of all, can I just say how ADORABLE you are???? you sound so cute and sweet ugh i wanna squish your cheeks. Second, honey, your english is perfect!!! don't you ever worry about that! Third, please don't ever be afraid to talk to me I swear I'm the last person on earth you should be scared of. I can't even scare a cat away even if I tried LMAO

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING MY FICS!!! And I'm so happy to know that you enjoyed my works, especially The Secrets Between Us. That series was my second eren fic so I'm always worried that it's too cringe/sappy or just bad in general. Such a relief to hear that there's someone out there who likes it hehe 😊

And honey it's okay!!! chapter 17/the epilogue of TLS isn't that sad at all! even if it was a bit sad, there's always the alternate ending that you can read haha I swear it will make you feel better, pinky promise!

I'M YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? ALSKFJASLKDJFLK AAAAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG THAT MEANS A LOT TO ME 😭😭😭

and YES YES PLEASE spam me away with your messages! I would love to read them! you're always welcome in my inbox baby ❤️❤️❤️

#awww man your message made my day you're so cute #you're a cute little baby come here may let me hug you!#i love you darling please take care of yourself mwah mwah #kana answers stuff #kana gets some love!#queue

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un-poquito-de-monica · 1 year

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Guess who 🐥 has found something less dark to post about!! (Btw the previous issues are still alive and kicking but we move)

But I finished season 3 of blood and water in like 2 days, which is very quick for me. And I have so many thoughts, mostly related to the side plots. I actually really appreciate how many side plots there are. Soooo yea, spoilers ahead, sorry idk how to do the cutoff thing.

1. I ship Tahira and Leigh-Anne. If not as a couple then as close friends. I will write fic as I wait for season 4.

2. Where was Zama 🥲 I loved her character so much, and I wanna know more about herrr

3. Chris really has abandonment issues huh? First from his parents, then Wendy, plus he doesn't feel like he deserves her so he does all this nastiness

4. A not comprehensive list of people I have simped for this season: Wendy, Leigh-Anne, Fikile, Thandeka, Bruce (I'm sorry yall I'm a villain stan at heart), Puleng, Reece, Lisbeth, Sam

5. Maybe it's just not normal to me because I'm not South African, but it's really interesting how everyone is like trilingual. I mean I'm used to people mixing English and patois here, but like, I've heard Zulu, Afrikaans, Xhosa, Tswana, probably more that I don't remember, and as a person who loves languages that's really nice.

6. The parental relationships have been really wholesome this season, especially Wade and his mom, I really love how even though she's like the super strict school principal, Wade can still talk to her abt embarrassing stuff like that scene where he was hidden under the sheet. And I like how Puleng's relationship with her mom improved, although she wasn't exactly there for a while due to being kidnapped. And I really like Brian and Fiks' relationship even after he knew she wasn't his bio kid. KB and Chris just built different 💀

7. Sam has just gotten shot after shot after shot this entire show, mans cannot catch a break. Let Sam have his soft life era in the next season please 😭

8. I love how I'm assuming there's a next season because Netflix has a way of cancelling all my favourite shows, country queen season 2 I am waiting for you

9. It's really nice to see that homophobia isn't a huge problem for the characters

10. All now it has not fully hit me that Nwabisa is dead. I thought Lisbeth was just saying stuff literally until she told Fikile that night at KB's house. Oh and Mr Khumalo as well, it is just...wow

11. The music slapped as it always does, I listen to Dope Saint Jude now.

And yea, that's about it for now, very long post ik so congrats for reaching the end.

#blood and water #season 3 #wendy dlamini #tahira kahn #puleng khumalo #fikile bhele #lisbeth molapo #thandeka khumalo

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The new chapter was really good! I actually thought we wouldn’t see jeonghan but…

Vernon kinda acted stupid not checking on her but 🤷‍♀️

I’m worried for Chan ngl I hope he is doing ok!

I hope your doing alright as well ❤️ that post really scared me!

Don’t forget to drink water, eat and sleep well <3

@sonje78!!!

My dear friend! These messages are long overdue - please forgive me for getting back to you so late T^T I'm just going to compile them all into one long post here lol, so be prepared! As always, thank you for the reminders to drink water and just take care of my health in general hehehe - I need that . . . A LOT LOL.

Without further ado!!!

P.S. Tumblr has been really glitchy 😭 I wanted to screenshot and C&P your asks on here, but it won't let me do it anymore, unless, I upload it to my laptop picture profiles, so I resorted to just C&P the text message! Apologies if the formatting is weird.

^^ replying to the message above!

Wdym you thought you'd never see Jeonghan again?! 🤡 Lol jokes, jokes - I didn't think a lot of people would expect it either hahaha. I wanted to reflect the reality of the situation though because IRL (or from my experience at least lol), no matter how hard you try to let go of these kinds of people, they always come back to haunt you some way, some how when you think you're finally over them :') Vernon isn't stupid . . . he's just . . . oblivious and assumes the best 😭 We'll see Chan x OC again :) It'll be okay!! I promise :) I'm sorry for having worried you 😭 Not to toot my horn, but I would like to think I have fairly good judgement on people - if I don't feel safe, I get out of the situation ASAP. Please don't worry about me too much! I'll be okay and I had friends with me who had my back :)

OH MY GOD ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME!!!

This was an amazing chapter!! You’re so good at writing <3

I feel so bad for Chan 😭 he deserves better!

But I didn’t understand a line. It was “Vernon has crush on Charlie XCX more than you did Woozi” English isn’t my first language so… can you explain please?

And something I found really funny was when I read the last line it reminded me of a svt lyric 😂

[Picture: Lyrics from Lie Again - 'Because I love you, because the words 'I love you' isn't enough/so I let you go']

Chan deserves the world, but I only hurt him :') Idk why I keep doing this 😭 TMO aside, all I ever outline for Chan are angsty stories, it's kind of disturbing LOL. I blame Yoon Jeonghan just cuz 😂 I'm not sure if you know, but Vernon is actually a HUGE simp fanboy of the artist Charli XCX! It got to the point where she finally found out about him hahaha and they did a recent collab, remixing her song, Beg For You! In the context of the story, if you remember OC is a huge fan of Woozi. Similarly, Vernon is a huge fan of Charli XCX, except he may love her more than OC loves Woozi 😂🤣 I hope this makes sense! If not, lmk and I can try to expalin better YO!!!! I'm SHOOK!! I'm not sure if people notice, but my chapter titles are lyrics from Seventeen songs that I feel suit the theme of the chapter. I was actually looking at 'Lie Again' when searching for a title chapter - I can't believe I missed it! I took something from 'Light A Flame' instead 🤣

The new chapters were amazing!!!

I don’t have a lot of thoughts about terrifyingly innocent but the bonus of tmo was great, Chan should get y/n but just my opinion 🙂 Vernon is really cute though 🥲

Anyway I’m having the same problem with studying, my brain just does not want to…

I’m going out breakfast tomorrow so hopefully I can clear my head a bit 😮‍💨

I hope both of our exams go well ❤️

PLEASE SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON WHY CHAN SHOULD GET OC?!?!?! Not many people tell me this directly, but I get the vibe that most people are rooting for Vernon x OC! I hope you had a good breakfast and your exams this week go well!!! Thankfully, I passed my final last week, so I won't have to worry about exams for awhile, which will be nice! That said lots of other life changes coming for me 😪 It'll be tough, but we'll get through it together :)

OKAY YOU HAD A MESSAGE HERE ASKING ABOUT SVT'S ENGLISH SINGLE AND TUMBLR DELETED IT. SO I WILL JUST REPLY WITH MY THOUGHTS 😭 IM SO SORRY TUMBLR BE HELLA GLITCHY AND BLOGGY THESE DAYS

I'm pretty indifferent about the English single 😂 I'm just happy to see music from them again! They are a very active group on social media, but I still miss them a lot :( Tbh, it's no surprise to me that they're doing this though, especially since they've joined HYBE, which is notorious for pushing the Western agenda (I have thoughts on this, but we will save it for another time LMAO) I've actually been a fan of BTS longer than SVT, just not super involved the fandom because . . . well you know how some of their fans can get 😅 Anyways, I've seen this whole process with BTS, then with TXT, and now, I guess, SVT - I figured the English single was coming soon. Especially with English songs being better accepted in the Kpop community (thinking about Ten's Paint Me Naked, Loona's Dancing On My Own, etc.), it was only a matter of time! Mingyu also mentioned wanting to do an OT13 English song and Vernon was spotted working with one of HYBE's American producers, Melanie Fontana too. I don't think there's anything wrong with it per se - if anything, it'll just open more doors for them in terms of creativity and opportunities. I'm excited to see where it can take them, and what this leads up to in regards to the new FULL album. Hbu? What are your thoughts?

Btw you put Chan’s face when Vernon was talking with y/n in the newest chapter and I didn’t get a notification for the new chapter of tmo but I got it for terrifyingly innocent

Just thought I should let you know ❤️

I'm aware 😭 It's the app I use - it's glitchy sometimes. I've tried to see if I could fix it, but it just stays that way, mixing up names and photos. Hopefully, it doesn't cause too much confusion in the story . . .? I know notifications has been an issue for a lot of people as of late, and for that I apologize too :( I'm poking around and seeing if there are more efficient and reliable ways of tagging other than C&P vs typing out everyone's user . . . Hopefully, I find something soon!

Hello! I’m back and ready to review 🥰

Terrifyingly innocent

I liked the new chapters a lot! I like the dynamic with y/n and seungcheol a lot!

Two minus one

I am loving two minus one a lot! I felt like y/n and vernon were getting closer but now vernon is going on a date I-

AND WE ARE ASKING CHAN ON A “DATE”

Sorry about that I needed to scream my frustration for y/n

Seungcheol drabble

It was adorable!!!! I don’t have a lot of thoughts about it but 😫🥰

I’m going to send another ask about red velvet b-side ranking I’ll talk more there because this is long

I don't really have anything to say here other than I'm glad you're enjoying the story as it progresses!!! Any thoughts on RV's Japanese release, Wildside? They really went from pretty ballerinas to bada$$ thieves in the span of a week ahahaha

#sonje78 #whew!!!#glad that went through this time!!!#no rush in replying!#i know this was a lot in one go!#take your time~#looking forward to hearing from you always 💙#btw i realized i never really asked . . .#who's your bias in svt??? LOL

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