#D will give me nightmares

[notesz-b]

Almost forgot to post this cursed one here~ _

#Darksiders #Death #Strife #D will give me nightmares #the good kind tho

[ohitslen]

Something other about his eyes

Bonus! Based on this quick thing I did this afternoon and the idea took a bit more shape and turned into that thing from above uEK

#not too much effort on the colors with this one #o would’ve left it just with lineart but at the end I thought it would look nicer with some rough shadows #shadowing. you know what I meant. #his plant markings being extremely faint on his eyes when they aren’t glowing is very true to me also #I think itd be awesome if Vash’s eyes would just look like that when he isn’t masking #or they could be a bit more lax but still look like they are staring far far away into the void #or into your souls if you so happen to make eye contact with him. like woowoo over here #he is probably listening for one of his sisters who is not so close to him. maybe even Kni? who knows it’s up to interpretation #Vash’s hair can be such a nightmare also. I do not think of physics when drawing him whatsoever #I give him the Mickey Mouse ears treatment sometimes and some other I actually respect the fact that his hair will always be swept #to the right. if you haven’t noticed that yet. I think it’s way more noticeable on the 2d art #which is a nice touch! considering that’s the direction I’m which his haircut was when they were kids. isn’t that fun #anyways weird Vash for me once again and I’ll share a little with you. ah I’ll get to the requests later btw! #trigun #vash the stampede #trigun stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #vashwood #trigun fanart #vash #wolfwood #nicholas trigun #lenssi draws #vash saverem #ah extra note. this is meant to be pre plant revelation. I think Vash would already know about what WW is there for since very early on #but about the plant thing he was still a little doubtful since he wouldn’t think Kni would disclose that information so easily. #so seeing that Nick has a very keen eye and is very observant kind of ticks him off even though he is just the same. so maybe that’s why #it ticks him in the first place. headcanons everywhere in this household

[roychewtoy]

#finished manifold garden tonight ouuuuugghghgghh it was so Very good. yes👍YES👍yeahyeahyeahyeah #i luv u exploring endlessly stretching impossible spaces. i luv u mandelbulbs and twisty fractals. i luv u thrumming synthy music #man it was so tasty. end of the game was giving me fearful..cosmic dread? i havent felt since outer wilds. just THROWIN urself off #like. these are colours these are twisting colours. why are u slumping down the couch ever so slightly with a chill down ur arms #fucking wonka boat tunnel dmt trip nightmare of a colour sure. sure yeah. and it was AWESOME awesome ending. TOTAL collapse #fun puzzles. throwin urself and free falling through a level never got old. loved snappin the gravity round. nada motion sickness✅️Score✅️ #playing manifold garden: this is just like jacob gellers shape of infinity video....... #couldnt stop thinkin abt him describing the airborne funerals given in the library of babel #the body falling eternally never hitting the ground thats CRAZY THAAAAAAAAAAAAATS. i would like to read it. im gonna read it #jacob geller u have not led me astray yet on video game recs. manifold garden! MANIFOLD GARDEN!!!!!!!!!! #great ost yeaaaassirr. just really liked it so i did oohheeeeooo :] :D yeahboshdone #manifold garden #structure tag #chewtoy

[soaked-ghost]

horror themed nightmare doodles as a treat :]]]]

#every so often I remind myself that he is supposed to be scary #I tried to give him this almost childish boogieman vibe to him #he's like 'ohhh I'm gonna getcha :D' while he's hunting u down to kill u #nightmare sans #sans au #utmv #unsettling #horror #art #myart #let me know if this needs other tags!!

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

Opinions on Dream? :^

SO many feelings about him omgg rant under cut please forgive me

okay so i don't really talk or draw him much cause honestly,,,most of the times i just think he's a bit....boring? or more accurately plain? not in a mean way either but just in a 'fades into the background' type of way like don't get me wrong!! he's a really nice friend to his peers, his feelings about his powers and aura making his relationships harder to navigate and trust along with his whole conflict with nightmare and morality about what's good and bad IS very cool!! and i love it whenever they write him to be complex and not on this black and white mentality or when he's just straight up following along his friends with no free will or with a dubious purpose without ever addressing his issues or feelings! it's just unsatisfying to me :')

or when they're making him the 'naive' and oblivious, (sometimes childish?) character being marked as the obstacle and villain along with the other star sanses from the fic's pov, always talking about doing good things while fighting his brother and not hearing him out about the balance, (and for weak reasons most of the time. like it's been so long and you STILL haven't sat down with him when he's, generally, basically begged you to just have a talk? guys please :'( ) or when they go for the victim sad dream always missing the old nightmare, where corrupted nightmare is the incarnation of evil, with no sympathy or emotion except anger and sadistic glee, killing and hurting everyone and dream's just trying to protect the multiverse and dream's always been in the right. such extremes!!!

LIKE!! i hope i'm not the only one that thinks a 500+ year old should have had enough time to idk. learn things? about people and manipulation and deceit? after knowing what the villagers did to night? about the bad things in the world and how there's a lot of grey areas in life and that he maybe reflected on his past enough to process and ask himself if there should to be a convo to settle his differences with nightmare (and you can make nightmare the stubborn one too! or have them BOTH be petty and imperfect and have some things wrong and some right at the same time like why do i always see the good guy vs bad guy cliché with these two when they're the perfect example of why positivity doesn't have meaning without the negativity!! as long as there's a satisfying evolution or growth that doesn't leave me empty i'm good yknow?)

plus i believe dream really isn't as dumb as people view him. i do get some of you saying he probably can't read or write since that's actually a pretty interesting idea to explore! but in general please let him have emotions other than pure sunshiny happiness or endless sadness like he's gotta have more depth than that! let him make mistakes, have flaws that don't just make him the bad guy that's always in the wrong by default, and be angry or suspicious or jealous or bitter or battling his mental health problems/depression or malicious or smart or witty or mischievous and silly or sarcastic or ANYTHING dude i just want him to be put into different scenarios where he can be serious or lighthearted like it doesn't even have to be long or perfect but make him feel real.

it could definitely be that i don't read or see much art about dream or really look for it hard enough but also i just. i feel bad for even saying this fr and i wanna be honest about why i don't enjoy most stories about him cause he always gets the worst treatment along with ink!!! especially ink omg the poor guy has it the worst i think like wow do they mess him up :'(

always one dimensional in non shippy fics, or too plain or easily replaceable by other, more entertaining people in the significant other's life in most of his ships like man. i have read fics out there that made me genuinely FEEL and root for him and love his character so much it restored all hope for me!!! but i can only name one on top of my head and the others? it's been so long i don't even remember their names i just legit feel terrible cause i love him still and i can't find many headcanons that fit my interpretation of him yknow?

not to say people who write him very happy, mislead or sad are ruining him like that's silly- if i see something i don't like i just. move on bro i wouldn't force people to feel or think the same way i do about him cause anyone can have whatever headcanons they want!!! just talking about what i personally look for in him and why i can't exactly find it since most of the stuff out there just isn't my cup of tea :')

hopefully i didn't set anyone off with this rambling opinionated essay i just pulled hhh xD i know i know he's a popular character and i know a lot of people like dream so *sobs* please please recommend me artists and fics about him that you think is good it's been so looong since i've read or seen anything new that makes me attached to this little guy aughg<33333

#ask #rambling #delete later? #probably xD i just wanna love him SO much but sometimes he's just *sigh*...forgettable #i tried to explain myself but also it's like 4 am and i skimmed through the proofreading so don't take this too seriously HHH #like really even when i do read good fics about him he's not on the forefront of my mind and it's painful to me :'( #i used to see him as my third fav but now? ever since i've read and seen characters who get heavier more in depth plots? #i can't say it with as much confidence :') and dream lovers out there i am not bashing your choice or even your headcanons #to each their own but i really wanna hear someone be passionate about him in my feed or askbox like TELL me about him #i've seen ink rants out there that are FIRE like so true!!! but where's the dream defense team??? #maybe it's just me tho :') btw i still like cream but not the same way as before if i'm being real #it feels the same...all of it and it makes me wanna bite something ARGHGG #i know i know i ship some stuff that's basic too hhh but dream and cross are always written the same and dream is too innocent #and nightmare is too weird in some of these fics like if MY brother ever tried to literally attack my hypothetical partner???? #i wouldn't give him the :'((( sad face and weakly tell him to 'please stop...you're hurting him'' like NO girl they're TWINS #they're the same age i would tell him to BACK off and not insert himself in my love life after years of ignoring and fighting LIKE #especially since most of the time cross is actually good to dream and all- so he doesn't have a good reason to disrupt his bro's dates #UGH i just have so many opinions but basically i would love him a lot lot more than i do now if they also let him be more flexible #and shake things up like with shattered and stuff! gimme alternate versions of him even if it's too ooc like we do for all the other sanses #jaa i am SO sorry you had to read all that dude thank you so much for passing by :'D

[ziseos]

While I was watching episode 1066, I kept thinking about one and only thing:

IF ONLY WE HAD THIS ANIMATION DURING DRESSROSA AND LAW'S PAST ARC

*sighs*

#i mean for real #that animation still gives me nightmares #one piece #onepiece #trafalgar law #trafalgar d. water law #wano #one piece 1066 #episode 1066

[heyitsvenus]

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#ignore #just an angry american venting #what the actual fuck is happening in this country #i get irritated with myself sometimes because i can’t keep my mental health very consistent #but it’s kinda hard to not be all over the place when you’re watching your country descend into literal fascism #it genuinely feels like a nightmare over here #thinking about the election in nov makes me want to fucking scream actually #like we’re going to lose no matter who wins #biden already let my abortion rights get nuked and he’s giving all of our taxes away to other countries #i can’t wait for all of these old men to d*e #manifesting it happens before nov 🕯️

[critterofthenight]

i dreamed about visiting an old castle (idk which one but i'm pretty sure it was one i've actually been to), and when i tried to leave, there was a wall of green fire in the distance that was getting closer fast. the people in the castle garden didn't even try to hide or anything, they were just looking at it in awe. i went back into the building, thinking that centuries old thick stone walls must be fireproof, but when the fire reached us, some stones cracked and fell down, and i was pissed that this stupid fire harmed a historic site :/

#dream me didnt give a fuck about the fact that the castle was surrounded by a city (kinda like in eger) 💀 #btw it wasnt a nightmare #just kinda weird :D #✩‧₊˚

[sopuu]

You are the first mcsm and life series/hermitcraft artist i've ever stumbled upon

The moment you posted that limited life art of the bad boys, i freaked out and legitimately did not believe i found someone with the same interest as me :D (both mcsm & hc)

And i'm gonna be honest, i actually came here for the jesskas fanart lol

hell yeah more mcsm and mcyt fans!!!!! you have no idea dude i’ve been watching hermitcraft for years- literally one of my long-term fixations haha

and ik there are more out there who like both!!! i see you guys in the tags!!! y’all make me so happy it’s so nice to see that there’s others who are just as insane as i am

#every time i post something from a fandom i haven’t made art for yet i always wonder if anyone who’s already following is also- #-a fan of it #this is gonna apply to my next post lol #anyways. any ut/dr pokemon omori oneshot lmk little nightmares hollow knight LoZ keroro spiderverse fans please talk to me please #there’s definitely more im forgetting atm hgjkf #the multifandom in my bio is Real #edit: OH ava/avm too #asks #and to mcsm fans who haven’t watched mcyt stuff! give hermitcraft a try! :D #it’s been around way longer than the green man and is probably better

[theygender]

*checking the tracking information for my package from under a pile of overpriced teas and vitamins* this next herbal supplement will fix me

#g o d what is up with my brain thats been making everything so hard recently #like. im in a job that im MUCH happier with now and loving it. im no longer living a waking trauma nightmare as a call center sup #...why is my brain acting like im forcing it on a trek through fucking mordor just trying to get through a normal day at work #im on break from school. why am i not able to do any of the things that i wanted to do during the semester but was too busy for #why am i not able to do anything that i want to do and if i DO manage to do it why am i not able to enjoy it #why am i living like every moment of my life in fear that im wasting my time or doing something wrong or not good enough #and like i KNOW the answers are adhd and depression and anxiety #but my buddy. my pal. @ the wrinkly fleshy thing in my skull #im on 6 different psychiatric medications with a total of up to 11 individual pills per day. im actively in therapy and have been for years #and my life is currently much better than it maybe has ever been! WHY am i still struggling so hard 😭 #like i know recovery isnt a straight line and etc etc but like. it just feels like im doing everything im 'supposed' to do so what gives #so. gonna start drinking more plants i guess and see if that helps. im already on some that seem to help but i think i need more now #bc im having a bad time in my brain prison tbh :( #im not even like upset typing all this out either im just like. bewildered. incredulous. exhausted #lets hope this new overpriced tea fixes me i guess #rambling

[thegardengrows-infrozenrain]

bitches be like "i'm a fan of [band] but anything besides their first 2/3 albums is just pop trash and really forgettable and i hate every song on the first few albums besides [tiny list] and honestly they've overstayed their welcome as artists and need to stop producing and if you like their first few albums/[specific album that is popular/unpopular] you're a tiktok fake fan who's only posing and pretending to like them"

like honey you're not a fan you're a toxic piece of shit

like yeah don't consume anything entirely uncritically but at the same time don't become an asshole who does nothing but criticize yknow

#this is about the mods in the Mother Mother discord #they jump in with their fucking opinions every time anyone mentions liking an album and they're just so fucking annoying about it #this also goes for MCR fans but we all knew that anywa #it's probably why we're never getting MCR5 #but yeah so the MM fandom has become surprisingly toxic as of late #especially after Normalize and To My Heart dropped as singles #but they're starting to get really hateful about the earlier albums too... D&C and NC are starting to be hated #and VGBT opinions seem really mixed #then again this is a discord server and from prior experience in fandom discords #they are fucking nightmares. i don't know why the absolute worst of each fandom is always in the discords but #they are for some goddamn reason. #nothing beats the EW server but then again m*tt and b*ng kind of fostered that culture #as did the appointed mods - particularly with regards to LGBT hostility it almost seemed intentional there LMAO #like matt honey at some point it stops being 'but shipping and headcanons is offensive/disrespectful' #and more 'anyone who isn't cishet makes me uncomfy :(' #and you crossed that line so many times that honestly i'm giving up on b*yond entirely at this point #pay's ramblies #tw discourse mention #tw vagueposting #vagueposting #band fandom #fandom sadness

[wrecking]

starting the day low as hell and ending it in the fucking stratosphere we're so fucking back babey !!!

#d #nightmares cannot stop the universe giving me good things clearly #joever no more 🫡

[alackofghosts]

i can't believe it's time for another sometimes a creative endeavour is decorating your video game house

#the open window was inspired by another that i saw #and was like i wanna see if i can do it :D #initially i didn't realise i should probably turn the windows around or else i'm gonna have a flood of light on me hands #so i had to redo it when i was nearly at item cap :'D #anyway i liked my previous build well enough but i was bothered by some walls having #camera collision and some walls not having that #that + not having enough slots to put something above the ceiling to give it collision #made it kind of a nightmare #i can't believe i was at like 70-80 items in my first two builds #and felt like 'eh this is basically done' #but now i want to add so much more lol #anyway now we wait for lottery results #i want... beach house

[mitsmebinch]

Sleep 10

Sleep 1 : Sleep 2 : Sleep 3 : Sleep 4 : Sleep 5 : Sleep 6 : Sleep 7 : Sleep 8 : Sleep 9

“She’s not waking up,” Lina cried, panic cracking her voice. “Why isn’t she waking up? She wasn’t shot was she?” She began shifting Reine’s clothes, looking for blood.

“He probably drugged her,” Cyrus pulled Lina away from her sister’s sleeping form. “She didn’t wake up from the gunfire before we even got inside. Calm down.”

Lina pushed away from him, grabbing her sister into a hug. “You’re okay,” she mumbled into Reine’s shoulder, tears wetting the fabric. “You’re alive.”

She sat like that for a long while, crying into her sister’s shoulder as Cyrus sat back against the wall of the van that was speeding away from Koen’s home.

“What…?” Lina slowly pulled away from Reine, glaring at the wet fabric on her shoulder, smudges of bruising showing through. She pulled the neck of Reine’s shirt to the side, revealing the lingering formula’s effects. Reine’s skin was streaked with back lines as if someone had injected ink into her veins, the skin swollen and raw around the marks she had carved into herself during her nightmares.

“What?” Lina repeated, tears rushing to the surface once more. “What… is…?” she turned to Cyrus as he pushed off the van wall, examining the bruises.

“This… she probably did this herself,” he muttered, grazing the ripped and scabbing flesh along her neck. “But…” his eyes slowly moved towards her shoulder. “I’ll have my medic look at her. Hey,” he grabbed Lina’s shoulder, shaking her until she looked away from Reine at him. “She’s alive, okay? She’ll wake up, I-” He stopped as Reine shifted in Lina’s arms groaning.

“Reine?” Lina called hopefully.

Again another groan, louder this time.

“Reine, can you hear me?” she asked.

Reine’s hoarse cry rang out against the van walls, fingers racing up to tear at her throat and stomach once more. Another nightmare, unable to escape.

“Reine!” Lina grabbed her hands, forcing her fingers out of the bleeding holes they had just made, struggling to escape until finally the nightmare passed and she fell still once more.

The two remaining stared at Reine in silence, neither one willing to speak first.

#sleep #whump #writing #whumpee #whumper #writing idea #drugging #forced sleep #drugged #forced drugging #i had a bad day today so here have another sleep #me: im not depressed *has a bad ih day* i want to fucking roblox myself #van #driving #nightmares #nightmare #night terror #night terrors #our poor reine is having such a bad time someone please give this girl a hug #dont worry she'll finally be awake next time! :D #overdose #self harm #blood #crying

[starfishinthedistance]

I talk to many people who say things like "oh I have trauma but I don't have PTSD", but then when I talk to them a little more I realize that they most likely do, they just can't recognize it as such due to how lacking PTSD awareness is, even beyond the whole "it's not just a veteran's disorder" thing.

The main reason they think they don't have PTSD usually has to do with flashbacks and nightmares, either they have one but not the other or have neither. But here's the thing, those are only two symptoms out of the 23-odd recognized symptoms. Flashbacks and nightmares are two of the five symptoms under Criterion B (Intrusion), which you only need one of for a diagnosis. The other three symptoms are unwanted upsetting memories, emotional distress after being reminded of trauma and physical reactivity after being reminded of trauma (i.e. shaking, sweating, heart racing, feeling sick, nauseous or faint, etc). Therefore you can have both flashbacks and nightmares, one but not the other, or neither and still have PTSD.

In fact, a lot of the reasons people give me for why they don't think they have PTSD are literally a part of the diagnostic criteria.

"Oh, I can barely remember most parts of my trauma anyway." Criterion D (Negative Alterations in Cognition and Mood) includes inability to recall key features of the trauma.

"Oh but I don't get upset about my trauma that often because I avoid thinking of it or being around things that remind me of it most of the time." Criterion C (Avoidance) includes avoiding trauma-related thoughts or feelings and avoiding trauma-related external reminders, and you literally cannot get diagnosed if you don't have at least one of those two symptoms.

"Oh I just have trouble getting to sleep or staying asleep, but I don't have nightmares." Criterion E (Alterations in Arousal and Reactivity) includes difficulting sleeping outside of nightmares.

"But I didn't have many/any trauma symptoms until a long time after the trauma happened." There's literally an entire specification for that.

Really it just shows how despite being one of the most well-known mental illnesses, people really don't know much about PTSD. If you have trauma, I ask you to at least look at the criteria before you decide you don't have PTSD. Hell, even if you don't have trauma, look at the criteria anyway because there are so many symptoms in there that just are not talked about.

PTSD awareness is not just about flashbacks and nightmares.

#ptsd #post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #complex post traumatic stress disorder #complex ptsd #trauma #actually ptsd #actually cptsd #mental illness #mental health #mental health awareness #ptsd awareness #cptsd awareness #neurodivergent #ptsd thoughts #awareness #important #mentally ill #actually mentally ill #psychology

[summerofthelaterose]

you guys should join the 'weird stairs' fandom it is so entertaining

#might actually give me nightmares too :D