Hello good day.
If it's not a bother...
Could I ask for a mini fic of Maddie getting captured and gets rescued by Nick....
Please and Thank you 🙏🙏🙏
Hiya!! So this is set mid series? I’m not sure but I may be messing up the continuity. Hope you like it!!
Wrapped up in a red blanket, Nick’s most precious one, to be precise, Maddie Rocca sat in front of a fire set up by Chip and his magic, warming her, and soothing her, while Clare tried to brew some soup, and not mess it up like she did with the potions.
“I don’t understand. Why’d they go after Maddie, specifically” Xander shrugged, settling down next to where Maddie and Vida were, putting an arm around the sisters, to make them calm down.
“Koragg is a freak” Vida declared, “but there’s always a reason for everything he does” Nick hadn’t spoken anything since him and Maddie had returned, he just stood by the window, blowing off steam. Maddie herself didn’t say anything either except the occasional reassurances, like “I’m okay, sis, don’t worry”.
See, Koragg had kidnapped Maddie, and then he had sent Nick an awful message about coming alone to rescue her. He’d freaked out so bad, burning with anger, while he tried to keep a cool mind to come up with a plan to save her, and all their friends had tried to calm him down and tell him that they’d go with him. But he’d refused, and ran into the metaphorical inferno alone, with the only thought raging in his mind being that of protecting Maddie. Somehow he’d succeeded in freeing her, and the two of them had made it back to rootcore… However, something had happened— something emotional— that had left both of them in deep thought. Something they weren’t sharing with the others… and that meant that Vida, Chip, Xander, Clare and Udonna were left to their own tools, and speculations about what had happened.
“Waiiiit what if Koragg wanted something to do with Maddie’s water powers?” Clare offered.
“Koragg is a knight and a wizard himself don’t you think he could manage it? Besides why would he tell Nick ALONE, and particularly to come and rescue Maddie?” Xander countered.
“Maybe he wanted a damsel in distress drama? You know?? Maybe the underworld got a power cut and Koragg couldn’t see his favorite tv show?” Chip giggled, “and so he set up a live action version for it?”
“Okay that’s stupid. I can totally see it working” Vida grinned with him, and that’s when Maddie finally spoke, causing pin drop silence to set over the rootcore.
“He did it because he wanted to torment Nick.” She looked over to Nick, who was staring outside the window with a far off expression, “he knew, somehow, what Nick felt for me. And he wanted to torment him”
At this Nick turned around, and the others realised he’d been silently weeping this entire time, his cheeks stained, but his voice was steady when he spoke, “I hate what I made you go through… I’m— im sorry… I’m just not used to feeling these… things… I didn’t know how to handle it” he said through gritted teeth. Nick rarely ever admitted things about himself, this was a new side of him for almost everyone.
Maddie got up, clutching the blanket around herself even more, and made her way to Nick, “you could’ve told me about it…”
“Didn’t I?”
“You did…”
“But I was too late” he picked up what she’d been meaning to say, “I’m sorry…” he looked like a puppy in the rain.
“It’s okay, Nick. Sometimes, we just can’t handle all those emotions” she placed a hand on his shoulder, “the important thing is that you could’ve told me beforehand? I wouldn’t have had to find out from Koragg…”
“I know. I know. I messed up” he ran a hand through his hair, then looked at her again, “but I never realised just what I felt for you until… well until Koragg took you away. I’d have killed everyone around, and then myself, if anything ever happened to you.”
It was still not the confession Maddie had hoped for, with Nick being as closed up as he usually was, but it was a start. They would work their way from there. It was a beginning. And Maddie liked that.
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Sometimes you just have one of those moments where the progress we've made as a culture get thrown into stark relief. You look at something and go "Holy shit, that would never have happened when I was a kid."
Today, I had one of those moments when I realized that the teenage boys I'm working with are just. genuinely, openly enthusiastic about going to Build-a-Bear for their outing.
These are sixteen and seventeen year old boys! They just had a whole conversation about what to name their "cute", mostly new squishmallows! They're genuinely excited that they're going to Build-a-Bear this weekend and asking other kids to pick up specific accessories for them!!
Holy shit, that never would've happened when I was 16. None of the boys would have dared to be visibly interested - and neither would most of the girls! There would have been a million gay jokes and "Haha, you're a girl" jokes and "What are you, a baby?" jokes. Teenagers weren't even supposed to care about anything back then!
Less than 15 years later, and I'm watching three 17 year old boys treat all that as not even worthy of comment.
So let's call that a reason for hope. Even when the kids aren't alright, in some ways apparently they are alright. Go Gen Z, honestly. It's so lovely to watch you guys just openly doing and saying stuff that, when I was a teen, would've been a social death sentence.
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Today my therapist introduced me to a concept surrounding disability that she called "hLep".
Which is when you - in this case, you are a disabled person - ask someone for help ("I can't drink almond milk so can you get me some whole milk?", or "Please call Donna and ask her to pick up the car for me."), and they say yes, and then they do something that is not what you asked for but is what they think you should have asked for ("I know you said you wanted whole, but I got you skim milk because it's better for you!", "I didn't want to ruin Donna's day by asking her that, so I spent your money on an expensive towing service!") And then if you get annoyed at them for ignoring what you actually asked for - and often it has already happened repeatedly - they get angry because they "were just helping you! You should be grateful!!"
And my therapist pointed out that this is not "help", it's "hLep".
Sure, it looks like help; it kind of sounds like help too; and if it was adjusted just a little bit, it could be help. But it's not help. It's hLep.
At its best, it is patronizing and makes a person feel unvalued and un-listened-to. Always, it reinforces the false idea that disabled people can't be trusted with our own care. And at its worst, it results in disabled people losing our freedom and control over our lives, and also being unable to actually access what we need to survive.
So please, when a disabled person asks you for help on something, don't be a hLeper, be a helper! In other words: they know better than you what they need, and the best way you can honor the trust they've put in you is to believe that!
Also, I want to be very clear that the "getting angry at a disabled person's attempts to point out harmful behavior" part of this makes the whole thing WAY worse. Like it'd be one thing if my roommate bought me some passive-aggressive skim milk, but then they heard what I had to say, and they apologized and did better in the future - our relationship could bounce back from that. But it is very much another thing to have a crying shouting match with someone who is furious at you for saying something they did was ableist. Like, Christ, Jessica, remind me to never ask for your support ever again! You make me feel like if I asked you to call 911, you'd order a pizza because you know I'll feel better once I eat something!!
Edit: crediting my therapist by name with her permission - this term was coined by Nahime Aguirre Mtanous!
Edit again: I made an optional follow-up to this post after seeing the responses. Might help somebody. CW for me frankly talking about how dangerous hLep really is.
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Amatonormativity has destroyed so many people's understanding and acceptance of themselves, and it's heartbreaking.
Yes, it is normal to be in your 20s, 30s, or older and not have lost your virginity, had a first kiss, or a partner. It is normal to say that you aren't ready for those things, too! It is normal if your life doesn't follow the "college graduate -> engagement -> buying a home -> 2.5 kids and a dog" trajectory that so many people have idealized.
So many people associate maturity with losing your virginity, or having a first kiss, or a serious relationship, and I think that's a dangerous association. Maturity isn't gained through those things, and you don't have to have those experiences to be considered "mature" or "grown." It is not a bad thing to go at your pace. Nobody else can live your life but you. If you end up having those experiences, that's great! But it should be done because you want to experience them, not because you feel "broken" and "immature" without them.
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