(what was I made for? - billie eilish // nothing new - taylor swift // quarter life crisis - taylor bickett // rest in peace - BLÜ EYES // never grow up - taylor swift)
I've felt like me
The last few weeks
But if I start talking
I'll think about the shit I've been through
Then I'll be knee deep in those
Feelings I've been
Trying so hard to escape
But oh god, now it's too late
I highly recommend the artist Blü Eyes for spoonie related music because she Gets It and I love her sort of broken down acoustic vibes. Plz go on spotify and enjoy songs such as My Body Hates Me and Healing (Fucking) Hurts
"I don't think I've ever been so lonely
Didn't know if I would make it out
The dead of the winter of my life
In the middle of the summertime
And it still haunts me now
Everyone said
You look fine from the outside
But in my mind, I was upside down and screaming
What the hell is wrong with me"
Just the most sarcastic, ironic, dark and beautiful influencer in Italy. Her name is sssinister_ and she's a fragrance expert. I love how she talks about perfumes ❤️.
This is just a Blu Eyes appreciation post. Their music is absolutely amazing and was super helpful for me when I was going through a tough time with my chronic illness, so I’d like to share because that’s how I am.
You'd never know
I was fighting for my life 8 months ago
I shut the door and covered the windows
'Cause the sunlight hurt my eyes
I couldn't even go outside for so so long
And you couldn't tell
But the inside of my head was a living hell
I tried my best explaining how it felt
But nobody ever understood
Doctor said that everything looks good
So I blamed myself
I don't think I've ever been so lonely
Didn't know if I would make it out
The dead of the winter of my life
In the middle of the summertime
And it still haunts me now
But you'd never know
That it took me months to step outside alone
'Cause my body still gets tense when I walk home
Past the spot where it all went dark
It's like a movie flashing back in parts
That cuts deep and slow
I don't think I've ever been so lonely
Didn't know if I would make it out
The dead of the winter of my life
In the middle of the summertime
And it still haunts me now
Everyone said
You look fine from the outside
But in my mind, I was upside down and screamin'
"What the hell is wrong with me?"
Trying to make it make sense
Making my head spin
Now I pray to forget
'Cause I'm still here screamin'
"What the hell is wrong with me?"