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pinkseas · 1 year

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[parasocial bestie] GOOD EVENING BESTIE!!!! CHEERING U ON!!!! although itll take another few days weeks months for u to finish the fic its totally understandable why it takes that long like!! even as an artist, working on a supposed 4 hr art can take Weeks without that energy. it could be me who doesnt write tho but id always think writers have it hardest to do all the brain connecting the Thinking the Gears Moving in their head to figure out every scene every dialog every word that fits to get a perfect imagery of sumn and i respect dat... i respect yew!!!! SO DO UR BEST ALYYYYYY ILYSM YOURE DOING SO GREAT WITH UR CURRENT WORDCOUNT ALREADY 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💖💞💞💕💓💖💓💕💓💖💓💓💓💖💓💕💓💖💓💖💓💓💖💞💕💞💖💓💖💓💖💓 ONTO THE NEXT FEW THOUSAND UR SO CLOSE 👊👊👊👊 BEATS THE BURNOUT BEATS EVERYTHING THAT STOPS U FROM WRITING AND BEING THE BESTEST 👊👊👊💥💥👊💥💥💥👊💥💥💥

NO BC LIKE AS SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T DO ART. i will never ever ever understand how u guys do it. anyone can picture things in their mind to some degree but how in the everloving FUCK do you make that picture REAL>?????????????? proportions shading colors how the FUCK do you do the little glowy thing how do you make it Look Right how do you make it Look Good like. ive been doing creative writing in various ways to various degrees for over a decade now and i am still So Very Mediocre i STILL couldnt explain to you how i do it or how it happens and im sure if i had that same experience with art itd be different but. i do Not have that experience with art. so instead i stare at said art and go Hey Genuinely How The Hell Did You Do That and love it with all my heart

i dont even understand how other writers write like wdym you have a PLOT you have PACING you have proper balance between characters pertaining to who you want to focus on the most/least what do you MEANNNNNN you found the most gorgeous words and turns of phrase to make something sound Exactly write or get an Exact image into someones head like. HELLO ????????????????

dorry that got away from me i may be okay at writing but i am SO very fucking good at rambling every time without fail amen <3

anyways more importnatly GOOD EVENING I LOVE U SO SO SO FUCKING BAD I SAW THIS AND IMMEDIATELY WENT 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 & then powercry emoji x2345987345 like man. MAN.

onto the next few thousand 😁😁😁 <- words of someone who would KILL to be able to accomplish this tone and such in So Many Fewer Words but who does Not Know How To Do That so ten hundred billion words it is 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

THANK U FOR BEATING UP THE BURNOUT I RLY NEED IT like its barely gotten in the way yet ive taken enough breaks given myself enough time it is just SO FRUSTRATINGGGGGGGGGGG knowing that i need those breaks and need that time like why am i not allowed to just be the specialest person in the whole wide world who never burns out ever hm? hmmm? do i not deserve it have i not suffered enough

not to be soooo silly but i genuinely cannot express how much it means to me and how much it has meant to me from the very first little comment that you just. IDK IDK IDK. you care so much and you're so fucking NICE about it and so passionate about it and EVERY single time we ramble about ANYTHING it inspires and pushes me so much and i love love love talking to you and like. u simply did not need/do not need to be constantly so fucking sweet and encouraging and wonderful about everything all the time ever but then you Are and then i die and and and <- maybe its a good thing i didnt try forcing myself to write too much this morning if this is the way im wording things today 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 idk it is just. ily so bad and i am so so happy and grateful every time i see u in my silly little inbox and to this day i owe u my Life for the thoughts that u have brought to my silly little brain and

yeha. yeah. yeah. Yeah. explodes into a billion pieces

#parasocial bestie tag #DORRYYYYYYYY MY BRAIN IS SO FRIED RN IDEK WHY :SOB: <- girl who has written so many thousand words the past week

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rxcusant · 5 years

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NAME: Sammi NICKNAME: sam, .... thats it lmao FACECLAIM: riku nanase aka my child my son my goodest boy PRONOUNS: She/Her HEIGHT: 5′4′‘ BIRTHDAY: sept 26th !! AESTHETIC: uhhh darkness, claws, bows, black floral prints, and the ocean LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Loser Geek Whatever - Acoustic FAVORITE MUSE (S) YOU’VE WRITTEN: Sora and Vanitas of course!! I love writing my OC’s a lot too but I find nobody really cares about them as much beyond my friends so fgkdjfh guess ill die i also really like writing jeremy on my multi and anyone who follows me there knows that very well given how much i talk about him

* GETTING TO KNOW THE ACCOUNT:

WHAT INSPIRED YOU TO TAKE ON THIS MUSE: like sora or soranort? cause funnily enough, i didnt rp sora first! Roxas was my first favorite and muse, then it was Riku, and then I picked up Sora for my friend who rped Riku and....... i just fell in love kjgdhf but if you mean soranort the long and short of it is I love bad endings and I love darkness and i wanted to stand out among the sea of soras on tumblr so i decided to write everyones favorite controversial au that everyone has a strong opinion on dkjhfg As for vanitas he just kinda.... manifested one day. ive been a vanitas stan since i first saw him but i didnt have a muse for him for awhile. he showed up mid soranort development and he wont leave

WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE ASPECTS OF YOUR CURRENT MUSE: sora is a stronger soul than i ever will be. hes optimistic and charming and yet shoulders so much no boy ever should. hes smarter than a lot of people give him credit for (i’ll jokingly call him a dumbass but hes really a smart cookie). i see a lot of myself in sora too so maybe itd be nice to someday see myself in his better qualities too. for vanitas.............. god i. really dont know what to say without sounding like an ass but i just LOVE WHAT A BROKEN CHARACTER HE IS hes been through his own personal hell and back and crawled out a monster. a jaded creature snapping at any hands who come close despite how much he wants to take those hands he refuses. im fascinated and its immensely fun to write. plus the games clearly wont give him any character depth so i developed him on my own for 6 years and im very attached to my version of him kjfghdjg

WHAT’S YOUR BIGGEST INSPIRATION WHEN IT COMES TO WRITING: JUST ABOUT ANYTHING.....i can find inspiration anywhere, sometimes in unexpected places. When i write i like to put music on, instrumentals or something not in english that way i dont get distracted, and the music just differs wildly depending on the thread. if im writing something on the emotional side i usually put on the Scala Ad Caelum theme. i dont know why it works it just does

FAVORITE TYPES OF THREADS: i. well. if you follow this blog you know i love angst and misery dkfjnkgdfg i wont deny it. but we cant have angst all the time and its important to breathe so thats another thing i like to write! The respites, the breaths of fresh air. Ive also learned i REALLY love recovery threads. two characters talking their shit out like ‘wow, that was fucked up’ ‘yeah it was but we’re gonna be alright i got your back’ YEAH I LOVE THAT give me that sweet sweet HEALING PROCESS

BIGGEST STRUGGLE IN REGARDS TO YOUR CURRENT MUSE: i dont really Struggle with anything IC too much i guess? aside from Remembering all the KH lore WHICH IM PRETTY GOOD AT its just understanding some of the details that get me. That whole dream within a dream bullshit in DDD? yeah im. no thanks. i didnt understand it back then and i dont now. i dont know whats happening in ux and i havent known for Months (thats a lie i know whats going on but i dont know, you feel me?)

TAGGED BY: @ravensbled thank you monique!! <3 TAGGING: its...almost 2am Just. take it from me i dont care jdfkgglg

#outofxiii #me: i love sora!! hes kind and strong and i wanna be like that! also me: vanitas is a monster. hes terrible. i love him.#BIG F TO VANITAS AM I RIGHT LADS

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carry-on-my-pretty-weeper · 5 years

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Nervous Chapter 1

Author: carry-on-my-pretty-weeper

Character(s): Reader and Theseus

Word Count: +1k

Warnings: nothing just fluff

Author’s Note: so here’s another series because I can’t help myself when it comes to writing five million stories instead of focusing on one.

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No one told Theseus that college life was going to be so complicated. It wasn’t the academics that stumped him, he understood the workload and assignments but what he didn’t understand was the social aspects of it. Like when he’s asked if he wants to go to a party how does he refuse without sounding like an asshole? It’s not that he didn’t enjoy parties he just didn’t like not knowing anyone at them. At his old high school everyone knew everyone because you basically grew up with them. But at college the only person he knew was Leta which was extremely awkward since he knew she fancied him but he didn't feel the same. He also knew how Newt felt about her and he wouldn’t do that to his brother. And if that wasn’t enough, now he lives all the way in the states. So his comfortability level is a big fat zero.

So that’s why he sends most of his nights like this one, studying alone in his room. It was a Sunday night and his roommate plus what seemed like the rest of the school was out partying. He could feel his energy depleting slowly as he read over his material for his upcoming Art History test.

He made a quick decision of going out to buy coffee instead of going to bed. It was probably a poor decision on his part but he needed to study, he was hopeless with this kind of stuff. After all it was one of the general requirements he needed so that he could get his bachelors and become a cop.

Walking in the cold he breathed on his hands to keep them warm. He probably should’ve brought gloves or something but he was already on his way so he kept going.

Finally reaching the local coffee shop he opened the door which caused a bell to ring alerting whomever was working that another customer was there. When he looked at the counter he was dumbstruck by the woman who was working. She was absolutely gorgeous. He felt his heart rate increase as he gazed at this real-life angel. She wore a warm smile and had a twinkle in her eye that made him want to be the person that she was looking at. The bell rung again behind him breaking him from his trance as he realized the girl that entered was trying to get past him. “Oh, I’m sorry,” he apologized as he moved out of the way. The barista looked up and caught eyes with him and he immediately pretended to read the menu, which he probably should be doing anyways since he was there for coffee.

“Are you ready to order sir?” you asked him as you tilted your head slightly. Your gaze alone was enough to make his hands start to shaking.

“Uh yes, I mean, I’m not sure,” he replied with a shaky voice, “I’m kind of new to more than one type of coffee.” Laughing you look up at the menu.

“I can see how it’d be a bit intimidating,” you announced as you tapped on the counter with your nails. An idea seemed to cross your face as your smile widened. “What do you say I mix you up a random concoction and you tell me if you like it or not. If so you pay, if not I make you another drink,” you offered up with a grin.

“S-sounds like a plan,” he stutters out, mentally cursing his tongue for tripping over itself.

“And your name?” you asked as you grabbed a marker. His name? Oh, his name. He had been so distracted by your smile he had forgotten it. Racking his brain he tried to think of it.

“Uh my name? It’s...Theseus! Sorry, my name is Theseus,” he answered as he redden a little bit as you wrote it on the cup. It seemed as if he had turned into his brother Newt, stuttering and blushing at the drop of a hat. Not that he was normally like this but you had turned him back into a little school boy. He waited as you moved around the area humming to yourself. In a couple of minutes you had finished and returned back to him.

“Here try this,” you insisted as handed it over to him. When your fingers touched he felt a little jolt go up his arm. To pull attention away from the blush blooming on his cheeks he takes a sip of the drink. Sweet and saltyness danced on his tastes buds and the warmth of the coffee filled his chest. He let out a content sigh and took another sip.

“This is amazing, what is it?” he inquired as he looked at you in awe.

“I call it the Salty Sailor, it’s like if a salted caramel latte and black coffee had a baby.” You laughed again and it was like music to his ears. Oh boy was he in trouble. Finally remembering about the money he reached in his pocket but you stopped him. “Don’t worry it’s on the house,” you insist with a smile.

“I couldn’t-”

“It’s your first ‘different type’ of coffee,” you said referencing to earlier in the conversation. Leaning on the counter a bit of your hair fell in front of your face but you didn’t seem to mind.

“Well, thank you,” he chuckled as he ran his hand through his semi-messy curls. He was so glad that he still had some product in his hair or else he would’ve had a bush on his head.

“No problem Theseus,” you replied with that twinkle in your eye. He walked towards the door to leave but made an impulsive decision to turn around.

“I’ll see you around then?” he questioned hoping you heard him. Thankfully you did and saved him from an awkward moment.

“Definitely, I’ll be here.” And with that he walked out of the coffee shop with a smile that threatened to break his face. Half way through his walk back to his dorm he realized he forgot to ask your name. Smacking his face with his hand he muttered to himself about being an idiot. But he could always ask you next time. Yes! He’d ask you the next time he went to the coffee shop. Which might end up being sooner rather than later.

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btstrashxoxox · 6 years

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Prompt 5? scenario??

I feel like in so many fics, stories, novels etc theres rarely ever a representation of bigger ppl, like theres rarely a romance story where the character is like overweight, theyre usually hot characters and as someone who has little to no self confidence myself lool itd be nice to read a fic where the mc is stuggling with their physical appearance and they slowly overcome this inner struggle with the help of their partner, yes maybe by losing weight and stuff cuz thats being healthy, but NOT like the character lost all their weight and became sexy and “worth loving” or shit, like itd be nice to just read a fic where its genuinely focused on the way their body is now and how they learn to love themselves and understand that they are just as worthy for love as anyone else So i was thinking of this au where you are an overweight person maybe lets say 75 to 80 kg or more watever u choose and have struggled with it all ur life

Uve always been the chubby one in ur family and it kind of stayed like that progressing as u got older and shit

And ur family has always picked fun at u about it not in like a spiteful way kind of like in the way where theyre teasing u but theres a hint of truth behind it And u try to not let it bother u but it does anyway and ur self esteem and confidence isnt exactly up there

And ur one of those romantic saps and just rlly want someone to love u and u imagine all the different things u cud do with ur boyfriend but u dnt think ull ever hav that becuz of ur weight and self confidence issues

Anyways so i imagine u to be in ur like 20s maybe mid 20s idk basically an age where ur living by urself in a small apartment and hav a job etc So one day ur walking home alright, cuz u missed the bus home and u were like okay ill start walking for now and maybe another bus will come as im walking to the next stop And so ur walking with ur earbuds in, listening to music wen all of a sudden someone running bumps into u harshy from behind and u lose ur balance starting to fall, completely startled And the guy who bumped into u stops in his tracks with his wide eyes and comes rushing bak to help u up and ur like mad pissed cuz like fuck that hurt and wtf watch where ur going

But hes apologizing and is like im so sorry im just in a rlly big rush and i didnt rlly see u there and i rlly hav to go now cuz im running late

And ur trying to keep up with wat hes saying cuz everything is just happening so fast and ur still dazed with ur palms stinging from scraping the ground

And then hes leaving screaming over his shoulder saying im rlly srry! My names taehyung (i imagine him as taehyung but anyone who wants to write this can use whomever) and i wrk over at that bakery down the street, come down there and i promise to giv a free treat as an apology and then just like that hes gone and ur still like wtf just happened

And u continue on with ur day, kind of annoyed, but u get home and just relax and get some food and watch some tv

so a few days pass and everythings normal and fine, until one day ur running late and so u hav no time to make breakfast before u leave to work and then u remember that a new bakery opened up near ur workplace and so ull just buy something from there and so u get ready and rush out the door

and then u get to the area and enter the bakery and its all cute with a pink theme and little cupcake and cake and brownie decorations and its all sweet and ur just admiring the place untill u remember fuck im running late

and so u quickly go to the counter and u greet the cashier with a smile and ur like hi can i just get a quick muffin, im running late and need to hurry and the cashier with a nametag saying jimin is all smiles too and is like of course! wat wud u like

and u look over at the display and see these amazing delicious looking muffins and a bunch of other goodies and u see a big double chocolate muffin that looks mouth watering anf u rlly want it but then u get self conscious and start thinking that shit if i order that hes probably gonna think of course the fat one wud order the fat filled treat and so u kind of show a small smile and order the banana and nut muffin instead wen all of a sudden u hear someone call out

and u look behind jimin and see the guy who had bumped into u the other day and ur like oh…

and taehyung rushes up to u and is like hi! i was wondering wen u were gonna come in for ur treat! im rlly rlly srry about the other day, i was running late and my boss seokjin wud murder me if i came in late one more time and he smiles his rectangular smile at u

and u giv him a wary smile and reply a bit confused cuz u hav no idea wat he means by treat and then jimin comes bak with ur muffin and is like here u go! and ur like thanks! and startt giving him ur money wen tae reaches out and is like watre u doing! i said u get a free treat!

and ur like huh? and then he looks at ur order and hes like a banana muffin?! why dnt u try one that i made?

and he ignores jimin whos looking at tae with exasperation and reaches out with the littl tongs and gets that chocolate muffin u were eyeing before and plops that into ur mufin bag as well and at this point ur sort of overwhelmed and u try to refuse cuz ur thinking that u rlly dnt need those extra calories

ut tae refuses and is like its on me, i rlly owe u, and at this point ur srsly running late and so u giv him a smile and say thank u so much and quickly leave the bakery with a bye and ur food and quickly make ur way to ur workplace

and then wen u finally sit down at ur seat and try to regulate ur breathing, u take out ur food to stop the growling from ur stomach and take a bite out of the chocolate muffin and u moan cuz fuck that shits rlly fricking good and probably the best muffin uve ever had and proceed to devour it (and u tell urself that thats already a lot of calories and so i cant eat the banana muffin too, but end up eating it later on not able to resist it)

and u knew that u were definitely gonna go to the bakery more often cuz that place makes heavenly food

and so a few days pass and one day on a day off u go out with ur friend and her boyfriend and u loved spending time with them but seeing all their cute interactions set this longing feeling deep in ur gut and u get sad becuz u rlly wished u had someone like that but u cant help but feel thats never gonna happen

and so to try and make urself feel better u decide to go to the bakery again and get something to lift ur mood

and so u enter the bakery and breathe in the wonderful yummy smell and wait in line to order something wen u hear a familiar voice calling out hey

and u look towards the voice and see taehyung next to a tall broad shouldered man behind the counters looking like they were baking something and hes waving at u wen the man beside him slaps him upside the head and tell him to continue wrking as tae pouts and u cant help but let out a little laugh at that becuz its funny and cute

and then u get to the counter and its jimin again and he givs u a big smile and greets u and asks wat ull hav today and u look to the side to see the differnt assortments they have wen taehyung calls out again saying

try the strawberry shortcake! i made it this mrning!

and then proceeds to earn another glare from the man beside him

and jimin lets out an exasperated laugh and is like srry, ignore tae u can get watever u want of course and ur amused and ur like its fine, i dnt mind i like strawberry and so u decide to go with the recommendation and order the shortcake along with a small hot chocolate with little marshmallows while taehyung beams at u which u return with a chuckle

and then u take ur food and sit at a little booth on the side next to the window and take a bite out of the cake and u cant help but moan at the flavours becuz holy crap how can something be so good

and so u enjoy ur treat and then drink ur hot choclate wen tae comes up to u with a smile

and he sits across u at the table and ur looking at him confused cuz ummm….

and hes like soooooo howd u like the cake? and the muffin i made the other day? its good huh?

and u laugh and ur like i loved them both and u compliment him saying hes an amazing baker and u introduce urself and u guys make small talk and u learn that being a full time baker and opening his own bakery is his dream and the first step to that is becoming an apprentice for his boss seokjin whos also an amazing cook

and u listen to him ramble, honestly surprised at how open hes being with u since u guys are technically strangers

and then he gets called bak by jimin saying his break is over

and its safe to say that ur mood definitely changed for the better and u smile to urself even after he leaves cuz tht was nice

and uk thts how i imagine u guys start to get knowing eachother, u visit the bakery often and talk to tae often and u guys become closer and rlly good friends and its already been a few months since u got to know him and the others at the bakery

and i imagine tae to be a lil shit sometimes constantly winking at u and flirting and tbh u dnt rlly realize it at first becuz flirting? with u? pshh

and then one day u go to ur parents place where ur family was meeting up for a bbq and u were having a good time cuz u missed ur fam

but then ur mom takes u aside and starts talking about ur weight and shes saying how shes wrried about ur weight and about how shes wrried that ull hav trouble finding a life long partner wen ur not healthy and uk shes just concerned for u but it leaves u feeling rlly depressed and u try ur best to hold in ur tears for the rest of the day

and then u finally leave and ur making ur way home, ur head down, chanting in ur head to hold in the tears ur almost home, just hold it in, just hold it in when all of a sudden u hear a familiar voice calling out to u

and he runs up to u and hes like hi! howre u doing?!

and u rlly try to hold it in bcuz taes so sweet and u think that he doesnt need to hear about ur problems but hes smiling so warmly at u and u cudnt hold in ur tears anymore

and taes shocked like hey wats wrong? and he hold onto ur shoulders and u cover ur face cuz fucking great just cry and make urself look like an ugly fat slob with snot everywhere and u feel this hate for urself and taehyung slowly pulls u into a hug and hes trying to soothe u saying its okay its okay

and he ends up bringing u home and u try to tell him ur fine and that he doesnt need to come with u but he refuses to leave u

and then u enter ur place and he sits on the couch with u and hes like im here to listen if u want

and taehyungs such a sweetie and even tho u havnt known him for long, hes become one of ur closest friends and so u spill and tell him wat happened at ur family bbq and u tell him that uk ur fat and unattractive to which he immediately stops u and is like stop no

and he tells u ur beautiful regardless of ur weight and he tells u that honestly he personally thinks its wonderful that u enjoy food and as a baker himself nothing makes him happier than seeing someone enjoy food (especially wen its his) and he tells u that theres someone out there for u becuz ur wonderful and amazing and any guy wud be lucky to hav u as a partner and then he pinches ur cheek and says besides uk how adorable u look? ur cheeks are so cute and he grabs both ur cheeks and pinches

and ur heart is so fond and warm and ur so grateful for having someone like tae in ur life and ur cheeks are red (both from wat tae said and his pinches lool) and u playfully grab his hands and try to pull them off whine at him to stop

and so i can imagine u guy contining to get closer and ur crush on him develops and tae continues to bake things always trying new things and feeding them to u first

and as time passes u like him more and more and the rest of the guys at the bakery smirk at u and tae cuz they know wats going on ;) and they try to convince tae behind the scenes to finally ask u out and tae gets red in the face and stutters and they do the same to u and u turn rlly red and ur like wat? tae wudnt like me tho, to which the other boys groan at cuz like woman how can u be blind to taes constant flirting?

and then he finally does ask u out at one point and ur so fucking happy and u think its a dream

and he helps u gain confidence always murmuring sweet things into ur ears and ughhhlsbfalusid its so cuteeewbuebwujd;

and so yea lmao god this turned out more as a mini scenario than a prompt lmao, well anyone can rewrite this!!! add their own twists to it or watever just remmeber to add credits if u do haha!

well i hope u enjoyed!! byeeee <3 <3

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