#BUT IM SCARED IM DOING STUFF WRONG

[woahajimes]

somebody please explain skincare to me.

why do i need two cleansers (finding one is hard enough) also i read one is like an oil cleanser and the other is a foam one but like suck my dick

how often should i wear the Hyaluronic acid + Vitamin C serum/hydrating thing (source 1 says twice a day; source B says acids are super bad for you and will ruin your face if used regularly)

Where does the snail muccin go

whats the order fellas what's the order

what step is sunsscreen

do i wear sunscreen at night?? no right bc sun from where

GOOD MOISTURIZER PLS SEND.

my eyes look dead all the time what fixes that

the lash serum goes whenever right like in the usual routine but whenever

DO I DO THE SKINCARE BEFORE MAKEUP?? no right its just after showering (b4 bed)

WHEN IS THE GUA SHA/FACE ROLLER and with what

#im so hopeless i wanna die #i have the hyaluronic acid i got it today #WEARING IT AND IT LOOKS GLOSSY MWAH #BUT IM SCARED IM DOING STUFF WRONG #I DONT HAVE A MOISTURIZER and i cleansed like mediocrely #PLEASE I WANNA HAVE GOOD SKIN #(i have already pretty good skin actually like ive never gotten bad bad breakouts and random pimples are b/c ive been eating bad) #but. #please

[caducus-kt]

really rushed festive moon i made for a discord pfp to keep up my tradition of yearly festive pfps for the month of december

merry christmas :>

#i dont normally #post doodles #but yk what i thought this was cute #so #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #fnaf moon #moondrop #dca #dca fandom #daycare attendant #artfolder #im honestly just trying to get more comfortable with posting #because im SUPER uncomfortable even reblogging stuff rn #(im scared im doing something wrong) #so uh confidence building exercize

[sunnyside-sunset]

oh….. qsmp fandom….. when i GET you…… i adore you guys but i swear, im only seeing stuff about pepito being worried about replacing bobby when empanada is RIGHT THERE IM GONNA LOSE IT

#qsmp #qsmp fandom neg #<— just for safety #qsmp pepito #qsmp empanada #qsmp bobby #i dont even think pepito has really talked about being worried about replacing bobby #or not being as good enough as bobby #but empanada is terrified that she’ll be replacing bobby for jaiden #my girl my girl my girl #why do i never see anybody talking about you #PLEASE YOU GUYS CAN I PLEASE HAVE ANYTHING FOR HER #ANYTHING AT ALL IM BEGGING #the ratio between pepito being jealous of bobby fanart #vs empanada being scared of replacing bobby fanart #is honestly crazy to me #or maybe its just me and i havent seen that much idk #tell me if im wrong please i just never see stuff for empanada </3

[possamble]

realizing im kind of a weirdo about laios and marcille

#possramble #ignore this im just babbling but #the thing is that like. i don't ship laios and marcille together. their relationship is so so important to me in that laios comphets himsel #and THINKS that he might be in love with her but he isn't and that's my insane obsession #platonic soulmates for real but they're so sweet together that i fully expect them to be shipped together #like i get it. that's almost the appeal for me. if dungeon meshi were any other series there'd be an epilogue where they get married #convention dictates that they're meant to be together as the male protagonist and his beloved female deuteragonist #but dungeon meshi DOESNT do that and i love it so fucking much they're the comphet besties ever for my strange little brain #like if i ever did an arranged marriage au it would absolutely be laios and marcille having a platonic political marriage and then just #the most insane mutual pining with marcille and falin while laios and marcille struggle their way into becoming best friends #the imagery of the king and his beautiful court mage being tender to each other and everyone thinking they're in love is like catnip to me #like yeah they'd be like that and have no idea people think they should be together and the subversion makes me so obsessed #the more people ship them romantically. the more i enjoy their platonic dynamic it's like some sort of weird comphet fetishism idk #people think they're in love and im outside the window like YES... YES!!! #but also the second i see stuff of them kissing on the mouth or fucking im like oh god no i went too deep in here i gotta get out #don't wanna see that. i'll go feral over the idea of laios and marcille being arm-in-arm like king and queen but they would not fuck. #i want marcille to be his default comphet beard and dance partner/plus one at official royal events but they're not kissing. #she's there on his arm because he's scared of the other noble women tryna get him and being a baby about it #and people see them muttering to each other and laughing and generally being very sweet and think that they're dating but they're not. #she's actually covered in hickies from falin underneath her dress and is gonna get dragon dicked right after the party is over #like she's in her bedroom and falin's helping her take her ridiculous dress off while listening to her complain about politics #and falin is the person she goes home to the person she falls asleep to and wakes up with #they're a triad of utter devotion to each other but only farcille's side of the triangle is romantic #it's almost like an open secret because they're not trying to hide it at all but people assume and are surprised to find out #like people are so right about her relationship with the toudens but with the siblings' roles switched #love of her life & irreplaceable life companion. does anyone get it #anyway. i don't know what's wrong with me #it bothers me that they're not the undisputed most popular het ship for marcille on ao3 #it's unnatural. marcille being paired with any other man should be a fringe case.

[cringelordofchaos]

What the actual living fuck is this. (Not my image)

The psychology of some of these people deeply horrifies me I don't know if I'd rather study them in a lab or run away as fast as possible because they would literally probably want me to die

I know there are much more serious stuff in the world right now I'm just so fucking pissed about this for some reason maybe I'm just an oversensitive prick idk

#serbia #srbija #serbian #slav #slavic #slavblr #slavic stuff #slavposting #tw bombing #? #well its mentioned at least #im do sorry for posting this im just scared sort of #im not saying serbia has never dine anything wrong ofc it has im just #im just saying you shouldnt wish for this kinda stuff you shouldnt post this #србија #српски #nato #serbposting

[seariii]

hmm...

#vent post #seari talks #i feel a little scared... just thinking about the stuff i need to do... and i got a message that i cant answer on my own and the person who #i need the answer from wasnt... helpful... i dont know what to say now... i should say i'll look into it or something... but... #sigh... the whole situation is difficult since i have to... *big sigh* fuck... #if this goes wrong... will they blame me? what will happen to me?... i did ask back in the day... i have the messages... so technically im #safe but... sigh... how stressful... #and i have to check all of this other stuff too... #... i dont like this... i so dont like this... but its okay its gonna be okay... its just the beginning that its scary but once we actually #start running everything will get easier and easier and more comfortable and.... sigh... #for now... lets do what we- fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck who sent me a message fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck #i dont wanna open the message #*checks* okay everything will be okay... everything will be okay.... yes... *sigh* #IM OKAY EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY!!!! #i just have to focus on the matters at hand. i reported this so its gonna get reviewed now. and what i need to do is this other thing... #and study i have to do that too... and read that too... okay thats not difficult ive got this

[aroace-polyshow]

they weren’t lying the hasbeen hotel guys really are just. stickbugs

#mono’s stuff #do you know the post im talking abt #the one thats like “all the characters loook like this:” and its a stick bug with spiky teeth and a hat #yeah #sorry im watching it im curious. my expectations are low though #i just wanna see what the fuss is abt #yes i spelled the tit;e wrong i dont want this showing up in search for it im Scared

[hedgehogjams]

#SURPRISEEEE I FIGURED OUT HOW TO GET AROUND THE COPYRIGHT STUFF. thats what the weird pause at the beginning is for. sorry #ANYWAY HERE IT IS. FOR EVERYONE WHO ASKED FOR IT. HAPPY SONIC FRONTIERS DAY #also i Think thast the official soundtrack cover i used as the album art. but as of the time im queuing this #the game isnt out yet and im dodging leaks like the plague so it might not be the right one IDK im too scared to really search #i just used the one the sonic wiki used if its wrong ill change it #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic frontiers #< FIRST TIME USING THAT TAG!!!!!!!!!!! YAY #hedgehogjams #also PLEASE dont put any spoilers on this post at the time this is going up i definitely havent finished the game #and i do look at the tags people put on my posts on here sometimes

[mebkie]

I'M NEVER FREE

I FEEL INSANE

I JUST DID A MODERATE DIP INTO THE HYOER ARG CUS ONE OF THE HYOER ACCOUNT OWNERS LIKED MY POST ABOUT IT

WHY DID I JUST SEE THAT NIGGA IN THE OCEAN TERROR SERVER GET OUT OF MY HEAD

#infected.inf #IITTSS A SMAAALL WOORLLD AFTER ALLL (sobbing noises) IIITSS A SMALL WORRLD AAFTER AALL #dude i cant stress enough i still feel tired/just woke up mentality despite beign awake for hours now. hyoerlaser account SCAREs me #WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU SLAUGHTERED YOUR HUSBAND FOR THE CHURCH'S APPROVAL AND STILL DID NOT RECEIVE IT? DID YOU NOT LOVE HIM? DID YOU NOT CAR #DID YOU HYOERLASER NOT THINK THAT IT WAS WRONG TO SPILL HIS BLOOD FOR APPROVAL? DID IT NOT FEEL WRONG? #this. is going to ruin me. im being attacked on all sides. first it was funny elevator with the funny yellow partier and gray stuff and stu #then it was the fighters and the church the medic is in. #THEN the anthro fishes in their facilities #AND NOW THIS? HEEELLPPP HELP MEEEE HEEELLLLPPP

[justinefrischmanngf]

i’m sooooooooo stressed about a message i just sent but i am glad i sent it bc if i hadn’t i would’ve spent the rest of however long thinking about sending it and i don’t like that at all but also my heart is literally pounding in my chest what if he hates me and doesn’t want to be friends anymore…………………

#I DONT LIKE BREACHING THE COWORKER VS FRIEND BOUNDARY BECAUSE MY BOUNDARIES ARE SO THIN BUT I AM ALWAYS TERRIFIED OF PUSHING SOMEONE ELSE #TOO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT ALSO THIS GUY AND I SPENT SO LONG BITCHING TOGETHER SATURDAY NIGHT AT A PARTY AND HE SMOKED MANY OF MY CIGARETTES #SO HOW MUCH CAN HE REALLY HATE ME #I AM SO FULL OF ADRENALINE RIGHT NOW THIS IS SO SCARY IVE GOT MY PHONE ON DO NOT DISTURB BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO KNOW WHEN HE REPLIES #HORRIFYING. TERRIFYING. I WISH I HAD SENT A MESSAGE TO HIM BACK IN FUCKING JULY THE FIRST TIME I WANTED TO SEND A MESSAGE TO HIM. #HORRIBLE HORRIBLE STUFF AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #IF I FUCK THIS UP THEN I DO ACTUALLY FUCK THINGS UP QUITE SEVERELY BC HE IS ONE OF THE PEOPLE I MOST ENJOY HAVING CONVERSATIONS WITH JUST #IN GENERAL. BUT ALSO. I KNOW HE LIKES HAVING CONVERSATIONS WITH ME AS WELL SO IT SHOULDNT FUCK IT UP TOO MUCH #BUT WHAT IF IT DOESSSSSSSSDD #AND THEN I HAVE TO SEE HIM. AT WORK. ON THURSDAY. #THIS COULD GO SO WRONG BUT IT ALSO MIGHT BE THE START OF A LOVELY ABILITY TO TEXT CASUALLY #WHICH IS WHAT IM AIMING FOR BUT JESUS CHRIST AM I SCARED RIGHT NOW #HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL SO SCARED

[snickerdoodlles]

there's a point at which someone's fear of being a dick wraps back around to them just being a dick anyways

#im side-eyeing those who reblogged my post on ethnocentrism and missed the point #but im also thinking about the tags i saw on being too scared to comment on fic #the first is being ~too scared~ to write cultures other than their own #(1. my point was people should be learning *as they watch the show* not just when they write #2. i just. jfC. stop saying youre too scared to *try* to write from another culture/POV different from your own as tho its a *good* thing) #the second is just annoying/frustrating because being too scared to participate in community is how community's die #i dont want to be dismissive of cancel culture because i do know the stories and there is always indv cases of a person ready to be a dick #but like. its just *not* a thing most people have to be worried about. very likely you're just not big enough to have that concern. #anxiety's no joke but like. u dont just accept the anxiety as the excuse. you have to challenge it. i've been there but u cant feed it. #and i dont want to sound dismissive of that anxiety but im really frustrated with seeing people throw that excuse around #without considering how their fear-based attitudes/actions come off in turn #such as not showing fandom creatives any appreciation for fear of saying the ~wrong~ thing #which comes off as creatives' stuff seeming to be ignored completely or otherwise very discouraging silence #when the only rule for tags/comments is to treat others the way you wish to be treated and apologize if you accidentally tread a toe #and being more worried about accidentally stepping on a theoretical persons toe than interested in showing actual people gratitude #like? pretty sure im not the only one side-eyeing that like ''have u really considered this feeling/logic????'' #again: its not saying that anxiety isnt a dick or easy to dismiss but i am saying maybe challenge it or at least reflect on it #i just #blahh #the commenting thing is way more mild than the other but tags arent for that conversation and i need a much better brain space for that one

[riddledem0n]

I'm just so scared man

#tw death #i guess #i feel like im dying #theres so much wrong w my body lately #im so scared i wont wake up one day #please let this b a sign for anyone struggling w ED's how dangerous this shit is #ion wanna see amyone romanticize this shit #idk what to do #am i giving up or not i dont know #i camt give up #i have a future dont I #with my partner and stuff #but what if i wont make it out of this one #tw ed #tw ed descussion

[girl-bateman]

Yay !! Im gonna talk about it with my friend today !! I think this is gonna help me not go completely insane !! I love love <3

#yeah i still feel super shitty #and its gotten like progressively worse too ? #i cant eat normally. i just chew ? #and im scared to go to sleep bc that means i have to lay in the silence #so i havent been sleeping well ? (at least that means no nightmares lol) #and the shivering and head jerks havent stopped either #ive been trying to pack and do all the practical stuff im supposed to #but i end up having to stop bc? idk? i either start breathing weird or zoning out #look im not an idiot. if this was an objective psych case file id have no problem coming up with a solid idea of whats wrong #unfortunately tho im a real person and i cant exactly be objective about myselt #i also cant focus for long enough to actually properly THINK about it ya know? #but honestly this is so dramatic for no reason lmao sorry for the melodrama #i just feel so awful i need to complain a little 🙏 #but talking to a friend will for sure help ! 🙏💗💗💗 #yay friendship !

[intoafandom]

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#right so I’m hiding this sht in the tags because im going to sound like an absolute crazy person and i hope no one sees this or reads this #because im going to sound stupid and delusional and ik im 99.99% sure this is not gunna happen but i have to say it anyway to get it out of #my head. sooo woong dyed his hair back to black which normally i wouldn’t bat an eyelash at but idk im just getting this feeling because #they just freaking played bring it on on the radio and were dancing and singing to ravns part and ON TOP OF THAT THEY ALSO DID REWIND WHERE #XION LITERALLY SANG ALL OF RAVNS PARTS and like i cant stop thinking about it. rewind. REWIND of all songs. why did they pick THAT one. #out of EVERYTHING they picked rewind. the song that pays homage to their past memories as 6. literally doing the choreo in their seats when #the song is about TURNING BACK TIME. and now woong dyed is hair back to black. like how it was right before yj left... #leedos hair is also the same length now...and if Seoho’s hair is back to black as well... #we all feel like something big is coming and when u pair this with all the japan stuff...i cant help but think...and im still thinking about #ravns insta stories. there will be an answer let it be. ive done all i can do now i have to wait for fate. paraphrasing but yeah. #and lets not forget the fact that ravn JUST posted his full face for the first time in months. everything feels so significant and like #everything is coming together for some big moment. i cant stop thinking about it. fvcking rewind. like they’re going to be turning back the #clock completely. same looks as malus aka their last true comeback as 6 and apparently their next comeback is ALSO IN SEPTEMBER?? like... #im probably reading into this but...i cant help but think......something very huge is coming. something HUGE. something more than just #ravn dropping his mixtape. if that’s all that happens I’ll be happy 100% duh...but idk...i just think there’s gunna be something MORE. #im too scared to post this on twitter cuz ik ravn lurks and if im wrong which I probably am I wouldn’t want him to see it #or anyone else either. but im saying it here bc if i dont say it at all ill go crazy. and most of my followers here are b’s fans so they #wont read this and maybe i can bury it lol

[piplupod]

shoutout to the time i thought juggalos were just a random type of clown in the same way rodeo and pierrot is, and I off-handedly mentioned them in a conversation about clowns to one of my DQ managers when I worked there, and she fucking lost her mind laughing and I was like. damn. I didn't think my joke was THAT funny but okay. and then I never looked up what a juggalo actually was until just last year, like four years after I'd stopped working at that place 🧍

#when u dont have internet access very often u don't use ur small bits of time to look things up #esp when u dont have any unmonitored internet access fjdkdl #i was scared to look things up at school and i couldnt look up very much on the home computer #and my mobile had net nanny installed on it lmfao it was set for like... 12 yr olds #NOW GRANTED. I ACTUALLY DID MANAGE TO BREAK NET NANNY ON MY OWN COMPUTER. u have to move some files around inside the program files #and then u can basically break and un-break it as u please #so i could have it on to keep up the charade that i had it installed and it was monitoring and reporting my good boy usage #but then when i wanted to do stuff like... go on tumblr. or look up slang or whatever fhdkdl i could break the program #until i was done and then fix it so it'd go back to normal #this didnt help v much though bc i couldnt lug my laptop to school v often #and i wasnt allowed internet at home fhfkdl unless I was using my mother's laptop for looking up piano music LOL #eventually i also figured out how to break the program on my phone too but that one was more luck than anything else i think #anyways. all this surveillance made me good with tech stuff but im not Good w tech djdkdl i just know how to look things up #and i learned a bit how the backend of programs work or weird tricks for hidden folders and stuff on laptops #hey why tf am i rambling abt this in the tags fjkdl I've lost the plot #anyways good morning everyone please look up words that u may not know the meaning of before u use them #i do this too often now fhfjld. i have to look up words that i DO 100% know the meaning of just to make sure i dont have it wrong somehow #pippen needs 2nd breakfast