#AZ/R

[mrsoulstice]

D’Angelo

Lady remix f/AZ

1996 Soulful Sunday

#black woman #black men #spotify #black music #r&b music #dangelo #az #lady #soulful sunday

[astrum99]

I can’t stop thinking about angel anatomy.

How are they made? What are they made of? If we break them down limb by limb, flesh by flesh, molecule by molecule, would we find the same structures that echoes our DNA? The same stable, constraining carbon? The same heavy metals? The same blood that flows with life, with death? Are they made of the same stardust that echoed in me?

Do they have a brain? A large raw organ, fragile and limited, capable of complex imaginary hallucinatory mathematics with scheduled periods of unconsciousness to make up for the capacity? A liver and two kidneys? To distill the holy light from the contaminates of the polluting environments akin to a dialysis machine cycling the liquids within the veins? A spine that holds strong? Riddled with the same 33 bones and ridges and intervertebral disks and fluids and sensitive nerves and has a habit of bending over for tedious work? A stomach that stirs and shifts constantly? To hold food? Souls? Light? To churn and froth at the consumption of concepts? An appendix? This small unless thing that rests and nestles between the layers of warm, worm-like intestines? How many teeth do you have? How many fingers? How many knees? What is the shape of your nails? What is the colour of your esophagus? How deep are the socket of your eyes?

How fast does your heart beat?

Is it faster? Slower? Do you even have a heart?

Do you feel in the same way that I feel? The pressure of processed wood against my feet, the nagging buzzing of LED light above my head, the smell of faint smoke from a cooking disaster weeks ago. The sound of people laughing unruly in the distance, putting on a show in the TV program that no one watches. The dampness of the towel against my face. The pain of a needle sliding into soft flesh that gives way willingly to metal. The bruises blooming slowly, aching like love. The chirping of songbirds, the shape of cumulus clouds, the haziness of a morning fog that really stayed for far too long. The way that my mother worked around the hard peels of an orange with the sharpest knife in the kitchen, just to present the sweetest parts to me. The tenderness of a shoulder touching mine before stealing my blankets (again) with a giggle that indicated no remorse. The sluggish sunlight that sneaks through the shades just to press a kiss on my forearm. The sorrow and passion of the symphony on the last show on the last tour, followed by cheers and drunken (revered) confessions during the post-performance celebration at 3am in a random bar of a random city. The foot print of an animal in the first winter snow of the year, like a human pressing their hand print on to the cave walls, chanting I am here I am here I am here, chanting remember me remember me remember me.

Do you bear the shame of sacred inabilities as we humans do? Unable to see beyond the visible spectrum of light? Unable to distinguish the difference between wet and dry, only to assume based on temperature and texture? Unable to know if someone else was speaking of the truth? Unable to see inside someone’s mind? Unable to thread words in a way that completely gives you away like you intended to? Unable to turn back into a child and speak of love so easily? Unable to run forever and ever? Unable to peak into the veil beyond space and time and death? Unable to tell your pet that you’re sorry for making them take the awful medicine and please don’t hate me please don’t hate me please don’t hate me? Unable to be remembered and recognized, at least not wholly, at least not without mistakes?

Do you ever feel the strangeness of existence? Why you? Why now? Why here? That sometimes it feels like the world is five degrees to the left and you are just out of sync enough to keep going. That sometimes you are so overwhelmed with the the giant coincidence that is the world so you weep uncontrollably at the wonder of it all. That you feel like suffocation as you dig into the earth with your bloody fingers because a bird hit your window and died and you didn’t know and you kneeled by it for an hour before realizing it wasn’t breathing.

It died so long ago. It won’t get up again. The first time you held a bird was its cold hard corpse. So small between your palms, so fragile. It’s feathers iridescent. You have never seen one so up close. It was the prettiest and the deadest thing you’ve ever touched. It feels like the world. It feels like a prayer. Do you understand?

Do you regret like me? Love like me? Despair like me? Do you dream like me? Pray like me? Cry like me?

How close are you?

Let me touch you.

Please, I have to know.

#reblog welcome #yea this is about Gabriel #I thought too hard abt his anatomy and my brain broke #fuck it im tagging #Gabriel ultrakill #ultrakill #what r u gonna do #restrain me? #ow owow oww stop hitting me stop hitting me #anyways yea I’d love to vivisect him #<- going insane #writing #godcore #angelcore #<- tags that I’ve seen ppl use for this kind of thing but let me know if inappropriate I can remove #az thoughts

[rzyguwa]

"Czuję, że to będzie mój miesiąc!" Zamknij się gruba szmato. Mówiłaś tak miesiąc i dwa miesiące temu. Każdy miesiąc mógłby być twój gdybyś się zmotywowała i nie wpierdalała tyle żarcia. Ogarnij tłuste dupsko i lepiej leć ćwiczyć, albo cokolwiek co pomoże Ci schudnąć i lepiej się pośpiesz bo wszyscy mają już dość oglądania takiego grubasa jak ty na codzień.

#chude r?ce #glodowka #grubaska #chce widziec swoje kosci #chude jest piękne #bede lekka #az do kosci #blogi motylkowe #chce byc lekka #gruba szmata #grubasek

[erigold13261]

id like to see your take on transfem raz :3

My transfem Raz would probably have idolized Milla a lot more and so made her clothes look more like her's instead of like Sasha's.

She'd also get hair extensions until her hair was long enough on its own and wear blue eye shadow like Donatella!

#psychonauts #razputin aquato #dion aquato #frazie aquato #donatella aquato #augustus aquato #eriarts #asks #this took way longer to do #well the three black and white ones took a while #the colored one only took like an hour #lol #also you know what? #i REALLY like transfem r/az #so i think i might make this canon to me #so geet ready for a lot more transfem raz #or for me to just start using she/her pronouns for raz a lot more

[snebulae]

snail... omens....

#they r so dear to me #snail omens #good omens #good omens fanart #ineffable husbands #ineffable snails #that should be a tag #my art #aziracrow #aziraphale #crowley #fanart #anyway crowley is a fire snail n az is a milk snail :3 #favorite creechurs

[ana-to-ksywa]

Sobota robota again?

Wstałam dziś o 9.00 tak wyspana, że to SZOK. Miałam rano jechać na siłownię z jedną osobą, ale uznała, że jej się dzisiaj nie chcę i pójdziemy jutro, a do tego tata zagonił mnie do sprzątania pokoju, więc no... Ale przemeblowałam trochę pokój i serio mega ogarnęłam i przy tym również spaliłam dużo kalorii. Niestety jeśli chodzi o jedzenie to gorzej, bo cały czas chciało mi się coś słodkiego i zjadłam dziś 7 słodyczy... Czuję się obrzydliwie... Przez to wyszłam poza limit... Czuję się z tym jak jakaś szmata gruba... Jeśli można to proszę o mega meanspø w komentarzach...

Zjedzone - 1 320kcal/1 000kcal

Spalone - 895kcal

Bilans - 425kcal

#lekka jak motyl #motylki any #bede motylkiem #chudzinka #motyle w brzuchu #motylki blog #blogi motylkowe #chude jest piękne #będę motylkiem #chce byc lekka jak motylek #lekkie motylki #motylki w brzuchu #jestem motylkiem #tylko dla motylków #az do kosci #nie chce jesc #chude dziewczyny #chude uda #chude nogi #chudosc #chudajakmotyl #chudzinki #chudej nocy motylki #chude ciało #chude r?ce #chude wakacje #jestem gruba #za gruba #nie chce być gruba #gruba szmata

[r0t-rat]

Macie moje zakupy z Dino✨️🎀

Postaram się publikować coś chociaż raz w tygodniu (nie obiecuje)🐷

#az do kosci #aż do kości #bede lekka jak motylek #blogi motylkowe #chce być szczupła #chude ciało #gruba szmata #chce byc lekka jak motylek #chce byc piekna #chce widziec swoje kosci #blog motylkowy #motylki any #chude jest piekne #chude jest piękne #będę motylkiem #bede motylkiem #chude uda #chude nogi #chude dziewczyny #chude r?ce #chude rece #chudajakmotyl #grube nogi #za gruba #grubaska #gruba swinia #gruba świnia #jestem gruba #gruba #nie chce być gruba

[p4nishers]

ok but the fact that "aziraphale is softening. they haven't spoken in a hundred years: he's realizing they're still friends" and "there's no need to thank me that's what...friends...are for" was in the same night is making me go INSANE

#we NEED to talk more abt the 1941 ep im so serious im not normal about it like i had such high expectations and it suppressed them all. #am i disappointed there wasn't a rejection scene like i predicted?? yes ofc but also aziraphale said he did the apology dance that year so #i wonder what else could've fucking happened #but anyway. let's focus on what DID happen: aziraphale literally GLOWING with love in the car. crowley telling him to shut up cause of a #compliment. aziraphale helping crowley out and crowley looking at him like 'you'd do that for me?'. crowley not only letting aziraphale #practice magic with him but ACTIVELY playing a character to help him and i mean that scene was literally just crowley flirting with him #crowley indulging aziraphale by going to the magic shop with him and agreeing to participate in his show despite the fact that he NEVER EVEN #SHOT A GUN BEFORE. him just leafing thru the guidebook till he realizes there's a miracle blocker than starting to frantically flip thru it #her hands SHAKING on the gun and them being so afraid of hurting az. 'no paperwork :))' sure my guy that's what u r so happy about ofc #'but do u really think it went well' 'absolutely' with such sincerity. the book description saying smth abt ifa demon were to happen across #aziraphale they should report it immediately to the demon crowley. 'you could've just walked away' 'well you said 'trust me'' 'and you did' #its just. its one of my favorite eps it's so nice #good omens #azicrow #good omens s2 #aziracrow #go s2 spoilers #go s2 #good omens script book #good omens s2 spoilers #aziraphale x crowley

[mudwerks]

(via Eli Crane Refers To Black People As ‘Colored People’ During A House Floor Debate)

First term Rep. Eli Crane (R-AZ) referred to Black people as “colored people” Thursday night during a floor debate over an amendment he proposed for the House-passed National Defense Authorization Act, the legislation that authorizes the annual budget for the U.S. military.

“My amendment has nothing to do with whether or not colored people or Black people or anybody can serve,” said Crane. “It has nothing to do with any of that stuff.”

“The military was never intended to be, you know, inclusive. Its strength is not its diversity. Its strength is its standards,” the Arizona Republican added.

despite Florida’s inroads - AZ still has some of the most despicable GOP State legislators you can find. He is not even close to the worst.

#Eli Crane #(R-AZ) #racist #colored people

[n1ghtwarden]

also reeling w the fact that the underdark book in bg3 on lolth's lie and what we do know of yvonnel the eternal implies she was one of lolth's first cultists; and one of the last drow who held any knowledge of their past culture of the ilythiir empire(which was theirs prior to the sundering and the destruction of their texts and cities by surface elves)/dark elves. it died when yvonnel did - though snippets of it likely live on in both quenthel and yvonnel ii's heads.

#MEEMAW WHEN I CATCH YOU MEEMAW. #ooc. claireposting. #was talking w az and its like. once they r free of lolth what do they do. all but 2 gods have abandoned them #the entire elven pantheon is punshing them for a sundering that ISNT EVEN THEIR FAULT ????? ITS THE RESULT OF A DIVORCE #BOOOOOOO

[1979dynasty]

The It girls of Kissteria

#kiss band #band fanart #kiss fanart #the starchild #the demon #the spaceman #the catman #dogboy art #smth smth these r inspired by my own hcz i have abt kissteria n dese 4 fuckz az well ^-^ i don mind sharing dem at all #but ykno i had 2 get dem out dere #also Catman has a fluffy kitty face n pawz bcz :3

[astrum99]

I tried drawing your filth in a skirt on paper and it turned out not great lmao

YOOOOOOOO THATS SO NICE⁉️

I LOVE 🫶🫶🫶

#what r u saying this is GREAT! #I AM SHOVING IT IN MY MOUTH #I AM EATING IT #NOMNOMNOMNOMNOM #I GOT FANART OF MY FANART?! WILD 🫶 #az asks

[dadfag]

mutuals to 'hey be my +1 at this wedding'

#speaking! #this is about az btw #we r gonna be together from the 18th to the 30th!!!

[drbtinglecannon]

Just doing a last minute reminder to fellow usamericans to file your taxes before April 17th 2024, with a high recommendation you use the IRS free filing or one of the affiliate programs they have if you make less than 79k a year (because the more people use it the better, fuck Inuit TurboTax & H&R Block)

You will need to make an ID.me account which isn't really any more difficult than making any other login (you will need your SSN tho), but the filing itself was so simple it took me no time at all and was way faster than using TurboTax because the IRS site doesn't waste a bunch of time doing needless animations to "show your progress" while filing

I filed my taxes a week ago and I've already gotten both my federal and state returns direct deposited. I've never gotten my returns so quickly, it has never been so easy to file, and if people continue to use this service from the IRS it'll only get better.

Also important things to remember with tax season! The IRS will never call you with an automated response about your taxes, those are scam calls just ignore them, and if you do make a mistake while filing don't worry too much because the IRS will just quietly fix your return and either mail you the check/bill or direct deposit it. Happy filing! You got this!

#the irs free filing is only available for 12 states rn as it's rolling out: AZ CA FL MA NV NH NY SD TN TX WA & WY #if you live in one of those states & make less than 79k I cannot recommend using it enough. I did free filing with the affiliate programs #through the IRS the last two years and while they are still way better than turbotax the IRS' program was by far the quickest and in a week #I got both returns. if you don't live in one of those 12 states I still recommend the affiliate programs cuz they are guaranteed to be free #& are just as user friendly as turbotax. the more people move away from tt & h&r block the better cuz those companies are the biggest #lobbyists against the IRS just fucking sending us a bill/check every year instead of us filing this shit ourselves. fuck those companies #tax season #irs free file #american politics #I know bigger blogs have already talked about this but the deadline is coming up! get your refunds!

[infinitetrainss]

brand new babeys acquired

#was so excited to tack this pic and thought they were so cute #but then my mom called me *short bus special* #aka my parents way of saying im the r slur #they stopped calling me the r slur once i started to get angry and told them it was a slur #my dad still calls me it and both constantly call me a s*az :/ #tw ableism #<- cuz of the talk in tags #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #tails #miles tails prower #sonic plush #plusies #plushbr

[ana-to-ksywa]

Zawał

Rano było nie najgorzej, w szkole miałam punkt krytyczny, bo prawie zasypiałam na siedząco, więc kupiłam sobie colę zero i cały dzień chciało mi się słodyczy... Niestety zjadłam dwa cukierki i figurkę z czekolady po wielkanocy... Miałam zawał wieczorem, bo myślałam, że przekroczyłam limit, ale później się okazało, że limitu nie przekroczyłam. Z dnia jestem średnio zadowolona, ale ważyłam się dziś rano i uwaga... Równe 50kg!!😁 Postaram się w poniedziałek zważyć i modlę się o 4 z przodu

Zjedzone - 1 086kcal/1 100kcal

Spalone - 305kcal

Bilans - 781kcal

#chudzinka #motylki any #bede motylkiem #lekka jak motyl #blogi motylkowe #motylki blog #motyle w brzuchu #chce byc lekka jak motylek #będę motylkiem #chude jest piękne #lekkie motylki #motylki w brzuchu #jestem motylkiem #blog motylkowy #chudej nocy motylki #nie chce jesc #az do kosci #chude nogi #chude uda #chudosc #chudajakmotyl #chude dziewczyny #chudzinki #chude ciało #chude r?ce #chude wakacje #grubaska #gruba szmata #jestem gruba #za gruba