#2022 study thoughts

[contre-qui]

I think something I'd like to try implementing this academic year is consistency in my day-to-day workload. Because yes some days I have the capacity to work for 12+ hours, but is that setting tomorrow me up for success and continued progress?

Maybe I'd have less trouble with motivation and work if I stopped before my maximum limit, and thus had more brain space for personal activities and the next day's work.

#contrespeaks #studyblr #reference #2022 study thoughts

[yummy-egg]

I might be slightly emotionally attached to earlyklok cuz I love thinkin abt the buildup of this love and the foundation it's built on even if things get shaky over the years ;-; )o

Still in the closet in his 20s, nowhere near comin out in his 30s either.. he'll get there eventually !!

#my art #fanart #metalocalypse #skwistok #toki wartooth #skwisgaar skwigelf #study on the unwillingness to draw guitars - bam 2022 (i've gotten a smidge better over time LMAO) #also toki having a gender/sexuality moment that sent his head spinning but he'll figure it out 💖 #skwis already knows he's pan n into him just not... how to form emotional attachments cuz he never experienced non-sxual affection ; ; ) #I could write a book on my thoughts but I will spare u OTL

[not-the-blue]

world's greatest archer

#my art #clint barton #hawkeye #marvel #i missed drawing him!! he's my little guy #uh so i wanted to make a whole post about this but i guess i'll just ramble in the tags #my new year's resolution in 2022 was to draw every day #i think all in all i missed about a week's worth of days #which i knew was gonna happen and was ready to forgive myself for #when i met david aja at thought bubble i told him he's the reason i'm studying art now but that's only partly true #if there wasn't a whole fan community around his work i don't think i would've been this motivated to be better #i've said it before and i'll say it again. each and every one of you is an inspiration #idk what i want to say here #god i miss being a part of an honest to god fan community. like talking to people on tumblr and shit #could that be another 2023 resolution? talk to people on tumblr? be cringe? #anyway. i'm still planning on getting better at art so watch out for that #in the meantime here's a clint

[the-trans-dragon]

When did 2 gallons of milk start costing over $10?

Minimum wage here is $7.25

#sorenhoots #milk is my samefood and i can drink over 2 gallons a week if im being diligent about staying hydrates. yes i know i should drink water. i #cannot make myself swallow water because the sensory is so bad. fun fact: water tastes fine if i start taking adderall. but the effect wears #off within a week. my point is: my sensory issues are probably tied to my Non-Ideal Nervous System that cause me widespread pain. and thus #it would be really cool if they could either properly study fibromyalgia and cure me... OR charge less than $10 for 2 gallons of milk. #or raise the minimum wage. or let me live in a community with a neighbor with dairy cows that i can impress with my ability to do the same #thing for 10 hours straight such as doting upon plants or animals and then we can be friends who share milk and labor #god i just reaalized i sound like im daydreaming of being a medival milkmaid. oh my god now i realized tumblr hasnt discovered the word #milkmaid yet. i bet Tumblr would love that word. #wow i just realized you can REALLY TELL i have unmedicated ADHD aldjskssisndks. what was this post even about? milk! i paid $10.19 for milk! #thats bonkers!! i distinctly remember that in 2022 it was about $6 or $7 and i thought that was way too high.

[filedio]

the way lee and maren constantly hid and filtered themselves from society due to their cannibalism which ended up making them isolated and lonely and then they met each other and finally found and felt that kind of love normal people have and

#the brain damage this movie did to me needs to be studied #and I’m not even a huge luca guadagnino shooter like #my thoughts #bones and all #bones and all 2022 #luca guadagnino #maren yearly #lee bones and all #lee and maren #film

[skywitchmaja]

even before the transphobia came to light— jkr’s writing can be sooo cruel towards woman & girls for as much as she used to be celebrated as a ‘feminist’

like ginny is introduced as ron’s kid sister who has this big girlish crush on harry. this is mostly just very embarrassing for both of them. it’s fine, they’re middle schoolers.

then ginny has to be the damsel in distress for the second book finale which means she has to be vulnerable, she has to be manipulated (by voldemort’s diary), she has to do bad things (while possessed), and most of all, she has to be helpless and she has to be saved. this is some harrowing shit for an 11 year old to go through, but we don’t get much about it from her perspective bc it’s mostly there so harry and ron can be heroic and strengthen their friendship. ginny is still in the role of damsel by the end of this book.

a couple books later jkr decides to start setting up romances, so harry has a crush on cho chang bc she’s good at sports (which is cute). unfortunately for him, cho is dating harry’s cool seventeen year old crush friend & competitor, cedric digory, so harry is just crushing away, and cho doesn’t have much to do except for politely turn him down. ginny isn’t really important this book, irc i think she goes to magic prom with neville. ron and hermione have their own issues, but this book is mostly set up (both relationship wise & in the greater voldemort plot).

then in the fifth book, their relationship comes to fruition bc cedric died so now cho is single. she’s drawn to harry bc he was friends with cedric & he was there when cedric died , and she hopes that they can process their grief together. unfortunately, harry is having a lot of difficulty processing his grief, so he reacts badly when cho cries or wants to talk about cedric bc it reminds harry of his own feelings he’s trying to avoid. this would be fine on it’s own, except the fandom didn’t recognize harry as an unreliable narrator and began characterizing her as being “whiny” and “weak” and “annoying”. and it would seem like a fandom issue & not jkr’s misogyny, hermione even stands up for cho (although much of that grace is lost when cho/her friend narc to umbridge). meanwhile, ginny is getting cooler and cooler— joining the quidditch team, joining dumbledor’s army, dating boys to let us know she’s moved on from her childhood crush  on harry, and most importantly, joining harry & co at the climactic fight against voldemort, as a hero this time rather than a damsel. why is this a bad thing? it’s not, we love to see a girlboss winning.  but they way jkr writes romance puts these girls in opposition to each other.

in the sixth book, harry realizes he has feelings for ginny, and she is everything cho is not. actually, cho is what ginny used to be, and vice versa. to make sure we know ginny is no longer the vulnerable, emotional, “weak” girl harry saved in the second book, jkr gives these traits to cho instead, as she’s incredibly emotionally vulnerable after losing her first boyfriend, and was hoping that harry would be there for her when he couldn’t.  in dating cho, harry realizes that the reality of being in a relationship with someone is very different from crushing on them from afar, and while cho may be pretty & nice & good at quidditch, she isn’t someone he wants to date (again, mostly because they have incompatible ways of dealing with grief). which is fine, they’re kids, they’re still learning about themselves and other people.  except the fandom/jkr didn’t really delve into that complexity, and it was almost always reduced to saying that cho was “wrong” for harry and ginny is “the right one”.  she does this, proving one love interest is “right” by showing another as “wrong”, in an even shallower way with hermione, ron and lavender brown.  it’s exponentially worse because cho, and lavender in the first five movies, are non-white characters. 

harry starts to catch feelings for ginny, which has significantly more depth than his crush on cho because he’s known her for so long, but he still admires things like her skill at quidditch (lol), and how cool and popular she is, as well as her strong will and sense of humor.  but in order to be valid as a love interest according to jkr, ginny has to shed the traits that characterized her as a damsel in distress in the second book, ironically, a role that is often filled by the love interest.  this is actually kind of subversive, but not necessarily in a good way– rather than rejecting patriarchal lens of reducing women to “damsels”, jkr simply pushes this lens onto cho, (not with a rescue plot, but with character traits), saying that damselization is bad, not because it’s bad to objectify women, but because some women are badass and cool and “don’t need to be saved” and the ones who are weak and emotional and do need to be saved are worthy of derision. this pushes the burden away from the male gaze that sees women as damsels and onto women and girls who must reject “damselish” or “feminine” traits.  harry realizes his feelings when he sees how different ginny is now from the girl who had a huge crush on him, the girl he had to save from an evil snake, the girl who was sensitive and helpless, because she isn’t those things anymore.  but cho, from harry’s perspective, is. harry avoids her like he avoided ginny in the first few books bc their emotionality makes him uncomfortable. to be fair, harry doesn’t hate cho for these traits anymore than he did ginny early in the series, but the fandom certainly did (i use past tense bc the fandom now is… idek) and i believe jkr does too. 

by the end of the series, harry has cool, tough, funny, pretty, quidditch star, ginny weasley, and to be honest he really doesn’t share a lot of vulnerability with her.  even when he’s worried about being possessed by voldemort, he doesn’t think to ask ginny what that was like when it happened to her, because he “forgot”.  in the last book, harry even breaks up with her for several months “to protect her” rather than taking her on a dangerous camping trip with ron and hermione. this is reasonable enough, and i think it’s good that the series ends with the same trio it started with, but it does deny harry and ginny’s relationship opportunity to develop because they only really see each other at the very beginning and the very end of the last book.  so ironically, a lot of people don’t like harry and ginny as a couple (especially in the movies) because jkr was so sparse with vulnerability in their relationship.  both girls, both relationships, suffer from this “sensitive” vs “resilient”, or more shallowly, as it tends to be perceived, “weak” vs “strong” contrast between cho and ginny.  but ultimately, ginny is rewarded for shedding her girlish emotional sensitivity while cho is punished, not just for her own but for ginny’s as well, because she’s taking over ginny’s role as “emotionally sensitive girl” so ginny can rise to the “cool girl” pedestal now that someone else is being looked down upon for having feelings.

#tldr: jkr doesn’t just put ginny & cho against each other as love interests she uses cho as recepticle for ginny’s ‘flaws’(vulnerability etc #that were present when ginny was just a kid with a crush so ginny can be the perfect ‘strong female character’ love interest #oof #i love how you can tell i thought i was gonna be brief with this bc the first two paragraphs are pretty short but then. lol. #i never know if im being long winded & repetetive or if i'm being rushed & unclear #oh well no one wants to read harry potter criticism in 2022 anyway and i dont wanna go back & edit #also im reasonably confident ginny makes some derisive comments about cho at some point but im not looking that up #hp #jk rowling #character tags? sure i guess #ginny weasley #cho chang #low key this makes me wanna write a ginny & cho character study fic booooooooooooooooooooo 🍅🍅🍅🍅 #uh #hp critical #okay before the 'readmore' this makes it seem like its gonna be a laundry list but really its just a deconstruction of one example

[mare-sanguis]

havent had one single normal thought since i saw him being like this

#blind kdrama #tvn blind #blind 2022 #blind tvn #not one single innocent thought crossed my mind #i'm an artist HES ART THATS THE ONLY EXCUSE I HAVE #let me look at him a lil longer please #looking at him isnt enough i need to stare at him #no wonder charles doesnt want him to take the fall alone #we cant let art take fall alone #protect the precious #if anyone of you read all the tags i'm not even sorry its not getting any better #what would he look like with a leash around his ne- #or strapped onto a bed for scientific purposes only #psychopaths have that ✨special something✨ #what sounds would he m- #staring at him isnt enough i need to study him #ok i'm done... or am i? #i got one more: he should be whispering into my ears :/ #studying him isn't enough i need to put him in a jar #i wonder if he fits the golden ratio

[passinoutpieces]

portrait study - later decided to make him into a vampire (bc why not)

#not fc5 related but i thought i’d share my other art stuff on here as well #just came to realise yet again how much nicer of a space tumblr is to share my art on #with instagram it’s basically just crickets and it’s so frustrating #people are just so nice #reading all the tags literally makes my day every time :’) #thx for being so lovely <3 #anyways VAMPIRES! #i have a very special love for any and everything vampire related #digital art #digital artist #procreate #portrait #portrait study #art study #my art #my art 2022 #passinoutpieces art

[finelyagedlemons]

eulogy gen, klavier + apollo focused (pre-friendship), 2753 words

how do you grieve someone who's still alive?

#lemons.txt #ace attorney #klavier gavin #apollo justice #12/05/2022 #wrote most of this in more or less one shot last night lmao #these kinds of fics always get away from me at least a little bit but i had fun with the headspace this one put me in #i'm not fully satisfied with my take on klavier here but i want to write more with him to get more of a handle on that #a lot of this ended up being a study of voice and general approach to their thoughts on The Whole Kristoph Thing #aa4 spoilers #by the way. not in a whole lot of detail but like. lmao. the fic's about kristoph #i don't know how to format these kinds of posts lmfao. this works ig

[leatherbookmark]

so I can't post the museum's online files because they're Copyrighted but I did take a picture when I was there so

LOOK AT THIS CHAIR

this is h106, also called "the spider" and it was designed by Edmund Homa in 1967. the prototype was made from afromosia and calfskin for the upholstery. politura, a company that makes furniture from the 50s, 60s and 70s, produced a batch of this chair from "the last afromosia reserves remaining in europe", and another batch using ashwood. they're both limited edition, produced in 2016, and i don't even want to know how much did they go for lol. but man, that's one gorgeous chair.

you can find the product pamphlet (and more photos, with text in english!) here!

#shrimp thoughts #its so gorgeous!! the wood is beautiful both in its color and texture and the polish is so smooth you almost want to eat it #i bet it smells divine. augh. #think im gonna hop back to the museum and grab the catalogue for this exhibition because it's not about a particular artist or period #but rather the stuff bought by the museum from 2017 to 2022 so there's just about Everything #including japanese vases and 'jade objects once residing in the study of a chinese scholar' #and polish posters and a polish-japanese chair and and and #its just so interesting

[dean-mikaelson]

young john clearly has ptsd from the war. but at the begging off the pilot in spn he's watching a movie. about war.

"figured you like your coffee like your world view. too sweet." that's who he WAS before the war. and 10 years before mary's death. with time it got worse and worse. he started drinking, he got anger issues, fighting with mary even. that's how he was coping with being "haunted". and then mary's death broke him completely.

but yeah they put on a war movie in the pilot because. john was a marine. he was fighting in the war. they had to show it somehow, right? and they gave him a bottle of beer. and they showed him passed out in front of a tv. it's like he was making himself feel worse on purpose.

or they just didn't think what watching a war movie would do to an ex soldier.

but the implications are there.

#who would have thought id be study john fucking winchester in the year of our lord 2022 #but here we go i guess #supernatural #the winchesters #john winchester

[andi-studies]

18/11/2022 - 20/11/2022

bit of a catch up weekend for history (which i didn’t really catch up on) and some flipped learning for psychology

more coursework reading and some fiction

#andi studies #studyblr #20/11/2022 #is this … me posting on the day ?! #never thought it would happen omg

[misseryosongsweet]

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#personal #thoughts #cpa journey #december 10 #2022 #studyblr #study

[lakemichigans]

i’ve been rewatching queer as folk and it's wild how a show can age so poorly but still makes me kick my feet and giggle into my pillow

#''how old are you really?'' ''i'm 20. 19. eight..teen...'' ''what is this - a missile launch?'' #mel and linz before they got annoying <3333 #ted dramatically overdosing while lets here it for the boy plays is so fucking funny still #the whole thing is soooo nostalgic to me #because i pirated it when i was 14 and watched it under the cover of darkness. literally #and i thought that being gay is just like this all the time lmao #i watched this show like i was studying for a big test 🧍🏻‍♀️ #i'm having so much fun revisiting it from an adult perspective in 2022 though lol #though society has rightfully moved past this show. it still needed to exist when it did #i say that like i watched it while it was airing jfksjd no i was an infant when it was airing #but point still stands

[aroomforarchitecture]

(de) Coding Mumbai Exhibition at IF.BE, Mumbai. June 2022

As part of SPARE, the research side of sP+a, Mumbai we put together a study of Mumbai’s building regulations and its impact on the production of housing. More information can be found in the links below: IF.BE Covered in The Hindu Worldarchitecture.org Question of Cities Camp

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#2022 #architectural thought #architecture #architecture exhibition #Architecture in india #architecture models #architecture research #building regulations #city #form #ifbe #mumbai #sameep padora #sameep padora and associates #sp+a #urban studies #urbanism #urbanization in India

[celestaerium]

the first holiday print i sent my friends in 2021~!

#finished in 2021 but i sent it early 2022 because...time... #wow it's gonna be year 3 of sending my friends holiday prints that's not a lot but i never really thought i'd have pen pals like this sobss #i need to do background studies again i wanna work on backgrounds i miss it so much but again...time........ #this year's print is simple but maybe next year i'll make a nice little snow day illustration #celestaeriumArt #art #artists on tumblr #digital art #happy holidays #holiday art #christmas #new year #gingerbread #gingerbread house #food #food art #candy #paused my queue and forgot to schedule this today oopsie teehee haha