#12345 em beihold

[hiding-all-the-bodies]

If it can be my turn for show and tell, I want to share something fun!

Recently I went to see Em Beihold in concert, and it was an absolute blast! The opener was a singer named Madelline, who I hadn't heard of until the day of the concert. During "Here for the Beat", she ran down into the audience and danced with my friend and I, grabbing our hands and jumping with us.

I tagged her later in an Insta story thanking her for a great time, and she responded in my dms thanking me. I asked her if she had any advice for starting to make music (I'm a music major) and she sent me 3 voice memos explaining some tips!

All-in-all it was just a great experience and she was so super nice!

#madelline #new artist #text post #pop music #concert #here for the beat #make more money #music major #fan interaction #instagram #super cool #em beihold #numb little bug #pedestal #12345 #egg in the backseat #maybe life is good #dopamine

[booksanddarkchocolate]

I just want to say that Em Beihold is precious and her songs are so relatable and they hit just right

#numb little bug #em beihold #I just know numb little bug is relatable for most people #too precious #12345 #all her songs are *chefs kiss* #and so many are underrated honestly

[dearestdaffodils]

You need a hug, are you alright?

Nobody's loved you much tonight

Only the mirror tells me I'm fine

#aidia.txt #song lyrics #em beihold #12345

[luminouslotuses]

q!jaiden song dump………there’s a lot

anxieties (out of time) - the regrettes

what can i, what can i do? / can somebody give me a damn clue? / fear on my body like glue / can’t move, i can’t move, i can’t move / what can i, what can i say? / tellin’ myself that i’m okay / colors come after the rain

all of these anxieties / come over me, just let me breathe / are we just forever runnin’ out of time? / missin’ how it feels to really be alive / knock me down-down, up, back down / knock me down, i won’t back down

paint - the paper kites

this house has never been the same as before / it’s never felt warm, never felt warm / there’s something moving through the windows and walls / i’ve seen it before, seen it before / you left me living with a lingering soul / how little you know, how little you know

see where i am is where i’m wanting to be / i know what i need, know what i need / and there are many different places to see / i know how to dream, know how to dream / still there’s a wound and i’m moving slow / though it don’t show, though it don’t show

12345 - em beihold

and my neighbors’ screams are deafenin’ / so i’ve got the music blastin’ / feel the skin, the floor / the matches light the candle / hope it passes, smell the / one plant i can’t believe i kept alive / this must be what victory tastes like

instead of findin’ purpose / i could just sell insurance / or join a pyramid scheme / whatever the hell that means, oh / “you need a hug, are you alright?” / “nobody’s loved you much tonight” / only the mirror tells me i’m fine

before the line - dodie

i have an entire post on this one :]

not strong enough - boygenius

black hole opened in the kitchen / every clock’s a different time / it would only take the energy to fix it / i don’t know why i am

the way i am / not strong enough to be your man / i lied, i am / just lowering your expectations / half a mind that keeps the other second-guessing / close my eyes and count

there’s something in the static / i think i’ve been having revelations / coming to in the front seat, nearly empty / skip the exit to our old street and go home / go home alone

happy - mitski

happy came to visit me, he bought cookies on the way / i poured him tea, and he told me, “it’ll all be okay” / well, i told him i’d do anything to have him stay with me

i was in the bathroom, i didn’t hear him leave / i locked the door behind him, and i turned around to see / ooh, all the cookie wrappers and the empty cups of tea / well, i sighed and mumbled to myself, “again, i have to clean” / i sighed and mumbled to myself

and when you go, take this heart / i’ll make no more use of it when there’s no more you / and if you’re going, take the moon / then, maybe i will see you; in the night, i’ll see you

body and mind - girl in red

i��ve been in the deep end since i realized / there is a difference between body and mind / i’ve been at my lowest for the longest time / knowing my existence is not one of a kind

but i’ve had / my deepest cries for now / my heart’s out / my guard’s down

making the bed - olivia rodrigo

they’re changin’ my machinery, and i just let it happen / i got the things i wanted, it’s just not what i imagined

push away all the people who know me the best / but it’s me who’s been makin’ the bed / i’m so tired of being the girl that i am / every good thing has turned into something i dread / and i’m playin’ the victim so well in my head / but it’s me who’s been makin’ the bed

$20 - boygenius

pushing flowers that come up into the front of a shotgun / so many hills to die on

(take a break, make your escape) / gas, out of time, out of money / you’re doing what you can, just makin’ it run / (there’s only so much i can)

wait on me, i’m not ready / i still have to change, have to change, have to change

snow angel - reneé rapp

first to arrive, last to leave / what’s misery without company? / it’s hard to laugh when it’s hard to breathe

smiles hide what secrets keep / can’t tell a lie if you never speak / look in the mirror, she looks like me / but half-alive and twice as weak

if it kills me, i tried / if it kills me, i

#OK I SWEAR THIS IS LAST THING BEFORE THE SERVER REOPENS LMAO #i do like doing these though…….i might make more sometime mahybe #qsmp #q!jaiden #song chicanery

[salty-an-disco]

I will bite maim and kill for a broken playlist

This lil dude deserves way more content and respect imo

The lil guy!! I actually have two specific artists whose whole aesthetic/sound I associate with Broken, which are: Cavetown and Em Beihold (so, ye, prepare for a not-so-varied list lmao)

Amnesia by Lemon Demon (gonna start off with none of those tho, lmao; Flashing Warning for this specific lyric video, here’s another lyric video without the flashing)

Guilty by Cavetown

frog by Cavetown

Escapism by Rebecca Sugar

12345 by Em Beihold

Roller Coasters Make Me Sad by Em Beihold

1994 by Cavetown

10 Feet Tall by Cavetown

don’t have much commentary to make on these ones, I’m just kinda waving my arms, going, “do you see the vibes???”

#voice of the broken #slay the princess #stp voices #songs association #sal rambles #mailbox

[sophieswundergarten]

I hope you’re well soph! for the ask game…

14, 21, and/or 31

((these questions are interesting and I want to know all the answers but I am practicing self control ajdhsh))

Hi, Ember!!!! You always leave the cutest little kitty creatures in my Inbox >(^- x -^)<

14. do you love the smell of earth after it rains? Petrichor!!! Yes, I very much love the smell after it rains, and it's fun to see the different types of smells depending on where you are

21. something you’ve kept since childhood? Hmm. I've kept a lot of things since I was little (I always worry that I Might Need It Later), but I have this blanket I've kept for ages and it's really worn and thin but I love it :)

31. what type of music keeps you grounded? Music that has, I don't know if it's called reverb? But, like, multiple layers. Some songs I use are "It's Alright", by Mother Mother, "Stars" by Switchfoot, "Before I Met You" by Cody Fry, "ok ok?" by half•alive, "Karma" by AJR, and "12345" by Em Beihold

#This was fun #Thanks Em #Many hugs for you <3 <3 <3 #Asks #Ask Games

[bookishgalaxies]

What Music the Hargreeves Listen to Pt. 1

pairing: none

info: hcs

warnings: none

a/n: I don’t take requests for the other siblings but will gladly do a different part for them if asked.

five hargreeves - personally, I’ve always felt five wouldn’t have much time for music with his busy career and yk, constantly saving the world. I feel like when he finally does get a sliver of time to listen to music it would be very calming and kind of eclectic, as well as give off a bit of an oldies vibe.

viktor hargreeves - this man definitely has some angsty music and no one will convince me otherwise. He has a few happy songs on his playlist that are calming in slow (he see why I put the Oh Wonder) song. Also, I know 12345 is up best but I think it might resonate with him and he’s like it. :)

—————🌖🌗🌘🌑🌒🌓🌔—————

#Spotify #viktor hargreeves x reader #the umbrella academy #tua netflix #tua x reader #viktor hargreeves #five hargreeves x reader #five hargreeves #five x reader #number five #tua☁️ #tua hc #tua headcanon #tua season 3

[paloma-ascends-into-hellfire]

song lyrics that make me sob uncontrollably

for someone who’s not a crier, i’ve sure been doing a lot of crying lately so here is a list of lyrics that have made me cry recently.

i put on survivor just to watch somebody suffer/maybe i should get some sleep/sinking in the sofa as they all betray each other/what’s the point of anything?/all of my friends are missing again/that’s what happens when you fall in love/you don’t have the time, you leave them all behind/you tell yourself, “it’s fine, i’m just in love” (Billie Eilish, “TV”, Guitar Songs (2022))

i’ll try not to starve myself/just because you’re mad at me/the internet’s gone wild watching movie stars on trial/while they’re overturning roe v wade (Billie Eilish, “TV”, Guitar Songs (2022))

don’t you worry ‘bout your curly hair/clothes that don’t quite fit you anywhere/voices echo in the gym […]/i’m so sorry that they pick you last/try to say your foreign name and laugh/i know that you feel loud, so different from the crowd/of big blue eyes and long blonde hair and boys that stare/but, baby, know that/you’ll grow up and/grow so tough and charm them all/write your story/fall in love a little too/the things you thought you’d never do (Laufey, “Letter to My 13-Year-Old Self, Bewitched (2023))

all this time /i didn’t know/that you were breaking down […]/too young to know it gets better/i’ll be summer sun for you forever/forever winter if you go/he seems fine most of the time/forcing smiles and neverminds (Taylor Swift, “Forever Winter (Taylor’s Version)”, Red (Taylor’s Version) (2021)

if i was standing there in your apartment/i’d take that bomb in your head and disarm it/i’d say i love you even at your darkest/and please don’t go […]/he says he doesn't believe anything much he hears these days/i say, "Believe in one thing, I won't go away" (Taylor Swift, “Forever Winter (Taylor’s Version)”, Red (Taylor’s Version) (2021)

i feel your compliments like bullets on skin (Olivia Rodrigo, “lacy”, Guts (2023))

all the time/i’m grateful all the time/i’m sexy and i’m kind/i’m pretty when i cry (Olivia Rodrigo, “all-american bitch”, Guts (2023))

you need a hug, are you alright?/nobody’s loved you much tonight (Em Beihold, “12345”, Egg in the Backseat (2022))

#personal #billie eilish #guitar songs #tv billie eilish #laufey #bewitched laufey #letter to my 13 year old self #from the start #olivia rodrigo #guts olivia rodrigo #olivia rodrigo guts #lacy olivia rodrigo #all american bitch #all american bitch olivia rodrigo #olivia rodrigo sour #billie eilish guitar songs #the 30th #taylor swift #red taylor’s version #red (taylor’s version) #red tv #red tv vault #forever winter #forever winter tvftv #fwtvftv #em beihold #egg in the backseat #numb little bug #12345 em beihold #music

[vakarians-babe]

Shuffle your On Repeat playlist and list the first 10 songs that play, then tag 10 people. Thank you beloved @brother-genitivi for the tag 💗

12345 by Em Beihold

the fruits by Paris Paloma

Panic by Amy Lawton

Come with Me Now by KONGOS

Van Horn by Saint Motel

Hit and Run by LOLO

My Type by Saint Motel

Mantras by Ellen Winter

Gentleman Jack by O'Hooley & Tidow

Guillotine Dreams by KiNG MALA

tagging @cairamelcoffee @creaking-skull @paptalk @zevrn @bengalifairy @pinayelf @buchimgay @zevrn @isayashai @buridanshorse

#tag game

[vanderwoodlings]

If I’m being honest: an Eric van der Woodsen playlist (x)

Tracklist (and commentary!) under the cut

1. “Free To Decide,” The Cranberries. I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide/And I'm not so suicidal after all

1. “Free To Decide,” The Cranberries. I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide/And I'm not so suicidal after all

2. “12345,” Em Beihold. "You need a hug, are you alright?"/“Nobody's loved you much tonight"/Only the mirror tells me I'm fine

3. “Family Line,” Conan Gray. It was really this bit from the chorus that had me going for this one: I'm so good at telling lies/That came from my mother's side/Told a million to survive—but I think there’s really something to the way that Eric just has William written off when he shows up, and that takes a lot of emotional work to do that happens off-screen but I still think about very much

4. “Unsteady,” X Ambassadors. This playlist does kind of just embrace the cringe a little bit and I’m okay with that. Hold, hold on, hold on to me/‘Cause I'm a little unsteady, a little unsteady

5. “Dance Music,” The Mountain Goats. In which I will never be over the stuff that comes up in 2.07 about lily’s various exes

6. “I’m Not a Cynic,” Alec Benjamin. I swear that I'm not a cynic, my glass just has no water in it today

7. “Breaking Free,” Night Riots. I feel violent/Like I'm dying/I feel broken, maybe I'm just breaking free. [sticks a toothpick in the boy’s brain] uh yeah he’s not done yet

8. “Pressure,” Paramore. Seriously tho Eric during the year Serena was gone is so fucked up I wish the show had let us talk about him more. Some things I'll never know/And I had to let them go/I'm sitting all alone/Feeling empty

9. “Wouldn’t It Be Nice,” The Beach Boys. He is gay <3

10. “Creep,” Radiohead. He is gay and depressed

11. “Jason,” BONNIE PARKER. So yeah uh. Asher thing

12. “Shut Up!” Simple Plan.

13. “Inhaler,” Foals. I'm make believe/And I'm up for rent/My head is spent/I guarantee

14. “Hold Me While You Wait,” Lewis Capaldi. So tell me, can you turn around?/I need someone to tear me down.

15. “Blackbird,” The Beatles. Told you I was just going for it.

16. “Cursive,” Billie Marten. And we'll be fine, there is an end/It hurts to fall back again. There’s an ericfic on ao3 that I haven’t actually read, but it’s got a tag about fluctuating mental health and that definitely has the energy I was feeling here—he’s chronically depressed, and that is what it is

17. “Honesty,” Billy Joel. Okay but like. Fuck the UES. Honesty is such a lonely word/Everyone is so untrue

18. “Babel,” Mumford & Sons. Then the walls of my town, they come crumbling down/You ask where will we stand in the winds that will howl. When he says he’ll basically be ten feet away and then literally never appears again

19. “Heart Open,” Kodaline. Always on the outside, too afraid to open up, and talk/…/And you're not broken/So keep your heart open now

20. “Like a River Runs,” Bleachers. I’ve looped back around to thinking about that pre-series year again, a little bit. Tonight, I sit over the parkway/The summer's gone and I'm alone/And I get the feeling that you're somewhere close/And I wanna get up/To the rhythm of your wild, to the rhythm of your wild heart/It beats, been beating since you've gone

21. “Trenches,” Set Your Goals. You're falling in love with the skyline/Nothing comes for free:/Can you put a price on feeling satisfied?

22. “Lost Highway,” Bon Jovi. Yeah, I'm busting loose, I'm letting go/Out on this open road/It's independence day on this lost highway

23. “You Cannot,” Erin McKeown. You cannot cage me, I revolt/You cannot contain me, I bolt/I am not caught because/What I got, got you can't hold, hold

24. “Born to Run,” Bruce Springsteen. Seriously I just find it so interesting when characters actually leave on this show, and it’s even more so for Eric because of all the characters he actually grew up in the UES, and there’s this way that its played as something that traps you, and yet he just basically goes ‘no <3’

25. “Heart lines,” Florence + The Machine. Just keep following the heart lines on your hand/Keep it up, I know you can

26. “We Are Golden,” MIKA. Running around like a clown on purpose/Who gives a damn about the family you come from

27. “everything sucks,” vaultboy, Eric Nam. I really like this one in the way of just… it feels kind of comfortable. It isn’t being all the way up in the way that some of these songs are

28. “Evergreen,” Bears in Trees. But I must possess the thought, that progress is a process/And it ain't one step backward if you rotate your axis/Realize that a slip up is just part of the practice

29. “Hand in My Pocket,” Alanis Morissette. And what it all comes down to/Is that everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine

30. “Lights,” Journey. California!Eric my beloved

#eric van der woodsen #gossip girl #it’s HERE finally i have finished it #attempted suicide / #abuse / #<—for in a few of the songs #original nonsense #this is a playlist tag

[the-pinstriped-hood]

So! I'm back! And I finally found a few songs that work better for Evie now that I've fleshed her out a bit more! A lot of them have to do with her mental state.

1. Back Against the Wall - Cage The Elephant

2. Flagpole Sitta - Harvey Danger

2. Runaway - Bon Jovi

3. 12345 - Em Beihold

4. Evil Eye - Franz Ferdinand

(Thanks to @goldrose-star for #3! It was a good recommendation!!)

Tags: Tagging: @devil-doll13 @bluecoolr @ajarofpickledtears @shonkgobonk @soupbabe @slasherscrybaby @solmints-messyocdiary @ahmnom @probably-a-plant-thing @damien-mlm @kalid-raven @goldrose-star

#Evie Pierce #My oc #The Lost Boys #Spotify

[cgenry]

Em Beihold - 12345 (Official Music Video)

#youtube

[wileyfern]

For the song recs: 12345 by Em Beihold

!!! yes! i like this one a lot! it's very nice i might have to look through the artists stuff now!! thank you!

couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

#asks #chelseasanidiot

[dearestdaffodils]

You need a hug, are you alright?

Nobody's loved you much tonight

Only the mirror tells me I'm fine

(One, two, one, two, three, four, five, one, two)

Floating away like I'm a kite

Reminding myself I'm still alive

Try not to panic every night

One, two, three, four, five

#aidia.txt #song lyrics #12345 #em beihold #stream all her music for clear skin

[poetry-protest-pornography]

Happy birthday (though I think it's belated by now lol)! Might I recommend the songs "Numb Little Bug" and "12345" by Em Beihold? They're some of my favourites to listen to, especially on Spacey Days.

Thank you so much!

Still the day here in EST (though I've declared a Birthday Week, so I have excuses to see people and get too many fancy coffees and teas)

Thank you for taking time to send birthday wishes, and for sharing something you love with me!

#i have the best pocket friends #happy birthday to me

[laplaylistes]

Em Beihold - 12345 (Official Music Video)

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