#( this took forever to complete. lol..

[lunacias]

these are the silt verses, and I name our disciples thus

#the silt verses #sister carpenter #brother faulkner #paige duplass #james hayward #not 100% happy with this but I've been working on it for uhh two months and wanted to get it up before the next ep #cannot stress enough this isn't necessarily how i picture these characters but moreso what I can draw LOL #every time I try to conceptualize them it's like trying to look at someone without my glasses #in that i get vague forms etc but nothing concrete #it's weird bc it's like. the more i relisten the less concrete image i have of them /thinks #though I will say i will die on curly haired + freckles faulkner #and I usually picture carpenter with a simple wavy ponytail #also in terms of scars i like the idea of faulkner having a scar on his hand from the glass in the s2 finale #and hayward having a scar on his forehead from hembrey! #also i don't think hayward smokes but i liked how it looked when paired with paige and her alcohol! #also something something he might have tried once to blend in with the other police officers but never took to it #been wanting to draw something for silt verses for forever so!! #edit: added an alt id in the image description! #uploaded this last night and completely forgot to i'm sorry! #pls lmk if it's too long or not really a good description!

[dovesick]

eternity in fungi

#anthro art #background art #enviroment art #creature art #artists on tumblr #this took me absolutely forever #i started it in february. finished in april #i’m late to uploading things here as usual #thanks to the ppl that have bought my prints! #also i wanted to mention the price increase (idk if anyone would notice but still) #i completely forgot about etsy fees lol. so i was selling them for the same price as markets but making less #but good news! turns out international shipping was cheaper so i put that down #the concept of this is a mushroom prophet or something

[yin-shimo]

Decimated Nepo Baby Collection

just like it says, lower(ed) polys. sorry if its still too much ? i don't make cc clothes so

Boots with Legwarmers: 109,802 -> 25.3k

Flannel Shirt: 36,504 -> 14.6k

Nails: 21,120 -> 4,012

Necklaces: 19,300 -> 15.7k

Rings Left: 17,664 -> 7,064

Rings Right: 17,664 -> 7,064

Skirt: 64,227 -> 13.8k

Sunglasses: 8478 -> 2.5k

Tank Top: 42,238 -> 11k

DOWNLOAD (simfileshare)

#lol this took me forever to actually complete

[th3e-m4ng0]

I just sent an ask about how much i love your art but that wip you posted with it reminded me of another thing i like so i’m inflating your ego now. I love their grins!! I love the big ol’ smiles you give them!!! People give them smirks or small smiles which are good too and have their place but your toothy grins!!! They just look so happy. Like it feels like a face or expression you could only make if you were completely joyous, like if your insides were nothing but light and bubbles. And also it looks like a face you could only make if you yourself were happy, at least a little bit, and that makes me even happier!!! And looking at them makes me feel like you’ve just handed me a little shard of that joy, that pure happiness, and it makes me just soooo excited and almost giddy!!!!!! You’re a tremendous artist and i think it’s really special that you can draw something that makes me feel so happy!!!!!!! I wanna eat your art like laffy taffy and i mean that with all the love and adoration and kindness in the world!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhhhhhjjjjjhhhhhhhhh you can't say that !!! You can't say all of that and expect me not to cry !!!!!! aaahhhhh oh my goddd you're too kind, really !!!

thank you so much, im beyond delighted that my art makes you feel Very happy !!!! and well, that i successfully managed to make you Feel any sort of emotion means I've been doing my job Well, so that's good to hear !!!

#.txt #i am happy. i am happy when doodling these silly old men in love. i may not be happy all the time but it makes my happy that my art makes u #happy #very redundant wording i know !! #ahhhhhhj #i will say this ask took a while to read completely bc i kept crying and the tears made it a bit difficult to continue LOL #/pos btw !!!!! #genuinely thank u. ur words are forever embedded into my heart /p ahhejdejehwhgwjw #<3333

[creeps-and-pasta]

All Time ever does is pass and all I ever do is Remember You

#my posts #creepypasta #laughing jack #creepypasta art #THIS TOOK FOREVER TO MAKE #also my first time not doing lineart #what do you think forgiveness means to LJ. I dont think he forgives easily. or at all #I think that Isaac was the only person he ever loved. 3 months was all he had. and the grief lasted 200 years #anyway i hope u guys like this goodnight. more art coming soon #i have like 2 more completely finished pieces i need to upload lol

[tears-of-xion]

Happy Miku Day (3/9)!!!

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Please do not use or re-post my artwork without my permission. Thank you!   (reblogs, however, are welcome and appreciated)

I do not own Hatsune Miku. All rights to their owners.

#hatsune miku #fanart #clip studio paint #March2024 #tearsofxion'sart #my art #tearsofxiondrawsMiku #so when i first starting conceptualizing a piece for miku day #i originally was imagining something very soft and flowery and pastel #and then i put on respectless from the hh soundtrack #and that completely changed the trajectory of my ideas lol #i absolutely adore how this turned out #this took forever largely because i decided to try drawing a shiny material with very little experience #but it turned out pretty nice #so i'm not complaining #too much

[arytha]

[ID copied from ALT: A digital fullbody drawing of @hunterofthehunters OC Ash standing with my OC, Balance. Ash is relaxed, her hand on her hip under her sword sheathe with said sword in her other hand, pointed towards the ground. She is looking at Balance with a neutral expression. Balance is slightly behind Ash, her hands clasped to her chest and looking up at Ashe with worry. Ash's sword is detailed to look like a blue dragon, with fire running down the blade. Balance's eye contains a compass beam, the red side pointing up in a diagonal. End ID]

Advent of Consequence

#Mara's Art #Balance #Ash #aah's skirt is based off a mamianqun btw :3c i think they're pretty. and practical #ash is asian~ but also insert a few thousand years since earth and not even on earth anymore bg #balance! is actually incarnated on the planet! so she's not a vague concept to ash she's an actual #person that ash has to live with but also ash can now see future 'branches' because of balance #xena over here like tailsgetstrolled.jpg because the last time she saw Balance. balance died. lol #balance's current design concept is based on 'oracle' or 'guideance' which means she looks completely different from before #also the balance beam in her eyes changes based off of criteria only she knows #and her hair will normally hide her eyes! but i wanted to show the beam off for this one ! #this entire art took forever but im happy with how it came out!!! #stuck with a simpler id this time i hope thats ok

[roserus-wizard]

I made my mushroom hat 🍄!! And I was able to remember to record most of me making it so I made a small video compilation of my process 

#I mostly just want to show it off #hopefully I’ll get the rest of the costume pieces soon for the complete mushroom look #but i’m broke #mushroom #mushroom hat #I worked hard on this hat I expect at least a reblog lol #it took me forever to figure out tic tok but I got there #if you can see my face…no you didn’t ❤️

[thistledropkick]

I was tagged by @sycamoretrees

9 people i’d like to get to know better

Last song: Recently I've been listening to The Birthday a lot while working. Kaminari Today gives me powerful Sasaki vibes. (A couple other faves are Kusottare no Sekai and Sayonara Saishu Heiki)

Favourite colour: That whole mint green, sea green, sage green, moss green family

Currently watching: Delicious In Dungeon and Bravern! The Delicious In Dungeon anime adaptation is outstanding and really captures the feeling of the manga. Bravern is a very fun and unique mecha series (created by the guy who designed NJPW's IWGP World Heavyweight Championship belt) - if you want to watch it, I highly recommend not reading anything about it beforehand because the surprise twists and turns are a big part of the fun. Bravern just recently ended, so the whole series is available to watch.

Spicy/savoury/sweet/(sour)/(salty): I'll go with salty aspirationally, because I'm supposed to increase the salt in my diet. But I do have a sweet tooth, I do love umami flavors, and I do have a growing appreciation for spicy foods.

Relationship status: Very happily partnered

Obsessions: I managed to turn my fixation on Japanese pro wrestling into a fixation on learning Japanese, which has been very fun even though I don't have any particular aptitude for language learning.

I'm also obsessed with beetles, especially species in the Scarabaeidae and Tenebrionidae families (scarabs including stag and rhino beetles, and darkling beetles). I currently have three pet beetles - two blue death-feigning beetles and one smooth death-feigning beetle. Someday I want to raise a stag or rhino beetle from a grub to an adult, but I haven't attempted it yet.

I also love wooden tall ships, especially square-riggers.

I'm tagging @thebarefootking @namajague @randanopterix @sangrebomb and @sharky-chan for this, but I'm supposed to tag four more people, so anyone else who sees this and would like to fill it out, please consider yourself tagged!

#get to know you question meme #thanks sycamoretrees for tagging me in this but sorry it took me forever to actually fill it out #I put these in my drafts and then completely forget about them lol...

[problemcore]

i miss this game already

#took me. over 220 hours to finally get through the ending of the game #i kept quitting right before the end and starting a new playthrough #something about act 3 as a whole. #the start of the game is just. so damn fun...... #i love creating my character and meeting the companions for the first time. getting to the grove and saving the tieflings #over and over again #im not sure how i feel about the ending. i think my brain is just soup so maybe I'll have thoughts on it later #it was. confusing? fun. unsatisfying? cathartic #i have to stop myself from. going back and trying to change the ending i got. #for the last 3 hours i was just agonising over all these small choices that really. just robbed me from the whole experience #its um. almost 6 am. lol #one thing i can say for sure. #completely unforgettable game. through all its flaws i can definitely name after 220 hours. i still thoroughly enjoyed it #forever altered my brain chemistry #i should. sigh. probably take a break from this game. #at least move on to a different game good lord. bg3 has completely consumed the last month and a half for me #i wont stay away for too long probably. i want to start my dark urge run finally #oh god its 6 am i have not slept at all #ok. goodnight dear followers. so so so tired. #chris noises #bg3

[perhapsapremiseart]

That scene from meld but give it sexier lighting

#star trek #star trek voyager #tuvok #lon suder #voyager #fanart #one of the episodes of all time #tuuuuuuvok my friend I'm obsessed with you <3 #ask me why I decided to try a completely new graphic shading style??? #that I've literally never done before???? this was hard #also took forever bc I started noticing anatomy mistakes halfway through colouring and had to go back and fix everything >:( #I actually kinda like how it turned out though #maybe I should play with lighting more lol

[carpisuns]

hi i’m the artist of that tink piece you reblogged. i saw your tags and just had to come say omg same except my tink collection is very much still going 🙈 so glad i reach another tink collector with my art! 😂✨✨✨✨✨

i actually haven’t collected tinkerbell stuff in many years but i was obsessed with her when I was a kid! i started collecting tinkerbell stuff when I was like 10 and then I got so much of it as gifts for like the next 6 or 7 years lol. I don’t have any of it now but I had a Ridiculous amount of tinkerbell stuff when I was a teen.

Anyway although I am no longer a think collector I appreciated the cute art and I’m glad you are having fun with it!! I can attest that there is a lot of cute tink stuff out there so I hope you find some good ones ✨

#dude i had So Much tinkerbell merch #blankets. pillows. bags. clothes. figurines #i even had a tinkerbell wall clock #and a tinkerbell lamp shade #when ppl find out you collect stuff you can expect to get that as a gift from everyone you know forever hahaha #even after i stopped being interested in collecting it took a while for my friends/family to get the memo to stop buying it for me lmao #when I was a sophomore in hs a girl in my art class just called me tinkerbell #Bc I would come to school in a tink t shirt with a tink jacket and a tink bag #like not even intentionally. just bc it’s what i Owned!!! #anyway it’s so weird for me to remember this now lol I usually completely forget about it #that i used to be The Tinkerbell Girl #oml why do I always have to have a Thing….why can’t i just be normal. 🧍 #it feels like such a fever dream to me now lol #ask #toughtink

[gh-0-stcup]

Holy shit.

I've been on mobile since the update, just got a chance to take a look at what they did tonight.

Who the actual fuck thought this would be a good idea?

#i thought it was an exaggeration #i've been on tumblr since 2010 - been through some very dramatic changes over the years #but this is...wow. #putting aside how cluttered things are now (you'd get used to that) #it's just broken #like why did the t disappear when i was on my activity page? #took forever to get back home #the horrid bubble that pops up for you activity?! #tried to reply to a message - horrid bubble plus a list of usernames that obscured THEIR name while i was trying to @ them #who the fuck did this #just complete trash omg #tumblr update #anyway my dreamwidth's gh0stcup i did a hysteria liveblog thing tonight #lol

[unproduciblesmackdown]

with the recent like self-analytical framework of [putting hand on own shoulder] "are you looking for the external validation of value in this which would never be guaranteed, and you don't even think it should be contingent on this anyways" it's like, that also speaks more to like "yeah i did really enjoy live performance / theatre-adjacent and -overlapping stuff"

like i have my sense of how much i loved things and none of that involves any memories of having enjoyed it b/c of any feedback i got, from peers or instructors or anything. memories of curtain calls don't stand out much. like fun Specific Feedback was a kind older (relative to me) performer with the central role telling me that my literal leaping onstage (dance performance. grande jete entrance) despite a technical difficulty that would have to be improvised around was Inspirational/Motivating lol. i stopped having any particular stage fright (although is that when you're onstage? more like, anxiety beforehand about messing up. being onstage was the easier, enjoyable part) thanks to just having to yolo through those technical difficulties lol....anyways and then that same show actually, some relative to me younger audience member's dad was like "she's your (role's) biggest fan" and we nervously take a pic together lol. these things were fun & standout but Not Even It; not at all like "this is what makes it all worth it" like this is largely beside the point but a fun little bonus outlier event or two

like there was also no "i loved it b/c of Being In A Cast" nor b/c of any particular like, hanging out having fun Social Element. i loved rehearsing, though. loved being backstage (or in green rooms, or dressing rooms) but not because of any particular company or goings on. loved waiting & practicing / warming up & getting things together like your own costuming & being summoned to backstage & whatall. loved all the technical elements of getting a show together, when things were being assembled / worked out, though i didn't get to have much of any active hand b/c i'm like this twelve year old just learning the part, but it was fun to witness. none of my sense of what contributed to having a great time entailed any particular praise or anything; there was some implicitness in how all at once i graduated from [ensemble performance, back row for tall people] to [roles with solos] and the like, but there was just like, being busy, doing things well enough that it just wasn't Impeding anything lol, and in other arenas where i might've gotten more comments about being like, an outlier per whatever measure of success, it was definitely like, it's all just [successfully avoided negative attention] and ofc people think good grades are good but i'm not particularly moved by the awareness that that in turn is what's good or impressive about me, or something. or that i have to have anything like that for [successfully avoided negative attention]

and i wouldn't have like, done a monologue to an empty room and been like wow magical. i'd do my thing for rehearsal, and then for an audience, but you can't really see the audience and you're like ten doing local ten year old recreational stuff so it's like, the curtain calls you don't remember much (by you i mean me) and then you're done, and for me it was the fun of just like Everything Before. no like classic memories montage of great times socializing, it was me sitting in the green room equivalent, me warming up in the hallway, enjoying being in an auditorium for like 7 hrs of rehearsal, etc, we didn't do any like social events like high school performance afterparties or anything; i wasn't like Friends w/even the occasional person i also knew from school, and that didn't matter or diminish things in the least. performing A Show and for whatever Audience and that abstract is completely good enough. any of my parents' involvement, unavoidable b/c i couldn't even get places without being driven, was a major downside; i didn't like any like post performance [congrats] from them b/c that stuff was just its own unconstructive Performance that you, by which i mean me, were required to be sufficiently like Oh Wow about when it's like, the focused attention from you here means i want to leave; being left all amongst other adults during rehearsals was the good shit, while it also wasn't the case i needed like support or hype from any of those adults either.

there was Some tradition of like, older students in some program who'd take a trip to nyc / do some performance or other, and that seemed exciting but it stopped existing before it could be relevant to me lol. also for the first like, show that was like "audition for parts" vs "class recitals" they gave us like a relevant keepsake for it, and that was a nice surprise, since i had a great experience and all. and one of my main [not dance, with lines and everything] experiences being this fourth grade english class scenes from julius caesar, auditioned again, i'm like hell yeah that this has to be nongendered b/c it's all a bunch of guys, so i play a guy, and an antagonist yippee who doesn't die midway through and sounds easy-peasy to be like [be the dictator assassin] lol. it's funny how already i Cared about like, wish we had Effects instead of awkward silence for the drama of that assassination. wish i like, knew fuckall about acting. but the teacher just focused on telling us all to talk louder b/c nobody could be individually mic'd, and in the end you really couldn't hear fuckall of other performances so that was a win. and we got to do it twice b/c some people's parents got stuck in traffic. all i remember of my parents' presence was being like "omg yes i get to stop being here talking to you b/c we get to do that Again hell yeah"

like it's social but in a Parallel way. i'm contributing my part, i know my role, you know yours, i'm fondly remembering sitting in some school lobby having mini muffins with hours to go before our performance, amongst other people but not at all hyped abt interactions with them or at all disappointed abt the absence of any. i enjoyed it all being in front of people, others involved in the show, or the audience, but i wasn't there for any specific feedback, just being Part of that group constructed experience there. truly this case of like....loved all of that exactly as it happened, was on my own shit, did not need any external validation, didn't need a specific kind of Socializing that's supposed to look like having individual interactions with personal friends, had this passion for it that i also was having a perfectly good time exploring on my own, whilest also enjoying working with / learning from whatever instruction i got. like sure wishing i knew fuckall about acting but that it turns out no not everyone necessarily all loves stage acting as The Peak like that, and this comfort and interest with it that comes from like, you have all the practice of Having to perform and mask and act in life against your supposed incorrect abnormalities, but here's this constructive and creative and expansive edition of that art and science. good enough for doing it all through like fourteen

#the like metanalysis i'm applying to the wynnstannery journey meanwhile....a multifaceted like Oh Yeah I See places hand on surface #tl;dr like yeah i would love to do theatre in w/e ways and i would truly enjoy my experience completely in its own right. b/c i Have.... #stopped dance when i was fourteen coz knee hurty; gender hurty; parental involvement hurty; was going into college and was like will i even #have time for dance stuff? like yeah maybe but i didn't know it & figured i'd probably be forever busy & fail out anyways. took a break. #and that first year there was some delightful The Shakespearean Theater Just Down The Street also theatre adjacent class experiences #which was just More expansive & More evidence like yes i love all this shit a lotttt thanks #however at this juncture like; oh you Can audition for school theatre & even get there by yourself #didn't want family to know & come; didn't want to be alongside ppl who Did have all this high school experience and even if they didn't #were older so just probably at all better at shit lol. also my roommate had a lot of theatre interest & experience so i would've felt #awkward or out of place. like i do Not want to have to be really socially connected or like be criticized on some As Personal Acquaintances #supposed helpful basis lol. was sort of peripherally eventually [theatre doers] socially involved but eh #i had fun helping out with behind the scenes stuff Sometimes; or just hanging out in that arena #but i didn't make friends really & the true Downgrade was feeling like i was supposed to be / Had to be #one of those cases even when it's like ''yeah for some people they let you be around peripherally b/c you're the butt of the joke'' #like yeah great lmfao This Isn't It....but then going off oneself to some pwyw shakespeare show where you don't know what's going on but #that's not even required to enjoy it and Live Theatre and hell yeah babey. the actors were all whole adults & professionals & kind #like for me the social aspect is [when you're In A Show there's more afforded ''you're allowed to be here''] lol & that's it. #i like being around people but i like being there ''by myself.'' i can enjoy spontaneous; fleeting interactions contained in that moment #i don't need or even want those to Lead To Something That ''Actually Matters'' like an ongoing personal friendship or w/e #i enjoy those interactions in their own right; interacting in the capacity of both doing Show Tasks in their own right #i enjoy being in these Performances and Rehearsals in their own right & All The Enjoyment Was Already There. #i never needed or particularly looked for Especial Feedback from any sources. there needed to be an audience but that presence Was It. #i was engaged & enriched & interested in my own right. all very clear and clearly Genuine #vs whatever i was recognized as especially Good At or what i would just kind of do / was supposed to do but it's like; eh #or just otherwise like yeah i like some of this; but not nearly as much; &/or there clearly aren't ways to engage w/it in ways that i #actually want to or enjoy. i loved having a part but never needed it to be like Solo or the Main part. when i was doing & had done the #performing in rehearsals or shows like That Was It; that was what was fun. didn't anticipate or need the least Especial Feedback #just knowing like yeah that's the good shit. this is a real Passion that i enjoyed w/o ever needing anything ''more'' / external validation #wahoo....and the inherent value & relevance in just Knowing of that fact lol. wasn't always clear to me like yeah we all love that shit #in just the way that i did; right. like lol maybe not exactly and not always; actually.

[traitorsinsalem]

old people are so cool i love old people. cooking for old people and having meals with them is the coolest also.

#succ speaks #thinking abt my neighbor who died a few months ago she was a nice old portuguese lady who lived in a house that she and her husband built #once she made stuffed quahogs for us as a surprise gift so we cooked a whole ass feast to have w her and her son #also one of my parents' friends whose grandsons i've been friends with since we were little #i'm always scared to cook for her tho bc she runs a restaurant LOL like i could never beat the food her husband makes i wouldn't even try #she's like 70 and both of her parents are alive in their late 90s and she jokes 'my people live forever' (she's japanese) but like no fr HOW #<- so she's not even that old she just has old person vibes. i don't think someone is actually old until they hit their 80s #neighbors tho my most recent old neighbor was this widowed guy who let me call my dad when i got locked out of the house skateboarding #and we also took each other's barrels to the front door and i'd bring his newspaper to his doorstep #he also gave me his dead wife's copy of the complete works of shakespeare??? hardcover with gilded pages and shit????? #but yeah cooking for and eating with old people is so cool and fun

[blujayonthewing]

Are there any songs that remind you of your OCs?

jhgjsdgfjd OKAY SO-- the short answer is Yes, lol. The longer answer is that I have full playlists for a bunch of them, so, at this point any song on any of their playists now reminds me of that character (including ship playlists, because I also have one of those each for elyss/june and juniper/fengling), although not all of them would be equally good examples of 'here's a song that makes me think of X' as far as like... show and tell is concerned? Elyss and Juniper's playlists for instance are both roughly chronological and a couple of their songs are specific to A Situation, and several of June's are about her relationship with another character (mostly our sorcerer; I've had a hard time picking just one or two fengling songs for june's regular playlist, so those are pretty much all just on the ship one exclusively, lol).

UM I can also link to full playlists if you or anyone are interested, but I'll also put a show and tell of one or two specific songs under the cut :D

Elyss: Learn To Be Lonely from the POTO movie for pre-campaign, Not Your Hero by Tegan and Sara now

Juniper: The Greatest Adventure from the rankin bass The Hobbit

Idri: Don't Stop Me Now by Queen

Aubree: Fighting On by I Fight Dragons

Melliwyk's are all instrumental! Scheming Weasel Faster would be her theme as an npc in an rpg

Nyssa: Cult of Dionysis by The Orion Experience

Ambrose: Not I by I Fight Dragons

Kethri: No Hopers, Jokers, and Rogues by The Fisherman's Friends

Honorable mention: this is maybe Fantasy Racist of me because Tsakesh is not a thief at all but. Khajiit Like To Sneak by Miracle of Sound is just such a good song and I love it and it DOES make me think of my boy. he DO like to sneak idk what to tell you

#antique-symbolism-main #it was. REALLY hard to narrow some of these down to A Song (or two in Elyss's case lol) #Fighting On by ifd is on Elyss AND Aubree's playlists and I feel really strongly about both of them #and waffled between whom to post it for here as The Song but Aubree's playlist IS literally named for it so #ALSO Melliwyk's whole playlist is actually SO GOOD but I can't share it because most of the songs aren't on spotifyyyy raaahhh #I can't find any dang songs with lyrics for her but damned if I'm not good at collecting Mel Vibes Tunes lmao #god I'm gonna just. immediately post all the playlists too probably. I got a lot of feelings about em #THANK YOU FOR ASKING sorry it took me a couple days to get back to this but at least I didn't forget completely forever aahaha #about me #my OCs #Elyss #Idri #Juniper #Aubree #Nyssa #Melliwyk #Kethri #Ambrose #Tsakesh