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fox-guardian · 7 months
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im sad i wanna do a poll on which fear people like the most aesthetically speaking but there aren't enough poll options :(
so i guess rb this and write in the tags which one/s are your fav aesthetically out of the rest, based on canon imagery and whatnot
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intimacyequalsdeath · 6 months
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Bubz's Slasher Fictober Apple Crumble NSFW Alphabets Day 20: RZ Michael Myers
Day 20 is here! Only 11 more days of Fictober to go. I've decided the masterlist menu of everything on the first of November as that's obviously the first day anything non-Fictober related will go up. I do have something special planned for later in November so do keep tuned it!
Notes: Minors DNI, Smut, NSFW.
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A is for Aftercare (What they're like after sex):
Wait? You want him to do what? Um ok? He probably will need a bit to warm up to anything really fluffy since he doesn't really know what aftercare and even after you explain it he'll probably be puzzled as to why that's something you want from him so take it slow.
B is for Body Part (Favorite on them and their partner):
He like his hands. All those years locked away in the mental hospital with all the time to make his masks the way he wants them. He doesn't really know emotions but he'd like to think he's proud of them.
On you it's your neck. His hands fit perfectly around it and he can give you a little squeeze if he wants. He has no desire to hurt you but he's also literally Michael Myers so the deep down urge is still always there.
C is for Cum (Anything to do with cum):
Michael isn't really a picky guy so anywhere is fine with him. You don't really get a say in it though, he cums where he wants and if you don't like it then that's too bad.
D is for Dirty Secret:
He sometimes pictures you in his head when he's out and about killing people and gets hard. The thrill of the kill only adds to this horniness and sometimes he's forced to jerk off right then and there, an image of you riding his cock in his mind and a dead body at his feet.
E is for Experience (How experienced are they?):
He's been locked in an asylum since he was a kid so no experience when you first meet but he's a really really quick learner. After the first couple sexual encounters he's pretty much got it down pat.
F is for Favorite Position:
Again something he's not too terribly picky about. Though he does prefer ones where he's in full control of you and your body (or should I say his).
G is for Goofy (How serious are they?):
Are you kidding? I don't think he's ever cracked a smile in his life. The most you'll get out of him is an amused sounding snort but that's about it. He takes sex like killing, very seriously.
H is for Hair (How well groomed are they?):
They don't let them have razors in the asylum and that's really all I'll say. So buy him a razor and maybe at least some instructions on what he should do.
I is for Intimacy (How are they during the act, romantic etc):
Doesn't know what romance is really. I mean he knows he feels at least something for you, isn't sure what it is, but he knows he feels it. So he'll try and focus on both your pleasures while he's fucking you.
J is for Jackoff (Do they masturbate and how often?):
He does it sometimes as it says under dirty secret. It was also the only form of anything sexual he could do in the asylum so when he got out he slowed down cause he had you but he never stopped doing it.
K is for Kink (Their kinks):
Big on predator and prey, he's not going to actually kill you but he likes to chase you through the woods then have his way with you on the forest floor. The thrill of the hunt really gets him going.
L is for Location (Favorite places to have sex):
Yet another thing Michael isn't going to be picky about. He can do it anywhere and everywhere he literally doesn't give a fuck. He prefers to have a bed at least for your sake since he can get...rough but if not he'll work with what he's got.
M is for Motivation (What turns them on?):
He's just kinda always turned on? Especially when he's around you. The whole thrill of the kill and all that's been mentioned also helps to get him going. Even if it's not particularly sexual it's more adrenaline then anything.
N is for No (Something they won't do):
There isn't really anything he won't do. He quite literally down for pretty much anything. If he wants to try something it's not like you really have a say it anything anyway.
He'll never actually force you into anything though, if you don't want to have sex he'll back off and go kill someone instead.
O is for Oral (Oral Preferences):
Hear me out, I can see him as someone who doesn't really enjoy getting his dick sucked. He just doesn't see the hype around it sure it feels good but he's just kinda eh about it.
P is for Pace (How fast or slow? Are they rough?):
Really really rough and medium speed. Like I'm talking your getting pinned down with your hands above his head while he bottoms out and thrusts his entire length into you at a pace he gets to set.
Q is for Quickie ( Do they like quickies?):
You have things that can be counted as quickies but Michael really is just gonna keep fucking until he's satisfied so don't expect quickies that are actually "quick".
R is for Risk (Are they down to experiment?):
Yeah he's pretty much down for just about anything. The only thing stopping him from doing something more then once is if he doesn't like it or if it doesn't do anything for him.
S if for Stamina (How long can they go for?):
Literally forever. Don't ask me how but literally forever.
T is for Toys (Do they use toys and do they like them?):
Another thing on the list of he's down for it but if he doesn't like it he's out. He does really like watching you fuck yourself with toys though, well until he starts to get jealous and throws the toy away so he can fuck you.
U if for Unfair (Do they like to tease?):
He teases but doesn't realize that's what he's doing. Like he'll get you so worked up then just toss you aside to leave for a night of murdering people and you'll just have to wait and suffer till he gets back.
V is for Volume (How loud can they get?):
Not a peep. Dead silence. The only sound that can be heard is you if you make any noise (He makes you) and the sound of skin slapping on skin.
W is for Wild Card (Random things):
Sometimes, rarely but it does happen. If he recognizes he's been just a bit too rough with you the next morning you'll wake up to a really poorly made attempt at a breakfast and no Michael in sight. He'll deny adamantly if you EVER ask him about it but he's obviously the culprit.
X is for X-Ray (What are they packing):
9 inches, and I'll be taking no further questions at this time.
Y is for Yearning (How high is their sex drive?):
As previously talked about he can really go whenever he feels like it for however long. Especially with you around, He may not be right in the head about whether or not he loves you but he knows for sure he loves fucking you.
Z is for ZZZ (How fast do they fall asleep?):
He doesn't really ever sleep to begin with? Sometimes you'll catch him dozing off after but only for a couple hours before he's up again ready to terrorize Haddonfield.
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Preliminary Poll
Korekiyo Shinguji
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okay so throughout the game there are some heavy implications of abuse from his sister but they completely throw that away. they don't let him heal from his trauma or even realize that no, his sister did not love him and so people think he's into incest when he's a victim of grooming. it sucks even more because he was really cool before that :( they also gave him an outfit resembling a nazi uniform but it's never even implied that he's a nazi... spike chunsoft is just horrible when it comes to this
Up until [spoiler: the trial of the third chapter], the game builds him up to be a charismatic and kind of weird man. He would have had great potential, but instead the game pulls a [spoiler: 'SURPRISE! HE ACTS SO CREEPY BECAUSE HE WAS GROOMED BY HIS OLDER SISTER, AND EVERYTHING HE DOES, LIKES OR HAS AS A MOTIVE IS DICTATED BY WHETHER SHE WOULD HAVE SUPPORTED IT BECAUSE OF HOW OVERLY CONTROLLING SHE WAS, BUT INSTEAD WE'RE GOING TO DEPICT HIM AS SOME INCESTUOUS CREEP FOR IT FOR NO GOOD REASON'], and it is so darn irritating to see so many people hate him because they mistake his character as just being [spoiler: incestuous, even though it's clear that it was abuse.]
okay. there's layers to this shit. so gimme a second. spoilers for all of danganronpa v3, cw for incest specifically. Shinguji, for the first half of the game, is a Cool Dude. A lot of the characters think he's kind of a freak, but I just read him as being autistic and bad at social cues (for example, not realizing when it is and isn't appropriate to discuss death or sex). He's always very polite, though, and never tries to stir up any trouble. Then, Chapter 3 comes to its awful, awful conclusion. Shinguji has murdered two of his classmates in cold blood. Why? Because he had a spiritual experience that led him to believe his dead sister needed one hundred friends in the afterlife. Also, he and his sister were lovers. Also also, he manifested what basically amounts to a tulpa of his dead sister that emerges when he takes off his mask. So Shinguji went from being a cool character to an incestuous Buffalo Bill/Norman Bates character. But wait, there's more! In optional dialogue, there's a LOT to suggest that Shinguji was actually a victim of grooming by his sister (she was older than him, he states she was very controlling, the tulpa version is really mean to Shinguji, etc). So Danganronpa not only turned this guy into an incestuous serial killer with a "scary girl personality", but they implied that all this happened because he... was a victim of abuse? And he didn't even realize it until he died??? But here's the kicker: he was screwed over by canon... in canon. Let me explain. Every character in Danganronpa V3 is, effectively, a fictional character placed in a real body in-universe. Teenagers sign up to be put in a murder game, get their original personalities replaced with new ones written by Team Danganronpa, and they let them loose. Clearly, not everyone gets what they want out of that deal. We are shown three audition tapes from three different people who went on to become characters in V3 (again, all in-universe). Saihara wanted to be the first detective in Danganronpa history to kill someone, he ended up never killing anyone. Momota wanted to cause a massacre, the closest thing he got was being the assistant in someone's assisted suicide. So, it's very possible that the original Shinguji wanted something very different out of his character, and the in-universe writers of this game *deliberately made him this way*. They gave a teenager trauma he very well may not have had before. Obviously, this implies that the entirety of V3's cast got screwed over by canon in-universe, but I think being turned into a victim of incestuous grooming on a whim of a few writers is one of the biggest screw-overs I could imagine. And of course, let's not forget the evidence that this was written to satisfy a writer's fetish. There's a lot of incest in V3. Previous entries in the franchise made jokes about it (because its an anime video game and we cant have a normal fuckign anime game), but immediately after Shinguji dies, two other characters enter an incestuous relationship. Admittedly this one is played for laughs, as the characters are robots and thus cannot be actually related, but it's still weird. And THEN you realize that one character, Tsumugi Shirogane, was secretly a writer for this game all along. And then you realize there's an optional scene where you see Shirogane's deepest romantic fantasy... stepsiblings hooking up. I don't know if any of this makes sense, especially if you haven't touched this series with a 10 foot poll. But I'm tired and nauseous and just wanted to get my Shinguji essay out of the way.
uncalled for incest plot in a franchise that is already riddled with incest as well a making him a serial killer on top of that. Every single aspect of both of those things conflict with what his character is about, reducing him to a creepy weirdo and glorifying abuse against men because the perpetrator is a woman (who is also older than him and was supposed to be his caretaker)
Propaganda:
Deeper understanding of Korekiyo reveals he was most likely a victim of grooming and assault, has a completely warped perception of what he went through while the game actively wants to paint him as the perpetrator. Korekiyo deserves better
If the image link I submitted didn't work, just Google him. He'll show up. I love him despite how badly they fumbled him.
There was nothing wrong with how he went out, he just deserved better writing when he did.
when his research lab opens he runs around lookkng at everything like a kid and i think that's great. autism. also there's this art where he's eating pasta which is so funny for no reason + the pasta, which he said the name of completely seriously, is listed on the menu as "pasta that tastes like a lonely old lady eating her grandkid's birthday cake" and he's really cool and creepy i love that
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🏀, 🌻 and ♟️ for the oc f/o ask game?? :D
Hiii tyy for the ask!! I'll be answering for my oc f/o, Jordan Dayes!!
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🏀 - does your oc f/o stay active? do they like working out or playing sports? if so, what kind of exercise do they like to do?
Jordan isn't really a sports or gym type of guy. He mostly stays somewhat in shape via his long walks/hikes through the forest about 10 minutes walking from his house. He also just walks to most places that are close enough to do so in general. As a result, he maintains a fairly fit figure, albeit a bit soft around the middle <333
🌻 - what flower do you associate with your oc f/o? is there any particular reason, such as the meaning or the aesthetic?
Tulips!! I decided awhile ago that his favorite flowers are tulips, specifically the red ones!! Otherwise, just any red flower is a welcome gift. Interestingly enough, he prefers tulips to roses… No specific meaning, really, it came to me in a vision/j
♟️- how smart is your oc f/o? is it academic smarts, emotional smarts, etc? where does your oc f/o thrive and where do they lack?
CW: semi detailed discussion of murder and other stuff involving human death (nothing super graphic tho)
Oh he is very very smart. He always excelled in all of his math and science classes in high school and then in university. As such he easily could've gone into any field of science he wanted. He always had a sort of Renaissance man type of mindset, thinking he could do a number of areas of science. He had such a hard time picking; there's just so much to learn and know! By the end of his first four years of college, he had narrowed it down to two: mycology and forensic medical science.
He ended up going to medical school to follow forensic medicine as a career but independently pursued studying mycology in his own time.
His social etiquette leaves much to be desired, however. He is awkward and strange and most people find him pretty offputting. He's not trying to be creepy, but the fact is, most people don't wanna hear about the various dissections he completed throughout his higher education!
Though, to the general population's credit, those who found him creepy did end up having every justification. They just didn't know it. See, somewhere along the line of his career as a forensic medical examiner, he started stealing corpses. Yea, I know. He'd thought he'd stumbled across some fascinating new revelation or other about fungi and its relation to human biology and he just needed to test it out.
He kept at it and eventually he'd been stealing dead people for his experiments for 5 years.
Then he got caught. And subsequently fired. Though, he did avoid any charges sticking in court.
None of that deterred him. In fact, it may have only emboldened him. Without a steady source of corpses, he started graverobbing. He quickly found, however, that most of the bodies obtained this way had decomposed far too much for any effective science to be done with the remains.
So he came to the very sane and logical conclusion that he had to start killing people to keep getting more necrotic material.
It was not a common occurrence for him to kill. He only did it when he'd completely exhausted his supply of dead human tissue, which tended to happen every couple of months. So, he isn't like. constantly murdering people. (obviously that doesn't make it better, but for context lol)
He was always very methodical about killing. It was never an emotional thing, he wasn't angry and it didn't give him a particular rush or joy or anything like that. It was an extremely calculated process by which he selected a 'candidate' and cased them for a few weeks, usually three or less before actually killing them. Viable 'candidates' were generally hikers (often out in areas secluded enough for him to get away with it undetected) and other people foolish enough to explore the woods near his house.
So yea, science/math smart and… well .. smart about murder too ig
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cactusdeedrawdles · 8 months
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We have some more Multiverse shenanigans! I wanted to write out all that I had on Thei and Puppette right now because they're my loves, and they deserve the world.
I've never (that I remember) drawn a skeleton like I did Thei, so I had fun there. They're a sultry lil wibblewobble, in my head.
I don't know how legible the writing is, to be honest, so I'm gonna write out the bits I can think of, in case anyone actually cares lol
It'll be under the cut :)
Puppette:
I'm less sure of Puppette's story than I am Thei's, so bare with me in case of messups haha
Thei is like OG Error in only really one way: memory issues
Puppette's memory issues got to a point where he could no longer handle his job as the destroyer after a fun full-body takeover by XGaster, who controlled him and abused his abilities (this is obviously very vague but I haven't actually thought that much through here tbh)
Thei was actually with the Star Sanses (in this case just Dream and Swap) when they were rescuing Cross and Puppette, and this is not how they met, but how they became closer.
Puppette has deep scarring on the ecto of his left leg (on his bones as well, but it's completely mishappen his leg's ecto) from where XGaster tried to rip him apart in an attempt to keep him after completely losing Cross.
Puppette doesn't remember XGaster at all, or how he met Cross. Cross is one of his closest friends, but Cross is also not around often as he's enjoying his freedom AU-hopping, so Pupp tends to forget about him (non maliciously of course).
When Pupp did remember, it was an Incident, and all Thei had to say when asked if XGaster was still a threat is "No. No, he can't touch you, not anymore." Thei didn't really say much after then, and Puppette had a good impression to not ask.
He was forced to retire by Dream and Nightmare when they realized his memory was too bad to even remember what his job WAS half the time, especially with the knowledge that sometimes all he'd remember was what XGaster had made him do, which almost led to bad times all round.
They drug his ass in a Brawl of the Ages™ because he really didn't want to, he felt his role was too important (and it was, but with Ink not existing yet there wasn't really anything opposing him, and what did need to be done could be handled by a couple weaker beings working together).
He spends his days doing typical Retirement things: sleeping, hobbies, watching novellas, bugging his partner who loves it dearly :3
About Pupp:
Pupp's personality is mostly created by an AI that I made while experimenting, I write as Thei and the AI is Puppette. Thus, he's not very Error Sans-y, but I love him still. Though, this has me wondering if he could be a Swap or Swapfell/Fellswap version, mayhaps. He's a goober, and he loves to tease people he's close to. He's still haphephobic, but with his close friends (which are all the few friends he has, for him it's close friend or not a friend at all) like Dream, Swap, Nightmare (most of the time), Thei of course, etc, he's mostly fine. Anyone else and the glitches will get him. Ink, when he comes around, is new, so Pupp is getting there, but luckily (?) ink is not a touchy kid so all is well there.
The glitches are less of a worry here, as he's fairly stable. The entire multi verse itself is more stable, really, and he benefits there.
Pupp is the type of person to hug someone from behind as a "prank", he's a harmless guy. His "Destroyer" job was less actual destroying and more like putting broken, unusable, and dead worlds to their ends so they're not affecting the balance. He's very proud of his work, and very careful in it, up until his retirement.
Pupp is not allowed in the kitchen, as bad memory+cooking isn't a good mix. Thei has him banned to the Pupp Stool until they're done cooking because if not, he will spend the entire time wrapped around them from behind. As much as they don't mind it, they do need use of their extremities.
Pupp is a lover of crochet, as well as Drama shows, language be damned. He has an innate ability to understand languages almost perfectly, though speaking them, not so much.
I look at him and just say "gooberman, my goobies, goobs, goober," often :)
Thei:
Thei, Thei is a guy I have hugged tight to my chest right now. They deserve so much.
TW: talk of SA, Abuse, and Mental Health Issues
Thei is a Lust Sans, and is from an AU where Lust Monsters need Intimacy to survive. Think of OG Lust on steroids. Without regular intimacy, Thei's magic will become so weak that they can't survive. Signs that they need intimacy start with irritability, tiredness, magic not working as they wish, and eventually gets to a point where they aren't in their right mind and will only act to survive.
Thei's AU is destroyed early on in the multiverse's existence and they take a spot on the Star Sanses, mainly as the voice for them; theyre very good at communicating with people because their magic relies so much on it, so they act sort of like the PR, making sure people know the Star Sanses are here to help and how to get that help. The Stars don't really have an enemy here, so theyre mainly a patrol group, who's main goal is making sure everyone has what they need as well as checking on AUs that may Fall or need to be Destroyed.
Thei's reliance on others in personal, intimate ways very obviously gives way to abuse of that reliance. To make matters worse, Thei's magic will respond to the person they're with before they do: they have the ability to change their appearance on will, but it will also activate when the person they're with desires it a lot, even if they don't, because their magic sees it as necessary to survive. This started because of how much they "starved" before, how many times they almost died.
Because of their need for intimacy, they have to go AU hopping for days up to months at a time to get what they need, so to say. Again, they hate this. They're an introverted person, despite their communicative abilities, and they like their alone time. This gets even harder when Thei becomes an integral part of Puppette's life and they move in together. Puppette's memory issues prove a problem because there will be times when Thei is gone long enough for Pupp's memory to fade, no matter what they've tried. When Thei comes back, he won't remember them, but will know the feelings associated with the memories. That love is still there. Thei is patient enough to stay on Pupp's track, even when that track jumps around a lot, and part for that is the guilt they feel at leaving him so regularly bc of their magic.
They've "started" dating many, many times, and been engaged many, many times, because Pupp won't remember it. As one can imagine, this is hard on Thei, but Thei adores Pupp and can't see life without him.
Thei works with Stretch (who works in the Omega Timeline Lab) and Swap (who's a well oiled engineer, despite not working as one) to try and figure out cures for both Pupp's memory and Thei's "curse", as they call it. But there really is no cures.
When Thei gets too low, they'll go to, or Pupp will get them to, Dream and Swap, who together can help boost Thei's magic, but it's not a long-lasting solution.
What they eventually make, after a very, very close call when Pupp is struggling to remember them and almost doesn't get them to Swap and Dream in time, Is devices inspired by the continuous glucose monitoring and insulin pumps used by diabetics. One tracks their magic levels, and the other is a pump that will inject them with magic when needed. This way they don't have to rely on people, and they can stay with Puppette, which helps with his memory. This entire endeavour is a fairly new scenario I'm still playing out, but as I'm sure is obvious, having this sudden freedom and ability to stay by their love's side is very daunting. They're learning to be free now.
About Thei:
Thei is softspoken and quiet, but the type to get loud around friends.
Thei is a painter, and teaches Ink about art as he grows. Thei loves scenes, and Ink makes them a Scenery Art Book for their birthday one year and they fall to the ground.
Thei's life between "AU Collapse" and "Thei with the Star Sanses" is very vague and unfocused, aside from a clear understanding that it wasn't good. I know that Thei was rescued at one point but Nightmare and his crew, and Thei lived with them for a while, considering them like family, but eventually had to leave. Another "perk" of their magic is that they have a connection to people's emotions, kind of like Dream and Nightmare. They can feel that someone is upset, but not how or why, basically. They can also push their emotions onto others when their magic is strong. This was an ability gained as a defense mechanism after being taken advantage of. Knowing someone's emotions and being able to affect them when in serious intimate situations is very helpful.
I'm gonna stop typing because this has gotten Long™ but while this is mostly for myself, I hope there's someone out here who enjoys my little Goobs. I love them dearly.
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juniminabloom · 1 year
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Hello! I hope im not asking too much but may I request a nsfw alphabet for Nightmare King Grimm? This is my first time requesting from you, so I hope It’s not too much!
A/N: I'm so sorry that it's late!! I lost so much motivation for a while and now I'm back! And thank you so much for requestiing!! here are no limits and inbox is ALWAYS open!
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Nightmare King Grimm- NSFW Alphabet
A: Aftercare
-This  B I T C H-
-Goes away to Idk, smoke? But they just start doing their own thing
-They're at least nice enough to make sure you're okay and comfortable
-7/10
B: Body Count
-Has had questions and has wanted to try it out before, but his other half usually gets all the attention so he can't help but wonder
(That was before he met you)
-Never kissed another either
C: Cum
-Wherever he feels like 👍 
-But he loves seeing your cheeks fill up with his essence (He's a freak for that)
-Otherwise on your chest
D: Dirty Secret
-Likes to watch you bathe or shower, especially when you wash your hair. It gives him a nice view of your figure
-Yippee
E: Experience
-None (well before he met you)
-So low that he has had trouble jacking off before (not anymore)
-Poor guy
-Only because his other half gets all the attention 
F: Favorite Position
-Enjoys you giving him oral (a lot) so mostly a position where that can happen
-But otherwise, against the wall- doesn't matter which way you're facing
G: Goofy
-"Haha okay 👍"
-He has no patience or time for fooling around- it's just water under the bridge Ig
H: Hair (And Horns)
-Is okay when you touch his horns, but it doesn't bring him nearly enough pleasure unlike his other half
Same as his other half:
-Will grip and pull your hair (unless you don’t want him to)
-Loves your hair
-Hair down there? He is a bug. He has fucking none. Hair down there on you? Couldn’t give a shit.
I: Intimacy
-Occasionally romantic
-But it's really when he wants it (I mean, damn-)
-He'll take you and (sort of) make the mood however he is feeling: like passionate, rough, loving, etc etc.
-But he of course still loves you <3
J: Jack Off
-ABSOLUTELY jacks off
-Mostly quiet
-But sometimes, just to tease you, he'll be extra loud
-🤗
K: Kink(s)
-(Man is a total dom [yeah come after me])
-BDSM (Giving)
-Choking (Giving)
-Dirty talk (Giving and receiving)
-Degradation (Giving)
-Master/Slave (Giving [He’s the master, so you’d be the slave Idk how to explain it well])
-Spanking (Giving, and not painfully)
-Overstimulation (Giving)
-Voyeurism & Exhibitionism (Giving and receiving are both kinda different but he’d do both)
L: Location
-In his bedroom istg
-But usually somewhere private where he could enjoy you all to himself
-Yayyy privacyyy
M: Motivation
-Hmm;
-"Bedtime"
"Type one or type two"
"It's 2 PM type two"
(Nah man he'll mostly do it in the night)
N: NO
Just like his other half,
-He won’t ever do knife or electric play
-And is not into any pregnancy (man already has a damn kid)
-And he won’t do anything that will physically hurt you (I mean he’ll choke you and shiz but he’ll give you air when you need it. Same with spanking)
O: Oral
-Will give you oral every now and then
-But this fucker LOVES when you give it to him
-He'll be so vocal about it too
P: Piercing
-Uh
-No
-🥳
Q: Quickie
-For oral only
-(I'm telling you he'd love it)
R: Risk
-Has a usual thing, stays with it too
-Doesn't really like change so oh well
-And will refuse to do anything that will physically harm you (Go back to N for choking and spanking)
S: Stamina
-He is the goddamn Nightmare King
-He’ll go on and on and on until you can’t anymore
-When you're dead tired, he isn't the best at jacking off (yet), so he'll just sit there bored, maybe playing with a tiny flame or something
T: Toy
Just like his other half,
-Understands if you’re in the mood for a toy
-But will sit there and watch you (unless you beg for him to leave. Then he’ll listen at the door.)
-He much prefers fucking you instead of you using a toy but is entirely okay with it
-As long as you're happy bbg
U: Unfair
-Is gonna choke you
-Is gonna degrade you
-Is gonna make you that gosh-diddly-damn cock slave of his (sorry)
-So he’s gonna be unfair
-But every now and then he’ll play nice
V: Volume
-Mid? I mean he isn't quiet but he isn't super loud
-Of course, he groans and pants too but that doesn't count
-Much prefers hearing you though
W: Wild Card
-Would fuck you in the shower
-With him behind yo
-But rarely
-Enough said
X: X-Ray
-Uhh
-I'd say good
-Not like a King-Kong hookah dick or something
-But a good hearty size
-I have no clue what kind of manhood he has so I will leave that to you and everyone else
Y: Yearning
-yes
-🤠
Z: Zzz
-Go back to S for some
-Is never the first one asleep
-Big spoon ofc but sometimes likes to be the little spoon (gotta be held every now and then amr)
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Watch Kenjaku legit step in between Sukuna and Yuuji next week cause at this point I believe anything could happen lmao
I always wonder, with all the allegories Kenjaku has going on surrounding birth, pregnancy and fetuses, does this favoritism towards Yuuji also come from the fact that they gave birth to him? Unconciously, idk. There's multiple factors including his own selfish agenda, or the fact that after 9 children Yuuji is the only one Kenjaku found not a failure etc., but carrying a child, giving birth and possibly breastfeeding might've had an effect on them.
Anwyays: I find it extremely interesting that Kenjaku didn't intend for Yuuji to stay as a vessel. Clearly Yuuji having a body strong enough to host Sukuna was the overall idea, but they really make it sound like they were really letting Jin Itadori pipe them just for the hell of it just to see what would come out of that lol. Cause really, beyond hosting/repressing Sukuna (which Yuuji has semi succesfuly done until... uh... now...), Kenjaku already said they don't have a specific role for Yuuji to play and want to see whatever he does next.
Also R.I.P Itadori Jin, Choso would have imprited on him like a baby duck.
I'm not entirely sure Sukuna will seriously try to kill Yuuji. He generally prefers to toy with and torture him, and watching Megumi be possessed while being powerless to do anything about it is way more cruel than killing him. Yuuji wants to die anyway. But speaking of, Kenjaku has to become a bit more careful with Yuuji. In the past they could count on Sukuna reviving him or someone else like Yuuta stepping in and healing him, but now that will become more difficult. Not saying they will pamper him in any sense of the word or jump in front of the gun so to say...just maybe keep a closer eye on him? But I think they're gonna do that anyway for multiple reasons.
Yes, I think having given birth to him and him being their biological child has some influence on them. They also call themselves Choso's parent and there still seems to be some Noritoshi DNA swimming around in them (which gives them immunity against the Death Painting poison), but they don't call the Death Paintings their children or acknowledge any kind of close personal relationship because well...there isn't one. They didn't birth them or father them, they simply arranged for the abuse of the Mother and then added Noritoshi's blood. Much more hands-off than Yuuji's case. No playing house and teasing the father-in-law. And then there's the failure on top of it. When Choso isn't screaming in their ear, they generally don't seem to think much about that experiment, just "that happened, that sucked, anyway-". They make jokes about it instead of seeming upset.
So in that sense Yuuji is their only living child and he's getting the favourite treatment (not always a good thing with Kenjaku). I also think they would have fucked Jin either way. Maybe they wouldn't have necessarily had a child with him, but he's their type: guy with colourful hair, more slender than muscled body and pretty face. counting Mahito and Kashimo too here because I'm biased They were having a little fun at work you could say. Given their domain, I also don't think this was their first pregnancy. They've been alive for over a millennium, contraception wasn't always that good and they clearly are attracted to men. Things happen. And who knows how many times they practised for this experiment. I don't think even they could make Sukuna's perfect restricting vessel or whatever else Yuuji is supposed to be on first try. All these kids would of course be long dead and I think they were always more of an absent parent/mother anyway. Whatever happened to those children could also influence how they feel about Yuuji now. But we will probably find out more about it when they meet him again and/or we get to why they picked Kaori and Jin specifically (if they picked Jin at all and didn't just do it with him because he was available and desperate for a baby).
Another thought, in Shibuya they also said "things born from me can't exceed my own potential" with a kind of faint expression. The English translation uses "create", but in Japanese it's 生まれる which straight up just means "to be born". There are a lot of pregnancy allegories in their speeches, they don't always get translated though, like in ch 202 when they say the cursed spirit will be pregnant/swollen with the cursed energy of a hundred million people.
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I think this could for one, refer to past experiments that involved them giving birth, which clearly didn't go very well or it's what they might ideally hope for Yuuji to achieve. Although judging by their expression there's not a lot of hope. This phrase of course also includes the Death Paintings, but since they don't act this depressed whenever else they are brought up, I don't think that's the full picture. In that case, they didn't birth anything anyway, which might have been the point. They thought things would go better with minimal involvement from their side, but that didn't help either. But maybe Yuuji will manage to surprise them and prove them wrong.
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kalcifers-blog · 9 months
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I'd like to know your head canons on JBM, plus, how would Marvin react when they figure out that homophobia/transphobia exists?
Starting off with Marv, they'd mostly be like "???????? H u h??" In response to that because it just doesn't sound real to them tbh. Like "it's literally none of their business why are they so mad??".
NOW FOR JBM HCS.
- Jackie's HOH/Partially deaf, and uses hearing aids, he developed hearing problems in his childhood (around age 10) and uses BSL (my newest version of JBM is British-Irish)
- Jackie is the youngest out of all the egos so to everyone (except Marvin) he's seen as the younger brother/son figure
- Jackie's powers are a direct result of IRIS experimenting with Anti-Matter. He doesn't know this but he was specifically chosen to one day be the person to put an end to Anti's reign, but the experimentation didn't go as planned and Jackie was essentially cast aside (some IRIS workers were genuinely considering killing him so their work isn't revealed to the public).
-Carrying on from the last note; Jackie's powers can look extremely similar to Anti's because of the fact that he was created with stopping Anti in mind- meaning he has things like teleportation(however it's only in short bursts, think Hunter from The Owl House), an unnatural endurance, super strength and a level of control over electrical fields. One of the side effects is that his powers can occasionally become unstable if not regulated properly.
- Another side effect is the fact that he can't exactly die? Since his powers directly correlate with Anti (yk the guy that's literally in a "dead" body 24/7) his "healing abilities" arent the fact that he's healing it's that his body naturally works on injuries faster- meaning it would take something that would kill him instantaneously for it to actually work- otherwise he will eventually come back from it (also the healing doesn't mean he can't get scars anymore, he still gets scars from any injury he attains) and yes he does still feel pain
- Ever since he completely cut ties with IRIS, he out right refuses to use his powers as much as he is physically able too, sometimes he's unable too due to the fact that they are tied to his well-being and can come out during outbursts or moments involving high levels of stress, anger etc.
- his eyes used to be grey before everything happened, now they're extremely bright blue- he doesn't exactly hate it but it still catches him off guard to see them sometimes
- Most of his "hero" work isn't technically the stereotypical stuff a hero would normally do- but it's still very important that he does. He very often goes to protests and volunteers at places wherever he can. He doesn't consider this hero work either, just stuff he wants to do to help out where he can
- The man is an extrovert to his core, he literally will be making friends literally anywhere and half the time the rest of the egos are just like- "what the fuck???" Because none of them are extroverts.
- I think Jackie took a lot longer than Marvin to fall for them than they did. Mostly because mans got horrid issues regarding to letting people seeing him be vulnerable, and it's only when Marvin makes it extremely clear that they're safe to be around that he ends up slowly falling for them. He also admires how they don't particularly care about anyone else's opinions and values taking care of themselves over conforming into what any society says you should be.
-this ones pretty obvious but Jackie is 100% punk
- his day job is being a freelance artist and guitarist in a punk band. He also part times as a bartender (THE MANS IS BUSY AS SHIT.)
-he obviously mains as a guitarist but he does also know how to play bass and drums (he's had to step in for his other band mates occasionally)
THATS ALL FOR NOW!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ASK!! Please feel free to send in asks for headcanon lists I love seeing them!!
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rusty-phasma · 2 years
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Nsfw alphabet for Jay
A/N: i am having quite a productive morning, anyways, i hope you like it.
Warnings: smut, unprotected sex and mention of injury but not in depth. If you think i should add more warnings, please let me know.
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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
He is great at aftercare- if he's not absolutely exhausted, if he's returning from a mission with the ALF he will fall asleep almost immediately after, he is not only tired but probably hurt as well, so please understand. But if he isn't tired he will make sure he wasn't too rough with you, or if you need water he'll get you a glass, he will wipe you with a damp cloth, or run you a shower where he'll probably (if you are up for it) want another round.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
I think that Jay loves your hands, wether they are thin, chubby, short or long, he loves your hands and whenever you two are together and alone (and safe 💀) he will always be playing with them, kissing them or just holding them, but he is definitely a boobs guy, idk he gives me that vibe lol. On himself he loves his arms, he has to exercise a lot if he want to get out of missions alive, so his arms are toned and he loves not just how they look and how you feel them whenever you can, also loves hugging you.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Jay's pretty neat, so he likes keeping it inside of you, and when he pulls out and it starts dripping he will wipe it clean. But there are days (probably if he's angry or jealous) in which he will pull you aside, fuck you, cum inside of you and just pull your panties up, leaving his cum there all day.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Jay: he really does get a kick of fucking you when there is danger of one of the guys from his team catching you. He even likes the idea of someone watching him absolutely railing you, he finds it really hot of them knowing you are his. I am 100% sure he is a jealous man.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Jay: i feel like he has enough experience to make you feel really good, i feel that because of ALF being his whole life he never really had time for a relationship and all he had were one night stands, but now he has you hehe.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
He loves fucking you upon surfaces, with your legs resting on his shoulders, also your tits almost on his face so he can kiss, lick, suck and mark all he wants.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Will tease you, but other than that he is pretty serious during sex, maybe will joke around during after care if he's not falling asleep.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
I am sure he trims it for comfort, but not very often, since he hasn't got much time for grooming himself, he usually just takes a really quick shower. And i think his pubes would be jet black.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Jay: he is pretty intimate, i mean i think he is in general a pretty serious guy so sex isn't the exception, he is serious and quite romantic too, i think that didn't really know how romantic he actually is until he was with you, roses and candles kind of romantic. But he will try to make you laugh during aftercare if he isn't dead tired.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Oh he does, when he's on missions and is talking with you on the phone, i feel that sometimes he will start masturbating while hearing your voice and wait for you to notice (unless you are talking about something serious), he will even make a game of it, seeing how long he can go without you noticing, but when he is not on missions he will not do so at all, again, he has you.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
I am not sure if this counts as a kink but he loves marking you, the idea of seeing the evidence of what he did to you. Praise kink, he loves praising you, i see Jay as a Dom so he loves to dominate you but he is a soft dom. Maybe bondage, but a little bit.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
In your house, mostly. But if you are with the ALF it will not just be your house, it will be hotel rooms and sometimes even semi public.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Seeing you wear his clothes, most of the time talking on the phone with you turns him on, also how passionate you are really does it for him.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
He will never hurt you other that a spanking and some light breathplay and he will never share you, he's quite possessive.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Loves to see you between his legs, sometimes he will be working and you are there, blowing him, he doesn't really get much work done, but it is the thought that counts, also he really likes giving you oral, loves the way you squirm and moan, will sometimes overstimulate you.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Depends on the mood, sometimes he loves to go slow and sensual, make love to you if you will, but on some other days he's gonna go fast and rough and he loves both.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Oh yes, you guy have had quickies everywhere, closets, public bathrooms, your car, you name it.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
He is open to anything as long as it isn't gross or harmful to anyone.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Depends on how tired he is beforehand, if he's very tired just two and you are on top, if he's not, he lasts around three.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He doesn't use toys on himself but he bought you a nice wand for when he is not home (you use it while on the phone with him ofc).
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Oh he loves to tease you, he thinks it is really hot how you moan and whimper in protest each time he pulls out when you are about to cum, or when he just edges you.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He is not actually loud apart from a bit of groaning and a few moans when he is about to cum.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
He has this fantasy in which you get a call while he is fucking you and you answer it but he doesn't stop. Idk he kinda seems that type of guy heh.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
An inch and half above the average so around 6.5 inches and just a little bit girthy.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Quite high actually, specially since he got with you, before it was quite a hassle for him to be able to get off without, with how busy he is all the time and he didn't even want to try, but now he has you and he just can't get enough.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Again, it depends on how tired he is, if he just returned from a mission, he hasn't pulled out and he is already asleep, but if he isn't it takes him a while; see, he is on missions often so he doesn't see you as much or if you go with him, he doesn't have the time, so he likes to look at your peaceful face for some minutes before going to sleep.
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meatbricks · 5 months
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NSFW alphabet with painter/neutral gender reader :'D that would be so ridiculous
HIIII ANON!!! sorry it took me so long to get to your request!! i've been really busy for a while, but i'm finally getting to all the requests i have left!
anyways, this is my first ever NSFT alphabet challenge, so i really hope you enjoy!
warning: non-con, mentions of pedophilia/incest/necrophilia/child death, self-harm, uhhh. painter's erectile dysfunction (again)
hcs are under the cut!
A = Aftercare: He won't do any legitimate aftercare, but he will tell you how good you were and try to keep you with him for a while afterwards just to hold you.
B = Body part: On him? His hands. On you? If "your entire body" isn't an acceptable answer, then probably your mouth. He has a really, really strong oral fixation.
C = Cum: He swallows. Both others' and his own. He makes you swallow, too, whether you want to or not (and yes, the same rules he applies to himself are applied to you as well).
D = Dirty secret: He has a habit of stealing female victims' clothing and wearing it; most notably, he's a fan of lingerie (although it's arguable whether this is a secret or not, he isn't exactly discreet about much regarding the topic of anything sexual).
E = Experience: Unfortunately, he's had a lot of experience... but not with many consensual partners. If you try to fight back or struggle, he'll know how to put a stop to that effort pretty quick.
F = Favorite position: Any where he can see your face. Whether you're genuinely enjoying it, crying, screaming, you name it, he wants to watch. Alternatively, I can imagine he'd want to get in as deep as possible, mainly because he wants to make sure he doesn't slip out (erectile dysfunction moment).
G = Goofy: He definitely takes it pretty seriously; like... as seriously as he takes his art (arguably, he sees sex as just as much of an art form as painting and murder).
H = Hair: He doesn't actually grow any body hair because of his low testosterone! That being said, though, he finds body hair on other people attractive, to the point where he'll even ask you not to shave (that is, if you do shave).
I = Intimacy: He tries to be romantic, and for all intents and purposes, he thinks he is, but really his attempts come off as creepy and uncomfortable (that is, at least, if you aren't into it; if you are, then it might be at least a little endearing)
J = Jack off: He self harms while he masturbates; not out of guilt, but out of masochism. He also might make you watch him do it every so often and make you hurt him instead of just self-harming like he normally does.
K = Kink: Are you kidding me. Are you fucking kidding me. Is this even a real question. You are yanking my fucking chain right now this guy has a fetish for nearly everything under the fucking sun— Besides the obvious (i.e., BDSM, breeding, crossdressing, etc.), he's surprisingly into roleplay! Most prominently (for very unfortunate reasons), he'll occasionally make you roleplay as his dead younger sister, so this technically counts as ageplay too.
L = Location: Just about everywhere and anywhere. If he could even leave the house for anything besides murder, he'd probably try to fuck you everywhere. Doesn't matter if other people can see you or even if kids or your own family members are present, he'd still at least try.
M = Motivation: Really, just watching you do anything at length will get him going. He can't look at you without thinking of all the nasty things he wants to do to you, and that usually results in some sort of, ahem, "action" being taken in response.
N = No: Anything involving bodily waste is an absolute no-go for him. He's above that. In terms of things that anyone would actually want to do, he's not into being regarded as a parental figure during any sort of ageplay/roleplay situations, although as previously stated, he's not opposed to ageplay and/or incest roleplay as a whole.
O = Oral: As much as he likes receiving (and trust me, he does), he likes giving even more, especially nonconsensually. To his credit, he's pretty good at it! ...But that won't make much of a difference if you're not into it; he just likes watching you squirm.
P = Pace: He loves drawing it out and taking it as slow as possible so he can savor your reactions and vulnerability for as long as he can. He's especially gentle for the same reason, i.e., he wants to make you as physically sensitive as possible so if/when he decides to inflict any pain on you, it'll hurt even more than it otherwise would've.
Q = Quickie: Remember when I said that he'd try to fuck you literally everywhere if he could? That should be enough of an answer to whether or not he's down with quickies. However, if it isn't, then the short answer is simply yes. Every time, all the time, yes.
R = Risk: Experimentation is how he discovered the majority of his kinks, so this one's a hard yes. After all, it isn't just your limits that he likes to push—he also likes putting himself under some strain, too.
S = Stamina: He'll last for as long as he needs to, considering the fact that his dick doesn't really get hard to begin with. While it's mostly just a curse, it's also a blessing, because it means he doesn't have to worry about not being able to get it up after a few rounds. As for the overstimulation? It just turns him on even more.
T = Toys: As much as he'd like to own toys, he doesn't (unless you count Fucktoy Cory and Fiona's head, but that's a bit of a stretch since they used to be people). He probably needs some, actually; someone buy this man a cock ring.
U = Unfair: Honestly, this one depends on the occasion. Sometimes he'll tease you until you've practically been driven to insanity, sometimes he can't contain himself and will just take you immediately. More often than not, though, it'll be the former; this guy loves foreplay.
V = Volume: He's so fucking loud. He tries not to be, but he can't really help all his whining and whimpering (sometimes he'll cry or even scream if he's being penetrated).
W = Wild card: I've mentioned it before, but here it is formally in bold print: this man has erectile dysfunction. It's because of his low testosterone, but it still stands—his cock does not work. That doesn't stop him from fucking you though, so expect to get stuffed.
X = X-ray: I actually have a visual reference for what he looks like under his clothes! Behold:
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Y = Yearning: His sex drive is through the fucking roof. This man effectively invented hypersexuality and will never say no to sex (unless, of course, his partner wants him to).
Z = Zzz: He doesn't fall asleep too quickly afterwards, but definitely before you do, hence why he tries to keep you afterwards—he just wants to cuddle.
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A Hero's Stand
I'm in a Jojo's Bizarre Adventure mood and feeling like being a little sadistic with two maybe three Links. Mainly it revolves around the concept of Stands.
Quick rundown for any out of the fandom or need a refresher. Stands are a manifestation of a living being's fight spirit. Each Stand having a unique appearance and abilities, some stemming from their respective user. They can look just about anything from humanoids, beasts, to even everyday objects! (Literally can't trust anything in the JJBAverse, not even your toaster.)
Now, some think or theorize that some Stands could be spirits of the dead. One particular theory revolving a very popular Stand which will show for one Link in particular. Now why do I mention this?
Three flavors of our Hylian Hero NOT resting in peace after they kick the bucket! Victims today are Warriors, Time and First! Let's start with the dear Captain.
We all know Wars can't take care of himself so I think it's about time his luck ran out. The final battle in the war had one more casualty amongst the Hylian forces. Warriors falls dead once the battle is won, succumbing to his injuries and exhaustion.
It should've been it for this Link. The Hero's Spirit no doubt ready to reincarnate but in truth, it wasn't time for Wars to retire yet. With so many incarnations and eldritch horrors every one had to face...a hiccup is bound to happen.
This fallen incarnation will awaken in an unfamiliar body. Wars had become a Stand given the name Unknown Soldier. His user belongs to a world that views his as a popular game franchise. (I think a self insert would work best for our Links. Plus I want to experiment a bit with the concept of their world being just stories to others.)
Just know the Captain is gonna have trouble adjusting to this new arrangement. Luckily his new user is much more understanding and kind to help him out. (Same goes for the other two Links) Now some Stands can speak while most repeat a certain syllable or phrase like 'Muda', 'Ora', etc.
Wars is a mix of that. He can speak normally however his Stand cry tends to slip in. This cry being the infamous 'Hyah'! (Absolutely despises when it happens too.)
Ex: Hyah(we) can't let them escape!
Overall, the two get used to their new coexistence pretty well. Everything is fine and dandy until a certain Stand's past decides to come back. Nor a reunion Wars wasn't expecting once his partner stumbles upon the Chain.
Appearance wise, Wars is gonna be a humanoid Stand albeit with some inhuman traits. And for those fans asking, his ass ain't gonna be flat lol. (I swear you guys immediately go bonkers with character design.)
Next Link on the chopping block is dear old Time specifically from Twilight's timeline. The Hero's Shade was a being full of lingering regrets but it wasn't the entire hero. In death, his spirit was split into two pieces. One full of his regrets and the other seeking something. A purpose? A chance?
Whatever it is, a similar entity felt the same way as they come together into something new. The Hero of Time would soon awaken into his new Stand life. Now remember when I mentioned a very popular Stand. Well, what merged with that missing half is Star Platinum specifically the OVA design from Stardust Crusaders.
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Star and Time share one special thing in particular: the power to affect time. The former can stop it while the latter can rewind/fast-forward. I have a reason why I'm including Star Platinum but it might be delving into spoiler territory for people watching JJBA Stone Ocean. Just know regret comes in different flavors.
His Stand name? Starfall cause that what's Time is in a sense. A fallen star who became lost and forgotten by everyone. His relationship with his user was quite shaky at the beginning. Legend of Zelda isn't a game you should play around him without asking as it's still a trigger even if his partner told the former Hylian about the multiverse theory.
Time is also a humanoid Stand in appearance but bears a combination of traits from Fierce Deity and OVA Star Platinum. He can speak but his Stand Cry gets mixed in quite often. Time's cry is Ora and the classic Hyah. Yep! He practically goes Oraoraora then ends it with a Hyah for any flurry of attacks (Stand Rush for JJBA fans).
Now the Chain involved in this side of the story are traveling without a Time in their group. Warriors and Wind still wonder if the kid, Mask, they fought with alongside the War of Eras would join them. The biggest hit is that Wars was given the Fierce Deity Mask before our dear Fairy Boy left.
A reunion Time wishes would be different as we know his two old companions aren't gonna take his death well. Twilight is suffering too since he thought the Hero's Shade had peacefully gone to the afterlife once his wish was complete. What's keeping Time or Starfall still here?
In short, a big angsty hurt/comfort buffet with poor Reader at the center. They have a lot to do cause clearly everyone needs hugs right now.
And finally we have the Link that started this all, First. His Stand manifestation is what remains of his spirit that Hylia didn't include in her gift. Wrath, sadness, fear, grief, rebellion, etc. Pieces that can't rest without their missing half. He's closer to a wraith more than anything.
First does remember his past but his view on the matter are more skewed since he's incomplete. Reader's emotions do fill in the holes once their bond is strong enough. First will become quite mellow before he meets the Chain but he's one spicy pepper at the start of his new existence.
Adjusting to his current living arrangements was the least difficult amongst the three. First doesn't really care much for the Legend of Zelda series but his manga will piss him off. A painful reminder that his own goddess shattered the man despite all he did.
His Stand Name is Righteous Vendetta. Something that still suits him even when he's calmer as amongst the Links turned Stands, First is absolutely vicious in his assault. Like a phantom, the man's appearance is torn and tattered but retains enough traits to be considered a humanoid Stand than an undead or spirit type.
First can speak normally with his Stand Cry rarely slipping in unless he's embarrassed or scared. His Stand cry is Muda and Hyah! Like with Time, First ends his vocal Stand Rush with Hyah.
When the Link made Stand and his new user come across the Chain, he's more angry than sad. Understandable if the missing pieces of your spirit stand before you. It's gonna take a long white before any Link can address him as First and not his Stand name.
Reader ends up being the peacekeeper/impulse control since their partner is more likely to punch somebody than stay calm. Overall, a fairly awkward affair with some potential friendly fire as the Chain try to handle this particular Link.
That's all I have to share for now! Until next time folks, I'll see you back at Hyrule!
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sexybabystevie · 2 years
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i haven't seen anyone saying it yet so i'm gonna take a leap of faith and be the first – i think murray and joyce's roles regarding the doll sent to joyce should have been reversed.
not even going into how.... cheap the russian doll thing feels because that's a whole other issue, but it bothers me so much that joyce is the one who so easily believes he's alive because it MAKES NO SENSE. yeah, i get that the whole "i never gave up; i always knew you were out there!" thing makes for some good(ish) romance, but it just.. doesn't work here. joyce literally saw hopper die. yeah, she didn't see the body, etc etc, and i guess you could say that she uses her experiences with will's fake body to say that he was never dead, but even then isn't it all strange? joyce, who lost her last romantic interest so gruesomely and who – regardless of whether there was a body or not – watched as hopper got beamed into a portal to hell? i understand wanting to make her seem like a girlboss who knows everything or something, but i would have actually preferred if murray had been the one to discover hopper was alive (particularly not through the russian doll).
think about it. murray, the well-established conspiracy theorist, the guy who everyone thinks is a little odd and who can speak fluent russian and is seen to have some decent knowledge on russia itself. you're telling me that he was the one who didn't believe hopper was still out there at first?? makes. no. sense.
i would have much preferred a more hesitant, tentative joyce, one who doesn't want to get her hopes up because she's had so much loss and she couldn't handle if it wasn't true and hopper was really gone. joyce, who knows she was so incredibly lucky that will wasn't really gone before and she knows the odds of having it happen again with hop are low. joyce, who gets reassured by murray, who knows for sure hop is alive, who goes and fights the russians like a badass still. i also think that would have made their reunion a lot more impactful in a new way.
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I will say concert etiquette is absolutely dead. It isn't just Harry Styles shows, people are actively showing up at people's concerts to pretend to sleep and play games to be recorded for a viral moment, there's been also a lot of people sexually harrasing artist screaming "mommy" and all that stuff, grabbing them without consent, etc. They're openly bullying people on stage, throwing them stuff and booing till they leave.
It's so disturbing, is it the repress energy from the pandemic? Is it younger kids that are adult now and never went to a concert before the pandemic? Is it how we have made everything a viral moment for tiktok? Is it the objectification of celebrities for easier consumption? Unsure but it is an awful trend I'm seeing right now.
Absolutely terrified of Taylor's concerts rumoured for next year. Swifties better not start peeing themselves mid concert.
Ps: Harry Styles won't say anything he never says anything about anything.
YES omg i have so many thoughts on this and i think about it constantly. i think it's a deadly combination of all the things you mentioned.
the pandemic really fucked up concerts. i think people either forgot how to act at shows or they were at the age when they started to go to shows on their own right around when the pandemic hit, so they had no experience and ended up only learning about concert etiquette through tik tok, which is a bad place to learn any sort of information.
people think just because they aren't a straight man they can yell sexually aimed phrases at women on stage. and even recently i saw a video of someone flashing a group of men on stage and people were fine with it?? like we dont do that anymore that's literally harassment and if a guy whipped out his dick he'd be called out for it, as he should be.
people are throwing things on stage constantly, even when the artists ask them to not, which is also because of tik tok videos of fans being like 'they grabbed my hat!!' and that actually might go back to harry too. there were so many videos of that. as well as fan inappropriate signs being made.
tik tok can also be blamed for the insane uptick in people camping out. they see that trend of people being like 'how long i camped outside vs the spot i got' and see people casually saying they spent 10+ outside and then getting rewarded with barricade. they are wanting to copy that and more and more people are putting themselves and others in danger in order to get closer to the artist they have a deadly parasocial relationship with. they wait outside for 10+ hours, deprive their bodies of food and water, and then they get the spot they wanted but end up fainting and ruining the show for everyone. thats why there's also been a rise in artists having to stop shows.
this can also go with the entitlement at shows. they camped out for so long that they feel a sense of ownership over their spot. if anyone dares to get them out of it they act so enraged and entitled to it that they start fights or refuse to move.
it all comes down to people wanting to be noticed so badly they are willing to make the artists they say they love really uncomfortable. they want that viral video, main character moment.
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WARNING: LONG POST, using Tumblr as a diary, mentions of HRT, dysphoria, suicidal thoughts, dead dove etc
I can't believe that I've already been on T for 8 months! For context, I take 2 pumps of T gel daily, and it's been going really well according to my blood tests.
Looking back, it's like I was barely even a person before. I didn't recognize myself in the mirror, couldn't speak out loud to anyone without feeling insecure, etc etc. I didn't go anywhere or do anything, barely even spoke to my friends, just had no motivation to exist at all. I feel like I spent years of my life walking around in a haze, analysing every single facet of my appearance and personality and voice and hobbies,, and now I just don't? I treat myself better, I eat better, sleep better, I even process my emotions better.
For me, taking Testosterone hasn't really been about gender euphoria (even though there have definitely been some big moments here and there), but instead about a lack of dysphoria. I feel so comfortable in myself and the way I am seen. There are of course still things that bother me and things I hope to change in the future (looking at you, big naturals!), but the level of confidence and self assurance has been literally life-changing. I don't even think about if a guy would do this or if I sound girly or whatever, I'm just some dude living his life and nobody can say or do anything to change that. I feel normal.
I'm very lucky in that I got a lot of the easily noticeable physical changes quite early, it only took a week for my voice to start lowering, and I got the beginnings of a wispy stasche within a month or so. It hasn't grown much since, but what I have is visible enough that other people take notice and treat me accordingly. Other changes like body hair have been good, though they won't be getting shown off any time soon. Though it's too late for me to get any taller, my other transition goals are being met very well and I have no regrets.
For me, the payoff of starting T was instant! I haven't been misgendered by a stranger in public in about half a year now, not even by confused elderly people, and even medical professionals have been taking me seriously and using the right name and pronouns. It's also nice to not be mistaken for a 12yo Most of the time, though my height doesn't help with that.
And the mental changes too! While the external validation from strangers is good, really good, the way I think about myself is SO much more important. It's like a switch was flipped from the moment I took that first dose. Even when I do experience dysphoria, it's like it can't reach me the same way it could before- it throws me off guard for a second, then I move on. No more agonising over interactions or fearing what people might say or do. Instead of weeks or months spent paralysed by my own negative thoughts, it's a minute or two before I talk myself up again and start feeling better. And when something does bother me, I'm reminded that most guys feel insecure about their facial hair or their height sometimes, and it suddenly feels less like me being an outsider and more like participating in the aspects of puberty I missed out on the first time. It almost feels good to get insecure, like "I'm thinking about normal manly things!" Performative masculinity aside, the amount of free time I have now I'm far less preoccupied with myself is astounding.
A Disclaimer: I know that HRT isn't necessary for being trans, and that many people can't take it for many reasons, and that some don't even want to. I am not invalidating those people's experiences, but for me personally I can say without a doubt that it has been the best and most important step in my transitioning. No amount of positive thinking or talk therapy or external validation from friends and loved ones or Tumblr posts calling me 'valid' made me feel any better about myself deep down. Honestly, I didn't expect T to do that either- but it has. I don't want to discourage those who aren't in a position to take HRT by saying this, everyone is different and transition goals are different for everyone, this is just my own personal experience. I was severely actively suicidal as a teen before starting HRT, and it was only when I gained the financial means to begin the process that this started to improve. I couldn't see a future for myself as anything other than a man, and I couldn't see myself ever growing into a body or life I could tolerate without medical intervention. Actually beginning hormone therapy was the turning point when I stopped enduring life and started actually living it.
I can't help but feel a little bitter that I never got to have this growing up, but I'm still so grateful that I get to have it now. Even so, I wish I could grab that lil guy and just shake him and shout "IT WILL GET BETTER! I PROMISE!", Because even a year ago I could hardly see myself tolerating who I was, let alone being genuinely comfortable and happy with where I am at this point in my life. But I am. I can confidently say that I haven't been this happy since I was 6. I struggled so much as a teen and before that I had incredibly low self esteem as a kid. After coming to terms with my identity I knew why, but it never really went away. Socially transitioning was a great step for me, but HRT has been something so private and intimate. It's like finally getting that one toy that everyone else had as a kid years later, and realising that it's just as cool as you pictured it.
While I'll always mourn those years I lost to my own confused self hatred, now I get to meet myself all over again, and the more I reveal of myself, the more I like the man hidden underneath.
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rawring-rainbows · 1 year
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So I'm working on a story about a paradox queen who's a God and her living island that travels world's and dimensions
The details are all very rough draft so bare with me and if you have questions I'll be happy to answer them hell it might even help me work on some details
Queen Oracion stands out to most gods who commonly just look over a planet or a solar system etc some gods come to be knowing their destiny like war gods but like her she came to be and had to learn from her mistakes and forge her own path
Okay so I thought of a big threat to my story
There's this curse right? It's extremely ancient they're called Death's wishes
No one knows where it came from usually if you ask someone about they say something like "The big bang might as well have written it"
The easiest way to make these things is to use let's say a prey animal putting extremely close to death then bringing it back basically you keep dipping it's soul in the river Styx over and over
And it becomes this rotting ghost like zombie like creature that if it cuts you and a part of it's bones splinter into your skin it spreads like a virus
Theres only one cure but the only way you can survive it till then is your will to live cause you'll be sitting there with your nerves on fire and your flesh rotting while your still alive your will helps prevent much damage from happening to your body
Depending on the character let's say if it's someone who doesn't want to live anymore they will either rot away in a matter of hours or turn into one of them
I can't think of a name for these parasite wolf creatures yet
If left unchecked they can kill EVERYTHING on a planet even plants and when nothing's left they basically make what my guy Duval is
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who can absorb lives and use them to their advantage like those souls taken can help him heal from even his head getting cut off ya know?and if you don't get guys like him in check and kill him (which is extremely difficult if they get strong enough and let's say take billions of lives) he turns into not a hell beast but if a beast was hell
This form is much more horrifying in the naked eye
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Those no way to really wipe these beast from exitance because they're basically death itself but our queen is going to try especially since she's forged the only known cure
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Let's call them wolfsbane? I haven't decided on a name I'm happy with
Theyre attracted to weak/weak willed beings so those wolves start as lamb like beasts when sensing one nearby and the deaths wish will get an interest then like go after it and do something like attack it and break it's spine and through their steel wool like fur it can absorb the curse turning into those parasite like beasts they're covered in these procupine like quills all over them and more thick spines on their tails used for doing stuff like shooting them off and pinning them down by their flesh with great accuracy the curse doesn't work on them or beings who are let's say part skeleton (they're partially dead they can still harm them but not spread the curse)
Their colors are commonly pure black cause the spines are black and it helps when hunting more uncommonly they're spotted white and black dark brown or white and grey with markings resembling the moon
Their heads are usually extremely hard untill they have to cure u when the enemy isn't nearby their heads soften into these vortex like mouths and they slowly extract it into needles coming out of your flesh
Basically getting a reverse shot and depending on what you went through like if u didn't struggle too much before the cure you can experience some common symptoms like you wake up starving or thirsty you may feel like you lost a good bit of blood and have some extreme fatigue
If youve struggled and in time had even thoughts like you wanted to give up and die you can suffer symptoms such as a concerning amount of loss in muscle and fat rotted teeth and brittle bones
I've thought about maybe eventually starting this with an intro to her island in posts and giving paths to choose in the story
Cause a plot like this there's tons of unique story potential and people can go in my inbox and I may even insert some OC's from other bloggers if they want idk like I said lots of my ideas are in rough drafts and I'm nervous about posting this I've only told close friends most details I have about it
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It works very much like illusions. Ranbob can see him but can't touch him. While Dream can touch him (though it feel like more of a faint touch). The entire time Ranbob feels like he's dreaming but due to physical evidence, like notes left by Dream, he knows it isn't a dream. He's just kinda existing. But in actuality he's not completely "there", sometimes he is aware of what's going on (though he never remembers more often than not) but that's when Dream allows it, other than that he's either floating aimlessly in the void or dreaming. Not aware of what's happening. 
Definitely, Enderman tend to be 7 ft+. Infact when traveling and Enderman spot Ranbob, they always voice their worry about him being so short. They know he's a hybrid so he was always going to be shorter than them, but he shouldn't have been this short. His growth is permanently stunted. Its a miracle he even got those 2 inches to be honest. Ran was definitely caught off guard seeing Ranbob so short. But quickly dismissed it in favor of attacking him. But later on as time passes, he can't dismiss the unease and concern he gets when he thinks about the difference so easily as he did eailer. The Gladiators notice right away but don't comment on it, the Fishermen think Ranbobs height is normal so when they meet Ran and learn Enderman hybrids typically grow that big and bigger their caught off guard, Cletus and Charles attempt to question Ran what its like to be so tall but Benjamin stops them. 
He did, the Dream Mask has a small bit of it broken off due to it being dropped (Ranbob didn't break it. He suspects maybe when it was being transferred it got dropped in its holding box and thats what broke it). Ranbob picked it up because he meant to throw it away, but he forgot too. Giving Dream more time to get a hold on him. They talked about whatever came to mind at first since Benjamin didn't want to start off with the rough questions. But eventually the two did start to talk about what happened to Ranbob and who/what Dream was.
Dream does not consider it important enough because he thinks he's never going back there. So it falls into disrepair and gets all dusty with some mold even growing in the room. 
Dreams petty and likes being in control of everything. But Dream would just kinda wander, making sure no ones alive. Every now and again he'll get bored and just destroy something. The fishermen explored and read about the history of Mizu while they were there, then after Ranbob attacked them spent most of the time arguing about what to do with him. 
It just leads to Cletus being mean/rude to Ranbob and taking much longer than the others to be comfortable around him. If that's what you mean.
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Yes! When it was down to just 4 people left alive in Mizu, Ran stumbled upon the 4th person dead, then it all kind of clicks in his head, as the only other person currently alive is a Council Member, that it has to be his brother. So he rushes off to find the Council Member so they can stop Ranbob, only to find Ranbob standing over his dead corpse. Thats when the chase around Mizu ticks off that ends with Ran fleeing Mizu. 
Cause while spiders are passive in daytime, creepers aren't, and don't burn in the light. Plus they are loud with their explodes (yet oddly quiet) which can give his position away.
Eh I'll say. Their not really super common because mixing them can cause serious side effects during and after mixture. But the healing, sleep aids, and infection mixtures are common as they've been figured out and can safely be made. Fun fact: Subbin actually has an entire community and an official place in the government for figuring out potion mixtures, making new ones, and making the mixing process as safe as possible. 
The group doesn't really use the mixtures much, expect for Rans sleep aid and a every now and again healing mixture when a Pit match goes wrong. Cause Grievous used to intern in a potion shop and learned all about them then.
He really did. 
Your right! Not many people traverse it. Because he was a Technoblade follower, and they typically get taught the bare basics of surviving in environments like the Nether, deserts, snow, caves, etc in their teachings. He got da book from his Idol teachers, everyone in his Idol group got a book as well. 
You can ask! I welcome any and all questions.
There's gold coins (I forget the actual in-game name oop) ore deposits in the Nether, so he mines that. Not any specific ones, cause there is still a language barrier and a mostly gesture barrier (expect for the universal ones like wait, ok/good, no harm, etc). 
They made a group decision to try to check the Nether on a whim. Though mostly cause one guy just wouldn't shut up about it. They found a broken portal and managed to repair it enough to enter.
The Fishermen and Ranbob where kinda confused (cause Ran hadn't fully told them about his time on the run.) But expressed sympathy at his house being burned down. Jackie and Grievous wanted to search it for anything usable, Ran didn't let em cause he thinks there's nothing left. Watson shoots Ran a sympathetic look and declared that he wants to keep moving to find shelter. Benjamin quickly agreeing and the group moves on.
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He does not expect in all of their times he's still the God of the world. 
Honestly, most of them were fine. Bad was the only one who was mad and wasn't ok with it. The Masquerade, The Pit, Sam, Sapnap, Quackity, Foolish, Ranboo, Skeppy, Tubbo, Tommy, and Karl all say the Egg wrote it because they all have had experience with the Egg. The Haunted Mansion, The Wild West, George, Fundy, Eret, Jack, Niki, and Puffy all say XD because they've either had no experience with the Egg or believe in XD's existence. Philza and Technoblade actually go both ways. (If I forgot someone, oops). 
Technoblade, Phil, Niki, The Pit, The Wild West, Puffy, Sapnap, and Sam are all on the Frontline. While the others are all split between research into the egg (The Masquerade is in this one of course), and running tests. Fundy is a runner, delivering orders, requests, or new information. Foolish is on both the researching, testing, and frontlines, he is on the frontlines when needed but otherwise is researching and testing. Karl is typically somewhere with one of the many Traveler groups. Quackity, Eret, and Sam (when not on frontlines) are on planning duties. 
The Egg is strong enough to propose a real and constant threat to the groups. Everyone is typically on the move to avoid the reaching of the Egg and its Eggpire. 
Bad hasn't gotten what he wants, which is Skeppy. And as he has "opened his eyes" a bit he sees the hypocrisy, manipulation, and lies that surround the Egg and wants out. 
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Ye ye Brothers AU sorry.
The fishermen get to their home, wake up the next day, and Ranbob is already making a field for wheat and potatoes. Benjamin fucking squawks and races out to make Ranbob stop. And Isaac eventually has to come out and help cause Ranbob is refusing to leave. Cletus laughs at Ranbob and makes fun of him but stops when he sees Charles sadly staring at him. A silent ask to stop. 
He does but Porkius is chill and let's the Gladiators do whatever they want as long as they are still in fighting condition for matches and gives them money every week. Plus he's chill and is kinda friends with them. But sometimes Porkius has them go to extravagant parties with him. They all hate going, not just Ran. Mostly cause the rich people are snobs and either 1. Constantly insult them in conversation than act surprised when they get mad at them and report it to Porkius. 2. Talk with them but talk exclusively about themselves and are insensitive to the Gladiators. But sometimes there's actually people at the parties who are genuinely curious and kind and want to get to know the Gladiators. Those conversations are pleasant and the Gladiators, no matter who it is, actively enjoy the conversation.
Ran has always been mischievous. Even witnessing murder, being traumatized, hunted constantly, and fighting non-stop hasn't changed that. If anything he got more mischievous over time. 
Something extra I wanted to share: 
-There is music in world and the player the Gladiators share get brought on the trip so they can play music the entire time. 
  -Ran and Grievous fight over who gets to pick music often.
    -Fun fact about why I did this: Every single part of this story and all others has been either created by or inspired by music. For example the Tip of The Iceberg AU was solely inspired by the song True North (by Vocal Line), while Brothers AU was made from Ruler of Everything (by Tally Hall) and partly Mind Electric (by Miracle Musical). So I wanted to include music somehow. (I actually have a entire playlist with music that I've used for certain parts of the Brothers AU.)
Brothers AU:
Interesting, interesting. What triggers these 'dreams'? Can Dream do it, or is it like just something that happens?
I'm assuming only the brothers would know what the Endermen are saying, but there's also body language, so how does everyone react to that behavior? Do one of the brothers ever tell them what's being said, or? What's everyone's thoughts on Ranbob's height, seeing as the Fishermen were surprised, and the Gladiators immediately noticed?
How does Benjamin feel about what he hears? Is he a bit skeptical at first, or fully believing Ranbob's words?
So the room's in disrepair, interesting. At some point, it's mentioned that they go back there, I think, so does that strike anyone as odd?
He destroyed stuff? Like just general items or artifacts? How did Ranbob feel, if/when he was aware?
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Why didn't he assume it was the Council Member? What clues led him to his brother instead?
Understandable.
Oh, that's really interesting!
World building galore, fantastic!
Who was the one guy?
He thinks? Was there something left then?
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Tip Of The Iceberg AU:
Still the god? He didn't expect that? Was someone else supposed to be? If so, who? What's his reaction to learning such?
Bad seems to be straying from the egg, does he intend to leave it? Or does it have a way to keep him?
Do we have any particular groups here? People who fight or work well together, and kind of drift to one another? What sort of dynamics do we get with all of this, especially since everyone's on the move constantly to avoid the Eggpire.
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Brothers AU:
Benjamin: Whatcha got there?
Ranbob: Excessive labor when I should be resting.
Benjamin, gasping: NO!
What are the parties typically like? Do they behave or cause havoc? Switch it up? Anyone in particular they don't hate talking to there?
Always mischievous, just better at hiding it. Wait, that means Ranbob would have known he was like that, wouldn't he? He'd know exactly what to expect. Would anyone else? Either way, that should be amusing.
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What kind of music do they have, and what does everyone prefer to listen to?
(Time to go on a song-spree!)
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