#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ thats their problem

[gibbearish]

love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire #'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem #the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted #also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out #so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has said‚ it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my #notifs page cleanish lol #also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3 #secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because #of investors bankrolling everything #and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest #however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point #once again. so many murder dollars #so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction #anyways . love yall 💕 #origibberish #bigger gibbers

[theprodigypenguin]

By definition abandonment issues are generally caused by people who end relationships suddenly, or people who come and go from the relationship at their own convenience. Someone unstable.

So with that in mind, it wouldn't make sense that Dragon would be the cause of Luffy’s abandonment issues; he never knew the guy existed till he was 17. It was actually better for Luffy's growth and psyche that Dragon never tried to build a relationship with him when he knew he couldn't be around to maintain it properly.

But who in his life I wonder came and went, flitting in an out of his life during his formative years when he was most impressionable???? 🤔

#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #one piece #monkey d luffy #monkey d dragon #good dad dragon #im just sayin i dont have abandonment issues because of a father i never met i actually have no negative feelings towards him #but my mom? who was constantly coming and going? now thats a problem.

[cannibalistic-suggestions]

If I could pluck out your eyes to collect in a basket like fresh berries, I would. If only you had several that grew back to be replaced, after I mashed and crushed up the old ones into jam for my toast or just bit into your corneas like grapes with seeds to spit out.

Stop looking at them. Look only at ME! ME! ME! ME!

What do I have to do to finally catch your eye? Do you want to kiss up the scars when I slit open my wrists, so you can feel superficial accomplishment? I would let you drink the wine in my veins if you had higher tolerance for it.

Why can't you shower me with the affection you once did? I was a dying houseplant and your love revived me, but its gone from daily to only seeing you if I'm lucky to get a hold of you, otherwise you'd be fine leaving me to rot, surely. Did I wear your patience thin? Botanicals like me take time to bloom, too much for your liking it seems. You got tired, or you realized what you were getting yourself into and chickened out.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm so fucking needy. I need your voice, as sweet as agave, to whisper what I want to hear, I need your body in the way we handled the fervor of the spring, wet as the rain. I crumble into decolored nothingness more and more when you ignore me, for those who are "better" than me, the ones that'll actually better you, in comparison to what you had with me.

I would strangle you to hear the calming low buzz of you choking on your own blood, begging for mercy and finally bringing yourself to admit you love me, you love me and I'm your favorite and your one and only forever and ever.

You realized you ingested a poison with no easy antidote. I think you only keep me around to see how you can get out; don't you have guilt about tossing out a reminder of your own failure? I'm sorry I'm this way, I never asked for the germination of my miserable existence in the first place. I don't know what to do if I'm not the prized heirloom of your garden, I'll rip my own petals off and shove them down your throat if you might at least get a taste of my wrath and like it. I wilt more and more the seconds your attention isn't on me.

Wasn't there a bountiful harvest on both ends? Shared bites of forbidden fruit; you're damned along with me and I hate to see you trying to escape it. Don't you want us to drown together? You still fake some semblance of tolerance, maybe out of pity. It's all performative: oh, but at least you're still cute sometimes, when you're everything but yourself.

How about I bake you to finally get the good parts of you that I missed? You're like poison ivy to me in how you irritate me, but at the same time I can't get enough, it's even more maddening to be without that feeling that makes me want to scratch my skin off. You're not allowed to spread, I want to be the sole victim of your infestation. Don't fucking go to those other people. They don't deserve you.

I'll make sure your very essence becomes part of my blood if I have to, to make you stay with me forever and never fucking leave.

#suggestion #cannibalism #love #lust #possessive #yandere #jealousy #murder #gore #blood #death #hmm yeah this shit sucks. post it anyways #we started off fine then it got kinda wonk despite revisions but uehghhuehgnk tired. idk how to write anymore ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #technically this one was more cause i randomly thought of a character concept so part of thats there but also theres more #sometimes i worry 'is there a set amount of times you can write abt cannibalism before it gets boring :(' #but then at the same time im like 'yknow what fuck it not my problem if people dont like that cannibalism is a reoccurring trope in my shit #if you think im purposefully tring to build an audience ur dead wrong this is tumblr sir we post bullshit here

[iron-sides]

"make your characters loose" "give your characters angst" and what if i give them one (1) problem and teaming up solves it? what then? what if they were cool and did cool stuff with each other and made up for each others weaknesses?

#truly i just have no desire to write oc angst ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ thats what fandom is for man #they have problems but teaming up allows them to solve it eqsy #easy* #my thots #ocposting

[tht1person123]

time to the play the game called “did my neighbor just get shot or are they setting off fireworks before the suns down”

#they did set off some around this time so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #im not investigating cause i dont. feel like talking to them or possibly getting shot so #if its a gunshot thats tomorrow milos problem!

[sinkableruby]

koyomi for the ask game

Sexuality Headcanon: heavily repressed bisexual. maybe its not Likely but i saw someone say he has bisexual boy swag once and i cant help but agree i just feel this one in my bones Gender Headcanon: hmmm...................................... i'll pencil it down as Weird. maybe nonbinary? or he could just be cis A ship I have with said character: i mean who else but the one and only crab herself? A BROTP I have with said character: hachikuji :) they goof off together. but as of the light novels... its actually definitely meniko, i think A NOTP I have with said character: saying ougi would be redundant... in that case, meme i think. its just kinda strange A random headcanon: once put his sisters egg hairpins in a frying pan as a joke and they got really mad so he never touched them again. has LOTS of pajamas in his closet but most of them are the same pattern and color General Opinion over said character: i hate him i love him he's wonderful he's awful he's a poor little meow meow he's a dumbass i need to hurt him very badly and do awful things to him. and maybe see him happy just a little bit. but the torture is necessary

#not liking koyomi/ougi is Maybe inconsistent with my general stated tendencies... but thats not my problem ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #i simply dont like it :x #simply is a lie i have many reasons and they are all complex #monogatari #araragi koyomi

[jusiri]

Doing formal meet n greet type stuff, and im not getting any of the etiquette or rules right, but i am getting a backpack full of free stuff so

#theyre just gonna have to deal with my inability to know what im supposed to do #yes im grabbing stuff off your table no i dont really have anything to talk to you about but ill be back next event to get even more stuff #im aware im being socially awkward and probably unintentionally rude #but idk why or how so #¯\_(ツ)_/¯ thats their problem #quite frankly if they get offended by my weirdness i wouldn't wanna work for em anyways

[nako-doodles]

they were filming at a public place & op apparently posted after bts left *shrugs*

ah so thats why there were so many videos on twt 😔😔😔

#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ still not comfortable w these pics but thats more the company's problem in not cordoning areas off #but i hope the fans were being respectful and not hounding the tannies and staff #ans

[smartichokes]

im probably going to be working alone this weekend which is really funny to me. my coworkers are like “are you sure youre okay with that???? you could probably work other days to make up for it so you dont have to be here alone” and im like LOL you have no idea how much i enjoy solitude

#babbling #i might work i might not #one of my coworkers was like ‘is that even allowed’ and i was like lol idk #everyone was trying to find a solution for me on my behalf when it just isnt a problem to me #if i dont work then yippee but if i work then thats okay! #either way i get monday off so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #and i do NOT want to work on the days i normally have off #i work through the weekend but i have tuesdays and thursdays off #my schedule is weird but i prefer it that way #i cant handle 5 days in a row

[anchorhcld]

uploading that one pathologic art i made with clara and rubin to inprnt is turning out to be really annoying i keep finding things about the piece i couldve done better but its legit something i made almost a year i shouldnt try and edit minor things but at the same time......

#i dont think theres any problems to notice unless youre me and youve stared at this pic for 100+ hours atp #trying to tell myself that its a no harm no foul situation im not selling anybody something thats complete garbage #and i dont think im overcharging either #and if it doesnt sell then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[dianagj-art]

How long do you typically spend on a drawing? Of the ones you've posted, which took the longest? Which was the quickest?

It really depends on what I'm drawing and how "finished" I do them

For example these kind of skectches don't really take me much time to do (specially when the poses are very simple), I can do a bunch of these in a few minutes no problem, then there are the ones when I add grayscale or colors that take a little longer

Then there is this kind of drawing that are finished with lineart, colors and shadows but each of them took me a different amount of time

The Gemini one took me hours to make (how many I dont really remember) I spent a lot of time on the sketch mostly because I was trying to figure out how Leo's arm worked, then spend around 3hrs doing lineart and chossing the base colors, and I had to do it twice because...

reasons...

The bottom left with Coin Toss Michael, took me less, even when it was a challenging pose I managed to figure that out quick enough, the most time consuming part were the chains because I hand drew them. I don't remember how long it took me to do but I did it in one or two sittings, probably took me aorund 5 hours to make (and maybe thats too much, might have been less)

And the bottom right was a fast one too, probably managged to do it in under 3 hours (I think the hardest part was to match proportions with Trainee that is cropped out)

And then there is things like this, I actually have the proccess recorded (minus the sketching and planning) and can tell you that it took me around 15 hours to make these two pages (I might one day edit that and make a speed draw)

But again, it really depends on what I'm drawing because this commission (that aparently I haven't posted yet) that I also have some of the proccess recorded, it took me around 2:30 hours to do inks, colors and shading

Most of the time I dont really time myself, when I know more exact times are when I record my screen for future speed draw videos (that I always forget to edit) or because I was watching something in the background so I know it took me X amount of movies or episodes or youtube videos so... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Oh! there is also this lil animation I did that took me 4 hours, I only know that because it says so in my tags

#hmmmm i should edit those videos #i have more that i thought saved #might do it for my patreon soon #anyways hope you enjoyed the info dump #dg rambles #dg asks #dg art

[asexualbookbird]

been meaning to post something along these lines for like. a year. at least. and never got around to it because of who i am as a person and also didnt think it would be worth it but someone asked me a question recently that made me go "huh! guess it would be worth it!" so! here we are! nonbinaryness and body hair!

i am nonbinary! i consider myself agender, and also love the term genderqueer to describe myself because ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ doesnt have the same sense of community. i was assigned female at birth, which i dont usually think is info people need but i think its important in this context, i consider myself masc leaning (though not trans masc) and! i! hate! facial and body hair!

i say my gender assigned at birth is important here because when you hear other trans and nonbinary people say they hate their facial and body hair its almost always people assigned male at birth. so much so to the point where i thought i was alone in my feelings because everyone with a Gender Like Mine was ECSTATIC upon finally being able to grow facial hair and when other people Like Me learned i have facial hair all on my own, no HRT required they always told me "wow! youre so lucky!" and uh i do not feel lucky!

to be clear, its not a gender thing. I dont shave my legs because gender i actually dont care so much about leg hair because its such a pain i leave it and only shave in winter because i hate the feeling of hair under leggings. i hate my facial hair not because of gender reasons but because it Feels Bad. Also because doctors keep pointing it out and focusing on it when i dont see it as a problem needing to be solved but thats neither here nor there lol

the point of this post is to be a Voice. i always thought i was alone until a friend was a Voice for me. they shared the same feelings i have and i felt seen and heard and validated and even if i know however i experience and express gender is fine no matter what others say, i recognize seeing others out there Like You helps so so much

my friend isnt around anymore so they cant be my Voice, but if i can be a Voice for even one other person then i call that a success

facial and body hair sucks and its okay to feel that way

signed, an agender disaster

#bookbird babbles #gender #i guess #idk lol #i feel like this post is measy and didnt accomplish what i wanted but uh rhe bones are there!

[kraefishh]

nintento direct thoughts

yeah so hi i deliberately stayed up until 7am on a work night in order to watch this and do not regret a thing.

-> splat3 dlc looks cool!! will i play it? no. does it look cool as hell? yeah!!! I personally don't like splat3's actual single player campaign so unless im able to access the dlc without finishing the main campaign then... im not playing it lmao. it looks cool as fuck though!! i like whatever the hell they had going on with the glitchy taz hunger looking goop that produced skeleton fish. pearl + marina lore is also a win in my book -> i dont actually have all that many thoughts about the smrpg showcase but MAN it looks cool as hell. at first i didnt like the revamped graphics but now theyre growing on me.... plus the trio attacks??? HELL YEA! i hope the remake will make me actually finish the game this time around instead of start it twice in the past three years and then quit within the first few areas (<- i say as if this isnt a normal problem i have regardless. thanks, its the adhd)

-> SaGa Emerald Beyond actually looks interesting?? like I know nothing about that game series but the character designs look very cool and i like the concept of a multiple outcome story based entirely on which character you play. do i think i'd actually play this game? no, probably not. looks cool tho

-> despite me being The pokemon nerd i have nothing to say about the new detective pikachu game. i dont like the voice they gave pikachu imo. i think thats just cause im spoiled on movie detective pikachu being ryan reynolds... i joke i kid. kinda. also i never like. actually played any detective pikachu games so i got nothing

-> WAS NOT EXPECTING A TROMBONE CHAMP PORT, TO BE QUITE HONEST

-> cool that were getting a new wario-ware!! not sure how i feel about like the.... forms? is that what theyre called?? w/e regardless im not sure how i feel about em. but its a wario-ware game so its bound to be weird but like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

-> FUNKY KONG DIDDY KONG PAULINE RELEASE FOR MARIO KART WAS NOT ON MY LIST. SO SO HAPPY THOUGH. peachette is whatever. no idea where she came from

-> gotta say i completely forgot among us was on switch so seeing the crewmates i was like "are they making a fucking spin-off game for switch?" no. i just forgot. the fungle is a funny name though i appreciate it

AND THEN

THE LAST THING I WAS EXPECTING

A PAPER MARIO THOUSAND YEAR DOOR REMASTER.

I was laying there in bed at 7:40am and was like. oh cool one last thing before its over. its probably gonna be just another title release of something or a sneak peek on some dlc.

and then i hear the music.

THAT NOSTALGIC MUSIC THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IM SEVEN YEARS OLD AGAIN

-> yeah anyway so i screamed "WHAT!?" at the (metaphorical) top of my lungs (because it was 7:40am and people were sleeping). ttyd getting a remaster is so so cool. and now that i know its possibly getting a re translation that makes me even more happy. give us trans vivian....... i also just think its very funny that ive been playing ttyd on twitch for the past. year now? (ive taken a shit ton of breaks) and theyre making a remaster?? now? not complaining im having a blast playing it with my cohost but HHADGHGAKDFJ

-> i'm mostly just excited for the remaster cause it'll hopefully bring traction back to the paper mario series. idk about like the general consensus of the fandom but like. the paper mario series has been needing a pick me up for a HOT MINUTE.

-> no i am not going to play the remaster of ttyd for stream. maybe on my own time. we'll see. i dont see the point of finishing the og only to then, like a year later, play the remaster. especially when i have a TON of games backlogged on my list since i only stream once a week. more often than not, not even that. i am planning on doing rpg tho

#krae rambles #nintendo direct #ttyd #stream things #also yes im staying up now to write this on a work night at 5am what of it #this is normal #have a good day

[pseudophan]

stopped taking my meds for awhile cause i'm tired of them. these days its less for depression and more to not cut people's heads off but if u don't like me thats your problem idc how about YOU take meds to deal with ME for a change ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[disco-cola]

the thing people dont understand is that i dont want someone that LOOKS like my rockstar crushes no i literally want THEM and thats the problem and reason i will never be satisfied ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[spookyprime]

For your reverse robin au why don’t they just dunk Tim in a laz pit lol. Tons of characters have been in it and come out fine, and If it brought Jason from catatonic to completely lucid in the comics it probably could turn Tim back to mostly normal. Sure he’ll be crazy for a few minutes but then he’ll be fine ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Because thats not how I want the story to go? I think it's a lot more interesting when characters have to deal with consequences and grow within themselves than have a deus ex machina magic fix to their problems