i can't save you

stop remembering the times you had with me that were happy.

and I'll fall asleep thinking of you, dreaming sweet dreams

i love you with every beat of my racing heart

the scratches on your skin start to glow blue. you feel hot.

love is when you never mind me spamming you with giant walls of text

i am safe

i am loved

i did a good job today

look up at the ceiling. i shift in my seat. stare at the wall. bounce my leg. blink. blink harder. swallow. look up at the ceiling. this house is sturdier than me

why is it so upsetting to be safe?

why is it so upsetting to be loved?

im not sure if im doing a good job anymore

kept the tears down maybe im okay maybe im okay

im loved, im safe, therefore i must be okay

when i finally moved on, did you miss me as i had missed you?

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you’re going to get your heartbroken. then you’re going to do it again. because love is worth another try.

you lie awake in a bed too big for you. you cant get the smell of laundry detergent out of your skin and burning acid drips onto your lips. you want them to kiss you. you’re all alone.

We get to see each other two or three times a week, hopefully soon every day. It’s been weird between us. I don’t know if it’s me, but maybe it’s awkward because you caught on? I hope I’m not distracting you. I’m sorry if I am, I just don’t know how to explain myself.

i’m so so sorry if ive ever been too much to handle. the last thing i want to do is exhaust you or burden you. i know you said you don’t mind, i know you said you knew what you were getting into when we started our relationship, i know you love me. but i know i’m a lot too. i love you. i love you, thank you for holding onto me.

it rips through you, flashing behind your eyes and within your skull, and as the smell of smoke rises you know that there's no escape from this. this is how it ends - this is how you end. (if it and you will ever end.)

you watch, held in place by your own muscles that twitch and contort out of your control, as your skin chars and blackens and begins to fall away in pieces.

the heat rises from below in paralyzing waves, threatening to drag you away with it. something's melting, something's dripping like tears from what used to be your eyes.

despite the current still arcing through every part of your body and your skin sloughing off at the edges of where the metal touches it, you're still somehow able to scream.

despite the current still arcing through every part of your body and your skin sloughing off at the edges of where the metal touches it, you're still somehow able to scream.

the heat rises from below in paralyzing waves, threatening to drag you away with it. something's melting, something's dripping like tears from what used to be your eyes.

let’s be brilliant together.

you watch, held in place by your own muscles that twitch and contort out of your control, as your skin chars and blackens and begins to fall away in pieces.

Date Lea from CrossCode. Honestly she needs somebody who will be there for her,

tw: death This morning I traced the letters of your name that is carved over my heart. It’s still very much there. Our 3 year would have been in a couple months. Your bday is soon. My cousins first year death anniversary and my sons bday will be celebrated on the same day. What even is life right now. It’s been a very dead year without, silver fox. I miss you. I love you my friend.