f/o who doesn’t know they’re touchstarved until they meet you.
the heavy want grows in their chest and is absolutely undeniably there whenever you two even just briefly touch. when you’re so close that they’re so desperate have you closer, wanting to feel their body pressed against yours in a tight embrace, that the thought of your hand in theirs is barely enough. when you two finally hug, or whenever you do, they sink into your embrace almost immediately, a deep sigh of content heard as they wrap their arms around you to return the tender hug. it’s a little hard to get their arms off you afterward, with those small mumbles of “just a little longer” and “i don’t want to let go yet.”
maybe they’re super embarrassed about feeling so at first and are so glad whenever you indulge in their desire to have you, to feel your warmth. or they’re incredibly stubborn about it but their actions always say otherwise, finding every little chance to have their skin touch yours, to quietly tug on your sleeve or any other sign that you immediately know what they want with it.
eitherway they’re forever thankful that you’re so understanding. with the little touches you guys end up doing like from simply pushing a strand of hair behind an ear or running fingers through each other’s hair, they’re absolutely addicted. smitten, even, so incredibly much that they can’t put their love for this, for you into words.
So this tweet made a real good point and got me thinking about this scene:
As mentioned in their tweet, "you don't 'beg for mercy' for a job," and here he sounds so scared and desperate, like he's had to do this A LOT before with the directors and it's so... sad.
(more under the cut)
Before he finds out the truth about Eden, he believed they saved him from his former life and gave him new opportunities to continue his dreams, but do you think having to needlessly beg to keep your position as literally being the face of Eden out of fear you'll be replaced and thrown right back out to your old life is a so called dream come true?
Eden even made a trailer for a movie about his life to fame, showing how everyone was rejecting him as a person, which they definitely made it more simplified like I KNOW he was getting way worse treatment than what was shown.
My main point is that despite believing in Eden's motives (before knowing the truth), he still wasn't truly happy deep down. He was STILL getting rejected and slandered by society, and he knew that deep down, so it's not surprising how the possibility of him losing his job made him have a whole breakdown and do the things he did to try and cope.
He quite literally has no one to lean to and hasn't had anyone since showing up to Eden besides the directors (because he probably believed they were treating him fairly and with respect), but... yeah.
He wanted to make a difference, to give hope to hybrids, and he thought he was doing just that. Despite the way the directors and everyone thought of him, despite how alone he felt, he still thought he was achieving his dreams and sharing that onto others
and yet... he was being used this entire time. None of it was true, all the hard work and the things he went through was for nothing.
Everything that Eden has done, and he was the face of it all... it's just devastating.
Okay I can't be the only one who gets so much joy out of him unconsciously doing cat things in the cat suit - like okay I know it's a cat power-up but technically it's just supposed to give him cat reflexes and abilities, not behaviors. When he dodges DK's swing, his cat ears flip down and back, when DK is running at him or moving in an unpredictable way he arches his back, when he was taking in the praise from the crowd he started kneading little biscuits on DK's back. I just love these cute little details they make me so happy
Bonus Tanooki tail wag because it makes me so so happy and I could talk about it for hours and I think more people need to acknowledge it
AHAGHHGSAD???? 3K???????? WHAT !!!!!!!!
i am actually like,,, speechless,, y'all are so awesome <33
in honor of 3k, i'm doing a dtiys !!!! rules and prizes under the cut :)
the image is kinda just a guide !! you can draw it or something completely different, as long as it involves the aberration turtles. if you can't draw, you could also write about them!
for now i'm planning on doing one prize and having the winner be randomly selected, like a raffle !! if i get enough writing entries, than i'll randomly select a artist and writer winner, and do a prize for both of them :)
you can draw/write as much as you want, but submissions will not stack (assuming i stick with the raffle idea)
please make sure to mention me and use the tag #rutabaga3kdtiys so i can see it :DD
deadline is november 30th!! hopefully that's plenty of time to go wild with these silly turtles :)
Man although I can't send this and have Spamton see the image (cuz it would be text instead) I'll send it to you and you can give me your opinion about it.
What do you think...
...about...
...snowy Spamton?
IT SNOWED YESTERDAY YESS!!!
(this was on a car btw, which made it even better)
I have a heart that never beats, I have a home but never sleep. I take one man’s house and build another’s. I play games with my many brothers. I am a king among fools. Who am I?
I love your art style so much, it's more tasty to look tasty as a freshly baked double chocolate cake with whipped toppings sitting in a window of a bakery. I gift you a tasty baked treat of your choice! :)
A random Probably near impossible AU idea for TMNT 2012. Where Karai is the Daughter of Shredder But he either found her or there’s a female ninja who is bitter and jealous that Oroku Saki will never truly love her (arranged marriage) but Miwa is revealed to be April having not been found by the Shredder but Kirby instead who uses his DNA to fix as much of the burn damage on her poor body as possibly As he is a very famous geneticist. This changed her in a way where his DNA overwrote most of Splinter’s. With no malice obviously as he believes that the girls parents are dead. This hides her from the Shredder without him knowing and he adopts her and raises her in New York
OHMIGOSH THIS IS SUCH A COOL IDEA!!
I’m taking notes! I’ve unfortunately already written all this kind of stuff in Indie TMNT, but this is such a cool idea! Thank you!!! ^v^
Since you mentioned being open to 0507 drawing ideas, I wonder if you have considered drawing 0507 attempting to slow dance — or else Shidou patching up a minor injury of Kazui's, appropriately homoerotically