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Ao3 is down time to go fight congress

we could be normal about this or we could overthrow the government

#ao3 is down

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This Supernatural prequel is the first step in a superwholock prequel. Can't wait to see which unholy combination of fandoms rises out of this one

#superwholock 2: electric boogaloo #superwholock #supernatural #spn prequel #spn #doctor who #bbc sherlock #sherlock

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Bittersweet - acrylic paint (2021)

This was inspired after a short story I wrote a while ago centered around the feeling of bittersweetness. In it a young boy sits under a lemon tree and contemplates the memories that never were.

#art #artists on tumblr #acrylic #painting #bittersweet #honey and lemons #acrylicpainting

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The sexualisation of women - mixed media

#art #artists on tumblr #charcoal #arcylic #book pages #feminist #sexualization #women #stop sexualising things #artist #paint

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Why do these British actors have such strong jaw lines and sharp cheekbones??? I'm looking for a reference photo for one of them and everything's so goddamn sharp like bitch, that ain't fair. You look like you were carved from stone!

#the Brits invaded the world for spices but found the Testosterone instead #british #british actors #british actresses #bbc #bbc merlin #merlin #bbc sherlock #sherlock #doctor who #artist problems #art reference #artists on tumblr

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Portrait of Morgana (BBC Merlin) - Oil Pastels

I'm rewatching BBC Merlin on Netflix and I was reminded of how absolutely gorgeous Morgana is, so I decided to draw her. It's been a while since I've used oil pastels and I wanted to do something with the color purple, so here we are. I got very tired of it not cooperating towards the end though so it's a bit messy, plus I just wanted to move on to something else at that point

#merlin #bbc merlin #morgana #morgana supremacy #portrait #oil pastel #purple #fanart #merlin fanart #artists on tumblr

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I'm reading a speech given during the Christian rights movement against the gay movement in the 80s and while it feels like a hate crime just reading it, there is one quote I found funny that I thought I would share:

"Please remember, that homosexuals do not reproduce! They recruit!"

#bout to go out and recruit the Christian kids #taking the alphabet mafia literally #gotta grow the ranks so we can commit more sin #sin is upon us #recruit don't reproduce #militant gays silence the Christians #lgbtq community #lgbtq #gay #alphabet mafia #asexual #this is a great ace joke actually #pansexual #lesbian #bisexaul

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You know I wasn't fully convinced that it was the End Times until I looked out the window and saw that it was snowing with the sun shining in 50 degree weather towards the end of April

#weather #midwest #midwest weather #apocalypse #end times #end of the world #weather phenomena #spring #winter

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Charcoal owl - done last year during quarantine

(The owl's name was Whooligan)

#artists on tumblr #charcoal #charcoal art #art #owllovers #i love owls #great horned owl #owl #birds #bird art #drawing #first time using charcoal #owl art

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My pronouns are he/him in the same way the Christian God's pronouns are he/him.

The actual gender is up for debate and varies depending on who you ask but most people agree to use masculine terms, also He/Him is capitalized to assert an air of authority and to remind you that even though it's presented as masculine there's Something Else There that you can't fully understand

#lgbtq community #lgbtq #enby #enby pride #nonbinary #transgender #transmasc #trans masculine #pronouns #he/him #afab enby

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I'm so glad that I can write 2000 words in under 2 hours for a gay fanfiction that barely has 50 kudos on ao3 whereas it takes me an hour to write 100 words on the American prohibition for a 5 page essay that's due tomorrow which is actually being graded.

#I've known about this assignment since January #I have 100 words total #college #essay #history #ao3 #fanfiction #lgbtq community #school assignment

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One time I went to my school Art Club meeting and I didn't really know anybody but there was this big gay man who I had talked to once like 3 years prior and he looked me dead in the face and asked "hey aren't you that lesbian horse girl?" And I physically felt my soul leave my body I have not been the same since.

#I was a horse girl in middle school but stopped after eighth grade #how did this man know #lgbtq community #he asked for my pronouns immediately afterwards though so that was cool #lgbtq #gay #I'm actually pansexual though #lesbian #artists on tumblr #art club #horse girl

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*spends an hour trying to find a song that's very dramatic yet sad but also has something soft about it that conveys such a deep longing that only the moon looking to feel the touch of the sun can understand to match the vibe of my Carefully Crafted Gay Daydream*

#maladaptive daydreaming #daydreaming again #i have so much work to do #avoiding my responsibilities #music #lgbtq #mentally ill #mental illness #escaping reality

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I couldn't really find any nonbinary aesthetic type wallpapers I liked so I made my own!

💛🤍💜🖤

#lgbtq #nonbinary #enby #enby pride #nonbinary pride #lgbtq community #aesthetic #aesthetic board #nonbinary aesthetic

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I'm so glad that the very first thought my brain decides to grace me with after a severe 24 hour long depression spiral is:

"You know what the combination of they and them is?

Them"

#it was thought so confidentially too #mental breakdown #mental illness #lgbtq #they/them #them #enby #nonbinary #mental health #lgbtq community #respect pronouns

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I'm sorry but I grew up consuming media with the primary theme of Found Family my entire life and you're gonna be surprised when I ghost my sister the moment I leave the house??? My favourite show in middle school was constantly shoving the message of Blood Family Sucks down my throat and my favourite anime throughout most of high school was literally just a bunch of people surviving off of the Power Of Friendship and you're gonna act disappointed when I stop communicating with someone who constantly told me to kill myself??? Hell nah I was raised on the primary belief that you choose your family. I'm closer to my friends then anybody that I'm actually related too. Blood don't mean shit to me if you're a toxic person.

#found family #family of choice #supernatural #family don't end in blood #fairy tail #fairy tail guild #spn family #friendship

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Sir... Sir please that is my emotional support Queer Ship that has no actual chance at becoming canon but has no less become my only reason for living

#oh god which ships do I tag #kiribaku #tododeku #shinkami #gratsu #fraxus #erlu #merthur #geraskier #I would've tagged this as destiel #but for some god forsaken miracle that became canon #klance #lawlicht