secshrimp

[secshrimp]

i will be a good parent, and i will treat my children gently and lovingly. it will not be a revolution to them, i will not let them know any other life.

#unrequited love #crush #crushcore #corecore #love #lovecore #life #poetry #literature #love poem #parenthood

[secshrimp]

you are my heaven, my eden, my quiet. you know me like i've never been known. i will look to you forever, and look at others through the lessons and love you've taught me.

#best friend #unrequited love #crush #crushcore #corecore #love #lovecore #life #poetry #literature #love poem

[secshrimp]

showing love through little looks and smiles, through a warm body to be next to and an ear that'll listen.

i cannot let you near me, not the way others can to their lovers, but i will never let you feel abandoned.

#unrequited love #crush #crushcore #corecore #love #lovecore #life #poetry #literature #love poem

[secshrimp]

we are running,

but You're a killer

and i'm your best friend

#cw religion #religious trauma #unrequited love #corecore #love #lovecore #life #poetry #literature #love poem #cshr

[secshrimp]

i have so much love!! in me!! so much aching adortation!! but i cannot say those words!!

#unrequited love #crush #crushcore #corecore #love #lovecore #life #poetry #literature #love poem

[secshrimp]

please love me. please wait for me and guide me. let me disinfect your wounds when i bite you.

#shrimp's journal #unrequited love #crush #crushcore #corecore #love #lovecore #life #poetry #literature #love poem #dog imagery

[secshrimp]

nothing is more embarrassing than trying to move your way into someone's sight and be noticed by them, only to realise that they aren't looking away. they aren't ignoring you or avoiding your eyeline.

no, they just don't see you. you could be an inch from their face and they'd just look straight through you.

they don't ignore you, they don't want the chase or the catch. they just do not care like you do.

and for a moment, you wished they hated you, just so they'd think about you.

#unrequited love #crush #crushcore #corecore #love #lovecore #life #poetry #literature #love poem

[secshrimp]

i wish you'd look at me with love and care and understanding. i wish you'd look at me with the same hidden affection i look at you with.

lord, i wish you'd just look at me.

#unrequited love #crush #crushcore #corecore #love #lovecore #life #literature

[secshrimp]

no matter my disbelief or distrust for religion, i shall always find myself crawling back to the cold and judgmental arms of Catholicism and weep over a Hail Mary

#religious trauma #unrequited love #corecore #life #literature #religion #cw religion

[secshrimp]

i think of you when i see the stars and the sun and light dancing on the ocean. you do not think of me.

#crush #crushcore #unrequited love #corecore #love #lovecore #poetry #life #literature #love poem

[secshrimp]

always the chaser, never the chased.

always the lover, never the loved.

always the sin, never the retribution.

#boygenius #crush #crushcore #unrequited love #corecore #love #lovecore #life #literature

[secshrimp]

i'd die and kill and live for you, but you already know that. do you know that i'd run from you and let you chase me through the night and catch myself in all your traps if you wanted me to

#crush #crushcore #unrequited love #corecore #love #lovecore #literature

[secshrimp]

raising a glass to everyone separated from their family this christmas, by choice or not. this season can be hard but it'll pass, everything will pass.

#crush #crushcore #unrequited love #corecore #love #lovecore #poetry #life #literature #christmas #disowned

[secshrimp]

you're not meant to know what to do in life, nor what to make of your own. hopes, dreams and aspirations do not have deadlines.

#crush #crushcore #unrequited love #corecore #love #lovecore #poetry #life #literature

[secshrimp]

thinking about the time i told my mother i was 5 years clean from s.h. and all she could reply with was "that's a grim thing to keep thinking about".

#personal #cw sh mention #crush #crushcore #unrequited love #corecore #love #lovecore #poetry #life #literature

[secshrimp]

i'll never be young again and that's okay. i don't want to be. i don't want to relearn these lessons, or reassess my existence. i've grown content with this life; the sound of the rivers and the smell of sea air. i don't want to know what i could've been, because i'm sure that it'd lead me back here anyway.

#crush #crushcore #unrequited love #corecore #love #lovecore #poetry #life #literature

[secshrimp]

it's a shitty little life but it's mine. through and through, it is mine. everything good, everything bad, it is mine.

#crush #crushcore #unrequited love #corecore #love #lovecore #poetry #life #love poem