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How do you stay positive, when everything around you is falling apart?

#fuck my life #i hate my life #family stress #family issues #family problems #sad #i'm sad

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Just because the days are repetitive at the moment, it does not mean you are not still making progress. You are not wasting your life. You still have time.

#you have no idea how much i need this #reblog

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Hello!

My existential crisis can last days. I've felt very sad, and all I wanted was to disappear. It was hard for me to found a reason why I should get out of bed these days. I felt so sad when I put a smile on my face and pretend that everything was fine when it didn't.

But I survived once again. Now I feel good. I'm back on doing my homework and trying to be the best at my work. Now all I need is money.

#daily report #existential crisis #existential anxiety #homework #college #money money money #law of attraction

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My idea of a perfect day is just me in my room drinking a coke while writing. I don't ask for more.

#my perfect day #the best day #coke #tumblr writing community #inspiration #a good day

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I read something really funny and curious today about writers. “No mentally healthy person writes.” That makes sense to me. I live in an imaginary world. I'm always thinking about something, I always write about them. I used to write fantasy stories in my childhood and teenage years. My mind is too loud and I have the need to write, all the time.  Maybe things that are mindless or two important things. I always write, feelings, situations, or just about my day and it makes me feel good. Some people do yoga or meditation, to me writing is my self care method.

#writer #future writer #writing #self care #tumblr writers #tumblr writing community #tumblr stories

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I think it's time...maybe now it's just too late? I don't care, I'll do it tonight.

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Oh, I've just got my heart broken.

#i hate you #why is this happening? #i should have known #fuck u #and you don't even know it #heart broken #break up

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I started my first bullet journal last year. The pandemic made me think about many things. I wrote two notebooks precisely. It was my therapy, my method of escape from my reality. Now, in 2021, I read them again and you won't believe how many times I wrote "I hate myself", "I'm a mess" and "why?". The worst thing is that I'm still feeling that way sometimes. I also used to draw a lot.

This year I'm not using a bullet journal. I just use a notebook because I realized that I only need to write. That's what makes me feel better. Write helps me to understand my feelings and thoughts better.

#write #writing #bullet journal #notebook #not a lot going on at the moment #writer #future writer #my feelings

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I got a job last week. It went well, I guess. This is my second week and I already have problems with my boss. Besides family problem, I also have problems at work. And my health is not helping me either. Anyway, happy Tuesday the 13th.

#daily report #job problem #family problems #issues #sad #my life #hell #unhappy #life sucks #anyway

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I just don't know what to do. I pray and pray but sometimes I get tired and all I want is to disappear. The way my mother makes me feel it's just so cruel. She is so cruel sometimes, like I just don't know who she is.

she makes me feel like everything is my fault. She makes me feel useless and stupid.

A mother can be toxic and abusive too. If someone can help me with this, I'll appreciate any kind of help.

#mother #abusive mother #toxic mother #family stress #family issues #i feel sad #help me #depression #family

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I was smiling this morning. I was laughing and I was happy. Suddenly everything changed. My happiness became sadness. It's amazing how fast things can change.

#I'm sad #i hate my life #today sucks #i feel sad #unhappy