peachgothskeleton

[peachgothskeleton]

Me rn <3

one thing abt me is i will always eventually log back into tumblr when things get bad

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[peachgothskeleton]

No because my mum is literally threating me that she's going to get me hospitalized and I can't deal with this rn. I think I'm not even underweight yet, what's the point.

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[peachgothskeleton]

I forgot how fucking boring it was to starve yourself, how did I do this shit before?

[peachgothskeleton]

Ok so I'm fasting today, and tomorrow I think I'll probably allow myself like 2 boiled eggs or smth. So I'll let you know how that goes because I usually get super nauseous and have to eat something else.

I really have to try because in two days I have to go back home for a week and my family is gonna realize something's very wrong.

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[peachgothskeleton]

Felt kinda silly today and TRIED to eat like a normal person.

Now I'll probably have to fast for the next two days to not kms. Ed's are just so much fun.

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[peachgothskeleton]

I want to weigh myself soooo bad but I´m on my period and you usually weigh more on those days. Like you can literally weigh an extra 3 kg from water retention.

And I may be ill, but I'm not dumb so I´ll have to wait until next week.

Feels like torture <3.

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[peachgothskeleton]

Bodycheck from today.

Even though I lost ALL of my ass (I loved my ass), I still feel fat as fuck. I'm gonna kms.

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[peachgothskeleton]

Do any of you ever feel like you don´t see the point of this anymore. Like right now, I don´t understand, what the fuck am I even doing this for???

I feel like I could just start eating normally now, which I know is a lie, because as soon as I swallow the first bite, I´m gonna go throw it up.

LITERALLY. WHAT. THE. FUCK.

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[peachgothskeleton]

Everyone is so worried about me. I feel so guilty but at the same time it makes me not want to stop.

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