Bodycheck from today.
Even though I lost ALL of my ass (I loved my ass), I still feel fat as fuck. I'm gonna kms.
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So I think my scale is off cuz it says I weigh 118.8, but like..... look at my legs
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would somebody be intetested on postings of my daily calorie intakte?
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My friend called me a fat cow today.
I haven't binged in a while and keep going back to fasting and calorie counting habits. Beginning of january I was 171lbs, today I am 154lbs and i'm quite proud of my progress. However, after hearing her say those words I ended up binging really bad and just sitting crying in my bathroom unable to throw up or do anything about it.
words do so much more than you can imagine
#proana #promia #thinspiration #thinspo #notprojustusethetags #mia #ana
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Do any of you ever feel like you don´t see the point of this anymore. Like right now, I don´t understand, what the fuck am I even doing this for???
I feel like I could just start eating normally now, which I know is a lie, because as soon as I swallow the first bite, I´m gonna go throw it up.
LITERALLY. WHAT. THE. FUCK.
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Ok so I'm fasting today, and tomorrow I think I'll probably allow myself like 2 boiled eggs or smth. So I'll let you know how that goes because I usually get super nauseous and have to eat something else.
I really have to try because in two days I have to go back home for a week and my family is gonna realize something's very wrong.
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Felt kinda silly today and TRIED to eat like a normal person.
Now I'll probably have to fast for the next two days to not kms. Ed's are just so much fun.
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Everyone is so worried about me. I feel so guilty but at the same time it makes me not want to stop.
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No because my mum is literally threating me that she's going to get me hospitalized and I can't deal with this rn. I think I'm not even underweight yet, what's the point.
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I want to weigh myself soooo bad but I´m on my period and you usually weigh more on those days. Like you can literally weigh an extra 3 kg from water retention.
And I may be ill, but I'm not dumb so I´ll have to wait until next week.
Feels like torture <3.
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looking for an anabuddy
next week i am at a cruise and I am fucking scared to gain a lot
so i think i need a person to talk to and who can support me
feel free to text me🖤
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binged today and hate myself like i gained 3kg/6lbs in the last week
i had to go back on track
please send me meanspo
feel free to text me
❤
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does someone has tips for not eating much on a cruises🙏🏻💕
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plan for tomorrow
1. wake up at 6:30
2. go to the gym and walk for 1h (7-8)
3. go to bed again and skip breakfast (8-9)
4. go to stockholm (9-18)
5. eat dinner with my familie (18-19)
6. go 2h to the gym (19-21)
7. watch a show at the theater (22-23)
8. go to bed
cal limit: 500
i hope i can make my day like this :)
will update you tomorrow with a foodlog
stay save💕
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little bodycheck btw
(don't know my cw because I am on vacation and can't weight myself)
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today I found out thatmy cousin use the same unhealty way to loose weight but she is skinnier than me now
i cant accept this so i will starve tomorrow and the next days as long as i can
I don't wanna be the fat cousin
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