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Day 4

My biggest fear is this all not being worth it, or it not having any soothing affect anymore.

I constantly think about food, about how much I should eat to not faint and also not gain weight. I gives me a sense of control. I know exactly how to eat as little as possible.

But what if one day this feeling of control isn't enough??

Ps. Is it weird that I'm suddenly continuing this a solid 10 months later?🤡🤡

And excuse the over the top emo vibezz... but isn't that what tblr is for?

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<3

In the week that my mom has been on vacation and I’ve been home alone, I’ve lost 2 kg. She’s gonna be on vacation for another week so fingers crossed that i can lose another 2.

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Day 3

thinspiration  ૮₍˶ •. • ⑅₎ა ♡ 

me in the back being jealous

Love hipbones the most, can’t wait until I can see mine as clearly as Bella’s

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Day 2

height

I’m 175cm or 5′9.

I used to hate my height because i was taller than everyone in my year when i was little, but now i really like it :) i also have a resting b!tchface so when i walk around in school people seem terrified of me and i love it!!! hehe

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Day 1

stats (05.07.’22)

Height: 175cm (5′9)

Starting weight: 71kg (156)

current weight: 65.5kg (144.4)

Goal 1: 65kg (143)

Goal 2: 60kg (132)

Goal 3: 55kg (121)

Ult goal: 50kg (110)

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27.06.’22

breakfast: 211

lunch: 241

snack: -

dinner: 310

burned: 165

tot: 597 kcal

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got on the scale at the doc & i finally broke out of being 135lbs.

ya’ll i’m 126lbs😭🥺

so since i’m an actual witch, this post is gonna be a plateau breaking spell ✨✨✨

like charge, reblogs cast to get over that plateau & start losing weight again!!!!!

stay safe everyone!!!!

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And again...

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#pr0 ana diary #pr0 ana only for myself #pr0 anamia #pro 4na #skinnnny #tw ana thoughts #pro 4ana #pro 4 me not 4 thee #model thin #thin

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Hey we’re close in age, I’m 17. Let’s be tumblr friends ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

Omg yeaa I would love to be friends ૮(˶˃ᆺ˂˶)

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I made it!!!

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Catabolic!

(｡･･｡) 36%

Working all day today so I have a good excuse for not eating

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05.06.'22

breakfast: 200 kcal crackers

lunch: 118.5 kcal

snack: -

dinner: 716 tuna melts

burned: 141 kcal

netto: 890.5

For whoever cares... I'm back

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24.04.’22

breakfast: 300 kcal crackers 

lunch: -

snack: 309 kcal sweet popcorn

dinner: 619 kcal rice and chicken with teriyakisaus and spring union

burned: 67 kcal walking 

netto: 1161 (max: 900)

went over my goal by 261 =( 

tomorrow will be better

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23.04.’22

breakfast: 300 kcal crackers

lunch: 295 kcal naanbread

snack: -

dinner: 392 kcal lasagne 

burned: 268 kcal walking

netto: 719 kcal (max: 900)

#anorexjk #anor3x1a #anonymous #thinsp0 #pr0 ana diary #pr0 ana only for myself #pr0 ana

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૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა

#thinspho #model thin #thin #thinspiration #thinsp0 #ed #tw eating things #skinny #thiinpso

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14.04.’22

breakfast: -

lunch: 329 kcal baguette with tunasalad

snack: 309 kcal sweet popcorn 

dinner: 350 kcal rice, peas and carrots, minced meat 

tot: 988 kcal 

burned: 335 kcal (walking)

netto: 653 kcal

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