onthe23rdiyearned

[onthe23rdiyearned]

I so desperately need Nezhas and Kitays relationship explained. I need to know how Kitay felt about him and vice versa. Because despite everything, they've known each other since childhood. Especially after this scene, it's stuck in my mind.

#the dragon republic #the poppy war #the poppy war spoilers #yin nezha #chen kitay #the burning god

[onthe23rdiyearned]

haunting the narrative all by yourself, handsome?

[onthe23rdiyearned]

Yin Nezha "She’s the only divine thing he’s ever believed in." Who literally has a GOD by his side.

#the poppy war #fang runin #the poppy war spoilers #yin nezha #the burning god #the dragon republic

[onthe23rdiyearned]

I DONT LIKE HIMMMMMM

I dont even like him (right?) Its been on and off for 2 years im confused

[onthe23rdiyearned]

What does it for me is the sheer fucking audacity to write these books.

#the poppy war #the dragon republic #the burning god #fang runin #yin nezha #the poppy war spoilers #chen kitay #rf kuang

[onthe23rdiyearned]

"Take what you want, it said. I'll hate you for it. But I'll love you forever. I can't help but love you.

Ruin me, ruin us, and I'll let you."

#the dragon republic #the poppy war #the poppy war spoilers #fang runin #chen kitay #rinkitay #the poppy war trilogy #poppy war #the burning god

[onthe23rdiyearned]

grief immobilzes you.

#girlblogging

[onthe23rdiyearned]

"If it means I have a traitorous heart then yes, I wish our Emperor had not summon you for duty, for he has ripped you from my arms.

The entirety of the eastern continent--no, the riches of this universe-- means nothing to me in your absence. I pray every day for the seas to bring your return.

Your butterfly"

#the poppy war #the dragon republic #the burning god #the poppy war spoilers #fang runin #chen kitay #yin nezha

[onthe23rdiyearned]

I picked up "The Burning God" at the book fair. Worst fucking mistake of my life. I should have stopped at "The Dragon Republic" while I had the chance.

#girlblogging #the poppy war #the dragon republic #fang runin #the poppy war spoilers #yin nezha #chen kitay #the burning god

[onthe23rdiyearned]

Miss 😔

#girlblogging #diary #C: me

[onthe23rdiyearned]

They have a pill for it. They have an industry. They make millions. Did you know people get rich off of sadness? I want to meet the milionaire of American sadness. I want to look him in the eye, shake his hand, and say, "It's been an honor to serve my country."

On Earth We're Brierly Gorgeous, Ocean Voung

#poets on tumblr #love poem #love poems #poem #poetry #ocean voung #on earth we're briefly gorgeous #girlblogging #just girly thoughts #im just a girl #girlhood #poems on tumblr #poetry on tumblr #gut wrenching #novel writing #grief poetry #spilled poetry

[onthe23rdiyearned]

three blankets, hot tea, heating pad and a gut-wrenching book. happy saturday

#girlblogging #just girly thoughts #tumblr girls #girlhood #sleeping beauty #girlrotting

[onthe23rdiyearned]

everytime i hang out with my guy friends i question why i interact with men

#girlblogging #just girly thoughts #girlhood #hell is a teenage girl

[onthe23rdiyearned]

EXACTLY

"Wife" by Mitski is Mariam's theme song.

I cannot bear you a son/but I will try/for if I am not yours, what am I?/I daydream I'd give one a name of my own/For I, even I, even I am alone

I said what I said.

[onthe23rdiyearned]

I think about the quote “and for one last time, Mariam did as she was told” at least 10 times a day

[onthe23rdiyearned]

Need a man who says " she is the noor of my eyes, and the sultan of my heart" when he looks at me.

Quote by Khaled Hosseini, a thousand splendid suns.

[onthe23rdiyearned]

silk scruchies actually work, wow

#just girly thoughts #girlblogging