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nxathyx · 3 months
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Fyodor
This is a mixture of crack, slightest angst and some light smut!!
I love Fyodor but I also love insulting him
Trigger warnings: suggestive themes, mentions of murder, swearing, insults, mentions of religion,he's lowkey toxic asf, Fyodor is a discord moderator and a roblox sugar daddy with lice😕😕
°I legitimately believe Fyodor wouldn't be able to love or find the mental capacity or motivation to care for anyone (unless he actually needs that person for their plan)
°that being said, we'll just pretend he does love and care for you, Kay? (stay delusional💋💋
°Fyodor never talks about his family because he has a bad relationship with them and he legitimately wouldn't enjoy hearing you rant about it neither
°honestly he has a pretty bad temper and can easily snap at you for the smallest mistakes
°afterwards he makes himself out to be a victim as he manipulates you 😋😋
°I feel like Fyodors ideal way of spending time with you would be just sitting in silence enjoying a book or just the both of you mind your own business
°he likes recommending you books and then hearing you talk and rant about them, talking what you enjoyed, what you didn't enjoy, ect. (especially if it's one of his favorite books that he wishes to re-read but can't due to his entire attention and time keeps going to his plan)
°I feel like Fyodor would be attracted to fur coats like idk why (NOT LIKE THE COAT ITSELF BUT YOU WEARING THE COAT YKYKYK???)
°Fyodors fangs are sharp because I said so???
°I don't know why but he gives me biter vibes
°like he just bites shit
°he hasn't washed his clothing for like 5 months
° he used to have a full skin care routine (more so like creams so his skin wouldn't dry and then crack) but he stopped due to the lack of time
°he cares a lot about his oral hygiene
°his lips are a pretty dark red or at least look really pigmented because his skin is incredibly pale
°he brushes his hair with a broken hair brush Nikolai got him from goodwill
°once he dyed his hair purple with a sharpie
°he scams kids
°he definitely had a YouTube channel when he was like 8 (that's his villain backstory btw)
°he's an average twt user
°he had extremely sensitive hearing but can now barely hear on his left ear
°he used to pray really often when he was a kid but after time he started backing away from that and does it on occasion
°he has really bad eye bags
°he can't walk up stairs without gasping for air
°once he tried looking for some guy he needed for something through tinder
°he doesn't enjoy vodka (he prefers wine imo)
°once he got into an argument with a polish citizen about WW2 (I'm polish therefore this is cannon now)
°he got banned on roblox after calling some girl a cunt
NSFW
°his body is skinny asf yet his abs are the slightest bit toned
°his nipples and tip are really rosy
°very good hygiene regarding his dick
°he prefers taking you from behind because his family used to shame sexual acts of desire
°very long fingers yet he doesn't know exactly how to use them
°he lights candles and actually tries to have a mood setup
°he's super into hair pulling
°loves getting sucked off
°doesn't do foreplay nor does he try to hard with aftercare
°always showers after sex to wash his "indecency" off
°he wouldn't mind getting his dick crushed by your heel
°he prefers receiving cause his anemic fragile body doesn't have energy for a lot
°pants a lot
°is a smooth talker yet he isn't much into degrading just prefers to stay silent
°interested in wax play and role play
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nxathyx · 4 months
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Help I love your work so much omg- it's literally my type of thing like a little bit of Crack but in a yk😁 way. Anyways are your requests open? If so, and if your comfortable hb giving bsd men (such as fyodor, dazai, at sushi etc whoever you can) the silent treatment for a day. It can be nsfw or just crack your wish. Love you bye!! ��˙⟡♡
Okay okay!!
Tw: nothing but the usual cursing, and mentions of sex and intimacy
Atsushi Nakajima
°why would you do that to him 🤨 🤨
°personally I headcannon that Atsushi has stopped dwelling as much on his emotions (around the s3 timeline due to Akutagawas words)
°that being said I doubt he'd cry but it's quite obvious he's upset or just confused why you're giving him silent treatment
°overthinks a lot
°bro is almost fucking harassing you cause he's desperate to know what he did wrong 😃😃
°definitely goes to Dazai or Kyouka for advice
°can't focus that much on work and ends up getting scolded by Kunikida
°you better fucking apologise.
°definitely no like sexual "punishment" cause he genuinely thinks it's morally wrong to punish someone through sex and it should be an act of love and affection or some shit like that (same though)
°he'd definitely be confused and might be afraid to fuck up for like the next 3 months so he needs a bit of reassurance after that
Dazai Osamu
°he knows but will play oblivious and just stick to you like a literal fucking magnet
°he will just annoy you till he gets what he wants (which is for you to snap and break the treatment)
°makes a sexual joke or few but doesn't mean them
°finds it entertaining when you try not to snap at him
°however he would probably prefer to sit down and just question why the fuck you were acting like that
°definitely suggested a lot of intimacy as a form of making up for it but it's fully up to you whether you want to or not
Akutagawa Ryuunoske
°he cried cause he's a little bitch (/j)
°gives you the silent treatment for twice as long cause he's a dick (fails after 5 hours and starts complaining about everything)
°I CAN'T BE THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS OF HIM AS SOMEONE WHO COMPLAINS 24/7 WHEN HE GET COMFORTABLE
°deffo calls you pathetic and then literally nags you for like 10 minutes and then goes back to doing his work (he legitimately doesn't know what to do in his spare time now
°he sleeps on the couch that night (or throws you out on the couch)
Chuuya Nakahara
°just leaves you to it and patiently waits till you have calmed down and then you two sit down and decide on a mutual agreement
°(he's starting to doubt himself but will just keep it to himself until it's "the right time to talk about feelings")
Fyodor Dostoevsky
°I'm sorry but he doesn't give a fuck
°"ah yes this is all according to plan😈😈" (he didn't plan shit)
°give him silent treatment till he treats his lice💋💋
°he will just sit in his discord moderator cave being a sugar daddy on roblox or something I don't fucking know
°after a while he'll legitimately get annoyed why you're acting like this "what did did I do wrong, baby girl ☹️👿😕😕
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nxathyx · 5 months
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howdy! How do you think of Fukuzawa Yukichi's ideal type?
Old. (/j)
So honestly I know nothing about his character becasue I just legitimately don't really give a fuck about him but I wrote this based on what I know!!
-Fukuzawa would like someone who's calm, understanding and respectful
-however he wouldn't mind a more chaotic person neither
-I feel like he's a very "go with the flow" type of guy
-someone who's mature (and his age not that creepy ass childish shit)
-someone who tends to be very reasonable and supportive as well as is willing to give a second chance but with their own boundaries set
-someone with self respect
-a person who is just in general easy to love yet may be hard to understand at times (he finds the mysterious nature alluring)
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nxathyx · 5 months
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Chuya with a flirty s/o? 😃
I ddidn't write it as necessarily flirty but more so as s/o being that one person who jus rizzes everyone up so I hope you enjoy (????)
Slightly suggestive jokes and comments on my part, cursing (reader has my sense of humour I'm so sorry)
°he's so tired of your shit— (he loves it)
°he's never listening to any request you say like "could you look over there for a second?" BECASUE HE KNOWS
°anyway once you played "whistle baby" and then looked at Chuuya, at his crotch and then said "I can whistle your baby"
°he stood up and left.
°he's legitimately scared of you meeting Dazai because what if you start rizzing up Dazai instead of him☹️☹️
°he blocked you on tik tok and Instagram because he hates the reels and tik toks you used to sent him (he still isn't escaping the and he secretly loves them) (not the weird alpha x bts ones though or the weird Wednesday addams ones)
°he actually loves how you act though because it makes him feel appreciated, however once you called him "pookie bear" to which Tachihara and Akutagawa looked at you two like you were fucking insane and he had to explain it (you're like beasties with Tachihara now🙄🤚
°once he tried to do it back but gave up mid way through and just picked you up and carried you two the bedroom where you (consensually and not too harshly) got your insides literally flipped upside down
°once you had rizzed him up infront of Dazai and he legit wanted to bury himself underground
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nxathyx · 5 months
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love LOVE your hc<33 what are your thoughts in Chuuya's type? Like what woman would he fall for/be attracted to? :]
"Oh..? My type"
What would be Chuuyas type?
Thick thighs save lives. (he lives by that quote)
°anyways let's start personality wise
-Chuuya would definitely be attracted to someone who is loyal and trusts him
-Chuuya values honesty so definitely someone honest
-a woman who is strong and independent yet isn't afraid to ask him for help if she needs it
-I think Chuuya would like someone who doesn't just take his short temper, someone who will actually stand their ground and won't be easily scared off
°look wise
-someone who knows how to take care of themselves
-Chuuya loves thighs and I just know it (it's just bonus points if you let him lay his head in between them
-someone who knows how to dress in their own aesthetic and won't take shit from others
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nxathyx · 5 months
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hello :) could I request some headcanons about bsd men (I'd love Chuuya, Dazai and Tecchou, add others if you like) with an s/o who has an eating disorder? I really enjoy your writing so I think it could definitely help me with my current situation of relapsing into my old patterns again
Thx and have a great day, stay safe <3
I forgot tumblr existed and have been far too busy with school so I apologise for the very much prolonged and long awaited upload(?) and I hope you are doing better and if not I hope it will ease for you soon enough
(I will be writing this based on my personal experiences with disordered eating)
Trigger warning: (mentions of) eating disorders, mentions of weight, purging, relapsing, skipping meals, binge eating, pills (laxavite), unhealthy hair loss, reader somewhat romanticising being extremely skinny, unrealistic body standards, Dazai low key being toxic (I wrote more of a PM!Dazai type personality on complete accident) Let me know if I missed anything <3
Chuuya
°I'm pretty sure it's cannon that Chuuya himself is insecure about his weight, so if you strive for weight loss and suffer from things such as anorexia or just in general struggles with that he may or may not relate even just a slight bit
°he doesn't pressure you to eat at all, and if you don't feel comfortable eating in front of others he will knock everyone out if he must and then proceed to leave, but would probably check up on you every few minutes
°definitely notices small changes in your body and is always rather casual in pointing them out
°he'd definitely split his meals with you, because he doesn't want you to feel forced to eat a full meal nor anything
°literally never complains about how your hair falls out, if you clog the sink due to it he'll just clean it all out without ever mentioning it cause he wouldn't want you to feel bad with it
°if you're a person with a uterus he'll straight up praise you whenever you actually get your period becasue he knows that probably means you have eaten at least a slight bit more the past week and he's just proud of you for that
°doesn't mind holding your hair when throwing up and will just rub your back and try to soothe you as much as possible
°compliments you literally everyday and is able to just have you look in the mirror for hours and say why he loves each part of you and why he wouldn't want it any other way
°talks shit about modern day beauty standards
°personally I am a firm believer that Chuuya wouldn't be afraid to drop to his knees and literally worship you. He has no shame when it comes to that. He finds you attractive and wants you to know that
°Nakahara absolutely loves chubby thighs (he literally wouldn't mind dying between them)
°if you suffer from Binge eating I feel like he'd have a bit more difficulty with helping as it seems to be more of a taboo topic, therefore he wouldn't be sure how to help as much but he still tries
°would never get mad at you for relapsing
°however I do believe he'd be against any sort of diet pills or something that may cause more harm than is already caused, therefore if he found a bottle of laxatives or some other 'medication' like that he'd tell you that it's unhealthy before throwing half of the pills away to try to minimise your usage of them
You and Chuuya were currently in bed, as you had apologised once more for relapsing, afraid you'd have disappointed him. You've made such good progress, you didn't get why you relapsed, it was painful. The way his expression immediately faltered when you had told him about it, but he didn't yell, not at all. He didn't even seem disappointed, just hugged you, as his fingers run every curve of your body, whispering sweet words and "it's okay, you can't recover without relapsing" as he was trying to reassure you as much as possible
Dazai
°he'd relate to the under eating subject (he's broke and depressed)
°Osamu is a smart man and he'd have absolutely no difficulties with seeing through your lies of saying you have eaten earlier or going to sleep right before eating to skip the meal, but he played oblivious to that as he didn't speak of it, just waited till you felt comfortable enough to talk about it with him
°as much as Id wish to provide comfort, Dazai is a cruel man, and doesn't fuck around with things and typically chooses the quickest and easiest route if possible so I believe he'd just give you some phone numbers to psychologists or therapists so they can deal with it professionally
°however he would still comfort you after relapsing, however I doubt he'd ever praise small improvements, to him an improvement would be if you had fully healed, or could fully 100% hide with what you're dealing with
°however he would straight up go up to someone and insult the fuck out of them if they mention anything about your body
°he'd try his best to prove he has in fact changed but he can barely take care of himself let alone someone else..
Tecchou
°I feel like he'd be the most oblivious out of the three due to how most of the time he's out training to be a good henchmen to The hunting dogs
°you'd probably have to tell him because it'd take a bit of time for him to notice
°he was confused but really sympathetic, asked what exactly you struggled with and tried his hardest to help around those
°probably offers you his weird ass food combinations
°this man is the king of cuddling so he's doing that whenever he can feel somethings off
°attempts to just cuddle you for as long as possible after you eat to hopefully take your mind of it so you don't feel as guilty
°takes as many days off work as possible when he notices its getting bad again
°Tecchou is a big thigh lover just like Chuuya and isn't ashamed to express it
°I feel like Tecchou legit just grabs any skin he can that has even a small bit of thigh on it and bites on it or just smiles (like he smiled at Kenji in that one manga panel) and says compliments under his breath because he doesn't even realise he's speaking (he's convinced it's his thoughts)
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nxathyx · 8 months
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imagine Chuuya calling you "my wine" cause he's addicted to wine, so he's basically saying that he's addicted to you
like you're just laying in bed doing something on your phone or reading or painting or whatever you like doing and Chuuya comes in through the doorway, his hands on the doorframe (if he reaches there idfk) and speaks in that gorgeous sexy ass voice of his that just brings you butterflies
"my wine, I'll be going to the store. You want to come along? Or do you need anything?"
This is my favourite thing ever now, also I have been dead on tumblr for like 2 weeks I'll start writing soon (hopefully)
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nxathyx · 8 months
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Can I request Dazai and Ranpo with a black cat type of s/o? (both of them separately)
thank you!
Hi hello!! Yes of course you may :D
I hope this is to your liking
Gn!Reader x Dazai Osamu, Gn!Reader x Ranpo Edogawa
Dazai Osamu
°this man is so attracted to you
°like holy shit it's almost embarrassing for him
°if you dress up in the style like that he won't hesitate to get down on his knees for you
°giving very much golden retriever boyfriend and his black cat partner
°opposites attract what else can I say
°I mean that's the initial thought but then you realise how fucked up he is himself and how closed of and quiet he can be and it's just like.. 😃
°gives you all the cuddles and kisses you need
°every morning it's a literal war for you two to get out of bed
°he thinks your adorable (even though you might be more intimadeting for others
°definetly made a joke like "thank fuck your like a black cat, not a black dog"
Ranpo Edogawa
°you remind him of Poe a lot
°this fucker i clingy one second then the next he won't give a fuck
°he's low-key like a cat himself, wanting a lot of attention but pretending he doesn't want it but tries to have you acknowledge him at all times
°most times y'all just sit quietly with your legs touching slightly or whilst holding hands
°this fucker definetly Falls asleep on your lap a lot
°idk just the vibe he gives
°quite literally doesn't care about your style and has probably called you emo at least once or compared you to Poe
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nxathyx · 8 months
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"oh, that's my cousin"
Gn! Reader x Dazai Osamu, Gn! Reader x Chuuya Nakahara, Gn! Reader x Fyodor Dostoyevski, Gn! Reader x Nikolai Gogol, Gn! Reader x Sigma I legit should've stopped writing this after Chuuya and Dazai💀
Hi hello so I thought it'd be fun to write about a reader who has a really good friendship with their cousin (cause I have to good relationship with my one and I like throwing insults around)
So um here's a few examples of how readers relationship with their cousin looks (through texts, yes these are all my chats with my cousin on messenger)
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something like this :)
C/n - cousin name
Tws: swearing, insulting, family dramas😻😻 my lack of motivation and my terrible sense of humour (I feel bad for you if you end up enjoying this one..)
Dazai Osamu
°Bro he lives for your and your cousins energy like holy fuck
°if he ever meets your cousin he'd definetly get along with them like oml
°loves reading your banters or listening to it
°if y'all beat each other up he'll purposefully cheer her on and not you (rude ass bitch)
° once you were texting your cousin like "bestie, I think he's a green flag"
"bitch that is redder than the colour red itself what are you on💀💀"
°has definetly texted your cousin before
°they're great friends, but at first your cousin was really skeptical
°if you, your cousin and Dazai were to work at the agency
° rip Kunikida holy shit
° THE FAMILY DRAMA YOU TELL HIM
°he's in heaven (probably hell but yk)
° put your cousin on speaker when you'll gossiping and he's sat there with his wine just like 🤭😮😃
Anyways let's move onto how he found out about this bond of yours
You informed your boyfriend you were going to go take a bath, walking into the bathroom with a fresh pijama, your undergarments and a towel. You took your time in the bath just relaxing, cleaning your body, washing your hair, maybe doing a little spa day for yourself. Whatever it is you were doing, however while you were having the time of your life, Dazai was reading a book, until he got rudely interrupted by your phone ringing.. "failed abortion" (or whatever you have your cousins name written down as) 'what the fuck..' he didn't pick up, just ignored it before texts kept popping up "BESTIE PICK THE FUCK UP YOU STUPID FUCKING BITCH DONT DO THIS TO ME RIGHT NOW YOU WHORE" huh... 'well that's not too pleasant' he thought in a sarcastic mindset, giggling slightly as the messages kept flooding your phone. Soon enough Dazai had the fantastic idea of texting back "ayo y/ns bathing right now" "idgaf tell that cunt to hurry her ass up cause i got some tea" he chuckled slightly, being quite curious what was so urgent, before knocking on the bathroom door.
"hey, dear. Someone called failed abortion keeps calling and texting you" although you couldn't see his face you just knew he had that stupid grin on his face, however given your curious nature, you cut your shower short.
Shortly after you were in your pyjamas, laying in bed with your back against the pillows as Dazai layed his face on your stomach, as his eyes were looking up at you with what almost seemed like a gleam, it was undeniable how much he loved you and how attracted to you he was, his fingers were gently running shapes and letters on your clothed skin, as you were typing profusely whilst giggling.
"hm? What's so funny?"
"just some family drama, nothing really important"
"so this failed abortion is a family member?"
You zoned out slightly whilst texting, before replying a few seconds later.
"yeah, sorry I zoned out"
"and who might this be, Donna?"
"That's my cousin"
He chuckled slightly before nodding a bit and sighing contently as he tried to bury his face into you tummy even more.
"you have quite the interesting dynamic with them"
"yeah, I guess so"
"im glad you keep in contact with at least someone in your family" he said with a light smile, before closing his eyes and just enjoying your giggles and the way your fingers and nails were hitting against the phone screen, already predicting how butchered the English is by your fast typing smiling a bit more at the times he just saw you communicating through texts with "ZDUHEZJHENHZ" "whst?" and other words that were completely written incorrectly.
Chuuya Nakahara
° Bro is confused
° if your cousins contact name is "failed abortion" or "mistake" or just something similar he legit thought you had a child for a second
"so uh.. Honey? Mind explaining when you had a failed abortion?"
°once he finds out its just your cousin he'd feel stupid (comfort him besties pls he needs it)
°he's so fucking tired and then out of nowhere this random ass bitch is calling you, spamming you with voice messages, photos, videos and piling up missed video calls and voice calls like bros about to destroy that fucking phone
°legit thought you were getting sent actual threats by how many insults he saw
°this fucker tried so hard to impress your cousin so they'll like him (he really wants your family to be fond of him)
°and then he just listens to you two gossiping being like 😰
"The fuck is wrong with this family😭😭"
°man's started stealing the Insults from you and your cousin
°if they get close and your cousin is younger y'all end up being like parents
"mama i papa" (idfk how that tiktok sound went)
°if you're also protective of your cousin he finds that so admirable and attractive like holy shit "hey mamas😍😍" (kms)
First meeting went interestingly.
You were sat next to Chuuya, and your cousin was sat on the opposite side of the table, at first it was awkward, no one really wanted to speak, until you started telling Chuuya something that your aunt used to do, when you and your cousin were younger, earning an appropriate reaction from him to the information you just shared, and that soon developed into you and your cousin just talking shit about your entire family to him (especially their younger sibling or your other cousin)
(Bro was flabbergasted)
"she actually used to do that..?"
Earning a small nod from you and your cousin as well as a few giggles that were muffled by your hands covering your mouths
Whenever you and your cousin were just calling each other the most gut wrenching names he was so confused, slightly amazed, intrigued and worried as hell, but more than anything he was glad you had such a close bond with someone that you two could've just insulted the fuck out of each other without getting mad or petty about it
Fyodor Dostoyevski
°Bro is just like "okay..? That's.. Yeah okay"
°like he doesn't know what to say
°takes inspo from the Insults and threats
°he legit just doesn't give a shit I'm gonna be honest
°"so just another weirdo? Alright"
°if he ever meets your cousin. tell him to wash that damn lice nest.
°please scrub his hair clean (make the shampoo go in his eyes)
°make him use deoderant for once in his fucking life
I want to write how the meeting will go but I doubt he'd go out and meet them, like I'm sorry
Nikolai Gogol
°this man is so entertained
°he acts almost identical to Dazai
°"put them on speaker I want to hear!!"
°he'd get along so well with them probably like holy shit
°y'all once just started taking about alphas (it turned into war)
°the Insults you two send are like a bed time story to him. Tell him all about the drama, speak your truth bestie
Yeah so like.. The meeting was entertaining, insults getting thrown back and forth by the three of you, some beverages and snacks and you just sat there for literal hours (can you tell I'm out of ideas and motivation?)
Sigma
°he is concerned
°you know how when he was with Fyodor, Nikolai and Dazai and he said "im the only normal one" or something similar
°THAT'S HOW HE FEELS RIGHT NOW
°like he's Fr just listening to you two talk about the family trauma while giggling and he's like "that ain't normal😶😶
°IF HE GETS ANXIOUS HOLD HIS HAND THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE THING I'M BEGGING YOU
°he finds your interactions interesting and definitely takes note of how you two speak to each other
°he never had a family of his own so he starts seeing your cousin as one as they became friends
°either that or your cousin is like your guys' child
°if y'all ever gossip in the casino he's kind of scared you'll scare the customers off
°definetly just sits and cuddles you while you're talking shit with them
°OKAY IDK WHY BUT A GROUP WHERE IT'S YOU, SIGMA, NIKOLAI AND YOUR COUSIN. PURE FUCKING CHAOS
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nxathyx · 8 months
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Hiiiii! Could I request when tecchou’s s/o’s love language is worrying to mucho for him?
I legit forgot an inbox exists sorry for being late <33
Gn!reader x Tecchou Suehiro
Tw: cursing, mentions of reader pulling all nighters, other than that it's just fluff
°he'd definitely be a bit confused why you're so worried
"tecchou, im worried about you, you've been away from home a lot more"
"im the strongest hunting dog you needn't worry🙂
°if you cook for him because you're worried about him not eating enough he appreciates it so fucking much like oh my lord
° would definitely be worried if you stay up late at night and wait for him to get back from work
° would hug you and apologise for being away and worrying you too much
° whenever he's away he texts you every single day or calls you just to tell you he's indeed alright
° would get worried about you worrying about him too much
° 100% tries to reassure you on a daily basis that he is okay, however he'd be lying if he said he didn't appreciate how much you worry about him
° would definitely allow you to bandage his wounds if it makes you feel better
° at first he tried just not telling you how badly he was injured during a mission but after some time he realised it caused you to worry even more so now he's open about it with you, showing you the scars and trying to reassure you that he's fine and has a high durability
° okay if you're also a hunting dog I just imagine everyone looking at you two like "🤨😐🙁😒
"you could've gotten hurt, you idiot. Do you not realise how worried about you I was?"
"im sorry, my love. But I'm here with you now, aren't i? I'm alright, not even a single injury"
"can you two like.. Stfu??"
You and Tecchou have been dating for quite a bit now. He's a hunting dog causing him to be away from home more often than not, which leaves you worried and stressed about his health, both mental and physical.
The clock was about to trike 1 am as you were sat on the couch, drinking a cup of coffee, wearing one of Tecchou's basic white t-shirts as you enjoyed the taste of the bitter liquid running down your throat. You didn't know when Tecchou would come home, and that thought worried you even more as you're leg started bouncing up and down slightly in anxiety as you continued to await your lovers arrival. You looked back at the clock.. 1.34 am. And he's still not back, by this point you finished your cup of coffee as you stood up from the sofa to go and rinse the cup out, deciding you'll just leave it in the sink and wash it in the morning, as you were leaving the kitchen you heard the front door getting opened with the house key, happily and excitedly you walked over to the door, basically throwing yourself at Tecchou as soon as he closed the door behind himself.
"hm.. Why aren't you in bed yet? I think I told you to not wait for me all night long again" he said a bit quietly, he seemed tired as his arms wrapped around your waist, his palms resting on your lower back
"i know, I'm sorry. I just couldn't help but worry about when you'd get back" you replied looking at him before frowning slightly. "you look exhausted.. C'mon let's go to bed" you said as you grabbed Tecchou's fingers, leading him up the stairs into your shared bedroom, taking his hat and cape off of him, placing it on a random chair
Tecchou just smiled a little and complied before taking some clean pijamas and going to the bathroom to change into them, coming back a bit later to see you already sat in your bed, just waiting for him to accompany you. He layed down beside you, placing his head on you stomach, as one of his hands went to your hip, he sighed contently as he felt your hand go into his hair and playing with the brown locks, making him close his eyes.
"you worry me too much.."
"i know.. I'm sorry dear" there was peaceful silence for a bit before he spoke quietly "I love you" he said taking your other hand in his, bringing it closer to his mouth as he placed delicate, Angel like kisses on the back of your hand, fingers, and knuckles.
"i love you too"
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nxathyx · 9 months
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Hi, could I request dazai with a reader (fem or gn if u can) who has schyzotipal personally disorder.ive been struggling a lot recently and I'd rlly like some comfort. Sorry and have a nice day/night!!
Hi hello, thank you very much i had a lovely day as of right now (bsd Wednesdays) also I really like your profile picture. It's so pretty <333
So before I start I'd like to inform that I'm terribly sorry if I depict this personality disorder in the wrong way. But I hope you can still find some joy in this. Take care
Tws: its all fluff I think, cursing (like always), my terrible sense of humour in one part (slight manga spoilers)
° personally I think that Dazai would be interested in your mannerisms that may seem odd to most
° like he'll just have a field day analysing your reactions, the way you speak, react, your hand movements, ect.
° okay if anyone says anything even remotely deregatory towards you their getting punched (or almost drowning like Fedya and Chuuya)
° if he thinks you're confused by something someone said, he'll take his time to explain it to you
° definetly enjoys hugging you from behind just to see your reactions
° mf once picked you up and you just kind of looked at him like °-° and he legit found it adorable
° I feel like if you ever just look at him blankly he'd think your as brain dead as a goldfish (literally everyone no matter gender, race, personality disorder, doesn't matter)
° I feel like he'd give you one quick and short kiss and then just look at your face for a solid bit before leaving feather like Angel kisses all over your pretty face
° this fucker cups your cheeks and makes you look at him as if he's about to say something really important but then he doesn't say anything and just admires the way you react
° if you flinch more easily at first he'd be extremely concerned and would be way more careful around you (once Chuuya yelled like he always does and Dazai ended up punching him before carefully explaining to be more careful around you)
° very interested to hear about your past
° like he just finds it intriguing, do you act like this because of the post-trauma event or what
°expect to get pushed out of your comfort zone
° at home he gives you all the space you need
° I feel like he'd see his younger self in you often
° tries to be a bit less energetic around you to not startle you or something
° he can definitely read your emotion really well although you just have a stoic expression and seem almost emotionless (Google described it like that however I feel like that's a bit dehumanising so I apologise)
Alright so, I'm incredibly sorry if this post is insulting or if I described this mental illness in the completely different light as that wasn't my intention, I will delete this post if it makes anybody feel bad/insulted/judged/uncomfortable about their mental health
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nxathyx · 9 months
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I WANT TO DO SOMETHING FOR 100 FOLLOWERS BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT SO UH THANK YOU EVERYONE I DONT FUCKING KNOW IM SORRY IM TERRIBLE AT THESE KINDS OF THINGS
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nxathyx · 9 months
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"That's my lap..."
Gn!reader x Dazai Osamu, Gn!Reader x Ranpo Edogawa, Gn!Reader x Chuuya Nakahara, Gn! Reader x Akutagawa Ryuunoske, Gn!reader x Nikolai Gogol, Gn! Reader x Fyodor Dostoyevski, Gn! Reader x Sigma
So i just remembered that audio that was like
"hey, is that seat taken?"
"That's my lap.."
"i know what I said"
And i thought it'd be fun to write something similar so basically reader sitting on the bsd boys lap
Tw: slight suggestive themes (like hair pulling, grinding, marks/bites/brusinig, straddling if you want to count that, spanking), sitting on ones lap, ooc, cursing, slander (im slandering Fyodor once more), bad grammer
Dazai Osamu
° would definetly grab your hips and push you down on his lap
° I feel like he prefers when you're back is towards him so you can rest the back of your head against his chest while he just reads, does something on his phone or just stroke your hair
° definetly just does it as a pass time
° definetly Held your waist and made you grind against his thigh or just generally against him
° I feel like he enjoys having you on his lap in the agency, just to tease you and to anger Kunikida
°I feel like he'd massage your shoulders and leave feather like kisses on the back of your neck
Ranpo Edogawa
° I don't know why but I think he prefers sitting on your lap
° but if you do end up on his lap you two would just be quietly enjoying each others company eating some snacks and engaging in conversation from time to time
° definetly places his hands on your tummy and just plays with the skin (that sounds weird asf)
Chuuya Nakahara
° okay either likes having you on his lap sideways or you straddling him
° It depends where and what his mood is
° if you have a more childish and or silly personality would definetly use his ability to kind of make you jump up and down, and when I say up I mean like 30cm off his lap up
° would probably try to get a bit frisky
° once he let you sit on his lap while you did his eyeliner (he loved it)
° I feel like he'd know how to braid hair so would definitely do that (if your hair is long enough for that)
° I have no clue why but I feel like he'd pull your hair and then say some kinky shit in your ear😧
° you're probably leaving with a bruised and bitten neck
° if you have fishnet tights on he's definitely fondling with the plush of your thighs (slap his hand away if you don't want those to be torn [he will buy you new ones though])
°probably has a hand on your neck/throat
° if you wear chockers especially leather ones he's pulling on it just to kiss you
Akutagawa Ryuunoske
° how the fuck did you manage to even do that
° mf definetly uses rashoumon to keep you in place if you try to get up
° I legit don't know what else to say rather than what the fuck
° I think Akutagawas very kinky in private so expect a lot of lewd comments, maybe even spanking (this is so ooc right now💀
Nikolai Gogol
° mf once straight up kidnapped you with his ability just to have you sit on his lap
° likes having you kind of bounce on his lap (my grandma used to do that and it's kind of like you're pretending you're riding a horse while making sounds of the hooves clicking against the floor with your mouth. Eastern Europeans will probably understand)
° would show you card tricks
° I don't know why but I feel like he'd just randomly draw on the back of your neck (maybe sometimes with his mouth—)
° definetly drew a dick once and thought he was hilarious😭😭
° he grips your thighs from behind (I think he'd have really long and well kept nails so expect crescent moons on them)
Fyodor Dostoyevski
° personally I wouldn't go for that 😁
° don't touch his hair, you'll get 8 unknown diseases or something (I love hating on him so much)
° his body is really cold so use it to cool yourself off on a nice sunny day
° okay i don't know why but if you like a top or dress or corset or anything that needs to be tied on the back he'd sit you on his lap and zip it or tie it for you
° this man has such a hard grip on your hips, like you're leaving with bruises
Sigma
° I feel like he'd prefer to sit in your lap
° either that or just let you cuddle up to him while he's working or something
° will have one hand on your lower back
° if you ever strattled him he'll be so confused and embarrassed
° like don't do this to him he has to focus on the casino not the way you feel on him
°(he definitely gets turned on real fast)
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nxathyx · 9 months
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hellooo, I'm just going to ask your opinion about what kind of woman do you think Dazai would fall for? Thank youu 😁
Okay, okay I've actually been thinking about this quite a bit
°so personally I think he'd like someone thats independent but also trusts him a lot.
°Probably someone with a similar personality to him honestly, also I think someone who's very humorous and sarcastic.
°Definitely someone strong willed and knows what they want from life (it inspires him to keep going)
°100% someone who doesn't mind his antics to an extreme and won't nag him too much about it.
°Someone who isn't necessarily judgemental. I just know this man loves gossip so like yk.. 👀
°Either that or someone who's completely lost in life, like they have no clue what to do with themselves and are vulnerable
°it makes him feel like he can protect you and be your safe space <3
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nxathyx · 9 months
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slandering bsd characters because I'm bored
spoilers ahead!!
°OKAY I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT AKUTAGAWA AND FYODOR KINDA LOOK LIKE MUPPETS..
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LIKE WHAT IS THAT DONKEY ASS LOOKING SMILE
°nah cause bones did Akutagawa so fucking dirty on episode 4 (or 3 can't remember)
°like Bro Was supposed to be like :) BUT HE WAS 😀
°ngl it didn't even look like a smile
°OKAY WHY DOES RASHOUMON LOOK BETTER THAN AKUTAGAWA IN THE ANIME? OR AM I JUST DOWN BAD FOR A BUNCH OF BLACK DUCTAPE STRIPS FROMING INTO A PERSON
°everyone was like "oml Chuuya😻😻" in that helicopter scene while I was confused why the fuck was he standing like that, like bestie what was that stance 😭😭
°THEY MADE LUCY LOOK SO FUCKING UGLY IN THE ANIME COMPARED TO THE MANGA..
°I hate it
°anyways time for Sigma cause I'm about to have a field day shit talking his hair
°Y'ALL SEE THAT ZIG ZAG LOOKING SHIT ON HIS MIDDLE PART..
Bitch went \/\/\/\
°IN THE MANGA HIS HAIR LOOKS SILKY SMOOTH WHILE I THE ANIME IT LOOKS LIKE ITD STRAIGHT UP CUT YOUR FINGER
°Fyodor Was using Google translate while making him
°Bro tried learning on duolingo 💀💀
°fukuchi is so ugly, like I mentally gag when I see him on the screen
°okay real talk though, I don't really care for Fukuzawa
°like I just don't give a fuck about him
°NAH CAUSE THEY MAKE JOUNO LOOK LIKE HE ABOUT TO S@ SOMEONE WITH THAT DAMN SMILE
°can we talk about how fucking similar Fyodor looks to Mori, like first time I watched bsd I thought they were the same person
°nah fuck the fish eye angle let's discuss Dazais face when it looks like his eyes are about to pop out of his eye sockets💀💀
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nxathyx · 9 months
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nicknames
Pet names I think bungo stray dogs characters would use for their s/o
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Armed Detective Agency
Atsushi Nakajima
°I feel like he'd usually just call you by your name or a nickname
°like if your name is Natalie or Nathaniel definitely would call you Nat or Nath (this is just an example)
°also something simple like "Angel"
°he says you're like a guardian angel and keep him stable
Dazai Osamu
°probably belladona or shorter versions of that like Bella or Dona
°would definitely call you cringe pet names just to laugh about it with you like "hey pookie bear😍😍" (I hate myself)
°maybe an occasional darl or baby
°I feel like he'd call you doll as well (he stole it from Chuuya)
°pretty girl/boy I don't know why
°I don't know I feel like he uses pet names as satire and prefers using your actual name or your nickname
Kunikida Doppo
°this man does not use pet names, like I can't imagine him saying anything
°maybe dear, I don't know what else though
Ranpo Edogawa
°I also don't think he's into pet names
°I don't know like he'd be too lazy to make something up for you
°also just sticks to your name/nickname/Diminutive
°the same as Atsushi except he'd also use "Nathy" (just a random name example)
Tanizaki Junichirou
°BRO HE GIVES ME DISCORD KITTEN VIBES AND I DON'T KNOW WHY...
° "hey kitten😻😻, get on bed wars you're making Daddy angy👿👿
°also uses your name the most probably
°an occasional "lovely"
Yosano Akiko
°probably "love" or a simple "hun"
°either that or your name/nickname
°probably randomly comes up and is like "hey gorgeous/handsome"
Edgar Allan Poe
(putting him here cause I don't know over half of the guild and won't write for them he's also basically an agency member at this point)
°probably darling, dear, sweetheart
°idk he just gives of the vibe
°but I think he'd also prefer just your regular name
Port Mafia
Chuuya Nakahara
°darling
°dear
°baby
°doll
°I don't know why but he'd use Spanish nicknames, like mi amor, mi vida, cariño, mi cielo, mi corazón
°maybe princess/prince
°pretty boy/pretty girl (especially if you're trans and have really bad dysphoria)
°also really like using your name, just plain and simple
°lovely
°my love
°maybe dove
°wifey/hubby
°definetly called you a bitch before
Akutagawa Ryuunoske
°he thinks it's cringe
°once he called you dear and amor (he learnt it from Chuuya)
°just sticks to your full name
Tachihara Michizo
°he gives me "babe" or "bae" vibes and I don't like it 😭
°definetly a "sweetheart" guy
°probably princess/prince as well
Gin Akutagawa
°probably "sweetie"
°other than that I doubt they'd use anything
Higuchi Ichigo
°honey
°your name
°darling
°honey
Koyou Ozaki
°darling/darl
°dear
°honey
°sweetie
*sweetheart
Decay of Angels
Fyodor Dostoyevski
°malyshka
°dear
°doll
°my only one
°he uses those very rarely though and prefers to use your name
Nikolai Gogol
°he calls you something silly
°"hey my gorgeous tampon wrapper"
°like huh😧😧
°uses dove as well
°my free space in bingo 😻😻
°I don't fucking know Bro😭😭
°he probably called you his discord kitten once as a joke In front of Fyodor and Sigma (they're scarred now)
°also the same as ranpo just your name/nickname/Diminutive (prefers nicknames and diminutives)
Sigma
°my love
°darling
°angel
°sweetheart
°just your full name as well
°definetly called you a saint before
Bram Stoker
°I don't think he'd use nicknames
°I don't know Bro is a vampire
°my little vamp vamp🤭🤭
Hunting Dogs
Tetchou Suehiro
°angel
°dear
°sweetie
°he'd definitely call you hubby/wifey
Jouno Saigiku
°bastard
°idiot
°dumbass
°(how romantic)
°I think he'd rather just use your name honestly aquífy
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nxathyx · 9 months
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Rules for requesting
Hello :D
So I'd like to say I'm okay with practically anything, just to clear that up. I can write NSFW
I mostly write for bungo stray dogs cause its like my biggest hyperfixation right now
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Trigger topics im okay with writing about
-eating disorders
-self harming
-suicide attempts/temptations
-body dysphoria
-gender envy
-transgender/nonibinary reader
-all types of differents mental health issues
When it comes to NSFW I won't write about
-pet play
-squirting
-any unhygienic kinks
-weird fetishes
-pedophilia
-incest
-step-siblings
-animalistic things like heat (maybe for Atsushi)
-basically anything dehumanising
-big age gaps
-daddy/mommy
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