nixxie9

[nixxie9]

I found another show on YouTube called SECRET EATERS YouTube must know I have ed and is giving me stuff to watch that will keep me entertained while not eating aslo these shows make me not want to eat lol then shows me an ad for better help like come on do you want me disordered or to get help

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[nixxie9]

OK guys I just found a new show to watch well new to me it's called fit to fat to fit I found it on YouTube you guys have to watch it

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[nixxie9]

Tumbler is dead anyone know any other apps to go on for ed ana support community and yeah

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[nixxie9]

Ugh I binged I don't even know how many calories I ate 2 meals today and so many snacks definitely has to be a 2000 or more cal day good thing I burned 900 calories working out but now I feel it was a waste I feel gross hears what I ate

4 home made rice paper rolls

Eeach had 2 shirmp and 2 peaces of chicken with Spinach green onion and sprouts

2 fiber one brownies

Less than an handful of oats

I think 6 peaces of Russell chocolate

A small Carmel frap with Almond milk

Chocolate crossaunt

Half a chocolate cake pop

And half a homemade tuna sandwich

It had mayo Mustard relish boiled egg with romaine Lettuce on whole grain bread of course didn't use whole mixture

It's been a long time since I've binge this bad. Is it the 900 cal burn workouts? Should I stop that, or maybe it's just because things have been a little stressful lately? idk, but either way, I've got to try and fast as long as possible and I'm making soup tomorrow cuz my sons throat has been hurting so it's a good time to start a fast cuz there will be broth in my house for the next 2 to 3 days

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[nixxie9]

I love these water enhancers they are zero cal and taste great and give you vitamins it's perfect

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[nixxie9]

your BMR is probably about ~1600-1700 which is how many calories your body burns just pumping blood through your body etc etc. 900 cal workout could be pushing it a bit much :( go slow and be sure not to injure yourself!

Thanks for your answer. It was an elliptical workout, so it was not too harsh of a workout. I listened to my body, took breaks as needed, and drank water. I'm 160. I have plenty of fat to help my body get thew the day, lol, but I am not going to lie. I'm pretty tired right now, and workout hunger is horrible. Ugh,

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[nixxie9]

Is it OK to burn 900 cal or more working out? On empty possibility going to be a fast day is this safe

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[nixxie9]

Does mio water enhancers or flavored water still count as water

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[nixxie9]

Thinking about doing toddler portion meals to keep Cals low but make it seem like I'm eating idk or maybe a toddler portion omad

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[nixxie9]

OK, so I know omad is the best way to do things, but why does my ana brain still have to freak out over it? I even ate less than yesterday. My brain is just going to freak out over anything I put in my body. I guess maybe it's time for a fast because I just feel gross right now

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[nixxie9]

So I got an elliptical it's great I use it every day but since I've started using it the hunger I feel from this workout is stronger than usual I need advice on how to deal with workout hunger please

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[nixxie9]

Yes I have ana but I'm also a mom and my child comes before that this means that I sometimes have to stop my workout or even cut it short to take care of him some days I have to up my calorie intake to keep up with him and work it off while he's sleeping I sit with him at meal times to make sure he is eating properly and doesn't end up like me even if that means I have to eat with him or at least make it look like I am I do everything I can to make sure my disorder doesn't effect his childhood even if that means I have to struggle with ana thoughts

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[nixxie9]

Word of advice if you're thinking about purging please don't it just makes you binge more then purge more then becomes a viscous cycle speaking from past experience I don't really do it anymore but I still have times where it happens once you start it's really hard to stop and it's not worth it at all

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[nixxie9]

Ana high + workout high + song disturbia by rihanna = holy shit wow

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[nixxie9]

I'm going to try omad instead of eating every 3 days my body is starting to hold on to all the food and I need my metabolism to work I'm hoping that if I omad early like no eating after 3pm my body will still burn the meal off idk at this point

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[nixxie9]

To break fast or not to break fast that is the question

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[nixxie9]

Meta day intake

Small mocha frap with Almond milk no whip

A chocolate croissant

A lot of sushi

1340 cal today I'm crying gross now I fast for 2 or 3 days again

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