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npd culture is firmly believing that you are better than everyone while also hating yourself and believing you’re worthless because you’re not “winning” at life

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Mindless Self Indulgence - This Hurts

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they hate me for my narcissistic traits that they would love me for if i was a fictional character

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“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

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"everybody experiences that" says mother who has the same symptom of the same mental illness

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there is no competition. respectfully, you could never be me. disrespectfully, i would never want to be you.

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Haven’t found a human EP in a long time. Mine is a cat atm. Not a joke. The cat is an independent, intelligent individual with a calm reserved personality, who knows what he wants and asks for it politely and determinedly. He enjoys my presence and brightens my day. He never fails at catching mice and defending his territory. He’s a person in my eyes. My FP and as abovementioned, quite possibly my EP

#there’s no joy like a cat choosing your bed #with you in it #to sleep in #and purr at your feet

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I'm my biggest fan but also my #1 hater

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There are only two mental illnesses according to people on the internet:

Innocent bean syndrome: You can never do wrong and got no agency. You will be infantilized on every occasion and are treated as a quirk.

Bad person syndrome: You are bad and an abuser. Your presence kills people.

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Woe I made a hyper specific NPD bingo

Egotypicals can interact just dont be weird

#I live like I’m always on camera #so the interview one definitely #I talk to my instagram followers explaining everything I do 😂 #everyone can learn a lot from me

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Today on "is it my narcissistic delusion" or "is everyone around me really THAT stupid!?" find out at 9!

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Does anyone ever just wants to stop caring and giving a fuck and just letting your personality disorder go free? I know I can't bc it will make me a bad person, but are you never just oh so tired of keeping this muzzle on? Sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating in order for others to be safe.

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NPD culture is getting mad when people ignore you in a group conversation even if they aren't technically ignoring you they're talking about something you didn't bring up and don't care about.

#very relatable

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“narcissists only put up a front of superiority to hide their feelings of inferiority” who says it’s a front maybe i’m just better than you

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my personality is not disordered yall just cant handle my swag

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"But you don't look like a narcissist"

Oh mb *sharpies my eyes black*

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A friend (now no longer) drove me home the other day and the conversation revealed he believes people with personality disorders ~change their voices~ when their ~other personality~ comes out

Let me tell you I almost put his head through the steering wheel

#he admitted his so-called research is TikTok and Google #I hate that app for a reason #ableism #personality disorder #antisocial personality disorder #narcissistic personality disorder #npd #aspd #cluster b #multiple personality disorder #actually npd #actually aspd #npd tag #npd thoughts #aspd tag #aspd thoughts #aspd feels #the youth are fucking dumb and brainwashed #npd culture is #npd posting #npd vent #actually narcissistic #vent