moo-moobitch

[moo-moobitch]

honestly feels like i'm playing fucking limbo with my expectations for myself. every time i wonder is this it? the lowest I go? then boom I prove my fucking self wrong and go lower. fucking how low can you go my ass

#i'm running on pure redbull and spite #yes colorful language time tyvm #shitpost #i will go feral #wtf is going on #fuuuuck #okay #anger vent #spilled thoughts

[moo-moobitch]

the memories i have of us in me are fond yet full of woe, soft yet full of spite, gentle yet full of your harsh love. i sometimes think you don't know me and other times you know me better than I know myself. why were we the two sides of a coin yet couldn't stand each other. our relationship in ruins because of our tempers getting the worst of us. i guess then, I will never quite figure out why I will always love you yet never truly hate you after all you've done to me. woah that got emotional real quick

Let me tell you a story. It goes like this: my father is the worst man alive, and i am his favourite daughter

— on fathers, mirrors, and unwanted inheritances.

#idek at this point #welp it is what it is #spilled ink #to be clear. i love my father. that doesn't mean i can't hate him #shit writing to vent out myself cause i suck at communicating with other #thank you to my dad for that #i should probably stop

[moo-moobitch]

the versions of me that i show to them. people pleasers never do get the light of love shining on the deepest parts of their hearts. the parts that are unapologetically them, the parts that truly define them. but then again they're hidden away by fear and who's to say they aren't comforted by it.

Wordy by aavfvl

#idk why i felt poetic but here we are #ramblings #literature #spilled thoughts #academia #ranting

[moo-moobitch]

my heart breaks a little every time i look at my mother because all I see is what I shouldn't be yet all she sees is all she could be

#shitpost #chaotic academia #literature #mommy issues #academia aesthetic #chaotic academic aesthetic #what am i doing to stop myself from ending up like her atp lmao

[moo-moobitch]

"anyone who ever loved could look at me and know that I love you'

oh the urge to say this to them

{Quotes:Dreaming -cream/We shall be well prepared Mary Oliver/Who had a heart- Dionne warwick/Richard siken/Richard siken/euripides/Richard siken/euripides /letters to Milena Franz Kafka //picture: Pinterest}

“I have dreamed about you everynight since the day you left.”

#literature #romanticism #quote #quotation #words #spilled thoughts

[moo-moobitch]

Just go to Pinterest if u want the motivation to study

#academic validation #need this

[moo-moobitch]

this is really funny rn cause i j fought with my parents and opened tumblr to see this lmaoo

if you have a bad mother get over here im your new mum /srs

[moo-moobitch]

alone again but the peaceful kind. listening to music while reading and annotating a book while drinking caffeinated beverages and not bothering about humans or their world

#dreamday #chaotic academia #chaoscore #reading #coffee #gifted kid burnout

[moo-moobitch]

I'm not saying I hate my new college but wait no fuck it. I'm saying exactly that. Wtf even is engineering.

Enjoy my mini rant

#chaotic academia #shitpost #can't catch a break #wtf is happening #fuck this #chaotic academia aesthetic #academic validation

[moo-moobitch]

in all my years of living in this hellhole i call a house, never have i once called it a home. because never has it once felt like one.

#chaotic academia #shitpost #writing #written #writerscommunity