Emptiness
This time of year I tend to feel very alone and emotionless. I don't fully know why I feel like this but it is really heavy. I don't understand why everyone this time of year would rather spend their time stressing about everything then relaxing and spending time with loved ones. I also have a really hard time understanding why people spend so much money this time of year to make everyone happy. I personally would just prefer to have a relaxing holiday and exchange small thoughtful gifts. I feel like it would have so much more meaning behind it.
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This has been hard
Honestly, I feel like everything I do is wrong and that I will never be able to get on my own feet and grow. I feel like I am just a total mess that needs to die so that I don't bother anyone. Every day I have a harder time finding a reason to live. I just hate everything about me and I don't know how to change or get help. I feel like not even health professionals want to help. I've been trying them that I am having a really rough time and I don't know if I am going to be able to do this much longer. They just send me to therapists with super long waitlists. I just want to feel better I just want to feel like I have a reason to keep going and keep trying.
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Feeling too many emotions
I really wish that my mind would slow down sometimes.
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I really need to get better friends. Why is making friends when I am in my 20s so hard.
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Loneliness
I feel like I am so alone. That I am not good enough and that I am stuck unable to get better. I really don’t know what to do, I’m so stressed.
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I am so stressed out about everything in my life right now. I really wish that everything would slow down so that I could think about stuff one at a time. I just want to be happier with my life right now.
아직 널 그리며、여전히 기다려
Good bye, 더보이즈
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I hope that I can grow more and become the person I want to be.
we can do better .
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Been so sleepy today! My social meter has hit rock bottom. So I need to spend the next few days working on some self care.
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I’m heading home! It shouldn’t be too bad of a drive it is only two hours.
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I miss you less and less everyday that you are gone. I have learned so much from your absence. You were the source of most of my anxiety and now that you are gone I feel like a massive weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Although I am sure you never meant to harm my mental health I know now that it is best that we are apart.
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I am so ready to head home today. I really need time by myself with some self care.
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I really want to in the sun and enjoy the river.
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The amount of spam messages that i get is really annoying. Why can’t real people message me?
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I really hope that I can grow into a better person.
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The night is so peaceful, bliss
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My weekend is over and now it is back to work.
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Tired.....
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