its-just-me5

[its-just-me5]

“Fall in love with taking care of yourself. Fall in love with the path of deep healing. Fall in love with becoming the best version of yourself but with patience, with compassion, and respect to your own journey.”

— Sylvester McNutt

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They swear they don’t wanna lose you but act like they ain’t tryna keep you either.

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I am falling apart...

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I found that talking to strangers can be ok.

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I need to be held.

#i need it #i really do #so much #mental illness

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I would pay someone to have me as their pet

#mentally ill

#mentally ill #mental illness #mental health #mental wellbeing #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #human pet #i am sick #toxic love #toxic relationship #toxicity #toxic #toxic person #its me hi im the problem its me

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Did you ever have a person in your life that you knew from the start was bad for you, and you still couldn't back away? It was like magnetism, and even though you rationally knew you should leave, you just didn't have the emotional strength... And so they came into your life like a hurricane, ravaged for a bit, and when they left, you and everything around was in ruins...

And the thing is, you knew exactly what would happen, from the very start, but no matter how much you wanted too change the outcome, you just couldn't. All you could do, is helplessly stand by and watch as it all plays out.

#relationships #toxic relationship #relatable? #relationship #friendship #tw depressing thoughts #thoughts #tw depressing stuff #like a hurricane #emotional strength #emotional instability #emotional stability #emotional state #mental health #mental wellbeing

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Right now, im in this phase of life where I'm ok with existing on the level of a pet. Someone gives me food, makes sure I get enough cuddles and in return I keep existing and therefore entertain them with my presence, and offer emotional support, and can also be used as a comfort cushion.

#mental illness #mental health #mentally ill #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #im just mentally ill #mentally unwell #tw depressing thoughts #human pet #pets #bd/sm pet #toxic #toxicity #toxic person #im mentally ill #actually mentally ill #its me hi im the problem its me #craving #lifestyle #tired of life #stupid life #life sux

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I just found out that I hate people who are not facially expressive

#people #dont like it #i just don’t like it #thoughts #personal preferences #be expressive #expressive #facial expressions

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Being alone makes me wanna die, being with people makes me wanna die... so the conclusion is just: die.

#tw depressing thoughts #tw su1cide #tw depressive #tw death #tw depressing stuff #tw selfhate #mental illness #mental health

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My chest feels like a pressure cooker. Pressure is kust building and building up and im just waiting for it to burst. Hopefully i can let it out by crying tonight, otherwise it just gets absorbed into every last cell of my body and then my body starts acting up, causing me all kinds of problems...

#under pressure #pressure #tw depressing thoughts #mental illness #mental health #mental wellbeing #relatable quotes #thoughts #tw depressing stuff

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It makes me so sad to be calling it quits, but... what other option do I have?

#tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw death #tw sui implied #tw depressive #mental illness #mental health

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Who said I have to be a success story?

What if I don't wanna?

What if I just wanna lay in my bed and then die someday?

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I like those winter evenings... i like to open the window and feel the sensation of cold air against my skin, feel the calming smell of the cold and snowy freshness, appreciate the peacefulness of the night, enjoy the sight of snow, brightening up the darkness of the night. Everything's so calming and peaceful ... and then, when you fully ingest the beauty of it all, you close the window, wrap yourself in a warm, cozy blanket and calmly fall asleep...

#winter #winter evening #winter nights #evening #peaceful #calmness #calm #calming #serenity #cold weather #fresh air #warm and cozy #mental wellbeing #relatable quotes #thoughts #mental health

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“Stop thinking about life and choose to live it.”

— Paulo Coelho, The Fifth Mountain