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PLEASE READ ALL BEFORE REBLOGGING/REACTING!!

Recently I was swapping hardship stories with a mutual friend, and I shared a story that I hadn't really thought about until then, but i felt it was important to share here (Names/Places have been changed); My younger brother Tyler and I has been taken by CYS and placed in The Childrens Home (TCHome).

While there we stayed in a co-ed 30 day shelter, where we encountered a Muslim darkskin boy named James. James over time took a "liking" to me ( Touching my body numerous places, whispering suggestive words, etc.). It took me a while to shove him away in all aspects being afraid.

He then began to threaten my younger brother during shower time, and in the boys hallway. James bullied my younger brother so much he clung to me daily, cried to me for the first time in this forigen situation. There was a time of violence when James began to publicly phycially attempt to attack my brother and I, to the point they had to contain all the occupants in a large locked room with staff, while emergency staff tried to calmly defuse James Situation.

After hours they relocated and seperated my brother and i into different, non co-ed homes on campus. James then managed to figure out what house i was staying in and attempted to terrorize me there, never getting inside. That same day James was permanently moved off campus.; After sharing this story with my mutual friend, they then asked me how I wasn't so racist and against muslims.

My answer is this; That was one boy. One troubled person I had the dis-pleasure of meeting. Although I hold a resentment to him specifically, I do not stereotype colored or Muslim people based off of my brief personal encounter.

Please educate yourself before you judge, don't let your emotions impair your judgement!!

#sexual harrassment #trigger warninh #trigger warning #muslim #colored muslim #raise awareness #judge on facts #judge on facts not emotion #foster care #foster home #foster child #family #terrorism #terror #forgiveness #this is biggger than us

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Are u talking bout me fool

So my one friend has a tumblr and actually uses it and I forget this all the time and then I see her post something like wow yay she still uses tumblr I’m not the only loser here

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my favorite picture ever is the one that says “HELL IS FULL, BITCH” and then it has the national suicide prevention hotline on it. it makes me smile every time 

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My favourite Irish insult is “Go ndéana an diabhal dréimire de chnámh do dhroma ag piocadh úll i ngairdín Ifrinn!”

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My husband got 'Star Wars: The Last Jedi' tickets like 2 months early, so when it came time to go, we got there a half hour early. I really had to pee so I ran inside. So then I came out of the bathroom right? And I'm looking around for him like "what????". So I just got in line for popcorn and stuff when this guy wearing a dark was cloak was coming up behind me. And now that o think about it I probably should've known it was him cause he was the only person there over 6". But he GRABBED my ass and I was like "UHM EXCUSE ME?!?!" And he immediately took down his hood smiling super big and pulled out a light saber. He was the only person the whole night who wore a costume and he was happy as hell about it.

#star warz #star wars #cosplay #husband #nerd #dark cloak #why #i love him

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Sorry about my posts being off topic lately

Sorry I’ve been posting a lot about net neutrality lately it’s just (get ready for a personal post)

I’m young, mentally ill, and trans. I have a very hard time making friends and an even harder time feeling wanted. The internet is the only place where I feel slightly wanted and not alone. There are other witches here! Other people with DID! Other therians and otherkin! Other people who obsess over things just as much as I do! I feel like I finally fit in somewhere, and I’ve made myself a small a comfortable home on wattpad and on tumblr since then.

Basically, I wouldn’t be here if not for social networking sites like these. I would be dead; there’s no hesitation when I say that.

My family isn’t like- DIRT poor. I mean I am, but… like, just- we don’t HAVE the money to pay for another bill. My family wouldn’t pay for a certain package just because I asked for it. I need net neutrality to survive, because the internet has helped me not feel so alone in the past 4 years.

That’s why I’ve been so focused on it lately, and I post a lot on this blog (versus my main or my other blogs) because I have like… 500 ish followers on here. I have another blog that I post stuff on because it’s my most popular one, so like, this isn’t the only blog I’m crowding with this stuff, don’t worry.

I’m just really desperate for the voting to be at least pushed back another year. I need the internet to be okay.

And I don’t care how dumb or childish or phone obsessed that make me sound. I’m not afraid to admit that I need it to feel okay.

Alright, sorry to spill my guts on here. There’s gonna be another post soon about my financial issues and me selling readings and such (Please look at it I have two weeks to get this money).

Now, resume your scrolling. Have a nice day.

#personal #not witchcraft #net neutrality #sorry for off topic posting #here #save tumblr #save the internet #this is biggger than us #stop the corporations #internet for all #not just the rich #equality #equal rights

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Okay so weird confession time

Sometimes when I'm sitting on the toilet (peeing or taking a sh*t) I get this weird thought/paranoia that some thing is going to slide up into the toilet bowl without me knowing, like a snake or an eel idk.

Anyone else understand or am I just in need of more intense therapy???

#help #snake #or maybe an eel #maybe not #irrational fear #paranioa #snek #i wish i was a slytherin #im a fcking hufflepuff #oh lordy #science side of tumblr #maybe? #oh my god #please #im high #im trying not to go pee #my husband is wondering #why im so anxious on tumblr #holy christ #supernatural #supernatural doesnt have a gif for this

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I'm really loving the idea that when Thor and Loki were kids, Loki turned himself into a snake knowing Thor would pick him up, then changed back into himself and stabbed Thor. I feel so conflicted.

#Its me bitch #marvel #loki #thor #thor ragnarok #hella #son of odin #confused #snake #loki was probably like #help #i hashtag for attention

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I once asked my mom why she always would let out a deep sigh or breathe occasionally, and she told me she felt like she was shaking the wrinkles out of a blanket. I guess kinda like de-wrinkling the lungs. From stress. I need science side of Tumblr.

#stress #lungs #blankets #science side #science side of tumblr #i think she was on drugs #too much marijuanna #mom? #wrinkle #de-wrinkle lungs