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Heathers Act Two aesthetics! Movie quotes are next.

Edit: So these got popular super quick and if any of you are interested I did the songs from Act One as well ( I also do mood boards and I’ll do lyrics sometimes too).

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being in london feels so natural, actually I think being able to travel there is good for my soul. such a good weekend anyway, now my life is really about to change... wow first actual post of my face

#me #photography #metal #aesthetics #edgy teen girl obvi #dead inside #i look like a fucking troll #all my friends are edgy help

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A piece I did for a class! <: We had to pick a musical and make a poster for it. Chose to do Heathers because honestly, it has one of the best soundtracks I’ve heard for a musical so far. 

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#beauty #beautiful #anime art #anime #manga #manga art #stunning #art #artistic #aesthetic

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literally just went from one abusive household to another kind of abusive household

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my mum says i shouldn't go to therapy, but last week was screaming at me to go on anti-depressants.

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#grunge #grunge quote #quote #quotes #life quotes #welcome home roxy carmichael #whrc #fuckin winona ryder #winona ryder #dinky #90's movies #depression

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#fuckin winona ryder #winona ryder #heathers #heathers quote #heathers movie #1989 #veronica sawyer #Suicide #80's movies #teen suicide #depression

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#winona ryder #fuckin winona ryder #christian slater #jd #heathers #heathers quote #heather quotes #1989 #80's movies #heathers movie #veronica sawyer #jason dean

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hm

I kind of realize the reasons I want to travel;

1. get away from my mother's awful excuse of ‘parenting’ 

2. have cool adventures and constantly be somewhere new

3. to make friends and have fun with people

4. to do something with my life

5. to make people wonder ‘where is she?’

6. to have constant new opportunities.

But I dont need a reason. I dont want the typical 9-5 job, marrige,kids. Thats not me. I want to find out who I am. i know I’m something great, people have told me that. I make people happy. I want someone to make me happy. I want to go on crazy adventures because WHY THE FUCK NOT? DO I NEED A REASON FOR MYSELF TO LIVE? why am i arguing with myself.

#adventure #travel #travel with me #future #mental illness #thoughts

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#kiki's delivery service #studio ghibli #art #anime #anime art #artistic #anime girl #manga

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#anime #manga #anime art #beautiful #pretty

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i think im getting back into anime lol

#howls moving castle #anime art #art #beautiful #mountains #flowers #artistic #studio ghibli #anime #manga

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like/reblog if you are a maladaptive daydreamer, dissociate more than you probably should, or are 36 baby kittens in a trench coat

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life is a gift we all have.

life is a gift, everyone says. well, i think I finally understand what they mean. We all have 1 thing in common, we are alive. Some people use their gift to help themselves, some people use it to help others and prepare others for when they are given this gift. Some people waste their gift and do boring mundane things or spend their life unhappy. Some people say fuck that and go do whatever they want. Be that person. Sometimes we don't realize that yes we are people but we have COMPLETE FREE WILL. If you hate what you are doing, leave. I know it sounds so stupid but once you're gone and you're completely free, you truly flourish. Use your gift well. Make yourself happy first, then help others find happiness. Sometimes mental illness can prohibit you from realizing you even have the gift, or try and get you to get rid of the gift, now I don't have all the answers but I will say this. You are a gifted human fucking being. No voices in real life or in your head can stop you from doing what you want to do. You are a human being who can do what they want, and technically no one can stop you (unless it’s illegal). The fact is anyone who does try and stop you from being yourself is wasting their time focusing on you when they could be focusing on themselves. Think about that. 

#mental health #mental illness #mental disorder #youre alive #life is a gift #depression

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i felt alive today

I opened my back door and felt the cool breeze, that combined with the coconut scented conditioner on my head sent me spinning back to reality. I felt alive, even for a second. 

#i felt alive #dissociation #mental disorder #mental health #mental illness #youre alive #beautiful #depression

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im so sick of it

I'm sick of constantly looking for love. I know no one has ever loved me and I accept that it's just... I've been through so much I’m tired of being alone. I don't wanna fight this fight alone anymore. I’m sick of no one loving me. It's not that I’m looking for validation I know I’m a strong fucking person but Jesus christ the things I’ve been through. all alone. I need someone to lift me up. I'm sick of fighting this fight alone...

#alone #lonely #late night thoughts #depression #lonliness #i need love #no one loves me #done with fighting