honestloverboy

[honestloverboy]

you hate me you hate me you hate me you hate me you hate me you hate me you hate me you hate me you hate me you hate me you hate me you hate me

Why aren't you paying attention to me???

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[honestloverboy]

Splitting on my partner over the dumbest fucking thing right now

Then again, when isn't it dumb

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[honestloverboy]

bpd culture is having NO IDEA what to do once everybody's asleep... what do you mean i have a life outside of the people i like!!! that's not right...

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[honestloverboy]

why does nobody send me sweet asks about the shit I do. why is nobody monitoring my blog like it's their job but they actually just love me so much. why am I not like that. I've been so dedicated to everything for so long and nobody gives me anything I give back. am i that disgusting

[honestloverboy]

I'm cooked

[honestloverboy]

do i masturbate or self harm? these are life’s greatest questions.

[honestloverboy]

Sh culture is panicking whenever you hear footsteps while you're changing because you live with people who don't respect your privacy and either don't knock when they enter your room or force you to open the door when you lock it

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[honestloverboy]

Yeeowch ! I cut both sides today so it hurts no matter which way I lay unless it's on my back which is super uncomfortable

Hate it here ! (I'd do it again)

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[honestloverboy]

I just talked to him again and I ended up snapping on him :)

BPD culture is when you and your partner's mutual friend calls your partner a name that's too affectionate for your liking in front of you and you're trying to keep your cool, especially since you're in a public chat but they're not getting the message when you're calmly telling them they're not allowed to say things like that to them and you feel like you're going to snap on them

He thinks everything is a fucking joke

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[honestloverboy]

Just relapsed after 6 months

[honestloverboy]

bpd culture is: i think youre a new fp but i dont even careee bc ive never been tjis happy. nothing makes me as happy as u do :3

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[honestloverboy]

Sometimes I stop myself from saying horrible shit but not because I feel bad that it's horrible because I feel bad other people would perceive me as horrible.

[honestloverboy]

BPD culture is when you and your partner's mutual friend calls your partner a name that's too affectionate for your liking in front of you and you're trying to keep your cool, especially since you're in a public chat but they're not getting the message when you're calmly telling them they're not allowed to say things like that to them and you feel like you're going to snap on them

He thinks everything is a fucking joke

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[honestloverboy]

Why does it hurt so much today

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[honestloverboy]

Just got slut-shamed by my mother for simply Existing around men for the millionth time, how are y'all's day going

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[honestloverboy]

After taking time to calm down for the past couple of days and looking back on everything I've realized that my boyfriend is still my fp

Ig I have two fps now?

I think the most logical solution to this is to kms idk tho

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[honestloverboy]

Imagine my shock as a neurodivergent teen when I first realized that using large vocabulary and eloquent speech doesn't make you less likely to be misinterpreted, rather it adds an entirely new layer of misinterpretation I had never even realized existed in the form of people thinking you're being snobbish or condescending when you're just trying to be specific