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hollow-light · 2 years

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I apologize for not posting and being gone so long. Life has a funny way of proving you wrong. The absolute darkest time in my life, a time so dark I didn't think it was possible to be surpassed, but it really was. My wildest imagination couldn't have predicted the pain and anguish that came. I've been going through it, but I'm okay now. More posts coming soon

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hollow-light · 2 years

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Story of my life. Every time I see a light, a glimmer of hope in this dark hallway, I always get within arm's reach, I can just grab it, before it snuffs out. Then I am back to where I started, sometimes even lower than where the journey began.

#i'm sad #sad boi hours #sad boy #this is depressing #broke down #depressing poem #depressing post #depressiv #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #anxious #anxiety #shyness #introvert #i miss u #i hate my brain #i hate everything

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hollow-light · 2 years

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It's the risk we all take. It's not terrifying and nerve-racking for no reason. To make yourself vulnerable, to let someone in, to invest your being into someone, to give them the ability to hurt you. It's the risk we take for the potential of feeling loved and giving yours, it's that risk to reward factor that is so petrifying. Falling into someone will always be terrifying.

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hollow-light · 2 years

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The saddest thing about this post is that sometimes you have to.. for the good of everything, and god does it hurt..

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hollow-light · 2 years

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It's neverending. But I try my best, even though I know it won't stop, with no hesitation or relief.

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hollow-light · 2 years

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If you only knew how it really felt. Or what I would've done. It probably wouldn't have worked anyways, I wasn't what you wanted, but I would've given you my best, and everything I had. But it's okay, because you're happy, and that's all that truly matters to me.

#i'm sad #sad boi hours #sad boy #this is depressing #broke down #depressing poem #depressing post #depressiv #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #kinda depressing #anxious #anxiety #shyness #introvert #i miss u #i miss you

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hollow-light · 2 years

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I feel personally attacked

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hollow-light · 2 years

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This truly is the best payback. Revenge isn't healthy, but being the bigger and better person is the most mature and healthy form of it. If they hurt you, don't hurt them back, if they cheat, don't cheat back, don't stoop to their level, don't be like them, and dont prove everything they said about you right. Prove them wrong, blossom into your most beautiful self, and make them regret every single thing they did to you. Let them know they won't find a stronger character in another.

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hollow-light · 2 years

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You aren't alone. Whoever you are out there. Lots of us are going through it too, but there IS a light at the end of the tunnel ❤️

#i'm sad #sad boi hours #sad boy #this is depressing #broke down #depressing poem #depressing post #depressiv #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #kinda depressing #sorry for being depressing #anxious #anxiety #shyness #introvert #sleep deprived af #sleep deprived thoughts #sleep deprived

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hollow-light · 2 years

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I had this, we had this.. ever since I lost you I think about things like this all the time, the qualities in you I still haven't been able to find in another. I know what we had was a once in a lifetime connection, and I've known that I'll probably never find that again, but I still just hope and wait.. I just wish I could tell my old self you got it right the first time.

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hollow-light · 2 years

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This is why you meant so god damn much to me..

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hollow-light · 2 years

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If only there were someone to share my darkness with, yet someone who still offers some light into my world.

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hollow-light · 2 years

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She* I dealt with all these feelings before you, before all the heartbreak, you merely just cemented those feelings permanently inside of me.

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hollow-light · 2 years

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I gave you my best, even though my best wasn't the best you wanted. I tried, I gave you everything I had, all of me, invested all of myself into building something with you. I thought I could focus on making you happy selflessly without a care in the world for myself, because making you happy would make me the happiest I've ever been

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hollow-light · 2 years

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Can count the people who didn't make me feel like this on one hand

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hollow-light · 2 years

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Oh how I wished to explore your mind, for you to let me in, know what you truly thought about things

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hollow-light · 2 years

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What can I do with so much on my mind, there isn't a place to put all the pain and anguish, all the negative thoughts, all the trauma, all the things that I know affect me too much..

#i'm sad #sad boi hours #sad boy #this is depressing #broke down #depressing poem #depressing post #depressiv #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #anxious #anxiety #shyness #introvert #i hate my brain #i hate it so much #i hate everything

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