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Would everyone like me to return with a Loki fic? 👀👀

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Devoted

Pairing: Loki x Reader

Prompt: Just a really body positive and saucy fic that literally no one asked for. Just felt like writing it.

A/N: I read a piece of @ohhhmyloki ‘s work a while back, and was totally inspired. I liked the little bit of body positivity, and thought we could all use more. Also, I apologize if the POV is confusing. It’s kind of second person omniscient (I know, author speak). I wanted something that still felt personal (second person, then), but allowed you to get in Loki’s head too. This fic is also THE. LONGEST. I’m done blabbering. Enjoy!

Warnings: lots of my lovely almost smut, mention of self harm, and a heck ton of self-doubt and body insecurity

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“I’m going to go hop in the shower,” you said, popping up from your spot on the bed. Loki only looked up from his book to watch you sauntering over to your bathroom door. It took every ounce of self control not to have you right then and there. He adored the way your shorts sat on your thighs, and how he could see your curves though you wore an oversized sweater. Having a nice shower seemed the perfect oppurtunity to get you naked.

He smirked that deliciously devious smirk of his.

“May I join you?”

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Thomas’ only true love is for pasta salad.

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Do other writers ever get this like, hyper-specific dialogue exchange drop into their brains and you know exactly where these character are standing and what they’re doing and how they’re saying these words but that’s all you get. You don’t have much other context and this specific moment that exists only at this time in your headspace??

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In case anyone needs to hear this today:

Drawing fanart DOESN’T make you any less of an artist.

Writing fanfiction DOESN’T make you any less of a writer.

Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Your work is important.

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Thought this was appropriate use of this picture considering the source is, indeed, what I am currently watching on YouTube.

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Scars

Pairing: Loki Laufeyson x Reader

Prompt: First off I found your blog 20 mins ago and I’m mildly obsessed btw! You are an amazing writer! Though I have a question?!! Can you do a fic of where the girl is really self-conscious and self-depreciating, and Loki finds her self-harm scars and has her talk about it and then he shows her that he loves her and that he’s always there for her?

A/N: Kinda hit home for me. It was a bit cathartic to write. Thank you so much for the kind words!

Warnings: mentions of self harm

“No, Loki.” The words flew out before you had time to process any possible reactions he may have. It was something you usually took caution with. Loki’s sensitivities and fiery temper were frequently on the line. But you didn’t stop to think. Not here, not now. You hadn’t processed it until his brow furrowed and eyes became less lustrous, as if the fire had been forcibly removed from his soul.

Loki wanted you. You wanted him. It was simple math that leads to any stable, loving couple having less-than-work-appropriate relations. You'd hoped that someday it would come to this. You loved Loki with your whole being, and he loved you in return. There were a handful of times that it would have proceeded, but you stopped him short every time. Because of your secret. 

And now. You thought you’d gotten over it for good. Loki would be too enthralled in his passion to properly notice the faint lines painted over your body. But then again, he was Loki. Loki Laufeyson, god and prince. Of course he would notice. You were only a mere mortal struggling with her weight like the rest of them. How could you ever be good enough for someone as perfect as him? All legs and alabaster skin. 

These ideas tangled in your head as he snaked his tongue under yours and his hand under your shirt. Yes yes yes. But then the panic set in. He was going to remove your clothes. He was going to see. He was going to see what hid underneath the ill fitting clothes and realize he wasn’t in love with a mortal anymore. 

“No, Loki,” you whispered in his ear. He pulled back, immediately disheartened. 

“Is everything ok? Did I do something?” His concern was almost sweet. 

“Yes. No. Well- no.” 

“Very convincing,” he mumbled, politely climbing off of you. You straightened your shirt and pulled down the sleeves a touch. It wasn’t that you needed too, but you found it as a comfort after all of these years. Another few millimeters of coverage. 

“I promise it isn’t you,” you assured him, voice shaking a little. You ignored the distinct sting in the back of your throat. 

“What is it, Y/N? Tell me. You seem,” he scanned your face for a moment, “scared.” 

Something in the softness of his voice and tone made you break. You let out one giant sigh as you let yourself cry. Loki sat beside you in the bed, holding your hand as you tried to let the words formulate.

“Loki, I don’t want you to see me. You won’t love me anymore.”

“How could you say that?” he quickly whisked his own tears away. “What have I done to make you think that?”

“Nothing! Nothing, Loki, I swear. I just... I’m not used to people seeing my body and.. liking it. Hell,” you laughed, “I can’t even stand it.” 

“Don’t say that. Please don't say that.” 

“It’s the truth.” You stared a hole in the floor as Loki took you into his arms. Several minutes passed before Loki spoke again, but you could have sworn it was several hours. 

“Please let me in,” he whispered into your messy hair. “I’m not leaving.” 

“I can't. I can’t take that chance,” you sobbed. 

“I’m not perfect either, you know. I have flaws, even if you can’t see them.” You ignored him. “Here, let me show you.” 

Loki proceeded to strip off his shirt. Trying not to be distracted by his inhuman beauty, you listened intently to the stories he told. He had many scars, all from battles or screwing around Asgard. Some were self inflicted, making your heart stop momentarily. There were many little interruptions in his otherwise flawless appearance. And yet, you didn’t think any less of him. It somewhat enhanced his beauty. Perhaps it was because he no longer seemed like some mythical beast no one could compare too. He was as human as you were. He too had lived life and had feelings. These basic concepts had escaped you, with him being a god. 

He watched you strip down completely. It was only fair that you show off as well. Your nerves had not been completely quelled, but you believed in a fair exchange. He took in every line-every variation of your perfection. It hurt him. It hurt him to see that you had suffered. To know that every little line was a moment of desperation and raw emotion. He wished he could take that away for you. But he couldn’t. All he could do was love you for you, as you would do for him. 

All you could do was be scarred together

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Still salty this didn’t get more notes.

You just know he had to.

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Pairing: Tom Hiddleston x Reader

Prompt: Fic where the reader and tom just got together after being friends for a long time and they are discussing their sexual preferences while lying in bed?

A/N: OOOOOOH HOHOHO B O Y yes. I made it about something I’ve believed for a very long time... I hope that’s ok. Also so sorry it’s so short!

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“So, what exactly is your poison, Mr. Hiddleston?” 

“Huh? Is that a euphemism?” 

“You know what I mean.” You tug the covers over your bare legs. Tom sighs and stares at the ceiling languidly, his chest rising and falling rapidly. You know you’re getting under his skin. 

“Who’s asking?” You roll your eyes, though he isn’t watching.

“Me. Now quit stalling and tell me all the weird shit you’re into.”

Maybe now isn't the time. You’ve only been together for a few months now, though you’ve been best friends for years. You've only had a few fervent encounters in red-carpet bathrooms (you could actually count the number of times on one hand). Even then, he would simply end up with slick fingers and a grin. This is actually the first time that either of you have even been in the same bed together. And you are sick of it. You know he wants you, and you want him, so you're hoping to get a dialogue going, however perturbing it may be. 

After a few moments of fidgeting under the covers, Tom decides to respond.

“I haven’t done much. So I don’t really know.” 

“I know that, but there has to be something.” You climb on top of him, barely breaking his concentration concerning the texture of his bedroom ceiling. “Come on, Hiddleston. What gets your motor running?” 

He finally meets your eyes and smiles. 

“You.” The little crinkles covering his beaming face make your heart fuzzy, and you can’t help but giggle at the headboard. “Seriously though, I’m not very kinky.”

“Oh, I beg to differ.” Tom cocks a brow. “You, my love, have a praise kink. I’ve seen those stage pictures.” A distinct blush creeps into his cheeks. It isn’t any secret that his goods are more prominent in more crowded settings--particularly ones where he’s cheered on by his adoring fans.

“Fine, you caught me,” he sighs. Before you can come up with another biting remark regarding his kinks, you’re being flipped over. Tom now looms over you, eyes glittering.

“And what about you, my darling?” he growls.

“Why don’t we find out?”

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Won’t You Please Come Home

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston x Reader

Prompt: heyyy, can i request one with tom where he is your husband and he's been away with work for a while. you're home, you've put your baby to sleep and you're making dinner while lightly dancing and listening to "daddy won't you please come home" by annette hanshaw (very specific, i know XD) and then, he unexpectedly comes home and sneaks up hugging you from behind and then you dance together ohhhhhh pretty please with a cherry on top, thank youuuuu

A/N: Uuuuuuuuuuuuh I haven’t written anything but analysis papers for over a year, so sorry if I can’t remember how to write. Like at all. It’s pretty much all gone, oopsie. Also, had no idea what that song was, looked it up, and I’m kind of in love. Not what I expected. 

Seeing your little one sleeping soundly in their crib, you sigh. God, when’s Thomas coming home? You know he feels a responsibility to provide for your new family, but sometimes you secretly wished there was another way. He hasn’t been gone this long in over a year, making sure he was there through your pregnancy and the first few months of your child’s life. You wanted Tom to stay with both of you. You begged him. But children are expensive, and though Tom has more than enough to let you all live in luxury, he felt it was his duty to continue for provide. To some extent, you understood, but the bed was cold and the nights of handling a fussy baby on your own all day was a little... much. 

You flick on the night light--a swirling mass of constellations--and creep back into the kitchen. Sick of scrounging up whatever you could manage to eat before your little one needed something or you simply passed out on the couch from exhaustion, you decide to make yourself some pasta. It reminds you of him--he’s usually the one to cook. You miss dancing in the kitchen with him. You miss the feel of his body against yours--clothed or not. 

You flick on your bluetooth speaker and choose the playlist you usually listen to with him in the kitchen. You turn it down so as not to wake the sleeping beauty. You get to work, quietly humming and swaying to the tunes of the early 1900s. It was a guilty pleasure for both you and Tom. Something about it is soothing. “Daddy Won’t You Please Come Home” starts playing as you sauté up some onions. You half-laugh at your veggies in disbelief. I’d like to know the same thing. As soon as the thought comes, you hear the lock click. Thomas. You hide your excitement and continue aimlessly stirring your various pots on the stove, waiting for him to come and find you. You feel two strong arms snake around your waist after a moment and pull you close. 

“Here I am,” Tom breathes in your ear. You flip around to face him and immediately plant your face into his chest. Trying not to cry, you let him start swaying with you with the tail end of the music. This feels like home. This is home. 

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Loki Wedding Headcanons

Pairing: Loki x Reader

Prompt: HEY HON! how about HC of Loki and his s/o's wedding?

A/N: I’m sure I’m way off, but I enjoyed this list.This has been sitting in my drafts for so long? IDK why I didn’t publish it? 

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It would be ridiculously low-key (pun intended).

Probably just the pair of you at a courthouse. 

As much as Loki loves attention, this is sacred and intimate.

He’d wear the Black Suit™.

You’d wear something airy with lots of gold accents. 

He’d be so nervous he’d be shaking. 

But he’d hold himself so regally.

You couldn’t wait to ravish each other.

Sadly, he’d ask himself a million times if he was doing the right thing

Only because he cared about your wellbeing. 

You knew that you wanted to be his for the rest of your life.

It’d be over in the blink of an eye.

Neither of you would feel particularly teary-eyed

Just ecstatic that you now belonged to each other.

Aaaaand the wedding night is a very long list and would need an entire other post. ;)

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*screaming* JUST WRITE DICK i promise its 10000000% sexier

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Reblog if you are or know of an adult fan fiction writer

I’m trying to prove a point

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Any hiddleston smut recommendations? Whatd your favourite? And thanks for feeding our dirty mind ❤

I feel like the worst fan, but I never keep track of my favs. I usually binge read things at 3 am, pass out, and never find them again.

I’m going to start writing smut on AO3? @furstinnajoelle could be a love and comment some things.

Sorry, fam. 😭

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hi, i hope you are okay. you are amazing and beautiful. you deserve all the nice and cute things on earth. things will be better,please don't harm yourself. i love you💖

Hey, anon. Thank you so so much for your kind words. You deserve the world for your kindness!!! I hope you have a good day. 💕

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Love me. 

My girlfriend is having a much more enjoyable college experience than I had. 😂

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it’s weird how middle names are like………. this normal thing, but also secret

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